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#i was a sailor i was born upon the tide could really be anyone but I think for Ghost Treasure Island purposes billy works well
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i think someone should make an black sails edit to highwayman and then make out with me
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blouisparadise · 3 years
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Upon request, here is a rec list of bottom Louis fics where Louis is pining for Harry. We hope you’ll enjoy this list. We also have a mutual pining rec list here and we will have a pining Harry rec list eventually. Happy reading!
1) Down On Your Knees, You Don’t Look So Tall | Explicit | 3445 words
Louis and Harry are friends, and best ones at that. Louis loves Harry more fiercely more than he's ever loved anyone, so he doesn't really have a problem with it when they start doing this thing. this wonderful, wonderful thing.
2) You Had Me At Hello | Explicit | 4529 words
Louis works in the shop next to Harry's cupcake shop.   Louis pines after Harry until he goes into a heat and Harry finally catches up.
3) Just Like Live Wires | Explicit | 5427 words
Harry climbs into Louis’ bed when he’s cold. Louis pines.
4) Something To Live For | Mature | 5535 words
After over a century of waiting for Harry to realize they're mates,  Louis gets his heart broken when his friend announces he's found his 'one' in a human girl named Teresa. Wanting only happiness for Harry, Louis accepts that it just wasn't meant to be and decides it's time to let go of the immortal life.
5) Five Times Harry Styles Was Jealous | Mature | 6184 words
Harry's jealous all the time but there were five times that definitely stand out. Five times that changed Louis and Harry's relationship.
6) On My Mind All The Time, Say You're Mine | Explicit | 9261 words
“Dude, we’re inside, and it’s night time. Those don’t look as cool as you think they do.” Louis could kick himself, he sounded so stupid, but it certainly got the guy’s attention.
It was at that unfortunate moment that he noticed several other things about this hot asshole, that he hadn’t noticed just staring from afar. First, when Louis spoke to him, his gaze was kind of unfocused behind his sunglasses, and secondly, that he had a red and white cane folded up under his arm.
“I’m… Blind,” the man chuckled, awkwardly.  
Louis wanted to melt into a puddle out of pure embarrassment.
“I— am so sorry. I have to go.”
“Hey, wait, wait,” the man soothed, grabbing at Louis’ shoulders before he could get away.
“I’m sorry,” Louis repeated, looking down at his shoes.
“It’s alright,” He cackled. “I get it a lot. More than you know.”
7) Let The Beating Waves Come Drag Me Down | Explicit | 9447 words
“Just try it, the worst thing that could ever happen it’s that you won’t like it” Niall had told him. And there he was, on the way to one of these pubs created for perverts, willing to break up the routine to try something new, something that terrified as much as excited him.
One night to get swept up in passion, one night to let the devil get in.
"Tonight, I’m going to make you scream of ecstasy Louis,” he said with a raspy voice full of control, making him tremble with anticipation.
8) Got It Right Such A Long Time Ago | Explicit | 9699
There are a lot of people Harry might expect to find on his doorstep at three o’clock in the afternoon these days.
It could be the delivery man, come to drop off the pair of boots Harry impulsively ordered online last week. It could be one of his neighbors, dropping by to complain about how a party he’d thrown weeks ago had clogged up the street. It could also be any number of his friends in L.A., who stop by unannounced most days to mooch off Harry’s food or whisk him away to try some new yogurt shop.
As a rule, it definitely cannot be Louis Tomlinson, although Harry���s blinked at least three times now, and it’s still Louis standing there, a backpack slung over his shoulder and a duffel bag at his feet.
9) You Know What They Say | Explicit | 10232 words
Nice guys always finish last.
10) Call If You Need Me | Explicit | 10770 words
If anyone asks later on, Louis plans to tell them that it’s all Niall’s fault.
11) Love Is Like This; Not A Heartbeat, But A Moan | Explicit | 13150 words
Note: This fic is locked and can only be read by AO3 users.
In which Harry loves Louis, but Louis has been cold to him ever since he presented as an omega at age fifteen.
Eight years later, Louis approaches Harry with a request, and who is Harry to deny him?
12) Just Let Me | Mature | 14714 words
The party was going well. So well, Niall had already sworn undying love to one multi-tiered chocolate cake, two friendly corgi-poodle mixes, Zayn’s hair, and the entire population of Los Angeles. So well, Zayn had only laughed and ruffled Niall’s hair and not even twitched towards a cigarette. So well, nearly everyone had spilled far past the boundaries of the night’s original plans, extracting bottles of vodka from the cabinets and losing a lot of clothes. Harry had proclaimed that he was finally going to throw a small and very grownup dinner party and of course here they were three hours later, fifty people half-naked in the pool. Soon to be full-naked, if Louis had to guess. Everybody in LA loved a heated pool. Everybody loved Harry.
13) We’re the New Romantics | Explicit | 16054 words
Alternatively, a high school au where Louis pines and Harry is not who he seems to be. Featuring peanut butter banana milkshakes, motorcycles, and first times.
14) Wait For Me (To Come Home) | Explicit | 16066 words
A future fic of time stamps where Louis finally comes to grips with a love he'd denied for too long.
15) Deflower Me | Explicit | 20154 words
Louis is a proud virgin, and no matter how much society tries to make him feel like a freak for not acting on his natural urges, he doesn't suffer from his lack of experience. He has never felt drawn to someone in a way that made him want to get involved sexually with them, and he isn't planning on rushing himself so he can get some because people think it's what he should do.
In walks Fratboy, the Serial Haunter of His (wet) Dreams, who thankfully has a little business going on that might be just what Louis needs.
16) I Wanna Be More Than Friends | Not Rated | 20721 words
The one where Harry’s an alpha with no sense of smell, Louis’ an omega who isn’t allowed to scent his best friend, and that’s all they’ll ever be. Obviously.
17) The Way The Storm Blows | Explicit | 21649 words
Louis doesn’t have a habit of thinking about Harry’s dick.
That would be weird, seeing as they’re best mates, and they share a flat, and they’ve spent holidays at each other’s family homes. Their friendship hasn’t ever risen to a point where Louis should want to see his mate’s dick, and he’s happy to keep it that way.
Except, all that Louis can think about is exactly that. The size of it. The shape. The amount of people it’s been in.
Maybe it’s the tequila talking, or the fact that Louis’ just recently walked in to an eyeful of Harry taking turns on some slags that he’s never seen before, but. Louis’ mind can’t stop obsessing over the idea.
18) Ours Are The Moments I Play In The Dark | Mature | 30830 words
Jane Austen's Persuasion AU. Nine years ago Louis Tomlinson was persuaded to break off his engagement to Harry Styles, a poor sailor. Since then Louis has come to regret being so easily convinced to give up his one chance of happiness. Now Louis' family is in debt and his childhood home is being sold. In a complete reversal of fortune, Harry has returned to England a wealthy bachelor looking to settle down. Events conspire to bring them together once more though Louis is- must surely be- the last man on earth that Captain Styles would think of now.
19) If Ignorance Be Bliss | Mature | 30429 words
Uni AU: Harry is too experienced, and Louis just wants to get to experience him.
20) Where The Lights Are Beautiful | Mature | 31170 words
The accidental bonding a/b/o fic.
21) Mark My Word (We Gon’ Be Alright) | Explicit | 35524 words
"He’s always known that there would come a time when Harry would bond with some beautiful, quiet omega, and they would have lots of curly-haired pups and live happily ever after.
Knowing it and living it are two very different things, though. Watching the object of your affection desperately search for a mate and completely disregard you as an option is all sorts of painful, but it is what it is, and Louis is just going to have to learn to live with that."
22) Before We Knew | Explicit | 39831 words
Louis has been skeptical of soulmates for years so it seems like fate when he finally bumps into the owner of the obnoxiously large signature printed into his skin since age sixteen: Harry Styles, a human rights attorney who is firmly against soulmates.
23) Eyes Off You I Explicit | 39396 words
A Charlie’s Angels inspired fic where Louis is the brains, Harry is the charm, Liam is the muscle, and Niall drives the getaway car - and Zayn is there, too. sometimes.
24) Kiss Me On The Mouth And Set Me Free (Nut Please Don't Bite) | Mature | 42074 words
Harry is the CEO of Flora Corp, Louis is his new secretary.
"...Louis wanted him so badly. Wanted Harry to pick him up, bite him, and break him. Make Louis his, make Louis cry, make Louis a beautiful, plump, pregnant omega..."
25) Let Me Touch You Where Your Heart Aches | Explicit | 46625 words
A Friends with Benefits AU, in which Louis falls in love and Harry is jealous. There is some Karaoke singing somewhere in there, because how do you write a romantic comedy without a Karaoke scene?
26) Underneath The Moon | Mature | 46927 words
In five years’ time, Louis would be the one saying to his students about how he knew the great Harry Styles, in a time before he had ever put out an album or performed on a real stage. Harry fucking Styles had been his best friend and he still loved him, he always would. But they couldn’t stay that way.
27) The Sidelines | Explicit | 47078 words
Note: There are mentions of Top Louis.
Or Harry and Louis play hockey for Penn state and can’t stand one another, since they can’t keep their hatred off the ice their coach and team do what they can to keep their hard earned spot in the playoffs and their two star players from killing each other.
28) Waiting For The Tides To Meet | Explicit | 59873 words
Soulmate AU. Everyone is born with heterochromia — one eye is their own eye colour, while the other is the colour of their soulmate's. It's only when they meet their soulmate for the first time that their own eyes match properly. After a hazy night at a frat party, Louis wakes up to blue eyes and the shocking realization that he had met his soulmate, without any sober recollection. Seven years pass where Louis comes to terms with the fact that he'll never know who his soulmate is. Then one fated summer, a beautiful green-eyed photographer arrives at Louis' workplace, with promises of endless laughter and a familiar feeling in Louis' heart.
29) Pinkies Never Lie | Explicit | 83615 words | Sequel
AU in which Louis hates his job and loves Harry, Harry just wants a distraction, everyone else wants them to get their shit together, and Louis learns the hard way that new beginnings are only possible when something ends.
30) Inevitable | Explicit | 185917 words
AU where Louis and Harry used to be more than friends, but everything had to change the day Harry introduces Louis to his new girlfriend.
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bonktime · 3 years
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Weather the Storm
Chapter One - Taken Aback
Ezra (Prospect) x f!reader (no y/n) 1861 Lighthouse au 
Written in the third person, so I guess you could say Ezra x OC? but she isn’t physically described or named at any point
Rated: E (just the whole story)
Prologue - Lay of the Land // Masterlist // Chapter Two: Hand Over Fist
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Ezra travelled with the tides, let the sea carry him where it willed and never stayed long. The lighthouse keeper was the opposite. Where he moved she stood firm, defying the waves and the tide as if carved from the cliff herself. They’re drawn together, but opposing forces so strong are always destined to cause a storm.
Summary: In search of a place to stay Ezra meets the Lighthouse Keeper. Stuck together for the night by the tide she must quickly work out whether she can trust him enough to let him stay.
Warnings: Language, a lil violence, an even liler bit of sexual tension, some victorian sexism (smut will come)
Wordcount: 3700
Note: Thanks to @danniburgh​ who I throw ideas at left right and centre to figure stuff out! Turns out I can’t write short things? Either way I’m glad I decided to chapter this so I didn’t go totally bananas. Next one should be up in a week! Prepare for yearning. 
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Spring was doing what spring always did by the sea. Vehemently refusing to start. Sometimes a crack in the clouds let a beat of sun through warming the lighthouse keeper's skin and for just a second teased what could be. But as ever, it shyly retreated back behind the grey.
Unable to rest until dawn broke and tinted the sky pink, she had slept through most of the day. When she finally shook off the exhaustion from work the night before, there had been just enough blue in the sky to make a sailor a pair of trousers, enough to entice her into moving. So, she had thrown on her chemise for some illusion of modesty, not that anyone could see her, and gone for a swim. 
Bracing was one word for it, fucking baltic was more appropriate. There was nothing quite like it. The way it made her heart pound, made her gasp as she swam, circling the small island, it made her feel alive. There was always a risk of a current pulling her out, a risk she knew all too well. But she knew the water, knew every dip and whirlpool well enough to recognise when they should be avoided. Keeping an eye on the sun she let the incoming tide tug her gently back to the shoreline. In only a few hours she'd have to ascend the steps and light the light.
From her position in the water, she spotted a figure, wading across the causeway, getting pulled to and fro by the tug of the tides, but determinedly heading for the island. She'd let the captain of The Mistress know her room was available a couple days ago and he hadn't sent trouble her way so far. Even so a jolt of unease struck at the thought of being trapped with the stranger until the sea went out. The little rowing boat wouldn't be much good with the storm that was now threatening to roll in. Cursing quietly to herself and suddenly very grateful she’d thrown on even a thin layer, she struck out towards him.
Clambering inelegantly back into the rocks she stood to watch him. He hadn't seen her yet, too focused on keeping his possessions dry, giving her the opportunity to take him in. From this distance she couldn't see his features but his broad shoulders and lean body were a good sign he had experience with trying work, and she could make out a bright shock of white in the crown of his hair. That was more curious, she wondered if he'd been born with it or if he'd suffered such a fright, it'd left a mark. That seemed like a rude thing to ask on a first meeting so she brushed the question aside and headed towards him, carefully stepping over the rock pools and avoiding slipping on the seaweed.
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The first thing Ezra noticed about the woman heading towards him was the fact she appeared to only be wearing her undergarments. The next was that she was soaking wet from stem to stern. Had he been a better man, he might have looked away. Instead, he blatantly stared, the liquid made the cloth cling to her body, damn near rendering it transparent. As she got close, he watched a droplet make its way down her throat, following it with his eyes, he swallowed thickly.
Up close she could see his coat was clearly well made and had probably been expensive but it was old and in desperate need of being rewaxed. Perhaps it had been a gift? Hopefully it had not been stolen. The thin scar curving across his cheek would probably give fair warning to most, but his eyes were soft and wide. He just spelt trouble for her.
"Shut your gob, the wind'll change and you'll get stuck like that."
At that Ezra closed his mouth quickly and pulled himself together, finally focusing on her face. She was waiting for him to speak, clearly sizing him up "Could you possibly direct me towards the lighthouse keeper?"
She noted his strange accent but couldn't stop rolling her eyes, no one ever expected her. "That depends on who's asking"
"Captain Williams suggested I could find respite here whilst I work his ship."
She frowned at him, “What’s your name?”
“I’m Ezra, it is a pleasure to make your acquaintance. I humbly apologise if I interrupted your swim.” again Ezra felt himself be judged, but apparently, she deemed him enough for now and nodded. 
"Come on then or we'll both catch cold" she turned to climb the steps to the cottages with him following behind.
The small kitchen was warm, heated by a small arger, she moved a kettle onto its plate and tossed in a log. With a deep sigh she turned to him, biting the inside of her cheek to stop grinning at his bemused expression. "I'm going to dress; you should get out of your wet clothes too. Don't let the kettle boil dry, I'll make a cuppa, then we can talk." With that she left him dripping in the rough wooden floor.
Ezra decided then that whatever she was, she certainly wasn't grey. But she wasn't colour either, she was something else entirely. Something he couldn't recognise. It stirred something in him, an urge to uncover what lay beneath, like cracking a rock and discovering a beautiful gem. Naturally, it stirred something in his trousers too, but, he reckoned, seeing any woman wet and nearly naked would do that. Ignoring it, he tugged off his boots and trews and pulled on his spares before going to lean on the oven to warm up, feet still bare.
Just as the kettle boiled and he was closing the hot plate she reappeared, rolling her sleeves of her dark blue woolen dress up to the elbow and hanging her soaked chemise over the arger before stretching up to pull a teapot and cups out of a cupboard next to a little window. 
"This is quite a place you have here, and what a view.” He looked out the window, reaching up to the wind chime made from sea glass, worn matte from the sand that hung there. He touched the smoothed edges of the glass, it felt rough on his fingers. “I'll wager it’s quite something to awaken and be able to see water on all sides without feeling the rocking of a ship beneath you." As far as Ezra could tell, it was as if he wasn't there. The woman moved around him locating loose tea and milk as if completing a ritual, never one to be discouraged from talking he continued, "Course once you get used to it, I imagine you barely notice it. But for me, having been on the waves themselves for the past weeks, it will be quite an adjustment." He looked at the two cups. "Is your husband not joining us?"
She didn't turn around, "He will not."
"Your father then? Although I am surprised a lovely thing like yourself is not betrothed. Promised perhaps?"
"No." He wasn't sure which question she had answered at first, it dawned slowly that it had in fact been both. He nearly smacked himself in the forehead.
"You wouldn't happen to be the keeper, would you?"
She turned to him then, eyebrows raised "I think perhaps you worked it out the fastest, I once strung a poor young man along for a week before he realised, I lit the light."
Ezra wasn't really one to be shocked by much, and after her appearance on the rocks this wasn't too much of a revelation, so now with her full attention he continued to talk.
"I'd wonder it doesn't get lonely though, on this rock all by oneself would be mighty isolating. Almost no one around for company except the sea and the rocks. Perhaps that's why you rent the room? That or your expenses are far higher than I'd expect" he forced himself to stop as she placed the tea and a biscuit tin on the little table and turned back to glare at him 
"Why are you here?" That made him blink, halting his thread of thoughts
"I'm here to rent a room. Did I not make that explicit? I do apologise"
She waved him off "No. I know why you're here. Why are you in this place? Work sure, but work can be found anywhere, especially on the water. Work less dangerous, with better weather. Were you bored and thought it romantic?" She was stepping towards him "Are you desperate?” A step. “Do you like taking risks?" Another step "Are you running from something?" She was right in front of him then, looking up at his face "So, I'll ask again. Why are you here?" For a split-second Ezra felt frozen in her gaze but then she reached around him as grabbed his soggy trousers, turning away to hang them alongside her chemise on the airer.
He blinked and shook himself. "I wanted to see it, to work it. The dead sea. Conquer it in my own way.To continue my own adventure somewhere new." She hummed in response picking up her cup and watching him. "And what of you? All alone on this rock. Seems you're a risk taker yourself. Most people would frown upon a woman welcoming a single man into her home, it implies things. Not to mention anything could happen to you,” He couldn't help himself, his voice lowered, unable to back down from the challenge she'd given him. The implication of his crimes. “Anything at all and no one around to save you."
In a split second she'd moved, pulling a blade, he hadn't even thought to look for, out from a sheath under her apron and had it pressed against his jugular.
"A bit of risk? You needn't worry for me." her steady hand pressed firmly enough the knife nicked into his flesh "But you? You know no one here. If you die no one will notice, no one will care. No one will even think to look for your body, let alone find it." He couldn’t hold back the grin as she stepped back, inspecting the drop of blood on the blade, cup of tea still in hand. "5 shillings a week for the room and food, first payment up front, the rest when you're paid." 
Well, this was surprising. Such a spark, truly tough enough to stand against an ocean. "Sounds perfect."
Finally, she cracked the smallest smile and Ezra felt as if the sun had found a fissure in the clouds. "I'll make food, I'm working tonight so it'll be breakfast for me and dinner for you, then you can settle in. When do you start on The Mistress?"
"Two days' time, should be quite an experience." He thought of the heavy clouds.
"Well make sure you don't wake me in the morning tomorrow or your stay will be very short." She wiped the drop of blood off the knife and stowed it away again. Ezra wondered what else was hidden under that apron and why he hadn’t even thought she might have the sense to be armed. He chastised himself.
"Do you man the light alone? It seems prudent you don’t have to remain awake every night."
"5 days to three, I take an extra shift, the other keeper has a house in the mainland so he spends all the time he can there. I expect it won't be long until you're sick of the sight of me."
"Oh, I doubt that, not when you're so full of surprises. Why do you rent the room, with an extra shift surely you don't need the money?”
"I don't get paid that shift," Ezra waited for her to elaborate but she didn’t. "I" she let out a laugh "Mostly I rent the room so I can buy books, something to do whilst I work. Plus, I like the company. Get to meet new people from all over for a few months and I still get to have the whole winter to myself. It's lonely as you said, sure, but I like being alone. I'm good at it."
There was a wildness in Ezra that she couldn't seem to pinpoint. Something about the reckless grin when she's threatened him, the fearlessness. It was what compelled her to let him stay. It drew her in like the pull of the moon. To welcome in such a force of nature, made her doubt her own judgment.
"I'll expect you to help plant and harvest the vegetables when the time comes." As she spoke, she moved around the kitchen throwing together the meal as quickly as she could before the sun began to dip.
Supper was simple, just a stottie with a couple eggs and vegetables. She'll have to go into town soon and see if she could get some meat cuts. But he didn't complain. Just talked continuously, complimented her cooking whilst watching her every move not unlike one might watch an animal in a zoo. It was a little unsettling and it made her feel very glad she was going to be awake all night, not letting herself be vulnerable to him at least for a few more hours.
"Will I need to be expecting guests? Women? Men? Either way I'd rather be warned beforehand." Her upfront way of talking made Ezra chuckle.
"I cannot be sure yet but I'll endeavour to let you know should I be taken by someone. And what of you? Must I prepare for being kept awake in the night by men, women or otherwise?"
She just shrugged, "I doubt it, I'm not the most popular around here at the best of times"
"That wouldn't have anything to do with your working and welcoming in strangers, would it? Are the people here so closed minded?" He smirked at the notion of the scandal that probably followed her.
"Not all of them, just those with power. I am at odds with the vicar because I sleep most Sundays and keep defying the lord's will for me"
"How cruel of you." His tone was laced in so much sarcasm it made her relax a little. At least she wouldn't have to face his judgement and sly glares for a summer.
Still, it was very strange for a woman to hold this job. “I am compelled to ask if you have ever been married?”
A look crossed her face, of pain, and of something else he didn't know. Just there for a flash and then swept away, like writing in the sand. She ignored the question. “Pay up and I'll show you your room, you can get settled and sleep off your journey. I'll imagine you're tired.”
He handed her the coins and followed her through the door and up the rickety staircase. There were two doors, one slightly ajar. The glimpse inside revealed just the end of a bed and a bookshelf but all too quickly, she opened the other door and ushered him in. Inside was cosy, or possibly just small. The bed was heavily laden with blankets which appeared to be handmade, it sat opposite a chest of drawers and a chair. 
She crouched to light the fire, “Hopefully you won't need it all season but you definitely will tonight. I don't know how hardy you are against the cold.”
“Not as hardy as you I'd expect. I had the blessing of spending most of the winter months far south, so far south ice couldn't possibly be conceived”
The flame sparked in front of her, flickering around the room. "The sun is setting; I'll leave you to it. If there's an emergency I'll be in the tower. Try to stay quiet tomorrow. I'd like to actually get some sleep."
He opened his mouth to respond but she was already out the door, with a huff he sat down on the bed and opened his satchel to begin unpacking. When he was done, he stripped down, folded his clothes and placed them on the chair and curled underneath the blankets. The orange glow of the fire lit the room as the crash of the waves lulled him to sleep far quicker than usual.
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It turned out the storm's threats had been for naught. The sky didn't break and the rain didn't come. Instead, after winding up the rotation system she enjoyed the peace and quiet, sitting back with a book only needing to move every hour to fill the sock over the paraffin with air. She was reading an old favourite, ‘Pride and Prejudice’. Mr Bennett reminded her of her father, all quick wit and dry humour. It made her laugh even as her heart ached for the loss. He used to say she was too much like Elizabeth for her own good. Hot headed and stubborn and determined, perhaps if he saw her now, he'd disagree. Be made sad by how the world had wearied her, wonder when her ability to find easy joy had gotten misplaced. But it had been dragged out to sea along with him, never to be found.
The night passed quietly and slowly. But every quiet night was a relief, to be bored, by this sea, was a blessing.
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He awoke early, before the sun had even considered peeking over the horizon and stretched. Looking out of the window he saw the ocean was black, just the flash of the lighthouse illuminating it every few seconds. Tugging on his shirt he placed another log on the fire and picked up his leather-bound journal, an intimate document of his travels, reading the last page. Written on the boat in the cold it didn't give the most flattering depiction of the view of the village from the water. He chuckled to himself, light beginning to peek through the thin curtain as he continued to write his tale, it had its highlights. The appearance of the lighthouse keeper was one, approaching nearly naked and wet from the waves made quite the first impression. He wondered vaguely if even his ridiculous vocabulary could do it justice. The spark, the last stand against the sea, that damn near see-through chemise- he sighed to himself, that was going to haunt him.
The front door slammed shut and he heard a short curse, cut off by the sound of the keeper running up the stairs. Incurably curious, he put the journal aside and headed onto the small landing, dressed only in his long cream shirt. She had already disappeared into her room but as he stepped out, he stood directly onto a wet patch on the floor. Looking down he spotted the wet footprints. Clearly, she had striven to swim before he awoke for some discretion.
Unfortunately for her, Ezra's self-control had always run a little thin and there was no stopping him knocking on her door. It cracked open a little, her head poking out, body held to the side hidden behind the door. He grinned as her eyes widened for a second at his state of undress.
"What do you want? I'll make food in a minute"
Her statement was so concise he almost laughed. As if he had any real excuse to bother her. "It appears I have the day to myself, and with your need to rest I find myself in dire need of stimulation," an eyebrow rose at that, "Perchance could I borrow a novel? You implied ownership of quite the collection."
