A fall from grace
Chapter 2
A/N: A little Sunday treat💖
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The thing about King's landing was that it was far different than what she'd come to know in the days prior to her arrival and she found the contrast in perception quite astounding.
She was greeted by the Queen and the Hand as soon as she stepped foot in the courtyard shadowed by the prince standing close by.
“What a beauty you've grown up to be, just like your mother” she said admiring her. “And what a pretty dress. One of her designs I presume?”
“Thank you, your grace, it is. Everyone says I'm more like father though” she said prompting a snort in the background unsure of whether it came from her grandfather or her newly introduced royal cousin.
“Let me look at you child” he spoke with a low baritone, suddenly demanding her attention. His face had hardened over the years from what she could remember of it, with wisdom and the trials of being the Hand she supposed, yet he had a welcoming smile in place when she turned to face him.
“Much like Josephine I'd say” he said, appraising her. “Which is good. You shall need it in the days to come”
“Come let us continue in my chambers. You must be tired. Where is your father?” the Queen continued.
“He said he'd arrive on horseback your grace, with Ser Cristian”
“Ser Criston”
“Yes, my apologies”
“Not to worry” she replied, taking her by the arm. “He's been called worse”
She didn't know when the prince disappeared, seemingly satisfied that she'd been brought safely to the castle which was eerily similar to her own home, with its enormous staircases and figurines of the seven at every corner.
“It hardly feels like I've left home”
“I am happy to hear that” the Queen replied, satisfied as they reached a giant door of oak.
The interior of the Queen's chambers were just as welcoming. She could smell the incense burning in the corner, something akin to jasmine and camphor as she was ushered indoors. Tapestries of the seven adorned the walls with star shaped candle holders at every corner, feeling even more religious than the altars of some of the septs back home, so much so that she had to wonder how the Queen survived each day without being stifled by it all.
“Helaena’s tending to Aegon at present and will be joining us shortly”
Aegon, she recalled, was the Queen's first born son. His name should have given it away in the first place but she had always been poor at history and the Targaryens were only as interesting to her when they were accompanied by the embodiment of their sigils.
“You needn't worry too much about your presentation” the Queen spoke after a pause when they had been served a few confectionaries and tea at the little teak table in the center. “Both the Hand and I shall see to all the arrangements”
“What about father?”
“Everything shall happen with Gwayne's approval, of course” she assured her. “Though it might be a bit difficult to circumvent your grandfather's influence. Nevertheless we shall try our very best to secure you a good match”
“I am very grateful for your hospitality, your grace,” she found herself replying back.
“You are very well spoken” she smiled tersely as she continued drinking before being interrupted by a bang at the door.
“I tried to stop him your grace” the dornish knight apologized with a tense bow as he followed her father in.
“Alicent” her father boomed rushing to hug the Queen. “You look just as young as ever. What is your secret, stealing your vitality from the King perhaps?” he mused.
“Gwayne! You mustn't say such things”
“Why? Who shall tell on me? This one right here is far too jovial to not enjoy my musings and that one” he said pointing to Ser Criston “Seems devoted enough to endure a bit of jesting. Lighten up sister!”
“What did father say?” she heard her sigh as she pinched the bridge of her nose.
“Just his usual admittance of dissatisfaction. Nothing out of the ordinary” he spoke plopping himself down on the settee nearby. “Eating already? I thought you wanted to remain thin” he questioned looking right at her.
“A little bit would do her no harm, stop jesting” the Queen tutted, making her father raise his hands in mock surrender.
“You may leave us Ser Criston. I'll join you in a while for our prayers” she spoke dismissing the knight.
She saw her father look at her with raised brows before masking his suspicion with an easy smile. “So? Where are the rest of your children”
“Helaena shall be joining us soon and Aegon is indisposed”
“Indisposed?”
“Yes he's been rather sick since morning” she said, avoiding his gaze.
“Is it the kind that I can cure?”
“He needs none of that Gwayne”
“Which tells me exactly how miserably you know how to handle things around here” he said, rising abruptly to his feet. “You ladies have fun, I'm about to go find that nephew of mine”
“He hasn't changed at all has he?” the Queen spoke as they resumed their stance once again.
Princess Helaena did not join them for tea in the end, citing ill health as an excuse after which she herself asked to be shown to her quarters. The thought bothered her as she settled in, till she was invited to dine with them all for supper. A stranger in a sea of familiar green, perhaps this is what it meant to be a royal.
-x-
Dinner was a sordid affair. Despite the relatively warm reception they received cordiality outshone the familial warmth she was somehow expecting to find. She arrived promptly at the designated hour to find Prince Aemond already seated at the head of the table with the Queen ordering her own modifications to the spread ahead. He acknowledged her with a nod without attempting to engage in any more talk than was necessary and she found the Queen to be far too preoccupied to be forthcoming.
The only memorable thing about the occasion happened to be her introduction to Princess Helaena and Prince Aegon. The former arrived first, in a flurry of hurried steps and golden skirts leaning to kiss her mother on the cheek before seating herself near her.
“Dearest this is Lady Melissa, your cousin” the Queen had to intervene once she realized Helaena wouldn't be the one to make the first move.
“Delighted to meet you princess” she offered instead, turning towards her with a smile.
“You look quite like mother” was all she said before returning to examine the little eccentricity in her palms and was soon followed by a rather shabby entrance.
Prince Aegon stumbled in moments later with a few curses on his tongue, soon morphing into apologies upon noticing his mother's glare. No introduction was thought needed for him, who looked at her above the rim of his chalice with raised brows before turning to jest with his brother instead. Prince Aemond however, remained as stoic as he was since the night began.
