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Oh yes, I definitely love this guy! I love almost everyone in KnB tho, but this one has a special place in the "kokoro" xD But I'ma request a different char since you're already doing something with Mayuzumi~ how about a scenario with Takao, where he's in love with his girl childhood friend but won't dare confess since he's afraid of ruining their friendship, but truth is she's in love w/ him too and also won't confess for the same reasons~ & no pressure dear, I know you won't ever disappoint ;)

Thank you; your messages really touch me. Chihiro has a speacial place in my kokoro too everytime i see a picture of him, i got a nostalgia feeling, i feel so sad for him Bae :’( . I really hope that you like the story i wrote

P.s: I apologize for the late replay darling

My charmingprince:

Hé friend! Tell me when did you just stop being afriend and make all your way to steal my heart. It was just for a second that Ileft my guard down and…

I was crying as always, after being bullied because ofmy dialect, my clothes also. Yeah I wasn’t a city girl, I came from a paradise,a village in Kyushu “Minamioguni” and I was proud but I shouldn’t be too proudback then. I just moved to Tokyo, a 10 years old girl, thinking that thingswould be the same or even better than in my hometown. I found myself beingmocked, bullied because I wasn’t from Tokyo. School, I set alone, nobody talkedto me and nobody noticed me. All Kids my age were afraid to be questioned bythe teacher but me, no I was happy because the teacher was the only one whospoke to me, I always watched him whispering : “Teacher notice me, talk to me,break the loneliness around me…”. This was my daily life until HE came, a boyfull of life, full of energy, HE smiled and TALKED to me and then my lonely dayshad an end.

This is how everything started.

“Takao, do you think we should watch The true Historyor Me and my Love?, I can’t pick one because both seem boring”

“Mmm let’s watch Me and my Love it may have somecomedy scenes in it”

“You’re right” You said smiling to him

You’re going to the cinema with him, he invited youlast week end but you didn’t know that they will be diffusing only these twomovies, you wanted some comedy, some action and maybe some horror but nothistory or worse romance. You always hated those movies where the popular guyfall for the unpopular girl and do anything to win her heart, confessing,getting jealous and all No things don’t turn out this way in reality

After all, it doesn’t turn out this way for you, youknow this guy for years, you fell for him from the start, it didn’t take solong to steal your heart away. You were ready to confess two years ago whenyour friend stopped you telling you that first you have to make sure that helikes you. You started stalking him, following him around and seeing how hetreats other BUT he treated you the same way as others, no he doesn’tlike you back, he just acts this way because it’s just his Attitude.

Your friend said that there’s some friends whoconfessed to each other and ended up together but in some cases they gotrejected and could not be friends Anymore. The rejection part it wasokay for you because you already know that if you like someone, he doesn’tnecessary like you back. But not being friends with him anymore NO NO youcould never ever accept this, after all he’s your first and only true friendand if burying your feelings deep inside you is the price to pay for havingsuch a friend then it’s worth it’s really worth it.

Since that day you’re holding yourself back, forcingyourself to just be friends with him and even that night in the cinema you keptdoing this:

“The movie was nice, we judged it too early” he said

“Mmm it wasn’t that bad but it wasn’t that nice too”

“Why not? It was a beautiful story, it started just bya friendship and turned to the most beautiful love story. I don’t see why youdon’t like it”

“Because it’s too unrealistic” you shouted

“Heinn! Really? It often happens in friendship wherethey both fall for each other” before he could express himself more, you spoke:

“Yeah and often happens where one of them confessed,got rejected and worse got excluded from their lives”

As you finished speaking, you noticed somethingchanging his eyes, it was a kind of sadness like a light was shut down in hiseyes, he was looking disappointed maybe but why?

“Are you okay Takao” you asked

He was still looking away but after a few seconds, hesmiled and got back to his normal self:

“Mmm you’re right, let’s say that sometimes it worksout between friends but sometimes it just doesn’t”

You nodded: “That’s right”

You were in front of his door, you were both talkingand didn’t notice that he has arrived to where he lives.

“Aah here you are Takao, I still having a few metersto walk before getting home. Good night and thanks for the movie”

“Good night” he said

You turned a little bit upset that he didn’t offer towalk you home as he always does but he called you again:

“ (Name) you know, lucky are the ones that works outfor them” he just said these words and entered his house. Letting you outthere, confused and still he didn’t offer to walk you home. You sighed,starting to question yourself:

“What does it mean?”, “Maybe he likes me back?”, “Nono never, waiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit, oh god no, maybe he likes another friend?”

