#makotonaegifictive

[fictionkinfessions]

I've been gone for *checks notes* well over two years (sorry if I worried anybody by being a regular poster for a while and then dropping some rlly sad kinfessions and leaving) but I think smoking with other danganronpa kins would fix me /hj - Makoto Naegi (#🍀🥀💚; possibly a fictive)

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[fictionkinfessions]

It took me almost 3 years to figure out that I’m probably a fictive and everything makes so much more sense now. My memories registering as present trauma, the source induced paranoia, the depression associated with it, the exotrauma, absolutely zero intention to invalidate kinnies who get that but for us specifically, like, kins are never like that in our experiences. It was only Makoto. And that makes so much sense. If I formed to handle some of the body’s trauma I’m not surprised that I see it thru the lens of my Makoto canon. It explains the trauma responses, the triggers, the depression, the paranoia- all of those are things associated with our current life trauma.

I still do view Makoto as being a past life of mine though. Maybe I’m some kind of in between of kin and fictive. Either way, it feels like progress to know! It also makes me feel a little bit less alone- like there’s a current life root to all of my issues that can alleviate my struggles if we unpack them. Fittingly, it… I mean, it gives me a lot of hope. I’ve needed that a lot, especially recently, but I think this does make me feel hope for the future and for getting better. - Makoto Naegi (#🍀🥀💚, kin or fictive tags work, it’s blurry.)

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[fictionkinfessions]

I'm in a system where there's another version of me, who wasn't the mastermind in the killing game. Real Makoto. I can't say I've never considered pretending to be Real Makoto for shits and giggles before, but if I were to do that, I would be obligated to deal with his weird boyfriend Kokichi Ouma. No thank you. - Mastermind AU Makoto Naegi #🕯🗝🌱

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