#like I’m Good. i’ve had my fill.

[subarucarthief]

straight up? i do not wanna do it anymore :)

#personal #like I’m Good. i’ve had my fill. #vent #the job hunt isn’t worth it anymore ! being a bad daughter isn’t helping anyone ! #my brother gets to live his stupid fucking millionaire fantasy life while I never get to see my niece or nephew #he’s taking vacations that cost 3 months of my rent and utilities Per Night #he doesn’t talk to us anymore now that he’s all successful and busy #i’m not even invited to my nephew’s christening #bc I’ll embarrass the other stupid fucking millionaires or whatever #and I can’t land a job in my field #this lack of structure without school is fucking me up so bad #and I can’t just kms bc believe it or not! it went really fucking poorly last time! #besides if i die mom won’t have any kids left #bc god knows my brother won’t step up in my absence. #and i just can’t do that to her #so Y’know. if anyone wants to hire me to continue to saving my mom the heartbreak. hmu #contribute* #i have a degree in broadcasting. as if that helps anything.

[crybaby-bkg]

I did all of my work early for the week so I could prepare myself for the first period since starting my new birth control and I just. never came on. I feel like I should be concerned but google is telling me that it’s normal :/

#tw: periods #THIS IS SO STRANGE???? #I’ve had my period for over a decade now and I’ve never not had a period before?? #and I thought it would be really bad bc my pre menstrual cramps were really uncomfortable and kinda bad #and then. nothing. at all. #this feels too good to be true 😭 #I just hope this new bc helps with the stuff I switched to it for #I’m also v anxious bc I have to get a cavity filled for the first time in like. almost ten years #and I’m so scared for some reason??? will they put a needle in my gums??? 😭 #I DONT WANNA!!!!!!! I take enough needles a day ☹️ #sorry I’m just a complain fest tonight I feel like poo #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[akkivee]

nobody asked but these are probably my favourite live looks hayama-san gave us lol

#vee queued to fill the void #FOLLOWED VERY VERY V E R Y CLOSELY BY HIS 7TH LIVE DAY ONE LOOK (MAX CUTE AND I WISH HIS SUKAJAN SHIRT WAS ON SALE TO THIS DAY) #AND HIS 8TH LIVE DAY 2 LOOK (BIASED BUT ALSO HE LOOKS GOOD IN GOLD AND HE WAS IN A SKIRT THAT HAD THIS RLY CUTE BELT BUCKLE ON HIS HIP) #are they in order?????? idk lol but maybe #my hayama brainrot has been on 💯 lately as we get closer to the next hangout stream and his return to it lol #it’s!!!!!!!!!!!!! been too long since i’ve seen his face in content i haven’t been looping for ages lmao #(what????? i got three new videos with him in it in the past two weeks and a very entertaining radio ft sakakihara-san???? idkwym lol 😌😌😌) #abema removed their bonus 6th live content effectively making it lost media i think and i’ve really depressed about it #it was so charming to listen to hayama-san’s voice just perpetually stuck on his kuukou baritone #since that was the first time he’d performed as kuukou for as long as he did and as intensely too (bat’s first kaigen 🥹🥹🥹) #like even takeuchi-san’s voice was going out towards the end of their interviews that’s how hard they went on that live #and sakakihara-san’s post live excitement for kaigen the way he happy clapped getting to talk about kaigen ABEMA I RLY DO HATE THIS #so i’m trying to make myself feel better by tag rambling about them lol #anyway that haircut for the 6th live was so inspired i miss his long hair era everyday and 💜💜💜 to the first time he wowed the entire world #(if you feel there’s some type of energy going into the 5th live shot i posted instead a more uniform shot with the others eh heh⭐️)

[seventh-district]

it’s finally getting cold enough that i can bring my cardigan collection back into rotation without feeling like i’m gonna melt into a puddle the second i step outside!!!