You hurried, took your phone out and called yourfriend:

“(Friend name) I’m sorry for calling you at this timebut I really need to ask you something about Takao?”

“Mmm ok, what is it?”

“I think that he loves someone, because ( you told herthe whole story), what do you think?” after telling her the story, you alreadyarrived at your place but you didn’t want to enter, you wanted to hear yourfriend’s answer in all privacy.

“Mmm yeah probably, he’s willing to confess to her butwith your words I guess that you’re making him more skeptical”

“So, this is how things look like? He really lovesanother friend of him?” your ton has changed as you started to feel your bodygetting weak

“(Name) what’s wrong with you? I thought that wetalked about this two years ago, you said that this story is finished and thatyou already closed the book. You said that the only thing that matters is thatyou’re still his friends So what happened”

She was right, I’ve already make up my mind two yearsago, I decided to bury my feelings in order to still be his friend, why I’m Ithis greedy and selfish? I have to accept that there’s a difference betweenfriends and lovers: Friends SUPPORT each other while lovers LOVE each other. Hewas my first friend, he saved me, he helped me and changed my whole life,thanks to him that I’m not lonely anymore and that’s why I should show mygratitude by supporting him.

You were all decided to bring up that topic and tellhim that you’re supporting him and even you’re ready to speak to this girl ifhe doesn’t have the courage to.

“Ta-ka-ooo ohayooo” You said in a cheering mood

“(Na-me)” he yelled back

“How are you doing today?”

“Alright, I’m sorry for last night, I was a totaljerk, I forgot to walk you home”

You were surprised:

“No no never mind, it’s okay, it’s not that far youknow”

“Yeah but still though, I have to walk you home. Thisis how it works in Dates”

Your eyes were wide opened in surprise and when he sawyour expression, he changed the topic quickly because he didn’t want to makeyou uncomfortable

“(Name) you’re good with physics?”

You blinked a few times before nodding

“Great, you’ll help me study right? I feel so leftbehind just because I missed two classes”

“Of course, you can count on me” You smiled

“I have to go now Takao” You tried to leave

He grabbed your hand: “Do you have something to donow?”

“N.. Nothing” you said nervously

“Then why did you say that you have to go?”

“Mmm because I don’t want to bother you, You usuallylike to spend the lunch break with Midorima no?”

He laughed, “You can just say that you don’t want tospend the break with me?”

“No nooo never say that You idiot, you know how much Ienjoy myself with you”

“Mmmm really?” he started to tease you

“Taaaaaaakaooo you know it”

“Haha yeah I know, I just like it when you make thisexpression it’s just so cute”

He took your hand: “Come on, let’s play a card game”

You had no choice but to accept. Why is he makingthings this hard for you? If he likes another girl, why is he doing this? Can’the tell that you may fall for him if he keeps treating you like that? A girl isreally sensitive and fragile, she could easily get carried on by thesegestures.

After the lunch break, you got back to your classstaring at your friend:

“What’s wrong with you?”

“Nothing” you mumbled

She sighed:

“If this is the part where I must beg you to tell mewhat’s wrong, I think I’ll pass I’m too tired”

You were sulking

“Pffff fine please tell me what’s wrong?”

“Mmm Takao” you whispered

“I can’t hear you”

“Akao” you whispered again and she got mad

“Speak clearly or shut the fuck up” she screamedmaking you tremble

“It’s Takao” you raised your voice a little bit

“Again” she sighed

“I’m really sorry but he grabbed my hand and playedwith me card games”

“And so…”

“So euuuh” you couldn’t find proper words

“(Name) what’s wrong with you? Can you just get overit?”

“No it’s just that lately things are harder thanbefore, he’s giving me so much attention and I can’t control myself anymore”you started crying

She took you in her arms and hugged you:

“You must control your feelings, take a break from himnow and everything will be alright”

“Fine” you said

After this day you started avoiding Takao, it was theweek end so you went shopping with your friend but he didn’t stop calling you.

“Takao give me a break please” you said as you lookedat your phone, like asking if you could pick or not.

