#no one ever goes to my events

[sisyphus-prime]

Okay so i bet no residents come to the facilitated but there is an attempt being made to share asterix with people <3

#no one ever goes to my events #haaha

[maladaptivedaydreamsx]

not me immediately getting jude from this

who did you guys get? 👀

#idk any of them i just see jude around a lot so it made me chuckle #@/judejazza and their wonderful posts i often run into #victor is apparently my opposite from these options and elbert is my 2nd choice or smth #(friends and i usually do 'quizzes' 3x to get our main/secondary/opposite) #anyway im just snooping around now. still not sure how i feel abt it but was never too tempted for ikevil. #the less gacha in my life atp the better ngl ;;;;;;;; its why ive stayed away from most of the new games and tryna limit current ones #though if they ever do finally drop ikegen (unlikely asf) ..... count my ass in #i can't even be mad ikepri dropped bc ive enjoyed it so much more than i ever thought i would. easily my fav or 2nd fav bc ikerev #i still adore ikerev and magic and the world building and everything.. alice is just pretty dumb sometimes #which is why i adore b&tb-esque belle/emma so much. also why i like mai in some routes (ikesen humor op) #ikevamp has always just kinda been there tbh. usually the events feel more interesting than the routes ngl;;; charas are fun tho #anyway let's see how this bad boy goes #who did y'all get?? #ikevil #ikemen villains #my post 📫 #aerin.jpg #from the official ig acct btw

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

If it’s not too much to ask.. can we get a timeline for the lights out au?

(Not the full story, obviously. Just the bits of the timeline that have already been revealed. I just think it’d been nice to have a neat guide to it all)

oh for sure!

this is gonna be a little clumsy because I have a very bad grasp on time & also math. numbers suck and i hate them. but i Am trying to create a timeline, ill give you the Very basic, Very vague one

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1972 / the show is cancelled, and the neighborhood is abandoned in the dark

1973 / Sally starts sleepwalking, Wally loses his eye

1975 / Wally starts exploring beyond the set

1980 / Barnaby loses his arm

1986 / The Divorce™️ happens

2007 / Frank wakes up

2013 / Poppy wakes up. Frank starts getting worse

2015 / Howdy wakes up. They barricade Sally in her house.

