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princessland1411 · 11 months

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18 june last

Its my.first day of journaling thats why I am writing again and again. This time I want to share my dream. Maladaptive daydreaming it is called. I am Priya mishra aka princess.I live in an imaginary world where I m a big pop girl bigger than taylor or beyonce. I have more than 100 #1 billboard hot 100 songs and many successful albums and many memorable performances including super bowl halftime, album promotion concert, grammy performance, Olympic opening, fifa opening, ipl closing where i performed fan favorite cruel summer and getaway car and enchanted. Along with it I won pulitzer where I performed my critically acclaimed songs. I have a big brother who is no.1 footballer. I was born in india and then taken to england to grow up. Later I won miss england. But English people refused to accept me as their representative so I went to india and won miss india. Then i participated in miss world as combo from britain and india. I performed my song if I were a boy. The organization was very impressed with me and gave me all the peagent awards like miss universe, miss international, miss supranational. Then i was offered a movie which I refused and the director used his power to defame me. Later his rival director got me in his movie fast and furious. There I met my husband Ishan Shukla. He is very good actor and has won many oscars. He is the most cute and handsome guy on the planet. He is very successful business man too. Then I made 2 british film which were not very big hit. My first big hit was lost in love, I also recored my first album for this film . I have won 4 oscars forr my acting amd 4 for my songs waiting for tonight, my heart will, titanium, all too well. I even made playlist of songs on YouTube and wrote all my films and Ishans films name on my email. His is a egot and I am only short of tony. I got my emmy for our tv show mr and mrs woods, where i won best actress and best song for follow the leader. I am the biggest celebrity and most beautiful. In world and america. Last thing I did was reputation Coachella performance where i performed One song from all my albums. It was very well recieved and later I released reputation album with few new songs.

I spend so much time in this world. Maybe i am transgender straight woman. And its my fantasy taking form of daydreams. I like feminine clothes, act in a feminine way, hate to go shirtless as my parent will say hero and I hate it, I am a girl not hero. I hate being called handsome. And I am very fragile and very timid of every creature. One lizard has entered under my bed and I am very scared sitting in an awkward posture. I dont know if being feminine is bad because i hate if I see a boy acting feminine maybe other people also hate me. Karan used to bully me. he was ugly thin and disgusting.

Lately, I am confused between being gay or girl. I want to be handsome so boys will drool over me. At the same time I want to wear girls clothes and dance and sing girly songs publicly. People stare at me in metro, maybe I am weird and act stupidly. I get down off metro to eat yoghurt as I am very scared of eating it in college. People will make fun of me. I eat it very quickly. Once the metro staff announced to the worker to go to my station and I got really scared. Once more I was going in metro late. It was very crowded. I was staring at a above average boy. When my station came and I yried to get down he pulled me by my bag and said are u in hurry. Iwas so scared. And angry and disappointed. I decided not to look at anyone and look sad. But nobody cares. I thought about it all day and told it to a boy on insta, I met on omegle. I used to share my nudes with him too and he shared his too. Earlier I liked him a bit but seeing his picture disappointed me. I thought I found a real gay friend but it was not worth it. It all ended when I deactivated my insta account, fake one. Later, I reactivated it and texted him rudely🤮 and sexually. I also found so many guys on insta and talked to them as girl to see their nudes and faces. I saw abhinav nude too, he fell in love with divya. But his dick was very dirty and urine stained. But now he has six packs and is sexy. Later he found I was fake. I talked to ishan as priya, he was also falling but I ruined it again. But all this was worthless. He even posted shirtless pics for me. But it wasn't going anywhere. Thank you. I stare at hot boys in metro, this will get me in trouble one day. I think of my life as priya and ishan at night before sleeping after watching tv and imagining myself there. Ishan gets me horny and then I masturbate to sleep. Icant sleep properly after masturbating. I get sad as I have to go to college tomorrow and it sunday today. And my 2nd term is coming and i dont study at all. I should control my masturbation and start study. Bye diary Gopal my college crush don't know what to feel about him. He's not interested in me at all. I masturbated to sachin, sanjeev and prashant and a senior as well, who threatened me during dance auditions. Vaibhav bhar, ritik, pratham, ashish school seniors , somujeet, mradul, and the hottie abhinav pal and manan, ayush sharma and yug school juniors who I have masturbated to. Most disgusting I have done it to harsh mittal, aniket too. In my class so many abhinav, ishan, mohit, two seniors aaksh (gay) and his friend(dont remember him neither know his name), rahuls friend shubham, nitin, karan mittal and sahil bora, rahul luckwal(my first crush), aaryan ved, piyush jha (junior), priyanshnu and friends:vansh , aditya bahman,pratham, one more guy who follwed me on insta, his abs suprised me(priyanshu friend), rahul sood, shivansh rana of insta and shubham thapliyall and thousands of other boys i found through insta. Dani garcia, mike stalkers, mic fitt , matheus song, rafay khan were one of my favorites. Shreyansh too he must have very long dick 😂😂. Ronaldo too. I am having hard time due to part time job too. Navjot senior is not giving me and I have wasted my money on junk food. And some iit guy approached me, i am scared if he may be fraud. Bhaiya shouted at me now and feel like crying. I have successfull career in Bollywood too. I have won national awards but no filmfare. I have been boycotted for being outsider. In real life too, I m being boycotted.