“Ok see what he wants”

You quickly picked up: “Mochi mocha Takao”

“Heyy (Name) where are you?”

“I’m in the shopping mall with (friend Name), why?”

“Aaah really?” he was surprised and a little upset

“Why?” you asked again

“You said you’ll help me with physics”

You covered your mouth with your hand in surprise:“I’m really sorry I completely forget”

He sighed: “It’s okay, I’ll just ask Shin chan forhelp”

“Noo no wait, I’ll be done in a few minutes” yourfriend was looking at you surprised as you said those words, “Meet me in myhouse after an hour ok?”

He laughed: “ Perfect” and then he hung up

You wanted to turn and face your friend, but such ascary dark aura was coming out from her, you didn’t dare to turn but she puther hand on your shoulder and made you turn. You closed your eyes and bowed:

“I’m really sorry but I need to help him, I promisedhim that day”

“Ohh really!” she was speaking with such devilishvoice

You were so scared: “I swear we’ll only study”

“Dare to say that you did more than study and I swearI’ll write “Study” in the shopping mall with your blood”

You backed off: “No worries, let’s go eat some icecream”

She liked ice cream so you thought that this couldcalm her but she kept her devilish aura during the whole walk until you wereabout to say goodbye:

“(Name) really don’t screw everything up, I don’t wantto see you broken”

You hugged her: “Don’t worry just study”

You entered your house repeating “Just study” , yougot to your room to make sure that everything is in place, a few minutes laterTakao came in.

“Hello (Name)” he said as loudly as always but hefound you repeating some weird things (Just study)

“(Name) if you don’t feel alright, I can go”

“No no everything is cool, we’re just going to Study”you said with a creepy laugh

“(Name) are you possessed or something?” he asked withan awkward expression

“Haha no, why are you asking?” your laugh was evenmore creepy this time

“You’re scaring me you know”

You started to laugh again so he got close to you andstarted a tickle fight, you were laughing so hard while trying to tickle himbut he always won in this game even this time, which causes the room to befilled up only with your laughing

“Now it’s your beautiful natural laugh” He said whilegiving you a bright smile

You stopped laughing and looked at him, he was lookingat you and it was really awkward but thanks god, your mom came in:

“Here are some cookies, hot chocolate drink and somesnacks for the hardest working students”

“Thanks mom” you said but you were surprised when youheard Takao saying:

“Thank you so much Mom”

You were friends for so long and he used to come toyour place but he never called your mother “Mom”

Suddenly, (Friend Name)’s face came to your mind andyour head got filled up again with “Just study” but you stopped yourself frombeing creepy this time

“Let’s just study Takao” you said

“I’ll leave you now, study well kids” She said as sheclosed the door

“So if I remember well, you missed just those twoclasses”

“Yes ma’am” he said trying to put a pleasantatmosphere

“Fine, it’s easy I’ll just explain it to you in notime” you said as you opened the book and your notes of physics

You were explaining to him with such enthusiasm, itwas rare for him to ask you for help, it’s always the other way around so oncehe does this, you gave it your all because you really want to show him howgrateful you are to him.

“Done, Do you have any questions?” You asked

“No no at all, thanks to you” He smiled to you

“Are you sure? I mean you asked no questions and…” Hecut you off

“I’m sure, let’s eat something”

You both took a cookie and started eating whiledrinking the chocolate that became so cold.

“Maybe I should tell Mom to warm it up for us”

“No she’ll get angry to know that we let it get cold”he said amused at this situation

“Mmm you’re right”

He knew so many things about your life, the way yourparents would react, the way you would react, you were so close, you were bestfriends but silently you’re wishing to be More

After some time, he left. You wanted to hold him fordinner but you knew you shouldn’t. You called your friend:

“Hi! I just wanted to let you know that we juststudied BUT”

She was about to scream when you cut her off:

“Wait but all the time he was staring at me, he didn’task any question and he was just looking at me. Honestly I think that healready understood the lesson but just wanted….”

You really wished to continue, to say that maybe hejust wanted to be with you and it was just an excuse but you had no confidence,no you knew him for so long and if he wanted to be with you, he just could havedone it already so no ….

“I’m sorry” you said and your voice started to sound alittle desperate while on the other line, a volcano was ready to explode,

“Listen bitch, what did I say?”