#Seven.txt #my face #i have rematerialized back out of the void to once again make my once-in-a-blue-moon selfie & life update post #i’m running on 4 hours of restless sleep and the single banana i ate for lunch earlier today. let’s do this #hrrrrg i hate the lighting in my bathroom but i refuse to take pictures in the absolute Mental Illness Disaster Zone™️ that is my bedroom #anyways. got diagnosed with Mystery Pain Syndrome at the dentist today. so now i take ✨steroids✨ #the less funny explanation is that my tooth still hurts with pressure nearly a month post-root canal and That’s Not Good #so we’re trying some new medications to see if that fixes it. and if not then who knows. root canal pt.2 the sequel. or extraction. sigh #and so the Dental Saga continues. todays visit went quite well in spite of the unforeseen mystery pain delaying the tooth-shaving plans #we had some time to kill so he managed to fill some of my other tiny cavities while i was there today so that’s good #okay moving on. what else. uhh. OH they finally came out and ran the fiber to the house last week!!! now i’m just waiting on one more- #-guy to come and finish the interior install and the long awaited fast internet will finally be mine eheheheheeeee #now i can feel my hours upon hours of unedited gameplay footage breathing down my neck :) #man i’ve got so much stuff piled up right now. i’m drowning in Tasks and it’s a lil overwhelming but i’ll handle it all! eventually #uhhhhm my current writing project is coming along well! i’ve never put so much time and effort into a oneshot before in my life #its a labor of love though and i think i’m gonna be really proud of myself (and the fic) once it’s complete #even if no one reads it bc it’s so goddamn self indulgent and kinda lowkey throws canon out the window but like. fuck it! #if i want Astarion to write a song on piano and perform it for me while mentally taking me on a trip down memory lane. then so be it #fr though i’ve never written anything quite like this and i rlly want to do it justice. even if its unrealistic i still want it to be Good #in other news i received word that one of the chickens i sponsor at my local Gentle Barn has passed away so i had a lil cry abt that #i feel so bad for his little tiny chicken wife. they obviously loved each other and it’s like. so sad when one half of an old couple dies #like. she pulled him out of his depression after his 1st wife died. now who’s gonna be there to pull Her out… #anyways let’s not get all sad about that again. in happier news my cat who i presumed died/got killed has returned home uninjured!!! #after that huge stray dog chased her into the woods i thought we’d never find or see her again #but then the morning after i started grieving her she showed back up hungry as hell yet completely unharmed like the enigma that she is #so that’s one definite highlight from earlier this month. uhh what else. rapid fire summary of the past few weeks let’s go- #Jersey turned 10! Bullet turned 10! my 6 year Veganniversary happened! i’m approaching 700 days on DuoLingo! #i’ve written more than 20 thousand words! i’ve been facing some fears! fighting my OCD! taking care of myself! (kinda!) #anyways things are far from being all sunshine and roses around here but i’m trying to focus on the good stuff for the most part #for now tho i have a headache and have reached 30 tags so it’s time to go shovel some mashed potatoes into my mouth :)

[aerticent]

my love for Maven has evolved into something and no matter how hard i try i cannot put it into words and it’s driving me crazy

#i have a post talking about how his body is decaying from the inside out due to his soul rejecting his mother and that’s the closest i’ve #gotten so far at explaining my feelings for him rn #i’ve also stopped seeing him as this sad pitiful creature and am more so leaning towards he was a rage and resentment fillled creature and #his main ways of showing love went hand in hand with him putting Cal and Mare through the worst pains/horrors imaginable #he also is absolutely batshit like #bro is on the brink of madness the whole time it’s a wonder he never fully falls through #bet u money if he had been successful in killing Mare or Cal he would’ve fully lost it #cause like now what #this whole war and the two ppl he hates/loves the most r dead and it’s his fault #idk what i’m talking about #he got me feeling like #[CAR CRASH] [GLASS SHATTERING] GOOD LORD! [GENERAL COMMOTION] [BABY CRYING] WAAAAH WAAAAH [YELLING] [POLICE SIRENS] WEEWOO WEEWOO #he still is sad and pitiful but he’s also a rage filled monster who was given too much power without enough guidance #just running on hatred and whatever fucked up version of love he knows of #the closest he got to truly not gaf about literally anyone or anything was his reaction to Elara’s death #did all that running on nothing but anger and hatred almost killed Cal he was so enraged #does this make any sense? #he’s still baby girl sunshine loml 🔛🔝 tuck him into bed and read him bed time stories little angel

[nomazee]

oh my god how do u even write in y/n or (name) without feeling like ur breaking immersion this is so hard

