#idk why it wont tag you im sorry !!

[britneyshakespeare]

you know who was the biggest clown of the season in bb25... me. because on premiere night when watching the first nomination comps i told my sister i thought l*ke was cute & i was hoping cory would lose and get eliminated.

#the turntables tableturned pretty quickly ok #NO ONE COULD KNOW ON PREMIERE NIGHT WHAT WAS GONNA HAPPENNNNN LEAVE ME ALOOOONE #luke had a great body and glasses and floppy hair 🙄 which are my weaknesses. so leave me alone #he is actually the biggest idiot of the year 2023. lmao #cory meanwhile i thought just seemed like a smug little white boy. SORRY SORRY SORRY #im not a cory worshipper but he was easily like the least problematic man in the house... the whole season? #well i mean jag doesn't seem to be that problematic as a person but as a player i am TIRED of watching him #tales from diana #justice for all of the women of bb25 except for fuckin bowie jane btw #i would love to see america or felicia do another season. i know felicia said she wont but PLEEEEASE #edit: oh i didnt expect this to get notes thats why i didnt tag it but now i see im getting some shameful solidarity #its ok girlies (& non-girlies idk who you guys are) we can commiserate together #bb25 #text post

[macroglossus]

being evaluated for adhd by having one of those full psych evals that last like two hours. scared frightened etc.... last time i took it i lied extensively bc i was 13 and thought they might tell my mommy if i said i had suicidal thoughts. and i still have a habit of lying to therapists bc i'm embarrassed......... AGH idk. what if i take it and they tell me that the reason im Like This is bc im genuinely just weird and shitty and not bc im mentally ill at all. SCARED

#which is dumb bc i have been formally diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses i dont think they can just take it back right????? #this is so stupid and cliche but what if i have been faking it........ all along........ Argh. #when i was in res i was put on adderall (bc the house psych just kind of experimented w meds LMFAO) and i had to go off them after like #two weeks bc it was affecting my appetite in a way i couldnt afford at the time lmao. but i do genuinely feel like it helped during that #time.... which is why i want to go on it again!!!! but im scared theyll just be like nah and i wont be able to take any of my meds anymore #is that crazy. am i being crazy rn. idk i truly do think most of my experiences w school and like. life could be explained by adhd and #when i was a kid they thought i had it but the two meds they tried didnt work for me so they just. kind of gave up #and i was really extremely unable to do school and graduated hs w an insanely low gpa and then dropped out of community college. LMAO. not #that people w adhd cant be good in school i just couldnt make myself do homework and couldnt listen in class bc i was too busy focusing on #listening. if that makes sense #IDK. idk. i know it's become like. a trend to have adhd is the issue and everything is being attributed to having it so im worried that ive #like. accidentally fallen in w that? even though ive thought i had it for forever and everyone has been like girl do you have this. IDK!!!! #idk. idkkkk im just like. genuinely scared. it's not the end of the world if im not diagnosed obviously but that means that #im just like this for no reason at all. and there's no way of helping it bc it's just the way i am. and i actually am just shitty n lazy. #epic. which incidentally is the proper name for how fucking long these tags are my bad. if you read this far sorry for being insane 👍

[that-jack-kline-bestie]

so fucking upset. i looked up what's considered concerning weight loss and got a statistic. i looked up the same question but specified teens and i got a bunch of articles about how to lose weight. what the fuck

#tw weight loss #? idk if that tags necessary but better safe than sorry #past this point there is discussion of ARFID and stuff #LMFAO also ive had a medium to mild case of ARFID my entire life and no one noticed past concern for my pickiness #i say medium to mild because ive gotten better recently #i even ate half a bowl of the noodles i dont like the other day. AND they had been touched by shrimp & cabbage juice & soft peanuts #i mean i did drown them in soy sauce first and got nauseous thinking about it the rest of the day. but progress #i mean. im the type of person to skip a meal or barely eat because i dont like the food available or its too loud where i am #my adhd impacts it too like sometimes ill forget to eat or wont be able to make anything that day #but like goddamn. a growing child should be gaining weight. 'we should keep an eye on that' every single time and then no action #you know maybe thats part of why my body hurts sometimes and feels weird and shaky other times #its hard to tell based on how bony i am or whatever because i also naturally am a string bean and im not. like. starving myself #i get the same comments about how i should eat more and how im so skinny when im healthy and when im not #or i used to. people are generally less intrusive now that im older #gosh i need to flex my metaphorical brain muscles more i put way too much thought into the wording of this

[moshieee-but-evil]

GLITCHYK i am aggressively pinning your ask to the emotional support bulletin board (it's the forever inbox)

Im a little embarrassed to say how much this made me cry reading it

I appreciate your words so much and I know it's just my anxiety when I say that stuff...

