Here’s a little belly play action from today’s video
(sorry no sound in this clip)
I had a big bowl of pasta and chugged some soda I was so full I thought about grabbing another big of soda to top me off but I didn’t feel like moving. I also wanted to inflate on top of this but decided not to
Here’s the link to my YouTube page where the video is uploaded
(Also sorry for no sound in the video there’s construction going on in my house.)
why does my uterus care so much about me not being pregnant? why do you care so much? do you have a crush on me or something?? do you want me to be pregnant??? that's gross man leave me alone
I realized (recently, like this morning) that every time I break through something I experience something gut related. From pregnancy to viruses to pcs.
I also just happen to speak astrology (kinda, just a gum under your shoe expert) and my chiron is in the sign with rulership over the midsection.
Yeah, turning thirty does not mean a lot for loads of ppl. Some want to avoid this age, and some say it it the most beautiful of all (yeah. they are older already, you guessed).
I decided to come back to my roots and "start blogging" again. Funny innit?
Being a PhD student, the need of writing all the time and now I can write in my so-called free time as well. Ironic? But I used to like writing a lot. Connecting people. I did sometimes. And there were the creeps. Maybe I won't even continue. But let's see.
Is it a millennial/zillennial (learnt this a few weeks ago) thing to come to tumblr and cry our hearts out? I was not even 20 when I did my first/second/third blogs (the blog motor I created them is already not existing), more like in my late teens. Does it mean that I am old if I can think in decades? Maybe just connecting with my inner child.
Talking about children... I just cried a few days ago about not being pregnant. My sister is pregnant. My high school best friend is expecting her second child. My ex-roommates are both pregnant. (not all. just from one of the dorms I lived 5 years ago. I do not know about the rest. would not be surprised if they were pregnant too.) And do not misunderstand me. I do not want to be pregnant right now. I want to finish my PhD and decide if I want to move abroad or not. Anyway, decide if I want a child or not. Do not even know yet, I think I just have FOMO.
Is it an adult thing to check my blogpost's grammar with Grammarly?