#ignore this im just babbling but

[possamble]

realizing im kind of a weirdo about laios and marcille

#possramble #ignore this im just babbling but #the thing is that like. i don't ship laios and marcille together. their relationship is so so important to me in that laios comphets himsel #and THINKS that he might be in love with her but he isn't and that's my insane obsession #platonic soulmates for real but they're so sweet together that i fully expect them to be shipped together #like i get it. that's almost the appeal for me. if dungeon meshi were any other series there'd be an epilogue where they get married #convention dictates that they're meant to be together as the male protagonist and his beloved female deuteragonist #but dungeon meshi DOESNT do that and i love it so fucking much they're the comphet besties ever for my strange little brain #like if i ever did an arranged marriage au it would absolutely be laios and marcille having a platonic political marriage and then just #the most insane mutual pining with marcille and falin while laios and marcille struggle their way into becoming best friends #the imagery of the king and his beautiful court mage being tender to each other and everyone thinking they're in love is like catnip to me #like yeah they'd be like that and have no idea people think they should be together and the subversion makes me so obsessed #the more people ship them romantically. the more i enjoy their platonic dynamic it's like some sort of weird comphet fetishism idk #people think they're in love and im outside the window like YES... YES!!! #but also the second i see stuff of them kissing on the mouth or fucking im like oh god no i went too deep in here i gotta get out #don't wanna see that. i'll go feral over the idea of laios and marcille being arm-in-arm like king and queen but they would not fuck. #i want marcille to be his default comphet beard and dance partner/plus one at official royal events but they're not kissing. #she's there on his arm because he's scared of the other noble women tryna get him and being a baby about it #and people see them muttering to each other and laughing and generally being very sweet and think that they're dating but they're not. #she's actually covered in hickies from falin underneath her dress and is gonna get dragon dicked right after the party is over #like she's in her bedroom and falin's helping her take her ridiculous dress off while listening to her complain about politics #and falin is the person she goes home to the person she falls asleep to and wakes up with #they're a triad of utter devotion to each other but only farcille's side of the triangle is romantic #it's almost like an open secret because they're not trying to hide it at all but people assume and are surprised to find out #like people are so right about her relationship with the toudens but with the siblings' roles switched #love of her life & irreplaceable life companion. does anyone get it #anyway. i don't know what's wrong with me #it bothers me that they're not the undisputed most popular het ship for marcille on ao3 #it's unnatural. marcille being paired with any other man should be a fringe case.

[tweltchy]

Hannigram walked so Loustat could run.

#interview with the vampire #hannibal #amc interview with the vampire #amc iwtv #louis de pointe du lac #lestat de lioncourt #loustat #I'm obviously not discrediting Hannigram at bc I love it so much and it is still important. I just like having fun comparing the two. #Or the reverse. Whatever works bc i learned something cool today!! #hot take?? idk. im still high from that episode man. #ignore meeee lolollololololololol #this is a joke postttt I know Louis and Lestat came first!! lol #stupid #lol #mod babble #random

[bunnyinatree]

Can someone who is well-versed in Witcher lore confirm or deny whether Geralt has albinism? He is listed on the wiki page for characters with albinsim, but seeing as every character with albinism that I know of isnt included, I dont trust the list very much…

#the wiki says that experimental mutagens caused geralt to lose all of his body pigmentation #but is this process more similar to a character whose hair goes gray under stress than someone with albinism? #i mean youre born with albinism so having it be the result of experiments later in life is highly unrealistic #but this is a fantasy series we are talking about so i accept that logic works a bit differently #but im tired of seeing characters “with albinism” who only have the appearance of a PWA #while things like vision issues and light sensitivity are completely ignored #i never wouldve guessed that geralt has albinism tbh #probably because of his yellow eyes #i just thought that he had a fantasy characters color scheme with wolf like features and whatnot #but if hes actually a PWA then i would consider reading the books #i am so starved for (good) albinism representation #bunny babbles #geralt of rivia #the witcher #albinism

[australet789]

People be using the "We Become We" to their angsty ship songs when it's about JOSEPH AND MARY

AND HOW MARY IS LEARNING TO LOVE JOSEPH

Like LMAO talking about lack of media comprehension of THE BIBLE

#babbling australet #im just laughing my ass off #THIS IS WHY CONTEXT MATTERS #internet and the cesspool of ignorant pieces of shit

[simlit]

3, 6, 7, 9, 13, 19, 22, 24, 25, for VEN

What is your OCs fatal flaw? Are they aware of this flaw?