2016 / Eddie, Julie, and Barnaby wake up. Arc One ends.

~~~~~

aaaand not going into the other three arcs. the second is still nebulous, the third is soooo spoilery even though Does That Really Matter?, and the fourth is a mix of both.

sorry this isn't as in depth! aus aren't a high priority for me, so they're more like little side thinkings i tinker with when my main Interests start to get burnt out. keeps me fresh!

#but yeah thats the very basic timeline.... #about. what was that. 43 years??? #im purposefully making it shorter than the canon timeline to make the au feel a bit more... sensible #grounded? hm. #like in a 'the whrp is still a few years away so Its Sooo Realistic And Faithful Trust Me On This One Guys-' way #an alternate timeline events #< says the guy who doesn't know the timeline of events #thinking about this au wildly flip flops between #this is so fun!! im having a great time!!! yeehaw!!! #and banging my head against a wall a la what the Hell am i doing #but that goes for uh. pretty much everything i think about ever. so #rambles from the bog #wh lights out au

[possamble]

realizing im kind of a weirdo about laios and marcille

#possramble #ignore this im just babbling but #the thing is that like. i don't ship laios and marcille together. their relationship is so so important to me in that laios comphets himsel #and THINKS that he might be in love with her but he isn't and that's my insane obsession #platonic soulmates for real but they're so sweet together that i fully expect them to be shipped together #like i get it. that's almost the appeal for me. if dungeon meshi were any other series there'd be an epilogue where they get married #convention dictates that they're meant to be together as the male protagonist and his beloved female deuteragonist #but dungeon meshi DOESNT do that and i love it so fucking much they're the comphet besties ever for my strange little brain #like if i ever did an arranged marriage au it would absolutely be laios and marcille having a platonic political marriage and then just #the most insane mutual pining with marcille and falin while laios and marcille struggle their way into becoming best friends #the imagery of the king and his beautiful court mage being tender to each other and everyone thinking they're in love is like catnip to me #like yeah they'd be like that and have no idea people think they should be together and the subversion makes me so obsessed #the more people ship them romantically. the more i enjoy their platonic dynamic it's like some sort of weird comphet fetishism idk #people think they're in love and im outside the window like YES... YES!!! #but also the second i see stuff of them kissing on the mouth or fucking im like oh god no i went too deep in here i gotta get out #don't wanna see that. i'll go feral over the idea of laios and marcille being arm-in-arm like king and queen but they would not fuck. #i want marcille to be his default comphet beard and dance partner/plus one at official royal events but they're not kissing. #she's there on his arm because he's scared of the other noble women tryna get him and being a baby about it #and people see them muttering to each other and laughing and generally being very sweet and think that they're dating but they're not. #she's actually covered in hickies from falin underneath her dress and is gonna get dragon dicked right after the party is over #like she's in her bedroom and falin's helping her take her ridiculous dress off while listening to her complain about politics #and falin is the person she goes home to the person she falls asleep to and wakes up with #they're a triad of utter devotion to each other but only farcille's side of the triangle is romantic #it's almost like an open secret because they're not trying to hide it at all but people assume and are surprised to find out #like people are so right about her relationship with the toudens but with the siblings' roles switched #love of her life & irreplaceable life companion. does anyone get it #anyway. i don't know what's wrong with me #it bothers me that they're not the undisputed most popular het ship for marcille on ao3 #it's unnatural. marcille being paired with any other man should be a fringe case.

[adipostsstuff]

New theory: at least one of Kotoko's parents is a police officer and she (and her brother most likely) were trained to become police officers themselves.

#HEAR ME OUT #so many things fit together when you think of it like this #Her mindset is exactly like cop mindset and it would make sense for it to be something she was trained into from childhood #She has been taking martial arts lessons from a young age using protection as a reason #Her parents would have had to allowed her to take them. What of they were the ones who set her up for them in the first place? #It would explain how she became Like This with the no persecution thing being true #She didn't go through an event that make her like this. She was taught to be this way #Well you could argue having cop parents and being pressured from a young age is traumatising in itself but I digress #It's the kind of trauma most wouldn't really recognise as such because it's common and not very extreme #She goes to a prestigious university which likely cost a lot in tuition. Her family would need to provide for it. Likely made her go into i #Which would mean she was probably ostracised from her family once she was sent to court and had to drop out #Because a good cop shild would not do this #This would also make her foil Kazui because they had similar childhoods #But one stepped into it a bit too well while the other wasn't ever able to truly fit in #milgram #kotoko yuzuriha #everyone needs to see my vision

[shhh-secret-time]

To be honest, stardew valley has me in such a chokehold. It always has, even before the 1.6.

In such a way that my brain wants to smash my hyperfixation into it. So late at night I'll be awake thinking of this stardew/south park mashup.

Call that bad boy Star Park AU.

But no brain! Bad! We already have too much going on! You have a Secret Soulmate AU. Fantasy AU, A Cowboy AU story staring Kenny that's still in the outline phase, and these one shots!

