#if xue yang could live in delusion why can't i

[hannigramislife]

Me, 18 years old: Oh, God, wangxian love each other so much, they are soulmates, their love has survived the worst of trials, they stood by each other when no one else would, Wei Wuxian has done nothing wrong, ever,–

Me, 21 years old: Oh, God, Wei Wuxian, what did you do? How am I supposed to be happy for them when there's. So. Much. Pain– Jin Ling lost so much while so young. Nie Huaisang had a reality check in the worst ways. The Wens were a casualty of war. Oh, poor A-Yuan. Oh, God, Jiang Cheng– Jiang Cheng, you were hurting, it was never your fault, you are enough, Meng Yao, stop–!

#mdzs #mo dao su zhi #the untamed #wei wuxian #lan zhan #nie huisang #meng yao #jiang cheng #literally i'm so upset over these families #and their pain #how am i supposed to focus #on their love #i am in SHAMBLES #OVER THE TRAUMA #sometimes my mind goes numb #and i decide to ignore everything #and focus on yi city #pretending that they're happy #if xue yang could live in delusion why can't i