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The Picked Lock of Your Heart

Pairing - Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader

Warnings - language, case violence, breaking and entering

Summary - Breaking and entering was something Spencer never imagined he’d be caught for, what would he have to do to evade being arrested by the police and would his chances with you cease to exist?

Category - fluff

Word Count - 3.2k

A/N - y’all i haven’t written in like 1-2 months so excuse the underdeveloped plot lmao. also the little fic header moodboard gif thing, my god, so many ppl helped me figure it out, and special shoutout to @boldlyvoid for making one for me that i didn’t end up using lmao. Love you bestie, thank you 😭 and @samuel-de-champagne-problems for reading the outline for this fic like years ago lmao. wow ok i’m posting for the first time in ages. The summary sounds so serious compared to how bullshitted this fic is but enjoy lmao <3

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He stuffed his hands into his pocket, rubbing them against the fleece lining for the tiniest bit of warmth while he walked down the street.

It was empty… quiet, something he thoroughly enjoyed.

The cold air woke him up from the state of paralysis he found himself in the moment he stepped off the jet. Catching the unsub was more difficult than usual, forcing him to keep his mind occupied while the stinging feeling of loneliness continued to nag at him. He was relieved to find that it ended fairly quickly after a huge break in the case after the unsub, with his narcissistic tendencies, left a note showing off his ‘genius’.

Hotch figured that a couple of days off would do the team some good, bypassing Strauss and giving everyone a whole week off. It was nice for Spencer to catch a break from his turbulent life that was only made more complicated by his job, but there was always an aspect that remained untouched— collecting dust along with the rest of his heart that was locked away and unused.

To celebrate solving the case, everyone decided to go out for dinner and invite all their loved ones to join them… everyone except Spencer. He opted out politely, waving away the little looks of concern on his friends’ faces and taking up his bag to walk home.

He remembered looking at the smiles on his friends’ faces, happy to be able to go home to their families and special someones. Spencer didn’t have anyone to go home to, no one to call his own or spend all his time with.

He was always an ambitious man, wanting the highest honors or best score in any class. Eventually, the ambition transferred from his academic career to his professional one— aiming to be the best agent he could be in the BAU. His success in the unit wasn’t stated outwardly, but he could tell from the prideful smile on his mentors’ faces that he had achieved what he wanted.

Spencer always thought he had it all; the accolades, the reputation, the job, friends. It was a life he had envisioned for himself since he was able to conceive the notion of his future. Every agonizing day he lived as a child, haunted by his high school bullies and envious peers, was soothed with the comforting thought of how happy he’d be later on in his life.

Little did he know just how unsatisfied he’d be.

Being around his friends was nothing but a burden for him to bear as he put on a fake smile and pretended to be satiated by the dryness of his life. He watched as he stood stuck in place, cemented by the ground beneath him while everyone in his life moved on from their naïve youth to proper adulthood— finding their other halves and starting families. He wanted to be the person someone went home to, to be considered a necessity in life by someone he went home to.

That was why he declined the offer. He hated feeling, looking, like the odd one out. Everyone else enjoyed the company of their significant other while he was destined to spend his life with an empty chair beside him. Spencer knew that there wasn’t any malice behind his friend’s actions, they were simply being happy, but he couldn’t help but feel like the rest of the world was taunting him for his failure in love. He was desperate for something good to negate the cruelties that overshadowed his life, an offering to repair the damage that proved to be too stubborn to heal on its own.

What he had wasn’t enough for him to be happy, he wanted more… needed more. Spencer always longed for more than what he had, but he never realized how far his greed for love had extended. As time passed he became more withdrawn from everyone he used to spend time with, the realization that he may never be happy hardened his heart until the pain was set in stone.

He looked up at the sky, squinting at the darkened clouds as his glasses were dusted with little droplets of water. Spencer’s pace quickened with each stride, the smell of wet asphalt filling his nose. He could feel the size of every raindrop fall with an ever-increasing size and speed. It was almost as if the sky was mocking the tension in his chest and the tears that threatened to fall from his eyes, its tightly knit clouds unable to hold the pent-up water within them while foreshadowing his inevitable breakdown.

He took a couple of steps back after passing his favorite bookshop, it was quaint and cozy— the only atmosphere he could really take comfort in. It was usually closed when he got back from his cases but on the off chance that he had spare time during the day, he’d make frequent trips from the office to pick up coffee while perusing through the stacks of books inside.

Spencer looked around the empty street before digging around in his pocket to fish out the key he’d been given by the owner a while back. He managed to befriend the old man and convince the owner to lend him a key. His polite habit of putting books back in their rightful place impressed him enough to agree to give Spencer a copy.

He huffed frustratedly, trying to stick the key into the lock multiple times all while the rain above him soaked through his layers. His fingers rushed to slip the key in but it wouldn’t fit like it usually would. Desperate, he searched for any pointed object in his bag and found two paper clips. Spencer straightened them out, struggling with the lock a bit before the door inevitably popped open after fiddling with it for a couple of minutes.

Closing the door, Spencer tramped into the store as the delayed waft of old books and coffee filled his nose. He shed his moist layers before walking over to the counter where his favorite person often resided, you.

He’d be lying if he said that the main reason why he tried to be at the shop as often as he could wasn’t because of you. Every time he’d make a trip, he’d fix his hair in the window of the shop right before— straightening his tie and making himself look presentable even when he knew there was no chance you’d even look in his direction. Life had a way of putting him at the very back of the shelf no matter how hard he tried to inch to the front.

Just because he’d never be able to catch your eye doesn’t mean he couldn’t let the fantasy ravage his mind.

He brushed off the little drops of water on his shoulders, entering the quaint bookstore. Spencer took in the smell of freshly brewed coffee and immediately felt a sense of relief flush his system.

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(Bull) Riding into the Sunset

Pairing - Spencer Reid x BAU!Fem!Reader

Warnings - language, kissing, alcohol consumption, mention of bloody nose and bruised eye (lmk if i missed any)

Summary - Spencer’s loved you since the moment he met you, always wondering what he had to do to get your attention. What he didn’t know was that he’s always had it all along.

Category - fluff

Word Count - 3.9k

A/N - woah i did not mean for this to be that long but the idea is kinda wacky and i kinda love the idea or spencer in this fic. I def imagine s1 spencer for this lmao. THANK YOU TO MY BELOVED @samuel-de-champagne-problems for helping me out with this one as she always does, she’s the best 😌. i am praying this is gonna show up in the tags cuz tumblr is just being a bitch apparently lmao.

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Spencer was never one to talk, not as much as he wanted to.

It was in his best interest to keep quiet, at least that’s what he grew up relying on. Every position he had been put in was one that shined a bright spotlight on him, attracting all the attention and pointing everyone’s curiosities right to him. He had already been singled out, excluded— he didn’t need any more eyes on him as it was.

The attention only ever brought him years of torment and bullying, something he didn’t enjoy in the slightest. The tears that rolled down his face had solidified into a fear of being on a stage yet again. There was never a time where he could be himself without facing the repercussions of individuality.

So when he joined the BAU, hiding in the shadows and curt responses were his favorite pastime. It may have put people off but it was what he had to do to survive because that’s all he’s ever known…

Survival of the fittest.

But all the manuals and directions in his brain were rewritten when he met you. He found himself craving your looks, your words. All he wanted was for you to talk to him so he could hear your voice just once more. He was an addicted, ever-hungry man that craved nothing but you.