She pursed her lips at him and shut the door. He blinked, not expecting her just to brush him off and stood dumbstruck for a second. It was not often he was so rudely ignored. And then, even more to his surprise the door cracked open and a hand appeared. A hand clasping a book. He continued to blink at it.
"Do you want it or not? You're letting in a terrible draft." So, he took it and the door shut again. Totally baffled, he returned to his room looking at the cover. ‘Pride and Prejudice’, an old favourite.
A short while later a shout alerted Ezra to food and he chatted happily to the keeper who again appeared to be ignoring him as she hunted for bowels and pulled a dish out from the arger where it had been heating.
"I haven't had the pleasure of Jane Austen's writing for quite some time. Not since my book was cruelly stolen from me, along with several other possessions and my bag, just as I arrived in the beautiful port of Genova in northern Italy. Quite a place." He let himself trail off, expecting her to shut down his monologue or continue to ignore him.
Instead, she handed him his food, some fish pie, and sat down. "What's Genova like? I haven't been."
His face cracked into an easy grin as she watched, clearly thrilled to have her participation in the conversation even a little and he continued to talk until she yawned heavily and sloped away to sleep.
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His day was quiet. He read, walked round the island, was delighted to see seals flopping around on the rocks, and wrote. Despite his best efforts, the lighthouse keeper seemed insistent on making herself a central character, even if she'd only been around for a few pages. Something about the woman watching the sea had captured his imagination. He wondered how she came to man the light, why she was alone, why she took him in. She had seemed far too clever to let him stay. Of all people, she should have had the sense to turn him away. Naturally, he was glad she hadn't but even so it was strange. He thought on all the trouble he'd found himself in, often of his own creation. She could very possibly become the worst of it.
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Upstairs she tossed and turned. No idea why she'd let him stay. Maybe the loneliness had finally taken her sense. That evening, they ate together again. He talked seemingly endlessly but smoothly evaded her pointed questions about where he got his accent and why he really wanted to work the North Sea. It was amicable, but also impersonal, both still trying to gage the other well, before they could become totally comfortable. As she left to work, she told him to stay safe on the sea.
When day broke and she descended the stairs, he was gone. She hoped he'd survive.
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Glossary
Taken Aback: A boat facing the wind directly so no sails can catch the wind, basically just a bad pun
Enough blue in the sky to make a sailor a pair of trousers: A teeny tiny amount of blue
Baltic: Geordie phrase meaning freezing cold, I dunno where it comes from, baltic sea maybe?
From stem to stern: from top to bottom of a ship
Arger: Cast iron oven, in this age it would have had a fire in the bottom with two ovens, a hot one above and a cooler to the side along with a stove/hot plate on top. 
Stottie: Geordie bread bun
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Increments of Longing (4/4)
Fandom: Warcraft III / World of Warcraft
Pairing: Sylvanas Windrunner / Jaina Proudmoore
Rating: E
Wordcount: 29,586
Summary: The Zandalari trolls have joined forces with the Amani, and Prince Kael’thas seeks a new military alliance with the seafaring nation of Kul Tiras by arranging a marriage between the Ranger-General of Silvermoon and the sole Heir to the Kul Tiran Admiralty.
Author’s Note: Please note the rating increase. There is explicit sexual content in this chapter. Otherwise, thank you all for reading this far. The "fifth chapter" that has been added will actually be an epilogue from Sylvanas' POV to act as the denouement.
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Jaina’s new offices at the Academy were pristine, but for the lone fact that her chair squeaked. Kael’thas had insisted on something grand, but Elosai had made sure the ornamental decorations that lined the walls and inset pillars were replaced with dark-washed wood paneling that gleamed against the white marble floors. It was still just a little too glossy for Jaina’s tastes, but reminiscent enough of Kul Tiran architectural touches that she could pretend otherwise.
The chair on the other hand was something that looked like it had been imported directly from Jaina’s childhood. From the dark walnut finish to the creaky back legs. When Jaina first sat in it, Magistrix Elosai’s eyes had widened.
“Lady Proudmoore, you must let me replace that.”
If anything, Jaina sat down more fully in the chair and gripped the uncomfortable armrests. “No. It’s perfect.”
“But -”
“Magistrix, please. Just let me have this one terrible thing. The rest of it is too nice. It makes me uncomfortable.”
With a reluctant sigh, Elosai nodded. “At least be sure to not let it squeak too much if my Prince stops by for an unexpected visit. He would be most displeased.”
“I will try to be my unsqueakiest so as not to offend His Royal Majesty’s delicate constitution,” Jaina said, dryly. As she did so, she leaned her forearms on her desk, and the shift in her weight made the chair creak again beneath her. She shot Elosai a sheepish look, “I swear that was not intentional.”
Elosai gave a wry huff of laughter that was quickly smoothed away into her usual calm smile. “I asked for everything to be moved down from your old offices, but if they missed anything, do let me know.”
Toying with the pendant at her neck, Jaina glanced around at the tall bookshelves, the dark encloistered warmth in an otherwise pale and lofty building. Elosai had missed nothing. Not Jaina’s baubles and magical trinkets. Not even the new additions in the form of a rare oil painting of her father’s old flagship hanging on the far wall, and mounted on another the skull of a stag engraved with druidic Drust carvings. Oddly, the last two made her feel most at home.
Turning to Elosai with a warm smile, Jaina said, “You really have outdone yourself. I am embarrassed you went to such lengths for me.”
Elosai bowed. “Not at all. It has been a mutually beneficial arrangement.”
Jaina had to hide a grimace at that. Always with the political maneuverings. Even the nice ones.
“Is there anything else you needed?” Elosai asked as she straightened.
For a brief moment, Jaina considered asking her about the pendant. So far, she had kept her studies of it restricted to herself, taking the time to puzzle over the pendant in quiet solitude over an increasingly large pile of books, none of which seemed to hold the key to unveiling the stone’s peculiar secrets.
Eventually though, Jaina lowered her hand from the pendant. Asking for help would feel like cheating. This -- this one thing -- was too personal for anyone else to look at too closely. Even if the mystery were solved, it would be a disappointment were it by anyone else’s hand but her own.
Then, Jaina blinked. “Actually, Magistrix, there is one more thing. Do you have a few Magisters that you would be willing to send to Boralus for a craftsman exchange?”
--
After a year, the heat remained noticeable but was at least bearable. Quel’Thalas baked beneath the sun absent the rainy season, and Jaina couldn’t even long for that now that she knew what it entailed. She would never be truly comfortable, but she didn’t feel like she was going to melt into a human-shaped puddle on the ground every time she stepped outside.
Whereas before the heat had always seemed an oppressive presence that shrouded her every step, these days she began to notice variances in temperature. The nights were cooler in comparison to the summery afternoons. Spring actually held a vernal trace, like the scent of a cold glass sweating in the sun. And not everything was uniformly gold. Flowers dotted the countryside with additional colour, and new life bloomed.
Jaina had even started to take her morning cups of tea on the veranda out back, much to Sylvanas’ surprise.
“You’re sitting in the sun,” Sylvanas remarked one morning, dropping into the chair beside her. “Of your own volition.”
Jaina sipped at her tea, curls of steam gently rising from the painted white porcelain cup. It was part of a set her mother had sent from Kul Tiras as an anniversary gift, along with a bottle of aged whiskey that Sylvanas had tried one evening upon their return to Goldenbough with a newfound appreciation for Kul Tiran beverages. “I am. Though only for a few minutes. I’ll burn otherwise.”
Sylvanas cocked her head. “Burn?”
Jaina stared at her. “Tides, you don’t even get sunburnt?”
Mutely, Sylvanas shrugged.
With a prim sip of her tea, Jaina announced, “I hate you.”
That earned her a snort of laughter, which she pretended to ignore, though there was no missing the smile that tugged at the corner of her mouth.
“Is that why your skin sometimes goes all red and -” Sylvanas scrunched up her nose and fluttered her fingers, “- peeling?”
“Ugh. Yes. It’s also why I get freckles.”
A pause. Then: “What?”
Placing her cup on its saucer, Jaina sighed in disbelief. “Do high elves honestly not have freckles?” When Sylvanas shook her head, Jaina pointed at her own cheeks and said, “These. I’m talking about these.”
A furrow appeared between Sylvanas’ brows, and she leaned forward in her chair to better see. Jaina hadn’t properly accounted for Sylvanas actually cupping her cheek with one hand, and she inhaled sharply at the unexpected contact. This close, she could see the faintness of Sylvanas' irises behind the arcane glow from overexposure to the Sunwell, a mere notion of what her eyes must have looked like without it -- hazel, perhaps? She could see that narrow scar high on Sylvanas’ cheek, and it made her wonder what others she might have. After their trek to the eastern front, she knew there must be others.
It had been weeks since their return from the anniversary celebrations in Boralus, and still that feeling had not faded. She both half hoped it would and half hoped it wouldn’t. Sylvanas’ presence was like a candle cupped away behind one hand. Sometimes bright in the darker hours of the night, when Jaina lay awake in their bed, watching the steady rise and fall of her wife’s chest. Sometimes dim in the noonday sun, when Jaina was consumed with work and the flurry of activity her life had become. But always burning just within reach.
Right now it made the sun fade to a shadow.
Sylvanas brushed the pad of her thumb across the bridge of Jaina’s nose, which was dotted with sparse pale freckles. “So that’s what those are. What did you call them? Speckles?”
Clearing her throat, Jaina averted her gaze and pulled away. “Freckles.”
When Sylvanas leaned back in her seat, her ceremonial armour glanced with sunlight. She pointed to the rest of Jaina and asked, “And do you get them all over? I don't recall seeing many in the baths.”
With a shake of her head, Jaina steadied her grip on her tea. “Only where my skin has been exposed to the sun for long periods of time.”
“To be perfectly honest, I’d thought you may have been catching some sort of illness,” Sylvanas admitted.
“No wonder the Novices keep asking if I’m sick,” Jaina grumbled into her cup. She turned one of her hands over to check if the backs had started to go a little red. “It’s probably time for me to move into the shade.”
“It’s probably time we go.” Sylvanas pointed out, already rising to her feet as she asked, “Shall we?”
Jaina drained her cup and placed it and its saucer upon their matching round tray. She stood and grabbed her admiralty greatcoat from where it hung on the back of her chair. “Yes. Let’s.”
They rode south together to the natural harbour of Sunsail Anchorage. Jaina almost didn’t recognise the buildings on the shore as a naval barracks and other military structures; elven architecture would always be too flowery for her. When they arrived, a procession awaited them at the docks. They dismounted, followed closely by Ithedis, and began to walk through the ranks of sailors and crewmembers and builders that had lined up to greet them.
A few Kul Tirans dotted the crowd of elves, the dreary hue and style of their clothing setting them apart from their new allies. They brightened upon seeing Jaina walking at Sylvanas’ side, standing a little bit straighter. In the water was docked the flagship of Silvermoon’s fleet. Its name was painted in fluid gold Thalassian letters along its stern, and as they approached Jaina could just read it: Dawn Runner.
They stopped at the first group, rows of craftsmen who had helped make the fleet itself. They bowed and spoke to as many of the craftsmen as they could, the Kul Tirans leaning over the shoulders of their elven allies to make sure they got to shake Jaina and Sylvanas’ hands, an act which seemed to puzzle the elves.
Kael’thas was conspicuously absent, though Jaina’s eyes sought him out amongst the crowd as if expecting him to pop up at any moment. As she and Sylvanas moved on to the next group of people to greet, Jaina leaned in close. She used the pretense of taking Sylvanas’ arm as they walked to whisper, “No divinely born sovereign today?”
“At a military ceremony? How uncouth!” Sylvanas drawled in a low tone. Though she continued more seriously with, “Also unorthodox. He’s not allowed to be seen meddling in military matters, even ritualistic ones. It would be like me trying to pass a law.”
“Right. Of course.”
More bowing and shaking of hands, this time to sailors and lower level officers. Jaina eyed the unfamiliar rank tags of their uniforms, deciding that the more gold meant the higher the station. Hence why Sylvanas’ ceremonial armour made it look like she had been poured from the heat of a crucible.
They had everything except officers above the rank of captain, as far as Jaina could tell. And who knew how competent the captains were.
Only one ship loomed in the harbour, a hulking colossus the likes of which Jaina rarely saw outside Kul Tiras, and yet Jaina could already see the sixty ships that comprised the Silvermoon Fleet in her mind. Before this moment, sixty ships had seemed like such a small number in comparison to the three hundred her mother commanded at any given point in time. A third would rotate through dry dock, but that was still forty ships. Ships that she needed to administer so that they could be self-governing in their own right, so that they could stand under Sylvanas’ banner and be an asset to Quel’Thalas rather than a burden.
They certainly had their work cut out for them.
Before she could stop herself, Jaina tightened her grip on Sylvanas’ arm. Immediately, Sylvanas’ ears twitched, and she glanced over at her with a question in her gaze. She stopped, angling herself in such a way that Jaina was shielded from most of the onlooking crowd at the Anchorage.
“Is everything alright?” Sylvanas murmured. She placed her free hand over Jaina’s, a warm comforting weight, and the supple leather of her gauntlets rasping over the backs of Jaina’s knuckles.
Jaina nodded. “Yes,” she whispered, then again with more confidence. “Yes.”
For a moment Sylvanas studied her, searching Jaina’s face for some hidden answer. Her gaze softened, and she gave Jaina’s hand a squeeze. “Then let’s get to work.”
--
The first thing Jaina asked when interviewing potential flag officers was: “Do you get seasick?”
She was always surprised by how many of them answered “Yes,” or lied and answered “No,” only for her to immediately march them onto a dinghy and ask them to sail for a bit. The ones who lied ended up puking overboard in less than ten minutes. The worst of the lot vomited on her shoes, splattering at the hems of her mage robes.
Only a handful passed her initial round of questioning. Sylvanas was not one of them.
“You didn’t need to actually come onto the water with me,” Jaina told her with a sympathetic wince at the faint sounds of more splashing overboard.
Sylvanas leaned over the side of the dinghy, while Jaina handled the till. She had gone pale the moment they had touched water, and five minutes into Jaina guiding their little boat along the calm waters of Sunsail Anchorage’s harbour Sylvanas had started puking.
“It didn’t seem fair to the others that I didn’t do the same,” Sylvanas mumbled. Her voice was difficult to hear over the sound of the waves lapping against the painted boards of the dinghy, and the creak of lines and canvas. “This is just another reason why I should never command a fleet.”
“If I’d known you got this seasick, I wouldn’t have let you onto the boat.”
“And yet I bullied my way on regardless.”
“Well,” Jaina trailed off with a shrug, and did not dispute that fact. “So, you’re just torturing yourself to make a point?”
“Is there a better reason?” Sylvanas laughed weakly, but the sound was cut off by a dry heave.
Sighing, Jaina tacked, bringing the bow around to face the shore once more. “Don’t lift your head.”
“What?”
“I said: Don’t -!”
Jaina winced in pained anticipation. Sylvanas looked up right as the boom swung round. Eyes wide, Sylvanas ducked back down just in time, and the boom missed clocking her upside the head by the breadth of a finger. Once in the clear, she sat back down on the floor of the dinghy. The boat was too small for her to sprawl her legs, but her knees splayed out regardless. Sylvanas eyed the boom with suspicion, as though it might suddenly leap back and bite her.
“If I’d known ships were this dangerous, I definitely would have remained on land,” she drawled.
“And why didn’t you?”
Sylvanas did not answer immediately. White-winged gulls swooped overhead. The currents were warm and the winds favourable, and Jaina handled the dinghy with the kind of ease that only came with years of studied practice.
Jaina waited for a reply, and just when she was opening her mouth to ask again, Sylvanas said in a voice almost too soft to hear, “You like sailing.”
Jaina stared at her. For a moment she thought she hadn’t heard that correctly, that perhaps Sylvanas had said something else that was obscured by the boat dipping over a wave and sending a salt spray dappling across the bow.
Hand tightening on the tiller, Jaina focused on steering. “If you wanted to come sailing with me, you need only ask.”
“I never want to go sailing,” Sylvanas drawled, “for reasons that I think are quite obvious.”
“Then why?”
Sylvanas waved towards the sea, towards the small white-peaked waves that dotted the wide bay of jewel-toned green. “Because I want to do things that make you happy.”
Jaina gave a particularly hard tug on a bit of rigging to hold the sail steady in the right direction. “Well, I don’t want to do things that make you unhappy.”
“I’m not unhappy,” Sylvanas lied.
Jaina leveled a look at her.
Shrugging, Sylvanas admitted, “Alright, I’m miserable. But only out here.”
With a huff of irritation, Jaina tied down the rope she had been bracing in one hand, looping it into place. “How about another compromise?”
“I’m listening.”
“We can go sailing once in a while, but only if we also do something you enjoy.”
Sylvanas thought over that proposition. Then, she said, “Hunting.”
Jaina grimaced. “Oh, I’m going to be terrible at that.”
“Then I guess that makes it fair.”
The shore was quickly approaching. They were only fifteen or so minutes from dry land, and Sylvanas was perking up at the very sight of it.
“I’ll have to make a potion,” Jaina announced without preamble.
Sylvanas frowned over at her. “A potion?”
“Yes. To combat seasickness.”
“That’s very kind, but I don’t think it will work. Trust me, I’ve tried everything.”
“Well, you haven’t tried my latest invention, which I have yet to invent, but I will.”
Sylvanas rolled her eyes. “Oh, good. I get to be a test subject. Does that mean I have to go sailing again to ensure it works?”
“Only if you want to.”
At that, Sylvanas let out a quiet dry laugh. She stopped quickly, and had to scramble to her knees and lean over the edge of the dinghy again. With a grimace, Jaina leaned forward to stroke her back and pull her hair out of the way, keeping one hand on the tiller as she did so.
“Thank you,” Sylvanas mumbled, wiping at her mouth with the back of her hand.
“Come on,” Jaina patted her shoulder. “Let’s get your stubborn ass back onto land.”
“Please.”
--
After the initial round of weeding out officers with chronic motion sickness, Jaina culled the list back to a reasonably sized number. A stack of military files sat on her desk at the Academy. She ferried them back and forth from Goldenbough, reading and working as she rode.
A separate stack of recent reports from her Novices were on the opposite side of her desk, between them a tea set steaming with Kul Tiran black. And across from her sat a Novice, who was sniffling and wiping at his face. His long ears drooped, and he slumped in one of the chairs reserved for her visitors.
Jaina leaned her forearms on her desk and spoke in a low soothing tone, “Palan, what happened? You were doing so well, and then all of a sudden you don’t show up to class for three weeks and you miss two assignments?”
The Novice gave a wan shrug as his only reply.
She sighed. “Do you want some tea and one of those treats you’re all so fond of?”
Another sniffle, and he nodded.
“Alright, then.”
As Jaina was pouring him a cup, a knock sounded at the door and Ithedis let in an elven officer before closing the door shut once more.
“Just a moment please,” Jaina smiled up at the latest officer that had come to her offices at Falthrien for an interview. She pointed to the other side of the office, “Make yourself comfortable, I won’t be a moment.”
The elven gentleman, tall and fair but not much taller than herself, bowed and did as instructed without complaint. That was certainly a good start. Jaina eyed him for a moment as he turned his back to her and the Novice, perusing her selection of books. Some of the officers she had interviewed had scoffed or grumbled or demanded a reschedule of their examination, when she had invited them to the Academy instead of to the barracks or somewhere they were more comfortable.
Sliding across the cup of tea and a treat to the Novice, Jaina continued her first interview for the day. Troubles at home. From what she gathered, the Novice’s father was a Farstrider who recently died during a raid along the southeastern border. Jaina escorted him from her offices with a gentle hand on his shoulder, and as much extra time to finish his assignments as he needed before the term ended. Then, closing the door, Jaina turned to the officer, who was watching her with interest.
“Thank you for your patience,” she smiled and pointed him to the same chair the Novice had been occupying not moments earlier. “Please.”
“It is no trouble, my Lady,” he replied, sitting where indicated. He had a cultured accent, with only a hint of the lilt that other high elves had. “In fact, I believe I knew the boy’s father. A good man. A great loss.”
Jaina hummed as she rounded her desk and lowered herself into her own seat, which creaked slightly beneath her. “The inconsistency of these Amani raids has us all puzzled. Then again, I suspect that’s the point.”
“Indeed.”
Without further ado, she opened up his file, and skimmed its contents, passing over his name. “You served as a Farstrider lieutenant during the Second War, and again as Ranger-Lord. Is that correct?”
“It is, Lady Proudmoore.”
“That’s good,” Jaina murmured without any real enthusiasm as she turned to another page of his file. Almost all of the potential Vice-Admirals she had interviewed so far had extensive military records and officer training. None of them had impressed her much, either in their demeanor, their arrogance towards her, or -- worst of all in Jaina's mind -- their appalling mathematics.
Jaina shut the file with a muted slap of parchment and set it aside on the table between them. Then she reached for the tea set that was perched there. “Tell me about the sea.”
He hesitated. “I beg your pardon?”
Without looking up, she poured herself a cup of black Kul Tiran tea, stirring in a dollop of milk. “The ocean. What’s the first thing you think of when I said that?”
“Fish,” he answered immediately. “Nets. Ships. Ports. Trade.”
Taking a sip of the tea, Jaina nodded. This was the first time an officer hadn’t included words like ‘sick’ or ‘drowning’ or anything that implied that the sea was an obstacle to be overcome. Jaina would never understand that. Elves thought of the sea as something to pin an enemy against, like a wall. Whereas she looked out at the ocean and saw the world’s largest road at her disposal.
“You see an enemy ship at seven leagues,” she began, cupping the tea in her hands. “You give chase. Your enemy is travelling at five knots and you at five and a half knots. By the time you are within gunshot, how many hours and how many nautical miles would you have logged?”
He crossed his legs and laced his hands across one knee. With a tilt of his head, he thought and then answered, “By my reckoning, roughly twenty hours and one hundred and twenty five miles, depending on the weather conditions.”
Jaina’s eyebrows lifted in surprise, and she gave him a warm smile. “Would you like a cup of tea?” She gestured to the tea set and one of the extra cups.
“Thank you, my Lady, but no,” he demurred with a bow of his head.
Lifting her own teacup to her lips once more, Jaina continued, “What do you do with the wind making a right-angle with the tide, and the enemy to windward, versus the enemy in the wind’s eye and the current setting to leeward?”
His answering smile set a dimple in one of his cheeks, giving him a roguish air, “That is a trick question. Various books give different explanations, but there is no clear answer. The tides are unpredictable, even when drifting.”
For an hour, she peppered him with increasingly difficult questions. Questions about the specifics of ships of the line. Questions about command structures. Questions about potential scenarios at sea. Each of them he answered carefully, considerately, and with a calm bearing that nonetheless lingered on the knife’s edge of cavalier.
“Well, I’m glad to see someone actually did some reading before coming to these interviews,” Jaina said in a dry tone.
“I’m surprised I’m the only one,” he replied with a chuckle.
Humming and leaning back in her seat, Jaina said, “Some of them did, but I didn’t like their first answer, which disqualified them immediately.”
At that, be blinked in surprise, his blue eyes emitting a soft glow like so many of his kin. Still all he said was, “Then I am pleased to have made it this far.” He checked out the window to gauge the position of the sun. “We still have another hour or so, I believe?”
“We do.”
Jaina handed him an enchanted quill and a sheet of parchment with a series of complex mathematical equations. “Can you solve these for me, please? You have -” She waved her hand and an hourglass timer materialised on the table between them. “- forty minutes. After which time I will look at your work, regardless of whether you’ve finished or not.”
He took the paper without question. The moment the hourglass timer turned, he started working. His quill scratched against the page, his keen eyes flicking back and forth as he progressed. The silence was interspersed only with the papery etch of the quill’s nib when he would underscore an answer or cross out a mistake in arithmetic.
Meanwhile, Jaina settled back in her chair with a creak, and picked up a book that had been sitting beside her for just this purpose. She flicked through it, pausing only to glance up at him every once in a while to check the time and ensure he wasn’t cheating in any way.
He finished just before the timer, and handed the page back to her.
Setting aside her book, Jaina took the parchment and read it. She followed the flow of his answers and how he got to them, what shortcuts he took, which ones he missed, where she would have done differently and even -- she noted with a spark of pleasure -- where he had taken paths she would not have thought of herself yet arrived at the same conclusions.
With a smile, Jaina folded the page up and used it as a bookmark. “Only one wrong, and even that was only by two degrees sou’west. You would have reached your destination eventually, given the distance travelled. What did you say your name was?”
“Theron,” he answered with a smile of his own. “Lor’themar Theron.”
--
Jaina dropped the file onto Sylvanas’ lap while they sat in bed that night. “I've found you a Vice Admiral.”
Opening up the file, Sylvanas propped it on her knees and began to read. She hummed when she saw the name. “Lor’themar. Good choice.”
Jaina flopped down onto the mattress, pulling the sheet up beyond her waist as she arranged one of her pillows. “He’s no Vereesa, but he’ll get the job done.”