(Look at the tags to watch me descent into madness)

#like C'mon #it would be so cute and wholesome #ya know #everything south park isn't #its not my fault I think about me and my friends ocs starting a little farm together #i got one friend I rp with #we smash everything into our stardew rp #it ain't even really stardew besides like the layout of the town #I could write something like that up #like Stan and his family are already “farmers” #the heart event where he tells you he fucking hates it #but next heart event he confesses he's starting to associate farming with you #and now...maybe its not so bad? #COME ON #Kenny taking Karen to see your animals and falling in love with the way you're so gentle with her #Kyle finding you passed out in the mines and scolding you for being careless #but he's patching you up while he does it!!!? #Cartman demanding you bring him crops from your farm because #“everyone elses crops taste like dirt and ball sweat! at least I can stomach yours.” #(its the sweetest thing hes ever said tbh) #tweek having his little coffee shop set up there #he gets away from his parents and moves out to the valley because its quiet! #Craig moves out there to study the stars because they're so clear he can almost see all of them without a telescope #Clyde is JUST Alex and you cant change my mind #after the death of his mother he goes to live with his grandparents #Bebe is like a mix of Haley and Emily! #her events would be you helping her get her outfit designs off the ground and using her photography skills to have you model them #Wendy's whole thing would her being the mayors assistant but over heart events you make her believe in herself #and she becomes mayor; fuck you lewis you old fuck #shhh its a secret

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

Arthur, pretending to play doctor: I diagnose you with D I E.

Jeanne: Finally.

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp arthur #ikevamp jeanne #ikevamp jean #ikevamp incorrect quotes #i love how i found this with a singular tag from way back when #which was: 'BBY N O' #and it has aged perfectly #i too believe my boy does not deserve this #every day i have no questions as to why comte stans jeanne so hard #swear i read one of his event stories and im like clutching my phone and sobbing #let it be known jeanne is the Only Man Ever #he is pure and good and baby your honor #the urge to cover him with a warm blankie and make him a cup of hot cocoa when he has nightmares #listen i understand i'm comte's wife but that also means im jeanne's mom and i can't be stopped #he w i l l be doted on and he will be assimilated #i will also be confiscating that stethoscope from arthur because #!!!!!!! no bringing up death around jeanne!!!!! he's traumatized sir!!!!!!!! #i will say though i do laugh sometimes when napoleon goes dark in his route and jeannes like 'bro you good?' #like jeanne i love you sm but im really not sure you are in a position to ask that question rn #😭🤣

[decadentmousse]

Nice

(And no, I'm not bothered about being behind on my goal. It is not that serious to me, I just like setting goals for fun. Do not come at me being weird about book reading please)

#if you're curious what happened is i set the goal based on how much i read last year which was mainly collected volumes of comics #(which i read faster) #but this year some switch flipped in my brain and I've been able to read novels again back to back in a way i probably haven't been able to #in like 20+ years??? #and i'm delighted about it tbh #after The Event (TM) i lost my ability to read novels almost entirely #and then even once i got it back i usually ended up burning out after like one or two books and needing months/a year to recharge #but now i finish a book and my brain just goes 'time to start another book' and i didn't think that was ever going to happen again #so the world is my oyster (at least as far as book reading is concerned lol)

[torgawl]

i'm trying so hard not to scream about kaeya and all the little moments with klee during the event i feel like i'm going to explode

#i love him so much what the heck #kaeya and many hearts around him in my head #like wow he's the character ever #his ass has jiggle physics with the new outfit and i think that's hilarious so that's another plus #but like!!!! the way he was so gentle and caring with klee...... 😩 he would actually be such a good father #them holding hands???? him shaking his head like a grandpa when she started running like here she goes again??? his little run while #extending his hand for her??? him being kneeled and comforting her???? being the strict one at the beginning making sure klee knew #what she did wasn't correct but also being super gentle and understanding and caring and <333 #this is giving me so much happiness #i couldn't care less about this event to be quite honest but it was worth it for the kaeya and klee content #i adore them #i want to cosplay him so baaaad #he is so pretty very happy they gave him a braid 👌

[multifairyus]

I just be yappin fr

So I used to regularly comment fuckin dissertations on one of my favorite “between installation what if” fics right? but then I missed like two chapters and the ADHD inertia came to a screeching halt. Just disappeared into the void.

I’ve been reading updates since I stopped but felt too shy to comment cuz I’ve potions to mix and spells to inscribe so I can finally end my apprenticeship and become a wizard. And like. the adderall makes me function JUST well enough that I can’t be nearly as thorough in my comments before.

But today I finally commented again. Haven’t heard (or expect) a response back but it’s nice. I missed this.

Last year I was such an active fan community member on different apps and platforms and I can’t wait till I can return with full gusto again…but a gust here and there is probably good for me too.