You were kind and beautiful in his eyes and the eyes of many others. Maybe he had taken such a liking to you because of your lending ear. It was always hard for him to find someone willing to listen to him who wasn’t his mother, let alone enjoy what he was rambling on and on about. You were the outlier in a sea of the disinterested, a genuine star that shined through the void that had formed in his heart.

He knew he was too far gone the moment he went to bed that one fateful night, the image of you dancing around him refusing to fade in his restless mind. He soon found himself thinking about you and only you, desperate for your sweet love…

Your gentle touch.

Your tender care.

He was no longer the shy, quiet genius in the back— showing off his rare memory or high IQ. Every giggle he elicited from you was cherished, held close to his heart and even closer to his soul. All he wanted to do was make you smile like no other person had, to make you just as happy as you made him.

You were the one that kept him invigorated, unknowingly encouraging him to crawl out of the shell he retreated into the moment he stepped foot into high school so many years ago.

“Kid.”

Spencer looked over to Derek who sat in the driver’s seat of the car, glancing over at him quickly and turning his attention back to the road with furrowed brows.

“You’re gonna poke a hole through the floor of my very expensive car if you keep tapping the way you are,” he said, a cautiously curious tone laced through his voice.

Spencer slinked into his leather seat timidly. “Sorry,” he muttered, embarrassed to be called out by someone he greatly admired for his charisma and charm.

“No worries, kid,” Derek laughed, “What’s got your mind all up in a jumble?”

“Nothing,” he blurted quickly, hoping that the lie that fell freely would be easily brushed off.

Derek chuckled, “Right… nothing. Is ‘nothing’ the secret code name you have for Y/N?”

“Wh- what?” Spencer stuttered, laughing slightly to play off Derek’s ridiculous question, “O- of course not.”

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416 notes - Posted January 5, 2022

for all my hotch girlies

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Paper Wishes

Pairing - Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader

Warnings - language, case violence (deaths of victims mentioned), paper cuts, fire

Summary - After months of pining for you from afar, Spencer decides that it was about time for a grand gesture to win over your heart.

Category - fluff

Word Count - 3.3k

A/N - brain going brrrrrrrrr hoping that this shows up in the tags lmao 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 enjoy tho 😭

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He walked around the corner hastily as the coffee in his hand threatened to spill over the edge of the cup. He was late, forgetting about the most important part of his day while he was talking to Garcia about the most recent sci-fi movie that had just been released the night prior. Spencer was reminded of the time when a little ding came up on Penelope’s computer, almost carried away by the little inaccuracies deep within the plot.

The people he swiftly dodged in the hallways looked back at the slightly distraught man running past them. His heart pounded right against his chest as he zoomed through the floor just to get to the bullpen, right about to miss one of the only things that kept the little embers inside him lit.

In the midst of his little marathon, Spencer somehow managed to run into the wall separating him from stepping foot into the open room— always bustling as agents rushed through to get their work done. He hissed quietly, the hot coffee that spilled from the impact staining his shirt and seeping through all of his layers right onto his skin.

He was almost distracted from the main reason why he was in such a hurry… almost.

His ears perked up as the sound of your lively voice bounced around the room. He looked in your direction and watched as the sun illuminated your glowing radiance, the wide smile on your face almost enough to blind him straight through the thick lens of his glasses. Everyday you’d come in at the exact same time, bringing a vivacious light into the grim feeling of the office which was brought about with the intense nature of your line of work.

He could recognize the shit in everyone’s day, your infectious giggles were the best part of everyone’s day— not just his.

“Spencer,” your face read of concern and worry as you walked over to him with a tissue in your hand, “Are you okay?”

The heat that rested on his cheek was imminent, the red tinge on his tender skin was a constant when it came to you. “Oh,” he chuckled nervously, “I- I’m alright. Just um, just a spill.”

“Are you sure? That coffee looked hot.” You handed him the tissue, keeping one to help clean up the majority of the mess that was concentrated on his chest. He sucked in a breath, nervous that you’d feel how loudly his heart was beating. It was almost as if every part of his body had a mind of their own around you, his heart demanding to be let out of its cage— liberated only to be conquered once again by you.

“I- I’m fine,” he kept his response short to avoid stumbling up in front of you like he already had, “I have an extra change of clothes in my bag.”

You nodded, tossing the soiled paper into the trash can behind him. “I hope it doesn’t stain,” you said, the smile he was so addicted to gracing your lips.

“It’s not a big deal, I um, I have a lot more of these at home.”

“Yea, but this one in particular is my favorite,” you admitted, the light bouncing off of you in every which way, “I always love your sweater vests and cardigans, you always look so handsome wearing them.”

“Th- thank you. I um, I-” he stopped to collect the thoughts fractured by his inability to think around you, “I um, I- I think they’re um… cool too.”

“Very cool,” you giggled, “I’ve got to get to work on those stacks of papers on my desk or else Hotch is going to kill me.”

He nodded, watching you walk away as he tried to remember how to breathe. You thought he was handsome, a compliment he had only really received from his mother. It was the sound of your voice and your willingness to engage with the only dork in the unit that kept the draining supply of happiness inside him full. Your round of flirts and teasing comments were nothing if sustenance for his craving heart.

“Boy Genius.”

Spencer turned around, almost tripping on his untied shoelace, to see Penelope walking up to him.

“Where did you go? I look away to answer an email and look back to see you flying out of the room,” she laughed, the little feathers in her hair following the motions of her head.

“I forgot I had something,” he mumbled as he continued to look at you from his place in front of the break room.

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My #1 post of 2022

Lit By Love

Pairing - Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader

Warnings - language, SMUT (MINORS DNI, 18+), oral (male and female receiving), fingering, face fucking, unprotected penetration, slight overstimulation, use of pet names (darling/good girl), slight hair pulling, sorta dom!spencer and sorta sub!reader, not proofread (lmk if i missed anything lmao)

Summary - You come over to Spencer’s apartment hoping to help him during a storm and power outage. Your attempt to help him through his fear of the dark developed into something more than you had planned, leading to an unrevealed confession.

Category - fluff, smut (18+) MINORS DNI

Word Count - 6.1k

A/N - lmao i cranked this out today and i’m kinda proud considering i’m sitting in my lab rn waiting for some tests and i’m rlly hoping this shows up in the tags lmao. big big big thank you to @samuel-de-champagne-problems for helping me with this, ily <;3

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Spencer always felt like he was on display, people watching him as he juggled a circus act of walking on a tightrope.

He couldn’t count the vast number of his peers waiting for him to tip over and fall down beneath, surrounded by nothing but failure. It was a fate that haunted him constantly, a never-ending fear that he believed would inevitably come true one day in the future.

What they didn’t know was the envy that bubbled inside him. He coveted the normalcy they so desperately wanted to get rid of. He wanted the ease of being a regular person and the effortless finding of their other half.

He didn’t understand why people wanted to be in his shoes knowing what others thought of him but what stumped him most was why you wanted him.

After weeks of borderline stalking you, Spencer decided to leave well enough alone— dropping the unachievable dream of being yours. Much to his surprise, you approached him with just as much enthusiasm that thrived inside him when any thought of you weaseled its way into his frontal lobe. He managed to work up the courage to ask you out on a date and the rest felt as easy as it was to fall for you.

It was a rollercoaster of emotions: infatuation, fixation, adoration, passion.

He was addicted to you, a fact he had known since the moment you called him yours— your Spencer. It was almost as if his heart was trapped and fumigated with your intoxicatingly sweet scent and wondrous smiles he would never be able to rid himself of, a nightmare and fantasy he could never quite forget.

