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kgyeomiex · 6 years

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Just For A Little Bit

“It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives”

Summary: That night was just suppose to be nothing but careless fun, but after drinking shot after shot that night was your first time having a one-night stand. What did you have to worry about? 99% of the time you never see the person you sleep with again… right? WRONG. What will happen when your past comes back to life to haunt you again?

Parts of the story:

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7 // Part 8 // Part 9 // Part 10 // Part 11

Masterlist

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“I’m sorry! Happy?” You questioned and Bobby suddenly begins to laugh.

Again what’s so funny? You didn’t seem to crack any type of joke once so ever.

“It’s okay... I mean there is nothing to apologize for.”

“Yes, there is, I was so rude back in the car and I just… I just wanted to avoid the topic of us every discussing our one night stand..” You blurted out truthfully.

Bobby looked up at you and smiled.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t know that topic made your uncomf-”

You quickly cut Bobby off.

“It’s not that it makes me uncomfortable... It’s just…”

“It’s just what?” Bobby asks looking at you and you sighed. Truth was… You were scared to talk to Bobby after that day. You were scared that he was probably going to look at you as a person of low standard. Someone who was easy.

Bobby was extremely attractive and it would be a shame to reject him but you had worries about him looking down on you, you thought it would be best to just dodge him.

“I mean.. We slept together and that was that… I mean there isn’t much to talk about I guess.” You mumbled and Bobby looks downs and says something that leaves you in complete shock.

“If you didn’t leave that day… Wouldn’t you think you would have been with me instead of Mino..”

Where was this all coming from? Just for a second, you thought this conversation can be a calm meaningless conversation, but the opposite of that happened.

“Bobby..”

“I know I shouldn’t have asked that..” Bobby chuckled while looking down. You noticed the way he smiles. His eyes are squinted and his teeth showed. He slowly raised up his head and looked at you into your eyes.

“But I’m just curious..”

To be honest you had no idea what would’ve happened if you would have stayed that morning… Probably the two of you would have an awkward morning. You getting out of bed to get dress while Bobby watches you then leave his apartment…

Or maybe... This whole thing would’ve of been different... Maybe the two of you would have started to talk and could have had the chance to get to know each other.. And who knows… maybe you two would have been a couple instead of Mino and you. You would have never met Mino.. everything would have been different...

“Y/N,”

You shook the thoughts out of your head and looked at Bobby.

“Look, I don’t know what to say… Maybe we didn’t have a chance to talk that night because it was a sign… Maybe the two of us are just meant to be friends..”

Bobby remained quiet and nodded his head.

“Maybe you’re right… If we were supposed to be with each other… we would’ve been together by now..” Bobby admitted as you nodded your head and got up.

“Well, we should maybe get back inside... I’m sure people must be looking for us.”

Bobby stood up as well, but he stopped and stares at you. You could feel the way his gaze on you, but you were just trying to avoid his glare. Also to try to avoid the awkward tension between the two of you.

“You can go ahead… I’ll be there in a few.” Bobby says.

As you were heading towards the door you couldn’t help but look at him one last time before heading back inside.

You didn’t know whether you made Bobby feel some type of way or not, but you couldn’t worry about him.. You should be worried about Mino instead.

The party continued to go on. From afar you looked towards Mino and just by glancing him you could tell he was drunk. He was with his friend which of course you didn’t seem to mind, but off of his face, you could see he was definitely drunk.

You sat on a nearby chair just continued to watch Mino from a distance.

How the hell were you going to take Mino back home? Wait how were you going to go home? You looked around the room to find Bobby and there you laid eyes on him. You could see that he is pretty wasted... Well, this is just great.

Bobby and Mino were right next to each other side by side having a blast and laughing hysterically about god knows what. Ah, you should probably go over there and try to take Mino back to his dorm...

You lifted yourself off the chair and slowly approached Mino and his groups of friends thinking about what the hell you were going to say. You wanted to tell Mino to go home, but what if he feels like you’re babying him? What the hell do you do?!

At last you were in front of the boys, but they didn’t seem to notice you, instead, they all continue to talk among themselves.

“Mino… I’m tired… maybe we should head home.” you blurted out and all eyes were on you in the group except for one person.

“Babe,” Mino slurred as he approached you. He wrapped his arm around your shoulder and all you could do was stare at him.

“Please?” You whispered and he sighed and looked down.