In his current state? Probably his selflessness. He gives too much to people and has a hard time drawing lines if it's someone he deeply cares about. Case in point, letting Naida more or less railroad the entire family into chasing the Fountain of Youth. In his defense, Naida isn't really someone you can win fights against, but considering the dangerous nature of the voyage, one would think he should have fought against it a lot harder. I do think he's aware of it, but not in a way he can actively check, because it's a lot of him overcompensating for the way he used to be and the things he's done. So I guess a larger and probably more fatal flaw is the fact that he carries around so much guilt and does a lot in the name of reparations.

How easily could your OC be convinced to do something that goes against their moral compass?

Easily, but tbh I feel this is one thing Ven shares with Kato. His morals can be bent depending on who is involved and the consequence of the situation. Ven isn't standing on moral highground in the first place, despite understanding right and wrong well enough. He certainly doesn't care enough about authority not to break rules, and as far as life or death is concerned, a life will always matter less to him if they're at odds with someone he loves. That being said, I think he's resourceful enough to find ways around making risky choices.

What's one way your OC has changed since you first came up with them?

Also a really fun question, cuz I haven't thought about it in years LOL. Though Ven stayed mostly the same from conception, he was supposed to be a bit more "roguish" even after his Reaper years. More of the typical pirate: loose, unkempt and thieving. But he ended up being way more charitable and straightlaced than I'd initially planned, but that ironed itself out almost immediately so I don't really consider it to have been "the plan" just "what I had had in mind at some point" lmao. Now the idea of Ven sleeping around with literally anyone is goddamn baffling to me.

Do you have a specific lyric or quote which you associate with your OC?

Every single word of his theme song, "The Balancer's Eye" by Lord Huron, but all of this: Nothing's waiting for us in the great sky Life is equal to dust in the Balancer's eye Now I know that I can't lift an old curse Tell me, how does a man change the universe? Will I ever be forgiven for the crime of my life? Will it haunt me till I die? To the end of time?

If you met your OC, would the two of you get along?

I think Ven is one of the few characters I can genuinely answer "yes" to this question lmao. Just because Ven is hands down the least judgmental of my OCs, not to mention packing all that charisma, he can literally talk to anyone. Although I probably would just be dead on the floor so it wouldn't be a very interesting conversation.

How does your OC behave when enraged?

We so rarely see Ven angry. Honestly, a bit like Kyrie, Ven has a quiet temper. He's good at restraining himself now, because he knows intimately well just how horrible of a person he can be, so he makes a concerted effort never to let anything get him that upset. Mostly, things don't anger him as much as he may be disappointed or saddened. There is one scene in OST:O I've had planned for years that actually showcases Ven's true anger and it is very much "silent and lethal" lmao.

What character alignment would you consider your OC to be?

Oof, I dunno, somewhere between neutral good and chaotic neutral. Hard to pinpoint lol

What is an alternative life path your OC might have gone done? How different would their life be if they'd made those decisions?

Oh, this one is interesting. I think Ven could have easily continued down the path he started on when he got the sight. That is, had he not been able to pull himself back from that maniacal person he'd become as consequence, he'd be unrecognizable today. That's not to say he isn't already because he absolutely was that person for a moment in time. The Reaper King wasn't just a persona, it was his entire essence. He was ruthless, violent and he did very literally kill dozens (I won't say 100s but it's up there) of people. We like to imagine him as the loving father and perfect husband he is now, but outside of maybe Elsera he's my OC with the highest bodycount. And while in a way you could justify he killed people because "they deserved to die" he was never in the right to pass that judgement. Had he not eventually woken up from that state of trauma and derangement, he'd still be a completely unstable murderous lunatic .-.

What is your favorite thing about your OC?

How hot he is. The end.