But at some point, something felt off. There was always something left… unsaid.

Every single goodbye felt like a sentence that was unfinished.

He tried to figure out what it was but he could never find the missing piece to his puzzle, stuck in a prison made of his own incapability. The lightbulb never magically turned on, nor did the answer finally click— he was left to remain in a state of confusion and emotional disorientation.

His internal debacle stuck with him since he first noticed the odd hanging feeling after each reluctant departure. There was nothing he could do but wait until he could put his bright mind to good use.

Spencer ran his fingers through his hair hoping to brush out the little droplets of rain resting between each strand. He was able to avoid the raging weather in Virginia for the last couple of days, staying in sunshiney California for a case. He never liked thunder or lightning or any kind of weather that had the potential to develop into a raging storm, it always created an unsettling atmosphere he had no intention of enjoying.

With each passing moment marked by the sound of thunder and the flashing lightning, he thought of the only person that could comfort him in that very moment— you.

He had been hesitant to call you after discovering his newfound problem that may be the little seed of doubt that had yet to be unsown, instilling a sense of hopelessness inside him. It was an inkling of pessimism that believed in his undismissable demise, too stubborn for him to rid himself of.

The keys dropped from his hand into the little dish beside the front door with a loud clank. He made his way over to the couch, plopping himself down as the weather outside expressed its rage through howling winds and rampant rain.

His phone slid out of his pocket the further he sunk into the piece of furniture, almost as if the world was urging him to call you. He wanted to oblige, he wanted to call but a little piece of him was afraid of the unknown. He couldn’t figure out what was irking him, something he believed would potentially severe his only lifeline.

His finger brushed up against the cold surface of the device, chuckling as he reminisced on the time you stuck little stickers by each button detailing what each did. He had the mind of a camera but he couldn’t seem to remember how to work a tool of the modern age.

Spencer jumped slightly right as the sound of the roaring thunder outside filled his living room. He was a grown man but he never really got over his fear of storms of any kind. The situation was made worse by the flickering of the lights above him, the indecisiveness of the bulbs eventually gave way when the lighting was abruptly stolen.

He sunk further into the faux leather under him, clutching the tiny black box close to his chest while he tried to work up the courage to call you. His finger migrated to your contact and hovered over it, a war of thoughts in his mind clouded his decision.

All the bad memories he thought he had gotten rid of started to flood him again.

He squeezed his eyes shut as he tried to wish away the dark just as he did as a child. Spencer itched to hear the monotonous ringing followed by the sound of your voice picking up the phone, he was just too afraid to make an objective decision.

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#tumblr2022 #year in review #bye i’m dead #hotch’s ass

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johannestevans · 2 years

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Update 05/06/2022

Good evening!

Firstly, some bits of media I've very much enjoyed over the past 2 weeks:

Bloods (2021, cr. Nathan Byron & Samson Kayo) - Bloods is fucking excellent, it's a sitcom about paramedics starring Samson Kayo (Oluwande of OFMD) and Jane Horrocks, and it's so fucking funny. Really, really tightly written with so much good, strong character work, lots of commentary on paramedicine and also on NHS issues whilst being so fast-paced, excellent soundtrack, and just in general a real triumph. Also appearances from Nathan Foad (Lucius in OFMD) being painfully entitled and awkward as Jane Horrocks' son and every time he's on screen I cringe from my soul to my hole, he's horribly effective in it. ALSO SAMSON KAYO SINGS AND IT'S GORGEOUS, and every single person who watches this will undoubtedly fall in love with Daryl and Darrell. Fucking hype for S3 next year.

Truth Seekers (2020, cr. Nick Frost, Simon Pegg, James Serafinowicz & Nat Saunders) - This is also comedy but with horror - it was cancelled after one season, unfortunately, but it's still worth a watch! Also featuring Samson Kayo as a protag. Truth Seekers does some really cool stuff with subverting horror tropes as you'd expect from anything with Pegg & Frost at the forefront, but it's also just genuinely funny and quite heartfelt in places while really doing some layered, subtle work around perceptions of abuse + mental health issues. That latter isn't the core theme of the show but is continuous throughout, and while the show didn't grip me as other stuff has, I've really been enjoying that aspect.

Westworld (1973, dir. Michael Crichton) - I hadn't seen this before and watched this in preparation for starting the TV series, which I'm guessing will be more to my taste, but I thought it held up surprisingly well for being fifty years old at this point. So many 70s movies, especially sci-fi and adventure movies don't really push my buttons, but this one is quite character-centred and has some charming homoeroticism. It lacks a bit of urgency, and if you've seen Jurassic Park, you already know Michael Crichton's anxieties around nature's unpredictability vs tech malfunctions vs amusement parks, and like-- Westworld says nothing that isn't said better or more adeptly in JP, but I still thought it was good!

I've also been playing Rune Factory 5 on my Switch and loving it so far, and I really enjoyed this interview with Con O'Neill. I also watched S4 of Stranger Things this week, and if you made the decision to stop off watching it after they started doing the anti-Russian stuff and are like "hm, maybe it's doing better and I should get back into it", you absolutely should not. The writing is truly very bad in so many places, and while it's adequate as background viewing it's just... Yeesh. A lot of choices are made. Different choices would have been better.

I have few media recs this week so here are just a collection of my favourite SNL sketches:

Barbie Instagram

Meet Your Second Wife

Wells For Boys & My Little Step Children

Spelling Bee

What's That Name

Dylan McDermott or Dermot Mulroney

Coroner

New Works Published

Erotic Short: Little Vows

An exhausted father of two meets an old uni friend for sex.

Rated E, cis M/M, 3k. Neil drops his girls off for their piano lessons and goes across the road for his regular appointment — getting himself fucking railed. Infidelity, anal, dirty talk, DILF4DILF and bear appreciation, doggy, overstim, mentions of barebacking and creampies.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Erotic Short: Stuffed

A man is handfed almost to bursting by his husband.

Cis M/M, 1.1k, rated E. Stuffing, handfeeding, D/s, begging, overstimulation, mild sadomasochism (stomach cramps etc), teasing.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Our Flag Means Death S01 E03: A Gentleman Pirate

Examining OFMD E3: A Gentleman Pirate in close detail and liveblogging/analysing the text.

On Medium / / On Patreon / / On Tumblr / / On Ao3

Fanfic Updates: Repentance & Forgiveness

42k+. Frenchie-centric, Frenchie/Izzy, plot-focused, post-S1.

On the Queen Anne, Frenchie can't sleep.

Desperate to just get whatever he can away from Blackbeard's crew, he knocks on Izzy's door and invites himself in.

On Ao3

Erotic Short: Work Hours

A man enforces the boundaries of his boyfriend’s work-life separation.

M/cis M, rated E, 1.3k. Public blowjobs out of doors, mild D/s, teasing and banter. Light-hearted and breezy.

On Medium / / On Patreon

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child-of-peace · 3 years

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This is probably a dumb argument to be making, but to people who say that T*ny losing his parents was greater in trauma to the twins losing theirs, respectfully, I disagree.

