#literally every time Asian people and ESP Asian Americans bring up this issue you all get so pissed

[chalkeater]

Istg every time POC try to bring up a concern on racism. People will call US racist for connecting the dots. Like. Im sorry youre oblivious?

“youre racist for thinking this is racist / for connecting this to racism” hello??

#‘people headcanon frisk as black too. also a lot of ppl hc frisk as white’ #bro a lot of ppl headcanon frisk as asian to what is ur point #also im not saying people shouldnt fucking hc frisk/kris as asian ok! #if you HC frisk/kris as asian then you especially need to watch your ass #you are on thin ice with me #if i headcanond frisk as asian (which i do) i would not draw them yellow #also did i not say PREVIOUSLY that the humans being yellow in game normalizes people (especially young people) not caring?? #so people will HC frisk as asian and then no one tells them its fucked up if theyre yellow AGH. #‘UM EXCUSE ME why are you fucking hc’ing frisk and kris as asian’ bc im fucking asian???? #someone called me fucking racist?? #im asian and what to reclaim this weird fucking design and i also changed their skin tones?? #at least im not white who calls them asian and draws them yellow?? #fine. fine dont listen to me. dont listen to other asian people and other POC who bring this up #live in your oblivious world where you get mad that POC tell you shit abt this #literally every time Asian people and ESP Asian Americans bring up this issue you all get so pissed #im sorry for swearing at you?? whoever is reading this??? #weve been talking about this for literal years. #dont you fuckijng thing theres a reason it keeps getting brought up for the past almost 10 YEARS. #talking #sorry for bringing my im a poc card?? #god reminds me of what Chara was talking about last night #we grew up with debate classes and the reason for a good Discussion is bc you have to avoid fallacies right #so that means KNOWING your opponent #but in the internet were all anonymous. which is fine! you SHOULD NOT be obligated to bring up your identity at all #but do you know why in any other discussion thats why ppl online say ‘i have a doctorate and-‘ ‘ive studied thsi for 4 years and’? #and so i just keep thinking. ok so my perspective is i am asian right. #my perspective is i have heard from my brothers and sisters who LIVE in the west and their histories of racism and discrimination and propag #so im just wondering. who are the -eople mad at me?? what is your story? youre an artist who cant take criticism?? #ok logging off again to eat my fucking burger #(actually not having a hurger rn but i wish)

[rayman356307]

RANT

I need to rant and get this off my chest, and warning it is a long read

TL;DR

Pissed at my family ATM (esp my extended) and I have a headache 

So omfg I’m back to visit my family, it’s a long trip from where I live, (took us 17 hrs total to fly back)  Any who so we were suppose to have dinner tonight at a japanese restaurant tonight and it was cool and all.  Price was a bit steep for this area, but you know what it’s fine.  Anywho we went and ate at the restaurant.  At first it was just my aunt, cousin, cousin’s fiance, mom, grandma and uncle.  

Anywho my mom decided to invite her oldest younger sister (my 2nd aunt), which is fine, whatever.  We always argue, since our personalities clash, but I’ve come to the realization that every time I come back to visit we have at least one huge major argument and then we’re fine.  Well this motherfucker decides to piss me off tonight when guess what being asian I get the “honor” of treating everyone, which is fine, that’s cool I have not issues with that.  

Anywho on wards to the dinner, we get there, it looks good it’s seems promising. 2nd aunty is there and well, the mood of the day has been offset already, from a previous event, not related to me. 

We get there, they sit us, and we decided to order the dinner course set, which everyone was kinda oppose to due to the cost, but my relatives that have been to the restaurants suggested it and even they were like “um.... it’s a bit pricy maybe we should order differently, but I was like “that’s fine, it’s cool.”  We end up eating there and they start bringing the food out.  Courses as followed 

First course was this like squid seaweed, which was tolerable other than being overly salty.  

