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xxx420swagatron69xxx · 6 years

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30 Song Challenge

Im not doing 30 days of this so here it is all at once. Enjoy and message me if you actually listen to them, I wanna hear how people like this music,

https://open.spotify.com/user/brunotech69/playlist/5qZfg7ML5vJHF5fR6uuXgE?si=RaUsUp5zQEWksu3WElLhlg

(Two youtube only songs)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SjENPPTzybQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=calHOKucYMw

1. Pacific Blue – Emily Zeck

a. Lots of ocean analogys and a nice cute love song

2. 8teen – Khalid

One of the grooviest songs on his amazing album.

3. Old Friends – Pinegrove

Summers are hella better for me stress-wise, but this song

4. Past Lives – BORNS

Its an amazing song and I hate how good it is. I listened to it over winter break after my gf at the time recommended it to me. Shame she was cheating on me the entire time.

5. New Wave – Quinn XCII

Found it recently and I can just imagine people in dance circles to this song

6. Wasted – Tiesto

It’s a popular song but I have small memories with friends of us belting this song out or dancing like idiots. It’s hard to miss a good time to just bounce up and down and scream this to whoever is listening

7. Odd Look – Kavinsky/Weeknd

VERY Sexual song but the bass slaps and it’s such a good road trip song when you are alone

8. Doses & Mimosas – Cherub

More than drugs and alcohol, this song talks about addiction and drowning your problems in substances. The second verse is my absolute favorite and the overall happy tone distracts from his cry for help. That’s why I like the song a lot.

9. New Eyes – Cbdb

I cant sing this with a frown. Very hopeful and just me complimenting the girl im with

10. Like Real People Do – Hozier

This song was shown to me by someone I still care a lot about at the right time where I needed to hear this. Its about being “saved” by someone but then worrying about why they were there looking. Mutual care and worrying about others doesn’t mean you aren’t worrying about yourself as well. This is one of three songs that will always get me sad and breathe heavy and wish things were better.

11. Barcelona – George Ezra

I spent a lot of my life abroad in Portugal, away from friends and ‘home’. This song deals with long distance and its George Ezra, so its just smooth to listen to

12. Sarabande Suite (Aeternae) - Globus

I did a lot of nerd shit and would listen to “epic” music while painting or building or video editing. This song has epic parts but has more nostalgic emphasis to me. I can see a trailer for some sci-fi movie being made out of this song.

13. Dancing in the moonlight – King Harvest

Before itunes and spotify, my mom made a cd mixtape of good barbecue songs and this was on it. I used to hate it but its just so good now in hindsight and this is the best version so don’t @ me with other versions.

14. Overwhelmed – Tim Mcmorris

I made a movie for someone special using this song but it’s just so full of love. I want to feel safe with someone to this song or a slow dance without worrying about it being too gushy

15. Golden Slumbers – Elbow (originally by Beatles)

From a Christmas commercial but its very nice and I pet a corgi to this song once.

16. TongueTied – Group love

Everyone knows this song but its very feel good and so fun to yell in a car or group of people having drinks.

17. Elephant Love Medley – Moulin Rouge

Moulin Rouge is my fav musical and this duo is memorized forever in my head and all I need is a partner really. Also more people should see Moulin Rouge.

18. Bombastic – Shaggy

The best song I could find that came out in 1995

19. Snow in Newark – Ryan Hemsworth

Newark is a very grey, industrial city in New Jersey, but also where the airport is. If yall didn’t know, I grew up in NJ and when I left it for the last time ever (college), it was snowing in the Newark airport. This song deals with him living his touring life but just wanting to be back home to someone(?). NJ is nothing special but I left a lot of friends forever. Idk if I’ll ever see some of them again and it shouldn’t worry me as much as it does. ATL is so much more diverse and colorful and I’m not the same person I was when I left NJ, but that doesn’t stop me from sometimes wanting to be back.

20. Goodnight, Travel Well – The Killers

This was written for the loss of his grandma I think, but it’s a whole song that deals with loss and accepting that there is nothing else you can say or do now. There’s lots of things I wish I could take back, but now its best if I don’t reach out at all. It hurts but its for the best.