“Probably for the best,” Sylvanas countered in a dry tone. “If there were two Vereesas, I’d be tempted to quit.”
“Well, I can’t remain as the head of your navy forever. Much as I don’t like the idea, I’ll have my own fleet to look after eventually. He also has something over the both of you,” Jaina said, and had to stifle a yawn behind her fist.
“A good sense of humour? Dignity?”
“Close, but no.” Jaina reached out and pointed at Sylvanas’ stomach. “He doesn’t get seasick.”
Sylvanas closed his file and tossed it onto her bedside table. “I see you pick only the best for my navy.”
“It’s what you deserve,” Jaina mumbled into her pillow, her eyes already closing.
She heard Sylvanas’ chuckle, then felt a dip in the mattress as Sylvanas settled into bed beside her. “Good night.”
Jaina couldn’t remember if she said ‘Good night’ back, or if she dreamed of soft hands brushing back a lock of hair from her brow.
--
The two of them could be seen at all hours of the day administering tasks to Lor'themar and others, writing reports, and overseeing naval manoeuvres beyond the harbour. While Sylvanas still preferred to remain on land, Jaina would stand aboard the flagship with Lor'themar, summoning vast illusions of enemy ships and putting the fleet through their paces.
Drills upon drills upon drills. She pulled everything from her mother's strategy books and put them to the test. She invented new ways of puzzling her own captains by making her illusions cheat, by conjuring miniature storms, or fields of fog, or winds unfavorable to only one party. Lor'themar tackled every challenge she set before him, but his captains needed to act independently as well, and they would still welter in their indecision if not for his keen guidance.
The days where she wasn't at the Anchorage, Jaina was at the Academy. She continued her Novice lessons, as well as her own lessons with Elosai. She puzzled over the pendant and over a little cauldron in which she attempted to brew potions to cure seasickness, but every batch she threw out, and every attempt at solving the pendant would amount to nothing but more questions.
The hours would fly by, but always she fell into bed at the end of the day, exhausted. Sometimes on the ride back to Goldenbough, Jaina would nod to sleep atop her trudging horse. Ithedis would rouse her by grasping her shoulder when they approached the manor, or -- depending on how tired she was -- she would sit in front of him atop his horse and fall asleep while he held the reins behind her, guiding them back towards home.
--
“I hope you like not catching any game,” Jaina said.
“Love it,” Sylvanas quipped back.
Jaina shifted the pack’s weight from where it was digging into her shoulders. It wasn’t that heavy, but after carting it around for so long it still chafed. She followed Sylvanas along the secluded trail through the Eversong Woods, no more than a glorified deer track through the thick underbrush.
Sylvanas prowled a few steps ahead, Thas’dorah in her hands rather than slung across her back. A full quiver of arrows bristled over one of her shoulders. In the full day and a half they had been hunting, Jaina had yet to see Sylvanas fire a single one of those arrows. Though she knew the reason why.
A twig snapped under Jaina’s boots, and Sylvanas’ ears twitched at the sound. She turned to give Jaina an exasperated look, and Jaina raised her hands. “I swear that wasn’t on purpose.”
“I’m beginning to have my doubts.” Despite Sylvanas’ words, she gave Jaina a smile and continued walking.
In contrast, her steps were lithe and all but silent. She seemed to always know how best to avoid stepping on any leaves, and even her cloak barely seemed to touch the underbrush as they pressed on through the forest.
“I told you I was going to be bad at this.” Jaina sighed, but followed. She peered up at the sky, shielding her eyes with the flat of her hand. “You should just go ahead while I make camp. You’ll have better luck that way.”
Sylvanas did not turn or stop when she said, “That would defeat the purpose of this exercise.”
“This exercise of not catching deer?” Jaina asked slowly.
“Of making sure we clear our schedules to spend some time together.” Sylvanas said. “Some actual game is just a bonus, at this point.”
Jaina didn't know quite what to say to that. She stared at Sylvanas’ back, at the surprisingly broad shoulders beneath that cloak for someone so lanky. Probably from all that archery.
Realising she was doing more than just staring now, Jaina looked back down at the ground. She could feel heat rising to her cheeks. This latest -- she didn't know exactly what to call it -- fascination should have burned itself out months ago. Apparently all it took to reduce her to a bumbling mess was one lousy kiss.
She felt like a romance heroine, and she didn't like it.
Sylvanas stopped and turned her head, looking through the trees towards something unknown. “We should start heading west if we want to make it back to Goldenbough by tomorrow evening.”
Immediately, Jaina started rummaging through a pouch at her belt for a compass. Before she could even pull it out, Sylvanas started walking with a murmured, “This way.”
Jaina fumbled with the compass as she trailed after her. She flipped it open as she followed, and scowled down at it. “How do you do that?”
“Do what?”
Jaina flipped the compass shut and tucked it away again. “Always know which direction to go in?”
Her answer was an elfin shrug.
Sighing, Jaina trudged after her. She tried to be as light-footed as possible, but no matter how many sticks she avoided there always seemed to be one that appeared beneath the soles of her boots.
After another hour or so of quiet hiking, Jaina admitted, “And here I thought I'd get to learn how to shoot a bow, and you'd get to laugh at how bad I am at that, too.”
Sylvanas stopped and turned. “That's easy enough to accomplish.”
“Yeah, but we could have done that at home.”
“And we can do it now.” Sylvanas was already unslinging the quiver from her back and motioning for Jaina to approach.
Jaina did so, but even as she let her own pack slide to the ground, she said, “What about making camp?”
Sylvanas waved to the trees. “There's a clearing that way. And since it's unlikely to rain, we won't need much by way of shelter. Now -”
She held out Thas’dorah.
Jaina took a step back. “Oh, no. I can't use that.”
“Why not?”
“Because it's -” Jaina pointed at the sleek lines of the bow, so distinctive it could be recognised in someone's hands across a field. “- it's a magical family heirloom! It has national and historical importance!”
“So do half of the things you and I both own,” Sylvanas said dryly. She held out the bow again. “Just come here and take it.”
Slowly, Jaina reached out and grasped it. The bow hummed with arcane energy beneath her fingers. The very woodgrain was flooded with it, until it seemed to sear beneath her hands like a beam of purest sunlight made solid. Jaina flinched, expecting it to hurt, and almost dropped the bow.
When she looked hesitantly up at Sylvanas, it was to find her grinning. “It doesn't bite.”
“It's lighter than I was expecting,” Jaina said. She hefted it between both hands. The arcane magic imbued into the polished and engraved wood seemed to writhe beneath her fingers, and she grimaced at Sylvanas. “And it squirms.”
At that, Sylvanas blinked. She laughed softly in surprise. “It what?”
“It squirms!” Jaina repeated, insistent. She held the bow out and made a face. “It feels like I'm holding a live eel.”
“Ah,” Sylvanas nodded in understanding, still smiling broadly. “It's livewood.”
“Great! It's terrible.”
“You'll get used to it. Though being a mage probably makes the feeling worse. I hardly notice it.” With a chuckle, Sylvanas pulled a few arrows from the quiver at her feet. She handed one to Jaina, then pointed to the trunk of a tree to their right. “Aim for that, but don't shoot until I tell you.”
As she spoke she moved to stand behind Jaina. Close enough to touch, but not so close that Jaina couldn't wield the bow and feel overly crowded for space.
Jaina tried to nock the arrow, and almost dropped it in the process. “Aren't you going to give me some pointers before handing me arrows?”
“Just aim.”
Grumbling, Jaina pulled back on the bowstring and lifted the bow. It pulled in a single fluid motion, so seamlessly that she almost loosed the arrow in shock. She had been expecting at least some resistance, but Thas’dorah offered none.
Sylvanas touched Jaina's elbow. Jaina jerked and again almost let the arrow fly.
“Move this up a bit,” Sylvanas murmured.
She guided Jaina's arms with the feather-light glance of her fingers. Jaina swallowed and had to fight back a shiver when a hand moved to her waist.
“You need to angle yourself this way. And move your feet.” Sylvanas nudged at Jaina's back foot with the toe of her own leather boot until Jaina was standing just so. Despite the fact that Thas’dorah seemed to have no resistance, Jaina's arms began to tremble.
“Breathe,” Sylvanas said. “And when you're ready: release.”
The moment Jaina let loose the arrow, the bow sang beneath her hands, a silent thrum that reverberated up her forearms. In a dart of motion too fast for the eye to follow, the arrow streaked through the air and landed, quivering, at its exact mark.
“Not bad,” Sylvanas remarked, stepping away.
Lowering the bow, Jaina stared down at it. “That wasn't me at all, was it?”
“It was. The bow just helps a little.”
“Just a little?” Jaina asked dryly. “What happens when you use it?”
With a smirk, Sylvanas held out her hand for the bow. Jaina gave it back, and Sylvanas nocked an arrow. She aimed towards she same tree, and fired.
The arrow leapt from Thas’dorah in a blaze of light. Jaina had to blink a spot of colour from her vision. When she looked at the tree however, there was no arrow there apart from her own. Or -- She squinted. A dark hole in the pale bark trailed with smoke and resin. Eyes widening, Jaina leaned to the side and peeked around the tree.
Sylvanas’ arrow was buried in the next tree behind it, smoking faintly.
Looking unspeakably smug, Sylvanas gestured with another arrow. “That's what happens.”
She held out the bow and arrow back to Jaina, and her grin was encouraging. With a wry shake of her head, Jaina took them.
They gave up on hunting. Sylvanas sat on the ground nearby as Jaina practiced, firing arrow after arrow but never able to achieve even a single spark from Thas'dorah. Sometimes Sylvanas would comment on Jaina's stance, gentle reminders on how to better stand or better aim. Mostly, Sylvanas whittled away a stick with a dagger, idly carving off chips of wood. She hummed as she worked, a bittersweet melody that Jaina did not recognise.
As the sun descended towards the horizon, Jaina gave back the bow, and the two of them started to make camp in the nearby clearing. Jaina swept ground of rocks for their bedrolls, while Sylvanas gathered wood for a fire.
“I'm sorry we didn't catch something,” Jaina said as she spread canvas on the ground and arranged their bedrolls atop.
Sylvanas dropped an armful of dry wood on the ground, and knelt down beside it. “We'll catch something next time.”
As Sylvanas stacked the wood up into a chimney formation, Jaina hesitated. Theoretically speaking, she didn't need to place their bedrolls so close together. They could have slept on opposite sides of the fire. Then again, back at Goldenbough they could have slept in entirely different rooms, if they wanted. Out here in the woods however, there were no prying eyes, no gossiping servants. There was only them.
“Can you hand me the flint?”
Jaina started at the sound of Sylvanas’ voice. Clearing her throat, she hurriedly finished setting out the bedrolls -- side by side -- and turned. “Let me.”
A whirl of her fingers, and the kindling beneath the stacked firewood burst into flame.
“That's one way of doing it,” Sylvanas said.
“Or you could've just shot it with Thas’dorah,” Jaina suggested.
With a huff of laughter, Sylvanas shook her head and began to paw through one of their packs for the rations they had packed.
Night fell. Dinner consisted of bread and hard cheese and salted meats, and an apple apiece. Sylvanas ate the core and flicked the stem into the fire.
Sparks and smoke rose into the air, and the trees around them grew thick with darkness. Sylvanas sat closer to the heat than Jaina, feeling the night's chill more keenly. She had started to hum again. The same tune from before.
Jaina listened to a few bars, before asking, “Why do you like hunting?”
The humming stopped.
“Why do you like sailing?” Sylvanas countered without missing a beat.
“That’s easy,” Jaina said. She drew pictures in the earth with a short stick she found lying on the ground nearby: wavy lines and a crude depiction of a sailboat. “Being a part of my family meant spending half of my time growing up at sea. Either with my father, or my brothers, or both. And later, my mother. Though by that time I was usually back at the Keep being tutored by governesses or the mages they brought from Dalaran before I could officially enroll as an Apprentice.”
Sylvanas made a wordless noise, then said, “It’s not much different for me. My mother used to take us hunting individually, and I enjoyed our time together. Later, when my duties began to pile up around my ears, I would learn to enjoy the solitude hunting offered.”
“And that?” Jaina pointed at Thas’dorah.
Sylvanas glanced over at where the weapon leaned along the earth. “That is something that should have passed to my eldest sister, Alleria -- like many other things -- but I was left filling those shoes instead.” Her smile was bitter, and she looked into the dancing flames. “Always following in Alleria’s footsteps ever since I was young. And somehow never catching up no matter how fast I run. Some things never change.”
Silence extended between them, broken only by the crackling of the fire and the snap of resin meeting flame. Sylvanas had a small furrow in her brow that did not go away. For a brief wild moment, Jaina imagined kissing it away. Her hands clenched into fists at the thought, and she swallowed the image down.
“Sometimes,” Jaina said, looking back at her drawing, at how the ship seemed to be sinking beneath the waves. “I wish this position had never fallen to me. That my brothers had lived and I never had to worry about politics or war. That I was left to my magical studies and became a -- I don’t know -- an archmage whose career was so dull nobody cared to record it.”
The fire flickered between them, illuminating the sharp angles of Sylvanas’ face. She engoldened in the firelight, until she seemed cast from purest metal but for the blue arcane glow of her eyes. “I think that the world would have been far worse off for it.”
Jaina shrugged. “Maybe. I certainly never would have met you.” She gave a wry smile and picked up the stick again to poke at the embers smouldering at the base of the firepit. “I don’t think I would have liked that.”
Sparks spiraled towards the night sky at Jaina’s rummaging in the fire. Sylvanas never blinked, watching her intently, until suddenly she looked away. When she spoke her voice was a low murmur. “No. I don’t think I would have like that either.”
--
Two weeks later back at Goldenbough late one evening Jaina rushed downstairs from the library. As she burst into the banquet hall, she announced, “I’ve figured out the problem!”
“Which one?” Sylvanas asked dryly from where she reclined on one of the dining couches.
They had taken to eating separate dinners these days when their schedules were too full, though they made sure to share dinner at least twice a week to discuss their progress with the fleet. Jaina crossed the hall to stand over her, all but bouncing on the balls of her feet in excitement.
“Everyone thinks that seasickness is a problem down here.” Jaina prodded at Sylvanas’ stomach, and Sylvanas blinked, her abdomen recoiling at the touch. “But actually it’s a problem up here.”
When Jaina poked at Sylvanas ear next, it flicked away from her touch. Sylvanas jerked her head and clapped her own hand over her ear with an odd look in Jaina’s direction. “The reason why elves have a higher rate of seasickness is because of our ears?” she asked, sounding skeptical.
“Yes! Yes, exactly!”
Sylvanas wore a dubious expression.
Shaking her head, Jaina held up the round glass vial in one hand. “It’s your inner ears. Your sense of balance and direction is, quite frankly, incredible. I noticed it when we went hunting. You always knew which way was north.” She pointed north to make her point. “Now, at first I thought that was because of your sensitivity to the Sunwell -- it’s really not good for you, by the way, but that’s a discussion for another time -- but actually you can just tell which way is north all the time. I tested it extensively.”
Sylvanas reached up and changed the direction of Jaina’s pointing hand. “That’s northeast. That is north.”
“You see!”
“And how did you test this theory of yours?”
“On my Novices,” Jaina said proudly.
Halfway to reaching for a piece of food on the low table before her, Sylvanas paused to raised her eyebrows at Jaina.
“Oh! Oh, no, nothing like that!” Jaina waved her hand and cradled the potion to her chest. “We were doing a class exercise involving magnetism and its relation to Azeroth’s core and -- long story short -- I ended up asking them to arrange cards on their desks for me after they’d spun around on the spot. It was relevant at the time, I swear. The fascinating thing was, they all arranged the cards north to south. Every time.”
Leaning back on her elbow, Sylvanas asked, “As opposed to -?”
Jaina faltered. “Well, right to left, of course. The way you read Thalassian. Which, for the record, I hate reading right to left instead of left to right. It makes me feel weird when I have to switch.”
“Noted.” Sylvanas took a bite of food.
“In theory you should be excellent sailors with a sense of direction like that, if not for this one little problem. Which,” Jaina added, holding up the potion she had brewed and giving it a small shake so that its contents swirled purple and red in the vial. “Shouldn’t be a problem for much longer.”
All of a sudden, Sylvanas seemed wary. Her ears canted back, and she narrowed her eyes. “And I’m guessing you want to try this new miracle potion out on me?”
“Yes?” Jaina asked slowly with a wince. “I drank it myself, but I couldn’t sense any difference apart from feeling a little more tired than usual. So, I can confirm that if nothing else, it is safe to imbibe.”
“Wonderful.” Taking another bite of food, Sylvanas chewed. “At least tell me it doesn’t taste horrible.”
Lifting her chin primly, Jaina replied, “It tastes like peppermint.”
--
“It does not taste like peppermint.”
Jaina winced. “Sorry.”
With a shudder, Sylvanas handed the vial back to Jaina. She seemed to brace herself for something, closing her eyes, but when it never came she opened them again and looked down at herself. She turned over her hands. “I seem to not have been transformed into a frog. How comforting.”
Rolling her eyes, Jaina tugged at the edge of Sylvanas’ cloak as she walked by towards the dinghy, which bobbed at the edge of the dock. “Come on.”
Carefully, Jaina clambered into the boat, adjusting her weight and position aboard as it rocked beneath her. She took a seat on one of the wooden slats that crossed the middle of the boat, and leaned back so she could partially extend her legs.
Still on the dock, Sylvanas stared at her. “What are you doing?”
Jaina gestured towards the tiller. “That’s yours today. You’re going to take us sailing this time.”
“I don’t know how to sail,” Sylvanas said. “And we still don’t know if this miracle potion of yours will work.”
“Do you feel sick?”
“In case you haven’t noticed, I’m still on land,” Sylvanas pointed to her own feet for emphasis. “And all I feel is cloudy. Like I just woke up.”
“Am I going to have to tell Vereesa that you’re frightened of a little boat?” Jaina teased.
For a moment, Sylvanas said nothing. Her jaw was squared, and her eyes narrowed. Then, she unhooked the rope tethering them to shore and leapt down into the boat, settling herself immediately at the helm. She grabbed the tiller and refused to meet Jaina’s eye.
“Wow, uh -” Jaina blinked. “I didn’t think that would actually work.”
Baring her teeth, Sylvanas growled, “Tell me how this infernal deathtrap works.”
“Well, you’re going to need to start by raising the sail.” When Sylvanas glowered at her silently, Jaina pointed to a bit of rigging, and said, “Pull that one until the sail is all the way up, and then tie it down over there.”
Surly and begrudging, Sylvanas followed every instruction to the letter. Her shoulders remained stiff as their boat cut through the mellow waters of the Anchorage harbour. Only slowly did she relax, in increments, until they sailed along in companionable silence.
After a while, Jaina squinted at Sylvanas through the glare of sunlight, and asked, “How are you feeling?”
“Not sick,” Sylvanas said, sounding surprised at her own admission.
“Am I allowed to say ‘I told you so?’”
With a rueful chuckle, Sylvanas shook her head, but replied, “You are allowed, yes.”
Smiling softly, Jaina instead said, “You’re doing great.”
Streaks of pale cloud drifted across the sun, sending strips of shadow along an otherwise flawless day. The wind filled the sail, bulging the canvas so that they were carried along at a fair clip. Jaina turned to hold her hand out and skim it along the cool spray of water that lapped against the hull. She wiped it against the back of her neck to combat the heat of the day.
Admiring the view, the feel of waves beneath her, the comforting sounds and smells, Jaina propped her chin on her hand, her elbow leaning against the side of the boat. “Isn’t it great?” she asked.
“Beautiful.”
When Jaina looked over however, it was to find Sylvanas watching her.
“What is it?” Jaina asked, puzzled.
Sylvanas turned her gaze to the horizon. “Nothing.”
--
It happened at Goldenbough one evening. Jaina and Sylvanas were returning from the Anchorage together. Jaina had a class the next day and was already going over a pocket-sized notebook she kept on her person at all times as her schedule, reviewing the lesson she would be delivering to her Novices.
The sun was setting over the sea to their left. Jaina would glance up every now and then to admire the view, the crashing waves dipped in wine-coloured hues by a ruby sun slowly sliding out of sight. Her horse walked beneath her, following the gait of Ithedis’ and Sylvanas’ mounts without needing her to urge it on in the right direction.
When they reached the manor, she tucked her notebook and enchanted quill away, and slid from the saddle. With a murmur of thanks, Jaina handed her reins over to Ithedis, who was ready to take all three of their horses to the stables. She turned towards Goldenbough, only to find that Sylvanas had not strode ahead for dinner like she had expected. Instead, Sylvanas was standing, hands behind her back, quiet and watchful.
Sylvanas tilted her head. “Would you like to join me for a walk?”
Hesitating, Jaina looked towards the manor entrance in confusion, but she nodded. “Sure.”
Sylvanas led her around the manor and out towards a copse of trees, their branches bent back at severe angles from the strength of the winds that swept the cliffs off the ocean. They did not walk so much as they strolled. Though Sylvanas wore her casual leathers and cloak, she held herself as though she were in her full ceremonial garb -- graceful yet militant. Yet Jaina could see the slight flicker of nervousness in her face, in the tenseness of her shoulders.
When they were firmly out of earshot of the manor, its spires raking the cloudless sky above, Sylvanas asked, “Is your workload alright? I know I prefer keeping busy, but some people don’t thrive on stress like I do.”
Jaina blinked at the sudden question, but answered, “It’s fine. I don’t mind, really. I like having something to do. I like feeling useful.”
“And you do? Feel useful?” Sylvanas pressed. She did not turn to face Jaina, but her eyes would glance sidelong to gauge Jaina’s reaction.
Jaina thought for a moment. “Yes,” she said, voice firm and sure.
“Good.” Sylvanas’ long-legged stride would have easily outpaced her if Sylvanas hadn’t slowed her step to ensure they both walked at a comfortable pace. “Because you are useful. You have been a great help to me. I don’t know what I would have done if you weren’t here overseeing this training.”
“You probably would've gone on the flagship anyway, and been incredibly ill.”
Sylvanas huffed with laughter. “Probably.”
Placing a hand on Sylvanas’ shoulder, Jaina assured her, “You would have been fine. Lor’themar will make an excellent left hand to lead your navy when I step back.”
Sylvanas’ long ears twitched, and she stopped walking. She looked down at where Jaina’s hand lay, and murmured, “If you say it’s so, then I have no doubt.”
As if burned, Jaina snatched her hand back. She gripped it tight into a fist and cleared her throat. Sylvanas said nothing, and beyond them the sound of waves crashing against white cliffs.
“And you?” Jaina breached the silence that lay heavy between them.
“What about me?”
“Well, you’re -?” Jaina waved towards her. “You’re handling the stress or whatever? Would you like to go hunting again? It’s your turn.”
Sylvanas’ eyebrows rose, and the ghost a smile played on her face. “My turn?” she repeated.
“Yes. That’s how I’ve been thinking of this whole exchange of activities. We take turns. We compromise. It’s fair and everyone’s happy.”
She hadn’t meant to say ‘happy.’ It had just slipped out. Jaina snuck a glance at Sylvanas, who hadn’t disputed it yet.
That smile was still present, small and soft, yet fading. Sylvanas spoke in a murmur and continued walking, “I suppose we are.” Then she went and ruined it by adding a dry, “In a sense.”
Jaina’s steps faltered. “What’s that supposed to mean?” She hiked up her mage robes and jogged a few steps to catch up. “Sylvanas, what’s that supposed to mean?”
“Only that I would be far happier without the enemy breathing down our necks,” Sylvanas clarified. “Nothing more.”
“Oh,” Jaina breathed, a rush of heady relief washing over her. “Oh, good. For a moment there I thought you meant -- You know what? Nevermind. It’s nothing.”
Sylvanas stopped again. They stood near enough one of the trees that its boughs branched over them like streaks of gold pushed by the winds. They must have been the manor’s namesake. She straightened as if bracing herself, fixed Jaina with a firm look, and said, “No, go on. Tell me.”
“Well a while ago -” Jaina stopped to think for a moment, saying, “Almost a year ago actually -- has it been that long? -- anyway a while ago you said you weren’t. Happy, I mean. Or, rather, you implied that you were unhappy.”
Sylvanas cocked her head in an inquisitive pose, but her voice was sincere when she replied, “I am not unhappy. Not now, in any case.”
“But you’re stressed,” Jaina said slowly.
Sylvanas laughed. “I’m always stressed. That doesn’t mean I’m unhappy.”
“Yes, but -” Jaina trailed off. She tongued at the inside of her cheek and wrung her hands as she thought. Taking a deep breath, she said, “You once asked me if I would tell you what I wanted. I hope you feel comfortable doing the same.”
Sylvanas’ expression flashed with something Jaina did not recognise, fleeting and then gone. “I want to kiss you.”
A breath of wind played with the edges of her cloak, but otherwise the day was fine and clear and fading as the night swept in from the east. The sunset behind her was a slash of red that slowly dwindled to a darker lavender. The first stars glimmered in the sky overhead as night descended. Sylvanas was watching her intently, as if holding her breath while waiting for Jaina’s reaction.