“I know I knowI’m sorry, I will avoid him like really avoid him from tomorrow and on”

You spoke with such honesty that the volcano calmeddown:

“Then it’s okay”

“Sure, this is how things must be after all” You voicewas sending away regrets and remorse.

“It’s for the best, I don’t want you to be hurt”

“I know” You voice was still sounding desperate

“Ok, one last time” she shouted

You were surprised: “What one last time?”

“I said one last time, I mean you can try it out onelast time”

You couldn’t believe your ears, you friend is giving youthe green light but even though you were skeptical about this whole thing.

“I’m not sure if I should, after all he may like afriend but not me”

“Yeah and that’s why you’ll try to ask him startingfrom tomorrow”

“Ask him what?” you panicked

“Don’t worry, ask him some personal questions”

You panicked more: “What kind?”

“It’s obvious no idiot? Like do you like someone? Whatkind of girls do you like? Do you have exes?” She said proudly

“No it’s just too personal, I don’t see myself askinghim this kind of questions”

She laughed: “Ah really! How do you want to be hisgirlfriend then? You know, relationships are different then friendships, inrelationship you have to sweet talk to each other, feel jealous and show it,sometimes dirty talk if not always”

Her last words made you scream: “Whattttt!! Dirtytalk! How? Why?”

She sighed: “Don’t worry, if Takao likes you then he’sgoing to teach you”

You felt a little shy about this idea but deep insideyou, you wished if it was real.

“Then tomorrow I will try” you mumbled

“Aha that’s the spirit” she yelled before hanging up

You liked this friend, if she wants to push you up shereally could but if she wants to push you far she could do it too. It’s likeshe was really gifted with words and you liked it this side of her.

Tomorrow lunch break:

You went to Takao class, you found him laughing whileteasing Midorima.

“Ohayo Takao” You tried to be as loud as always but theconversation you prepared for hours in your room made you a little terrified

“Hi (Name), something’s wrong?” He asked

“No no no, why?” You tried to fake a smile and it wasjust obvious

“Is there something you want to say?” he asked againbut a little more worried this time

“There’s nothing, absolutely nothing” You tried evenharder to fake that smile

“I need to go to do something Nanodayo” the greenhaired boy said as he was leaving. You knew that he left just to make youcomfortable with Takao and it was very embarrassing for you.

You sat on a chair while thinking of an excuse becausenow you know that you look like you’re hiding something.

“So?” he asked again

You sighed: “Pfff ok, it’s just that my classmatelikes a boy here and he doesn’t like her back, she told me her story earlierand that’s why I feel sad for her”

It was the only excuse you found and you thought thatit was the best because, you could make it look like you’re sad for her and onthe other hand, you can bring up your daring questions.

“Aaah it must be tough for her” He said as he waslooking at the window

“Totally”

You were trying with all your power to bring up thosequestions but the words were more and more heavier for your mouth that youstayed silent.

“Do you have someone like that?” he broke the silent

“Heiin?” you asked in surprise, blinking and wonderingif you heard him right

“I asked if you have someone that you like” You wereturning into a tomato, a good quality tomato, you see the one really red

You lost all your means, you were nervous and theworst, you couldn’t even look at him in the eye

“I have someone like that” He said

You were shocked, you felt a pain in your chest, adeep sorrow taking over your body, you wanted to ask who that person was butyou were too scared.

(Please Takao, you can like someone else but forgod’s sake do it in silence, don’t let me know or else I’ll be really inpieces)

Your head down, this is all you wanted to say to himbut you already knew you never would. You raised your head, facing him.

“Aaah that’s a good thing. Love must be a greatfeeling” You ignored from where this power come to your body but you weregrateful that it came

“No at all, it’s amazing when it’s a shared feelingbut if it’s one sided feeling then it’s tiring” he smiled, a sad smile not thatusual bright one

You were looking sad, anybody would tell that thisnews dragged you down.

“Do you think I should confess? Do you think that shemay like me back?” He added to your pain

At this moment, you wanted more than anything, yeahabsolutely more than anything to hold him back but jeez how many times was hethere for you? How many times he helped you? How much he gave you? “FRIENDSsupport each other and it was all”. And now, if you’re a real friend then youmust support him.