Her father and grandfather were the last to arrive, walking in with as much solemnity she thought the former could muster.
Dinner began and ended with grace before she was escorted back to her own chambers with a small gift.
“This is for you Melissa” the Hand spoke, taking her to the side to hand her a little pouch. “I thought my granddaughter deserved a little token of appreciation”
“Thank you grandfather” she replied, examining the necklace, a golden star nestled snugly within a silver tower. “I shall cherish it dearly” she said, eliciting a warm smile in turn.
“He never gave me anything,” her father huffed petulantly as they made their way back.
“Perhaps you are not as beautiful” she responded cheekily.
“King's landing has already turned you vain daughter,” he teased back.
“Where did you go all evening?” she asked, opening the door to one of her cupboards as she began preparing for the night.
“A meeting with the small council. Quite useless if you ask me. All they do is sit there and drink the whole day”
She fought the urge to laugh, stifling her smile as she picked out an evening dress for herself before her maid arrived.
“Not that I'm thoroughly complaining but they're all so old and such dreadful company”
“What did they discuss?” she asked circumventing his tirade on the lack of people who knew how to live.
“Ah. You wouldn't like it” he said, shaking his head.
“What is it about?”
“Driftmark”
“Any new developments?” she asked pacing around the room as he stared into the distance.
“I am to leave at once to handle certain misdemeanors which is what they're calling them”
“You?”
“Yes, what’s wrong with that?”
“We're not really representatives of the crown”
“Well I'm supposed to be representing the Hand which by extension amounts to the same”
“But if you are to leave then who'll be responsible for what they plan for me?” she asked incredulously, clutching the fabric tightly in her hands.
“Worry not sweetling. There isn't much to be done here anyway. Have you spotted a decent looking man in the vicinity that you'd want to wed? The keep is crawling with old crones. We shall go over whatever we can find once I'm back”
“And how long will that take?”
“A fortnight?” he said doubtfully.
“What am I to do for a fortnight, father?”
“Well you have Helaena. You could spend time with her and the children. She has twins doesn’t she?”
The last thing she remembered before being dressed for bed was the thrumming of dissatisfaction in her veins. King's landing was really turning out to be what Daeron had said it was.
-x-
Her first night in the capital was almost peaceful till around the hour of the nightingale, when she was woken up abruptly by her new maid.
“A message for you my lady”
“Who is it from?” she asked groggily only to be met with silence.
Join us for breakfast
-A
“It's barely dawn,” she whined, rubbing her eyes.
“They prefer to dine early” was all she said as she helped her dress for the day.
The young royals she learnt, prefer to dine early on odd days. Awake at the crack of dawn they would take their morning meal in a secluded balcony over the King’s gardens. She managed to find the site with a bit of help, walking around in circles till she found a maid to help her with the directions she needed and upon arriving she noticed the three of them already seated.
“Ah she's here” Prince Aegon yawned crankily “Let us begin already”
Seated at the head of the table was Prince Aemond flanked on either side by his siblings. Princess Helaena gave her a soft smile in greeting as she sat down opposite them all.
“Apologies for being late. I couldn't find the place.”
“That is alright” she replied. “It takes a while to get used to”
There was no saying grace as they dived into their meal, each eating in silence for a while before Prince Aemond spoke again.
“You must be wondering why we summoned you at such an early hour” he said just as she was finishing. “It is customary that we get to know you ourselves before you're introduced to court”
“What would you like to know?” she asked, putting her fork down.
“Is everyone in Oldtown so proper?” asked Aegon, frowning at her.
“You cannot ask people why they're proper Aegon” Helaena prompted back in return.
“Why not? Is it because you're religious?” he inquired, resting his elbows inquisitively on the table.
“Not really,” she shrugged.
“If you're from Oldtown then why aren't you religious?”
“You cannot ask people why they aren't religious Aegon, not when you have to be dragged unconscious from the sept” Helaena said, earning a disgruntled pout in return.
“What is the purpose of your visit, my lady?” Aemond asked, breaking their dispute.
“I came with my father to find a husband,” she said, thinking it quite apparent already.
“So you wish to be married?” Aegon interrupted.
“You should be, it's a wonder your parents have waited for so long” followed Helaena.
“Is there someone you have in mind? Is there someone who's already been arranged for you to wed” Aegon questioned eagerly.
“Any arrangements made must be informed to all members of the crown” Aemond said, shushing them all as they waited for her response.
“Nothing has been decided yet, they're still looking for a suitable match”
“Very well then” Aemond said flexing his fingers around a butter knife close by “Have you been assigned as one of Helaena's ladies in the meantime?”
“You must know I have no need for them. They're a terrible bore. Not that you might be, it's just how things are” she continued with an indifferent shrug.
“Do not mind her. She rarely has anything in common with anyone” Aegon said petulantly.
“The purpose of today's meal” Aemond continued glaring at his siblings “Is also to let you know how we go about things here. This is not Oldtown as you know and there are rules that we all abide by” he finished earning a scoff from Aegon. “That we all agree with” he continued as all of them looked at each other.
“I shall try my best to follow,” she said.
“Good now let's get on with it, I've had quite the night and this is turning out to be a bore” Aegon said yawning “Every fifth day we meet at dawn to break our fast here, not before the hour of the nightingale nor after the sun begins to rise. If you're late you're to be shunned for the rest of the moon, no exceptions.”
“Some shall be made in case of infirmity which need to be informed prior to our meeting and shall be duly considered” Aemond added.
“If you have certain concerns of the moon that you are uncomfortable with, you could write to me,” Helaena continued. “I'll have them conveyed”
“Thank you” she responded shyly, glad that there was another who she could somewhat confide in.