For one thing, losing your parents when you are under 18 is hugely different from losing them when you’re over 18. St*rk is 19, the twins are 10. And if we are going by (what I can remember of) comic book lore for the rest of them, Clint is 8 and Nat and Peter are both 4. If you are over 18, you are legally an adult. You don’t get put into the system, you don’t have to adjust to new people raising you, you don’t have to go through any of that confusion. Also, by that age, you are far more self-sufficient than at 10 or younger. Peter has to adjust to living with his aunt and uncle. Nat gets taken by the Red Room. Clint and his older brother, Barney, get put in an abusive orphanage that they run away from to join the circus (though this could be me misremembering stuff). The twins live on the street as children. And T*ny? Well, he inherits a company, has a shitload of money and he’s already graduated uni/close to graduating. He’s arguably in a far better place physically and emotionally (he has full access to any support he needs).

Also, something I think people skip over wrt the twins’ parents deaths. Not only were the twins trapped under a bed for two days, but they didn’t have access to food or water. They were starving and dehydrated. A grown adult can go three days without water. How much longer do you think it would have taken the twins to die from a lack of hydration? That is traumatising as hell.

The twins watched their parents die and then didn’t get the chance to mourn because they had to focus on survival and protecting each other at the age of 10. They had no access to therapy, and after the bombing, they lived on the streets with little access to food and clean water.

T*ny St*rk, who didn’t witness his parents deaths, who didn’t have to fight to survive as a literal child, who had access to therapy and food and clean water, gets his trauma validated by his stans. And you know what? His trauma is valid. He still lost his parents at a young age, it still must have been difficult for him. But his trauma is very different to what his teammates have been through.

If you ask me why I am more understanding of why the twins wanted vengeance vs T*ny wanting vengeance, this is why. And the twins stopped the second they realised they were in the wrong. T*ny never admits culpability.

#Anti Tony Stark #Also #I know you shouldn’t really compare traumas #but if you look at it relatively #the twins’ reaction vs the amount of their trauma and their change of heart makes sense #T*ny’s doesn’t

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knob-kabob · 5 years

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I thought Addison Russell was dfa

#stormtroopers vs sith lords #i hate these fucking unis #nats cubs #dont cheer him please #mlb

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musashi · 3 years

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Okay okay okay this is gonna come outta left field but like,, ur the first person that comes to mind for this

So: I’m trying to get a diagnosis for my autism now as an adult bc my parents refused to belive I was ND which is... hm. (my older brother is autistic so like, it would make sense, wouldn’t it?) I have all the calling cards or whatever but I’m unsure if it’s actually autism or adhd or simply me picking up traits from my brother bc we’ve always been super close. Anyways.

They want me to shell out $550aud for the evaluation, after a 10-12 month waiting list. I have to wait a year before I can get an Official Autism Test and even then I might not even have it! I’m :( rn bc I have $50 to my name and seeing as my parents never got me tested before, I highly doubt they’ll hand me the cash for it now :/ (main reason I want a diagnosis is so I can have help be more accessible in uni bc I’ve been struggling)

So, question! Is ur autism like, recognised in the eyes of the government, and if so was it as a child or did you have to figure it out for yourself when you were old enough to do so? Sorry if this is too invasive, you don’t have to answer anything you’re uncomfortable with! I’m just wondering if I could gain a bit of insight, thank you! (Sorry for ask length aaaa)

hey, it’s all good!

i’m sorry you’re having such a rough go about it ughhhhh. esp when it’s something that could make school more accessible for you. that’s gotta be pretty dang infuriating.

to answer your question, online i make a point to never say what conditions of mine are professional dx vs. self-dx, mostly because there is still a LOT of people on here who think one is more valid than the other, which of course is absurd. my autism is kind of the weird medium, tho--professionals constantly “suggested” to my parents i appeared autistic when i was growing up and my parents ignored it because they’re ableist and couldn’t comprehend that lol. eventually i had one of these professionals outright tell me “it’s important that you know you fit the criteria for autism so that you can better understand yourself, but i think a diagnosis probably wouldn’t benefit you at this time.” so i am not autistic on paper sdfgfgd.

i ended up agreeing with this (i’m scared of being turned down for jobs on grounds of disability, and most countries don’t accept disabled immigrants in case fascism ever gets bad in the US again and i need to flee) so i never sought out a diagnosis.

when i was a kid and they told me i looked autistic i was like “yeah right” because i didn’t understand autism, and then i ignored it pretty much until adulthood when my boyfriend at the time started exploring his own diagnosis. he’d do a thing and be like “oh. the autism...” and i was like huh thats the autism? [nat left at london voice] hahaha i do that

but these are just me! some people “appear” autistic at a young age but plenty of us will tell u that we feel more autistic as adults than we EVER did as kids. autism is also majorly skewed in diagnoses toward cis white boys/men--professionals fucking suck at evaluating POC & people of any other gender alignment, and until recently autism was considered a predominantly male disease (because marginalized people are better at Masking, soldiering on through our pain is what society breeds us to do.)

a diagnosis sounds like it’ll be good for you and i really hope you get yours so things can be a little bit easier. my purpose answering these questions is to let you know my own experiences, but overall keep in mind that the autistic community is SO diverse and there are so many unseen ways we exist that a lot of psychs don’t acknowledge and/or haven’t adopted yet.

if u have a donation post at all pls lmk so i can reblog it!!!

#Anonymous #wendy answers

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rip-its-tasha · 7 years

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Get to know me

Tagged by: @neon-lake, thank you so much! Your answers were really interesting ❤😊

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

LAST:

1. Drink: Pepsi Max

2. Phone call: Nan

3. Text Message: giffgaff - my phone provider (I’m so popular 😂)

4. Song you listened to: This Girl - Kungs Vs. Cookin’ On 3 Burners

5. Time you cried: Yesterday

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: No

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Kinda but not really? I’m an awful human being (Turned out he was married so I’m conflicted)

8. Been cheated on: No

9. Lost someone special: Yes

10. Been depressed: Yes

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: No

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:

12-14.: Yellow, turquoise, gold

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: Yes

16. Fallen out of love: Not really

17. Laughed until you cried: Yes (literally yesterday)

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yep

19. Found out who your friends are: Kinda

20. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Yuuuuup

GENERAL:

21. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Almost all

22. Do you have any pets: Cat called Nibbles

23. Do you want to change your name: Nope

24. What did you do for your last birthday: Listened to my parents argue for four hours. (Hopefully this year will be better! 😂)

25. What time do you wake up: Weekdays - an hour before lecture (so 8am for a 9am class), Weekends and holidays - as late as possible since I also stay up late. But usually up by the afternoon! 😂

26. What were you doing at midnight last night: I think I was reading Cross Stitch by Diana Gabaldon before getting distracted by drunk messages. And after those messages I started watching the film The Circle.

27. Name something you can’t wait for: Meeting up with friends and I guess my birthday.

28. When was the last time you saw your mum: This morning

29. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: God I dunno. That I was better at relationships? And less of a procrastinator with more self control. And with less mental problems? And fitter. Okay that’s not one but oh well.

30. What are you listening to right now: Take Me Out - Franz Ferdinand

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah, many

32. Something that is getting on your nerves: My parents not coming to an agreement over finances and cheaters & fuckbois 🙃

33. Mole/s: Yep! Mine usually come in pairs so are great for turning into faces

34. Mark/s: Yes

35. Childhood dream: I wanted to be a mechanic or mermaid

36. Hair colour: Light brown? Ish. And the ends are currently green!

37. Long or short hair: Long

38. Do you have a crush on someone: When don’t I? 🙃

39. What do you like about yourself: Uhh... I’m a very fast reader!

40. Piercings: Just my ears. I want more ear piercings though.

41. Blood type: O+ with Ro sub type

42. Nicknames: Current ones are usually Tash or Tasha. Then Nat or Mug Rest (From Chris because apparently I’m short), Fuzzy Haired Git or Little Bitch (From @chiaricharlie because he’s an arsehole).