#beware: rambling tags #multifairyus #fandom culture #I can think of a handful people who would actually read this #In which case #🥺🫱🏾💗 #u have my heart #I hope February has treated you well but if not #that March has great things in store for you #for me it’s passing my Qualifying Exam #and then IMMEDIATELY doubling down on every interest of mine ever #I’m talking homebrewing a campaign #I’m talking actually learning to sew for a cosplay #fanwork challenges and events?? #books??? I’ve been paying for an everand subscription exclusively off Legendborn and I’m just NOW pursuing the shelves OMG SO MANY BOOKS #fuck man adulting is so hard and yeah I am getting the whole gratification from hard work but I really do #I got emotional regulation skills the tangent of my career trajectory and also microdosing m€th I’m unstoppable #fr tho as far as chemical structure goes? #the only difference is primary vs secondary amine #switch out one of them hydrogens for a methyl groups and I am in PRISON #yeah so anyway I love my hobbies and am learning how to engage in moderation/meaningfully

[sab-teraa]

[ignore]

#tye talks #my parents are genuinely just so fucking frustrating #they really don’t know me a single bit #after all this … they think I’m upset about money? #firstly I make my own money #second I’m sick of my mother trying to isolate us from everyone #that’s where my issue lies #and refuses to let us interact with any of our family members … both sides #and goes onto lie to them that we have no interest in associated with them etc. #my brother and I literally have no family other than each other … bc my mother makes our lives hell if we do so #and what makes it extra annoying is not that she’s tryna protect us or whatever #it’s the fact that she interacts with them perfectly fine and goes to all events etc. while lying to them that my brother and I are too #friend orientated too care about family #the worst one ever was when she lied that I’m too sick to go to my grans party and my dad left without me … my gran died a few weeks later #I’ll never forgive for that #and she causes drama if we date too #it clearly stems from the fact that both my brother and I are older and don’t need her as much #and she resents the fact that she sacrificed her career etc to be a stay at home parent #so now she wants us to have no relations with anyone other than her #I moved out forever ago and she tries to control everything #from what I wear to what I eat to what time I come home #and the most frustrating part is her going on on about how I should have become a lawyer etc. #stop trying to live your dreams through me !!!! #anyway im over it #I’ve offically decided to distance myself from everyone bc that’s what they wanted #so I will interact with absolutely no one #including my brother #like? I live ten hours away from them and still refuse to let me breathe

[always-a-slut-4-ghouls]

Still not over how no one thought to mention that those full body seizures I got/get could MAKE MY HEART STOP

I was like “well, this is traumatizing and annoying but I’ll push myself sometimes. Oops! Had another seizure” and no one mentioned me doing that could KILL ME in more ways than just “oops, I swam alone and drowned, or maybe I hit my head too hard when I fell, and I shouldn’t be using hot oil on my own” that sort of thing.

NOPE I could have literally had my HEART STOP during one

I would have been a LOT more careful i I knew I could die even if I had one sitting on the couch.

Kinda fucked up that being traumatized by almost every single one I had wasn’t enough to get me to be even more carful though. Why wasn’t that enough to stop me?

#emma posts #we finally found medications that have stopped them #and they hopefully will stay working #it’s been a few years since my last one! #that doesn’t mean I haven’t had any close calls. ugh #but it never actually got to the point where I had a seizure #have to deal with more dissociation though #ever since I got epilepsy #you experience a few traumatic events where you disassociated in the process #and suddenly it can happen at random 🙄 even when it doesn’t end in a seizure #i used to have that happen maybe twice a year #now it happens at least once a month #usually at least twic #*twice a month #because I didn’t already have enough problems with my brain 😑 #every once in awhile I remember some part of one of my issues that no one thought to tell me about #and want to bite something #derealization is a type of dissociation. right? #I think so. if not then I get derealization instead #because that’s what goes down #although I’m not sure what the Fuck happened this morning #that was like both I guess. I was like fuck this and stumbled right back to bed #so. tag update. a few days after this i had another seizure #I had gone TWO YEARS without one and a few days after I make a post one happens again #the day it happened i had basically done a stress yourself speedrun. i got a kidney stone and didn’t know what was happening #I was freaking out and I’m pain and didn’t sleep before they took me to the emergency room #I hadn’t eaten anything yet either and took my medicine in the emergency room but I probably did it late #so when I finally got back to my apartment and started to eat something. I had a seizure. my mom was there to drop me off and i didn’t even #realize what had happened. she stayed for a few days and I haven’t had any other seizures since #luckily that one was probably my least bad one in awhile. so even with the breakthrough seizure it seems my meds might be helping

[fagmegumi]

THEY FUCKING CANCELED TBOYS CLUB LMAOOOOOOOOO

#im gonna fucking. oh my god. #after the TIME ive been having. i had ONE fucking thing i was looking forward to god fucking damn it #pride is literally the one thing that reliably brings me joy i wait for it all year . and i was out of rome during the week with all the #good non corporate inclusive etc events in LONDON with my cousing doing FUCKALL bc she was in a bad mood over arguing with her shitty bf (i #hope jakey dies) #then pride march yesterday was literally so terrible too overcrowded super mismanaged it was my SIXTH rome pride so I know how it usually #goes and it WASNT it . only highlight was hanging out w gio tbh #and the ONE fucking thing i was holding onto. thinking well at least i have this and itll give me that queer joy and communion I literally #hold onto to survive. especially the idea of being in a place where my correct gender is assumed for FUCKING ONCE which NEVER happens not #even in lgbt places. where I could cope with the knowledge i will probably not be able to transition for a couple years at LEAST and if/ #when i ever do im in for a terrible hellish situation with my family. and celebrate the now and get hope that maybe its livable maybe i can #keep pulling on this rope until one day im safe and it wont snap in the meantime. #and its fucking GONE. GOD damnit.