“You -” Jaina had to swallow past the sudden dryness of her throat, “You can. If you want, you can kiss me.”
“But would you like it, if I did?”
Jaina shot her an exasperated look, even if it was tinged with a bit of fluster. “I’ve kissed you before.”
Sylvanas stepped in close until they were near enough that the scar on her cheek was clearly visible. “Yes, I remember. Very well, in fact.”
Jaina’s breath caught but she did not move away. “I didn’t dislike it any of those times. I mean, you’re -” Jaina gestured towards all of Sylvanas, “- you.” Sylvanas reached up to touch Jaina’s chin up even as Jaina continued to speak, her voice trailing off, “And you’re very tall. And we’re very married, so you should just -”
Sylvanas tilted her head and they were kissing. She brushed their mouths together, and Jaina’s eyes slid shut. There was no incident demanding their kiss, no ritual, no fabrication causing it. Sylvanas kissed her, and could feel a coil of heat below her stomach despite the fact that it was, for all intents and purposes, perfectly chaste.
One of Jaina’s hands came to rest shakily against Sylvanas’ leather-clad stomach. She opened her mouth to deepen the kiss, and Sylvanas cupped her face. The moment a small noise sounded at the back of Jaina’s throat however, Sylvanas broke the kiss and stepped away.
Jaina opened her eyes just as Sylvanas lowered her hand. That same inscrutable expression crossed Sylvanas’ face before she could stamp it out again, except this time Jaina recognised it for what it was: a carefully masked desire.
Sylvanas nodded back towards the manor. “We should go inside. Dinner is waiting.”
“Right,” Jaina said hoarsely. “Yes. That.”
--
For weeks after that evening, Sylvanas would approach under the pretense of asking Jaina about her day, or her morning, about what book she was reading, about what lesson she had returned from, but always Sylvanas would eventually say, “I would like to kiss you,” and wait for Jaina’s answer.
It was always a: “Yes.”
The first few times this happened, her “Yes” was red-faced, the single syllable either blurted out or delivered in a bewildered mutter, as if she couldn’t quite believe what she was hearing. When Sylvanas leaned down, Jaina’s heart would rattle against her ribcage until she was afraid it could be heard.
Sometimes Sylvanas would take her time. She would play with Jaina’s hair. She would run her fingers along the cloth of Jaina’s collared shirt or along a fold in Jaina’s mage robes. She would tip Jaina’s face up and brush their mouths together in the suggestion of a kiss, and then she would step away, her hand lingering at the underside of Jaina’s chin.
Other times Sylvanas would hardly wait for the “Yes” before chasing the sound of it on Jaina’s lips. She would cup the back of Jaina’s head or grasp the braid at the base of her neck -- not hard, but insistent. She would bring their mouths firmly, hungrily together, and kiss her until Jaina was weak in the knees and breathless. She would pull away, abrupt, and stroke the line of Jaina’s spine, tracing shivers with her fingertips. And when Jaina was grasping at Sylvanas’ shoulders to initiate another kiss, Sylvanas would oblige. Once. Twice but only if Jaina was very lucky. Before again she stepped away, finding a convenient excuse to leave the room.
Sylvanas always had something to do right after, some place to be, some person to meet. She would leave Jaina dazed, and blinking, and wondering if she had dreamed it happening at all.
After two weeks of this, Jaina narrowed her eyes in suspicion when Sylvanas wandered into the manor library. Jaina was seated on one of the long couches, books piled up on the floor beside her tea set, her feet tucked atop a cushion, propping an open book on her knees. She did not close the book, though she did stop reading to watch as Sylvanas idly perused a shelf, trailing a finger across the spines of embossed texts as she walked by.
This time, Jaina spoke first. “Do you just come and find me to kiss me every time you think about it?”
“Not every time,” Sylvanas answered in a dry tone. She continued to circle her way closer, pretending to pick out a book from its shelf and turn its cover over before placing it back once more. “Sometimes I’m in a meeting. Or you’re not with me. Or you’re with me, but we’re in public.”
Jaina flipped a page in her own book in a pantomime of reading; she hadn’t read a single word since Sylvanas entered the room. She couldn’t concentrate with her here. “You didn’t seem to have a problem kissing me in public in Kul Tiras.”
Sylvanas gave her a look that made Jaina’s breath catch. “Do you want me to kiss you like I did in Kul Tiras?”
Jaina had to glance away, tucking a stray lock of hair behind her ear; it had escaped from her loose braid that she’d tied in a rush earlier that morning on her way to class. She cleared her throat and said weakly, “Maybe not in public.”
Sylvanas answered with a low throaty chuckle that made Jaina’s cheeks burn. When she finally crossed the room to stand behind the couch, Jaina had hunched her shoulders in anticipation, already feeling the faint impression of touch upon her, like a memory, like an automatic response. Jaina didn’t realise she was holding her breath until Sylvanas leaned against the back of the couch and asked, “What are you reading?”
“Um -?” Jaina had to check the front cover to remind herself. “A Compendium of First Era Inscriptions Complete with Annotations by Mysandra Swiftarc.”
A pause, then Sylvanas huffed with laughter. “You’re reading a dictionary?”
“No!” Jaina spluttered, opening the book back up and studying it furiously. “I was -! I was trying to find a new way to clean this pendant, is all.”
“What’s wrong with the pendant I gave you?”
Refusing to look up, Jaina said, “Nothing. It’s just dirty. I mean -- not dirty. Not the way you think. Not like that. I think someone used it for something once, and there’s this - this flaw that’s clouding it.”
At that, Sylvanas hummed curiously. She leaned down, close enough that Jaina could feel the warmth of her, though that may have just been Jaina’s imagination. Sylvanas pointed at the pendant and asked, “May I?”
Jaina nodded. Sylvanas -- careful not to actually touch her -- rested her elbows upon the back of the couch and held the stone between thumb and forefinger. She had to bow down to study it upon its golden chain, still strung around Jaina’s neck.
“I don’t see it.”
Jaina reached up and tilted the pale stone in Sylvanas’ hand so that it gleamed in the light. She was guiding Sylvanas’ hand more than the stone itself, and pointing with her other hand. “Right there, see? It looks like a dark little stormcloud got stuck in there.”
Sylvanas cocked her head to one side. “Still nothing. It looks clear as day to me.” She let go of the pendant so that it fell into Jaina’s hand. “Must be a mage thing.”
“Huh.” Jaina’s brow furrowed. She looked more closely at the pendant herself, then let it drop back down to her chest.
Sylvanas did not straighten, remaining bowed over the back of the couch. “I am sorry I got you a faulty gift. What a bad omen for a marriage.”
With a wave, Jaina said, “It’s not faulty. It’s like -” She thought for a moment, “It’s like a little puzzle that I carry around with me. It gives me something to do.”
“I’m amazed you haven’t solved it yet,” Sylvanas murmured. When Jaina shot her a confused look, she clarified, “You’re so clever. I’d always assumed you could solve any puzzle that crossed your path.”
“I’m not that smart.”
“I think you’re wrong about that.”
Jaina had never thought of herself as a particularly bashful person. Introverted, perhaps. But never bashful. Now, however, she busied herself with the book in her lap, clearing her throat and failing to suppress a self-conscious flush that rose to her face.
“May I kiss you again?”
Jaina hesitated. She aimed her best glare at Sylvanas over her shoulder and asked, “I don’t know. Are you going to run off again?”
Sylvanas met her gaze, unflinching, and her voice was calm and even when she answered, “I have a few reports I must write before dinner.”
Jaina scowled. “Necessity? Or convenience?”
“Is it too convenient if it’s both?” Sylvanas grinned, but it was soft. “You don’t have to say ‘yes,’ you know.”
At that, Jaina was the one to grab Sylvanas by the front of her leather armour. She tilted her head back as she tugged Sylvanas down for a kiss.
The book slipped from Jaina’s lap and onto the floor. She didn’t care. Her eyes slid shut. She opened her mouth and caught Sylvanas’ lower lip between her own. It was an odd angle. She could hear a sharp inhalation when she ran the tip of her tongue against a ridge of sharp teeth, but didn’t know if it came from Sylvanas or herself.
Jaina’s grip on the front of that leather cuirass tightened, when Sylvanas stroked one hand down the column of her bared throat and toyed with the golden chain at her collarbone. Sylvanas pulled back, but only just enough to bow her head and press her lips against Jaina’s neck. At the first touch of Sylvanas’ mouth at her throat, Jaina arched against her. She hissed through clenched teeth, the note ending in a breathless noise that Jaina didn’t know she could make.
Sylvanas froze. Jaina could feel the sweep of warm breath against the sensitive skin of her throat. Her hands trembled, and she let her fingers unclench when Sylvanas straightened. She could see Sylvanas’ own throat work as she swallowed.
Sylvanas was staring down at her, and her eyes burned. “I should go -- I have -” she gestured towards the door and jerked her gaze up, jaw clenching. “- things. Reports. Excuse me.”
Before she could leave, Jaina croaked, “So, I’ll -- uh -- I’ll see you at dinner?”
With a stiff nod, Sylvanas strode to the door, her steps brisk. She did not stop or look back, leaving as quickly as if a crocolisk were snapping at her heels.
Still gathering herself, Jaina shrugged against the crawling heat that continued to rush from the top of her head to the base of her spine. When she found herself touching her neck where Sylvanas had kissed her, she snatched her hand back, fist thumping against the couch cushion beneath her. She twisted around to gauge how far the sun was along the sky.
It would be hours yet before dinner. And now there was no way Jaina could concentrate enough to read anything and retain the information. In a huff, Jaina rose to her feet and stormed from the library to go for a walk along the grounds.
It didn’t help.
A dip in the cold pool downstairs helped a little, but mostly it was a means to pass the time and accomplished not much else. She pulled her same clothes back on and braided her hair to dry, secretly relishing the occasional cool drip that helped combat the heat of Quel’Thalas.
When she stepped into the banquet hall for dinner, Sylvanas was already seated at the table, waiting. For all that Jaina had thought the reports were nonsense, Sylvanas did still have a few letters she was reading over even as she picked idly at the shared platter of flatbread.
Jaina pulled back a chair and sat. “I see you weren’t lying.”
“I told you it was convenient,” Sylvanas replied, not looking up from the letter. Her brow furrowed. “I don’t like the look of these movements to the east. There’s something odd about -”
She looked up, and the words died in the air; her eyes were fixed upon the extra few buttons that Jaina had left undone after her bath, the cloth sticking somewhat to her still damp skin. Jaina blinked at her in confusion, and Sylvanas jerked her gaze back down to her letter.
Oh. Oh.
Clearing her throat, Jaina pointed to the steaming glass pot beside her. “Would you like some water.”
“Please.”
All throughout dinner, Jaina felt like she was engaged in a very deliberate dance. They avoided reaching for the same dishes. She kept her ankles firmly crossed beneath her chair so as to not accidentally nudge Sylvanas’ foot with her own. They spoke about inane topics, steering well clear of books and libraries. Once or twice she could have sworn she caught Sylvanas sneaking a glance at the pendant around her neck, but always Sylvanas would hide the gesture with a smile and a change in conversation.
None of it distracted Jaina in the slightest, and she was painfully aware of just how little the walk and bath had helped. Her stomach was still writhing, and it did nothing to help her appetite.
Halfway through dinner, she sat back with a sigh. “I’m not very hungry.”
Sylvanas’ eyebrows rose. “Heading back to the library, are you?”
It was the first time they had discussed the library since the incident earlier that afternoon, and Sylvanas’ voice was far too precise.
Jaina shook her head, “No, I - uh -” She tried to imagine going back upstairs and reading a centuries-old tome on glyphs. “I don’t think so.”
Sylvanas toyed with a piece of bread but did not eat it. Then, she picked up another letter and continued to work. “I'll be up later.”
That was probably for the best. Jaina did not complain.
In the end, she brought a series of her own reports to grade in bed. She changed into a nightgown, and sat with her back propped up by pillows, a stack of papers on the bedside table. She wielded a quill enchanted to never run out of ink or drip anywhere, marking mistakes her Novices had made.
The first time she had issued a report to her classes had been at Magistrix Elosai's suggestion. Jaina had been reluctant at first. She had insisted her Thalassian wasn't good enough, but soon discovered that she had grossly overestimated the Novice's writing abilities. Even more startling, Jaina found that her Thalassian greatly improved since regularly reading and grading the kids’ reports. She had started leading whole seminars in a mix of Thalassian and Common, her Novices correcting her grammar mistakes with glee.
Now however, the tip of Jaina's quill trailed across the same paragraph over and over. She only managed to get through a handful of reports on The Founding Tenets of Cenarius before she gave up. The Thalassian script did nothing to alleviate her restlessness. She piled the reports on her bedside table, tossed the quill atop them, and stood.
For a brief, wild moment, she considered giving Sylvanas a taste of her own medicine, by marching upstairs to the study Sylvanas used as an office and kissing her.
Instead, Jaina paced.
She was walking the line of the narrow red carpet that stretched across the pale stone floor of their bedroom, end to end, counting her steps, when the door opened far sooner than she had expected. It was barely night. A sliver past dusk. The faint lyrics of birdsong were still trilling outside.
Sylvanas entered the room and had the gall to look surprised to see her there.
“You’re here early,” Jaina blurted out.
Shutting the door behind her, Sylvanas blinked in confusion. “Should I be somewhere else?”
“No,” Jaina shook her head. She turned and kept pacing. “No, of course not. I just wasn’t -” She reached the end of the carpet and retraced her steps the other way again. “I suppose you have somewhere you need to be early tomorrow.”
Sylvanas had not moved. She watched Jaina warily. “Not that I can recall.”
Jaina tapped her fingers against her thigh as she walked, as if keeping time. Finally she came to a halt directly in the centre of the carpet and announced, “I think we need to talk. About this. About -” She gestured between the two of them.
“Alright,” Sylvanas said slowly, pulling off her rakish half-cloak and draping it over her arm. “I'm listening.”
“Good. Thank you.”
Jaina fidgeted and did not say anything else.
Sylvanas waited, glancing around. “Do -?” She started to say but Jaina cut her off.
“Could you just -? Maybe -?” Jaina pointed to the edge of the bed. “Sit? You're very tall and it's very distracting.”
Befuddled, Sylvanas sat. She tossed her cloak across a nearby trunk. Without the cloak, her arms and hands were bare, the supple leather cuirass only covering her torso. Her weight sank against the mattress, and she looked up at Jaina, waiting.
“Right. Ok.” Jaina paced a bit some more and had to force herself to stop. “I really -” She wrung her hands. “I quite like you. Which -!” she said in a rush when Sylvanas’ eyebrows rose. “- Which I know is a strange thing to say since we're already married. But I do. Quite like you, I mean. I know I haven't exactly said that before, so I wanted to say it now. I quite like you, and I quite like kissing you, and I have been thinking about kissing you all afternoon, so I would like to kiss you now, if that's alright.”
Another signature elven head tilt. “Why didn’t you?”
“What?” Jaina asked dumbly.
Sylvanas explained calmly, “When you thought about it this afternoon, why didn’t you come and kiss me?”
“Because you were -” Jaina mimed writing in the air with one hand “- working.”
“I would have stopped working.”
“I didn’t think you wanted me to disturb you. I thought you were using it as an excuse to give yourself space.”
“No. Well -” Sylvanas shrugged and amended, “Yes. But the space wasn’t for me.”
“What do you mean it wasn’t for -- Oh.” Jaina breathed. She shifted her weight back and forth between feet. “Then in the future, I will give you less space?” She said each word slowly, ending on a question and trying to gauge Sylvanas’ expression.
Amused. Sylvanas looked amused. Like she was having to stop a full grin. “I’d like that.”
“Good. That’s good.” Even hearing Sylvanas say that outright was a relief.
When Jaina did nothing except look at her, Sylvanas raised her eyebrows. “So? Didn’t you want to kiss me?”
Earlier when Jaina had nearly stormed up to Sylvanas’ tower-top study, she had imagined grabbing her and kissing the smug expression right off her face without a hint of hesitation. Now that she was actually presented with the opportunity, Jaina was rooted in place, as if her feet had sunk into the stone floor and stuck there.
Swallowing thickly, Jaina forced her legs to carry her forward. Sylvanas held out her hand, and Jaina took it. She was tugged gently forward to stand before Sylvanas, who did not release her hand but rather took a second to caress her thumb across Jaina’s knuckles before lacing their fingers together. With her free hand, her fingers trembling just slightly, Jaina combed back Sylvanas’ hair from her brow. She savoured its silky texture, letting her exploratory touch rove down to the sharp line of Sylvanas’ jaw.
When Sylvanas turned her head to press her lips to the centre of Jaina’s palm, Jaina could not help but stare. Sylvanas had closed her eyes, and was kissing Jaina’s hand with the softest expression Jaina could ever recall seeing. Any and all hesitation fled, then. Guiding Sylvanas’ face to look up, Jaina leaned down and kissed her.
It started soft. Softness matching softness. Jaina brushed their mouths together, angling her head to one side and enjoying this simple moment -- kissing her, caressing Sylvanas’ cheek, knowing that this was wanted, that this was encouraged.
She shifted her feet so that she stood, bracketing one of Sylvanas’ legs with her own. She was hyper aware of their proximity, every pulse against her hand, when their knees bumped together, when Sylvanas let go of Jaina’s hand in favour of touching her waist, just lightly, feeling the inquisitive glance of fingers across silk. Jaina moved to cup Sylvanas’ face with both hands. Tentative, she deepened the kiss, and the top of her head felt like it had caught alight at the slow sweep of Sylvanas’ tongue.
When Jaina pulled back, Sylvanas followed, swaying forward where she sat before stopping. Jaina stroked both thumbs over the bluffs of those high cheeks. Sylvanas was looking up at her, eyes bright, their glow more intense than usual. Her grip tightened momentarily at Jaina’s waist, and Jaina was transfixed at the dart of Sylvanas’ tongue against her lip.
This time when Jaina leaned down to kiss her, there was nothing soft about it. She grasped a fistful of Sylvanas’ hair, a low groan escaping her despite her best efforts to suppress it when Sylvanas nipped at her lower lip. Jaina was already breathing heavily when she stopped to gasp, “Can I -?”
Jaina ran trembling fingers down Sylvanas’ throat, waiting for a nod. She bent down further. She pushed back a wave of pale gold hair and pressed an open-mouthed kiss to Sylvanas’ neck, just as had been done to her earlier that afternoon. Sylvanas made a noise that Jaina had never heard before. Encouraged, Jaina kissed along her neck, but when she gave a cautious scrape of her teeth across skin, Sylvanas gave a warning hiss.
Jaina stopped immediately. She straightened. Sylvanas was watching her very intently now, and she looked as flushed as Jaina felt.
When Sylvanas spoke, her voice sounded hoarse. “You shouldn’t do that unless you want this to go somewhere.”
Jaina felt like she had swallowed a live coal. It burned its way through her stomach and settled behind her navel. “And what if I do want that?”
Sylvanas’ hands were still at Jaina’s waist. Gently, she kneaded Jaina’s hips before sliding her palms down to rest to either side of Jaina’s knees. “Do you?”
“I -” Jaina chewed at her lip.
Suddenly Sylvanas’ expression shifted to guarded and incredulous. “Do you even know about -?”
“Yes, I know,” Jaina said quickly and a little indignantly. If her face hadn’t been red before it certainly was now. “I mean I haven’t with -” she gestured to Sylvanas, “- anyone. But I know.”
At that Sylvanas seemed to relax a bit. She toyed with Jaina’s hemline, which fluttered at her knees, the act more contemplative than provocative. “You don’t have to make a decision right now. You don’t have to say ‘yes.’”
Those words, repeated from this afternoon, were spoken in a murmur. Jaina sucked in a deep breath. “I know.”
Jaina kissed her. Sylvanas’ hands faltered for a moment. Then, she leaned back and said, “That’s not a: ‘yes.’”
“That’s a: ‘I want to kiss you again,’” Jaina replied, already leaning forward for another.
Jaina could feel Sylvanas’ answering smile against her mouth. “Fair enough.”
They kissed, and Jaina’s knees hit the edge of the mattress. She steadied herself on Sylvanas’ shoulders, never breaking contact, pausing only to breathe before diving back in for another. It felt like the reverse of their kiss in Kul Tiras, Jaina standing over Sylvanas and pressing them closer together, seeking any closeness she could find.
When she propped herself atop the mattress, knees on either side of Sylvanas’ legs to straddle her, Jaina could feel the tense of muscle beneath her hands. Sylvanas pulled back just enough to mouth at the skin beneath Jaina’s chin as Jaina knelt over her. She kissed along Jaina’s jaw, while Jaina settled herself in place.
The sheets shifted beneath Jaina’s knees. She adjusted her weight, and when she rocked forward slightly, Sylvanas’ breath hitched.
“Sorry,” Jaina mumbled against the side of Sylvanas’ face. “Is this alright?”
“You’re fine. You’re -” Sylvanas started to say, her voice rough, but cut herself off to bring their mouths together again, harder this time.
There was an unwieldy clash of teeth, but Jaina couldn’t bring herself to care. Sylvanas’ hands were tracing the hemline of Jaina’s nightgown, which had ridden up above her knees. They smoothed a line across her legs, and Jaina’s breath stuttered in her lungs every time Sylvanas slowly dragged her fingers along the sensitive skin of her inner thighs. She would inch the hemline up only to circle back down to just above Jaina’s knees, until Jaina had to break the kiss and bite down on her lower lip to keep herself from whimpering.
Jaina lost count of how many times this happened before she finally gasped out, “Yes.”
Sylvanas let her hands linger at the top of Jaina’s thighs. “Are you sure -?”
“I said: ‘yes.’” Jaina clutched at Sylvanas’ shoulders in an attempt to calm the quaver in her own voice, the quivering that seemed to crawl all along her skin. Her knees were already beginning to ache from supporting her weight, an acidic burn that she would regret later, but which she now ignored. “Please touch me. I want you to.”
Sylvanas removed her hands, but only to cup Jaina’s face and kiss her softly; the contrast was enough to make Jaina groan. When she tried to deepen the kiss however, Sylvanas leaned away, not enough to break contact but enough to keep it feather-light. Sylvanas moved her hands down to the straps of the nightgown, working one then the other down Jaina’s shoulders. Gently, she urged Jaina to let go and lower her arms so she could pull the nightgown down.
The silk pooled around Jaina’s waist. Jaina shivered at the prickle of warm air against her bare skin. Sylvanas counted Jaina’s ribs with her fingertips, mapping them in stripes above her stomach. She smoothed one hand up Jaina’s chest between her breasts, coming to rest at the dip of her collarbone. There, Sylvanas touched the pendant that hung from its golden chain.
She was taking her time, and it was driving Jaina half out of her mind. Jaina reached up and grasped Sylvanas’ hand where it was playing with the pendant. “Sylvanas -”
“I’ve been thinking about this -” Sylvanas breathed, never taking her eyes off Jaina, “-for months.”
As she spoke, she arched up to kiss Jaina and palm her breast. Jaina whimpered into her mouth, grasping at the back of Sylvanas’ neck. Her eyes fell partially shut, but she could feel Sylvanas’ other hand slowly pushing the hemline of Jaina’s nightgown up her thighs. Fingers brushed the back of her legs, and Sylvanas reached both hands down to grab Jaina’s rear and pull her closer.
Jaina buried her face in Sylvanas’ shoulder, breathing raggedly. She smelled of leather and silk and sunlight. In lazy circles, Sylvanas drew patterns all across Jaina’s naked skin that seemed to leave phantom marks in their wake, like a footprint burnt upon the path that Jaina could still feel, could follow after.
As her hands wandered, Sylvanas asked quietly, “Can I bite you?”
Jaina nodded her forehead against the cuirass. Sylvanas kissed along her neck, carefully nuzzling for a good spot before she opened her mouth. At the first graze of teeth, Jaina twitched. Sylvanas nipped and dragged the sharp edges of her fangs along sensitive skin, then bit down. Not hard enough to break the skin, but enough that Jaina gasped.
Sylvanas found a new spot and bit her again. She sucked until Jaina’s skin bloomed with colour like dark sunspots, until Jaina was a squirming mess in her lap, teeth clenched so hard that she could feel an ache in her jaw. One of her hands circled round to trace along the space where Jaina’s thigh met her hip. When Sylvanas finally dragged her fingers along the slickness between Jaina’s legs, Jaina jerked her hips forward with a stifled moan.
Jaina couldn’t remember ever being this wet before. She clutched at Sylvanas’ back as Sylvanas drew her fingers up and down, mapping every nook and fold before tracing circles against Jaina’s clit. With her free hand, Sylvanas reached up and nudged Jaina’s head to the other side so she could continue branding unblemished skin with her teeth.
Jaina didn’t realise she was holding her breath. She panted. Her eyes were squeezed shut now, the world awash in darkness and sensation. Steadily, Sylvanas increased the strength behind her teeth the longer her hand continued its explorations between Jaina's legs. She focused her mouth on Jaina’s thready pulsepoint as she slowly slipped two fingers into wet heat.
Breathing could wait. Breathing could definitely wait.
