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impossible-rat-babies · 3 years

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jazz hands i only know how to draw one of my own oc’s nowadays

#myart #oc tag #oc: pollux #okay to rebloog go wild #i'm also trying something new with coloring #with the usual halftones though this one doesn't hurt as much on the eyes #when i mean coloring i mean colored lineart and i mean im a big fan of how dalishdick does colored lineart so yeah #also finally a lacy bra im gonna screech it's taken this long to draw him in one jebus #i will have you know there are now four different versions of this bc im ~*indecisive*~

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want-you-to-know-that · 3 years

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a LiFe UpDaTe for my beloved tumblr blog

okay so tumblr is fcking wild.

i deleted the tumblr app on my smartphone sometime at the end of summer cause i felt like i spend too much time scrolling on my phone. and then, a few weeks ago from now, we did this interview training in uni and sb asked me about the apps i use (i am studying media & communications right now and let me tell you, i need another uni course, i am going insane with the amout of trivialities in my subjects but thats another topic) and i also told her/him/them about how i used to use tumblr as a little diary for myself. Not diary as in “i am literally writing journal entries by myself”, what i meant was:

i am mostly reblogging on my account here. but all the stuff i reblog is a representation of myself, like a representation of all my interests and thoughts the time i reblogged sth. so i could log into my account - as i did now - and look at all the quotes, pics and gifs and remember stuff i did and felt at a certain time.

like i see all those posts about anxiety and i think about my psychologist and my sessions with her and the group sessions i had with wonderful people

i look at the posts about jane austen and british drama and thereby i see myself in quarantine, the ebook with the Emma novel in my hand, around the easter holidays

i can read through all my reblooged quotes and remember exactly who i associate them with and how i felt about those people

and its so surreal. i now thats like the most basic principle of a tumblr blog but this realisation is hitting now. i mean, i do literally write in a physical diary and i have documented soo many stuff about my life, mostly the most random bs, but my tumblr account is so much more. omg i feel so obnoxiously quirky right now, deep tumblr girl, but its just crazy

and its really fcking cool

what actually motivated me to look through the stuff again was E. He texted me yesterday and wanted the have a telephone call but since it was so late we decided to talk tonight. I do not know what stuff i reblogged last year after halloween. I do not even know if i posted anything but if i did, it is probably representing the most dreadful loss i ever experienced. and now him and i are talking again, like in all those many school nights

I have no idea what we will actually talk about today besides our little creative film project which he wants to continue (a part of me hopes he just uses that as an excuse to talk to me) but i feel like it will all be so utterly calming and grounding. like those school nights, where nothing mattered. It will feel the same, besides the facts that

- i have braces now - i go to uni - he has a girlfriend - we both dont know anything about the experiences each of us had in the last couple of months

But anyway. I was looking for this quote i myself wrote about him and i will post it again after this text. wish me luck (ik nobody reads this, its just for my future self, love you <3)

#damn

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impossible-rat-babies · 3 years

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