[infizero]

also his drawings. make me insane. im pretty sure ive made a post about this before a while ago but i just love looking at his silly little drawings it adds so much to his character. even after everything he's been through he's still got some humor and lightheartedness in him. and he's really good at drawing too!! so it's likely something he's been doing since he was a kid

#will always believe in closeted art kid michael who became a bully so he wouldnt get bullied himself <- REAL TO ME! #anyways all his drawings are fun but i still cant get over the little hearts he scribbled in the margins of that one page #theyre just so simple and....... human. i dont know ToT #this guy is literally an undead purple zombie and he's doodling little hearts in a book #it just reminds you that michael IS a Real Guy. like canon fnaf kind of sucks ass when it comes to actually attaching any people or real #human emotion to the events of the games (very much focuses more on What Happened over actual character stuff) #(which is fine but not what i rlly look for in media usually lol.... which is why i love stuff like og fnaf vhs #which is much more character-driven) #but anyways. i think his comments and drawings in the logbook work wonders in making michael feel more real #and less like just unseen protagonist who we know about vaguely #thats why i cling so hard onto little things like his habit of chewing gum. or just him liking to draw in general #usually i dont like when fandoms make One Trait of a character super prominent/their whole personality #but with michael we know SO UNFATHOMABLY LITTLE about his character/personality that these little scraps of info are rlly all we have #in terms of his character beyond The Things That Happened To/Around Him #OH also. his love of that stupid fucking vampire show is SOOOO near and dear to my heart #another thing that makes him so painfully human. yes he is serious protagonist guy who goes thru the most unimaginable shit ever #but at the end of the day. he like many of us enjoys a stupid cartoon that he probably takes way too seriously for what it actually is #his comment about it in the logbook still makes me laugh THIS MF IS PROJECTING ONTO A FICTIONAL CHARACTER IN HIS LITTLE SHOW #HE JUST LIKE ME FR #ANYWAYS holy fucking shit i did NOT mean to go on this long of a rant #i just fucking love michael afton so much im sorry #serena.txt

[arohuacheng]

everyone should read tgcf forever btw. unless you're gonna be weird about it

#i love this book so much. and i hate so many mxtx fans with a passion dfjhgds #like! hey! to consume this content you have to be able to think critically #and look at the author's clear internalized homophobia and fetishization of gay men without trying to justify it #and you have to be able to read a book longer than the bible. #some of those criteria are more unreasonable than others. but not being a fujoshi is not one of the unreasonable ones #throwing rocks at people. please PLEASE look at the themes and motifs #anyway if you wanna read the greatest love story ever written by someone with a base misunderstanding of their own characters... #my most beloved trans character whose transness goes completely unacknowledged by the author... #pain so deep and wrenching that it gives way to revenge that is just as painful and exacting as the event that inspired it... #look i have my qualms with tgcf but there is also so so much i love about it #obviously. says tumblr user arohuacheng. #anyway everyone go read tgcf and be normal about it please #tgcf #mxtx

[cowboy-robooty]

everyone.. just so u know it is robooty culture for me to take a few days-forever to respond to ur asks or replys on mein poasts okay ^o^ i require time because i get stressed out by literally Anything

#unironically i post drawings for comments and interaction thats why i reward people who send in asks with doodles i wouldnt make posts for #but also im like a fucking nervous dog and if anybody speaks to me i will widen my eyes and break every bone in my body #robooty is wired to get stressed out by literally any event ever #i straight up got stressed out yesterday because i thought about drawing. i didnt even draw. i just thought about it. #i will order french fries and get stressed out not because of ordering cuz i dont got that gay ass social anxiety but cuz i start thinking #about the oceans coral reefs and how im really glad that the christain sisters across the street didnt make a incestuous lovers suicide pact #and that it only happened in a dream not in real life and then start using my mental vision detail of the number 5 apple (best one) to make #myself see flashes of scary demons in dark spots of the room from my mind movie and then think about how i need to watch more tim and eric #(most stressful thought) and then i get my fries and i go thank you! and the orel puppington ass worker at mcdonalds goes have a great night #and flashes me the peace sign for no reason #and imagine that template for every event in my life #but yeah anyways just know that im not responding not cuz i hate you its because i got stressed out probably 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍DAYON😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 #robooty kun #robooty hellworld #robooty culture #this is not to dissuade anyone from interacting btw #PLEASE INTERACR #PLS COMMENT #PLS SEND ME ASKS #PLSSS PLSSSSSSSSSS I LOVE IT PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #LUTZ LIKES IT #LUTZ LIKES ITTT!!!!!!!!!!!!