#i’m writing a fic and typed out (y/n) and had to stare at it blankly #i havent used an indicator/fill in the blank thjng like that in so long #but also whenever i read other people’s fics and they use y/n or something it never breaks immersion for me or anything #like i barely notice it which is good #i also think that’s bc i’ve been reading x reader fics for like… an egregious amount of time #so my brain just fills in the blank #oh hell no some neuroscientist needs to explain this to me i just sound goofy #i’ve been dodging using anything like “y/n by writing it into the body text itself #but sometimes u just need it in dialogue… forgive me #nora speaks

[tariah23]

Fucked up in the crib starving for days because my sister made me come over to her place to cat sit but didn’t leave any food in the apartment for me to eat-

#I’m trapped I can’t go home until she gets back here on Tuesday I’ve been starving since Thursday orz #I don’t have the funds to run around buying shit either I can’t wait to go home and make me a juicy burger #she got mad at me when I mentioned this to her and was like ‘you’re the one who spent $10 on Taco Bell-‘ like man that’s not the point #I shouldn’t have had to spend my last few funds to fill up my stomach anyway when I’m doing you this favor #how do you have someone come over to watch your apartment and pet and not leave anything for them to eat #rambling #she’s bogus as hell for this #on vacation in Vegas rn #it’s more like she can be really irresponsible 😭… she’s not selfish or anything but she can be stupid af #she could’ve bought a loaf of bread and some lunch meat and cheese and I would’ve been good #she mentioned that she was gonna make me some food but didn’t have time #there’s barely anything here to eat or make anyway #she left me a can of soup like what was I gonna do with that 😭 #I’d leave now in this - degree ass weather if I didn’t have her keys

[werebutch]

I miss this one friend I had in high school .. we were always put in gym together and she would ramble on and on about video games or her life and she never put pressure on me to talk. I usually only spoke to affirm I was listening or to comment on something she was saying.. but I never NEEDED to. She didn’t really mind if I didn’t. it was really nice because I’ve never had a friend that will fill in the silence for me. I was eventually put in a different gym class my senior year and we just stopped talking because she didn’t really have a reliable phone. I really miss her she was so nice and understanding..I felt like I could say anything to her and she would understand

#:( #until I kind of learned how to Stop being so quiet (only learned out of necessity and bullyingLMAOOO and I’m not even that good at it) I #would rarely ever talk because I just never knew what to say.. it’s not like I was shy to step in I just truly didn’t think I had anything #to add. not a self esteem issue it’s just what it was #was * #and IDK. that’s still my true self I’ve just figured out common things other people say that I say too to fill in silence #idk. I am just very quiet at heart most times. I like to listen LOL

[mobbothetrue]

I would like to stop being sick now thank you

#mobbtalks #hough #it’s been like. a week. so I’m good I’ve had my fill yk #I wanna go back to uni :( I wanna stop coughing and hacking

[rosicheeks]

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

07: What did you last eat? (I bet it's goldfishies)

26: What are you craving right now? (I bet it's goldfishies)

31: Does somebody love you? (I do Princess)

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

2 - my parents 💖

7 - chocolate cake 🤭

26 - I’m not craving any food right now tbh. I’m craving love and financial stability and a comfy cozy house

31 - I hope so

40 - if skinny dipping counts then yes? Otherwise no lol

#I know you sent this agesssssss ago #but better late than never right? #i haven’t had chocolate cake in i don’t even remember how long tbh #my friend and I picked up food from a nearby restaurant and I had a coupon for a free dessert so we split a slice of cake #it was suuuuuuper filling #it wasn’t the best chocolate cake I’ve ever had but it was still pretty damn good ngl #but yeah I’m still pretty full from that even though we had that awhile ago 😂 #if anything now I want like ice cream or a shake or something #oh no no no #actually I’m craving a slushy or a smoothie #or some nice cold fruity drink #that sounds nice right now haha #I’ve only ever skinny dipped once with two of my best friends #it was back in high school and it was only in the backyard of one of their houses #so not like in public public and I think it was around midnight so I doubt the neighbors saw or anything #a pretty boring skinny dip story #but what I remember it was super fun #I think we were pretty tipsy/high/cross faded at the time #thank you for the questions lovely 🥰🥰🥰 #ask #ask me shit

