#idk what i’m gonna do w it but it’s done !!

[heartpascal]

guys IM SORRY im at 7.7k words for pt 2 of is it freedom BUT TIS NOT QUITE DONE YET IM DOIGN MY BEST !!!

(i have no idea what im doing idk where this fic is going rn but erm. im just gonna have to hope that you guys enjoy whatever goes on next)

((but i can say there JS more gwen angst w arachnid-universe gwen sorry sorry sorry but that’s where it’s gone and who am i to stop it))

(((going to sleep now and having a lie in tomoz (for the first time in like. FOREVER omg) but hopefully i can get a good chunk of writing done tomorrow!!)))

#heartpascal says #it’s gonna be done soon #i hope #idk #i don’t know where i’m going with this one #but it’s ok #only the second fic in the spiderverse… verse so yk #need to chill w my expectations omg #i just hope u guys enjoy the angst i’ve got going on rn even if it’s like. not exactly what we expect idk #or maybe it is what we expect #my point is #i have no idea what i’m doing #i’m just going w the flow #doing my best #but j HAVE been researching more spidey villains so i hope y’all notice some of them #i say some of them #i’ve got like one different one #anyway #i’m rambling but i AM tired so it’s allowed #it’s been a busy few days i’m sorry this fic is taking so long #but i will promise (kinda) that it will be out before july #which is only like 3 days away so #unless there r unexpected circumstances #but yes #see y’all soon stay safe stay well i love you #and goodnight from user heartpascal #🫡 mwah

[cetoddle]

*covered in blood, gore, and tears* i finished editing

#we finally have a first draft of section one !! #idk what i’m gonna do w it but it’s done !! #im too shy to share any of my writing so i’m like. why am i putting in all this work #idk maybe i’ll get brave someday and let someone read it… #but also i don’t think anyone would ever be interested cause everyone except my therapist that i bring it up to #just brushes me off #which is sad :( #id like to share my work w ppl but most ppl just make me feel like. idk like no one cares #and it’s rlly important to me so it’s sad no one wants to even feign interest… #i claim i like writing and then make no sense here in the tags lmao :’) #idk what i’m gonna d w my writing but at least i’m doing it.. #snow.txt

[yuukimiyas]

ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧ happy new years my loves!! i am so so SO beyond grateful to have had the pleasure of growing my lil city & was able to meet all of you!! whether we interact only briefly or on the daily just know i appreciate & adore every single one of you more than words can possibly describe ໒꒰ྀིㅅ´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა i wouldn’t be half the person i am if it weren’t for you guys <33 & im so proud to say that i have made some amazing forever friends (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)⁾⁾⁾ ik this yr wasn’t easy & it def had its struggles but everyday you continued to show up & be your v best self & i am so proud of you <33 i just know you’re going to continue to do even MORE amazing things!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ 2024 is our yr!! <33 i am kissin your noses so gently as the ball drops!! mwah!!

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals! #okay i’m ab to get a lil soft ૮꒰ྀི ∩៸៸៸∩ ‎꒱ྀིა im feelin WEEPY!!! #but i remember tellin my bestie that i wanted to rlly get back into tumblr again & im so glad i did bc i got to meet all of YOU!! #i’ve done a lot of healing in these past yrs + made rlly stupid mistakes + tried everyday to better from them & it was HARD & i learned SM #after growing & coming to terms w my past & moving toward my future i’ve happy to say i am the happiest i’ve ever been <3 #& no matter what i was feeling if it was a particularly hard brain day you guys never stopped treating me like i was human <3 #& for that i truly thank you ໒꒰ྀི ´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა i lost a lot but im determined to get it back & then some!! bc im not my mistakes!! #i’m what i’ve learned from them!! & i am only continuing to be my best self every single day!! #i just hope you guys know you mean the world to me ໒꒰ྀི ∩´﹏`∩ ꒱ྀིა & idk what i’d do w/out my fave neighbors & city pals!! <33 #i can’t wait to make so many more memories w you all in the new yr!! ᜊ꒰ ᜊ ´ ˘꒱ ੭♡ cheers to us bbys!! i just know its gonna be amazing!! <3 #smoochin you all on midnight tonight + tmrw & every midnight after that <33 i love you all endlessly ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა

[ectogeranium]

I might just be having an episode, but I’m currently figuring out the tattoos I want, and the placements >:3