#jade babbles #ec: ven bellamy #ask game #this is old but I needed a mental break #I've been working a lot of 12 hour days and im just so tired #not having time or energy to do creative stuff gets me so pent up too #I only have one day of this left but tonight was just getting rough so I needed to do something for myself #thank god I ignored this when aymay sent it in the first place LOL #also I was reading back on ost:o and bellamies and getting nostalgic #anyways I get one troll answer bye :squidwardasleep:

[ursie]

I understand harm reduction ect ect I understand the lesser of two evils argument but y’all have got to be normal about people especially poc who are uncomfortable voting for B*den again. There are legitimate reasons and to downplay that or argue they want/are responsible for their oppression for not voting for him is downright racist period. If you want people to vote for your candidate then push your candidate to best represent them-don’t just argue people are being traitors and selfish idiots because they don’t want to vote for a rampant Zi^nist during the P*lestinian genocide

#im seeing some weird ass posts on here and it’s like. no one wants trump no one said that #not liking b*den is not an endorsement of tr*mp are you kidding me #let’s be honest at least w tr*mp y’all pushed back #w b*den everyone just ignores all the shit he does because at least he’s not tr*mp like 😭 #I’ve personally lost more rights under b*den then tr*mp that’s a legitimate grievance #y’all want support during the elections but the second marginalized people have standards you can’t wait to be racist/transphobic/ect like #politics #I babble

[kollector-of-stims]

I CANT-

Just reorganized all my plushies and got into a SQUISHMALLOW PHASE and got together my ENTIRE COLLECTION AND CHANGED MY SLEEP AREA AND TOOK PICS-

THEN FOUND OUT THE COMPANY IS BAD IN WAYS I KNOW ARE BAD BUT DONT HAVE THE SPOONS TO LEARN ABOUT CAUSE I AVOID IRL ISSUES-

I guess me being into other plushies like Aurora and such is a better thing than I thought, but fr I JUST bought 2 new squishmallows EARLIER just to look on here for more wholesome stuff about them and then...

Well, guess cheaper alternatives and knock offs were the better option after all! My two knockoff bats make me happy knowing I didnt support jazwares! As for the official ones? Nah, not getting those irl anymore. So look at my collection now cause no more official ones from irl stores will join this group anymore~

Aurora is still my fave plushie brand 😁

#i admit im not knowledgeable on anything politics or war related cause i avoid irl issues to keep myself sane #so i have no research nor true knowledge so i technically have no room to argue any side #its pathetic i know but i dont wanna be depressed #i like to think that since i got these before knowing that i saved them from jazwares #but gosh bad companies are going to be unavoidable sometimes cause we live in a dystopia i hate to say #i wont judge anyone for not seeing this post #i hate people getting hurt but the real world is too much for my weak self #and i admire those that look into problems and have the energy to look deeper #just babbling #jazwares #forgive me but i was so ignorant and perform escapism #but HEY TBH IF THIS MAKES KNOCKOFFS AND SECONHANDS ACCEPTABLE THEN WIN WIN #isreal palastine #a topic im extremely ignorant about #tw israel #tw palestine #tw politics #tw war #boycott squishmallows #tw vent #this is all so overwhelming but im glad i learned #ask to tag #in case i need a specific tag #not stim

[chaos-monkeyy]

🗣️ bisexual character rights because bi people are just as queer as lesbian and gay people and fandom seems to forget that a lot

#fandom #chaos babbles #im just #so tired #of the constant bi erasure i see #in pretty much all fandoms #it is possible to ship characters #in samesex ships #without flat out ignoring #canon opposite-sex interest #let them be bi #even just every now and then #as a treat for us real life bi folks #instead of erasing us from fandom #like we're erased in real life #please

[broannalmao]

Were you always anti trans?

yes and no, i’m not anti-trans, I do believe gender dysphoria is very real and they truly feel like they’re not their gender.

what I’m against is the inconsistencies and problems that come about when you don’t call it what it is, a type of delusion

#delusion isn’t a disgusting word #shit happens and brains can be complicated #but biology is fact and the differences between men and women are physically clear #it’s like we’re all supposed to just know the obvious but ignore it to appease feelings #and then what happens if a trans woman gets physical with an actual woman? #is it a cat fight or a man hitting a woman? the latter obviously #and we all know that and would find it appalling so in that case if that specific person is misgendered #what mental backflips do you do to not misgender other trans people #its just all so inconsistent and im babbling so ima stop

[bazzybelle]

Ok... ok Tumblr, I get it... I will catch up to Our Flag Means Death.