“Then there is the matter of our attire” Aemond spoke again “On the third day of every moon, we wear green”
She found herself looking at her own dress then, olive and gold, embroidered with tiny stars around the neckline and sleeves that appeared to shimmer in the sun.
“Failure to do so shall again result in being shunned for the rest of the moon” he continued.
“Which is not a problem for me,” Aegon said happily chugging away at his drink. It was the fourth he'd consumed since she'd arrived and she wondered how many more he could take before becoming sick.
“Of course it isn't,” Helaena laughed. She found Aemond smirking at his sister's words before his eye found hers with seriousness again.
“And the most important of all, you shall not engage in rumor mongering with anyone outside this gathering” Aemond concluded gazing at her with sharpness.
“I'm not of the nature to gossip”
“How sad,” Aegon exclaimed. “Either way you shall share whatever you hear with us over the days to come, in full detail might I add. I love a good tale”
“Three rules?” she asked, looking straight at Aemond.
“For now” he replied unflinchingly. “You may approach us further for clarification if required”
“That will not be necessary,” she said, smiling at him.
“Well then I'm off” Aegon spoke, rising from his seat abruptly.
“You promised you'd visit the children” Helaena said looking at him, disappointed.
“At this ungodly hour?” he exclaimed.
“Mother shall be up for her prayers”
“Ughh”
“Will any of you be joining her?” she interrupted them.
“Told you she's religious,” Aegon smirked. “She's probably hiding a lot more behind that pretty face,” he continued wiggling his eyebrows at her.
“I shall join you” Aemond said, coming to stand in between his brother and her.
“Don't you have to train little brother?” Aegon asked only to be quietened with a glare.
“Come quick Aegon or I'll tell mother you were out all night again” Helaena huffed, dragging him along with her before he could protest any more.
She found herself looking at them leave, bickering amongst themselves before she heard a smooth voice interrupt her “Come, the Queen must not be kept waiting.”
-x-
The way to the castle sept was quite close to the gardens and inspite of the short distance Prince Aemond ended up disclosing more than what he had at breakfast.
“There are a few things that I wish for you to keep between us” he said as he slowed down to match her stride.
“Of course your grace” she replied, much more aware of his stature now that they were alone. She felt that she had to be more on guard around him, more so as compared to the rest, given how poised he was. Perhaps that wasn't the only reason for her attentiveness. Either way she simply chose not to focus on his proximity as he leaned towards her to speak.
“A few more rules that I wish to go over with you” he spoke regarding her with an intensity to which she found herself nodding.
“You are not to fraternize with the enemy, at all costs, which means avoiding anyone who dresses in black and wears the sigil of the princess”
“I thought that was common to your house?”
“No, she wears the symbol of the three headed dragon with a hint of gray. You'd see a similar hue in the clothing of her supporters. Only if you pay close attention”
“I shall be mindful of it then”
“They may choose to engage you,” he continued as they neared the gate of the sept “as they do Aegon, who foolishly chooses to do so and partake in depravities of his own . That is not to be expected from a lady such as yourself”
“I understand your grace,” she said solemnly.
He gave her a crisp nod before acknowledging his mother at the altar and stepping back to let her pass.
“Won't you join us?’ she inquired turning around to face him.
“Aemond has his own hour of prayer Melissa” she heard the Queen remark as she reached up to kiss him on the cheek. “Come let us begin together”
It was quite ominous then, that as she lit her candle at the altar of the Maiden, the flame blew away at once with a gust, sharp as the shudder that passed through her upon the remembrance of his last rule whispered solemnly in her ear “Stay away from temptation my lady, in all forms.”
-x-
Queen Alicent Hightower spent an ungodly amount of time in prayer, extending up to the hour of the gods, which was when the rest of the keep clustered around the stone statues of its sept. She found her knees aching by the time she stood up, wobbling with a restrained smile as she followed the lady down the halls, shadowed by her sworn protector at a safe distance.
“I have decided to let you get acquainted with some of Helaena's ladies. She claims she doesn't need them but it is good to know a few maidens your age. It'll help you adjust better to life here” she said smiling as she reached a small hall at the foot of one of the winding staircases.
“All of them assemble here during the morn, to embroider and discuss whatever they can. They shall make enough room for you” she said as they were let in by two guards who bowed before them and nodded to the man behind.
It was a much smaller room than what she had expected with four ladies seated equidistant, in armchairs surrounded by a bevy of mace stools, containing threads of every shade and hue that she could conjure up. All of them stood to curtsey as the Queen entered regarding her with a mix of curiosity and distaste as she was introduced.
“I shall leave you to it then” the Queen spoke as she left her with a comforting touch to face the uncertain ahead.
The first to speak was a lady in blue, with intricate black braids woven into her hair.
“I hear you arrived yesterday. How have you been settling in?”
“As expected,” she said, taking a seat nearby.
“And you've already met the iōrves” spoke a woman in red with an almost perfect pronunciation of the strange word.
“Who?”
“As if she knows what that is, Tyshara” the lady in blue huffed. “It's just a name they came up with for the royals”
“The three iōrves” chirped another blonde in front of her. “Suits them well. I'm Lynette Beesbury” she continued with a smile.
“I’m Lady Cassandra of House Baratheon” the lady in blue spoke haughtily. “Future bride to House Targaryen”
“It isn't confirmed Cassandra” another lady huffed. She was taller than the rest with a hooked nose and a stern smile, seated to the extreme left in a heap of brown skirts.
“What would you know Jessika?” she snapped back “Or is your father's position finally amounting to something”
“More than pining after a man who hardly pays you any heed” Lady Jessica scoffed. “I'm Lady Jessika Wylde daughter of Lord Jasper Wylde, the master of laws” she spoke, turning her face to regard her.