#who needs therapy when you can finally figure out how you wanna ink your body?? #okay.. so… here’s what I’m thinking #I still want Eddie Munson’s bat tattoo on my left arm #that’s a given #symmetrical soul eater moons on both sides of my collarbone #like… I can’t explain the area well but like.. underneath the bone and towards my shoulder? #idk if I’m explaining that right hgyjhhkuhkj #I want asura’s eyes in the middle of my collarbone #(yes ive hears how painful chest tats are. do I care? I might. but I don’t :3 ) #**heard #let’s see… I know I want a death the kid skull somewhere. I’ve considered it behind my ear but ehhhhhhhh idk on that one yet #hear me out… Midas from fortnite has this one tattoo of a skull with flowers and horns #HEAR ME OUT…. I ALSO want an unus annus tattoo on my left wrist…. #of the countdown timer saying 00:00:00…. #……what if I combined the two and put the zeros on the skull’s head and replaced the roses with lilies ??? 👀👀👀 #…I need to draw that hold on— #anyways #Spyro tattoo. I found art of a super cute ps1 styled Spyro head w sparx and if I ever have the balls to get it I’m gonna dm the artist #and ask if I can get it done #here’s the thing tho.. I don’t want colored tattoos.. and the Spyro ones are obviously colored… I’ll cross that bridge as I get closer— #I wanna get a matching one with Taty but we don’t know what we want yet #and about the symmetrical moons… I don’t want that ugly ass sun on my body jygjhbhjb #so…. two moons :3 #n e ways #that’s all I got so far. mwah

[duskholland]

i can’t believe getting a degree is actually like… difficult

#fun story. i thought my dissertation proposal was due in december. it’s actually due in two weeks. lol #worst realisation of my month when my supervisor told me that aaaahahahaaaaaaa lkke i’m fucked for real #idk what it’s even gonna be about i’ve done no reading for it no ideas at all #i’m in intense academic pain #so instead of working on that today i watched a crime docuseries w my flatmate #it was actually a pretty good day tbh but then i remembered i have to write my proposal… and another assignment due next week… #annnd i have reading to do tonight before a seminar tomorrow #like !!!!!! wtf !!!!!!!!!!!!!! history sucks i hate it here #pain #h.txt

[stinkrascal]

ive wanted to play ts4 all day but i messed up my game so i had to reinstall and it’s been taking all day 🙁

#only downside of pirating w a vpn download speeds r so slow #i took a 2 hr nap and it still isn’t done downloading #i won’t be able to play ts4 for so long idk what i’m gonna do ;-;

[daiseukiis]

— NO WAYY YOU WRITE ON WTP???

i literally love oc x readers so much, even more so than x readers!! THESE ARE SO GOOD BTW ALL YOU GUYS ARE SO GOOD AT THESE

haha yes ! when it comes to series i like to write on wattpad, it’s just easier for me to do so.

and yeah there’s like six managers! one for each team and a general manager that kinda goes around. their usual tasks are like filing up water, writing notes down and making sure everyone is there but other than that their main goal is to get verified on tiktok— hence the fic being called verified ! other than crack i swear there’s also a plot to this 🤭 like for example this is the prologue to it hopefully you can hear the audio in your head 😂

#I may or mayhaps not started it bc im having the biggest Loki brain worm in my head for no apparent rzn rn #and I’m a og wtp author been in there for like 10+ years tbh #but yeah you can tell by just the snippets of my writing it’s not even gonna be a proper fic 😂 #tbh once Neo egoist league is done im probably gonna also finish the fic up #or idk what to do w it #but yeah all that’s in my head is the side commentary and all the random shit their managers are gonna do #like imagine bastard munchen just going to eat and all the managers are in their building playing uno so obnoxiously loud #one of them is so flirty that the players are even jealous bc she’s so affectionate towards the managers but to them she’s like fuck off #another one is a complete saint and ness protects her !!! #one has the biggest crush on Loki that she embarrasses herself on a daily basis just breathing beside them #another kisses EVERY FUCKING PLAYER ( by the check ! ) and will constantly annoy the shit out of rin bc she knows her brother #dude my head is so full of manager moments and tiktok shit it’s brazy fr #༊*·˚ koca has heard your wish #༊*·˚ a kiss of blessing #༊*·˚ a wish upon a goddess

[samuraisharkie]

Going on record to say I can’t stand scoutandcompany *bracing for impact*

#I’m WAITING for someone to see this and try and dogpile me #idk what it is abt scout and their followers but they SCOUR for ‘hate’ #anyway. stop talking about animal care you have no experience or knowledge abt and making blanket statements #when you know full well your influence and the way ppl hang on ur every word #‘the rabbit people’ are actual farmers that deal with livestock as more than just a hobby. sometimes it’s ugly work dude. #if you can’t handle it just fuckin say so but that doesn’t mean you side eye the people who CAN #*cough* instead of letting upwards of 20 sale barn calves die in ur arms bc you couldn’t cull them when they got too far*cough* #that’s all I’m gonna say bc I know some keyboard warrior is gonna swoop in and try a ‘gotcha’ or some shit #but I really. don’t think scout should be talking w any kind of authority considering their situation #I don’t think they’re a bad person. I do think they’re full of themselves and on a power trip though #you can’t be a bleeding heart and be a farmer. you can’t do it. in order to keep livestock you have to get used to death #that doesn’t mean you can’t be SAD abt it but like. it has to be done and it’s not always bc of being a runt or whatever #and like ppl have said I 100% get not wanting to do so for calves when birth is such an ordeal for cows and they only have one or two #but that means you don’t have any authority to speak on nestbox culling in general so like. don’t lol

