#its bc im on uni break

[bidamonalbarn]

my bf (louis tomlinson) is away at war (on a break from his world tour) and I am missing him immensely (barely any time has passed)

#missing him hours #its bc im on uni break #louis tomlinson #fitfwt

[reds-skull]

Had fun painting Ghost like two weeks ago, so I wanted to paint Soap as well (also last time I did him dirty, dunno what happened on that painting-)

second version has the moths that make up his Reaper in my revenant AU (it's why his fingertips are on fire...)

#call of duty modern warfare 2 #cod mw2 #cod soap #john soap mactavish #cod fanart #revenant au #the face was a lot of fun #the tacvest was. not. #you can probably tell... #I have an idea for a gaz painting of him just in the sky #price's powers arent really visible so like if I paint him its just his normal self #but this too far too long bc i didnt have time. also my wrist is dying from uni work #so if I do another painting its gonna be on break. in a few weeks #also first time painting a beard Im actually proud of tf #truly a miracle

[cosmic-chat]

School sucks

#did not mean to go on a hiatus but heyy #I started uni this year and now Im on break :) #Im sad I missed knds anniversary so maybe I’ll do some doodles if I remember how to draw #my bday is next week and bc canada I can drink so I think its funny me and knd can drink this year #Im also sitting on the last batch of drawing for requests from last year #they are literally done and the art is good so idk why I held back from posting 😭 #I’ll post those later

[616nightcrawler]

i feel like i see posts like this so much and it's kind of weird bc this applies only to like. a very specific subset of people (ppl who are into phineas and ferb + aware of the "two nickels" thing being repostet a lot) which is like. a subset of people in a fairly specific age range (the right age to have watched phineas and ferb so like. idk 15 - 30 year olds probably being generous) AND are active on specific social media platforms to have seen this joke repeated a lot so it burrows into their memory bc most people who just casually watched phineas and ferb aren't that likely to remember this specific moment (i know i didn't without the meme). and idk this is not a big deal i just find it interesting how often people online will post about something that is extremely specific to them and the social circles they move in as if it's a really universal experience

#im def thinking about this too deeply but i see this a lot w very online young people #even where they'll be like 'omg everyone in gen Z is like THIS' and its like #no not everyone in your generation is a certain way it's just that #you don't really interact with people outside of your specific circles #be it online or physical #like online you probably algorythmically get promoted things that confirm your world view bc that is the things you're interested in #so you get a sort of feedback loop of people in your same age range #who get promoted similar content based on age and browsing habits #and you're not gonna really break out of that unless you really look for it #and physically you hang out with your friends who have the same interests as you and are likely in similar economical and social situations #and are likely at your school or uni so you're in really similar situations #its even happened to me bc back in the day i never liked using twitter but my friends who were on twitter were really confused when #i didn't get the 'twitter idioms' even though we move in similar circles i just hadn't been introduced to things specifically popular on tw #twitter #so things that seemed universal to them were completely new to me #and the other way around too where i think smth is extremely generally well known but people i talk to have no idea what's up #my sister who's two years older than me probably doesn't even remember phineas and ferb that well just bc she wasn't that into cartoons #idk. all that to say. #your experiences are not universal #the life and times of brows

[oatbugs]

had like 1 free day spent it hollow knighting and also applying for insurance and replacing card and getting new sim card. looked at the post i made abt like...research and stuff (the one w the video) and i literally do not recall writing it bc i was like blackout drunk when i made it. anyway im ok but i need to Do Things i want more time to Do Things !!

#i missed it sm .... #i truly needed bc ive been so exhausted recently that i felt like...blunted mentally almost? like i couldnt think clearly or function etc #like even simple problems were taking too much effort to solve. and i think i just needed a break. anyways #got super drunk lost phone n wallet in uber who then someone stole but its alright bc insurance yay #anyway i have to travel again tmrw which is not good i truly need a few moments to be productive outside of research #like i need to code and also do my uni work but like...literally quite literally No Time ! and my laptops battery died recently #which actually hinders me sm bc working on like...free moments like in trains or cafes is no longer an option #i need a high wattage plug socket available at all times to use laptop #anyways despite all that im kinda content. #also having a cat helps a lot #anyway hollow knight is rly good even tho sometimes i have skill issues !