Had wanted to wait to binge, but my dash is literally 99% spoilers at this point.

#belle babbles #not upset at them #i was doing fine just scrolling past and ignoring them #but today i opened the app up #and like 20 posts were OFMD back to back #and they kept going #so im taking this as a sign to watch the show instead of my usual waiting

[dyk3leepuppy]

me if thinking abt the most kinky depraved filthy tickle scenarios was illegal

#like why can’t i stop thinking abt being tickled to hysterics and begging for mercy only to get ignored #even better have them mock you and coo at you while you’re hysterical with laughter and babbling nonsense 🤣 #idk been getting off to the idea of being tickled till i pee myself recently. like mean absolutely sadistic ler… #…tickling u harder when u beg for a break bc u can’t take it or ur like omg im gonna pee and they just KEEP GOING. 😵‍💫 #like that’s so HUMILIATING 😭😭😭😭.and then they add to it by mocking you/making fun of you for that. 😭😭😭 #me when my thing for humiliation and tickling come together to form the most depraved filthy scenarios #i’m fucking insane . #i’m crazy #😞😞😞😭😭😭😭i wanna be tickled to fucking tears PLEASEEEEE i just wanna be crying and begging for mercy only to have them laugh in my face. #.like a fucking sadist and just keep going or maybe even tickle harder 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 as they tease u with the cruelest shit ever .

[our-inspire-verse]

I just. Think the sadness is stored in the tears. So when fluids flow it comes out.

#im so . far gone i cant fucking think lol #the fog. is here #is this unmasking *butterfly meme* no. probably not probably just a dissociative breakdown... ohh #.an.n. floating arounf really feeling the waves on this one. sometimes she hits wrong and i think ohhhh #man. #system babbles #dissociation #menty b #ment #albreak down struggling lol #IGNORE me im normal and fine i just wanna ramble on in an empty way to an audience of nothin #i just wanna talk #and sleep #do not rb #its all fine

[boxwinebaddie]

so how does kenny feel abt kyle in rm?? like did kenny go to southpark? were they friends? is kenny cool with jersey and raven with their hate???? SO MANYY QUESTIONS!!! ily u and ur writing omg

ooooh! these are...very interesting questions, darling. and your perception is marvelous. but in risk of spoiling my entire fanfic, which i would gladly do even though i'm not supposed to ( just say the word ), i will strategically answer as much of this question as i can. xx

so kyle, unabashedly, is an abrasive, abhorrent argumentative a-hole.

he is unfriendly and unpleasant and unnerving, harsh and hard, cold and cruel, fierce and freezing. tldr; evil stalks where kyle walks.

or so it would seem.

because...we know that behind the harsh glare of kyle's glasses, his eyes are soft, green and inquisitive and so lovely. he's nice. on the DL. he's our ornery but secretly nice law student slenderman asshole.

and i would say this is agreed upon by all the RM side characters.

...except one.

kenny mccormick does NOT like kyle broflovski. AT ALL.

which, makes sense, of course. again, kyle broflovski is a wicked son of a bitch. he's a self-righteous bastard, an accused licker of law boots and, as such, is the mor(t)al enemy of kenny-style chaotics.

but kenny not liking kyle goes way deeper than their ideologies clashing or them personally thinking kyle is a bootlicking dickhead.

kenny...doesn't trust kyle.

in general, around their inner circle ( cd ), but specifically,

around ravenstan.

now, in a poor attempt to answer your second question, kenny did not live in south park...per say, dear nonnie. their family's trailer moved around pretty much bi-weekly their entire childhood, so nowhere was really home to kenny...except...you guessed it...