(I'm going to get a bit venty here)

What I think I was trying to say is that It's the frustration of feeling that I cant keep reaching out or do something as simple as talking

That interacting with others takes so much effort and I feel like I can't do it when I'm in a depressive episode when before it was so easy

I need to be kinder to myself and your words do help so much...

but it's so hecking difficult when my brain keeps telling me that other people don't need the same things I do

#idk why it wont let me tag you #im sorry for always being so emotional on this blog its so frustrating i just want to talk about my creations

[karamazovanon]

thought about raskolnikov while listening to car seat headrest incident 39 dead 18407 injured

#literally every csh fits him but it was sober to death that made me snap #might make a parallel post with razumikhin at the end uprooting his life to siberia to “...begin a new life together” and the line #“dont worry / you and me wont be alone no more” because im dissolving into seafoam over it #not to mention the you can text me when punching mattresses gets old / dont think itll always be this way / not comforted by anything i say #oghgohhogohhhgh #and NERVOUS YOUNG INHUMANS GETS MY ASS TOO. #you never lifted your voice / you never raised your hand / i only showed you my inhuman / you understand #like what if i walke dinto the ocean #anontalks #sorry i post about music so much idk why thats always where my brain goes #eventually i will make organized playlist posts. someday. i have drafts for the brothers but i need to Cultivate them #<- also if you want to lose your mind think about ivan w any csh :) #the beach life in death i dont want to be insane / i dont want to have sc/hizophrenia (dont want to clog that tag) #that part of the song. so. so ivan

[agent37]

fun fact! this was both the last thing i made in 2022 and the first thing i made in 2023!

inspired by the video ever :3 rendog miku drop pop candy post frfr

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#that hello chat gif leaves me in tears im going insane #hatsune miku #miku fanart #miku hatsune #rendog #renthedog #rendog fanart #renthedog fanart #im so lost someone pick me up im scared theres too many new tags #do i tag this with the hermos? ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ill say no. bc its. its not. ? yeah ok i wont #idk why it took me so long to - oh my god hold on a moment rens glasses shines are completely fucked- #sorry ok its been like 12 minutes for me. you dont ever need to see how bad that was #i literally dont understand how i never noticed that before 😭😭- #idk why it took me so long to actually go about posting this. #those last 4 tags were initially in a bigass blurb paragraph but. no one needs to see that on their miku rendog post.

[catgirlkirigiri]

I am once again posting furry satosugu

#yes one of these is from last time. but I colored it so it coutns as new I guess idk #take these colors w a grain of salt cause theyre slightly darkened by me using the sketches on multiply to color them 👍 #shoutout to the fix-it au cooking in my brain that just so happens to also be using these furry designs cause i hate drawing humans lmao #i guess what im saying with that is expect more furry jjk art. lol. i will not apologize i have found my calling and its drawing my favorit #anime boys as furries <333 and girls. was gonna throw in a doodle with shoko but i cant decide on a specie for her yet rip #also these are not getting maintagged if you get here from a search cause i spoke in the post sorry. but i have heard bad things about this #fandom so i will not be broadcasting my furries to the wider community out of fear lmao #i think i would be killed on sight if i did for making gojo a dog but i am not sorry he is so dog coded to me. not my fault. also i love #cat x dog and there is no way in hell i could get away with dog geto cause he is SO kitty #on that note i am once again clarifying that getos a cat and gojos a husky <3 sorry my style makes everything look like cats im a cat artis #i promise next time i post jjk furries it wont just be these gays #oh i should make a tag for these huh. uhhh no creative tag just #jjk furries #sure. lol. thats the file name for these anyway so why not #zoracontent #zora arts