21. Pierre – Ryn Weaver

Beautiful voice, fun lyrics. Its about dating/sleeping around but mind is on one person and just like oof.

22. Love – Kid Cudi

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SjENPPTzybQ

This song I cant find anywhere besides youtube because he never released it like an idiot. The chorus is the best I have ever heard and I

23. Would You Go with Me – Josh Turner

If I recommend a country song, and your immediate reaction is “oh I HATE country, it’s so DUMB. How COULD you enjoy it?” first of all fuck you and your Hamilton loving ass but if you want to listen to one (1) country song, this guy has an amazingly deep voice and I have a lot of good memories to this song and good lovey-dovey feels.

24. Shots- LMFAO

I loved LMFAO as a kid (like many people) and shots is just such a simple feel good song and if you say you never at one point enjoyed their music at a party, you are weak and lying.

25. Waiting for the End – Linkin Park

a. His suicide really punched me in the gut and I had to excuse myself from work to cry a bit. I always enjoyed the less scream-y Linkin Park songs and there are a lot of messages I hope people can relate to and get help for.

26. I Belong to you – Ben Abraham

Simple and sweet, he sings about knowing that one day he will fall in love. He knows he doesn’t have one now, but isn’t worried and is sure that there is someone out there he will meet one day. The whole idea of belonging to a bright future with someone is so nice and I can only for it myself

27. Hero – Regina Spektor

From the best scene in 500 Days of Summer, this song plays when the overly romantic guy gets drunk and falls into depression after seeing the girl he has been creepily doting on with someone else she didn’t tell him about. For me, its just when Regina spektor keeps saying “cheating cheating cheating” that gets me.

28. Dog Problems or Oceans – The Format

The Format (aka early version of Fun.) has some bangers and these two are my fav from the album Dog Problems. Dog problems is about being cheated on and Oceans is about wishing you were on the west coast to see your loved one again. I couldn’t choose one so theres both.

29. Baby mine – Dumbo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=calHOKucYMw

My mom would sing this to me and my brother sometimes at bedtime when we were really young. Things were so much simpler and mental illness wasn’t even a thing I was worried about. I have a shitty relationship with my family now, and I really wish I could make things better without sacrificing who I am in the process.

30. Need – Pinegrove

If I could find a song 100% about me, it is absolutely this song. It goes into mental struggles, “wanting” things that are necessary, getting stuck inside in your mind, and its all in a begging and pleading tone. I really really fucking wish I didn’t ‘need’ things like social interaction or affirmation or mutual sexual attraction. If you have to listen to one, definitely make it this one.