Shifting her knees again, Jaina sought purchase against the sheets and the mattress so she could rock against Sylvanas’ fingers. She couldn’t stop the noises she was making now. Sylvanas’ other hand was at the swell of Jaina’s hip, urging along a steady rhythm that Jaina struggled to maintain. Every time Jaina would buck against her, Sylvanas would remove her fingers and return to stroking her until Jaina slowed her pace.
The second time this happened, Jaina whined, “Please.”
At that Sylvanas paused. She lifted her head from Jaina’s neck and kissed her. When she slipped her fingers back in, she pressed the palm of her hand up until Jaina could grind against her. Every roll of Jaina’s hips was met with a desperate sound that welled up in the back of her throat and was trapped by the kiss. Jaina could feel the coil of heat and pressure building at the base of her spine; she had to tear her mouth away to cry out, a high insistent note that hitched with every thrust of Sylvanas’ fingers.  
Sylvanas rocked her through the orgasm, until Jaina had to reach down with a trembling hand against Sylvanas’ wrist and whisper, “Stop. That’s -”
Immediately Sylvanas stopped. She moved her hand away with a wet sound and the trace of a touch that made Jaina gasp. Wrapping her arms around Jaina’s waist, Sylvanas rested her forehead against Jaina’s sternum and waited. It took a while for Jaina’s breathing to steady and for her heartbeat to stop its racing. She bracketed Sylvanas’ neck with her forearms and weakly combed through Sylvanas’ hair with trembling fingers.
It took her even longer to realise that not every shiver was hers alone.
Jaina leaned back slightly, trying to get a better look at Sylvanas’ face. “Are you alright?”
Sylvanas let out a huff of incredulous laughter against her chest. “Shouldn’t I be asking you that?”
“Well, of course I’m alright. I’m the one who had a good time.”
At that, Sylvanas looked up at her. She wore a grin, but for once its usual cant of mischief was tempered by sincerity. “Trust me. You’re not the only one who had a good time.”
“Oh. That’s -- That’s good.” Jaina smoothed her hands across the top of Sylvanas’ leather cuirass. “It’s just -- you’re still dressed.”
Sylvanas plucked at the silk of Jaina’s nightgown that now looped around her waist, as if to remind her that she still wore at least some scrap of clothing, but all she said was, “Would you like me to be undressed?”
Jaina faltered at that invitation. She followed the swirled patterns embossed in Sylvanas’ armour, meant to evoke curls of wind across the tops of trees, or perhaps mountains. “I figured that would be up to you. Do you want me to -?”
Eyes bright, Sylvanas murmured, “I would be disappointed if you didn’t. Though I can always take care of myself, if you’re not interested.”
Jaina laughed a little breathlessly, “I think we can safely say that I’m interested.”
Sylvanas hummed. For a moment all she did was watch Jaina carefully, then she tapped at Jaina’s back. “You’ll need to move.”
“Right. Of course. Sorry.”
With a wince, Jaina swung her leg over and set her feet back on the ground. The nightgown fell the floor and she stepped out of it, kicking it aside. Rubbing one of her knees, Jaina said, “Ow. Does that get any easier?”
Sylvanas shrugged. She didn’t appear at all sympathetic or remorseful. She wiped her sticky fingers on the bedsheets before starting to take off her boots. A bit awkwardly, Jaina stood there, watching Sylvanas, who was still seated, strip off her boots and cuirass, tossing them towards her side of the room. When Sylvanas pulled the cotton shift she wore beneath her cuirass free from where it was tucked into the high waist of her leather breeches, Jaina cleared her throat. Sylvanas stopped and glanced up at her, one questioning eyebrow arched.
“Can I -?” Jaina pointed. “Can I do that?”
Sylvanas nodded. “You may.”
Reaching down, Jaina dragged the cotton shift free. Sylvanas lifted her arms enough for the shift to be pulled over her head and discarded. At the sight of bare golden skin, Jaina found herself chewing at her lower lip again. She catalogued old scars on Sylvanas’ skin, feeling the bump of pale scar tissue with her fingertips, wounds gained in the field when there were no healers around to clear them away without a trace. Claw marks from an animal at her ribcage. Knicks and slashes from blades. The puncture of an arrowhead.
Sylvanas kept her face carefully self-contained while Jaina explored, but she couldn’t stop the traitorous rise and fall of her chest when Jaina circled her breasts, softly scraping a thumbnail across her nipple. Jaina filed away the flit of micro expressions across Sylvanas’ features that accompanied everything she did.
Despite the complaining her knees did, Jaina knelt down on the floor. At that, Sylvanas’ eyes widened in surprise, though the shocked expression faded when Jaina stripped Sylvanas of her breeches and smallclothes, and stood once more.
Jaina dropped the breeches to the floor in a crumple of leather. Sylvanas was leaning back on her hands, propped atop the mattress, head cocked, and completely naked. Mouth going dry, Jaina took a moment to study her before collecting herself. She hadn’t thought of what to do beyond this point.
“What do you like?” Jaina asked.
Sylvanas’ answering smile glinted, and it held an almost dangerous edge. “Lots of things. Fingers. Tongue. Accessories.”
Jaina frowned. “Accessories?” she repeated.
“Maybe we’ll get to that later.” Sylvanas said. When Jaina bit the inside of her cheek, looking unsure, Sylvanas lowered her voice to a soothing tone, “Come here.”
She patted the space beside her. It wasn’t patronising -- thank the Tides -- and even as she did so, she pushed herself further up the bed. Jaina hesitated for a moment, then rounded the bed to crawl atop the sheets beside her. When Jaina stretched out on the mattress, Sylvanas rolled atop her. She propped herself upon her elbows over Jaina, letting the length of their bodies settle against one another.
Sylvanas brushed back a few stray locks of hair that had escaped from Jaina’s braid, and tucked her own long hair behind her ears to keep it out of the way. “Comfortable?”
Jaina nodded.
“Good,” Sylvanas murmured.
Bending her head down, Sylvanas kissed her, deeply and slowly. Jaina reached around to stroke along the expanse of her back, charting the wings of her shoulder bones and the gentle taper of her waist. In comparison to before, Jaina could only describe this as languid. They kissed as if they had all the time in the world, with the night slanting through the windows at the backs.
And then Sylvanas started to move. She nudged apart Jaina’s legs with a knee and rolled their hips together. Breath catching at the back of her throat, Jaina gripped Sylvanas’ back. When she mimicked the movement, Sylvanas hummed a wordless pleased note against her mouth, almost a purr. Sylvanas pressed her thigh up, the next motion causing Jaina to drag a smear of wetness against her.
“I thought -” Jaina gasped, “I thought this was about getting you.”
“It is.”
Sylvanas sounded strained. The rocking of her hips was slowly growing more erratic, her kisses more fierce. With a whimper, Jaina wedged a hand down between them. She fumbled at the awkward angle, but Sylvanas hissed when Jaina found her clit. She shut her eyes and grit her teeth.
Slicking up her fingers and circling round again and again, Jaina watched in fascination as Sylvanas jerked against her. Jaina leaned up to nip at the skin where Sylvanas’ throat met her jaw, and was rewarded with a moan stifled behind a row of sharp teeth. As Sylvanas ducked her head, shifting her weight on her elbows for more leverage, Jaina mouthed her way towards an ear. She kissed just beneath it, opening her mouth to scrape her teeth, and felt a pant of warm air against her neck in response.
“Down a bit,” Sylvanas growled against her shoulder. “And harder.”
“My fingers or -?”
“Fingers.”
Jaina did so, and Sylvanas’ arms trembled. She did it again, and Sylvanas ground down upon her fingers with a low keen. A third time earned her name being gasped, and at that Jaina turned her head, seeking another kiss.
It was the only time Sylvanas had ever kissed her roughly. It was all teeth and desperation. Jaina groaned into it, and was answered with another growl, feeling Sylvanas tilt her thigh deliberately so that every rock of her hips sent a corresponding flare through her. Then Sylvanas was shuddering, every muscle tense, her movements sharp, Jaina’s name a half-mumbled chant on her lips.
Sylvanas came down slowly. She chased the vestiges of her orgasm against Jaina’s hand, until she was propped over her, still and shivering.
Jaina removed her hand but clutched at Sylvanas’ waist. She waited until Sylvanas’ breathing had steadied before asking shakily, “Could you -? Um -? Could you please just -?”
Sylvanas leaned back as if stung, “What is it?”
“Nothing!” Jaina insisted. Sylvanas’ leg was still pressed against her, and she squirmed slightly. “You just -- With your thigh -- And I’d really like it if you would finish me off again.”
With a relieved chuckle, Sylvanas dropped a kiss to Jaina’s mouth. “Gladly.”
It didn’t take nearly as long as the first one. After all the noises and writhing and everything else from before, all Sylvanas had to do was slowly stroke around Jaina’s clit and kiss her breasts, and Jaina was gripping fistfuls of the sheets.
When she had finished, Sylvanas rolled off of her. She lay herself down next to Jaina, continuing to draw lazy patterns against Jaina’s stomach. Jaina was still flat on her back, panting to the ceiling, when Sylvanas gave her a quick peck on the cheek and said, “Good talk. I’m glad we had it.”
Jaina laughed, disbelieving and breathless. “Yes. We should talk more often.”
Grinning at her, Sylvanas tapped at Jaina’s abdomen. “I’m always available for a nice long chat whenever you need it.”
Jaina shook her head, but couldn’t keep herself from smiling. She rolled over, relishing the easy closeness between them. For a long while they lay there together, until Sylvanas placed a kiss on her forehead and murmured, “Would you like to join me for another bath before we sleep?”
At the thought of another long soak this time with Sylvanas at her side, resting in the different pools until their muscles turned to liquid themselves, Jaina sighed, “Tides, yes.”
--
Jaina woke several times in the early pre-dawn hours. Each time, she and Sylvanas had shifted slightly in bed, but always remained touching. At one point, Sylvanas had her arm wrapped around Jaina's midriff and was snoozing against her back. At another, they were both turned away, the base of their spines pressed lightly together. The final time Jaina awoke to sunlight touching the foot of the bed, and her head nestled into the crook of Sylvanas’ shoulder.
Sylvanas had undone her braid and was running her fingers through Jaina’s hair, gently untangling it while Jaina slept. Not moving except to snuggle a bit closer, Jaina murmured, “Feels nice.”
“Mmm.” Sylvanas continued. Jaina was half atop one of her arms, but she did not complain or tell her to move. “You make noises in your sleep.”
“Are you saying I snore?” Jaina mumbled.
“I would never imply you did anything so undignified.”
With a sleepy huff of laughter, Jaina said, “Good thing I’m not a dignified person, then.”
Those fingers paused for a moment before resuming their carding. Sylvanas laughed, a soft incredulous sound, “You really don’t know, do you?”
“Hnn?”
Sylvanas kissed the top of her head. “Nothing. Nevermind.”
Jaina was already nodding off again. She dozed somewhere between sleeping and wakefulness, lulled on the liminal space between the two by the drag of Sylvanas’ fingernails against her scalp. After a while, Jaina stirred. She turned her head into warm-scented skin and kissed at Sylvanas’ shoulder.
Sylvanas stopped to tangle her fingers in Jaina’s long hair and tilt her head up for a kiss. The fine sheet slipped down Jaina’s back as she arched into the kiss. Sunlight warmed the bed. They did not rush. Sylvanas would pause every now and then to brush her hands through Jaina’s hair again, or to trail her fingers down her throat, circling various sensitive areas until Jaina was slowly more and more awake.
She set her own hands to exploring, retracing the steps she had made last night and determined to map new expanses of Sylvanas’ skin. At some point -- Jaina wasn’t quite sure when it had happened -- she found herself lying atop Sylvanas, kissing her mouth, her neck, nosing at the downy hair behind her ear.  
When Sylvanas slipped a thigh between her legs, Jaina pressed her back into the mattress and rolled their hips together. Sylvanas’ breath hitched. She grasped at Jaina’s waist, urging her to make the motion again. Jaina was more than happy to oblige.
The wave of her hair fell into their faces, and Jaina had to quickly tuck it behind her ears before she could continue. Sylvanas made another one of those tiny noises at the back of her throat, and she was determined to hear it again. She kissed Sylvanas hard, which was right when she remembered.
“Mmm!” Jaina pulled away with a gasped, “I have class today!”
“What?” Sylvanas asked, sounding winded.
Jaina was already scrambling off of her, half falling over the edge of the mattress on her way to the armoire, swearing as she went.
“Shit!” she hissed, tugging open the armoire and pulling down the first outfit within arm’s reach. “Shit! I’m going to be late. Shit shit shit shit -!”
She heard a snicker of amusement behind her, and turned while jumping on one leg to pull up her breeches. Sylvanas had rolled onto her stomach to watch Jaina with a grin. “Now look who’s the one who has to go rushing off just when things are getting interesting.”
Making a face at her, Jaina tied the drawstrings of her breeches shut, and reached for her shirt. “Turnabout’s fair play.”
Sylvanas ears pricked up, and her grin widened. “I like that human expression. I’ll have to remember it for another time.”
Hastily Jaina buttoned up her shirt. As she was tucking it into the high waist of her breeches, she walked back over to the bed for a kiss. “I'll be back for dinner.”
“And I shall waste away without you.”
Jaina rolled her eyes at Sylvanas’ sarcasm. “No, you won't. You'll go to the Anchorage and work until Lor'themar is sick of seeing your face.”
Sylvanas grinned into another kiss. “How else am I supposed to know I'm doing my job right?”
“By irritating everyone to death?”
“Exactly. Though now that you mention it, Vereesa would make a far better Ranger-General on that basis.”
With a snort of amusement, Jaina kissed her again. Then again. “Ok, I really do need to go.”
“I'm not stopping you.”
“You are literally holding me down by my shirt.”
Sylvanas let her go with a dismissive wave and an airy sigh, “Details.”
Stepping away, Jaina left. She re-buttoned her shirt and jogged down the stairs into the main atrium. When she had reached the front doors, Ithedis fell into step beside her.
Without stopping her quick pace, she greeted him. “Good morning, Ithedis.”
“My Lady -”
“We're going to need to hurry today. I'm tempted to just teleport us there, but -”
He grasped her firmly by the shoulder. Startled, she turned around. He sounded even more stuff than usual when he said, “Lady Proudmoore, you cannot be seen in public like this.”
“Like what?” She asked, looking down at her clothes. They weren't her mage robes, but people at the Academy were accustomed to seeing her walk around in her Kul Tiran drab from time to time.
In answer, Ithedis cleared his throat. Very studiously not looking at her, he pointed to his own neck.
“What -?” She started to say, then her eyes widened in realisation.
Flushing in embarrassment, Jaina put a hand to her neck. She hadn't taken the time to look at herself in a mirror before rushing from the bedroom. She could only imagine what her neck must have looked like.
An illusion spell wouldn't do any good. Not at a mage Academy where any Apprentice with half a brain could weave a counterspell to see through it. And she didn't have time to stop off somewhere for a potion or concealer.
Instead, Jaina flipped up the stiff collar of her shirt and closed every last button as though she were going to march on military parade.
“Is that -?” She couldn't meet Ithedis’ eye. “Is that better?”
He nodded sharply. “It will have to suffice.”
Her cheeks still burned. She must have looked as scarlet as his armoured robes. Whirling around, she started off towards the stables, “Good. That's good. Shall we -?”
“Of course, my Lady.”
He didn’t mention it again. Jaina clambered into the saddle and spurred her horse towards Falthrien Academy as fast as she could without risking her own neck on the roads.
“I’m sorry I’m late!” Jaina said to the class as she hurried into the room.
The Novices were grouped around their various tables in casual conversation. They glanced over their shoulders at her, already moving towards their seats, though begrudgingly. She could distinctly hear one of them mutter, “I told you we should’ve only waited ten minutes,” while another insisted, “Fifteen minutes is the legal limit!” followed by a chorus of boos in his direction.
Clearing her throat, Jaina tucked her hair behind her ears -- since when had she grown so used to wearing a braid that having loose hair felt odd? -- and neatened the stack of papers in her hands by tapping them together upon the front table. “I have your reports here, though I must confess that I’ll need a few more days to finish marking them.”
That earned her a few puzzled glances. Many of the Novices looked at each other. Others still tried to make shushing noises. Jaina thought she saw one stuff something under his seat as inconspicuously as possible, which of course meant that she narrowed her eyes.
“What is it?” she asked slowly.
“Nothing!”
“Yeah, you can take a few more days. That’s fine, Miss Jaina.”
“You’re busy. We understand.”
“Those aren’t our reports. Those are for second rotation.”
The last Novice to have spoken got his chair kicked by a neighbor, and everyone else glared at him. He kept his back straight and defiant, though his ears drooped.
Glancing down at the reports, Jaina felt a flush rise to her cheeks. He was right. She recognised a few second rotation names. She set the papers down and straightened, “Which -- uh -- which rotation is this?”
“Fourth,” one of them said, and the rest nodded except for the one who had ratted on them earlier.
Jaina looked at him and raised her eyebrows for confirmation. He nodded.
“Alright,” she sighed. “Then that means your reports are due today. Thank the Tides.” The last she added as a mumble and in Common.
Most of the class slumped in their seats. A few looked bored, gazing out the window. That was always the worst. For as long as she could remember, Jaina had always encountered glazed eyes whenever she launched into a topic she enjoyed. Having a class of adrenaline-filled elven Novices didn’t change that in the slightest.
So, Jaina clapped her hands and rubbed them together. “But!” she announced, moving to the chalkboard behind her and flipping it over, “That doesn’t mean we can’t still have some fun!”
“Yay,” one of the Novices said sans enthusiasm.
“That’s the spirit,” Jaina quipped. She picked up a piece of chalk and held it out. “Does someone who’s better at drawing than me want to prepare a Lifecycle Circle on the board for me? I’ll give you extra marks on your paper if you do it correctly on the first try?”
A number of hands shot into the air at that opportunity. As the girl she picked trotted to the front of the room and began to draw, Jaina rummaged through her lectern for supplies. She pulled out a bag of seeds and, walking through the rows of desks, dispersed them to the rest of the class, one for each Novice.
Hands-on activities, in Jaina’s opinion, were always the best way to keep a class of kids occupied and learning. For the remainder of the class, she had them attempt to put the information they’d written in their reports to actual practice by making a seed grow. And by the end of the session, all of them managed to have their very own sproutling sitting atop their desks.
Jaina took a seed for herself. She flipped the chalkboard down so that it was horizontal upon its axis, and placed the seed directly in the centre of the circle her student had drawn. “Don’t be discouraged if your seedling is small. I’m not the best at Nature magic, either. But remember, you shouldn’t force it to grow. You’re just trying to encourage it, to -- to -”
Someone slipped into the room via the back door. Jaina glanced up, looked back down at the chalkboard, then jerked her head up again to stare.
Sylvanas stood at the back of the classroom, her hood drawn, wearing her casual leathers and looking like any other Ranger on their day off in Silvermoon but for the distinctly stylised Windrunner crest embossed on her cuirass. A few Novices seated not far from her, twisted around in their seats, and she raised a finger to her lips with a wink. A murmur swept through the class, growing in pitch.
“Uh -” Jaina swallowed. She tried to focus on the seed, on the smudges of chalk on the dark rugged surface of the board. She grabbed a piece of chalk to correct the smear.
“As I was saying -” She set the chalk back down and tucked a wayward lock of hair behind her ear again. Lifting her voice to combat the sudden excitement of her students with their unexpected audience, Jaina said, “As I was saying, Nature magic needs to be encouraged. It’s about animating the life that’s already there, not about creating something new. You just need to give it a little push, and -”
Jaina held her hand out over the seed, closing her eyes and searching for that spark. It was such a small thing, but it brimmed with energy. She whispered the spell, and her eyes shot open when she felt the rush of magic flood through her. Magic poured upon magic, overflowing.
The seed erupted. Skeins of vines and branches burst forth, crawling and lashing upwards, curling around the blackboard until the plant was so heavy the wooden frame groaned and snapped. With a squeak of surprise, Jaina leapt back, but the seed continued to grow.
“Oh no,” she breathed, eyes widening as the seed boiled upwards. “Uh -? Stop?”
The seed strained at the ceiling, which started to crack, paint chips raining down onto the floor. Jaina snapped her fingers. She waved her hands. Finally, she stomped her foot on the ground and commanded, “Stop!”
A wave of energy rippled along the floor. Her voice echoed through the room like a clap of thunder. She was breathing heavily, and the pendant on her neck burned, cold, against her skin. The seed stopped, but a few more chips of paint and heavier debris -- shards of marble and plaster -- scattered across the floor in a haze of pale dust.
Coughing and waving her hands, Jaina turned. None of the class had moved, remaining in their seats and watching with glee. They broke out into appreciative applause, as if the spectacle had been planned purely for their entertainment. From the back of the room, Sylvanas watched with her arms crossed. Even from this distance, Jaina could see the amusement on her face, clear as day.
With a shaky smile, Jaina brushed a bit of plaster from her hair and waited for the clapping to die down. “Yes, alright. Thank you. Don’t do that for your homework, or your parents will kill me.”
She swept the front table free of dust and paint chips with her hands, and said, “Now, I want you to line up neatly, drop your latest report on the table, and then -- since I know you’re dying to -- you may each ask the Ranger-General one thing on your way out.”
Immediately, the Novices scraped back their chairs and rushed to the front of the room to hand in their reports, stacking them atop the table. With a one-shouldered shrug, Sylvanas strode forward as well to stand by the front door, fielding questions while Jaina tried to clean up the mess she’d made.
“Can you show me the Ranger salute?”
“Of course.”
“How many battles have you won?”
“I lost count about three hundred years ago.”
“Can we see Thas’dorah?”
“I would say yes, but it’s at home right now.”
“Miss Jaina refuses to tell us about the battle she was in.”
“And that’s Miss Jaina’s prerogative.”
“Do you two kiss?”
“Sometimes.”
“Gross.”
Jaina listened with half an ear. She grabbed up a piece of chalk and crouched on the floor. On her hands and knees, she crawled around the base of the tree that had sprouted in her classroom, drawing marks in a large circle all around it. When she had finished, Jaina pushed herself upright. Another whispered spell, and the tree shrank back into its tiny seed casing once more, leaving behind only the damage that she had done in its wake. She picked up the seed and glared at it, before tossing it aside with a sigh.
“What happened to not being very good at Nature magic?”
The Novices had all gone, their reports stacked on the table. Sylvanas was leaning in the doorway, grinning at her.
“You -!” Jaina spluttered. “You flustered me!”
Sylvanas looked as though she had just received a well-earned compliment. “Really?”
“Oh, shut up! Why are you here?” Jaina gathered up the papers along with the other stack she had brought with her to class, careful to keep them differentiated from one another by turning one stack at an angle.
Sylvanas pretended to brush dust off her cloak. “I just wanted to see your new offices. I thought we could grab a meal together. Chat a bit. You know. Wifely things.”
Narrowing her eyes in suspicion, Jaina grumbled, “Lunch?”
“At the venue of your choice.”
With a grimace at the rubble behind her, Jaina relented. “Oh, alright. But we don’t have much time before my next class, and I’ll need to see someone on the way to make sure this gets dealt with.”
Sylvanas gave a mock bow and offered Jaina her arm when she approached. Rolling her eyes, Jaina nonetheless took her arm. Together they walked from the second floor classroom, starting towards the stairs.
Ithedis fell into step behind them. “Trouble in the classroom again, my Lady?”
“No more than usual, Ithedis.”
“Oh, so that was usual?” Sylvanas asked. “I wish my classes had been as exciting when I was a child.”
“Well, maybe if you had a scrap of magical ability, they might have been,” Jaina fired back.
“Wounded. By my own wife, no less.”
Jaina sniffed. “Good.”
These days, Jaina hardly noticed any stares or whispers she received. And to be honest the amount of stares and whispers had decreased significantly over time. People had grown accustomed to seeing her around on a regular schedule. And with the fact that she was now receiving tutelage under both Headmistress Elosai and Archmage Antonidas alike as a Magistrix in her own right meant that others were wary of her more than anything else.
Except for the Novices, who didn’t have the sense to understand politics yet, and who enjoyed her brash human novelty.
Now however, on the arm of the Ranger-General of Silvermoon, the staring had returned tenfold. It were as if most days people could conveniently forget who she was married to, but having Sylvanas Windrunner striding the halls of the Academy reminded them of exactly that fact. Jaina quickened her step and led Sylvanas to her offices on the fourth floor.
“We won’t be a moment,” Jaina told Ithedis as she opened the door and ushered Sylvanas inside. “Why don't you grab something to eat?”
He nodded, as solemn-faced as ever, turning to leave as Jaina shut the door behind her.
Sylvanas was already circling the office. Hands clasped behind her back in that familiar officious pose she preferred, she paced the length of the area from one bookshelf to another. She stopped before a contraption with crystalline hoops that circled round one another in a constant dance, fueled by a series of enchantments that fed one another through perpetual motion -- not infinitely in the true sense, but long enough to serve as a mind-bending thought experiment for arcane mages, who were overly enthusiastic about mathematics.
“Not bad,” Sylvanas said.
“I made it myself,” Jaina said proudly. “It was actually an artefact to accompany my Kirin Tor ascension dissertation on bending the laws of thermodynamics through the use of time crystals.”