“Fine…. But can Bobby come with? He’s pretty wasted too.”

Bobby looked at Mino and burst of laughter.

“Not as wasted as you.” Bobby teases Mino and the two began to laugh.

How was this going to work? How were you suppose to take two drunk boys back to their dorms? You for sure weren’t going to leave Mino alone, but you couldn’t abandon Bobby either. Maybe you could bring them back to your apartment... You didn’t even know where Bobby’s dorm was and you couldn’t just drop off Mino and bring Bobby back with you... That would just be wrong...

You pulled out your phone to call for a taxi driver. As you had that set, you wrapped Mino’s arm around your shoulder and looked over at Bobby. You then got a hold of his arm and tried to pull the two out of the bar area and outside to sober up a bit. Probably won’t help but if they drink anymore, you’ll be having to carry the two of them on your shoulders as if they were your children...

“Babe….” You could hear Mino slurring and you continued to drag him out of the party.

“What?”

“You know I love you right?” You couldn’t help but smile. Although you knew Mino was drunk he meant it.

“I love you too.” You responded back and Mino became a smiling mess. You glanced at Bobby. You noticed how quiet he was, but you were glad he wasn’t saying stupid things he will regret later...

Dragging Bobby and Mino upstairs to your apartment was the hardest task of your life. You had to basically make Bobby sit one of the stair steps while you grabbed Mino and helped up the stairs first. It was hard trying to keep Mino stable, you felt as if he was going to make you fall and drag you down the stairs along with him. Aish why did you let him get to this drunk?

As you reached up the flight of stairs, you had Mino with his arm around your shoulder leaning all his weight on you. Your hands went inside your purse to try to find your keys as fast as possible. As you finally found them, you quickly unlocked your apartment door and went straight to your bedroom.

Step by step you finally arrived at your bedroom and you lightly let Mino lay on your bed. He tried to grab a hold of your hand to pull you down with him, but you had to get Bobby who was patiently waiting downstairs.

“Babbeee.” Mino slurs grabbing your hand.

“Not now, I have to go get your drunk friend.” You said referring to Bobby and Mino sighs and pouts like a four-year-old.

“I’ll be back I promise.” With that being said you left out of the bedroom and made your way back downstairs to where you were hoping to find Bobby.

That’s exactly where you found him but you also saw Bobby getting scolded at. Oh no, what did he possibly do while you were gone? You ran down the stairs and at last caught up and interrupted Bobby and the woman screaming at Bobby.

“What’s up?” You interrupted and the woman looked at you with angry eyes.

“Tell your boyfriend to keep it down! I’m trying to put my baby to sleep and all I hear is someone singing horribly out in the halls.”

Wait did she just call Bobby your boyfriend? You were going to quickly correct her but what was the point? All you had to do was apologize to her to get her to shut up and bring Bobby’s drunk ass upstairs to your apartment away from this little problem he just made.

“You’re just jealous because you can’t sing like me,” Bobby says and your eyes widen. The woman looked like she was growing more in rage than she already was.

“Bobby!”

“What! She s-” You covered his mouth before he could say anything else and you looked at the lady. She crossed her arms and continued to stare the two of you down... Ah, this boy is problematic when he’s drunk.

“I am so sorry to disturb your peace. I assure you that this will never happen.” You apologized to the random lady. You got a hold of Bobby and dragged up the stairs one by one.

“Mm, where is Mino?” You could hear Bobby mumble but instead of responding back you remained quiet till the two of you reached your front door.

“Where am I?” Bobby continued to ask questions and you looked at him.

“Look you’re drunk, I’m not going to let you go home alone like this so, you’re going to stay at my apartment for the night.” You explained to Bobby and he didn’t seem to answer, he just shrugged and remained quiet. You pulled out your keys as you continued to hold Bobby. His arm is wrapped around your shoulder. You finally manage to open the door.

You continue to drag Bobby into your apartment and with one of your legs you kicked the front door close. You dragged Bobby towards the couch. At last, you arrived and just as you were about to set Bobby down, without even trying Bobby slightly dragged your body down along with him and you were now on top of him and Bobby looked up at you.

Shit, this is not good.

“Oh… uh sorry.” You awkwardly blurted out and you tried to get off of him but instead, he wrapped his arm around your waist and you couldn’t get up at this point on. You were still staring at Bobby and your face was inches away from his.