[aroaceofthesea]

I thought i had friends but turns out they have a group chat without me and when i found out i asked one of them if they could add me but its been over a week and i havent heard about it again

#i mean i understand why they have it #i guess it evolved from the group they made when they started going out which i consciously avoided #but idk it feels weird that now that they use it for other things too they didnt add me #and that when i saw it i was like oh i dont think im there! and the one i was talking about was like oh thats true do you want to be added? #and idk its not the first time it happened either #when they made a group chat with the guys they also didnt include me and i thought it was also bc it was for going out #(which it was) #but turns out a couple guys who also never or almost never go out were actually there so idk #not feeling great about my uni friends these days #at least im on pretty good terms with most of the class so i dont think it will be very hard to change groups? #like permanently i dont think ill be able to until next year starts (yay anxiety) #but i still spend like most breaks etc with other ppl bc at this point idk i dont trust my friends a lot.... #also doesnt help that my 2 closest friends barely come anymore😔 #mine #uni #rant

[uriekukistan]

alright its my update day for the jjk death note au but first i think i should make a masterlist-esque post so i dont have just my most recent work pinned ☝️

#im like publishing stuff almost every other day atp #dont get used to it okay #its only bc im on a break from uni this sem

[8aji]

hi 👀

#IM SORRY FOR LEAVING #without any sort of previous notice but ive been hella busy these past few weeks #and the tumblr break was really something that i need :') #im not sure if im coming back to this acc #or if im deactivating and making another one or anything of the sort #a part of me is very hesitant bc of the love ive received on here #i truly am not sure which route i should take #but in the mean time !! #i hope all of you are having a wonderful wonderful time #be it summer or winter or any other season !! #it was my first time spending so much time away from home and ngl i absolutely loved it #and and and that means im gonna be a lil busier than usual again bc uni is starting again and i gotta make plans so i can move out for good #on the brightside #im still writing !! and its going well :D i think ive gotten to a point in which i can trust myself and my process and my skill #theres always room for improving ofc !! but still #i hope life is treating all of you well !! #maybe we'll see each other soon :)

[lightfulonion]

hii @pierogish-side!!! thank you for tagging me!! <3

Last song: This could be us by Rae Sremmurd

Favorite color: mmm really feeling brown rn

Currently watching: OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH WOOHOO!! its so fun (everyone is going through it)

Last movie: The Wonderful Story of Henry Sugar dir. Wes Anderson

Currently reading: im currently studying for uni so im stuck at Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett and The Course of Love by Alain de Botton :(

Sweet/spicy/savory: sweet forever and always

Relationship status: uhhh im dying and rebirthing from my ashes 👍

Current obsession: .....kiribaku..... im back at it again OTZ

Last things I googled: wes anderson (so i could find out what the above movie was called lmao), werewolf (singular), boku no hero academia wiki episodes (this is a call for help)

Currently working on: im in my last year of uni (lmao pierogish... 😭) and i need to finish it so im studying really hard!!! (and trying to not give up) but itll probably be a while until i get my degree. also i bought an old polaroid from a thrift shop and im thinking of making it work

tagging: @skijjiki, @livingonyoghurtandspite,@peachybeesplease, @horson, @mars-matrix

#guys im gonna go back to my bnha era..... this was almost 5 or 6 (??) years ago and i was so happy but like......... #its been so long......... #i miss kiribaku so much and i hadnt had the mood for bnha since season 3 aired #i know whats going on in the manga (bc im noisy) and my interest is piqued and i probably will start reading the manga from the beginning #(im not kidding when i say this is a call for help) #if uni wasnt killing me softly (without a song or anything nice) and life was a little less uh 'much' i would have been reading so much #fanfic and (hopefully) drawing ;-; #i miss drawing #cant wait to reread chonideno's krbk fanfics!! they sure wont break my heart in tiny little pieces!! again!! (big faves please give them #a read if you want) #also i accidentaly (fate?) saw what 'mouthful' means in the 'you said a mouthful' sense and it has a positive meaning #specifically it means 'you are right' #'tasteful' has also positive meaning and 'touchful' doesnt exist (yet?) so thats how far ive come to my research #also completely irrelevant with anything ive said before but please if you can check out duolingo's insta profile and tell #me im not hallucinating #specifically the last and third to last posts. its one photo and one video #does it look like im stalling from my studies? (please say no) #get tagged #onion talks #i hope this whole thing didnt brought you a headache like it did to me...... theres a mismatch of so many different things......... #if you made it this far im gonna share with you one of my favorite songs im listening rn: brutus (Instrumental) by the buttress