“Pleased to meet you” she responded, trying to ascertain the demeanor of each of the women in front of her. “What does jorves mean?” she asked after a pause.
“Iōrves” spoke Lady Tyshara again “Or the ones who are cold”
“Is that High Valyrian?”
“Their very own tongue” she smirked, continuing her sewing. “I'm Lady Tyshara Lannister, niece to Lord Tyland Lannister, the master of coin here”
“You think they're cold?”
“And you don't?” Cassandra questioned. “My, you must have made quite the impression. Tell me how you find my betrothed.”
“It's Prince Aemond she speaks of,” Lynette chirped.
“I haven't spoken to him much,” she replied, shrugging casually.
“And that is almost always enough,” Tyshara scoffed.
“You don't like him?” she questioned turning to face her.
“I like him enough to know when to keep my mouth shut” she spat, as she continued pulling at the threads in her lap.
“You must be wondering why we're questioning you so much,” Cassandra said after a stretch of uncomfortable silence. “We hadn't been told of your arrival and it's hard to accommodate another lady before knowing her in truth”
“Oh I'm not to serve as a lady in waiting. I'm here with my father”
“We know” muttered Jessika before turning back to her own task.
“Nevertheless” Cassandra continued. “Since the Queen has instructed you to be under our care it's best we inform you of your role, as allies of course”
She found herself nodding with the woman's manners appearing to be quite similar to the monologue she'd heard in the morning yet far less accommodating despite the severity with which it was delivered.
“To start with, you must know the nature of your relatives” she spoke, enunciating the word with distaste. “You mustn't be aware of their tastes since you've been away at Oldtown”
“I heard Prince Daeron was to join you” Lynette chirped again.
“He suffered an injury while flying and would be joining us in a fortnight, at the earliest” she informed them.
“Be quiet while I finish Lynette, then you may go back to your questions” Cassandra huffed. “Now let's start with the princess. She rarely ever summons us. We're as free here as actual ladies of our own houses rather than in service to the crown, which we duly abide by extension of course” she began “The princess likes to keep to herself yet blurts out the most perplexing things when in company. You needn't be startled by it just pretend you never heard what she spoke of and continue on as before”
“Prince Aegon” Jessika continued “Is to be avoided at all costs. As charming as he can be, he's equally handsy and you'd do best to remember that for the safety of your reputation, not that mine has ever been called into question but our maids talk and that is enough to keep a virtuous lady away”
“And as for Prince Aemond” Lynette sighed “How shall we begin to describe him?”
“Prince Aemond is flawless,” Cassandra interrupted her in an instant.
“I've heard he has four maids tending to his hair each morn” Jessika said.
“I've heard he has every book in the library memorized, with knowledge to make even the most learned of maesters quiver,” Tyshara continued.
“He trains meticulously at dawn and has bested some of the finest knights of the realm, Ser Criston included” Cassandra boasted with glee. “And yes his favorite thing to do is read,”
“His hair is so lustrous” Lynette swooned “One time I was unfortunate enough to stumble along his way and it whipped me in the face” she said, earning a shocked expression from them all. “It was wonderful” she continued with glee diverting their attention again.
“That's why Cassandra wears her hair in braids,” Tyshara giggled.
“Oh hush”
“She saw him wear his hair in a braid, somewhat like a fishtail to train one morn and hasn't stopped wearing her hair like that since” Tyshara smirked with glee. “He wears his hair loose now, I wonder how you'd accomplish something akin to that Cassandra.”
“It would be quite a scandal” Jessika chuckled.
“Jest all you want, I for one believe he loves my hair”
“It is a wonder though, with beauty to speak of like his own” Jessika muttered “You must think of another way if you wish to win him over” “I've heard he has a thousand pieces of leather for his closet, eye patches included”
“I've seen his sapphire,” Lynette chirped again.
“You have not,” Cassandra protested with indignation.
“When he dashed into me” she whined “I caught a glimpse of it. It was the most beautiful thing I ever saw” she sighed dreamily.
“I think it's rather hideous, the scar I mean. It is good that he keeps it covered” Tyshara said. “And I doubt you really saw the stone Lynette, clumsy as you are. You probably hit your head too hard. It is known that he's very secretive with regards to his injury”
“I shall make him show it to me someday” Cassandra spoke puffing up her chest, like the namesake of her house “And you shall all be the first to know”
“Seven blessings to you then, I just hope you don't faint” Jessika laughed. “You're quite a lightweight for a Baratheon” she said, earning a fit of giggles all around the room.
The rest of their morning passed in speculation over the latest scandals at court along with a few more instructions that were spoken over giggles and protests alike. Her mind however was stuck on the little jewel that was lodged in the face of a man who the whole keep seemed to covet.
-x-
Her father, unlike what he’d told her, did not leave at once. Only after he’d supposedly sampled almost every ale house the city had to offer and spent a few days with a morbid case of belly cramps did he set out to accomplish the task assigned to him.
“Must you really leave?” she asked him as the servants around them bustled to pack a small trunk full of scrolls and strewn clothes, half smelly and soiled.
“Your grandfather is quite close to having a fit dearest, I’m afraid I must”
“I shall accompany you to the docks”
“Don’t you have something better to do this morn?”
“Tyshara wishes to bid farewell to Lord Lannister too”
Over the course of the past few days, while her father emptied his gut, she had accomplished the task of getting to know her allies at court. Cassandra Baratheon was vain and bold, eager to take offense and hold a grudge till she found another stray of gray on her head. The day after would be spent in lamentation and covering up her “deficiencies” as she so liked to call them lest her betrothed were to notice.