43. Relationship status: Single and scared

44. Zodiac: Leo

45. Pronouns: She/her

46. Favourite TV show: Omg I dunno. 3%, Sherlock, Game of Thrones, Death in Paradise

47. Right or left handed: Right

48. Surgery: Only dental - a traumatic root canal

49. Hair dyed a different colour: My first time at the moment! The ends are green. But I like it and I’ll probably do it again with other colours too.

50. Sport: No 😂. I love swimming and climbing but its harder to do those than it is to just throw on running shoes. I also had a dream I played hockey at uni so who knows, maybe I’ll try out 😂

51. Vacation: This year I went to Skiathos which is a Greek island. It was pretty good. Met some *ahem* interesting people (Remember I mentioned kissing a married man? Well... yeah that was the 35 year old bartender whoops. Rip me. In my defence I didn’t know at the time and stopped as soon as I found out). I think the best holidays are usually somewhere sunny!

52. Pair of trainers: I have canvas shoes but not actual trainers

MORE GENERAL:

53. Eating: Currently nothing but I smell chicken cooking

54. Drinking: Pepsi Max

55. I’m about to: Have tea (diner) I guess.

56. Want: To be happy

57. Get married: Eh marriage is overrated. But I’d like a lifelong partner eventually.

58. Career: No clue. Hopefully using this Psychology degree I’m currently doing. But don’t really mind. I just want to help people so I feel valued.

59. Hugs or kisses: Hugs but both preferably

60. Lips or eyes: Eyes

61. Shorter or taller: Taller

62. Older or younger: Older 🙃

63. Nice arms or nice stomach: Arms

64. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive I guess. But I’m always drawn to loud people, probably because they balance out my quietness. So maybe loud is better for me idk.

65. Hook up or relationship: I’d prefer a relationship but I haven’t exactly got close to that. I guess I’m currently more suited to hook ups 🙃 kill me

66. Troublemaker or hesitant: I’m hesitant enough for both of us. So I guess troublemaker but I’m not really into that either.

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. Kissed a stranger: Yeahhhhh I need to stop that

68. Drank hard liquor: Yup that’s university for you

69. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Thankfully I don’t have either or I would have lost them for sure

70. Turned someone down: Yes

71. Sex on the first date: Technically it wasn’t a date and I already knew him!

72. Broken someone’s heart: Apparently so. I still feel bad.

73. Had your heart broken: Um maybe

74. Been arrested: No

75. Cried when someone died: Yes

76. Fallen for a friend: Yep

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. Yourself: Hardly

78. Miracles: Um not really but I’m still hopeful

79: Love at first sight: Kind of. I read too much to say no

80. Santa Claus: No and I hope no one that young is on this site

81. Kiss on the fist date: Yeah go for it

OTHER:

82. Current best friend name: I have lots of close friends

83: Eye colour: Green

84: Favourite movie: There are so many! Hot Fuzz maybe? And Tangled!

I’m not sure what happened to the supposed 92 statements?

Tagging: (mutuals that have been in my notifications over the past month) @bloodied-fists-and-broken-dreams, @chiaricharlie, @tumultuous-soul, @adozendeadsunflowers, @wanderingmiri, @scottishfish, @nebs-ukadnezar, @justaphotograph, @elowish, @iminthegardenn, @igryt ❤

No pressure, just do it if you’d like to!

#get to know me #tag meme #mine

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lxblr · 7 years

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Hi , I'm a lighting student studying aboard in London for my entire degree. I was wondering what I should be learning in terms of lighting design skills. It seems our Uni moves really slow and doesn't cover all the information it's suppose to.

Hello! Nat (AKA @tdldproblems ) here, answering your question the best I can!

Some things I can think of off the top of my head include:

- Different types of lights and the qualities they bring. Conventional? Moving head? Carbon arc? LED? PARs vs Fresnels vs Lekos. Also know the appropriate accessories (i.e., top hats, donuts, scrollers, etc), what they draw for power (and connector possibilities) and if they need data (3-pin vs. 4-pin vs 5-pin vs ethernet).

- Lighting positions/areas/purposes. Front light, side light, top light, cyc, ground row, specials, washes, to name a few.

- Rigging. For the love of whatever you consider holy, PLEASE know the rigging stuff involved for your venues. For example, hanging lights on truss in an arena vs. on a batten in a counterweight house.

- Electrical. Again, oh dear god PLEASE know your electrical. Single-phase vs. three-phase power, circuit capacities, company switch (you may call it something different across the pond). Amongst many other things.

- Safety. Basic common-sense fire/building/workplace safety, as designated by national codes and enforced by local jurisdictions.

- Drafting a clean plot with appropriate labels, line weights, a key and a legend. Also, supplying paperwork to go with said plot, like Channel Hookup, Instrument Schedule, Dimmer Hookup, Magic Sheet, Color Cut List, etc.

- How to lead a crew for a load-in/focus/strike.

- Light boards and programming. Gotta make those cues somehow!

- Script Analysis. ‘nuff said.

- People skills. You will be working with a lot of people, and having the skills to maintain positive working relationships is key (even during a stressful tech week!)

I’m not sure where you are in your degree (first-year vs final year), but I will give a benefit of a doubt and ask that you please be patient with your school. Yes, there are some that are legitimately stupid and by all means ditch those, but just like wine, it gets better with time. Also, nothing is stopping you from looking up all this stuff yourself. We are in the Information Age, after all... If I have time tomorrow, I’ll recommend a couple books to you that may help (btw I’m American so not everything will apply to you in these texts).

Any Lxblrs have anything to add? Especially any UK/European Lxblrs??

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yusufserkan · 6 years

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osman nuri koçtürk

Büyük yalanlara karşı mücadele vermiş bir isim… Okyanus Ötesi'nden pompalanan gıda üretimi ve beslenmeyle ilgili ezberleri bozan bir akademisyen… O yıllarda gıda yönünden kendi kendine yeten ender ülkelerden olan Türkiye'nin, yanlış tarım politikalarıyla ithal tarım pazarı haline getirileceğini ilk kaleme alan bir yazar… Kimyasal yiyeceklerin insan sağlığını nasıl perişan ettiğini yazdığında kara listelere alınan bir beslenme uzmanı… Ülkesinde dışlanan, aç bırakılan, suikaste uğrayan vatansever bir aydının portresi…

Parasını veriyorduk…

Ama “yardım” diyorlardı…

Süt tozundan bahsediyorum.

İlkokullarda dağıtılan un ve süt tozu gibi gıda torbalarının üzerinde görülen toka yapan eller figürüyle, çocuklara Amerika'yı ne kadar sevdiğimizi anlatan şarkılar söyletiliyordu.

Türkçe tangolar üstadı Celal İnce, “Amerika Amerika/Türkler, Dünya Durdukça/Beraberdir Seninle/Hürriyet Savaşında” diye şarkı söylüyordu.

Oyunu bir kişi bozdu…

Adı, Osman Nuri Koçtürk…

İlk isyanı, kendi ülkesinin sütü yerine, ABD'nin gönderdiği üretim artığı süt tozlarının dağıtımına karşı çıkması oldu. Çünkü; ülkesinin özkaynaklarının baltalanacağını, kendi ülke insanının bu şekilde başka bir ülkenin eline bakacağını ve karnını bu şekilde doyurmaya mecbur tutulacağını öngördü.