“Bobby…” You slightly whispered not sure whether you were asking him either to lean in or to let you go but whatever it was your mind just went completely blank. This was so wrong. It was wrong to even want Bobby to kiss you but you couldn’t help but feel butterflies in your stomach... You felt your heart beating out of your chest...

“Y/N..” Bobby says as he caresses your face and all you could was just stare at him and stare down at his lips.

“Let me know if you want me to stop,” Bobby whispers as he slowly leans closer and closer to your lips and to be honest you didn’t want him to stop. You wanted to keep going. You wanted to feel his lips against yours but as soon as your lips almost touched you slowly backed up and looked at him.

“But what about Mino?” You couldn’t help but blurt out and Bobby says his last words before his lips touch yours.

“It will be our little secret.”

After that being said his lips, at last, touched yours and you closed your eyes and felt something different. The way you feel when you kiss Mino is different from Bobby, you didn’t know how exactly how to describe it but kissing Bobby felt like the both of you had electricity flowing between the two of you. It such an indescribable feeling you just couldn’t seem to get enough with the feeling of his lips touching yours. His lips and yours moved in sync and you couldn’t help but to deepen the kiss instead of ending it.

But you felt Bobby smiling throughout the kiss. You suddenly snapped back to reality and pulled away and stared at Bobby in complete shock.

What did you just do?

You brought your fingers to your lips and Bobby was just staring at you with no regret on his face. You just cheated on Mino! You cheated on him while he was in the room right next to the two of you! What the hell?!

“Y/N..”

“Bobby… We shouldn’t have done that.” You blurted out feeling like a terrible person and Bobby sighs and looks completely frustrated how this situation was turning out.

If Bobby thought kissing you was going to change anything, he lost his mind… Bobby was supposed to be a one night stand and you weren't supposed to see him after that. Mino entered your life and he actually put the effort in getting to know you.

Agh you’re only making this situation harder than it should be...

You lifted yourself off of Bobby and without saying another word, you walked over to your bathroom, closed the door and leaned against the door feeling your heart racing faster than it was before. How the hell were you supposed to look at Mino now without feeling so guilty? Mino doesn’t deserve this… Should you tell Mino about the kiss? Or should you just keep it a secret?

You brushed your fingers through your hair, closed your eyes and sighed. It’s better if you keep this to yourself and just never do a silly mistake like that again. Although Bobby’s lips are soft and the moment the two of you connect lips with each other… it takes you to a place you never experienced in your life.. It was wrong… You slowly approached your fingers to your lips and for some reason could still remember that tingling you felt a little while ago...

Just ignore it, it must be nothing... It’s just all in your head.

You opened your eyes and you felt an arm wrapped around your waist. You looked to your left and see Mino sound asleep. You couldn’t help but smile and approach your fingers to his cheeks and noticed how peaceful he looked sound asleep. You were going to approach your lips to his but as soon as you were extremely close, you noticed Mino’s eyes fly open and a huge smile spread across his face. Damn you got caught without even having the chance to kiss him.

“Good Morning to you too beautiful,” Mino says before he leans in and his lips touches yours. You smiled.

“Someone woke up in a good mood after drinking so much last night.” You said as you lifted yourself up from the bed, Mino being the man full of surprises he grabs a hold of your hand and pulls you back into bed. Now you were laying down right beside him and a huge grin spreads across his face. He hides his face in the crack of your neck and you could feel him leave a small trail of kisses.

“Babe, you know Bobby is passed out in the living room,” You reminded Mino. He stops and sighs.

“To be continued?” Mino asked and you slightly nodded your head with a huge grin on your face. The two of you pulled each other into one last kiss until you were now up ready to see what this day consist of.

You walked out of your bedroom and tipped toe your way to the living room finding Bobby still asleep. You quietly tried to walk over to the coffee table in the middle of the living room reaching for your phone till the next thing you know you being the klutz you are, you tripped over Bobby sneakers and you fell right on top of Bobby. SHIT!

You tried to slowly pick yourself off of Bobby without waking him up, but the next thing you know you see him looking right at you. The memory of Bobby kissing you last night suddenly began to replay in your mind and you froze staring right back at him.

“Y/N I-”

You looked to your right and there you see Mino standing there staring at the two of you. You quickly got off of Bobby and stared at Mino.

“What’s going on?” Mino asks looking angry and you felt your heart beating out of your chest.