Bye

PS Its siddharth rawat

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ranchlong · 2 years

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Alexa bliss 2021

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youmyjhope · 3 years

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about the recent bts / permission to dance slander

( its gonna be here too cuz its my blog and i dont care. its about the ppl who shit on bts because of their english songs. i got so mad after seeing everyone bitch on reddit. )

yall be fucking dramatic and really don't seem to like the boys very much if you doubt them, it's fucking cringe... the way y'all think y'all know better than hybe and bts themselves PLS. like i understand not liking the song, it's not their best work BUT IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE and bts themselves always say that their english songs are not deep. yall cross the line when yall PROJECT on the members and go like "ahh there's something wrong with them, bts sold out, they need a break, they don't like making music anymore". yall even say you wish them to enlist and other shit 🤢🤢

but bitch are you YOONGI to say that he's losing passion for music or that he should hate the musical direction bts is taking or whatever? you have this imaginary yoongi in your head and when the REAL yoongi doesnt meet your stupid expectations you SHIT ON HIM AND BTS. you act so fucking pathetic and ALL you need to do about it is simply be invested in bts enough, listen to THEIR OWN words and to all their music not only 3 english songs. YOUR BTS SELLING OUT / LOSING PASSION / BEING CLUELESS NARRATIVE IS BULLSHIT. you are not even a fan because it should be obvious for fans.

when you complain about lets say yoongi being proud about the billboard and talking about being first a lot cuz "ITS IS SO WRONG, HE ONLY CARES ABOUT NUMBERS NOW", are you seriously this dumb? MAYBE LEAVE HIM ALONE AND FUCKING LET HIM BE PROUD AND CONFIDENT?? Ofc he should talk about it and be proud CUZ DUH their achivements are amazing. bts are always greatful and work SO hard for them. they are having this huge success because they deserve it 100 % and they ALWAYS acknowledge that armys support them in return for everything they do for us. what you think he is supposed to do, cry and say that bts is shit and armys are shit for supporting bts cuz YOU think bts is shit and sold out?😐 bts members are very ambitious and goal-oriented, have always been this way, and they have the RIGHT to be. again, if there's anybody who deserves having records broken, it's THEM.

they said numerous times that they are aiming at the grammys with all these english releases. IT IS THEIR GOAL FOR NOW. they have reached more things than anyone could ever imagine so next they want a grammy and they will get it. idc if you think grammys are shit so bts shouldnt try to get the award, THEY ARE TRYING AND THIS IS THEIR WAY. they are doing everything they can to be acklowledged by this highly biased institution which is STILL CONSIDERED INFLUENTIAL worldwide. they make connections in america and make english songs that break records and actually give them recognition there (cuz apparently some americans dont know that english translations exist).

bts are phenomenal, very different from other artists, and so talented but ppl think they are not worthy of something called "the most important music award". they will actually give this award the meaning it is supposed to hold. cry if you disagree. you say bts are selling out and seek western validation but you miss the point. THE REAL ISSUE IS THAT WITHOUT THESE ENGLISH SONGS AND CONNECTIONS BTS WILL CONTINUE TO BE IGNORED BY THE RACIST AMERICAN MUSIC INDUSTRY.

and then if you say "they should make deeper english songs to win a grammy" consider

1) english is not their native language but even then they are doing great and make good happy pop songs