Üretim artığı, kendi pazarlarında tüketilemeyecek kadar kalitesiz olan etler, süt tozları ve tereyağlar, Türkiye'de tüketilmiş ve Amerika kendi ülkesinde para etmeyen maddelerini bizim sırtımızdan paraya çevirmişti.

İthal edilen ürünler kalite kontrolleri bile doğru düzgün yapılmadan halka satıldı.

Öyle ki…

Gerçekleri her yerde söyleyip-yazan Osman Nuri Koçtürk, süt tozu, içerisinde kanser yapabilen aflatoksin mantarını ortaya çıkardı ve yıllar sonra yasaklanmasını sağladı.

Suikaste uğradı

Soya fasulyesi olarak anılan soya, baklagiller familyasından bir toprak ürünü. M.Ö. 2838'de Çin İmparatoru Shen Nung, soya fasulyesinden 300 kadar ilaç ve şifa verici madde üretti. Asırlarca Doğu'nun beslenmesinde önemli rolü olan soya fasulyesi 19. yüzyılda Amerikalı araştırmacıların dikkatini çekti ve ABD'de üretilmeye başlandı.

Ve sonra Amerika ekonomisinin en önemli dayanağı haline geldi ve soya endüstrisi kuruldu.

1960 başında ABD soya fasulyesi üretiminde dünya birincisi oldu ve soya ürünleri fazlalığına pazar açma çabası içine girdi. Ne yaptığını artık tahmin ediyorsunuz; Türkiye'nin soya ekimine karşı çıktı ve Türkiye'ye soya yağı ihraç etti!

Tabii ki ithal soya yağı ayrıca margarin olarak evlere girdi!

Osman Nuri Koçtürk'ün ikinci isyanı, ABD'nin dayattığı soyaya oldu. Çünkü…

ABD, süt tozunda olduğu gibi yine “yardım” adı altında Türkiye'ye çok ucuza soya yağı satınca yerli tereyağı-zeytinyağı pazarı zarara uğradı. Ayrıca…

Tüketilen sert yağın miktarı, sıvı yağa göre yükseldikçe kalp ve damar hastalıklarına neden oluyordu. Hidrojenlenmiş yağların kullanılmasıyla ortaya çıkan bu sağlık sorunları sonucunda ABD'de, tüketimde büyük azalmalar olmuştu. Amerikalılar, İtalya, Fransa gibi likid yağ kullanmaya başladı.

Osman Nuri Koçtürk, soya yağına karşı özellikle radyo yayınlarıyla halkı uyandırdı. Bu arada sürekli halka tarhana yemeyi öğütlediği için adı, “Tarhana Osman”a çıktı!

Fakat… Margarinlere karşı zeytinyağını savunmasının ardından önce radyo yayınlarına son verildi. Ve Konya'ya yaptığı bir gezi sırasında saldırıya uğradı; öldürülmek istendi; saldırıdan şans eseri kurtuldu.

Soya yağı konusunda yaptığı araştırmalar sonucunda gösterdiği haklı tepkiler üzerine 1962'de Amerikan Soya Birliği davetlisi olarak katıldığı bir ABD gezisinde Osman Nuri Koçtürk'ün fikirleri değiştirilmeye çalışıldı. Kendisine yapılan baskılara kayıtsız kalınca da, ölüm tehditlerine kadar varan tepkilerle karşılaştı.

Hiç geri adım atmadı. Ölümüne zeytinyağını savunmaya devam etti…

“Yeşil Devrim” ihracı

Norman E. Borlaug “Yeşil Devrim”in babasıydı…

Nobel Ödülü sahibiydi.

Rockefeller Vakfı ile birlikte Buğday Geliştirme Programı'yla Meksikalılara tarım öğretti!

Osman Nuri Koçtürk'ün üçüncü isyanı, Meksika‘nın Sonora bölgesinde yetişen, hibrit tohumlu “Sonora buğdayı”nın Türkiye'ye getirilmesine oldu. (İlk getirenler Tarsuslu Eliyeşil Ailesi oldu. Devlet Planlama'da çalışan Turgut-Korkut Özal kardeşler Tarsus'a giderek ekimi yerinde gördüler.)

Türkiye tarım ülkesiydi ama henüz “modern teknolojilerle” pek tanışmamıştı; mekanizasyon, kimyasal gübreler, hibrit tohumlar vs. bilinmiyordu.

Kağıt üzerinde her şey iyi gözüküyordu; ABD, “Yeşil Devrim” projesi ile çeşitli hastalıklara karşı direnç kazandırılan dayanıklı tohumları gübreler ve ilaçlarla birlikte gelişmekte olan ülkelerin buğday ihtiyacını giderecekti! Buğday çeşitleri Pitic 62, Penjamo 62, Sonora 64, Lerma-rojo 64, Siete Cerros, Super X dünyaya dağıtıldı.

Osman Nuri Koçtürk, bunun büyük bir yalan olduğunu; bu buğdayların toprak ve insan sağlığını tehlikeye soktuğunu söyledi. Türkiye'nin bu tür maceralara girmesiyle tarımının yok edileceğini yazdı.

Üniversitelerde sürdürdüğü faaliyetleriyle de yetinmeyerek başta TÖS (Türkiye Öğretmenler Sendikası) ve DİSK (Devrimci İşçi Sendikaları) kanalıyla geniş kitlelere ulaşabilmeyi başardı. Bugün anlaşılıyor ki, Koçtürk'ün çalışmaları ile bu felaket projesi engellendi.

Profesör yapılmadı

Osman Nuri Koçtürk'ün kimi kavramlara itirazı vardı.

Örneğin “açlık” sözlüklerde “yiyecek bulamayan bir insanın midesinin boş olması dolayısıyla duyduğu ezgi” diye ifade ediliyordu.

Koçtürk ise açlığı, insanın yiyecek bulmakta önemli güçlüklerle karşı karşıya kalması ve bu durumun uzun sürmesi halinde ölüme kadar varabilen olayların ortaya çıkması olarak tanımladı.

Türkiye'nin beslenme sorunlarını ilk ele alan Koçtürk elbette sadece Türkiye değil, dünya gıda tarihinde de araştırmalar yaptı.

Koçtürk yaşamı boyunca; işçi sağlığı açısından yanlış ve eksik beslenmenin sonuçlarını inceleyip, koruyucu hekimliğin önemini anlattı.

SSK'nın ilaç fabrikası kurmasını, asgari ücretin belirlenmesinde işçi ailelerinin beslenme ihtiyaçlarını karşılabileceği kadar olması gerektiğini savundu.

Ülkemizde bilinçsiz antibiyotik kullanımından, deterjanların çevre kirliliğine yol açmasına kadar pek çok konuda mücadele verdi.

Buna karşılık kendi ülkesinde dışlandı, aç bırakılmaya çalışıldı ve tıp fakültesinde profesörlüğü engellendi.

Peki…

Kimdi Osman Nuri Koçtürk?..

AMERİKA'DA ARAŞTIRMALAR YAPTI

Tarih: 25 Haziran 1918…

Osman Nuri Koçtürk, İzmir/Karşıyaka'da Naime Hanım ve Sadi Bey'in çocuğu olarak dünyaya geldi. Sadi Bey çiftçiydi, Karşıyaka'da bostan ve zeytinlikleri vardı.