message me if you give any a listen. thanks

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hexgirlsgroupie · 7 years

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92 truths tagging game

92 truths tagging game once you’ve been tagged you’re supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. I was tagged by @faeves (thank you 💖💖) last: 1.) drink || iced tea 2.) phone call || my mom 3.) text message || a group chat with 4 of my friends @ 9 am 4.) song you listened to || you never knew by haim (buy something to tell you on itunes) 5.) time you cried || ???? early last year but I've come close tho other: 6.) dated someone twice || never dated anyone lmfao 7.) been cheated on || would need someone to date me first lol 8.) kissed someone and regretted it || nah 9.) lost someone special || my d*d 10.) been depressed || sure did and still am!!! 11.) gotten drunk and thrown up || no list 3 favorite colors: 12.) black 13.) pink 14.) blue in the last year have you: 15.) made new friends || yeah loads!! iont feel close to them tho 16.) fallen out of love || too many times 17.) laughed until you’ve cried || like every day lmfao 18.) found out someone was talking about you || ya but I didn't care enough to react lol 19.) meet someone who changed you || ya for the fuckin worse l o l 20.) found out who your true friends are || pending answer 21.) kissed someone on your facebook list || what year is it 2009 other: 22.) how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life || again who's still using facebook it's 2017 23.) do you have any pets || 2 dogs love those icons 24.) do you want to change your name || sometimes but I'm trying to be more comfortable with my name 25.) what did you do for your last birthday || I went to nyc and went shopping 26.) what time did you wake up || like 8:30 I think 27.) what were you doing at midnight last night || making beats on my computer 28.) name something you can’t wait for || never seeing these shitty people in my life again 29.) when was the last time you saw your mother || like 20 minutes ago 30.) what is one thing you wish you could change about your life || the amount of money I have lmao!!!! 31.) what are you listening to right now || something to tell you by haim (buy it on itunes) 32.) have you ever talked to a person named tom || I hope not 33.) something that is getting on your nerves || white ppl 34.) most visited website || this stupid ass hellsite 35.) elementary crush || e*ma w*tson 36.) high school crush || idk her :) 37.) college crush || not in college 38.) hair color || dark brown 39.) long or short || long 40.) do you have a crush on someone || unfortunately 41.) what do you like about yourself || my talent lol 42.) piercings || just my ears (I want more tho) 43.) blood type || o positive 44.) nickname || green peppers bc of a monologue I did in drama class 45.) relationship status || single 46.) zodiac sign || aries 47.) pronouns || she/her 48.) fave tv show || b99 49.) tattoos || I want some but I’m not paying for that rn 50.) right or left handed || right handed first: 51.) surgery || never had one 52.) piercing || my ears when I was like 6 months bdjsbsnbdnxnnz 53.) best friend || cat @angelballato 54.) sport || basketball 56.) pair of trainers || jordans probably 57.) eating || wdym. baby food? 58.) drinking || first drink?? titty milk other:  59.) I’m about to || schleep 60.) listening to || little of your love by haim (yall know what to do) 61.) waiting for || my crush to realize that I love her 62.) want || money 63.) get married || eventually 64.) career || def music!!! your type: 65.) hugs or kisses || both is good 66.) lips or eyes || lips 67.) shorter or taller || I’m barely 5ft I have to choice but to go taller 68.) older or younger || older 69.) romantic or spontaneous || spontaneous 70.) nice arms or nice stomach || stomach 71.) sensitive or loud || sensitive bc of Anxiety™ 72.) hookup or relationship || relationship I’m too clingy to play games 73.) troublemaker or hesitant || troublemaker have you ever: 74.) kissed a stranger || no 75.) drank hard liquor || yessss 76.) lost glasses/ contacts || don't wear 'em 77.) turned someone down || ya in like the 4th grade bddjhsjshkdj 78.) sex on the first date || need to find someone first!!! so no 79.) broken someone’s heart || probably 80.) had your heart broken || no 81.) been arrested || almost 82.) cried when someone died || yeah 83.) fallen for a friend || TOO many times do you believe in: 84.) yourself || sometimes 85.) miracles || ehhhh not really 86.) love at first sight || ya :( 87.) santa claus || lmao 88.) kiss on the first date || sure 89.) angels || no other:  90.) current best friends name || cat 91.) eye color || brown 92.) favorite movies || anything by wes anderson or really good action comedies (has to be well written and acted)

#mutuals

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blacknihilism-blog1 · 6 years

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1. have you ever been in love?

Yes. Twice.

2. what are your favourite colours and why?

Black/Red. I love Black because it can typically match with any other colors and usually makes for dope color schemes. I also like darker colors more for some reason. I love bright colors as well but I’ve found that I don’t like to wear them too much or get them on items that I use often

3. who was the last person you held hands with?

If I ever hold hands it’s platonic considering I havent been in a relationship in 10 months lol. So probably one of my friends.

4. what is your zodiac sign?

Taurus

5. how many times have you read your favourite book?

Honestly I dont know any books that were so good to me that I read it multiple times. I don’t read as often as I like.

6. what are your favourite films?

I don’t really have a lot of “favorites”. Any time I’m asked for a favorite *blank* my mind draws a blank lol.

7. what kind of weather do you like?

I love rainy weather. I love cold weather. But I don’t like cold rainy weather. At least not if i’m outside.

8. do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

I like sunsets. Although I love to see any transition of the sun whether it be rising or setting, since I love the night time I love to see it go from a beautiful range of colors to darkness rather than a beautiful range of colors into lots of sunshine.

9. what kind of weather represents who you are as a person?

Murky rain. But out in the corner of the sky u can see a huge ray of sunshine.

10. what’s your favourite animal?

I love dogs

11. what is your favourite song right now?

“Get You” by Daniel Caesar

12. what is your favourite song of all time?