Lynette Beesbury was naive, sweet as honey that the bees of her house were drawn to, yet equally foolish and prone to bouts of hysteria which required frequent trips to the maester who always reassured her with a regular cup of chamomile tea. She claimed it was similar to the ones Prince Aemond used for his headaches and launching into another speech about their commonality would often calm her much more than the warmth she consumed.
Jessika Wylde was her much shrewder counterpart. A stickler for rules, like her father, she was quick to find fault and assign blame to anyone who crossed her. Twice was a warning and thrice merited exile from her circle of grace to one of perpetual contempt, leaving many a servant crying from her chambers for want of a new mistress.
The last of her companions, Tyshara Lannister, was someone with whom she had found herself to be quite ingrained with. Quick witted and vivacious, she had the charm of a belle and the gall of a lion, often engaging in behaviors far too provocative for her stature yet evading speculation with an equally easy smile at her disposal.
“Very well then” he agreed reluctantly. “Hide this for me will you, at least till we're out of the keep” he whispered, handing her a small vial of Arbor gold.
“Must you really continue like this? Mother told me to keep an eye on you”
“The best way to cure oneself is through continuing with what caused the malady in the first place”
“I hardly think that applies to everything father”
“Well you haven't been out in the world much. Now come along”
The ride to the port was bumpy and much fouler than what she was expecting. The city was engulfed in a wave of humidity, making them perspire throughout the distance so much so that the breeze that blew through her hair as she stepped out to send them off was a welcome surprise.
“Be good,” her father warned her as he climbed aboard.
Tyshara took a while more to say her goodbyes, lingering next to her uncle till he sent her off with a kiss to her cheek.
“You seem quite close to him” she found herself saying as they climbed back into the royal carriage.
“He looks out for me,” she responded with a shrug. “He's been a source of comfort away from home”
“Do you miss it a lot? Casterly rock seems quite wonderful and self sufficient from all the tales I've heard”
“It is, but there is nothing quite like the freedom you have away from familial territory despite the nagging desire to return home. Besides I have Lyonel to keep me company” she finished with a wink.
Lyonel Westerling was the second son of Lord Harmon Westerling and nephew to the Lord commander of the Kingsguard, Ser Harrold. He’d been sent to King's landing to squire for Prince Aegon and when it was settled that he didn’t require his services within a week of his arrival, he was transferred at once into the gambit of his brother instead. Prince Aemond had been harsher on the man, grilling him to his wits end, for if his father wished for excellence he was sure to see it achieved in his son under the service of the second born prince.
Tyshara had been engaged with him within a moon of his arrival, citing commonality as the cause for her interest when it was his appearance that gave him real credibility. Tall, blond and built like a bull, he had an easy smile in place whenever he greeted them all, making him quite well received amongst the ladies at court. She however judged him to be much of a fool after a single conversation that floundered before he had to be rescued by a peer. Not that Tyshara minded. She liked them pretty in her own words and claimed a man was only ever interesting as long as he kept his mouth shut.
“What about you?” she asked, breaking her reverie. “Don't tell me there's isn't anyone who's caught your eye”
“No one in particular”
“I find that hard to believe. The capital is crawling with opportunists and men willing to make a name for themselves something I've noticed you seem to admire. I believe you're hiding something from us all” she said conspiratorially.
“I haven't paid anyone such close attention” she said, wringing her hands.
“Well then we must find you a match, or at least someone worth your while here, before your father returns of course. You need to know your prospects before they're snatched away from you”
“What good would that do?” she inquired
“You really are quite sheltered Melissa. Why it'll give you a standard to hold your husband to, not overlty that would be a blow to your marriage, but something at the side, something to call your own in the dark”
“A lover?” she asked incredulously
“It needn't be that. Think of it as a measure of comparison”
“Wouldn't that take away your joy”
“I believe it would quite add to it. Think about it and we shall begin our hunt tomorrow. I shall even ask Lyonel”
“Please don't” she said, reaching for her hands.
“Only with your permission” she said reassuringly. “Don't worry we don't really speak much in each other's company.”
Their return back to the keep was met with more excitement than what she'd expected out of the day. The men often took to training on days as such and while the ladies enjoyed fanning themselves from the balconies overlooking the outer courtyard, they'd take to showing off their skills with their blades to their onlooking admirers, meriting a chorus of oohs and aahs only for them to fall back to their usual chatter once again.
It was days quite as such that the Prince usually avoided, as per Cassandra’s observations of course, yet she found her lingering near the armory instead, accompanied by the rest of their group whispering to themselves.
“That is surprising,” Tyshara said as they descended to greet them.
“Prince Aemond has challenged a man for her honor” Lynette whispered as they reached closer, nearly squealing with joy as she observed him bent over the table of weapons. Before she could inquire who it was she felt a sharp squeeze to her arm by an ashen blonde who looked like she'd seen a ghost.
“It isn't as romantic as you think it is Lynette” Jessika huffed “He's merely doing his duty”
“By the woman promised to him” Cassandra sighed.
“If you'd even call it that” Jessika murmured as they all looked ahead.
Lyonel Westerling stood a few feet away from the prince swinging his mace in practice with quite a lot of accuracy, not that she knew much about battle, but he appeared as confident as a man who knew what he was doing. She saw the prince take his stance a moment later, brandishing a shortsword, a good choice of weapon as per Jessika’s observation, being easy to balance with an accompanying shield in his other hand before they both began to circle each other.
Their match didn't last long. Lyonel Westerling ended up being quite good with his mace but all the more slow with his footwork leading to him being defeated by Prince Aemond with proficient agility and skill, circling and tiring him out till he landed the last blow.
