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[daniraevys]

I looked into a mirror It terrified me The one inside the mirror It wasn't me "But I am you," It taunted "Or rather you are me." It laughed A cruel sound I shuddered And took a step back "You can run away, You can hide. But you will never be free From the truth of the prophecy- For you are me And always will be!"

The warnings and prophecy; It terrified me. I wanted to run away But I wasn't free!

#my poetry #writeblr #poetblr #dani's poems #writing

[daniraevys]

i read the picture of dorian gray, now I have the urge to see an AU where Atsushi is dorian gray

#nakajima atsushi

[daniraevys]

I sat with you and we laughed together

I sat with you while you cried and needed comfort

I sat with you, helpless, when you died

Now, i sit alone, missing you.

#writeblr #writing #poetblr #my poetry #dani's poems

[daniraevys]

Sometimes, you need to cry

Even though, you don’t have a discernible reason why

You need to cry

And let out the choking feeling that consumes you

That’s why

You need to cry

To breathe a little easier

To smile far freely

You need to cry 

And let go of the sadness that clouds you

Then don’t forget to smile,

Your beautiful smile.

#writeblr #my poetry #dani's poems #original poem

[daniraevys]

When all you want to do is write

But your fingers don’t move

And the cursor just blinks

In the end the document is blank

Yet, all you wanted was to write

#writing #writeblr #not me staring at the blank document and typing this instead of what i was supposed to work on

[daniraevys]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dazai Osamu & Oda Sakunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu & Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu & Sakaguchi Ango (Bungou Stray Dogs) Characters: Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs) Additional Tags: Depression, Grief/Mourning, Set few months after odasaku's death, partial amnesia due to alcohol abuse, Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions (Bungou Stray Dogs), Christmas/New Year, Sad, Author Is Sleep Deprived, I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, No beta we die like Odasaku, Lonely Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Sad Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Suicidal Thoughts, Dazai Osamu Needs a Hug (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu-centric (Bungou Stray Dogs) Summary:

Dazai gets stupidly drunk and forgets few important things. Like the fact that Odasaku is dead and he left the Port Mafia.

Or

Dazai Osamu wakes up from a drunken stupor to find out it is New Year.

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #fanfic #ao3 fanfic #dazai osamu #bsd dazai #a little fic i wrote on new year #happy new year

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Baby Q(Kyuusaku) in fifteen epilogue!!!!

They are just 6 year old and probably doesn't even have control over their ability and how to activate it.

Kyuusaku just wants to play!

OMG, rewatching the anime scenes and how Q's ability activates over body harm and they intentionally self harm to activate their ability. (I see Dazai all over this :( )

Q is just so broken by the people around them(mafia and dazai). So the only thing they learn is how to break people. And that's what they do.

#dani reads fifteen #bsd #fifteen #yumeno kyusaku #someone please save Q #i need to know Q's status after the events of Guild arc #and wtf happened to them in Beast timeline where Dazai is the Boss

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Wtf?! Shirase both literally and figuratively stabbed chuuya in the back.

#dani reads fifteen #bsd fifteen #fifteen

[daniraevys]

Chuuya and Atsushi both seemed to be characterized by a strong will to live.

Also, I am liking Arthur Rimbaud very much. Especially his last speech as he bled out.

#dani reads fifteen #bsd fifteen

[daniraevys]

God, wtf is up with Chuuya's relationship with the Sheep!

We took you in, so you gotta be grateful and indebted to us forever?! Sounds more like a slave than a member of their group.

I hope it gets better, I'm still in the scene where they are introduced.

#fifteen #dani reads fifteen #bsd

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Interesting parallel, that Mori sees himself in Dazai while Hirotsu sees his younger self in Chuuya.

#fifteen #bsd #dani reads fifteen

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Reading fifteen and dark era, I realized I just love Hirotsu!

The man has a patience of a saint for dealing with Dazai.

He is powerful but not cocky about his power. I just loved his first interaction with Chuuya where he compares himself to Chuuya and tries to give advise.