2) dynamite literally gave them the nomination??, making this type of song was a right move

3) pls they gave the bts's award to some lady gaga shit purely because WHITE AMERICAN and connections. like I literally would prefer bts putting out the most low-effort terrible song and getting a grammy because armys held the committees hostage than THIS CORRUPT NONSENSE.

hmm do some of yall really have the audacity to say that bts didnt deserve to win? they are authentic, talented, hard-working, worthy. THEY LITERALLY PAVED THEIR WAY TO THE GRAMMYS. THEY MADE WHAT NOBODY IN KOREA HAS DONE BEFORE. all that just to be fucking disrespected by old white men????

so in conclusion BTS ARE THE SAME. they changed ofc but for the better. they have goals and reach them. THEY ARE NOT SELLING OUT. they have too much at stake for yall to be throwing this phrase around. THEY WILL GET THE GRAMMY.

AND i didnt dislike ptd. in fact ptd is the SOTC. so just stay mad.

#bts #permission to dance #bts yoongi #hoseok

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byeoltan · 7 years

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Hi!! Let me say at first how much I appreciate you, your blog is my favourite one!! Thank you for keeping it interesting and diverse! I have a question. Do you by any chance understand what bts comeback concept has to do with words 'love yourself'?? I got that album is about falling in love, being special for someone and unique moments in one's life etc. But i still can't get why they imply that the concept is about loving one's self if this issue barely was touched upon? Am i missing on smth?

but it was written in every breath they took in producing the album bby TT

their comeback stage showed it all, they could’ve started with intro: serendipity, but no, they straight up went with ‘i need u’ the song that took them to where they are now. they mentioned how everyone cried so much when they had their very first win with i need u, especially jimin. it was in i need u that they realized they might just.. have made it, a step further. if you’ve been with them for a while, you’d know how dirty bangtan and army were treated, like really we were dissed left and right it was really a tough situation especially for k-armys they can’t even be proud of our boys or even mention their names in articles without getting ridiculed just cos they’re not ‘big’ TT and even when we had our first win, bangtan still get called out for ridiculous reasons that’s just. the fact that they made their comeback with i need u shows just how much they treasure the moment the fans that made it possible at that time, i need u was the breakthrough, i need u made them realize that they can actually be… happy now, and move forward. and maybe love themselves more, and performing mic drop afterwards shows exactly that :)

honestly love yourself album is in every sense, calls you to love yourself, if not, more, even when you don’t think you can, just look at the lyrics

just let me love yousince the time the universe was first formedeverything has been decidedjust let me love you–intro: serendipity

and when they say

don’t worry, lovebecause all of this is isn’t a coincidence(even when) we are totally different, babybecause (of that still) destiny is found in the two of ussince the day the universe came into existence, it has continuously been soand transcending for infinite centuries, it will continuously be sofrom our past lives too, perhaps, and even the next lives to comebecause we will still be together forever (no matter)–DNA

doesn’t that encourage you to embrace yourself, despite our differences? and

when you say that you love mefeels like i’m treading on the sky/heavenstell me about forever just one more timewhen you say that you love mei, i’ll be fine even if just those wordsthat you would never change, just one more time–best of me

bangtan treasures us so much as they treasure themselves that they wish for our love to never change no matter how bad things might get

i wonder if it’s a mistake an angel left behindif not that then, a deep kiss?that dimple is illegalbut I want it anyway anyway anyway–보조개 (dimple)

did you know? that dimples are a medical flaw, a genetic defect that is caused by shortened facial muscles, which is why when we smile, the shorten muscle pulls the skin on our face causing a dimple. but somehow in our society, dimples are embraced and carries a mark of beauty and loveliness the contradiction is fascinating how human perception can override facts, and i personally think this is what makes the song more meaningful despite the casual pop tune, because what ever flaw you think you have, might not be a flaw at all. you can chose to hide it by not smiling, but isn’t it lovely when you smile? love yourself.