Sylvanas shot her an amused glance. “I was referring to the office as a whole, but yes. This -” she waved towards the contraption “- thing is very nice. It certainly...glows.”
Jaina rolled her eyes. “Thanks.”
“It is my usual praise for magic,” Sylvanas admitted sans any shred of apology. She crossed over to stand beside Jaina and lean her hip against the desk. “Always a crowd-pleaser.”
With a snort of laughter, Jaina placed her Novices’ papers on her desk. “To be honest, I’m glad. ‘Not bad’ is exactly what I was hoping for with my offices. So, thank you for that underwhelming appraisal.”
Sylvanas grinned. “Anytime.”
“Shall we go?” Jaina asked, nodding towards the door.
In answer, Sylvanas cupped Jaina’s jaw, rubbing her thumb against her cheek. Jaina went very still, but Sylvanas only murmured, “You have a bit of chalk on your face.”
The air felt too warm, even for Quel’Thalas. Sylvanas traced burning trails down Jaina’s cheek to toy at the high collar of her button down shirt, which obscured the bruises from the night previously.
“I see why you really showed up here,” Jaina murmured.
“Am I so transparent?” Sylvanas asked, following the movement of her fingers with her eyes as she flicked open the first button of Jaina’s shirt, then the second.
Jaina swallowed. “Only recently.”
Leaning in close, Sylvanas kissed her. Jaina tilted her head, bringing her hand up to cup the back of Sylvanas’ neck even as her own shirt continued to be unbuttoned. Sylvanas only opened the shirt enough to slip her hand beneath, and Jaina groaned into her mouth.
Sylvanas broke the kiss to say, “You’re still difficult to read.”
“I’ll never understand that,” Jaina replied, as Sylvanas nipped along her jawline. Angling her head to give better access, Jaina breathed, “No marks where they’re too visible, please.”
Stopping, Sylvanas kissed the skin she had just been lavishing with attention. “I have a better idea.”
“What -?”
Hand on Jaina’s sternum, Sylvanas pressed her back a step, then another, not pushing, just a steady pressure until the backs of Jaina’s knees hit the edge of her chair, and she dropped into the seat. Immediately, it creaked beneath her weight. Jaina winced at the noise.
If anything, Sylvanas appeared delighted at this new addition. “Do you think you can stay still enough for this to work without anyone hearing?”
“I can be quiet,” Jaina insisted. Sylvanas gave her an amused look. “I can!”
While they spoke, she moved her legs so that when Sylvanas knelt down on the floor she was kneeling between them. Sylvanas traced her fingers along the seams of Jaina’s breeches that ran up her inner thigh. “I suppose you can just cast a spell, if you prefer.”
Jaina shook her head. “Then anyone passing will definitely know something is going on in here. It’s the same with -” she gestured to her neck. “- It’s too obvious.”
“We’ll get you some concealer.”
“That -” Jaina had to pause and gather herself when Sylvanas stroked the crux of her legs directly over her breeches. “That would probably be for the best.”
Sylvanas hummed in agreement. She untied the drawstrings of Jaina’s breeches. When Jaina lifted her hips so Sylvanas could pull them off, the chair’s hinges gave a loud creak. The wooden surface was cool against her skin, and Jaina lowered her weight back down as carefully as she could.
Rather than take the breeches all the way off, Sylvanas left Jaina’s boots on and tugged the breeches down so that they dangled between her knees. She bent down to kiss along Jaina’s inner thighs. At the first scrape of those sharp teeth, Jaina twitched. The chair beneath her squeaked, and she had to bite her lower lip to keep from doing it again when Sylvanas began to dot her skin with blemishes.
Sylvanas took her time making marks all along Jaina’s thighs. She alternated between sharp bites and soothing kisses, taking skin into her mouth and drawing blood to pool just beneath the surface. Jaina had long since stopped trying to control her breathing, and instead grasped Sylvanas’ hair firmly in both hands in an attempt to keep herself from moving too much.
Nudging Jaina’s knees a little wider, Sylvanas tilted her hips to a better angle -- another creak, smaller this time -- before she leaned forward and placed an open-mouthed kiss over her clit. Jaina hissed. She swallowed back a sound, and kept her hips resolutely still as Sylvanas slowly lapped her tongue in a broad stroke against her.
In the past, Jaina had never gone searching for much information about sex beyond the basics. She had read a few books, mostly dry medical texts and the like. She had listened to the rowdy talk of her older brothers when they thought she wasn’t within earshot, and of sailors aboard ships who didn’t care to curb their tongue even around the Lord Admiral’s daughter. She had received a bald talk or two from her mother, each of them succinct and brook-no-nonsense, always straight to the point and never superfluous. She certainly didn’t remember ever hearing of this, except perhaps in veiled euphemisms that she didn’t grasp at the time.
Sylvanas’ tongue circled back around her clit, and Jaina’s hips jumped in spite of herself. Her legs trembled. She was trying to swallow down any sound she made, trying to remain motionless when every nerve ending was screaming for her to writhe against that wicked mouth. Sylvanas tilted her head to lap at a different angle, and Jaina could feel her lungs begin to burn. She gasped for air, panting to the ceiling.
When Sylvanas began to suck lightly, Jaina clapped a hand to her mouth to stifle a loud noise, even as her other hand pulled at Sylvanas’ hair, insistent, trying to seek out more pressure. Sylvanas kept everything soft and light and evenly paced, grasping the backs of Jaina’s thighs and alternating the movements of her tongue until Jaina was keening into her hand, until she broke.
It took an embarrassingly short length of time overall. Soon, Jaina was covering her face with one of her hands, the other weakly tugging at Sylvanas’ hair to get her to stop. She couldn't see Sylvanas pull back; her eyes were squeezed shut, and she was still breathing heavily into her palm. She couldn't remember hearing much creaking of the chair when she had come, but then again Jaina didn't remember much of the last two minutes apart from raw snippets of motion and light and feeling.
A touch at the hand over her face as Sylvanas gently pulled it aside. Opening her eyes, Jaina grabbed the front of Sylvanas’ cloak and tugged her forward for a less than gentle kiss. She could taste herself on Sylvanas’ tongue. It sent another shiver racing through her.
“You need to teach me how to do that,” Jaina said when she pulled away.
Sylvanas rose to her feet and straightened her cloak. “Later tonight, then.”
Jaina paused in pulling back up her breeches and tucking in her shirt where she sat. “Wait -- tonight?”
Already Sylvanas was crossing the office and reaching for the doorknob. “I'll see you at dinner.”
“You're leaving?” Jaina blurted out, incredulous.
“Oh? I thought you had another class to teach?”
“I do, but -”
Sylvanas paused in the doorway and said archly, “Turnabout's fair play.”
--
Jaina had to wear concealer and high collars for weeks.
She took great pleasure in every lesson learned, and for the most part Sylvanas was a patient teacher. Except for the few times that she wasn’t. Like when Jaina reaped vengeance for leaving her in the office, and took an extravagantly long time to return the favour. By the time she finally gave in to Sylvanas’ urgent writhing and panting and not so gentle hair pulling, Sylvanas pinned her to the bed with a snap of teeth and repaid her in full.
It was only then that Jaina understood what sailors meant by “thoroughly fucked.” When she said that aloud, Sylvanas had laughed, the both of them still breathless.
After that, Jaina invented reasons to find Sylvanas whenever she could throughout the day, be it at the Anchorage or the manor. She would hurry through the day’s tasks and slip away as quickly as she could.
Sometimes she would only stop by for a brief kiss around concealed corners. Sometimes they would lock the doors of offices or side rooms for a few stolen moments of rushed fumbling at belts and buckles and the hems of long mage robes. Sometimes Sylvanas would push her against a wall and whisper Thalassian filth in her ear while Jaina rode her fingers and clawed at her back. Sometimes Jaina would kneel on the floor and Sylvanas was the one who had to stifle a cry to avoid detection.
Jaina didn’t think they were being particularly obvious about their newfound activities, but Ithedis was always conveniently elsewhere. And when he would find Jaina after she had composed herself and fixed her hair and clothing, he would usually have a small health potion vial or extra bit of concealer to discreetly hand to her. She didn’t always need it -- only sometimes -- but she was always very grateful that he had these little items when she did need them.
They still made a point of taking a day every second week off from their schedules to alternate between a sailing trip that only involved a few hours of actual sailing -- which also happened to be the length of time the potion’s effects lasted -- and a hunting trip that usually only involved hiking and never any actual hunting. The one time Sylvanas had actually managed to track and kill something, she had showed Jaina how to skin a rabbit, and the whole time Jaina had asked questions about anatomy and different skinning techniques, taking notes as she watched Sylvanas work.
Jaina was taking notes one such afternoon, letting Sylvanas steer their little dinghy. The sun glared overhead, and Jaina had elected to wear a broad-brimmed straw hat to protect her face and neck. The hat dappled her notebook with shadow and light. Her handwriting was periodically smudged due to a few calm waves. She would glance up to check that Sylvanas wasn’t doing something disastrous with the sail, or starting to go green around the gills.
In her other hand, she held the pendant. The gold chain glimmered between Jaina’s fingers. She studied it, sketching out a new set of runes that she had combined. Apart, none of them had worked in clearing the flaw from the stone, but together the seven runes might just do the trick.
She finished the new combination without any sense of triumph or satisfaction, pausing only to chew on the end of her quill with a thoughtful frown. Maybe this line needed a bit of tweaking? More water to clean the flaw? More water --
Before she could scratch another stroke of ink onto the page, the pendant flashed cold in her hand, a cold so intense it burned. A shockwave rippled outwards from the boat, smoothing every wave on the sea. Jaina yelped and nearly dropped the pendant. With a hiss of pain, she held it by the chain so that it dangled away from her skin. Her eyes widened.
“Jaina -” she heard Sylvanas say.
“I’m fine!” Jaina replied, a beaming smile crossing her face. She held up the pendant, clear of flaws at last. “I did it! Look!”
“Jaina,” Sylvanas repeated, sharply this time.
Jaina looked at her in confusion and concern at the nascent horror of Sylvanas’ expression. “What -?”
Sylvanas pointed over her shoulder. Frowning, Jaina turned in her seat. There along the far horizon: a bump in the perfectly otherwise flat ocean. Jaina squinted. Then she realised --
Going pale, Jaina whirled back around to find Sylvanas staring at her.
“What do we do?” Sylvanas asked.
“I don’t know.”
“What do you mean ‘you don’t know’? You’re supposed to be the one who knows what to do on the ocean! And what the fuck was that shockwave before?”
“I don’t know, Sylvanas! I don’t -! I’ve never encountered a tidal wave before! Certainly not one like -!” Jaina waved towards the wave rushing towards them, growing larger by the second.
“What did you do?!”
“Nothing!” Jaina insisted. She held up the pendant, which still burned so coldly it was difficult to even keep a hold of the chain. “All I did was figure out the puzzle! I cleaned the flaw! I was -! I was just thinking -!” She choked and felt an icy dread spill down the length of her spine. “More water,” Jaina croaked. “I was thinking ‘more water.’”
“Well, start thinking ‘less water’!” Sylvanas snapped.
But Jaina wasn’t listening. She was staring at the pendant’s stone, like a chip of perfectly translucent ice that gleamed in the sunlight. “I know what it is now.”
“Congratulations!” Sylvanas was tugging at some of the rigging and hauling at the tiller to turn their dinghy towards land.
“It’s a focusing iris!” Jaina proclaimed in triumph. She was grinning at the pendant. “And quite a good one, too!”
“How can something that small cause something like that?”
The wave had risen to a swell less than a mile off. From here, it was tall as Sunfury Spire, and still it hadn’t crested, remaining a massive wall of water rushing towards the shore.
Jaina shook her head. “Focusing irises aren't about strength, they're about clarity.” She clambered over the slats in the dinghy and grasped Sylvanas’ hand which was gripping the till in a white-knuckled grip. Sylvanas jerked her head around to look at her, and Jaina said calmly, “Turn the boat towards the wave.”
“Are you insane?” Sylvanas hissed. “You want to go towards it?”
“Trust me.”
Conflict warred across Sylvanas’ face. She grit her teeth, then swore under her breath in Thalassian. She turned the dinghy back towards the sea, and glared at Jaina, “I hope you know what you’re doing.”
“Nope!” Jaina said cheerily, already scrambling to the bow of the little boat.
“That’s not what you’re supposed to say! You’re supposed to say ‘yes’!”
“I already told you: I’m a terrible liar.”
More Thalassian swearing. Jaina balanced herself shakily on the narrow prow of the boat. The soles of her boots nearly slipped, but eventually found a decent grip against the painted wood panels.
The tidal wave towered above them. It cast a shadow that blotted out the sun. Behind them, the water had retreated so far from shore that whole schools of fish were left, flopping and gasping, on the bared seabed. The rush of water had heightened to a dull roar that filled the air like a noiseless static, drowning out all else.
Jaina closed her eyes. She focused on her breathing. The pendant was clasped between her hands. It seared against her palms, but she only tightened her hold. A spell fell from her lips in a droning chant, and the stone scalded. She could feel the surge of water all around her, swift and suffocating and smelling of salt. The bow of the boat tilted, pushed upwards by the base of the wave, then stopped.
The wave extended like a wrinkle across the sea, and with the focusing iris in her hands, Jaina could sense the breadth of it as though tracing her fingers across the wrinkle in a length of silk. Slowly, methodically, she pushed down on one end, smoothing that ridgeline away.
With every second that passed, the focusing iris seemed to sap the energy from Jaina’s hands, like a needle drawing blood. She didn’t notice her hat being lifted away by a breeze. She did not notice anything apart from the eddies surging around her and beneath her, rushing out from her feet, draining away until she could feel the pull of the abyss yawning below, like a sea creature of legend guarding a treacherous pass from unwary ships.
The boat gave a violent jerk, and with a gasp Jaina fell into the water. Clutching the pendant like a lifeline, she struck out with her arms and legs, trying to swim for the surface. She opened her eyes, but the saltwater stung. She reached out one hand, groping for the surface, only to hit the sandy seabed.
Panic swelled in her chest, then. Jaina pushed off from the bottom of the seafloor and swam for what she hoped was the surface. Her clothes were heavy with water, and the sea tumbled her headlong, her energy sapped by the magnitude of the spell. Something grabbed her by the back of her shirt, and hauled her up.
The moment she broke the surface of the water, Jaina choked on a lungful of air. She was being dragged onto shore, and then she was dropped onto the warm sand. Coughing, Jaina wheezed for breath. She still gripped the pendant in one hand. She rolled onto her side and struggled to sit upright.
Something heavy landed beside her, and Jaina opened her eyes. The tidal wave had gone. The shore was not a ruin of its former self. The sea beyond was steady with smaller, perfectly normal waves. Their dinghy was nowhere in sight. And kneeling above her was a soaking wet Sylvanas.
“You idiot!” Sylvanas snarled. Her eyes were suffused with fury. “You complete, absolute, utter, fucking -!”
Rather than finish her stream of insults, Sylvanas seized the front of Jaina’s shirt and kissed her. It was a fierce and desperate kiss, all teeth and tongue and salt. Sylvanas’ hands trembled. Even when she pulled away roughly, she continued to grip Jaina’s shirt in her fists so hard her forearms shook.
“You had me worried,” Sylvanas said, sounding hoarse. She let go, but only to run her hands over Jaina’s cheeks, sweeping back the strands of wet hair that stuck to her face and brow.
“I had myself worried.” Jaina gasped. “Tides. Let’s not do that again.”
Sylvanas laughed shakily and shook her head. “Not unless it’s a very specific occasion. You have my permission to do that if Silvermoon gets invaded.”
“You won’t let me drown your capital city in a tidal wave?” Jaina pretended to tsk the way Sylvanas did, a faux admonishment even as she grinned with relief. “To think you’re the one always telling me I’m a spoilsport.”
“You’re not allowed to die,” Sylvanas cupped Jaina’s face in her hands. “Or have you forgotten? Your mother would kill me.”
Jaina’s answering laugh was breathless, and Sylvanas silenced her with another kiss.
--
Overall it took six months from the time she elected Lor’themar as Vice-Admiral for her to be truly confident in his abilities. She returned from a training exercise consisting of four days at sea, a bounce in her step. It was her birthday, and Lor’themar was proving to be an excellent protégé, even if he was several centuries older than she was.
“That was perfectly executed,” Jaina said as they stepped off the Dawn Runner together and back onto the docks at Sunsail Anchorage. “I can’t think of a single way you could have better avoided that raking fire along your stern.”
Lor’themar bowed his head, the two of them -- three, counting a very weary looking Ithedis -- weaving their way through a bustle of sailors. “I have an excellent teacher.”
Jaina rolled her eyes. “No flirting, please. I get enough of that at home, thank you.”
“And it’s been a noticeable improvement in the Ranger-General’s disposition, my Lady,” he countered, grinning at the flush that rose to her cheeks.
Clearing her throat, Jaina shot him a warning glare. “Don’t be too smug, Admiral Theron. Your captains still have a long way to go, yet.”
“They do everything I say to the letter.” Lor’themar nodded towards a few sailors that stopped to salute the both of them.
“Exactly the problem,” Jaina waved to a lieutenant she recognised, but kept walking. “They need a bit of mongrel in them.”
“Mongrel?” He repeated, sounding dubious. “In what way?”
Jaina’s steps slowed, and she came to a stop. People streamed around her, Lor’themar, and Ithedis as they spoke, the docks abuzz with six ships in the harbour. Looking back at the ships, Jaina said, “My father had a glass eye. Did you know that?”
Bewildered, Lor’themar shook his head.
“Well, he did.” Jaina continued, tapping her own left eye for emphasis. “Lost it in battle. Shrapnel wound. He was a captain serving under his father, the Lord Admiral at the time. They were losing, and the Lord Admiral called for a retreat from the flagship. My father lifted the telescope up to his blind eye and said ‘I don’t see any call for retreat,’ and kept fighting.”
Lor’themar frowned at her. “Did he win?”
“If he’d lost, we wouldn’t be having this conversation.” Turning, Jaina kept walking back towards the barracks. “The point is: we need to help your captains find their own bloody backbones, or they’ll be buggered six ways to Tuesday before they ever see a real battle.”
He chuckled. “Lady Proudmoore, I believe you’ve spent too much time with the sailors these last few days.”
She sighed. “Oh, you’re probably right. I should take a bath and wash out my mouth, while I’m at it.”
“Lady Proudmoore!” a voice called. “Lady Proudmoore!”
They turned to find a courier riding towards them. He was -- Jaina realised in confusion -- human, and a Kul Tiran no less. His clothes were ragged, and his horse panted, its dark coat lathered in sweat. He leapt from the back of his mount and raced towards her, fumbling at his belt.
Immediately, Ithedis stepped between her and the courier, hand at the ready on his double-bladed polearm, and shield raised. The courier stopped in his tracks, raising his trembling hands to reveal that he held a letter. Lowering his shield and weapon, Ithedis took the letter, but the courier did not leave.
As Ithedis handed the letter over to Jaina, she asked, “Where have you come from?”
“Lordaeron, my Lady,” the courier answered. “And before that, Kul Tiras. Stormsong Valley, more specifically.”
“You’re a long way from home,” she murmured, breaking the seal on the letter and opening it, expecting a birthday letter from her mother and perhaps a present awaiting her at home.
She skimmed the letter.
And then she read it again.
Eyes wide, Jaina looked from the letter to the courier. She stepped past Ithedis, and stood over the courier, her voice hard but her hands trembling. “How long since you left Stormsong Valley?”
“Two -- Two weeks,” he stammered, quailing somewhat.
Jaina didn’t notice she had balled her hands into fists until she felt the crumple of parchment beneath her fingers. Without another word, she turned and with a sharp gesture cut a portal in the air. Before Ithedis or any of the others could follow, Jaina stepped through, alone.
The portal shut behind her. Sylvanas was reading at her desk in her private study atop one of Goldenbough’s spires. Jaina stared at her, trying to get her breathing under control.
“You’re back early,” Sylvanas remarked without looking up from her reports. She turned a page. “Did Lor’themar thrash your little simulations again?”
When Jaina did not answer, Sylvanas glanced up, then did a double take. She dropped her reports atop the desk and rose to her feet. “What’s wrong?”
Pale and shaking, Jaina held up the letter. “My mother’s flagship was sunk off the coast of Falconhurst. The Zandalari have split the fleet and are besieging Boralus.”
“And Katherine -?” Sylvanas asked slowly.
Jaina waved the letter with a shrug. “Injured. She -- uh -” Jaina had to swallow down a wave of panic to keep her voice steady. “- She lost an arm. Her condition is stable, but she hasn’t woken up yet. Though, this was written two weeks ago, so I don’t know what’s happened since then. If she’s -- I mean, I’m sure she’s -”
She couldn’t bring herself to say the word ‘fine.’
Sylvanas grasped her warmly by the shoulders. “She has excellent healers. She’ll live.”
Looking down at the space between their feet, Jaina nodded. She chewed her lower lip ragged. For a moment, Sylvanas just squeezed Jaina’s shoulders before pulling her into a hug.
Something tightened in Jaina’s chest, right on the edge of completely unravelling. She closed her eyes and buried her head in Sylvanas’ shoulder, breathing in deeply. She could feel Sylvanas stroking her back, her chin propped atop Jaina's head. Slowly, her hands unclenched.
Sylvanas waited until Jaina’s trembling had stopped. Then, she pressed a kiss to Jaina’s forehead and stepped back. Blinking through a haze of unshed tears, Jaina composed herself. She smoothed out the letter and tucked it into a pocket. Meanwhile, Sylvanas sat back in her chair.
From a stand on the desk, Sylvanas grabbed a quill, but upon inspecting its blunted tip she tossed it aside in favour of another. The next had a nib so worn it may as well have been blunted. Swearing under her breath in Thalassian, Sylvanas pulled out a small dagger hidden in one of her knee high leather boots to cut the nib back into something suitable for writing.
“What are you doing?” Jaina asked.
“I’m going to write to Vereesa, informing her of the situation and giving her orders on her next actions,” Sylvanas explained. She tried cutting the quill nib, but the knife was fractionally not sharp enough, and she muttered to herself in irritation.
Jaina stepped forward so that she stood beside the desk, looking down at her wife. “So, you have a plan?”
“Yes,” Sylvanas grumbled at the knife as she glared down its damascus patterned edge. “We wait.”
Blinking in shock, Jaina opened her mouth but no sound came out. Finally, sounding strangled, she repeated, “We wait?”
Sylvanas’ brows furrowed. “Why does that surprise you?”
“Why does that -?” Jaina pointed to the door behind her. “Sylvanas, my mother’s ship was sunk!”
“And yet the Lord Admiral’s life is not lost. A ship is a ship, but she is safe,” Sylvanas pointed out, gesturing with the knife as she did so.
“We are letting them take the initiative,” Jaina countered. She could hear the tinge of desperation in her own voice, but could do nothing to stop it.
Sylvanas obviously heard it, too, for she gentled her voice. “We have an excellent position, and they have limited resources. Let them waste their resources, and then we can clean them up afterwards without issue.”
Jaina stabbed her finger against the surface of the table, emphatic. “This isn’t guerilla warfare anymore, this is pitched battle.”
“I know what a pitched battle is,” Sylvanas said darkly, her eyes glowing bright and intense. “And it is not something I will enter into lightly. They want us to fight them on the open seas. They know our fleet couldn’t hope to compete. I will not fall prey to their attempts to lure us into the open.”
“Neither of our nations can handle an attack like this,” Jaina insisted.
“You think I don’t know what kind of siege Boralus is capable of withstanding?” Sylvanas said. “I’ve seen your defenses, remember? The Zandalari could besiege that harbour for a year, and your people would barely feel the need to tighten their belts. You’re too well supplied by the other Houses. There’s no way they could completely cut Boralus off from the rest of the isles without launching a three-pronged attack by land and sea.”
“I’m not talking about external attacks, I’m talking about internal ones!” Jaina snapped. “The trolls won’t need that long before the other Kul Tiran Houses start to break away. The Ashvanes are salivating at the chance to undermine the Admiralty -- you saw that, too!”
Rolling her eyes, Sylvanas scoffed, “I saw a sycophantic cow licking your mother’s boots.”
Jaina’s voice swooped to a darker note. “Trust me, Lady Ashvane is far more devious than you give her credit for. She will consolidate power at the first opportunity. She will strike quickly if it means she has something to gain.”
Sylvanas paused to consider that. She leaned back in her seat and tapped the flat of the knife against her opposite palm, studying Jaina for a moment. “Four months, then. At which point, your mother’s power base will be irreparably damaged, and you will have very little to inherit except empty titles.”
She laid the facts out so casually, so matter-of-fact that Jaina’s mind reeled. Shaking her head, Jaina said, “Then I guess whatever we do, we should make sure it happens in less than four months.”
Sylvanas smiled, but it was cold and held no mirth. “That would be for the best.”
Reaching into a fold of her cloak, Sylvanas pulled out the whetstone Jaina had bought for her as a wedding gift. Jaina blinked at the sight of it. Sylvanas lifted the lid, which she placed aside on the writing table, and settled the stone before her.
