#my brother gets to live his stupid fucking millionaire fantasy life while I never get to see my niece or nephew

[subarucarthief]

straight up? i do not wanna do it anymore :)

#personal #like I’m Good. i’ve had my fill. #vent #the job hunt isn’t worth it anymore ! being a bad daughter isn’t helping anyone ! #my brother gets to live his stupid fucking millionaire fantasy life while I never get to see my niece or nephew #he’s taking vacations that cost 3 months of my rent and utilities Per Night #he doesn’t talk to us anymore now that he’s all successful and busy #i’m not even invited to my nephew’s christening #bc I’ll embarrass the other stupid fucking millionaires or whatever #and I can’t land a job in my field #this lack of structure without school is fucking me up so bad #and I can’t just kms bc believe it or not! it went really fucking poorly last time! #besides if i die mom won’t have any kids left #bc god knows my brother won’t step up in my absence. #and i just can’t do that to her #so Y’know. if anyone wants to hire me to continue to saving my mom the heartbreak. hmu #contribute* #i have a degree in broadcasting. as if that helps anything.