stopnow stop watching (and) start studying for (your) examsyour parents and your manager/boss they dislike meall those video clips you’ve watched, twitter photos,v app, bon voyage i know they’re so good, what should we dostop. the music video, (i’m saying) interpret (it) lateraren’t there plenty of my photos in your room, anywaywhat is an hour even? a year passes by just like thatthis song is a reward i’m giving (it) to you.good girl/good boy–pied piper

btw 착해 is an expression, a good compliment you usually receive from an elderly person/grown up when if you do well in something, its not sexual guys idk why some ppl imply it is lmao

so when bangtan says this they mean it wholeheartedly like a friend, like an older brother because they know how bad we have it for them, they know how much influence they have on us, as much as we ahve on them. despite scolding us, albeit, in a loving manner, they really want the best for us. unlike the original story where the pied piper drove the children away from the town of hamelin when the town ppl refuse to pay for his service in luring the plague causing rats away, bangtna isn’t set to lure us away, they in fact, want us to go to them, be with them, love with them, but in addition, we have to set our priorities in real life straight, so that, everyone can appreciate our love too, and maybe, the society won’t put much hate on us anymore.

please army remember what we say, love myself, love yourself, i really love you, and thank you

–skit: billboard music awards speech

this says everything hnnggghh

yeah? who said my ‘spoon was dirty’i don’t care, when i grab the mic i own those whole lot of ‘gold spoons’all of a sudden, those that didn’t cook well are in rage, those lot of steaks i’ll chew on y’all over and over again, on the star’s dinner table–mic drop

oh man i need another post dedicated to mic drop there’s so many things to talk about in this

the thing i earn with hard work, my paygonna spend it all on my tummy all the pennies i collect/count just to waste it all (on my tummy)leave me be, even if i overspendor come tomorrow morning and like a crazy guymy savings, if i cash them all out (leave me be)woo there’s no tomorrowmy future’s been seized for collateral woo my money’s all further spent friends, wassup?do you want some?–고민보다 Go (rather than worrying, go)

this whole song is satirical critique tbh even the dance choreography pls appreciate them

and then the outro, which reiterates everything about love and sacrifice, about being the best of yourself, about loving yourself first and foremost

the world is a complexwe was lookin’ for lovei am too, just one of those pplhonestly even i didn’t believe in real lovelike a habit i said i want to love, just babbling like thatbut i found myselfthe whole new myselfeven if i’m confused, which am i is the real meme meeting you makes me wonder, aren’t i a book?or is it you, who are the turning pages (of my book)?damn–outro: her

PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS SKIT THERES ENG SUB AND CRY WITH ME HOW ARE THEY SO PUREE THEY WERE REMEMBERING OLD DAYS AND HOW THEY DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT BILLBOARD IS NAD JIMIN HE JIMIN THOUGHT GRAMMY WAS A PERSON’S NAME AJSHD

theres a reason why bangtan made the skit and sea as hidden tracks, you have to undertsand that bangtan has come a longg way. and one of the reasons why they were finally able to get their first win the last time was through purchase of physical copies, which helped tremendously raise the sales. bangtan may be celebrated and loved wordlwide but back in their home ground, they were nobodies, which is why buying physical copy always meant more even (especially for k-fandoms) since you’re willing to go for an extra mile, its part of kfandom culture for fans to invest a lot of time and money for their group supports and projects to help get their fave name out there, sure you can like/listen to other groups but ultimately, hundreds of idols debut eveyr year so in order to make sure your group lasts a long time, korean fans consider it very important to pledge their loyalty to a single group and support them with all you have, this is why it was even harder for karmys because we come from small company :’)

and now that they are getting success tremendously over the past year (BANGTAN’S #7 ON BILLBOARD 200 GUYS PLEASE GIVE YOURSELFVES A PAT WE DID THAT), love yourself is to be quite honest, an album dedicated to armys all round, and those two tracks are just a little bit more intimate, and more on a personal level, which is why it was hidden from the rest of the world, i’d like to think that the reason they kept it hidden in a physical copy because they know for certain that only their fans would purchase a physical copy, and that they want us to be the first ppl to hear it, to listen to their laments, their grieves, their happiness, their love, they just wanna them share with us first and foremost, because they know only we would get it, because we’ve been there

in the end the mirage is caught andit becomes reality, andthe desert i was once afraidbecame the sea with our blood, sweat, and tearsbut then amongst all this happiness,what are these fears?because this place is originally a desert, we know this too well–sea

#bangtan #love yourself #her #pied piper #mic drop #ill write more about this after i get back from the conference <3 #id id not plan to write this long lol but i hope y'all undertsnd how beautiful this album is :')#did you know?#dilatranslates #sort of heh #dilareplies #also thank youuuuuuu for the love anonie <33

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