#im not even blonde anymore

[sunflowersandscreams]

deleting a bunch of old personal information off of your tumblr 👍

#its not too personal so like. its not Bad to keep it up imo #i just dont want it here anymore <3 #im not even blonde anymore

[vivanightcity]

Pre NC nights, with his Bakker scouting group.

#cyberpunk 2077 #cyberpunk photomode #cyberpunk2077 #cyberpunk vp #masc v #I waited SO LONG for night and then a sandstorm hit and i just couldn't be assed anymore #his hair is getting changed back - i don't dislike the lighter blonde i just liked the other more #tried to keep the other guy a bit anonymous because i just used e3v cause im lazy and don't know how to do any customizing of npcs yet #so much time spent carefully putting a mattress in the back of the truck and you can't even see it #this took so long to do i started absolutely hours ago but im always so worried about lookign like im copying i was worried #about posting it tonight #but i spent so long i need to post these now or i'll picck it apart and get mad about them xD #my vp #vibes of ivan

[majoringinsarcasm]

People hating on a literal child because she doesn’t physically look like a character in a book who we only ever saw in concept art and fanart vs me who was kinda sad when I realized book Percy wasn’t black because the description of a young boy living in New York who’s close with his single mother parent who is constantly seen as stupid troublemaker by both peers and teachers and his moms awful boyfriend and who’s only friend is the only other Outcast (non white) classmate who’s only ally is the literature teacher who then he finds also has doubts about him felt very if not fully black then at least mixed coded.

But then I moved on and enjoyed the story for what it gave me, can some of these people say the same 🤔

#I have not yet watched the show I’ll probably wait for more episodes bc I canceled D+ like two months ago #but idk many of yall are not 12 anymore and saying Leah won’t do a good job or it won’t be as good #we only saw any of these characters in our minds eye #or concept art #im not saying you can’t be disappointed when things aren’t 100% a match bc you want to see a good adaptation of the Book #and I need to do a reread but I would think Annabeth’s whole other shit aka running away cross country at 7 always being nosy and wanting #a quest being ready for battle but learning to have fun too #is more integral to her character ESPECIALLY IN MARK OF ATHENA #the blond hair in the books is a trait from Athena so it’s not a unique hurdle other girls in the cabin wouldn’t also face #it mattered bc she was a main character #But taking the core struggle of not being taken seriously works pretty damn well for any girl but especially black girls AT ALL TIMES #and not to be funny but saying the other characters are already diverse feels like a side step #like look Hazel in her eyes and say not being taken seriously BECAUSE of your HAIR COLOR is on the same level #as not being taken seriously because you’re a black girl #and if this breaches containment #yes the show would have been fine even if a picture perfect accurate cast had been hired #but if we want to move past people being cast bc of how they look vs how they act #you can’t hold the gospel of a book series against literal children who are probably having the time of their life #or would be if grown ass adults were attacking them bc SOMEONE ELSE HITED THEM #if the show is bad it’s not bc Annabeth is black or Percy is blonde #hell in good omens both leads are older in the book they’re described as looking 25 and 30 #can you imagine good omens as it is now with book accurate casting bc I can’t

[fudgeroach]

yuh

#my art #doodle #im feelin it now mr krabs #have Some motivation back at least #enough to draw this fghjk #im not even blonde anymore but i gotta stick with the Sona u kno?? #im Gonna be blonde again but gotta grow this buzzcut out again first :V

[neonsbian]

shout out to chase for giving the worst proposal in tv history

#i mean. he couldnt do much w the situation but even then #that was lame as hell lmaooo #im so over cameron and chase being together. theres no chemistry there to me #it feels like they just put the white blonde ppl together for the sake of putting the white blonde ppl together #like i stopped gaf abt them bc of their stupid ass relationship #and i still have to see that shit even when theyre not the main cast anymore -_- #sorry for being a hater. im a heterophobe #house md #vinnie talks

[reddbuster]

I cannot believe people are STILL complaining about Leah Sava Jeffries being cast as Annabeth. And also pretending as if theres any explanation other than straight up racism. I mean I can believe it but also jesus fucking christ

#“ooh but she doesn't look like annabeth from the books!!!” stfu bitch I don't see you complaining about walker scobell being blonde #You literally can't have any visible black artists or any black characters anywhere without people discounting it as “wokeness” #I swear to fucking god a black person could singlehandedly invent a perfect cure to cancer #and people would say they were given an unfair advantage to curing cancer because of affirmative action or some shit #even the larger problem aside SHE IS A CHILD!!! SHE'S LIKE 12 YEARS OLD JESUS CHRIST #How the hell do you think its okay to say these absolutely vile things about anyone let alone a fucking kid!!!! #Im literally so furious I cannot go on instagram anymore #the internet cannot be normal about black girls existing for 2 fucking seconds

[spacedlexi]

rant incoming lol ive been broken emotionally. this goes out to anyone who feels like theyre living in the twilight zone rn like i do