Karşıyaka İlkokulu'nda (1933) ve İzmir Erkek Lisesi'nde (1937) okudu. Ankara Üniversitesi Veteriner Hekimliği Fakültesi'nden (1943) okul birinciliği derecesi ile mezun oldu.

Veteriner teğmen rütbesiyle TSK'da göreve başladı.

Milli Savunma Bakanlığı tarafından açılan sınavı kazanarak Askeri Veteriner Akademisi Biyoanalitik Kimya Bölümü asistanlığına atandı (1945). Akademik çalışmaları sonunda “Sidikte Organik Kükürt Bileşiklerinin Kimyasal Yöntemlerle Tayini” konulu teziyle Kimya Uzmanı oldu (1948) ve bölümde başasistanlık görevine tayin edildi.

Mardin-Midyat hudut alayı veterinerliğinde 3 yıl hizmet verdi.

Ankara Üniversitesi'nde biyokimya dalında doktor unvanını aldı.

ABD'de 4 yıl bulundu

Milli Savunma Bakanlığı tarafından “Ordu beslenmesinde son gelişmeler ve ABD Ordusu'nda beslenme çalışmaları” konusunda incelemeler yapmak üzere ABD'ye gönderildi ve Missouri Üniversitesi Beslenme Kürsüsü' nde çalışmalarda bulundu.

Missouri Üniversitesi'nde altı ay staj yaptıktan sonra ziyaretçi profesör olarak görev aldı. Mısır ve soya fasulyesindeki vitaminler, mineraller ve aminoasitler üzerine yaptığı araştırmalar üniversitenin Journal of Nutrition gibi bilimsel dergilerde yayımlandı. Üniversitedeki çalışmaları sonucu “Certificate of Achievement” ödülünü aldı.

Dört yıl sonra, 1953'te yurda dönerek Askeri Biyoloji Enstitüsü kimyagerliğine atandı. Ordu beslenmesi hakkında sunduğu tez ile müşavir veteriner unvanını aldı. Askeri Veteriner Akademisi Biyokimya Kürsüsü Başasistanlığı görevlerinde bulundu.

Ankara Tıp Fakültesi Biyokimya Kürsüsü'nde önce uzman sonra gıda kontrolü ve hijyen doçenti oldu.

1956'da Et ve Balık Kurumu emrine verildi; 5 yıl Merkez Laboratuvarları Müdürü ve Teknoloji Müdürü görevlerinde bulundu.

1957'de Bağdat Paktı tarafından düzenlenen “Radyasyonun tarım ve biyoloji alanında kullanımı” konulu 6 haftalık bir kursa katıldı ve başarıyla bitirdi.

Ordudan ayrıldı

Askerlik görevinden ayrıldıktan sonra 1961'de Milli Eğitim Bakanlığı' na atandı. UNICEF ve CARE teşkilatlarının ilkokullarda ortaklaşa uyguladıkları ilkokul çocuklarının beslenmesi programında teknik müşavir olarak görevlendirildi. Yapılanları eleştiren makaleler yazınca Tarım Bakanlığı'na tayin edildi.

Ankara Üniversitesi Tıp Fakültesi Biyokimya Kürsüsü'nde öğretim görevlisi olarak çalıştı.

Bu arada sürekli beslenme konusunda bilimsel içerikli yayınlar yaptı ve konferanslar verdi. Konferanslarının amacı, insanın bir başka insan tarafından sömürülmesinin biyolojik yönlerini anlatmaktı.

1966'da Tabii Senatör Haydar Tunçkanat tarafından açıklanan ve basında “Türkiye'de Nötralize Listesi” olarak adlandıran CIA raporunda, Türkiye'de pasifize edilmesi gereken isimler arasında gösterildi ve istenmeyen adam ilan edildi.

12 Eylül'de zulüm gördü

Gazete ve dergide yayınlanmış makalelerinin yanı sıra 1953-1978 yılları arasında 65 kitabı yayınlandı. “Sessiz Savaş”, “Gıda Emperyalizmi” ve “Açlık Korkusu” en çok tanınan kitapları oldu.

1967-1975 yılları arasında Emek Dergisi'nde 86 yazısı yayınlandı.

Tarım Bakanlığı'ndaki danışmanlık görevinden politik nedenlerle Adana ili Veterinerlik danışmanlığına tayin edildiğinde görevinden ayrıldı ve tam gün Ankara Tıp Fakültesi'nde çalışmaya başladı. Protein kimyası ve metabolizması konusunda ders kitabı yayımladı.

Roma, Washington, Viyana ve Paris'teki çeşitli uluslararası kongrelere katıldı.

1972'de kendi isteğiyle Ankara Tıp Fakültesi'ndeki görevinden emekliye ayrıldı.

İşçi sendikaları ve kooperatiflerinde teknik danışman olarak görevler aldı. Bülent Ecevit döneminde CHP'den Ankara Milletvekili adayı oldu; seçilemedi.

12 Eylül darbesinden sonra kötü günler yaşadı; bir süre gözaltında tutuldu. İşkence gördü. Serbest bırakılmasının ardından içe dönük bir hayatı yaşamayı tercih etti.

Osman Nuri Koçtürk…

Klasik müzik dinlemeyi severdi. Akşamları konyak içerken Bizzet'in Rapsodi'sini dinlemekten büyük zevk alırdı.

Maksim Gorki, Dostoyevski, Fakir Baykurt, Nazım Hikmet gibi yazar ve şairlerin kitaplarını hayatının sonuna kadar elinden bırakmadı.

İlk eşi Sabire Yaylalı'dan Tahire (1945) ve Cafer (1954) doğdu. İkinci evliliğini yaptığı Nüket Akça'dan Ata (1959) dünyaya geldi.

Tarih: 4 Nisan 1994…

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MLB Trade Deadline: 20 Players Who Are NOT Going to Be Moved at the Deadline

Well, it’s that time of year again: the time when bottom-feeders fire-sell and contenders look to strengthen their rosters. In that spirit, here are 20 players who are going to stay right where they are for the rest of the season

20. Albert Pujols

Key Stats: .241/.288./.395, 14 HR, 55 RBI, -0.9 WAR

The Angels still have an outside shot at making the postseason, meaning it’s unlikely they’ll be sellers. And if they are sellers, it won’t be of Pujols, who has an albatross of a contract ($114 million+ still owed him), which, coupled with a career-low slugging percentage, means that no contender will express interest. He is prevented from being higher on this list by the fact that there’s an outside chance of the Angels cutting ties with him, in the manner that the Red Sox just did with Pablo Sandoval.

Probable Landing Spot: Angels

19. Ervin Santana

Key Stats: 10-6, 2.99 ERA, 91 K, 12 QS, 3.4 WAR

When you’re a contender, it’s important to have solid pitching. And, surprisingly, the Twins are contenders. Santana is low on this list for several reasons, including the fact that the Twins are no longer tops in the Central, the Twins’ long history of being sellers at the deadline, and Santana’s advanced age and general roller-coaster of a career. There’s also the disturbing fact that Santana is winless in the last seven days with 0 strikeouts.

Probable Landing Spot: Twins

18. Corey Knebel

Key Stats: 0-2, 15 SV, 11 HLD, 1.66 ERA, 16.0 K/9, 2.1 WAR

The Brewers sit at the top of the NL Central, and if they want this to be a pennant-winning year, they’re going to need a good closer. Fortunately, they already have one, and his name is Corey Knebel.