I would kill to know this man's backstory.

Like, did Hirotsu also have a gang of friends where he was their leader, cuz he was the strongest and had an ability?

What happened to his friends, if it were so? Did they die too? Or are some of them in Mafia like him and we just don't know cuz he doesn't have enough screen time.

Hirotsu also really cares about his subordinates as seen in dark era.

He just inspires such loyalty.

He also knows more secrets then he lets on, and he wouldn't betray those secrets unless he absolutely has to. (Don't tell me, he didn't figure out Tachihara was a spy, he definitely knew. He also knew about Mori offing the previous boss.)

He also has this kind grandpa vibe, whom we can unload all our problems on. He would patiently listen to us, give some advise if he sees fit. Or gives us enough time and safe space to figure out the solution ourselves.

#fifteen #bsd #dani reads fifteen #hirotsu ryuurou #bsd hirotsu

[daniraevys]

Can the power of Book be used on Atsushi?

During Sunday Tragedy arc of the BSD Manga everyone is framed for some sort of crime and get new "memories" of committing the crime due to the usage of a Page of the Book.

Ranpo has memories of stabbing Taneda

Kunikida, Yosano, Kenji, Kyouka and Tanizaki also gain memories of taking the govt. officials hostage and killing them.

--Curiously, Atsushi is the only one left out of this framing despite being in the same location.

It is like they knew the book won't work on Atsushi so Gogol took him out of commission during the whole framing ADA as terrorists thing. Atsushi is left in the basement and doesn't even know what happened till it is too late.

The only reason Atsushi is later termed as terrorist is due to being associated with ADA and being in the place of crime.

So, I think there is a possibility that Fyodor knows the Book won't work on Atsushi. (Even in Dead Apple, he is the one to know most about Atsushi's ability and leads Shibusawa to Atsushi's orphanage. He is also connected to the Bounty placed on Atsushi.)

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd meta #bsd theories #has this been already been pointed out by someone

[daniraevys]

So I think my mum ships Frodo/Sam.

Have been watching the Lord of the Rings Trilogy for the last three days and finally reached the goodbye scene where Frodo sails off to the Undying Lands with Gandalf and other elves.

My mum was fully expecting Sam to leave middle earth with Frodo. Till the last second she was waiting for Sam to either stop Frodo from leaving or straight up accompany him on the final journey.

"Mum! Sam is married to Rosie Cotton, remember!? " - I literally had to remind her.

"Oh, yeah, Sam shouldn't have done that! Shouldn't have gotten married!" - was all my mum said dejected.

I had to stop my giggles, because she was so blatantly shipping them and I had never seen her do that before.

#frodo x sam #frodo baggins #samwise gamgee #lord of the rings #my mum is neutral towards lgbtq+ #she's like 'you do you' #but to see her ship a queer pairing is so baffling #her frustration at both of them seperating reminded me of my good omens brainrot #she made the same expression i made when aziraphale left to heaven without going back for Crowley #anyway im just rambling

[daniraevys]

So, they did this again?! Instead of Loki impersonating Fury like in the What If episode, it was G'iah impersonating Fury.

#secret invasion #nick fury #what if #loki #finale #g'iah #mcu #marvel #there were some good moments in the show but im still so disappointed #i can see a good story peeking underneath but it never delivers #insert the if i had a nickel meme

[daniraevys]

Buddy Daddies didn't give us Rei having his own cat in the finale!?

But don't worry, MyKittyList did:

#myanimelist #mykittylist #mal #april fools #buddy daddies #spoilers #bd finale #i thought it was done by some fan who was upset about rei not having a cat #but turned out this was official #now this is called coincidence

[daniraevys]

Just started watching Free! Gotta say I love the show and I especially relate to Rei's struggles in swimming. I tried learning swimming 2-3 times from coaches but still struggled with staying afloat and managing the breathing.

And just like Rei, I only got a hang of it once I tried the butterfly stroke.

#free #itawobi swim club #swimming #i came for the queerbaiting but im staying for the swimming