#i hate the wednesday show lol i cant take it anymore #jenna ortegas performance is the only thing getting me through this #i cant believe how much praise this is getting its actually breaking my brain #nothing about this is giving addams family.... #you could literally change them out for new characters and it wouldnt make a difference #im watching wednesday on a date watching legally blonde i REALLY cant take this anymore #cant believe they put wednesday in an environment where she isnt an outcast #even tho the show keeps TELLING me shes still an outcast #put her back in the prep school in conservative middle america that is where the addams family was designed to THRIVE #and every character is so boooorrrriiinnnnggg #except for bianca kind of she has potential #every time they try to do some kind of reference to the movies im just like 'dang wish i was watching that instead rn dont remind me' #AND i cant believe they really gave wednesday the 'ugh im a teen and i hate my mom' trait #the whole POINT of the addams family is that they are the antitheses of the average nuclear family #so why give her this extremely common teenage girl trait #this show is fine if you have never had any exposure to the addams family or just straight up didnt like the addams family #bc its not the addams family #the family isnt even there!!! #thats the worst part for me :( #why not have a B plot back at the addams mansion? #instead of all these bland boring characters i can hardly remember the names of #and her love interests SUCK!!! THEY SUCK!!! the Only character it makes sense for her to befriend is eugene #and they put him in the hospital almost immediately #rant over do not defend this show to me #u can enjoy it or whatever but i cant do it anymore #her dress was pretty tho. and fester was ok #also morticia and gomez have zero chemistry which is a crime #their younger counterparts had more chemistry and their acting was weak so that says a lot #sorry i was raised on the 60s show and the 90s movies i tried to be fair but this is Some Shit my dude.. its giving CW #it speaks

[nsewell]

i just woke up from a dream where i was in a mistborn larp and i was playing kelsier and brandon sanderson was playing vin and he was really impressed by my kelsier characterization i wish i was making this up

#im just like kelsier is he was a 24 year old bottle blonde #i broke a pencil and sprinkled lead on a wound to heal it and he was like #so impressed by my allomancy knowledge #bc that’s how allomancy worked in my dream. premonition #im not even in my mistborn era anymore he’s just imbedded in my psyche

[hvbris]

𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐒 . boys edition !!!

Elliot, Noah, Mulder, Caesar, Hannibal, Tom

#tagged a lot of ppl yesterday so im just adding the boys without tagging anyone BUT if you see it and do it tag me!!!! #i don't have a lot of boys but they all have dark hair somehow xD #i need a blond maybe #mulder (the truth is out there) #caesar (ladies and gentlemen; your master of ceremonies; caesar flickerman!) #noah gideon (fearless child broken boy) #voldemort (there is only power and those too weak to seek it) #hannibal (i am having an old friend for dinner) #elliot (i don't even know what's real anymore) #dash game

[godofsmallthings]

i am sorry to be a hater on main bc i know a lot of you guys like her but the new m*isie p*ters song is so bad and dumb skdjfhskdjfhsd like first of all blonde hair is just objectively worse than brown hair everyone knows this. also the bridge is so boring it’s so frustrating to watch her descend into pop mediocrity when i loved her folksy stuff so much...like i thought at least her ed sheeran money/connections would allow her to work with producers who didn’t make the most boring, been-done-before tracks but literally i feel like she’s lost all of her personality as an artist and all of her songs sound like they could be by anyone...ik this sounds so mean but it’s because i used to love her so much. also everyone needs to stop writing pop culture references into their songs literally just for the sake of having a pop culture reference and she literally does it in every single one of her songs like PLEASE get a new songwriting trick i am begging (i’m sorry this is just literally my biggest pet peeve when it comes to songwriting and she is the worst offender).

#THIS IS SO MEAN IM SO SORRY #and despite all of this i have even come around to cate's brother #i didn't even really like ysuft i just can't keep pretending i'm a fan of her anymore #i do respect her work ethic and commitment to social media promo tho im sure that must be exhausting #but it does seem like she enjoys it a little bit so that's good #but like PLEASE work with better producers and become more invested in your own sound and experimenting i am begging #i am so excited for her inevitable return to folk album in a few years tho #like even blonde could've been better if she just pushed MORE #like if you're gonna toe the line of the pop punk revival may as well just fully send it #give me grit give me a vocal performance that sounds like you meant something!!!!!!! #her voice is so striking and unique too it could be soooo cool if she just catered to it more #vi is typing...

[ihateandie]

ATEEZ YUNHO 🗣️🗣️🗣️

Guys, I have been stuck in the kpop rabbit hole for years. Anyway, atinys plz interact w me I need atiny friends 😭😭!!

I think we (atinys) moved on from their 2021 gayo daejeon deja vu + the real performance like. Its criminal I don't see anyone talking about it anymore!!11!!1 So here’s the performance. You should watch it forreal 🫵🫵🫵 !! They don’t disappoint. 