[ghosttownwherenoonegoes]

Tw vent in tags

#i csnt do this anymore #seriously considering dropping out again #i can't keep up and always end up in shitty situations bc i never follow my schedule properly 😩 #i hate the way i keep repeating the same cycle #I don't see the point in trying anymore #i AM trying no matter what i say but I'm just... idk #im starting to emotionally shut down #just told Taylor i didnt have time for eddie like???? i always have time for eddie #i think fi i stay up all night i can save this #fix the beinf so far behind its almost impossible to cstcj up #im either gonna lose my shit and break stuff #or keep goinf bc like ozzy says #kickinf back dont make it #i csnt do this im sorry Uncle Wayne 💔 #im gonna cry just thinking abt how disapproving and disappointed in me he would be rn #im 2 weeks behind on uni #1 week is last semester one week is this semester #still catching up on last semester before i can start the assignment due in 4 days and its a big one #and ehile this frantic catch-up is going on the new semester is ongoing so im behind there too #fuck this i wanna drop out so bad #sorry eddie and uncle wayne for disappointing you #im so angry at myself i could vomit #stupid fucking lazy bitch #this happened bc pulling too mzny hours at work #but i need the money to support my parents #this is all for a future i dont even believe in so whats the point??? #im never gonna achieve my dream of beinf a neuropsychologist #im not a natural hardworker snd i always do thus and i hate myself

[yanankim]

Wait yuto has the members blocked that's so funny

#is that why twt unis are all over the place? #i kept seeing like serious ass posts being like dont hate hongseok lets appreciate him keeping us in the loop #and its all over yuto having everyone blocked?? #im sorry thats so unserious 😭 #im at work so if theres anothsr reason i cant find jt bc i would rather read on my break fhan look at twt drama

[yuyusuyu]

i just finished writing the last chapter of blurred lines and lies 💔 time for the endings 🙏🏼

#꒰📑꒱ dea talks ! #bro i said i was gonna do hw #bc its due tmrw morning #but the assignment doesnt close until 11pm #saur i decided to do it tmrw #bc whateva #also im tired bc i got home late 😄 #im finally going to move back to the city and im renting w my friend #and the apt is like right down the street from my uni #so slay i can finally do my hw on time and get my shit together #also im finally healingggg im breaking away from my perfect student tendencies #CHEERS TO THAT #bc i deadass used to stay up till 3am from ms all throughout hs #if i didn't understand a subject #😭😭😭 #anyways gn you lovely ppl 🫶🏼

[ragnars-tooth]

Medieval/fantasy au be upon ye: the gang reconvenes and discusses their next steps

Oh god, so this one requires me to get into what the hell this au is about and uhhhh I don’t… know?? Yet???

I’ve got some broad sweeps down but the details are for the most part hazy rn

(That got long fast whoopsie!!)

SO:

- The Pennykettles are the royal family, Lucy is the heir. David is not strictly related to Liz or Lucy, but he was raised in proximity to the crown and later made the equivalent to a prince in title (basically, he’s not really royalty, he can’t take the crown, and he doesn’t do anything important, but he is the court’s funny little guy and you will apologise to him rn for hurting his feelings!! He acts as a figurehead in the Pennykettles’ place for some festivals, and is generally well liked by the public despite being dumb as rocks.)

- More on David: he was raised by the monks of Avalon (pushing my Arthur & Bernard agenda on this fine evening), one of which Liz eventually married (take a wild guess).

- The royal line carries down the women, Arthur is basically arm candy. He and Liz are very queer-platonic to me. Their role is to act as ‘ambassadors’ between dragons and humankind. It’s mostly symbolic at this point, as dragons are very respected and mostly left to their own devices. Their perches are treated as holy places where offerings are left, and they don’t bother themselves with humans as long as things continue to roll smoothly.