Oof what did I say about favorites?

13. do you like sunny days or rainy days better?

I absolutely love rainy days unless I have to do a lot of driving.

14. have you ever been heartbroken?

Yes

15. what does the perfect kiss feel like?

I think the perfect kiss is less about the physical kiss and moreso with the perfect person at the perfect time. As in the kiss that signifies marriage or whatever. I think that’s what the perfect kiss feels like. The realization that with this kiss, you are promising to always love and care for whoever you’re kissing.

16. what is your favourite poem?

17. who are you most inspired by?

I don’t have much inspiration as of right now. In the past it was Childish Gambino but currently I’m just eh.

18. are you spiritual?

I have an appreciation for some spiritual studies and practices but personally I’m not too spiritual.

19. what is your favourite plant?

lmfao weed

20. what is your favourite feeling?

Being in love and content with life.

21. what is your favourite word?

Fuck

22. are you an artist?

I don’t really make any art. I’ve made a few songs and I wanna get into poetry and video making. But I don’t know if my current level of confidence allows me to call myself an artist.

23. what is your favourite flower?

Bud

24. are you happy?

Not genuinely but I have my moments.

25. what are you thinking about right now?

Honestly I’m thinking about someone. I wish I wasn’t just because I don’t like thinking about people who don’t want me in the same way that I want them. All that does is create pain and I rather avoid feeling that confusing feeling that is love. I mean if the love was returned then it’s great but who knows, Maybe it’s better if we aren’t together. We can only let time tell.

26. what emotion do you feel most often?

Confusion/Regret. In my head I’m always trying to avoid conflict/making someone feel any sort of negative emotion. And any time I make a mistake i regret everything. And I’m always feeling confusion because I never know how I can really improve who I am as a person.

27. what is your favourite season?

Winter. I love cold weather. TMI but honestly I sweat too much to be comfortable during any hot season. And I’m a very affectionate person so I cant hug people as much during the summer. During the winter I’m always loving on my friends lol. Plus if you’re in a relationship, those “cold-outside-but-cuddling-inside” days are lovely.

28. are you in a relationship?

No. Honestly outta nowhere like yesterday or two days ago I realized that I had some strong feelings for someone I’m close to and dated in the past. I started talking about if we were dating and I just moved way too fast. I regretted everything i said instantly and just played it off as whatever. In the moments following her telling me that I’m moving too fast I was just snapped back to reality and decided I needed to calm myself down. Looking back I did seem crazy. But it’s been so long since i had any feelings for anybody (to the point that I’d date them) and I just got excited if im going to be real. And I was also sick at the time so I’m just laying in bed picturing me with them and it seemed like we could work really well together. But it’s okay. I’m just gonna take my time. I don’t know whether I should move on or pursue her at a slower pace. So for now I’m just gonna be big chillin.

29. are you an introvert or extrovert?

Introvert. Unless it’s really some people I’m comfortable with I’m pretty timid. Even with out with some of my closest friends I’d rather just be home.

30. do you prefer the moon or the stars?

The stars. There’s this street not too far from my friends house and me and him have driven down it a few times now. When you’re on this street, if you turn off your headlights and look up the sky has very little light pollution and it’s beautiful. The moon is rarely close enough for me to enjoy.

31. what is your favourite scent?

I love the smell of a lot of different foods. But looking back, my favorite smell used to be the perfume that my girlfriend constantly used. I ran into one person who used the same one as her some time after we broke up and for lack of a better term, it triggered lots of memories of her. But I used to love it. Not because the scent was so good, but rather because I was in love with her and everything about her.

32. where do you feel most at home?

In my room. I used to have these black bags over my window which allowed very little light into my room and as I said earlier, I prefer darkness. But I took those down recently as a metaphorical enlightenment and symbol for how my life was headed in a brighter, more positive direction. It sort of works, but mainly I love my room because at night time I’m never bothered. And it seems like a safe space. At 2 a.m. in my room, I’m alone. My parents won’t call me for random tasks, teachers can’t pester me about random assignments, and I can just do whatever I want.

33. what scares you the most?