I love it. I have been rewatching it for the past month over and over again. It’s addicting to say the least...!!!

#ateez is too good #like their music is so addictive #i have a playlist full of just django bc its my fave ever #i thought wdig was the best ateez song but then they released django #im the number 1 django enjoyer #also yunho is so pretty?? #he isnt even my bias #but atp i feel like i dont have a bias #sorry mingi #im getting bias wrecked by everyone else #also yunho being the hardest member to draw is FALSE #he is the easiest to draw for me honestly #allegations are FALSE #but that doesn't mean drawing him wasn't hard #they're all super hard to draw #i cant do this anymore #anyway this is deja vu + the real appreciation #also blonde yunho appreciation #he's so pretty #art #digital art #fanart #ateez #ateez yunho #yunho ateez #yunho #jeong yunho #deja vu #the real #atiny

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

ever watch an animatic so many times that every time you see the characters in it in any other context you start singing the song under your breath

#shut up pandora #*sees raeda fanart* ON SOME LEVEL I THINK I ALWAYS UNDERSTOOD THAT THESE HANDS OF MINE ARE CLUMSY NOT CLEVER #*sees any het couple with a blond* IF I COULD TELL HER TELL HER EVERYTHING I SEE IF I COULD TELL HER HOW SHES EVERYTHING TO ME #this is the same for klapollo too actually #i saw a rly good animatic with that song and klapollo but also the 200492834094 mlb animatics with that song #and the 2 mlb animatics with that song thats actually good #*sees tsumugi shirogane* IM A VILLAIN *unintelligible korean mumbling* YOURE A VILLAIN IM KILLING SOMEONE BABY YOURE KILLING SOMEONE #every time i think about hunter toh or phillip wittebane i think of that animatic about religious trauma #where phillip does the cross gesture right after he kills his brother #*sees toh coven banners* DID YOU MAKE DISEEAAAAASSSSEEEE AND THE DIAMONDS BLUUUUUUEEEEEEE #*remembers that yttd exists* I CANT DECIDED WHETHER YOU SHOULD LIVE OR DIE #im not even into yttd anymore but that edit stayed with me all these years #every time i think about sdr2 i think about that lorde song #babygirl i have so many animatics saved that ive watched for several days collectively

[w1nterk1tty]

oh yeah i forgot to tell yall i dyed my hair pink

#winter’s diary #i mean only the top layer is pink the rest is blonde #and even tho it hasnt even been a month my roots are so fucking awful dfghfds #like im a natural blonde technically but where i dont go outside anymore my roots are so dark #however i got a raise and im getting a full time paycheck now so ill be able to get my hair done soon #and i plan on keeping the pink but making the front two pieces blonde with light blue at the end #like cotton candy hair #bc i love cotton candy #the colors #cotton candy itself i do enjoy but i dont like sweets that much #i prefer less sweet sweets #like dark chocolate #i wonder if its because i am terrified of having cavities because of the time i had 8 at once as a kid #i mean im terrified of the dentist in general #this sounds bad but i havent been since i got my braces off #whiich was when i was 15 #im just so terrified of the dentist honestly #i dont like people messing with my teeth #i think its from where i got 4 adult teeth removed in order to get braces because that was the most awful experience of my life #i have less teeth than the average person because my mouth is too small to hold them all #hence the removing of adult teeth for braces #i had 7 teeth in total removed (3 were baby teeth obv) in order to get braces in 7th grade #and then it was pointless because by the time i got my retainer my teeth had already shifted #so i will have crooked teeth until i can afford to fix them

[allergic-to-four-leaf-clovers]

BED!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

#also I FOUND MY WEIGHTED BLANKET!!!!! IT'S UNDER MY DUVET BUT YK #also yhe pride flag will be repositioned dont worry #going on a bit of a ramble rn but like. ive just found a couple things that have been hiding under the drawers of my old bed #for example i found a cool bandana i thought i lost for like. a year. and now im obsessed with it so prepare to see that maybe #and i also found a snood i had that still fits me even though i even wore it in first school #and the crazy thing is that i dont remember #anything of first school #the only thing i have are school books from yr 4 and that snood #along witg like. old pictures of me #then again they look absolutely nothing like me. like. blonde with really long hair?? nu uh not me (not anymore at least) #i dont remember much of anything now that i think about it #i dont remember what i did last year #i cant even remember what year i came out as trans #i cant remember when i joined tumblr #and when i first made rayan or foster or zuriel or ailean or even the day i made ruaridh #perhaps its my shit sense of time but i have such a horrible memory that first school may have never happened if it werent for the fuzzy and #few things i actually. remembered. though i doubt i remember them correctly #idk if its anything that Happened™ that blocked out my memory or something. i know a certain thing may have since it kinda scarred me (ig?? #idk i dont wanna sound overdramatic) but. you know im just a silly guy with a silly memory #anyway sorry for that vent lmao