Probable Landing Spot: Brewers

17. Stephen Strasburg

Key Stats: 9-3, 3.43 ERA, 128 K, 12 QS, 2.5 WAR

In the 2017 MLB-All Star Game, Strasburg notched a DNP. Don’t let that DNP fool you: the Nats are still planning on holding on to one-third of one of the best rotations in baseball. Look for Stevie Wonder to figure into the Nats’ postseason rotation this October

Probable Landing Spot: Nationals

16. Aaron Judge

Key Stats: .326/.446/.684, 30 HR, 66 RBI, 5.3 WAR

The Yankees aren’t ones to sell at the deadline, and even falling back in the division won’t change that. Expect them to hold on to a young blaster who is projected not only to be the future of the franchise, but of all of Major League Baseball.

Probable Landing Spot: Yankees

15. Kris Bryant

Key Stats: .265/.394/.520, 18 HR, 38 RBI, 2.9 WAR

Even though the defending champs are hovering around .500 and face long odds to make it to the postseason, the Jose Quintana trade indicates that the Cubs won’t be sellers at the deadline. And, even if they were, the defending MVP, who’s still only 25 years old and having a halfway decent season, looks to be a mainstay of the North Siders for years to come.

Probable Landing Spot: Cubs

14. Kenley Jansen

Key Stats: 4-0, 22 SV, 0.93 ERA, 13.5 K/9, 1.8 WAR

The best closer in baseball happens to be playing on the best team in baseball, who in addition has major question marks bullpen-wise. It’s much more likely that quality arms join Jansen in Bums’ bullpen rather than Jansen joining another team’s bullpen.

Probable Landing Spot: Dodgers

13. Craig Kimbrel

Key stats: 2-0, 23 SV, 1.19 ERA, 16.2 K/9, 2.3 WAR

Kimbrel’s stats this season are pretty impressive, including a .211 BABIP, a 87.9 LOB%, and 29 GFs. With the Red Sox likely division winners and the 9th inning man a key part of all postseason runs, look for Craig Kimbrel to NOT make a move this deadline.

Probable Landing Spot: Red Sox

12. George Springer

Key Stats: .310/.383/.611, 27 HR, 62 RBI, 4.2 WAR

You gotta score runs if you want to win ball games. And if you want to score runs, you’ve gotta have a guy who can drive in runs (Springer has a 1.029 OPS with runners on this season). George Springer helps the Astros score runs, so he’s likely to be wearing the same Astros uniform as he was earlier this season. I hope the Astros remember to wash it.

Probable Landing Spot: Astros

11. Mookie Betts

Key Stats: .274/.351/.840, 16 HR, 53 RBI, 16 SB, 4.3 WAR

Boston boasts bums who blast bombs: Betts, Bogaerts, Benintendi and Bradley. Big bats mean big bucks in Beantown. Betts will be back in the Back Bay.

Probable Landing Spot: Red Sox

10. Bobby Bonilla

Key Stats: .000/.000/.000, 0 HR, 0 RBI, 0.0 WAR

If it’s a guy who won’t strike out, Bobby Bonilla is your man: his last strikeout came in 2001.

However, it is unlikely the six-time All-Star will change unis this season, on account of a player-friendly deal that has him under contract until 2035. Bonilla is also 54 years old and hasn’t played in a game in a decade and a half.

Probable Landing Spot: Mets

9. Charlie Blackmon

Key Stats: .321/.373/.585, 20 HR, 61 RBI, 2.3 WAR

We know that Colorado, along with Oregon and Washington, is one of the three states with the most hipsters. Therefore, it’s very important for the Mile High Club to reach “peak” beard, a feat made much more attainable by the retention of Charlie Blackmon (Now, if they could only add Dallas Kuechel and Jayson Werth…). Oh, and also hit their way into the playoffs. Blackmon can do that too.

Probable Landing Spot: Rockies

8. Francisco Lindor

Key Stats: .252/.311/.764, 14 HR, 43 RBI, 1.3 WAR

I am of the opinion that Lindor was robbed of the 2015 Rookie of the Year. With the defending AL pennant winners on a hot streak that puts them in Top 5 of the Benallen Power Rankings of Power, now is not the time for the Indians to be trading a young anchor. Also look to teams to pass on Lindor due to his .214/.261/.339 triple slash in June, and the fact that he plays terribly in Detroit.

Probable Landing Spot: Indians

7. Chris Sale

Key Stats: 11-4, 2.75 ERA, 178 K, 15 QS, 3.8 WAR

If Boston wants to hold off the rest of the East and make a return to at least the NLCS, they need a new third baseman. But they shouldn’t trade their Cy Young-contending pitcher to get one. Also, Halloween is coming up, and the Red Sox need somebody to play Jake Skellington.

Probable Landing Spot: Red Sox

6. Bryce Harper

Key Stats: .326/.432./.606, 22 HR, 68 RBI, 3.8 WAR

Here are five things you probably didn’t know about Bryce Harper’s 2017 season:

1. He has a 1.042 OPS on grass

2. He has yet to be caught stealing in games vs. the NL Central

3. He is batting .450 with 8 walks against the St. Louis Cardinals

4. When the count is 2-and-1, he has a slugging percentage of .750

5. He has a .571 OBP with RISP and 2 outs

Do those stats have anything to do with his trade value? Probably not. But either way, he’s only 24 and he’s staying on the Nationals this season.

Probable Landing Spot: Nationals

5. Max Scherzer

Key Stats: 10-5, 2.10 ERA, 173 K, 15 QS, 4.8 WAR

When you’re trying to make a serious run at the pennant, as the Washington Nationals apparently are (though we all know the wheels will fall off in the NLDS), it’s very useful to have a Cy Young winner in your rotation. Max Scherzer already has one Cy Young, and could. Yeah, probably a mainstay with the ballclub in our nation’s capital.

Probable Landing Spot: Nationals

4. Jose Altuve

Key Stats: .349/.419/.553, 13 HR, 18 SB, 4.8 WAR

WAR: what is it good for? One of the things it’s good for is explaining why the Houston Astros are likely to hold on to that little guy Jose Altuve. Contenders are always looking for multi-tool players who can bat .300 with 50 double plays turned and 18 stolen bags, and the 5’5” Altuve is guilty on all charges. But can he ride all roller coasters?

Probable Landing Spot: Astros

3. Clayton Kershaw

Key Stats: 14-2, 2.18 ERA, 159 K, 16 QS, 3.8 WAR

Perennial Cy Young contender Clayton Kershaw needs to be on a team where he can pitch in and win some playoff games. That team could be the Los Angeles Dodgers. Oh, he’s already on the Dodgers? Good!

Probable Landing Spot: Dodgers

2. Carlos Correa

Key Stats: .324/.402/.573, 20 HR, 66 RBI, 4.8 WAR

The Arizona Diamondbacks, a contender in most other respects, have a lackluster four-man platoon at shortstop. Dealing for Carlos Correa could really improve their October fortunes. Too bad the presumptive AL MVP, who’s only 22 years old, isn’t going to leave the Astros.

Probable Landing Spot: Astros

1. Cody Bellinger

Key Stats: .261/.341/.613, 25 HR, 58 RBI, 2.3 WAR

Corey Bellinger is the quintessential type of guy you really want to hold on to: he’s young, he’s hot, he’s on a contender, and the team he’s on doesn’t have a lot of other options. The Dodgers’ repeated unwillingness to trade him indicate an almost certainty of him staying in a Dodger uniform.

Probable Landing Spot: Dodgers

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