[gentlesounds]

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#…i literally finally broke this weird feud me n my brother have like I truly don’t understand him but I love him so much even though #he’s done terrible ass things n like. I’m not gonna sit there and think I’m above anyone telling them what they’ve done wrong like the guilt #you have to live w for ur actions is already enough like that doesn’t mean accountability but I literally physically can’t go to bed #with this on my conscience any longer like i will just pray every single day in ramadan for him and ask Allah to forgive him and forgive me #for being so petty but it’s like those that can’t hear must feel and I know I broke his heart bc he didn’t expect me to take it there #and for MONTHS at that but he knows now don’t ever try that shit w me ever again bc when I love you you never have to worry #but when I’m not you will feel misery n I really don’t ever resort to that but I had no choice and like all that anger was poisoning me #like you are fighting demons bigger than me my pride and ego isn’t above anyone or above God and I learned so much from this #idk if this will change anything I sorta felt like if I do this am I betraying myself for what he’s done but forgiving him frees me not him #so in a way I’m also responsible so I’m rlly proud of myself for standing up for myself with dignity n conviction I’ve dealt w enough pain #one by one I’m gonna let go of everything and free myself and live my life I’m not a victim

[imbellarosa]

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#i don’t know what I’m doing w my life but actually #I’m pretty happy #I’ve got people I love a lot and Louie and some place to go home to #loads of places to go home to #so idk what this is gonna look like a year from now #and that’s something I think about a lot like - maybe #maybe my friends will leave this town and maybe it’s just gonna be me and one other person left #or maybe I’ll move in w my best mate bc our other friend will finally make it to Scotland #or maybe one of the guys I’m sort of seeing will step up and say no I’m ready to properly be w you #or maybe I’ll fall in love w a completely new person and never look back #maybe my research project will be going downhill over and over and over #or maybe I’ll have done a large part of it and be hitting all my deadlines #maybe I’m still teaching #maybe I can’t be #maybe I’ll go back to Belgium w Louie for a month #or by myself for a weekend #or w J if he can choose to get out of this town #or w T to Italy if he can pull his head out of his ass #maybe the next guy that asks me out won’t be drunk in our local pub #maybe everything will be beautiful and nothing will hurt maybe I’ll have written more poems #maybe I’ll have forgiven anyone I ever need to and everyone will have forgiven me #but today I’m happy #it’s the end of the year and my one year anniversary w Louie and I’m going to my friends place to do brunch w them #and some people kind of like me sometimes #i say things

[edenstorm]

finally finished forest constellation

#god. damn. #that makes gw and forest done next I’m gonna do valley #idk if I’m gonna bother w prairie/isle/vault tbh bc I don’t super want those elder hairs #I’ll just grab what I want for those ig??

[fleshdyke]

just got hit with an intense wave of wanting an industrial piercing

#im not 100% sure if i have the anatomy for it. i think i do but i have to ask my piercer next time i see them #i forgot to ask when i got my helix done and idk what i’m getting next but when i do i’ll ask them to check #like my helix is healing pretty well. it’s almost 3 months in and it looks like how it’s supposed to #and even tho i think it might have already gotten infected once maybe idk it’s fine now and my lobes got infected like a million times bc i #didnt take care of them and theyre perfectly fine now #like i bounce back pretty well from infection and shit and i have like. a history of being shit w my piercings but them coming out fine #so if i have the anatomy i think i’d do pretty well with an industrial #i’m not gonna get one until my first helix is definitely healed and im probably gonna get some other piercing in between but yea #i just want an insustrial LMAO #rambles

[apricotluvr]