Honestly the last time i was seriously afraid of something, I was afraid that I had caused some major damage to someone I trust and love. So I’m terrified of hurting other people. I’ve seen so many people be hurt by so many things. I never want to see myself become the source of someone’s terror.

34. do you believe in soulmates?

God knows I do. But honestly something about soulmates that I always question is the setting of a pair of soulmate’s birth. For example, what if you weren’t born in the same location and/or time period as your soulmate. If it’s just the location, you can roam the Earth and possibly meet them if your lucky. But if you never leave your hometown, in my opinion your soulmate probably isn’t born in your hometown. I think you need to explore to find them. And I hate to be pessimistic, but i think that you aren’t guaranteed to meet your soulmate, if they do exist. So the vast majority of people don’t meet them. But I hate thinking like that. It puts me in a very nihilistic point of view.

35. what is your favourite thing about yourself?

I try hard to spread love and positivity. I have so much love in my heart.

36. what is the nicest compliment you’ve received?

Honestly i dont know.

37. who is your favourite music artist?

Childish Gambino. I had a huge Gambino phase during early high school. I connected to a lot of his music and his personality that was portrayed through different interviews. He was mysterious to me because he doesnt use social media and just keeps to himself a lot. But I like “Camp” because i felt like a lot of that music was relatable to a “White, Black Kid” which was something i struggled a lot with in middle school. I’m fully black but people called me “white” due to my behavior. Which was basically not enforcing black stereotypes. And due to peer pressure I took on the role of the “White, Black Kid” or the “Oreo” (Black on the outside and white on the inside).

38. what was your first kiss like?

It was for my 14th birthday. Looking back on it, it was a mess because I was hella insecure at the time. I was just nervous and asked like 3 times which ruined the mood. I was just surprised that someone wanted to kiss me period. But it was at an ice skating rink for my birthday. It was just me and a bunch of friends but I was “talking” to this girl at the time. Basically we went sit on the other side of the rink and was just talking. All my other friends were trying to look at us which also didnt help my insecurity/bad nerves. But I did it. And i was so happy for the following few days lol.

39. are you a sensitive person?

Tbh, probably. I’m very open to criticism but I also get hurt fairly easily.

40. when was the last time you cried?

A few days ago. Either out of pain from my tooth or heart ache whenever I was first told to slow it down with the girl i was into. Ik its silly to cry over something that small but idk. I’m just being honest and letting yall know the last time i cried.

41. do you believe that love can last forever?

Yeah. That’s the kind of love I want. I want to take some time and enjoy my teenage years but then fall in love with one person and i want to be with that one person forever. I just dont trust enough people to think that we’d last forever tho. That’s why I don’t get into relationships too often. I won’t get into a relationship if I don’t see me and that person lasting.

42. what do you think happens to us when we die?

I’m not too spiritual but I wouldn’t be surprised if Heaven and Hell existed. I’m way too simpleminded to try and comprehend what lies in the afterlife though.

43. have you ever broken someone’s heart?

Sadly. I cried hard as hell myself afterwards tbh.

44. what do you think about when you can’t fall asleep at night?

I’m not sure if this question is asking what thoughts keep me up, or what thoughts put me to sleep. A lot of thoughts keep me up. But it’s not the thoughts themselves, but rather my inability to sleep. I don’t have insomnia but usually if i’m up, I’m up because i don’t want to go to sleep, or im in some sort of discomfort/pain thats keeping me up. And sometimes I don’t go to sleep because I’m texting someone and either im hoping we can have an “interesting” convo or i just wanna stay up and talk to em. And lately either being sick, or my unattended dental problems keep me up.

45. do you believe in aliens?

Okay, lets be honest. As big as space is, you expect me to believe that we’re the only living beings? Yeah okay. Sure. Lol

46. what is the nicest thing anyone’s ever done for you?

My friend brought me medicine at work and lord knows I was so grateful because I was seriously struggling. It’s not the nicest but goddamn did I appreciate it.

47. do you find it hard to trust?

I find it hard to trust somebody with my heart. As in I don’t trust many people enough to date them. I’m actually very open which can be a good or a bad thing depending on how you look at it. I see it as good because I feel that it makes me pretty approachable. But it’s bad because I leave myself susceptible to getting hurt by being open.

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