Second course was a rather stereotypical japanese/american style salad, with the tangy sesame/yuzu dressing, which like you know you can’t really mess that up

next came was scallop sashimi in like a light soy sauce, not bad, texture and flavor was pretty good, I enjoyed it.  

next came a stewed clam with a bit of broth (and I mean only a bit) it was kinda cold when it got to us, but the flavor was good 

Sashimi came next, it was a bunch of small pieces, ranging from 1.5cm to 3cm. wasn’t bad, they gave us the option to have it as either actually sashimi or slightly cooked

well shit started hitting the fan here, well 2nd aunt started complaining, and well one of my rules when eating is that you don’t complain, just eat. well motherfucker (2nd aunty, may start referring to her as this from now on) started a chain so quite a few people started complaining at this point.  Grandma does a bit too, but she’s trying to be polite about it.  But motherfucker she really has no class, is loud and obnoxious about it.  which is one of the reasons we argue whenever we meet, though I don’t think I have that much class or anything, but omfg she just ugh, pisses me off.  Did I mention I’m paying for dinner, cus like yea that one of the things that pisses me off even more

anywho next came the sauteed fish, which um... I quite dislike fish, like cooked fish, I don’t like the bones, or the fishy taste. and well this one had lots of bones and was unusually bitter, which like you know I guess sometimes it can be especially if they’re not cleaned properly or something, but it really was NOT good at all.

Kaarage came next, it was good, but well food was coming out slower and slower, like it was becoming a 10~25 min wait between off the courses, which is a bit ridiculous, and well tensions were getting a bit rough

so at this point my aunt  (not the 2nd one) decide to go talk to the head chef, you know just like let them know we’re rather disappointed at this, I mean I was, I was starting to get annoyed.  He states that he understands and that he is very sorry, and that they’re short, and that he wouldn’t charge us and would give us some more food.  

Well we get back to our table and my mom is curious at what happened, but the waiter is there so I signal her to wait, but she keeps talking and is like loudly staying “oh we’ll just make instant noodles when we get back” blah blah blah, and I’m like “can you please stop” and well motherfucker decides to act all high and might and is like “don’t talk to your mom like that”, and grandma is complaining that if there’s not gonna be food we should go, so I let grandma know that if she would like she could head home first, I’ll take care of things there, since it’s getting kinda late for her.  motherfucker chimes in again is like “don’t talk to your elders like that” and I’m fuming at this point, like I was already pissed that dinner sucked and this fucker is adding fuel to the fire.  at this point i’m so pissed, I’m like “fine whatever, it’s my fault happy now?” and she’s all like “oh you’re so bad, your temper is horrible, I’d never wanna go visit you” and omfg at this point I so wanted to be like “well bitch, you’re not invited anyways, so it’s not a motherfucking problem.” 

anywho half the table’s pissed now, I’m pissed at like everything I don’t wanna fucking talk to anyone and and motherfucking what?! I have to ride in the shitty ass car with motherfucker back to my grandma’s 

and she’s all like acting she didn’t do mother fucking anywhere and I’m like don’t talk to me, don’t look at me, cus I can’t promise I won’t want to grab the nearest object to me and bash it through your head.  

I get home and my mom is like “why are you angry” and I don’t say anything, cus well when I’m pissed I’m am motherfucking pissed, I don’t wanna talk to anyone, do anything, eat anything, and frankly I don’t trust myself to say anything when I’m angry cus well I can’t guarantee that what I say won’t be mean and bitter, and well my personality is that I don’t wanna say anything to anyone that I’d regret later, so I’d rather not say anything at all.

I think what pissed me of the most is that I’m inviting you to dinner, and you wanna be a mega cunt and complain, that fine. you wanna nag and nit pick everything.  but when I’m pissed after doing all of this and you wanna fucking say that I’m having a bad temper when literally all I’m doing is sitting there and not saying anything, it’s like you’re stabbing me in the back, that’s what pissed me off the most.

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well thanks for letting me rant I feel a bit better now, but I do have a bad headache now

#rant #pissed #angry #ugh family