“Yield” she heard him say with his sword to his neck, not before nicking him in the process.
His quick victory was followed by a round of applause which he accepted with a crisp nod in Cassandra's direction before storming out without a word. She saw her smile towards them all, victorious in her own way and while Tyshara rushed to her own companion, trying to appraise his bruised ego and she wondered why someone wishing to be betrothed to a man would be accepting of such disregard on his part.
-x-
Over the course of the day she came to know of the incident of the yard from every mouth she encountered. Cassandra proclaimed that she had been propositioned by Lyonel Westerling and that he had been quite insistent in his manner prompting Prince Aemond to action. That was the crux of the word going around, albeit in different forms. She'd heard other whispers of Lyonel’s dissatisfaction with the prince himself, about a few of his peculiar tastes and even about how he wished to join the kingsguard and had used the duel as part of his training or that he'd simply grown rather tired of keeping things within the family and wished to try out a Stormlander instead.
Tyshara, fueled with indignation, mostly at the last remark, had done all that she could to spread word that he’d been slandered by Cassandra who had conjured up her accusations to win the prince over. Her story however, as scandalous as it was, wasn't as interesting to catch wind and ended up being buried under the multitude of falsehood going around.
By midday, their allyship was in shambles. Tyshara had declared, in no few words, that she wished to separate from their pack of betrayers, leaving to stand faithfully by Lyonel instead. Cassandra on the other hand, bothered as she was for the hour, considered it to be just another reason to fan the flames. Throughout all of this, she'd taken to hearing both sides as was the custom of the Hightowers, forming proper judgment after insight from both ends, yet nearing the end of the day she found herself sequestered in the one place she knew they all wouldn’t deign necessary to check.
The library of the red keep was one she was hoping to pay a visit to, as soon as they'd arrived. She'd been an avid reader back home, something she'd acquired from her mother, poring over more stories than texts, to spend her days. While her mother prided herself on her knowledge of the functioning of the kingdom and its affairs, she found herself far more interested in its people and tales from across the realm had done much to sate her curiosity.
The library had to be reached by climbing four flights of stairs with a single landing separating them. Intricate balustrades of red sandstone carved with dragon heads greeted her as she continued onward, their tails curling around the railing with which she dragged herself towards her destination. There was an old tale that went around the keep, about how the old Maester Mellos collapsed on these very flight of steps, leading to his demise. It did quite feel like it as she huffed her way to the top, panting with the weight of her skirts as she leaned against the open iron door.
The King's library was a marvel to behold. Nestled up near the parapets of the keep, with a ceiling made entirely of glass, she found herself staring at the glazed roof as she entered. Spiral shelves lined the hall, made of something similar to the koa trees of the Arbor. There were nearly a thousand tomes lining the walls she supposed, hidden from most due to their differing tastes and she found herself thanking her mother for introducing her to wonder as she continued her exploration.
“They're not koa” she heard a knowing voice near her as she turned around from her inspection of the shelves.
Prince Aemond sat at a circular table near the center of the hall, with a couple of tomes arranged neatly near a burning candle.
“The wood is different up close” she said in acknowledgement wondering how he knew she was thinking of the Arbor.
“They were a gift, all the way from Sothyros crafted for King Aenys. The wood is known as padauk” he said, rising to speak to her.
“I hope I'm not interrupting your grace”
“There aren't many who visit at this hour”
“I can leave,” she said hurriedly.
“That's not what I meant,” he said, reaching behind her to pick out a tome.
“What do you wish to find today, my lady”
“Something to pass my time” she whispered, shy that she had been caught off guard.
“And how do you pass your time? What interests you”
“I doubt you'd want to hear, your grace” she said, averting her gaze.
“Come,” he said, bidding her to follow him as he wove through the passages of wood till they reached one of the furthest shelves down the hall. “This would be more to your taste, I presume. You may join me if you wish or continue as you were” he said turning to hand her a tome.
“The Edge of the World” she read aloud “by Maester Balder. This looks like quite an adventure” she said smiling as he looked at her with interest. “I'd like to join you”
The rest of their hour was spent in comfortable silence as she read over the old maester’s travels. He wrote of his time in the Night's watch centuries before Aegon's conquest, describing East watch by the sea and the island of Skagos, much north of Castle black, infested by smugglers and pirates rooted out by brave men. She saw him look up from time to time catching his gaze with a shy smile of her own as he pored over his own scrolls with a copy of Septon Barth’s infamous tome to the side.
“Do you wish to read this next?” he asked.
“I might take a while,” she answered, earning a hum in return. “May I ask you a question?” she continued as he went back to his work.
“Is it about dragons?” he asked not looking up from his reading.
“About this afternoon” she said, unsure of how to proceed after noticing him tense.
“What would you like to know?”
“Is it true?”
“You'll need to be more specific,” he responded, drumming his fingers on the table.
“What happened with Cassandra?”
“Are you enquiring as to whether I'm betrothed?” he said looking up with a smirk.
She felt her cheeks heat up as she responded “I only wanted to know if the rumors were true, regarding Lord Lyonel. He's involved with a friend of mine”
“Lady Lannister, is it?”
“Tyshara, yes”
“I wouldn't know,” he said casually, returning to opening a new set of texts.
“You fought for her honor” she said, surprised at his easy dismissal of Cassandra.
“As was my duty” he said nonchalantly.
“I don't understand,” she muttered, earning a glare in return.
“Lady Cassandra claimed to be harassed by a man squiring for me. How do you think I should have responded?”
“She considers the outcome to be far different”
“A woman's presumption”
“What does that mean?” she asked indignantly.