[todayisafridaynight]

Soooo why do you have the crack ship of Ryo and Daigo?

i see two ex-emo nepo babies and i think they should kiss and play mind games with each other

#snap chats #im done moving into my new room ughHGHFH IM TIREDDD #i still have to do homework tho and my sister wont get off the phone but this the first time shes called me in #i been thinking on this for months #like. Two Weeks idk so </3 #but yeah we saw my initial post back in october/november ok i been on this mindset for A Hot Minute #ive been so brave and strong by not unleashing the full extent of my brainrot onto tumblr #like rip at my priv but i spare yall for the most part #i just think theyre fun to think bout </3 they would never have a good relationship and its all aokis fault #i also think daigo should steal masumi because if aoki doesnt want his dad then my god daigo could use another one #daigo's dad collection... #but do you see why im here. theres so many fun angles to approach these knuckleheads from #the most Y7 gave me was daigo being /vaguely/ snooty bout how he and the tojo were essentially the reason for aokis success #daigo can just be snooty in general but im running with it and saying it was esp personal this time #i also want to continue the growing list of Boyfriends Of Daigo That Would Make His Mom Say 'He Doesn't Deserve You' #I JUST THINK DAIGOS TYPE SHOULD BE CAPITALISTS 💀💀 #SORRY ill stop my mental illness now Point Is i enjoy them immensely on their own so why not smash them together #ive never had a crackship i enjoy as much as this aside from like. |ke mart h 💀 #censors it so i dont get this bullshit ass post in the tag

[caruliaa]

bad decision maker (me)

#this IDIOT decided to start an event for a fandom even though two relativly popular ships make them feel deeply uncomforatable !! #uugh its fine. its 2023 like three ppl ship carmen and gray and/or julia and chase in 2023. weve moved on where better as a society #UGHH THE THING ISS THO !!! like i dont want to be mean those ships genuinly make me feel like being sick maybe and i didnt realize #that my reaction to it was THAT intense before so i tohught it wld b fine if i had to occasionaly rb stuff for it. #i made my bed so i must lie in it i guess !!! alnd like no ones posted stuff YET but still. im nervous #also worried that bc ihave those ships tags banned i wont even see content for it and then the ppl posting content for it will like. #accuse me of being biased and say im a bad person and bla bla bla which i am biased but ill try not to be and uugh. #society if ppl didnt see a female character and a male character who she very clearly sees as her older brother #and a female character and a male character who repeatedly demeans her and went 'what if i shipped them' so this was never an issue for me #sorry thats mean. idk im trying to be impartial and balalnced and fair but i also am not ig. #its more just like! please dont kill me if i seem biased against redcr.ackle i am but i dont deserve u telling everyone to block me over it #someone actually did that once. cleary didnt work in the long run but you can see now why im so damm nervous #ig i can say that if i seem biased towards certain ships thats bc thats whats in the csweekly tags. and babes i wont be wrong !!! #bc i do rb based purely on those tags so ig im fine !! #flappy rambles

[lesbian-gnf-archive]

even muting farfadox wont work cause these people are just putting little dialogues as captions with zero tags...had to mute artists unfortunately i dont wanna see farfadox pinning dreams hands behind his back

YEAH. YEAH THAT ONE.

#thats what made me upset AGAIN #the artist literally said in the replies 'idk farfadoxs boundaries so i wont tag' #like girl WHAT #then WHY DID YOU DRAW IT TO BEGIN WITH. #sorry if im assuming we're talking abt the same art and we're not but zero tags was retweeted by a dnf artist and it was. #well #kore.ask #negativity

[vakta]

taking lactase pills is waaay more complicated than i thought it would be :/

#like what is up with this fcc and why does it mean a different amount of grams on every website ive seen #i know that fcc is the relative activity of the enzime and ok thats cool but tell me how much lactose can it break down pls #actually no bc even if i knew idk how many grams of lactose is in my food bc its hardly ever written on any packages #so this is very fun #i need to experiment with it ig #so yeah tomorrows breakfast is experiment number 1 which is a pastry from lidl that contains lactose #i will take 2 pills i think idk #also you have to take the pill exactly when youre eating bc otherwise it wont work #and idk what happens if i eat slowly? so yea thats why im gonna take 1 before and 1 while eating #i wrote so many tags sorry lactase pills are complicated