- (To be clear, Arthur is not Lucy’s father. I may well go with canon’s egg shit because it works maddeningly well here. It is also important to me that you know Arthur is still blind. I will hold this man in my disabled arms mwah you are safe here)

- THE PENNYKETTLE DRAGONS? They’re still here baybey, but REAL ALL OF THE TIME. They’re a small species of living dragons – I haven’t worked out the exact origin story here yet, whether Liz still breathed life into them from something non-living, or if they’re just juveniles that will eventually become as big as Gawaine. We shall see, I suppose. I imagine that they act like very needy cats that attach themselves to their human and follow them about. God I wish I had a little dragon guy.

- The royal library is run by Henry Bacon (HE LIVES. FUCK YOU.) and his apprentice, Zanna Martindale. David also used to apprentice here before being adopted by the crown. It took Zanna a while to get over the boy she used to throw books at and make daisy chains for becoming effectively a prince. They are in love <3 (no Alexa yet, sorry (unless…. Hm, I will get back to you on this…) bc I see David and Zanna being Firestar ages, and Lucy being older than usual at around 16/17)

- Zanna has a vaguely middle-class upbringing (as far as the concept exists), with a doctor/dentist father and an older sister.  (Ngl. Forgot zanna had a real dentist dad and just made henry her father originally. And now to fix it I’m considering marrying them. It would be funny literally only to me. But it Would be funny. Local doctor and librarian have a weird unacknowledged little gay thing going on. Good for them <3)

- I don’t know how but Melanie Cartwright is in there somewhere and she and Lucy are dating. I am right. You will understand the kettlewright agenda by the time im through with you.  

- Lucy is in her teenage angst era but at least this time it’s just sort of silly instead of a result of horrific trauma. She’s just smothered by loving parents and thinks she could totally make it as an independent adult with no survival skills. She is wrong!

- (Lucy voice: God I hate my parents, they keep saying they love me every twelve seconds 🙄 I just want to do normal things like commit property damage and travel cross-country with nothing but a bag of cheese and scare old man Bacon. Instead all I can do is count my stacks of money and play fetch with my fire-breathing cat. This fucking blows!! They never let me do anything fun :/)

- Tam is a wannabe poet who becomes a knight. On his first day after a big promotion he promptly loses the crown’s only princess and decides that the best course of action is to fake his death and live in the forest. I can’t say I blame him.

- During Tam’s self-imposed exile he comes across is stalked by Bella (the catgirl). He finds her very annoying and is not at all her father now. He also hates cats and would never ever pet one and let it fall asleep in his lap. He is a man of principles and sticks to his finely tuned moral compass. By lying. And running away.

- Regarding Lucy’s disappearance – it was her way of getting away for a bit for fun only child shenanigans, but ultimately ends in her (crown princess, very recognisable, her face is on like. Everything.) getting kidnapped for real.

- Unbeknownst to Tam, David had also disappeared during official business, and Zanna is nowhere to be found. The crown is left in a precarious place, and it soon appears to be under real threat.

- Spoilers: Voss is about, and there is a lot he’s willing to take.

- On lighter notes: Gwilanna and the Chamberlain boys are absolutely still in this because I am so fucking predictable. Tootega come here I can treat you so much better mwah mwah. Well… maybe Gwilanna isn’t a lighter note. But she is there! This will have no consequences on anyone or anything, I’m sure! :3

PLEASE DEAR GOD ASK ME QUESTIONS IF YOU HAVE THEM. I swing violently between wanting to give every single plot detail rn and wanting to go write the actual fic so things can be revealed ✨mysteriously✨

#the last dragon chronicles #tldc #david rain #zanna martindale #lucy pennykettle #tam farrell #bella tldc #i swear her surname came up but i cant find it rn rip #ragnar art #fantasy au #ig?? idk i need a tag for this stuff so i dont flood the main tag all the time #<-- also like generally im gonna try to keep sketches out of the main tag i think #unless its sm i spent a long time on (like this) im gonna keep it quiet bc im just hyperaware theres not a lot of us and i want it to be #easy to ignore my self indulgent stuff lol #i mean.... ALL my tldc stuff is self indulgent but you get what i mean #had to draft this post in my word docs and now i have a 4k essay on tam and how stupid david's 'move' to uni was #(it is not in a postable state) #realising that if i want analysis of the books in this fandom i gotta write them myself /j #if the formatting breaks after i had to readd the images like six times ill eat my shoe #if ur wondering why im suddenly active too its bc i have less than a week to finish an essay i have nothing written for <3 #so um... slay! #ok i gotta just shut up and post at some point dont i #matt posts: 40 colour variants that are barely different and tags that are 9 miles long