ravenstan. ;)

so for context, i would say that the events preceding rm/raven povs can be split into about three sections which i will define by location:

part one is south park before the fire,

part two is in another location after the fire,

and part three is in los angeles where the punkrock avengers assemble, and four broke hooligans with butterfly tramp stamp tattoos become OG Crimson Dawn

*** ( there's kind of two LA parts. LA SIDE A: where they are poor, working shitty jobs and playing music on the side, and LA SIDE B: where they are shot into stardom and grappling with all that glitters.

both are very fun and stressful, in different ways. xx )

kenny comes into play around part two in the undisclosed location. they become essentially what kyle was to stan during part one and kenny is ravenstan's best friend, number two, right hand person, and is fiercely loyal/blindly and unconditionally devoted to him.

ken is also usually a rough and tumble, balls2thewall, caution to the wind spitfire, but their reckless, uncommitted barbed wire heart grew up in steed with stan's sweet, tender, wildflower boy heart and so kenny spent the bulk of their teen years onwards chasin after stan w/ tissues, knocking people out for making him cry, defending him etc.

so kenny is SUPER overprotective of raven. with everyone

....but especially with Boys.

tbh there is a lot i can't talk about, but as we have gathered, sultry, seductive superstar sensation raven of crimson dawn is really just sweet stan who...has been through a lot. every1 say we love u, raven.

and that alone warrants an undercurrent of overprotection but i'd be lying if i said it was all purely...

platonic.

because i will say...kenny does have a little...secret passionate ~something~...for ravenstan. been slowburnin since after the fire. i would say kenny, our king of deception, is very good at being aloof about it, but if you look close enough you can see it...lots of dawn spawn theories and edits about it. lots of painful longing eye contact.

....raven has...no fkin idea tho. smh.

beautiful oblivious king. rip ken.

but to answer your last question: kenny was very...Very Unchill with the raven and jersey hate-date and did NOT think it was a good idea.

kenny was, for lack of a better word, severely pissed the Fuck off by the news. and ( okay, i did delete rm6, i'll explain later ) if you can remember their phone call, kenny was giving ravenstan a lot of shit, being very overprotective, acting like a huge, raging asshole on the phone...and it was because they were worried about raven getting hurt ( amongst other complex things ) but also bc...they were Hurt.

i will say, kenny did still cover him. loyal legend and icon. but they did also...do...a lot of shots, several lines of coke and a couple of people in the coat closet to cope. one of them had an eyebrow piercing.

-uncle nina, releaser of the secret, steamy stenny romantic second lead subplot and curator of chaos and drama in the rmverse

#whew #i have been wanting to talk abt this for so long #i feel like this seems like i said a lot but there is actually so much more i didnt say bc i was trying to have self control smh #BUT WHEW KENNY IS SO COMPLICATED I LOVE THEM #also yes unfortunately they did catch the staven cooties he is really cute i dont blame them i too would accidentally fall in love #its a secret but its not theres a lot of intensity kenny gets very fucked up to ignore it its very messy oof #but dw im not gonna tolkien u guys w/ kenny tho i promise its just important backstory and it hurts my feelings lmao #but yeah they have...History #AND KENNY DOES NOOOOT like kyle #not at all kenny is Anti-Jersey i am actually surprised kenny didnt pull up and try to fight but the night is young! <3 #date night hate fight same difference right darlings ;) #also i will talk about it but i didnt like rm6 im gonna rewrite it so its not up there it was bothering me a lot #i am sorry for the surprise it just was eating at me :((( #BUT I HOPE WE LIKE THIS NEW INFORMATION IM SORRY FOR BABBLING BUT ITS ALL STUFF I WOULD HAVE TOLD YOU REGARDLESS I SWEAR #also be nice to kenny theyre...sigh...going thru it ily skeleken #ALSO ILY TOO THANK U SO MUCH FOR READIN MY FILFTH

[popponn]

rin and his feeling about "rin's similarity to sae" is so interesting but confusing