[mizugucci]

i hate making live stage gifs so much they always look awful but i just spent over 3 hours making 4 gifs so im not Not going to post them

#just know im sitting here seething at how bad they r compared to other people #and i am once again reminded why i dont make stage sets lmfao #mtxt #like personally i think ALL my gifs look terrible but thats cuz i look at them thru my own eyes/creator eyes #but theres something about live stages........ #i dont know how you all do it #AND I JUST LOOKED IN THE TAG #oh my GODDDD i should have done that first smh #someone else already made the set w the exact frames i used too sdjkfgl #ok well maybe i wont post them #idk why im so negative recently its very unlike me #and i dont usually complain this much on here #sorry to everyone i guess

[vexangle]

idk why proseka fans blame the ppl calling out the cultural appropriation in jp events for one of the events being cancelled in the global version. when the game could have simply not put the cultural appropriation in.

"its always wxs events, global players just hate wxs" do you have a brain??? higher cognitive functions????? its always the wxs events because they treat other cultures' clothing as costumes and then put the theater kids in "exotic costumes" come ON whats not to get!!!!

#mainstream japanese culture doesnt understand how to appreciate foreign cultures respectfully it wont kill you to recognize that #its not just japanese culture. many homogeneous and geographically isolated societies are like this. #but japan is NOT exempt #prsk #like idk why rui backstory events gets the brunt of this treatment. ok idk why rui specifically #but if youre going to blame anyone for lack of global server rui story try blaming the company that made the damn game maybe #sorry i need to add to my earlier tags. homogeneous + geographically isolated + imperialist societies are like this #oooooh look at those weird and silly primitive barbarian societies. with their weird and silly clothes. #it would be so fun and silly to dress and act like them. lets have the fun and silly theater troupe do that. #like are you for fucking real #okay im done. im done talking about this i just had to get it out. #.vxt

[tsui-no-sora]

(I'm trying to look calm and whatnot but I'm having panic attacks watching the news)

Yeah no wonder this must be really really scary time I hope you and your family continue being safe I'm sure at the end everything will turn out okay

#ironically enough i was having a panick attack in the school bathroom a little earlier #just idk what it is about me but teachers just seem to hate me #one of them was asking me why I'm so rude but i genuinely wasn't trying to be rude and i dont want trouble #i dont want to get kicked out even though i know i wont it still scares me #and the white hair on my bangs just keeps growing and growing #im sorry you are going through a literal catastrophe i shouldn't complain so much about my own life either way love you wish you only the #best sending you all my strength #beloved's asks #percy tag

[petvles]

OKAY i am still kinda tipsy but im 4300 words into this bitch and i might finish it tonight might finish it tomorrow it is currently 2am so yea expect it tomorrow

#jani chats #i just wrote another part to the panic attack so when i do finish this beast that wont stop growing #PLEASE im beggin you read the tags on it #dont trigger yourself #i am not showing anything graphic or non con but reader has a panic attack about inadequacy and loneliness #and it might be hard to deal with idk #idk idk why am i writing about loneliness when i am a certified lone wolf #just be prepared alright loves? alright #okay i might be more than tipsy im sorry i talk too much i overshare as a love language

[ace-with--a-mace]

girl help im doomscrolligng

#or hoewver you use yhat word idc im panicking im nauseus im having drequent anxiety poops #im not living laughing or lovingn i cant breathe im on the verge of years i csnt move fr my bed #idk what itnis but its terrible my chest hurts sososo bad im feeling dreadful like? #humanity has beeen around so.long why cant we hyst evovle to stop having bad feelings #joke i think i know how evolution works. i think #butnliterally gonna like vomit but i canntotove from my bed and i wont vomit unless im away from carpet so i dony have mess #ask to tag #emetophobia #i think thays the phobia #spesking of asks i see the asks ppl send im sorry idk why but i cant?? answer them like #i see them i read 5hem vut actually responding will yake me forever #l speaks #shut up l