[321sluggie]

mentions of weight loss in tags

#sorry I don’t know how to do a read more on mobile but this might be a lil distressing to read idk #I haven’t bought a scale nor have I looked at one in months. but a friend had one and I used it #and I’ve lost more a those lbs #I just. look fucjing frail now #I’d suspected maybe I’d lost a bit. but not nearly as much as I have #every time I eat now I get horrible cramps. I thought I was managing it but I guess I’ve been avoiding more than I thought #I keep telling my doctors and they keep saying that unless I feel bad I’m fine #and like. I do feel bad. lol #and so they just tell me to wait until my follow up in October #I’m glad it’s not too far now but I just feel like none of these people care #I dont know why but no medical professional I’ve spoken with has been concerned about my weight loss but like. #I’m 6’ and 120lbs. this isn’t right #I think it’s just fatphobia. like these people will tell a healthy fat person to lose weight no matter what #and losing weight is always ‘good’ #the surgeon who did my top surgery just sent me a survey about body image and I don’t know if I should fill it out #I’m so glad I did top surgery. but the rest of me is just. skeleton featuring débilitating pain #I DONT FEEL VERY SEXY DOCTOR IM SORRY

[dynamitedragon]

It’s almost 1AM but I have an overwhelming urge to write a little tuckington something so here goes. (Sorry Tucker doesn’t have dreads, I just know how to cut curly hair better)

Tucker hissed as his hair fell in his face again, blocking his view of the game board for the fifth time that hour. His hair was seriously getting so long it was messing with his day to day life and was just generally out of hand. It was annoying enough that it definitely had to be thread on he was currently losing yo Caboose of all people.

“Something wrong Tucker?” Wash asked from where he was cleaning his rifle. Tucker could hear the smirk in his voice without looking up.

“No!” Tucker snapped, the lie coming quickly to his lips because he really didn’t want to admit that Wash was right that he needed a hair cut.

Wash rolled his eyes and got up to stand over Tucker, hands on his hips. But Tucker refused to look up, pretending to be way more interested in his next turn than he was.

“I don’t see why you won’t just let me cut it,” Wash said on a sigh.

“And I don’t see why you won’t admit that it’d be weird,” Tucker snapped, hand coming up to push the hair away from his eyes with a bit too much force.

Wash shook his head, “I told you I helped plenty of the others in Project Freelancer cut their hair. I was perfectly good at it and it wasn’t weird. You’re just being a baby.”

Tucker let out a derisive ‘pft’ noise, but he was a lot closer to giving in than he let on.

“Oh I see, you’d rather just wallow in your misery than fix the fucking problem. Well I can see that’s going really well for you and isn’t making it so Caboose can easily kick the shit out of you at monopoly.”

At the Tucker slammed down his cards that he’d been holding and shot up to stand face to face with Wash. Well, more like collar bone to face but he wouldn’t let that distract him.

But when he opened his mouth a clump of hair fell into it before he could say anything. Spitting and flailing he turned back to Wash once he had gotten his curls more under control.

“Fine.” Tucker said in a resigned voice, “just do something about this.”

Wash looked surprised at Tucker’s acceptance but his shock quickly morphed into an easy smile that didn’t hold as much ‘I told you so’ as Tucker had been worried about. So, Tucker followed Wash into the bathroom and let Caboose finish the game of monopoly on his own, he didn’t even seem to realize Tucker had left.

“Sit,” Wash instructed as he pulled out scissors, a comb, and some clips that Tucker didn’t even know they had.

Tucker followed the order wordlessly and tried not to think about what was to come.

“Now how long do you want it?” Wash asked.

“Uh I don’t know, just get the bangs and shit out of my eyes and keep the rest of it away from my face.”

Normally Tucker would have a bit more of an idea of what he wanted, not that he would usually go to the barber’s with a bunch of pictures and a detailed plan, but he wouldn’t say he wouldn’t not do that. But he right now speed was definitely the priority.

Was was nodding about him and he lifted his hands to run through Tucker’s hair.

“Whoa what are you doing?” Tucker asked jolting away from the touch.

“Getting ready to cut your hair,” Wash answered with a raised eyebrow. “What the fuck do you think I’m doing?”

“I don’t know,” Tucker answered. “Just aren’t you supposed to wet down the hair first or whatever.”

Wash shook his head, “actually when you cut curly hair it’s better to cut it dry so you don’t cut more than you think you are. And it’s easier to make sure the hair stays in the right shape when it’s not wet.”

Wash just shrugged at the surprised look on Tucker’s face, “I told you I cut people’s hair before. And Florida was always really picky too, so I got good at it.”