“Sylvanas?” Jaina asked.
“Hmm?”
“Theoretically speaking,” Jaina began very slowly, trying to ignore the sinking feeling in her stomach even as she said the words aloud, “what would happen if I did lose everything except my titles? To us, I mean.”
Sylvanas went very still. She turned in her seat to face Jaina fully, and her tone was very serious when she said, “If you think that I would let you go over something so petty, then you are gravely mistaken.”
“I don’t think ‘petty’ accurately describes the scale of the situation,” Jaina replied dryly, though for all her feigned sarcasm she wrung her hands.
“No, I suppose not,” Sylvanas murmured. She met Jaina’s gaze and held it. “Nevertheless, I have no intention of ending this union regardless of what happens. Unless it was what you wanted.”
Jaina shook her head and replied, “No. That’s not what I want.”
“I’m glad to hear it.” Sylvanas’ eyes gleamed with a hint of her usual teasing air. “Because it would seem I quite like you, Lady Proudmoore.”
Despite the solemnity of the situation, somehow Sylvanas always managed to make her laugh. A tired, begrudging kind of laugh, but a relieved one all the same. It alleviated some of the weight Jaina seemed to have swallowed ever since that courier had arrived, breathless, on their doorstep bearing portentous news.
It wasn’t a grand declaration of love, but it was exactly what Jaina needed to hear.
Sylvanas turned back to the whetstone and began to sharpen the little blade. As she worked, Jaina picked up the ivory lid of the box. “You still have this?”
“Of course, I do. I use it often,” Sylvanas replied, not looking up from where she was sliding the edge of the blade over the whetstone’s fine grain. Again and again. A smooth practiced motion.
Jaina turned the lid to read the inscription. It felt so odd to be able to read it at all, now; an oddly nostalgic reminder of how far she had come since that day in the shops of Silvermoon City with Ithedis.
“Prey hung is prey skinned,” she murmured the words in High Thalassian. What was it he had said the idiom was supposed to represent? Alternative solutions to a single problem?
She blinked. She repeated the idiom again.
One of Sylvanas’ ears angled towards the sound, but she only inspected the edge of her little knife. “I remember my mother used to say that to me when I was a child. Back when she would take me hunting in the Eversong Forest.”
“That’s it,” Jaina breathed.
At that, Sylvanas frowned in puzzlement and glanced up. “What?”
Jaina used the lid to point at her, “You once told me that if Zul’Aman fell, then the Amani would fall.”
“They’re not attacking from Zul’Aman, they’re -” Sylvanas stopped. The same thought Jaina had just a moment ago threaded its way through her head, and Jaina could see the realisation dawning in her eyes. A smile crossed Sylvanas’ face, slow and dangerous and predatory. “They’re not at Zul’Aman.”
A feeling of hopeful triumph welled up in Jaina’s chest. “No. They’re feeding troops and supplies to the Zandalari, and now they’ve revealed their hand.”
With sharp expert movements, Sylvanas trimmed the end of her quill and tucked the knife away once more. She dipped the nib in ink and pulled a fresh sheet of parchment towards her.
Jaina cocked her head to read over Sylvanas’ shoulder. “So, we have a plan?”
Sylvanas kept writing, a frantic scribble of Thalassian across the page. “We have a plan. We send the fleet in. All of it. We make an absolute spectacle of ourselves. And while they think they’ve distracted us, we have Vereesa take the real prize.”
Sylvanas tossed her quill aside onto the desk, where it blotted ink upon the wood. Not bothering to sand the page, she folded the slip of paper up and stamped it with the Windrunner seal on wine-coloured wax. Then, Sylvanas stood. Holding up the letter, she bared her teeth in a fierce smile. “How would you like to put on a thrilling performance with me?”
The wax seal was hot enough that it still dripped along the missive. Jaina had to tamp down the bubble of hope and fear in her chest. She couldn’t summon a smile, but her tone was firm when she answered, “I think I’d like that very much.”
--
Mustering Silvermoon’s full fleet and sailing to Kul Tiras itself took two weeks. And that didn’t include all of the other preparations that needed to be done.
Jaina’s first port of call was to invite Kael’thas to her offices at the Academy.
She and Magistrix Elosai rose from their seats when he swept into the room, his gold phoenix pauldrons no less resplendent than Jaina remembered. Ithedis shut the door behind him, and Kael’thas paid him no heed. Instead, the Prince smiled as Jaina and Elosai bowed to him.
“Thank you for agreeing to this audience, Your Majesty,” Jaina said as she straightened.
“Not at all! Not at all!” Without waiting for the offer, he strode to the spare seat beside Elosai across the desk, and sat. “I was on my way to Dalaran for business anyway. How can I help? Your office's look much better by the way. Very honey.”
Once he was seated, Jaina and Elosai resumed their own seats. Jaina was very careful not to let hers creak, and Elosai seemed to breathe a sigh of relief.
“I’m sure you’ve heard the news from Boralus,” Jaina began, lacing her fingers atop the desk.
Kael’thas nodded gravely. “My deepest sympathies. I hope your mother will be back on her feet soon. Though I must admit, I’m puzzled as to why you would ask me to here to discuss military matters.”
Jaina gestured between him and Elosai, “Actually, it’s about something the two of you can do for me. Magistrix,” she turned to Elosai, “how many mages did you end up sending to Boralus for the craftsman trade?”
“Sixty two,” Elosai answered without hesitation.
“And that’s what I’m here about.” Drawing in a deep breath, Jaina announced, “I need them. All sixty two of them, and any additional Magisters you can spare for the siege.”
There followed a stunned silence.
“I’m sorry,” Kael’thas leaned forward in his seat with a polite little chuckle, “But I thought I just heard you say that you need Academy mages for a siege on foreign lands. Surely, I am mistaken.”
Shaking her head, Jaina replied, “No, you heard me correctly, Your Majesty. It is standard practice for every ship to carry two battlemages and four healers. The enemy will have blanketed the surrounding area with a suppression field to ensure we cannot teleport in and out of the city, else their siege would be meaningless.”
“So, you want to use the mages already within the city, and strengthen your own numbers aboard the fleet.” Nodding in understanding, Kael’thas leaned back in his chair and crossed his legs. “While I applaud your tactics, Lady Proudmoore, I cannot help you.”
“I know this is unorthodox, Your Majesty, but -”
“Lady Proudmoore, this is beyond unorthodox. It is illegal. I simply cannot be seen to meddle in military affairs. It is out of my hands. I’m sorry.” He held out his hands, palms up, to drive his point home. “The law is very clear that -”
Pinching the bridge of her nose, Jaina only just managed to hold back a groan. “I know. I know. And I wouldn’t ask if this weren’t important.”
“You did not let me finish,” Kael’thas continued with that same air of infuriating calm. He even turned his hand over and inspected his nails. “The law is very clear, my Lady, that I, as the Sovereign Lord of the civilian government, cannot order the Magistrix to do anything involving military matters.”
“Then how does that -?” Jaina cut herself off suddenly. She blinked. She looked from Kael’thas to Elosai. Slowly, she asked, “Magistrix, can I ask you a theoretical question?”
Elosai clasped her hands together in her lap. “You may.”
Clearing her throat, Jaina tried to sound aloof when she said, “Hypothetically speaking, if the Ranger-General were to, say, declare a set period of martial law, would Falthrien Academy fall under the usual civilian functions of government?”
Elosai’s eyes flickered to Kael’thas, as if searching for some kind of reaction from him. He pretended to fuss over his nails.
With a cool careful tone, Elosai answered, “Yes. While our government does not have martial law in that sense, I believe there are provisions for a Regent Lord to take control of both the military and civic branches. For a short time, of course.”
“Of course,” Jaina repeated, feeling slightly faint. This time when she shifted in her seat, she couldn’t keep the squeak at bay, and Kael’thas frowned at the source of the noise. “Uh -?” Jaina said. “How long exactly is ‘a short period of time’?”
--
“You’ve gone mad.”
Jaina followed Sylvanas through Goldenbough Manor’s foyer, carrying an armful of paperwork she had painstakingly gathered over the last sleepless three days. “Sylvanas, please. Just hear me out -”
Sylvanas stormed upstairs from the main floor, her cloak flaring behind her. She did not turn as she said, “I won’t do it.”
A piece of paper almost fluttered from the top of the stack in her hands, and Jaina had to snatch it back into place as she half jogged after Sylvanas up the stairs. “It’s -- oh, blast -- It’s completely legal! I checked over everything! I even had a lawyer go over it.”
“I don’t care if it’s legal. I don’t want to be Regent Lord,” Sylvanas growled. She continued up the next set of stairs, winding her way up towards her private study.
“It’s only for six months,” Jaina reminded her, pausing on the side of the stairwell parallel to where Sylvanas stood. She craned her neck back to look up at her.
“Forgive me. I should have been more specific,” Sylvanas drawled, pausing momentarily to grip the bannister and snap down at Jaina. “I don’t want to be Regent Lord for any length of time!”
Sylvanas quickened her step, taking the stairs two at a time, so that Jaina had to raise her voice to make sure she was heard as Sylvanas gained ground on her. “You said we were going to take everything! That we were going to make a spectacle of ourselves! Mages are great at spectacles!”
Sylvanas did not stop.
“We can’t use the mages without them being a part of the military, otherwise they’re hors de combat!” Jaina called after her.
When Sylvanas did not slow her pace, moving further away, Jaina yelled up the stairs, “We need more artillery!”
The sound of those footsteps stopped. Jaina held her breath, then hurried up the stairs to find Sylvanas standing, stock still, on the stairwell to the third floor. She was facing away, her shoulders tense, her long ears alert and wary, only the curve of her cheek visible around the wave of her golden hair.
Jaina slowed her approach until she stood just a step below. One of Sylvanas’ ears twitched, an irate flick, and she asked, “I can abdicate at any time?”
“At any time,” Jaina confirmed. She patted the stack of papers. “It says so right here, in clause one hundred and twenty two, subsection four.”
For a moment, Sylvanas did and said nothing. Then, she sighed. Her shoulders drooped. She turned and sat on the step, elbows on her knees and face in her hands. Not knowing quite what to do, Jaina slowly sat down next to her.
“And Kael’thas was alright with this?” Sylvanas asked, her voice muffled somewhat by her hands.
“It was kind of his idea.”
Sylvanas groaned. “Don’t say that. That’s even worse.”
Balancing the papers on her knees, Jaina patted Sylvanas on the back.
Finally, Sylvanas looked up, dragging her hands down her face as she did so. She stared glumly down the stairwell. “I’m never going to hear the end of this from the Council.”
--
Every ship had no less than five mages apiece. At night while the ships sailed towards Kul Tiras, Jaina was supposed to be sleeping in her officer’s cabin. Instead she sat at the small writing desk on one side of the cabin, reading by candlelight, while Sylvanas slept in the bed behind her.
The Dawn Runner creaked. The slat of arched windows along the stern admitted a pale sliver of watery moonlight. Beyond, the waves lapped against the hull, and she could hear footsteps above her, crewmembers maintaining their vigil through the night. They were sounds she was so accustomed to, she often fell asleep more easily with them present.
She went over her notes. Again and again. They had drawn the battle plan extensively on the larger sheets of parchment that were spread across the table of the Great Cabin above her, but she also kept more detailed figures and scribbles in her personal notebook. She and Lor’themar and the other flag officers had gone over the plan until they could recite it by heart.
Now however, they were less than two days away from Boralus, and Jaina could not for the life of her sleep.
She rubbed at the dark circles beneath her eyes, and blinked away a blur at the edge of her vision. Focusing, Jaina turned back two pages and started over from the beginning.
She didn’t hear Sylvanas’ approach, and jumped when she felt hands on her shoulders.
“You should sleep,” Sylvanas murmured.
“I will,” Jaina lied, turning her attention back to her notebook. “In a bit. I promise.”
“You said that two hours ago.”
When Jaina made no move to stand, Sylvanas sighed. Those hands began to undo her braid, slowly unfettering Jaina’s long blonde hair and running her fingers through it. Sylvanas pushed Jaina’s hair aside to lay a gentle kiss along the back of her neck.
“You’ll go grey if you worry like this all the time,” Sylvanas’ words were a brush of lips against skin.
In spite of herself, Jaina shivered. Sylvanas did not scrape her teeth or bite down, keeping her touch light. It became more and more difficult for Jaina to concentrate, and slowly she lowered the book onto the table, her head leaning to one side to allow Sylvanas better access.
“Come to bed,” Sylvanas whispered against her neck. Her voice held a slight husk that Jaina could never refuse.
Jaina let herself be guided across the cabin. Sylvanas pressed her against the sheets, gentle -- far too gentle for Jaina’s tastes. Not tonight of all nights, when it felt like she was carrying around an anchor with her wherever she went, a heavy dread that settled in the pit of her stomach and threatened to drag her down to the bottom of the sea.
Sylvanas took her time stripping Jaina of her admiralty garb. Every time Jaina tried to deepen a kiss, or rock against Sylvanas’ thigh, or clutch Sylvanas’ arms in a white-knuckled grip, Sylvanas would pause. She would soften the kiss. She would press a hand against Jaina’s hips to still them. She would stroke Jaina’s hair until Jaina loosened her grip.
Her limbs felt like liquid by the time Sylvanas slipped two fingers inside of her. Jaina whimpered into a kiss, against the softness of Sylvanas’ mouth and tongue.
Sylvanas fingered her slowly and gently, never increasing her pace until Jaina gasped, “Please. Please just -”
Sylvanas pressed the heel of her palm against her, allowing Jaina to grind down against that broad flat pressure. She did not speed up, no matter how much Jaina begged in broken whispers and mumbled half phrases, until Jaina came not with a cry, but with a relieved sigh, head turned against the sheets.
Trembling and breathing heavily, Jaina rolled over as Sylvanas lay down beside her. An arm snaked around Jaina’s waist, tugging her closer until her head was tucked beneath Sylvanas’ chin and their legs tangled together.
Jaina gave Sylvanas’ flank a weak squeeze. “I should return the favour.”
“Shh.” Sylvanas murmured into her hair. “You can. After we win.”
“But -” Jaina protested, even as he eyes grew heavy-lidded.
“Go to sleep.”
--
Early the next morning, Jaina was still a nervous fidgeting wreck, standing atop the quarterdeck. It had started to rain, and the slash of water against the windows their cabin had woken her. Despite the warmth and comfort of Sylvanas’ arms, Jaina had slipped from bed and gotten dressed, braiding back her hair, and going topside to pace.
Which meant that by the time their fleet met a section of her mother’s fleet, Jaina was drenched.
The moment she saw her mother boarding The Runner, Jaina strode right for her and did not stop until she had enveloped Katherine in a hard, desperate hug.
Katherine placed one hand around Jaina’s back and held her close. “You’re soaked, my dear.”
“And you’re alive,” Jaina breathed into her mother’s shoulder.
Katherine chuckled softly. “It will take a lot more than a few cannons to put me out of the fight.”
After a long moment, Jaina finally stepped away and led her mother towards the Great Cabin, where Lor’themar, Sylvanas, and Ithedis were waiting. As they walked, she stole a few glances aside. Katherine walked with the same surety she always did. By all appearances, she looked exactly the same, but for the fact that one sleeve of her admiralty greatcoat had been pinned up against her shoulder. Jaina swallowed at the sight and had to look away.
Katherine noticed, but said nothing.
When they entered the Great Cabin, Lor’themar bowed. “Welcome aboard, Lord Admiral. The ship is yours.”
“And a fine ship it is, too,” Katherine remarked, making a point of admiring the combination of elven and human craftsmanship. “Admiral Theron, I presume?”
Straightening, he nodded, “Indeed.”
“My daughter spoke very highly of you in her letters.” Katherine approached the planning table, giving Sylvanas a respectful nod. “General. Or should I say Regent Lord?”
Sylvanas grimaced. “Please don't.”
At that Katherine smiled. “I’m glad to see you looking well.”
“And you.” Sylvanas held out a hand. “May I help you with your coat?”
“Thank you, that would be wonderful,” Katherine sighed. Sylvanas stepped forward and helped her shrug out of the wet greatcoat, hanging it to dry on a rack by the door, while Jaina did the same with her own greatcoat.
The sleeve of Katherine’s white button-down shirt had been tied just above the elbow. As she circled the war table, she tugged the sleeve a bit tighter, though her full attention seemed to be on the plans and maps they had drawn up before she arrived.
“Right,” Katherine said briskly, pulling a few of the charts to reveal another map beneath. “Let’s get straight to the point, shall we? Tell me the plan.”
They told her the plan. In detail. Answering every query she sent their way with diagrams and charts and explanations until she at last seemed satisfied.
Eyebrows rising, Katherine’s expression shifted to appreciative. “I like it. Shall we send them to a watery grave, then? I feel rather vengeful of late.”
“I can’t imagine why,” Sylvanas said dryly with a pointed look at the half empty sleeve of Katherine’s coat, pinned up to her shoulder.
“Oh, this?” Katherine shrugged her shoulder. “Nothing a spot of tea can’t cure.”
At that, Ithedis, who had been silently guarding the door, opened it and said to the middy outside, “Tea for the Lord Admiral.”
Tea was served, but only Katherine, Jaina, and Lor'themar took a cup. Sylvanas demurred, and Ithedis shook his head when offered.
Tea in hand, Katherine sat with them around the war table. She gestured with her cup towards the maps. “You know this will only work if we win tomorrow. Zul'Aman will fall, but if we lose so too will Boralus.”
“Then I suggest we win, ma'am,” Lor'themar quipped.
Sipping at her tea, Katherine eyed him over the rim of her cup. She leaned to one side and said to Jaina without lowering her voice in the slightest, “I like him. Would you be terribly angry if poached him from you?”
Across the table, Sylvanas smiled and said in a politely tone, “With all due respect, Lord Admiral, find your own fucking officers.”
Katherine laughed.
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Jaina did not sleep much better that night. She tried this time, but lay awake, staring at the dark-washed boards overhead.
They were all up early, walking the various decks, overseeing preparations. The dawn was a suggestion of light on the horizon through a blanket of cloud. The overcast weather of Kul Tiras had been the norm for a week now, and the elven crew members were bundled up in their fur-trimmed coats and cloaks, cursing the cold in their native tongue.
Sylvanas wore the cloak Jaina had made for her, a grey as steely as the sky above. She conversed with the mages under her command, dispersing information across the fleet through a series of portals that all branched from the flagship. Meanwhile Jaina stood with her mother and Lor’themar on the quarterdeck a few paces away, listening with half an ear to what the other two were saying.
She couldn’t concentrate. Her stomach was too busy trying to relieve itself of the breakfast Ithedis had insisted she eat an hour earlier. She worried her lower lip between her teeth and fiddled with the pendant at her neck, watching the familiar coastline for the sight of Boralus.
All too soon, it came. Jaina’s breath caught in her chest. She rose up on her toes to better see as they rounded the coast and brought the harbour into view. She had a suppress an icy lance of fear at what she saw.
Ships. Hundreds of Zandalari ships. All of them clustered in the harbour, shelling the walls.
Irrationally, Jaina had hoped the scouting reports had been wrong. Now, faced with the enormity of their circumstances, knowing what they could lose if this did not work, Jaina struggled to fight back a tremble from her fingers.   
In the distance, more ships loomed, forming a long line right towards their own. For a moment, Jaina tensed with apprehension before she saw the flags of the Proudmoore Admiralty streaming from the main mast.
Too late, the Zandalari realised what was happening. The two fleets, elven and human, linked together like a chain with the other half of Katherine's fleet, encircling the Zandalari ships against the natural harbour of Boralus.
As soon as the trap was sprung, Sylvanas barked an order over her shoulder towards one of the mages. The Zandalari fired their long cannons, but even their deadly accuracy was no good at this distance. Cannon balls splashed just out of reach, but close enough that Jaina flinched. Beside her, Katherine never even blinked.
Jaina made herself stand a little straighter. They had planned for this. They were expecting this. The only way the enemy fleet would escape now would be by punching a hole through their line and sailing through, but even that would force them to cross the T and expose their prows to a full on broadside assault.
So long as everything else went according to plan, they should be fine.
The Zandalari readjusted their aim and fired again. This time, their shamans imbued the guns, and as the cannon balls streaked towards them through the air, Jaina could sense the crackle of magical energy pushing their trajectory further.
As one, two of the mages on each ship raised their hands, their eyes flaring with blue light. The enemy fire slammed against arcane shields in a cascade of purple-white sparks, iron and steel shattering into pieces and falling into the ocean before reaching the ships.
Stalking towards the remaining three mages, Sylvanas snapped a series of orders in Thalassian, “Ready for the push! Who has eyes on the leylines?”
“They need another minute to prepare, Regent Lord.”
“I told you not to call me that,” Sylvanas growled.
“Sorry, General.”
Katherine watched the interaction with mild interest, asking Jaina, “Everything alright?”
“It’s fine,” Jaina replied. “Keep our distance. They’re not ready along the battlements yet.”
With a stiff nod, Katherine turned to Lor’themar and lowered her voice to discuss their next move. He nodded, then reached into his coat for a telescope, which he extended and then peered through.
“Just under four thousand metres, ma’am,” he answered whatever question Katherine had answered.
“Bring them in closer,” Katherine ordered.
Eyes widening, Jaina turned to stare at her. Lor’themar was already delivering orders to his next in command, the order flowing through the ranks, flags waving to notify the other ships.
“Mother,” Jaina hissed, stepping closer so nobody else could hear. “What are you doing?”
“Moving into position.”
“But they’re not ready yet!”
Katherine gave her daughter a tight smile that did not touch her eyes. “You are very intelligent, Jaina, but it’s obvious you haven’t seen a real battle before. We need to be in place when we’re needed, not after we’re needed.”
“But -!” Jaina bit back her objections. She grit her teeth and gazed out across the harbour at the Zandalari fleet trapped by circumvallation against Boralus.  
Another round of cannon fire. And another. Jaina couldn’t stop the flash of fear like a shock through her system every time they careened towards The Runner, only to be deflected once more. Though the distance was starting to close between them, the two fleets were still far enough apart that Jaina could not make out individuals manning the opposite ships.
“This feels so -” Jaina pressed a hand against her stomach as if holding back a retch curdling there. “- impersonal.”
“Trust me, my dear, it’s plenty personal,” Katherine said darkly.
“We have eyes!” Sylvanas called towards Katherine, Lor’themar, and Jaina over the sound of cannon fire and magic strike.
“In Common, please!” Katherine yelled back. “Some of us don’t speak Thalassian!”
Sylvanas repeated it again in Common, and Katherine nodded. “Take them away, then!”
Whirling back around, Sylvanas walked behind the line of mages, delivering orders with a stern expression, hands held officiously behind her back. One of the elven mages held open a line of communications with the rest of the fleet, as well as with the Magisters sequestered along the battlements.
Jaina held her breath. The enemy fleet were readying their guns again, and the pair of mages tasked with defending each of their ships were beginning to look strained. In the distance, the great walls of Boralus stood steadfast. She watched them in dreaded anticipation, waiting.
A crack appeared on the walls. A thin line of white.
Jaina inhaled sharply. The line spread, branching out, connecting at central points to create a spiderweb network of leylines that glowed and thrummed with arcane power.
“Now!” Sylvanas ordered.
Jaina had done the maths. Over and over, she had checked to make sure. Five mages per ship at seventy four ships. Two for defensive manoeuvres. Three for offensive. Including sixty two mages on the battlements. It was enough. Surely, it was enough.
She felt a speck of rain. Jaina looked up to the sky. Storm clouds brewed overhead, a concentrated churn of darkness directly over the enemy fleet. Thunder rumbled, followed by a flash of lightning.
The harbour boiled with waves, whipped to a frenzy by the rising gale. They were close enough now that Jaina could just see trolls scurrying across the decks of their ships, shouting, trying to trim their sail, trying to raise shields or counteract the spell with only two shamans apiece against the growing onslaught.
The leylines imbued into Boralus’ defensive walls seared with power. They created a barrier reinforced by mages and Tidesages that rose up into the sky, towering over the city and protecting it from the howling storm centred over the enemy fleet. Meanwhile, the Zandalari ships were swept further into the harbour, crashing against one another before careening against the walls themselves in a splinter of wood -- damaged, but not yet sunk.
The storm was already beginning to fade, the gusts of wind slowly dwindling as the mages’ combined strength faltered under the weight of such a spell. The human and elven fleet remained on the very edges of the tempest that darkened the sky, encircling the harbour like great sharks, waiting for the first hint of blood.
Jaina chewed at her lower lip until she tasted a copper tang. Over the gale, she could barely hear her mother and Lor’themar deliberating over the timing of their attack. At her side, Ithedis remained silent and stalwart, polearm in hand, shield at the ready.
Sylvanas strode towards her across the quarterdeck. She grasped Jaina’s shoulder, and asked, “Are you ready?”
“I - I need a second,” Jaina mumbled, unable to tear her eyes away from the ships battered against the walls.
“You don’t have a second,” Sylvanas spoke in a gentle murmur. “You need to act now.”
Steadying herself with a deep breath, Jaina nodded.