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#ya kno those days where its like. nothings wrong but if anything changes unexpectedly i will lose #my fucking mind. the threads holding me back from having a total freakout meltdown are old and frayed #my brain needs to shut thr fuck up is what im saying #ive got thr hysteria wah >:-[ #i swear to christ. if i have to fucking drive to the other uni tomorrow #me via emails should i pick things up tomorrow? should i dedicate my fucking weekend to making sure things work right and then roll that #straight into 2weeks of watering schedule hell? is that i thing i should do? #i mean at least there wouldnt b ppl there bc spring break but ay the bitterness. im full of black bile #i hate it here. and i cant stop #im being so dramatic. jesus christ. i fucked up my timesheet from like a month ago and have to fill out a sheet to fix it. it just makes #me want to lay on the floor and wail like a toddler. its fucking hard enough to get my brain to fill out my timesheets. and i just streight #up dont fill out reimbursement sheets bc idk money stuff is so upsetting for me to think abt i would rather just take the loss #just so i dont have to think abt it. how much money have i lost in that way? best not to think abt it #my fucking time sheets r a lie anyway. i used to do like 10hr days 6days a week while a part time employee after i got my masters #bc it took them like 6months to hire me and itd like wtf else am i gonna do with my time #and that is how u build resentment. no one makes me do these things. its just how it has to be according to the fucking annoying rules in #my brain. terrible and irrational and annoying. i just wanna leave #and i do have to fucking drive tomorrow. cool cool cool #and i have to wait for my boss to approve comments so i can submit this paper and idk how long yhstll take or when itll happen #bc she was doing field work until apparently 9pm yesterday idk whats happening but im supposed to meet with her tomorrow #but i dont wanna. like whats the point. i can find things to do and meeting just makes me feel bad bc im just tired and sick of this #and shes so nice and enthusiastic and i just cant match thst energy anymore. she texted me last week at like 8pm to ask how i was #and i was like ??? what do u want from me? what did i fuck up that made it obvious im not ok? #and she said she was just interested in how i was so i was like ok im fine. no elaborate bc like what do u want from me? i dont understand #but idk shes got a lot to deal with bc she moved schools this semester so her life is probably infinitly more stressful than mine rn #im just laying in a field of burnout and i wanna leave but i have to wait at least 4-5 months #whatever i need to get a bunch of materials together for an undergrad bc i said id give her advice abt reaching out for a masters #bleh im tired and sad. its probably in part hormones bc my body hates me rip #whatever. itll b fine. one more project to check off the list #unrelated

[baeshijima]

oh yeah life update:

i finally turned in my uni applications last week !! ur all looking at ur beloved future psychology major—

#sophie’s idle chatter #anywho. #no bc i cried last week like 10 times #we had internal uni applications with the college due thursday and then our assessments that affect our predicted grades also throughout the #week #and i sobbed non stop to inso's law and its novel #that breaks me every goddamn time istg #JUST THINKING ABT IT HAS TEARS FORMING #YEODAN MY BELOVED IM GLAD UR GETTING THE SPOTLIGHT IN THE MANHWA RN BUT THIS IS SUCH A SAD ARC FOR DANI LATER ON #AND ITS ONLY THE BEGINNING #when second year hits.... fuck...

[oatbugs]

my mental health has tanked so insanely idk what 2 do lol

#bc of my grades last yr and also on the assignments ive submitted this yr my uni has faith in me #to somehow catch up on 1.5 terms of content (lectures and everything) including those of modules i took that were clearly #above my paygrade (AKA took 3rd yr modules as a 2nd yr bc i thought im built different. heart emoji ♡) #however my mental health is still so bad that i dont think its possible #so i spoke to smn abt it and they were like u can take some time off to recorver n then come bavk #and its like #ok 👍 but that would require spending several months at home. w my parents #so im worried i wont get better when im around them yk #anyway my mental health has nosedived a few times over the last 2yrs but never for this long #and there was always a reason but this time its so out of nowhere ?? like why have i been like this for several months lol #the thing is if i don't take a break rn and try to power thru i don't think im build SO different to be able to make up on like #4 missed exams and assignment and also do all the other exams in exam season and get a 1st #and i rly need to get a 1:1 idk #built**