Tucker just blinked up at Wash, enjoying the red creeping up his neck and the way he wouldn’t look Tucker in the eyes. Tucker just grinned after a second and settled back into his chair, ready to let Wash work.

“If I had known you were practically a licensed barber I would have put that to use years ago. Charge the reds for haircuts or something,” Tucker said as Wash slid his hands through his hair again and Tucker tried to let the conversation take his attention away from the tingle that rushed down his spine.

Wash just snorted, “yeah like Donut would ever let someone else cut the Red’s hair.”

“You’ve got me there,” Tucker admitted.

Unfortunately after that their conversation lapsed into silence and Tucker had nothing to distract from the feeling of Wash’s hands on his head and in his hair. Even when he began meticulously cutting at each curl and styling it just so, Tucker felt heat rushing up his back and was grateful for his darker skin making it hard to see how much he was blushing.

Hair cutting had always been a bit of a turn on for Tucker, though usually it didn’t actually accumulate to anything unless he was already attracted to the person doing the cutting. He never popped a boner for his barber back home at least. But the way his body was reacting just then made it a lot harder for Tucker to keep feeding himself the lies that he wasn’t attracted to guys at all and certainly not Wash.

He tried some deep breathing but relaxing under Wash’s fingers was definitely not the way to go. Instead he tried keeping his body as rigid as he could without seeming suspicious. But that just made it so that by the time Wash had stood in front of him and eyeballed the lengths of each side, Tucker felt more wound up than a virgin at his first strip club.

“Alright, that should do it,” Wash said looking down at Tucker with the small half smile of his. “Come check it out in the mirror.”

Tucker suppressed a groan, “I’m good here actually.” He said as Wash made room around their tiny bathroom mirror.

Wash’s brow furrowed, “you can’t see it from there, you’re too low, just get up and come look at it. I can fix anything you don’t like.”

Again Tucker pushed down the upset noise that wanted to burst out of his mouth and instead focused his effort on standing and making his way to Wash without making it super obvious he had a boner. At least he could make it to the mirror in two steps.

When Tucker finally saw his reflection he was surprised and pretty happy by the results. Wash hands taken too much length so the hair still fell around his shoulders, but it was growing out so much so it wasn’t being pushed into his face. And the short hair around his eyes was thinned and shaped away from his face so even as he turned his head it didn’t fall in his eyes. Overall the look was actually really nice too, as though Wash had known just how to cut it to suit his face shape. More than anything Tucker was impressed.

So impressed that he wasn’t thinking when he turned to compliment Wash on the look and the man was standing a lot closer than Tucker remembered. Close enough that Tucker may or may not have bumped into him, crotch first.

Wash blinked at him and Tucker jumped back as though he had been shocked. He quickly turned around and made his way out of the bathroom, calling behind him, “it looks really good, thanks for the help. I’m sure I’ll be unstoppable now. So anyway see ya later.”

He didn’t let himself think about how much Wash had noticed when he got back to his room and crawled under the sheets in shame.

#well there you have it #my tired ass brain’s attempt at a short ficlet #which I’m never good at keeping short #also I’m sure it’s filled with a ton of mistakes cause it’s now 2am #really should have just gone to bed #but the tuckington it called to me #and I’ve had this idea in my since watching the psa that would have been about same #Tucker said it was a kink of his and I was like ‘fair enough let’s make it happen’ #maybe one day it’ll make it’s way into a sexier fic of mine than two awkward dudes in a bathroom lol #rvb #red vs blue #fanfic #tuckington #ficlet #Tucker #agent washington

[akkivee]

this artistic rendition of kiyohime makes me happy lmao

#vee queued to fill the void #so like i’ve been thinking #what if kuukou and jyushi’s speakers carry that ominous chuuoku pink because it’s an allusion to the women in their lives?? #like pink at this point is synonymous to women in this series lol #eg ​ramuda being a chuuoku spy honobono with her pink hair flaunts her femininity #like i mentioned forever ago ​jyushi’s speakers are of a graveyard with amanda as the protective angel #and jyushi’s grandma *gestures* yeah you know #so then we have kuukou’s 🤔 #while i’m still of the opinion his speakers also are a manifestation of himself with the buddhist concepts of wisdom and compassion #maybe similar to the kiyohime story where she trapped the monk in the bell #there’s a lady who had a huge influence in kuukou’s life he’s keeping very close to heart??? #like kiyohime flew into a rage and turned into a dragon to chase her love (and kill him for leaving her lol) #kuukou the dragon of bad ass temple just might be of a similar mindset but i think that person probably left him for good (abandoned? 🤔) #and with the pink i’d assume it was a woman #hhhhhhhhhh there’s still more connections between his a jyushi’s speakers i wanna make (GHOSTS!!!!!! SPIRITS!!!!!!!! WHY ARE WORDS HARD!!!! #but i need to like sort them out in my brain better lol #c: kuukou👑