#like this guy states that he hates how his face is similar to his bro #i don't think he is lying about this part #but before the snowy night does he think like that too? #in his spin off novel it was very clear rin get compared to sae a lot and that he is in shadows a lot too #sae even said it in the main manga during their match off (tho im not sure if he really MEANS it) #(like he could be but i feel like there is something more there) #but back to rin. you can't just ignore how much he idolizes sae #you don't just walk out from that. even when he thinks sae was about to acknowledge him his eyes SHINE #doe eyed rin made a come back there so #do you really think he will truly hate being similar to his brother? someone he admires and hold dear for years #the anger is there yes. but the love is clearly still there too #itoshi brothers pls end happily im way too infested already #babblings #i know i said isagi posting but let me have this just for a minute #because like hc but rin might have a mixed feeling if someone said #“oh your face is not too similar to sae actually” like #at first i think he will preens. but yeah mixed feeling i think will describe it better #probably in a further chara development he will takes it casually. but now? yeah no way that's a complex there #when will i walk out bllk hell idk man i would like to know to actually

[birbfeeder2artisticboogaloo]

im watching qian qiu/thousand autumns!! thiings i have noted so far about episode 2:

ive just met chen gong. he is dressed all slutty and i like his style >:) poor shen qiao, everyone wants his pancakes ;A; i love how ppl are constantly waving their hands in front of his face, like he's not going to FEEL THE AIR MOVE IN FRONT OF HIM when they swoosh back and forth!! oh look he's adopted the stray! good for him MAGIC TINDER BOX BAMBOO TUBE! NEATO uh-oh the old man is back, his tits are still out 😳 THAT IS NOT HOW ARM WRESTLING WORKS, SIRS,,,,, aw the old lady was like 'here, eat before u die, i dont want to have to see that, gross' yws: 'LET ME TOUCH U SHEN QIAO. SHEN QIAO CAN I DECIDE WHERE U TOUCH ME. WILL U TOUCH MY DICK SHEN QIAO. HOW MANY TOUCHES CAN I GET FOR ONE TAEL OF SILVER. SHEN QIAO I WILL CURE U IF U WILL BE MY DISCIPLE. SHEN QIAO DO U LIKE MY EVIL LAUGH. SHEN QIAO WHAT DO U THINK OF MY TITS. SHEN QIAO' jaysus he IS a skinty queen tho isn't he. snatched waist. half-dead but still hot, good for him. wow u guys are roasting this poor man so hard! give him a break y'all, he had to turn away like five love confessions at once. have some sympathy. look he's even having a migraine now!! ur just mean, that's all it is. smh HI SWEETIE MY DISCIPLE SON IS BACK. ive already forgot his name tho. was it.......shengyuan?? shengyan?? he reminds me of jiang cheng so i might just call him jiang cheng junior WAIT CHEN GONG NO U CANT FIGHT ALL OF THEM!! well there goes his lunch money 😔 shen qiao worked rly hard for that money u lot!! he had to let the old man TOUCH him, come ON ;A; HI ANGEL ARE U DOING SPYING?? KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK DARLING, UR DOING GREAT!! a LADY???? lol randos getting beat by the man they wanted to bully, he's blind and ill and he's still worth forty of them 🤣 SHEN QIAO IS SO COOL~ no wonder yan wushi wants to kiss him. feck i wanna kiss him! OH NOOO CHEN GONG SO CUTE, 'shen qiao pls be my dad, pls be my big bro, save me from bullies ok???' THERE ARE WOMEN IN THIS SERIES??? LIKE MULTIPLE FEMALE HUMANS WHO DO THINGS BESIDES DIE???!!!! i shouldnt get too excited, they might well die before this scene ends

#birb watches #qian qiu #thousand autumns #im just..........babbling here #feel free to ignore me lmao #THE LADIES DID NOT DIE BEFORE THE SCENE ENDED #they may still perish however we'll have to wait and see #i like shen qiao very much #yan wushi is kind of hilarious #im having fun so far lol #birb still says

[kollector-of-stims]

Does...only the ty autism awareness dog contribute to autism speaks? I gotta be honest I'm autistic but had been wanting another mini ty squish a boo for a while now. I know I'm not perfect but-

#also im guessing they aren't that pricey #but does ty specifically know about autism speaks bull or are they just ignorant and wanna look good #just babbling #tw autism speaks