Listen

#on Wednesday I have a really busy work day and a friends wedding. the whole morning I’ll be at a seminar / training (on location… kinda #miss COVID times when we could just do those on teams) and then I have to rush to the office bc I have office hours until 5 pm #so like I said I have a wedding but like… I don’t know what time or which location (or even city)… my friend let me know about the wedding #like 2 weeks ago so by then I couldn’t ask for a day off from work. then she asked for my address to send me the wedding invitation but i #haven’t received it. we messaged and she asked if I had gotten it in the mail but I said no and asked her to send me a pic of the #invitation and she hasn’t responded :/ I even let her know I have appointments until 5 and said I wanna see if a coworker can maybe do my #last few appointments so like… #I know she’s busy and having ur wedding in a few days must be stressful but if ur gonna invite a friend and she asks for information about #the party. u should send it to her… these days I’m sure anyone who’s throwing any kind of party has the invitation / information on their #phone anyway so idk she could just send it to me quickly right…? #idk man cuz if I’m done at 5 pm (and that’s only if I’m lucky and my appointments are finished on time) . I would still need to get ready #dress scarf make up . and since I don’t even know the location. who knows how long I’d have to drive there . plus I don’t actually wanna go #alone. I wanna take my mum w me so I was actually hoping I would be able to drive back home (25 min) and then go #ugh I’m just frustrated

[kuiinncedes]

🫠

#a fifth yr do be looking better and better LMFAO #idk man this stats class kicking my fucking ass i have no idea what’s going on #and i keep putting it off during the week i still haven’t learned my lesson lmao #so now i gotta do the whole thing over the weekend again and i’m HELLA busy this weekend again 🤩🤩🤩 #so like highkey i’m bouta get like half of it done again 😭😭😭😭😭😭 bro idk #like hw is 25% of the grade and i’ve never been good at like estimating slash calculating my grade lmfao but #idk maybe it could still work if i ACTUALLY GET MY SHIT TOGETHER FOR THIS CLASS #but then the question is if that’s possible lowkey #bc i’m fuckingggggndbdbfjssjdhdhjsjdjd 😭😭🫠🫠💀💀🤡🤡😵‍💫😵‍💫😀😀😭😭😭😭😭😭 #gonna talk to an advisor tmrw (today lmfao in like . 7 hours 😀) #idk we’ll see likeeeeeeee #worst case scenario i drop the class which is possible #i have two late class drops on my transcript lmfao 😵‍💫 #i fucking survive this semester lol #i have to probably take another semester bc i can’t stick it in next sem that’s already packed too XD #andddddd i have a show to codirect next sem 😈 #i deal w my own self judgement abt going over 4 yrs even tho literally there’s nothing wrong w it #and then i might get an extra sem here w my club lmao 😭 depends if i do actual sem or summer #so that’s what i’m thinking abt at this lovely hour lmao 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #🧍🏻‍♀️ idk #anyway glowstick club was great today it made me very happy <333 #also was doing some (pretty basic tbf but) data analysis not exactly for class and that was cool bc i was like chat gpting and stuff #but i kinda knew what i was doing heh #which can’t be said for this stats classssssss wooooooooo #i need to go to sleep bro i have a meeting in 6 hours LMAO #and then more back to back meetings thru out the day #🫠🫠🫠🫠 no break lmao #jeanne talks

[reikunrei]

the way I want to pick up every intact roadkill I see and take it home to bury it and dig up the bones later

#SORRY FREAK BEHAVIOR ALERT I just love creatures #yes i know it’s mostly illegal to do that at least w certain species ssshhh don’t tell anyone #I haven’t done it….. yet 👀 #I saw a dead hawk on the side of the road on the way home tonight #and it was like totally intact. barely any blood. must’ve hit a car and then fell onto the shoulder #couldn’t tell what species… mostly brown a white. might’ve been a female red tailed hawk. was the right size #not me genuinely mourning for it oh no I’m gonna make myself cry #I just. idk. it always makes me sad to see them just on the side of the road #I want to gently take them home clean them up and bury them yknow? #noooo I’m really gonna make myself cry HAH #i say things

[teruthecreator]

oh god the “you’re a bad writer” demon is on my ass again -__-

#in neg city #ughhhhhhhhh trying to get back into ur hobbies is rlly hard and nobody understands #or maybe they do but. still. i’m suffering #i feel like everything i write is rlly bad but if i keep nitpicking at it im never gonna get it done and i’ve dedicated myself to #finishing ideas before i start new ones but it just feels like maybe i should give up writing for good or something #i get stuck so much more often than i used to bc i just feel like what im doing isn’t my best and if im not doing my best then why am i #doing it at all. yknow? doesn’t help that i’m always looking over my shoulder at people who write better than me #bc the envious little freak in my brain can’t stop comparing me to my friends like. i should just be normal about this! #it’s a silly hobby i do for fun!!! yet i can’t feel that way abt it bc i’ve put a lot of my own self worth into my skills #and writing is one of the few skills i can actually Do rn #ugh. i just wanna be happy w what i’m doing i wanna like what i write the first time not after the millionth edit #idk maybe i am just rlly bad at it and everyone’s pretending to like my work to make me feel better -__- #SIGH. whatever.