“It indicates exactly what I said, a morbid predisposition for exaggeration and fantasy”
“And what would you consider me then, with a similar interest in tales as such” she said, shutting her tome abruptly. “You gave me a tale of adventure, about strange one horned beasts and pirates. Surely you'd hold a better opinion of your companion for the day or am I to be ridiculed behind my back once I leave too”
“You misunderstand me, my lady,” he spoke noticing her distress.
“No,” she said standing up “Thank you for your time your grace, but I'm certain I must leave you now”
She fought the urge to give in as she heard the scrape of his chair, hurrying down the steps before he caught sight of her fallen face. The echo of her footsteps in that corner of the castle soon faded as she rushed to her chambers, distracted by her duress that indicated she was surprisingly more upset at his perception of her than his unconfirmed betrothal.
-x-
The hour of the nightingale troubled her again. She lay awake in bed as her maid came to wake her, perplexed as to whether she should join them all for the day. It was the tenth day of the moon and her absence was sure to be noted. A lone eye pierced through her musing, haunting her as she whined into the cushions in the dark before waking up with a jolt.
The way to their hideout came easy to her and she arrived there almost too early to be considered proper, only to find him seated alone, at the head of their table. His gaze bore into her as soon as she walked in, commanding yet somewhat anxious as he stood to welcome her.
“You're early” he said, bidding her to sit as he ordered tea for them both.
“I considered not showing” she responded, turning her gaze away from him.
“Without cause?”
“There's plenty to me, your grace” she said, folding her hands on her lap.
“I did not intend to offend you, my lady” he said upon noticing her continued silence.
“You made me feel like a fool” she found herself whispering.
“Then you must know I have no patience for one” he said sharply, softening his tone upon noticing her perplexity “I don't begrudge tales, only falsehood” he continued softly “And I despise tardiness”
“Like that of today?” she said gesturing to the two empty seats at his side which hadn't been filled despite the approaching hour.
“There was more to your reading than unicorns and giants though?” he said after a pause looking at her as the servants poured them two cups of mint tea.
“Maester Balder wrote his tale as a warning”
“Of the dangers of prejudice?” she questioned.
“You consider it untrue?”
“He claimed the Skags were inhuman, more beast than man, feasting on human flesh and delighting in sacrifice made to the Old gods” she continued “Exaggeration of the foreign fairly seems like an adequate portrayal of their true nature”
“And yet familiar customs still prevail far North. The feast of Skane being one such instance of the past” he said, noticing her discomfort.
The Feast of Skane was written to be one of the most horrific things she'd read describing a Skagosi war fleet descending upon the smaller isle of Skane nearby. While the women of Skane were raped and carried off by the Skagosi, the Skanish men were consumed by the warriors in a feast which lasted a fortnight on the sands of the pebbled beach. Skane thereafter was said to be haunted by the screams of its deceased, deafening many travelers who happened to pass near its shores.
“Perhaps highlighting the ills of tradition passed down through generations merit speculation”
“Was it really tradition if they were never heard of again?” she questioned.
“The tales of victors tend to be written as such, continued through time by others wishing to follow in their path, emulating virtue and vice alike” he replied, sipping his tea. “Nevertheless the more magical parts of his tale tend to garner much attention. Their obsidian blades and fine mounts are enough to avoid further speculation” he spoke with emphasis. “Their horses however, pale in comparison to the wonders of our own world,” he finished, smirking as he saw her smile.
“I suppose flying beasts are far more inspiring,” she said, smiling into her own cup.
“Ones that make the unworthy quiver”
“Anyone who isn't a Targaryen would” she continued with a laugh.
“Perhaps” he said in contemplation, setting his cup down to welcome his siblings.
“What are you upto so early in the morn?” Aegon huffed as he plopped himself to the left of his brother. “Has he been boring you with philosophy again” he asked turning to her “Honestly brother, you must give it a rest lest we all fall asleep here”
“Did you not sleep well last night?” she inquired politely.
“Helaena and I couldn't quite seem to settle in,” he responded with a cheeky grin noticing her blush and shift to order two glasses of honeyed milk.
“So my lady” Aegon spoke, turning to her again. “It is time for you to delight us with whatever tales you've managed to acquire these past few days”
“There isn't much to tell,” she replied, setting her cup down.
“Well it has been quite eventful though hasn't it, or perhaps you don't quite understand the nature of our agreement” he said drinking from his chalice filled with green apple wine.
“I am sure you're aware of the rumors going around. Lady Cassandra” she continued looking at Aemond “Claimed harassment and was soon won over. That has been the most of what's been going around”
“Yes yes, our brother serving as her glorious knight, we've heard enough of that already”
“She was gloating all afternoon while she helped with the children” Helaena said thoughtfully “Quite distasteful for someone who felt insulted”
“It doesn't seem to add up does it” Aegon continued looking right at her.
“I only know as much as you, your grace”
“What a shame,” he said, turning to face his brother as she found him staring at her in wait, drumming his fingers on the table as he cocked his head to the side.
“Lady Tyshara was quite bereaved” she found herself continuing. “She believed Lord Lyonel to be innocent”
“Are you questioning my brother's judgment?” Aegon said with a smirk, teetering towards aggression.
“No your grace, I'm simply letting you know what I've heard. She accompanied me to see my father off in the morn and spoke of him in detail”
“Was this before he left?” Helaena asked, sipping her glass of cold milk.
“Yes, she accompanied me to see her uncle off. They seemed awfully close at the docks” she finished, uncomfortable under their scrutiny.
“How close?” Aegon asked, leaning towards her.
“He kissed her,” she said, earning a satisfied hum from her inquisitor in front.
“I told you” Aegon clapped delightedly.