Sylvanas’ grip tightened in a comforting squeeze before she let her arm fall. “You’re going to do great. Just like we planned.”
Jaina could feel a fine tremble running down her arms. She swallowed, and turned back towards the harbour. Taking a step forward and another, Jaina approached the side of the ship until she was standing right at the edge, peering down the long drop to the water below.
Closing her eyes, Jaina reached up to touch the pendant at her neck. As she grasped at arcane magic, the stone seared against her skin, so cold it burned. It filled her to the brim with a savage clarity until she winced. Gritting her teeth, Jaina held it fast and scanned the dark waters writhing below.
There. A spark buried in the ocean’s depths. One hand clenched around the pendant at her neck, Jaina reached with the other, holding it out over the side of the ship. She stretched out her fingers and then grasped them together, seizing that spark for herself and wrenching it up to the surface.
She felt a great tug against her own chest, like pulling a line attached to her ribcage. With a shudder, Jaina tightened her hold. That spark rose up, rushing from the vast deep darkness in a blaze of crystalline white.
A wind rose from the south, billowing the sails, catching the edges of her greatcoat with cold fingers. She could feel the stone sapping the magic from through her hand, drawing out every last drop. The spark unfurled. Piece by piece, then all at once, a great surging wave that roared to the surface.
Ice formed along the water. Choppy waves curled into the air, and did not fall, hanging in place like snow-capped mountaintops. Jaina breathed heavily, eyes clenched shut. She could feel the snap of sleet at her skin even through the heavy layers of her greatcoat. The sea groaned at her feet into a solid sheet of ice that pinned the Zandalari fleet against the city walls.
“That’s enough.”
The words were a faint whisper at the very edge of sound. Jaina heard them as if through the shriek of blizzard. Arcane energy thrummed through her, drowning out all else until she could hardly breathe, until the ice seemed to well up in her throat and choke her from within. Something thick and warm dripped from her chin.
A hand at her shoulder made her flinch, but she did not open her eyes. She heard Sylvanas’ voice, “Jaina. That’s enough.”
With a gasp, Jaina released the spell. She opened her eyes. The entire harbour gleamed, a field of frost so thick she could march a battalion across it. Slowly, the water began to move again, and she could hear the ship beneath her fall back into the waves with a heave that made everyone on board stagger.
She caught herself on the railing. Looking up, she watched the ice recede all the way to the walls, then stop. The leylines continued to glow, the Magisters atop the walls holding the spell in place so that the Zandalari fleet remained, immobilised.
With shaking fingers, Jaina reached up to wipe at the blood that had dripped from her nose. She turned to find Sylvanas and the others at her with something like awe on their faces.
Katherine was the first to look away. Wordlessly, she held out her hand to Lor’themar, who immediately handed her his telescope. Lifting it to one of her eyes, she peered down its length at the enemy’s position.
“Admiral Theron.”
“Yes, ma’am?”
Katherine lowered the telescope and pressed it shut against her thigh with one hand. She handed it back to him. “Flank them broadside, and then blast these bastards back to hell.”
Lor’themar smiled, a fierce smile, and took back the telescope. “With pleasure.”
The ships closed in, pushed quickly along with favourable winds summoned by the mages aboard. Arranged in a long line, the began to fire and did not stop. Three hundred rounds of forty two pound shots every five minutes from each ship in a constant barrage that made the air shake from the din.
Great shards of wood splintered from the enemy fleet. Their ships all but disintegrated beneath the bombardment. Trolls were abandoning ship en masse. They clambered from the sides of their hulls or jumped off, scrambling away across the ice and fleeing towards land.
“Where are they going?” Jaina asked.
Sylvanas wasn’t even looking at where Jaina indicated when she replied, “North, to hide behind their trenching.”
“Then shouldn’t we go after them?” Jaina pressed. “Launch an attack by land! Chase them down and -! Why are you smiling?”
Sylvanas shook her head with a soft laugh. “Jaina, we won.”
“But Vereesa still has to invade Zul’Aman! And those trolls there are -!”
Sylvanas kissed her. Right there atop the quarterdeck in plain view. She cupped Jaina’s face in her hands and kissed her breathless until Jaina went weak in the knees and clung to Sylvanas’ shoulders.
Pulling away just enough to lean their foreheads together, Sylvanas repeated almost in disbelief, “We won.”
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𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝒶𝓅𝓅 ( reese witherspoon. cisfem, she/her, light on + maggie rogers. ) i heard CONSTANCE GODFREY singing the other night, though it didn’t sound like english… it’s so admirable that someone who’s only 46 can sing latin so fluently! heard they hang out with those LUX CIRCLE, that must be because they’re a CURATOR at THE GUGGENHEIM. i always see them going home to BROOKLYN by CAR under the moonlit night. (gracie,24,she/her,est) *godfrey leader, *eliot wc 
hello its gracie here with my second small blonde ready to ruin your life or adopt you. Bio and info below the cut! Like and i will slide into your dms. 
The house, she tells you, sits on a vital magical nexus and must remain with the family. You are ten years old, and it is cold. You do not want to be shivering in the yard waiting for the moon to slip into exactly the correct position to foretell the sex of your expected younger sibling. You definitely do not want a younger sibling, you and your older sister are enough. Huffing with the impertinence of childhood, you whine louder, but stop at the sharp words from your father. He likes your sister better, she’s smarter and more adept than you are. You want to resent her but are unable. She is all starlight and laughter, winking at you from across the circle, she makes you feel like you belong. She does not treat magic with the same deistic reverence your parents do, almost as if they are afraid of what they can do. No, Cassandra casts with love and enthusiasm, and she teaches you to delight in the possibility of the world. You don’t know what she plays with the nights she stays out later, you believe her when she says the scars were accidents. And two years later when she heads off to school, you somehow know she will never come back. Eliot grips your hand, unable to understand why everyone is so upset. You vow never to leave him. Magic, you learn, is about balance. 
Steady Constance, once a command, a warning, became a mantra. You are steady like the river, feeling the pull of the tide in your bones and the rush of the water through your veins. Always moving, always going, but always constantly there. You stay in the city, get a degree in Art History your mother scoffs at. You try to bring some joy to the house, the coven. You teach Eliot to delight in the wonder of the world around you. Magic is not something to be feared, but loved. If you can love it for what it is, not fear it, if you are allowed to revel in the majesty - perhaps less and less witches will be drawn to the darker aspects. Defensive doesn’t mean weak, and teaching them to fear themselves will only drive more away. Your parents balk at this suggestion, but steadfast you remain. Steady does not mean boring, life can be beautiful and you wish to know it all. Heartbreak and sadness, exaltation and bliss. It all matters, and you want to revel in it all. Your sister doesn’t invite you to her wedding, and she does not come to your mother’s funeral. You only learn of your niece’s existence in a dream, and you aren’t entirely sure it is true. There’s a man who’s laughter reminds you of your sister, you let yourself fall for him. When your brother’s heart breaks, you let him tattoo the constellations on your back. Upon your father’s death, the last of the old way dies with him. In your first hours as leader, Eliot tattoos the upright empress tarot card from the deck your sister sent for your 15th birthday on your forearm. Family, you learn, is the most important thing to cherish. 
You were not born to rule, and certainly not to lead. The anxiety and pressure nearly kill you that first year and you try to find time to delight in your children. Balance, that crucial piece of any magic, is much more difficult. Your desire to live and feel everything remain, and you give a bit of yourself to every witch or lost soul who walks through your door. Each individual you take in carries a piece of your heart with them when they go, and they return like the warmth of the sun peeking out from behind a cloud. You become the mother to them you wish you had - drink water, wear sunscreen, have you eaten today, come sit and tell me what happened. Steady like the river, steady like the seasons, steady like the perennials in the back garden. And there is the world outside your door to deal with, factions and politics and ancient feuds begun by those whose names no one can remember. It is, frankly, exhausting. And something has to give. You blink and your babies are not babies but boys, the older twin tugging on the strings of memory with the smirk like your sister’s, his brother following adoringly like you always did. You cannot give them as much as you need, you cannot be everything for everyone. But by god, do you try. You feel her magic begin to stir from the other side of the continent and learn of your sister’s death from a lawyer. And so, for the first time in your life - you cross the river and head west. The child you find in this arid land wears far too much sorrow for her age, jumps at shadows and flinches at her own power. For a flicker of a moment, you understand the draw to that dark offensive magic, the anger for the brother in law you never knew filling you with such an intensity it scares you. But you are steady, and you hold her shaking hand the entirety of the plane ride. The last of that terrifying rage vanishes as you watch your niece almost smile at her first spell. Leadership, you learn, requires sacrifice. 
But no matter how steady you are, things still break. And sometimes - they completely shatter. You should have seen this coming, you should have recognized the signs. He was so like her, curiosity and boldness. Had you paid more attention to your own children instead of spreading yourself thin among all the coven, you could have stopped it. Maybe your parents were right, maybe magic should be feared, or at the very least you should have told him the possibility of fear. But your son left, left you and his twin and everything, and it feels as if one of your lungs has been ripped out. His brother pulls away from you too, not to the dark, but into himself. You should have told them, should not have spared them from the cruel truth of the aunt they never got to meet. She died because she pushed too far, threw off the balance. And magic, you have always known, requires balance. Now you fear he is headed the same way and you will move heaven and earth to prevent this. You feel more unsteady these days, plagued by an irrational fear that the river will run dry or the house will fall down. You try to delegate, to learn to let others help you with the wider world order as you struggle to maintain the family ties you still have. Steadiness, you learn, often demands loss. TL/DR : constance is the mama bear who is literally just doing her fucking best. Think molly weasley specifically in the ‘not my daughter you bitch’ mode combined with sandra bullock in practical magic (gracie you’ve mentioned this in BOTH do you maybe only know one witchy movie? Yes ok midnight margs forever). She has never touched dark magic, nor would she actively seek to harm another. But she will fight you and the entire PTA to protect those she loves - the embodiment of ‘do no harm but take no shit’. Curses like a fucking sailor because she’s a fucking lady. The house is in Prospect Park, an old victorian mansion that is for sure haunted, the door is literally always open. Witch, werewolf, vampire, hunter, human, whatever you are, you are welcome if your intentions are pure or if you really just need help. She has two poodles named Artemis & Apollo and they are the biggest attention whores, will follow anyone around the house for pets. 
Wanted plots: Gimme all the collected children please! Other founding family leaders that Constance has to interact with. Someone to threaten her children/family. Friends! Exes! If anyone wants another character we would LOVE a husband/partner/baby daddy.
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Crushing Waters [Part 4]
Hahahahaha my fingers hurt so much
Part 1 & Part 3 
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“Gross,” He admitted, frowning. His mouth felt and tasted really weird. He shook his head and groaned as the room spun around them rapidly, fingernails digging into the blanket someone-was it Allura? Pidge? He sniffed the blanket, it was Pidge-had thrown around him. He felt something tear under his nails, “Feels like I just got run over and dunked in a river.”
Lance blearily looked over to a fuming Keith. He frowned, “Can we please use our inside voices?” He mumbled, curling up contentedly in Hunk’s lap, tucking his head under his best friend’s chin. Damn, Hunk smelled really good? Like yeah, he never smelled bad before, but for some reason Hunk smelled like coconuts, vanilla and hydrangea blossoms. How the heck did he get those out here in space? Lance tried to bring his head back to what he’d been saying, “I kinda got a really bad headache, my dude.”
Keith looked a little guilty, stalking over to sit beside Hunk on the couch, keeping is purple-navy blue? Lance thinks there’s some blue in there, is that gold? Weird, he can see a bunch more colours in Keith’s eyes now and, oh gosh, those pores did not look good-eyes on Lance. Keith frowned, shifting to make himself more comfortable as Shiro came to sit next to him, Allura and Pidge on the other side of Hunk. Coran had left to go grab Lance something to eat, something with more carbohydrates, rich in fats for energy after Lance’s transformation.
Shiro smiled and Lance was immediately enraptured, double slitted blue eyes blinking up at Shiro in slight wonder. Wow, when did Shiro become that colourful? He’s also got nice skin, what the fuck? What cream was Shiro using for his face, Lance needed to know his secrets, why were Shiro’s teeth so white? “How are you feeling Lance?”
“Gross,” He admitted, frowning. His mouth felt and tasted really weird. He shook his head and groaned as the room spun around them rapidly, fingernails digging into the blanket someone-was it Allura? Pidge? He sniffed the blanket, it was Pidge-had thrown around him. He felt something tear under his nails, “Feels like I just got run over and dunked in a river.”
Keith’s jaw clenched and he looked away from Lance, glaring down at his clenched fists. That was weird. Was Keith in one of his moods? Lance shrugged slightly, leaning comfortably in Hunk’s arms. Shiro seemed to hesitated when Lance yawned, his eyes glued to the blue paladin’s new teeth, shuddering slightly at how sharp they looked. He remembered reading books upon books of prehistoric creatures, and knew that the teeth of the creature from which Lance takes his from, acted much like the blade of a guillotine, slicing through flesh and bone, with a bite force of 80,000 pounds per square inch.
Pidge pushed through, their brown eyes glittering excitedly, “So... Lance,” she began, grin sharp and wide, “What’s the story behind you turning into a big sea beast?”
Lance turned to Pidge, staring at his friend in confusion, his blue eyes glancing down at himself and seeing the sharp nails biting and tearing into the blanket, “Oh...” he trailed off, looking up at Hunk through narrowed eyes before shrugging lightly, “I guess the stories were true then.”
“What stories?” Keith asked impatiently, turning his glare to Lance. The red paladin itched to grab Lance’s shoulders and shake him, demand answers and maybe pull the other into a hug and yell at him for making him-the team worry. 
Lance sluggishly turned back to Keith and sighed, resting his head on Hunk’s chest again, a deep rumble coming from somewhere in his chest when the yellow paladin rubbed Lance’s chilly arms, “’s a long story. Gotta do with a bunch of family history that ‘m too tired to talk about right now.”
Hunk cut in as Lance yawned again, seeing Keith’s anger return to complement his confusion about what was happening, “It’s cool dude, you can rest a bit while Coran gets you some food. I know you’re probably tired from what happened today. I’ll explain in the meantime?” Lance nodded sleepily and waved his hand for Hunk to continue, curling up and allowing his eyes to fall shut for a nap.
Hunk turned his attention back to the rest of the team and motioned for them to stay relatively quiet. Allura was the one to pipe up now, fascination glittering in her two toned eyes as she stared at Lance, “So, what exactly is Lance? You all told me that humans do not have any sort of shape shifting abilities like we Alteans do, so how is it possible for him to change so... drastically?”
Hunk sighed softly and leaned back, arms wrapped around a still too-cold-for-comfort Lance, mulling over where he should begin, before shrugging lightly, “I only really know what I’ve heard from the stories Lance and his family have told me about it, so I’ll try to give you guys as much information as possible...” he trailed off, waiting for everyone to pay attention to him before he began.
“I met Lance the first day that we were both at the Garrison and we became really fast buds. Like super fast, it was crazy, ‘cause both of us have got pretty bad anxiety, as you all know, but that’s not that important to the story,” Hunk began, eyes a little distant and a small smile on his face, “We became so close that Lance invited me over to his family’s place during our first Christmas, since I couldn’t go back home to Hawaii and Lance’s family lived closer after moving to the States.
“His family was really nice. Big, loud, but really nice, and they set you at ease almost instantly. The first few days, we didn’t really do much but help around the house with Christmas preparations-we were both sent to work in the kitchen ‘cause that’s where they needed the most help at the time,” Hunk hummed, allowing himself to get lost in the memories, “It was on the day of Christmas eve that things got a bit... weird, I guess?”
“Weird how?” Pidge interrupted, eyes curious as they placed their head in the palm of their hand, eyeing Lance with a scientific curiosity, as if they wanted to completely look over and test Lance’s new appendages and skin.
Hunk shrugged, “Weird as in we celebrated it at the beach during high tide. The house basically looked over a cliff next to the beach from which you could see the sea or go down to swim in it if you wanted to,” He shook his head and grinned, “It was still a lot of fun though. We spent the day swimming and then at night there was a big bonfire where everyone sat around. It was nice,” he frowned and shrugged, “The weirder part was when Abuela, Lance’s grand mom, started telling us Greek myths and Legends. Did you guys know Lance is part Greek?”
Seeing the others shake their heads in bewilderment, Hunk chuckled and nodded lightly, “Yeah, I didn’t know either. Apparently, according to Abuela and Lance, his great grand mother went to Cuba to make a name for herself, fell in love and got married. At least, that’s what they told me. I get the feeling that Abuela wasn’t being really honest at the time, and now I know she wasn’t because, well,” He gestured to the napping Lance slightly, brow raised, “Anyway, so we spent hours around the bonfire, listening to the old stories and just having a great night.”
Keith frowned and Shiro looked confused, “I don’t see how this has anything to do with how Lance is...” they gestured to him, eyebrows raised and Hunk huffed slightly, shaking his head.
“I wasn’t done, dudes,” He hummed, “So, we’re coming up to the end of the night and Lance tells Abuela to tell me about the legend of Ceto’s children,” Hunk gave the team knowing looks, while Allura just seemed heavily interested in these legends, “Apparently, there have been cases throughout history of sailors throwing women overboard during storms or before voyages to ‘chase away the beast/demons of the sea,” he snorted at their shocked and horrified looks, waving his hand slightly, “It doesn’t happen anymore, but yeah, it was a thing.”
Hunk trailed off, eyes blank with a far away look before he continued speaking, “Basically, the story is about a young priestess who was taken from Poseidon’s temple by looting sailors, who threw her into the sea-weighed down with nothing but stones, because they’d taken all her jewelry and clothing to be sold off for riches-as an offering to Poseidon, so they could avoid his wrath,” Hunk frowned deeply and sighed, “While she was drowning, she called for help from anyone, any deity or sea monster that could hear her and... her call was answered.”
It was silent as Hunk recounted the legend, everyone too interested in it now to interrupt or ask any questions that were burning in their minds, “Ceto was the goddess of the dangers of the ocean and of sea monsters, born from the primordial goddess Gaia-or mother earth- and the primordial god Pontus. She’s apparently known as one of the ancient gods, and birthed all beasts and monsters of the sea. She answered the woman’s call, and turned her into a living embodiment of the sea, turned her into a creature like no other seen before,” Hunk hummed, blinking and turning his attention back to the others, “In the story, Ceto claims the woman as her daughter, and bids her to do what she wishes to the ones who had wronged her... so the woman sunk their ship and drowned the sailors in a fit of madness.”
“Relatable,” Pidge whispered, snickering as the team eyed her, Allura huffing out a slightly amused breath at the green paladin’s words before frowning. 
“What does this legend have to do with Lance?” She asked quizzically, tilting her head to the side and Hunk shrugged.
“The woman wasn’t the last to be sacrificed and changed by the ocean. At the time, I just thought it was some weird myth that wasn’t well known, because I looked everywhere on the internet for it. Whenever I asked Lance about it, he’d get pretty cagey and weird, so I just dropped it after a while. But I think the truth may be a little more closer to home. considering everything that’s happened to Lance,” Hunk admitted, looking down at his snoozing best friend.
Keith looked dumbfounded, “So what you’re trying to tell us is that Lance is some kind of ocean nightmare because of some ancient goddess because he nearly drowned during our mission?” Hunk nodded, and Keith let out a sharp, incredulous laugh, “And you expect us to believe that?”
“It’s the truth,” Hunk huffed, narrowing his deep brown eyes at Keith, “I mean, it makes sense? I don’t think this is something I can tell you concretely is true, but I think Lance is a so called ‘child of Ceto’ now.”
“Or maybe he’s related to one,” Pidge piped up, rolling her eyes at Shiro’s huff, “I mean, who in Lance’s family history was full Greek and went to Cuba and got married and had kids there? His great grandma.”
Shiro shook his head, brain running a mile a minute with all of this new information, “That just can’t be true. Lance has never transformed before when touching or being underwater, plus it’s just not possible? Ceto is a myth, Hunk.”
Allura shook her head, a frown on her face as she looked over Lance, “I am uncertain as to the truth of a myth, but we can clearly see that Lance is, in some form, capable of shifting into a fairly large sea creature, and that it is possibly related to his family’s past,” She hummed, leaning back comfortably in her seat, “I also believe that this is possibly the first time that Lance has shifted, as he has not truly been in life threatening danger near or in water before-if we are to believe that the cause of the shift is due, in part, to the transformation being triggered by some sort of trauma in or around water. It could be that he simply could not transform before today.”
“But that means there’s millions of others like this,” Keith snapped, shaking his head, still not believing everything he’d heard one hundred percent yet, “If they stayed in the water we would have found something like them already, and if they can’t fully revert back to being human-like Lance-then we’d have heard a lot more about weird sea people years ago!”
“That’s not necessarily true either, Keith,” Pidge huffed, shaking her head and tapping her glasses back up the bridge of her nose, “We know more about what’s out here in space than we do about our own earth oceans. Like, we’ve maybe discovered like thirty percent of everything that lives in our oceans, give or take.”
Keith and Shiro sat back, staring at Lance dully as their friend continued to sleep, Shiro gesturing to him, “Why isn’t he completely turned back into human form in that case?”
Hunk frowned, thinking it over before shrugging, “I don’t really know? Maybe it’s because he doesn’t have any control over it because it’s never happened before?”
“It could also be cause by the fact that he is male, while most of the other people this has happened to in your legends were female. It could be because of a difference in gender between the species,” Allura added, sitting on the couch primly as Coran came wandering in, wrinkling her nose at the smell coming off of the large serving tray he had with him.
“Righto! Hunk, could you wake Lance, I’ve brought him food that will help replenish his energy supply after that transformation!” Coran said cheerfully, gesturing to the large pile of unidentifiable goop, wriggling insects, meaty looking substances and milk? “I remember how it was when I was first able to transform! I was as hungry as a starving Yelmore after winter hibernation! I practically stuffed my face with any food I could find within my home at the time! Transforming takes a lot of calories, especially the first one!”
“Thanks Coran!” Hunk said cheerfully, gently nudging Lance awake slowly, “Hey buddy, think you can wake up to eat something?”
Lance groaned, double slitted eyes opening tiredly, blue gaze rolling over the team that was gathered before it landed on the food set down on the coffee table thing. His mouth began to water as the smell his his sensitive nose, immediately sitting up and scrambling to get to the food. He picked up a forkful of the writhing insects, groaning as he took a bite out of them. He ignored the grossed out looks from the others as he chewed and swallowed quickly, turning his attention briefly to a beaming Coran, “This is so good, Coran! Thanks so much.”
“You’re quite welcome my boy!” Coran replied cheerfully, walking to sit beside Allura, who was watching Lance eat curiously, her gaze focused on his teeth and wondering how on earth he was chewing his food at all when his teeth looked like they were sharp shears that could cut easily through prey, but impossible to chew with.
Lance mostly ignored the idle chatter as he ate. He often simply swallowed whole mouthfuls down, finding that it was incredibly difficult to chew on his food, and just wanted to get as much food into himself without going through the hassle of trying to work his teeth in the way he wanted them to. After he was finished, he sighed, leaning back, full and happy. His energy had returned somewhat, and he tuned back into the conversation just as everyone turned their attention back to him.
“Is it true that you’re related to some kind of ancient primordial god?” Lance heard Pidge ask, and sighed lightly, nodding his head.
“Yeah. I mean, it used to be just stories, but I guess some part of me just believed them to be true? Plus there were too many questions that went unanswered about great grandma Dorianna,” He hummed, turning his attention to them lazily, using his new claws to pick his teeth clean.
Keith looked grossed out by it, but who cared? Lance didn’t. He was just tired and wanted to sleep for a month. Shiro was asking a question though, “Is it possible for you to revert back to being completely human in appearance?”
Lance blinked and shrugged lightly, frowning, “I dunno. I guess I could probably, but I’m too tired to try it right now.”
Allura nodded, smiling sympathetically, “Understandable. You’ve been through quite the ordeal today, Lance.”
“Yeah,” Lance chuckled, coughing wetly into his palm with a grimace, “I think I’m gonna go hit the hay, I’m exhausted,” He said, standing up from where he’d seated himself on the floor, eyeing everyone for a few moments to make sure they didn’t want to ask any more questions.
“Sounds good, buddy,” Hunk smiled, interrupting Pidge, Shiro and Keith, who all looked like they really, really had a lot of questions to ask the blue paladin. Lance looked dead on his feet, he was swaying slightly and his eyes were drooping shut, “Want me to come with?”
Lance shivered in the cold air of the castle, and grumbled, nodding his head, “Yeah, it’s kinda cold and I don’t think my room has any sort of heating factor.”
“He’s probably cold blooded right now, like most sea based life,” Pidge mumbled, fingers twitching as if they wanted to write this down in a notebook or on their laptop, eyes shining with the possibilities of finding out more about Lance’s new abilities as a sea person. Shiro eyed her warily as Hunk got off of the couch, he and Lance making their way to the door to leave.
“See you all t’morrow,” Lance yawned, waving to everyone sleepily, slinking off to his room, Hunk in tow. It was silent as the rest of the team watched the two friends go, before Coran cleared his throat and looked to everyone innocently.
“So, anyone mind filling me in on what exactly in going on?”
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