You clenched your fist letting go all your anger thenyou relaxed and faked a smile, but this one was much more convincing:

“Totally, you should confess to her. I don’t know ifyou’ve been told this or not but I think that any girl, yeah any girl wouldfall for you because why the hell not. She’ll never find better than you,you’ll be there for her whenever she needs, you’ll support her and cheer her upwhen in need and you will love her with your all so just tell me why wouldn’tshe like you back. Be confident and if she was stupid enough to reject you thenjust know that she doesn’t really know you so give her some time to see throughyou and she’ll be yours that’s for sure”

You were surprised at your own words, you could speakboldly and express your feelings freely. Yes you may regret it because you’repushing him to go to another girl but hell he deserves to be happy and you’llhelp him to be happy even if it means Happy but not with you

The bell rang and you were happy for the first time inyour life to hear it. You tuned to the door:

“Looks like I need to go now, good luck with yourconfession” you wanted to walk away when he grabbed your hand, turned you tohim and kissed you.

“O.M.G God please don’t wake me up if it’s a dream”this the only thing that was playing on in your head right now. You wereshocked and surprised but very happy, he was your first love and now your firstkiss.

He got closer to your ears and whispered: “I love youand I won’t accept other than ‘I love you too” as a response, it’s you whopushed me to confess and guaranteed a positive answer no?”

You pulled back: “What! I don’t understand”, youwondered if he’s joking or being serious now

“Ohhh (Name) it’s hard to finally say it and you wantme to repeat it” he pouted, “You’re the one I like, I really hope that you feelsomething for me too , at least give me a chance to show you my all as yousaid”

Wait, is this real! The students started to enter theclassroom, it wasn’t the place or the moment to talk about this but you couldn’tlet him without answer. You approached him and whispered in his ear: “I loveyou too”

He was shocked and you wondered why, you wanted to askbut you knew you couldn’t. You walked out the class while waving to him but hewas just staring at you with that weird look on his face. Once you made sure hecan’t see you anymore, you started running in the hallway to meet your friend,you could hear “ don’t run in the hallway”, “You’re in high school not inkindergarten” but you were too happy to pay attention to them. You saw yourfriend, she was playing with her phone, you rushed to her and moved the phoneaway from her. It’s like you pushed the death button on, she gave you a deathglare and prepared herself to give you a punch or slap you, you weren’t reallysure but before she could move, you shouted: “He said he loves me”

All the students that were there looked at youconfused and at your surprise, a voice spoke: “Your love life doesn’t interestus, you better save that energy and excitement for your studies”.

You recognized that voice, it was the teacher’s voice.God you were so embarrassed so you told your friend that you’ll tell her thewhole story after class. You took your seat, opened your book when you feltyour phone vibrates in your pocket. You wanted just to check who was it, and itwas Takao. No, you don’t usually do that, read texts in class, maybe you do itsometimes but not always. As you read it, your eyes opened widely:

“(Name) I swear I can’t describe how happy I am, Inever thought that you loved me, I was checking all the time on the internetthe signs that tell if you have a chance with a girl. And according to it, Ihad some slight chances, this is why I decided to try my luck this time. I meanit’s been so long that I wanted to try It out, to tell you how I feel but I wasterrified that you wouldn’t feel the same and would take your distance with mewhich I can’t accept. (Name) I just can’t accept it, I know you for so long andI can’t bear to lose you but I guess that Shin chan was right, he said thattoday I have luck, I don’t usually believe it but it turned out to be real.Well, I’d be happy if you could come to watch me practice, having you with mewill boost my skills”.

You were so happy, a sparkle could be seen in youreyes. He was feeling the same for you and he didn’t act for the same reasons.Both of you loved each other and kept it hidden because you were too afraid toruin this friendship, you could never be more blessed.

You were so excited, you had so much to say, you wereabout to start typing when you felt a hand taking your phone away.

“Confiscated until the end of class” It was yourteacher.

Whyyy? I always played games in class, send texts (youfinally confessed) but I was never caught up and today, when I really need to textsomeone I was caught.

Life is unfair, but no, not for you maybe you can’ttext him now but you have him all for yourself and it’s something you alwayswished, let’s say your most precious wish was granted. And yeah sometimes thelove stories you see in movies may really happen in real life, at least it didfor you. He’s not riding a horse, he doesn’t do poetry or say romantic sweettalks but yet he’s a charming prince, he’s your charming prince.

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