SHIT!

To be Continued

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l000ey · 5 years

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see you soon → rayler

✧ pairing; rae dara x zhou jia (mentions of jay park, song minho, ikon, kim jinhwan, kim jiwon, kim hanbin and koo junhoe)

✧ summary; skyler tells red about her plans for her career

✧ warnings; mentions of depression

✧ note; none

2019

Dara's eyes moved quickly through the numerous letters written on the pages of the book, snorted frustrated and threw the book to the table before grabbing the glass of coffee and bringing it to her lips.

"Unnie?" A raspy voice murmured near her making her look up. Skyler was on the other side of the table, looking at her with one eyebrow raised.

Red frowned when she saw the younger one. She was so pale and thin, because she had a mask on her eyes, eyebrows, forehead and part of her nose could be seen so the dark purple circles under her eyes attracted attention. It was so much worse than the last time she saw her only two weeks ago.

What's happening to you, little Sky? She thought with pity.

"Has anyone seen you enter? Because you look like shit" She watched her remove the chair that was in front of her and sit on it. Her movements were slow and listless.

She let out a small and very small smile, taking off her mask and throwing it on the table "Thank you, unnie, for the compliment and no, nobody has seen me enter. Your bodyguards are big enough to create a wall".

"The bigger the better" She winked at her trying to make her laugh but did nothing more than give her a short smile again.

Skyler shifted in her chair looking for a comfortable position before calling the waitress for a coffee. She gave a slight look to the book with baby names, took it between her hands to read a few pages.

"Why did you call me at three in the morning asking me to come to your favorite coffee shop?" She took a bite of the cinnamon roll. She pointed to her belly "I'm pregnant, in case you didn’t know".

"Do you already have a name?" Skyler ignored her words, glancing at her out of the corner of her eye before sinking her face deeper into the book.

"Jia" She pronounced her name to press her making her sigh.

Silence surrounded them. Red with her gaze fixed on her, not leaving her for a second, while Skyler's eyes moved without stopping throughout the premises.

"Jia, tell me" She scolded her.

"I want to leave YG" At last they made eye contact. Immediately the younger’s fingers began to play between them, feeling the anxiety possess her body. Red pressed her tongue against her inner cheek, assimilating the words her dongsaeng had just uttered.

"Oh my god, Jinwhan and Bobby are going to have a heart attack" She opened her mouth as she remembered the boys. She let out a gasp, bringing her hand to her lips "God, Junhoe is going to blow it!".

The blonde haired woman bit her lower lip nodding "I'm tired of being told what to do, Mr. Yang tell me that my songs aren’t good enough. I'm tired of having to be someone who isn’t me. That's why I've decided to leave YG and go to another company".

She took her hand towards the younger one and gave her a squeeze trying to convey her support. She gave her a sad smile, she knew what she felt. Rae knew what it was like to be a person that you weren’t really.

"Do you have any planned company?".

She gave a shy smile "Red Energy?".

"My company?" She raised both eyebrows in surprise at the name of the project she had been working on for the past few months with her album.

"Yes it's perfect! I feel very comfortable with you and Jay oppa. I know that with you two I can be myself and do the kind of music I would like to do" The pregnant woman gave her a sweet smile "But my company will not open for a few months, what will you do until then, uh?".

"I had thought about going to China to visit my family and write songs there until Red Energy opens" She shrugged giving a sip of coffee

"Yeah, well" She swallowed, smoothing her pants "Do you know what a mess it will get on social media when they hear you leave YG and IKON to come to my agency? It's going to be crazy".

"I don’t care, I have it decided."

"It will not be because of Hanbin, right?".

"No. Only that this—“ Paused doubting on what word to use "—depression has made me think. The guys sound much better without having a female voice and my solo songs have more sales than the IKON songs” She looked at the surface of the table with sad eyes "They were made to be a boygroup, not a group with a girl. They will be better without me".

The green-eyed girl opened her mouth but no sound came out of her throat. Skyler's phone rang breaking the silence, the girl smiled when she saw her mother's name on the screen.

She got up slightly and hugged the older, who was still silent "If is a girl you should call her Violet. You know for you, Red, and Mino, blue" She kissed her forehead before giving a light touch on the arm "I'll see you soon, unnie” She separated from her and gave her a last smile before leaving there.

Red blinked while still looking at the door through which the blonde came out "Sky?".

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