[girlslashers]

Omg I’m gonna be on the road for a good while but I’ve been Struck w creativity. Cannot draw TwT

#I’m gonna actually work on some writing (for once shhshsjs) #I’ve had a p4 fic on the mind for a little #that and a nao nd mishima fic that fills out a little bit of my hc backstory for them;;; #I’m rly not fond of my writing sadly #mostly cuz any attempt at being poetic just feels like I’m using flowery language for no good reason shshsh #ANYWAY #meowdy!

[futureghost97]

rant in tags bc I want to sob into a pillow

#I can’t describe to you guys what my job is like. I know I post ridiculous funny stuff but it’s very rarely funny in the moment #I’m a substitute teacher‚ which means that even though I’m in the building EVERY DAY OF THE YEAR #and even though I’ve known most of these kids since LAST DECEMBER (2021) #they just. don’t fucking listen to a word I say #it took 14 minutes and a dean of students in the room with me today to get one of my classes to stop talking over/ignoring me #and I’m not even yelling at them‚ I’m literally trying to 1.) say ‘good afternoon folks!’ and 2.) tell them what the assignment is #all day long I’m ignored and disrespected by the same kids and there are no consequences because this is a charter school #and day after day I’m also disrespected by staff because I’m ‘just a sub’ and you #everyone keeps calling out of work #we finally filled the last VACANCY we had TWO WEEKS AGO. we’ve been down 3 full time teachers since the beginning of the year #and as of two weeks ago we finally filled the last vacancy. so I could go back to JUST substituting. #but today the 7th grade ELA teacher just gave us his one-week notice which means that now that I am the ONLY BUILDING SUB #(we started the year with 3‚ now it’s just me) #I have this terrible suspicion that ​I’m gonna get stuck with 7th grade ELA for the rest of the year. while trying to do grad school. #I just… I’m exhausted all the time #and I act like I’m not but I am #this job is so demeaning and exhausting and I love my students (specifically my 8th graders and high schoolers) #but I’m not gonna see them for the rest of the year. I’m gonna be stuck in 7th grade ELA I just know it #when I say that the middle school is like an active war zone I’m not joking #I had to stop a kid from choking out his classmate today #I leave work every day with headaches because it’s always so fucking loud‚ even in the middle of lessons #I want my old job back‚ this year has been exhausting and I don’t know how I’ve ended up taking on so much more than I’m supposed to #I covered 6 out of 7 periods again this week. the most that any full time teacher has to teach is 4 out of 7 #and the subbing coordinator keeps giving me the heaviest coverage loads and then telling me he’s ‘disappointed’ by how tired I am #he also gave every single person on the subbing team specific shoutouts in his daily emails… except me #tldr I’m feeling disrespected by students and overworked by my coordinator and undersupported by admin and taken for granted by coworkers

[picturesque-score]

my bed at school is so comfortable

#i remember my first night this semester and i slept more soundly than i had since fucking may when i had covid #i never did take my bed at home for granted because it was for real my safe space for like ever #but when i lost it that summer to motel beds it made me appreciate a good sleep even more #i’m realizing now that i did not sleep good once this summer besides the two nights at my aunt’s and even then i was filled with dread #and hatred tbh #what a wasted summer im so #im trying not to get pressed over it bc what happened has happened and i cant change it #but god i miss the way things used to be #there’s comfort in the familiarity of toxic situations #which is by no means good #but i do miss it because i didn’t really think and i just went numb and that feeling was easy #ugh i feel like i have to write about this idk #maybe i’ll channel it into a south park fic because i’ve been meaning to write fic again and i can project onto stan #lol #anyway my college bed is so comfortable i love it and im so grateful for it #these tags are always so adhd oops