“The Lannisters are prone to it”
“There isn't much evidence Aegon” Helaena spoke “And besides what difference does it make, look at us”
“They aren't us mandia” Aemond said turning to look at her “Quite discomforting behavior to witness from a friend, won't you say” he continued looking right at her.
“She brushed it off” she said, noticing Aegon cackle again with glee.
“This day is off to a very good start” he said, raising his cup to himself with another jape of his own.
As each of them carried on, recounting a minor tale that took place, the nagging feeling of betrayal deepened within her only for it to be quieted by a contented look of approval from a single eye that never left sight of her.
-x-
Her days carried on in fear of the lioness. She'd taken to avoiding most of the ladies, citing her longing for home to be intense enough to dampen their spirits were she to accompany them, leaving the library as her only place of refuge. The quiet of the hall, the echoing of her footsteps with the occasional sound of the opening of a scroll, or the arranging of tomes back on the shelves where they belonged, brought her much peace compared to the whirlwind of thoughts occupying her mind. Then there was also the presence of the prince.
He'd taken to reading with her, often sitting beside her in silence as he worked for hours on end, occasionally passing a few remarks and engaging her with more questions pertaining to her own tome. She found herself fascinated with his knowledge, seeking him out often to her own detriment, only to be reprimanded by a maester nearby to lower her voice and for him to be hushed by a harsh glare from her teacher. He, on the other hand, found her amusing, encouraging her doubts and providing her with more once they finished for the day, enough for her to forget her folly till she returned to her own chambers and was wrought with guilt again.
Much to her chagrin, Tyshara sought her out a few days later.
“You've been avoiding me” she said confronting her in the hallways “I considered you wise enough to not fall for Cassandra’s fables”
She wished to deny the accusation but had nothing to say for her own admission in front of her cousins mere days before. “Lyonel is still in service to Prince Aemond in case you don't know” she continued oblivious to her turmoil “He refuses to be reassigned”
“Isn't that a good thing? The Prince is quite proficient and a good instructor” she said, surprised at the slip of her tongue.
“Don't tell me you're enamored with him. As if the rest weren't enough. He's evil Melissa, you'd do well to stay away from him”
“Because he beat Lord Lyonel?”
“Because none of you are capable of looking past a man's beauty”
“To see what? His cursed soul?” she jested stopping at a corner.
“I refuse to engage in conversation regarding him any further and I'm assuming from your defense that's why you haven't sought me out” she said placing her hands on her hips. “He's a bad influence, even more than his brother”
“You surely jest, Tyshara” she replied incredulously
“I'm afraid, I do not. If you continue along this path you'll only be disappointed”
“And what path is that?” she asked upset at the turn of events “Being nice to my own cousin? Perhaps I've merely taken inspiration from you” she continued, surprised at herself upon noticing her shock.
“I hope you haven't, he'll only lead you to ruin” she finished walking away from her without waiting to hear what she had to say.
-x-
She spent a day moping afterwards, refusing to leave the confines of her chambers even for her sanctuary of books, till she realized how lonely she felt and was out soon with a new companion.
Lynette Beesbury wasn't exceptional company, but made for a decent companion to meander through the hallways, whiling away their time on the mundane, much pleasing after the ordeal of the past few days.
She found herself strolling with her through the castle, exploring hidden chambers covered in cobwebs and dust only to erupt in a fit of giggles at another jape she passed at things strewn about the floors. That morning they'd decided to try out the Godswood, a small endeavor before they barged in on another set of doors and spent their day examining the strange objects it contained.
It was a bright day with the leaves of the giant weirwood glistening in hues of red under the sunlight. She found herself thinking about the worship of the Skags again as they made their way forwards only to find a head of silver crouched near one of the shrubs.
Princess Helaena sat kneeling near a few bushes with her hands covered in dirt holding a small brown beetle in her palms.
“Hello” she greeted them as she spotted them peering from a distance.
“What do you have in your hands princess” she found herself speaking as she made her way towards her.
She heard her ask for a set of glass jars near her before opening her palms to trap the little beetle in one of them as she handed it to her for inspection.
“This is a dung beetle,” she said, smiling at the trapped brown bug. “I've been wanting to study one for some time”
“I thought you only liked the dead ones,” Lynette chirped, standing at the base of the weirwood tree, observing them from a distance.
“This one serves a greater purpose alive”
“How so?” she questioned wrinkling her nose at the smell emanating from the jar.
“They can predict the future” Helaena said sitting on her haunches as she stared at them. “Some claim they can find their way out of anywhere just by following the stars, whose patterns they know by heart. Others think that they can predict when it rains, or when the crops are bound to fail”
“Like bug seers?” she said examining the little insect.
“I'm somewhat gifted myself” Lynette interrupted “I sense things too, though only pertaining to myself”
“Like what?” she asked as the princess took the jar back from her and moved to stand.
“I can sense when I'm about to get my moonblood, days before it arrives”
“Isn't that common to all women, Lynette?” she asked, perplexed.
“No, I've noticed it arrives whenever the tree cries. Look” she said, pointing to the face of white bark that was now streaked with red “I might get it soon”
She found herself rolling her eyes before turning to face the princess staring at the tree with interest.
“The dragon shall claim its flame through a sea of blood” she said thoughtfully as she continued to stare at the sap emerging from its eyes.
“I think it works for the Princess too” Lynette whispered, noticing her vacant stare before going back to gazing at the face again.
She turned her gaze towards the tree with a scoff only to notice its solemn face almost contorted with anguish. She wondered then about the dragon the princess spoke of, as they stood still under the canopy of the heart tree, each contemplating something of their own. Perhaps she ought not to ignore the musings of her cousin.
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