unrelated to anything, I’ve very recently been coming to terms with the fact that my ADHD symptoms are...not just ADHD. like:
“It’s just ADHD hyperfixation”, I’d say--on the one year anniversary of said ‘hyperfixation’.
“Oh, this department store is overwhelming and it’s just because of my inability to filter details and limit my focus”, I’d think to myself--wholly unable to verbalize it because the lights are too bright.
“I giggle a lot at inappropriate times during conversation because it’s just an ADHD stim,” I explain in my art stream, somewhat apologetically--with a giggle.
“Time to put on my humansona”, I think to myself as I put on my shoes to go out to a family dinner that I had spent the whole day mentally preparing myself for. “I think I get so exhausted after, only because it requires me to spend a lot of energy focusing on conversations.”
“I don’t have a script in my head for this specific form of greeting”, I panic to myself, “Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god.”
“I might have extremely overshared some details of my life that I did not mean to overshare--but it felt appropriate at the time??? Why does it feel icky to think about now?” I try to puzzle in my head a week after the conversation happened. “Maybe...a consequence of ADHD impulse control?”
“Oh, my friend has been mad at me for weeks and I had no idea. If I was paying better attention, maybe...but I can’t imagine what on earth I did to upset them and they think I am being intentionally obtuse about it.”
“TIL that most people do not appreciate me physically leaning on them, and I didn’t even realize I do it--this is gonna be a hard habit to unlearn.”
“Hey Bees,” my autistic friends say, “have you uhhhhh considered that...maybe....you’re.......”
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Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: NCT (Band)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Na Jaemin, Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Liu Yang Yang, Liu Yang Yang/Na Jaemin, Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Lee Jeno
Characters: Lee Donghyuck | Haechan, Na Jaemin, Liu Yang Yang, Lee Jeno, Qian Kun, Lee Taeyong, Kim Dongyoung | Doyoung, Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul | Ten, Suh Youngho | Johnny, Mark Lee (NCT), Huang Ren Jun, Zhong Chen Le
Additional Tags: Top Na Jaemin, Top Lee Donghyuck | Haechan, Bottom Liu Yang Yang, Bottom Lee Donghyuck | Haechan, Bottom Lee Jeno, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Porn Watching, Porn Video, Voyeurism, Masturbation, Oral Sex, Oral Fixation, Rough Oral Sex, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, Spit As Lube, Porn with Feelings, Come Eating, Jealousy, Threesome - M/M/M, Dominance, Rough Sex, Dom Na Jaemin, Dom Lee Donghyuck | Haechan, Sub Lee Donghyuck | Haechan, Angst
Summary:
Jaemin and Donghyuck are idiots with feelings and somehow Yangyang gets caught up in the middle.
(or yangminhyuck are porn stars and they fuck)
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ALRIGHT FINE YOU UNDERSTOOD THE ASSIGNMENT. WELL PLAYED PLAGUE CHILD
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not me crying over not having tickets yet
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i love you back 🫶🏼
*cough* in love *cough*
This does numbers on my confidence. I just... need to give you a hug(and be your friend for eternity)
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Took a picture of my eye with flash and now there’s a yellow spot every time I look at something white
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