#or maybe even eating dinner

[jakeperalta]

I get why people complain about the overexposure of celebrities..... I'M sick of hearing about taylor and I'm a fan :/

#keep seeing posts about her on instagram and the comments being largely 'i'm so tired of hearing about her' + #'if i have to read her name one more time i'll scream' + 'why should we care about her going for dinner' #and even if they're coming from a hater perspective i get it!!! #if someone literally going out for dinner garners a load of press #or eating a snack results in a meme that brands and the literal empire state building are talking about it #then that person is simply too famous #and considering it's simply unsustainable to remain at this level of fame without the whole public getting sick of you #it doesn't particularly bode well #maybe she'll just sort of fade back into a marginally lower level of exposure #but we'll see #talking

[faunandfloraas]

It is kinda funny seeing people talk about Seungmin lately because he definitely has gotten more bold and confident for sure. He's also just getting opportunities to be perceived as an individual on his own as well for the first time in a while but it's still jarring to see people be like Aw he was always such a quiet goodie two shoes little nerd and it's like...... he was the one to leave and seek out his own vocal coach and blatantly talk about it, which of course lead to I.N and Lee Know also doing the same, he was the one to go on bubble and tell off sasaengs who used to camp outside their old dorm for invading members privacy but also because it effected other residents and staff at the complex, something that i'm certain upper management wouldnt have been happy about, and he wasn't curt or nice about it either. like he's never actually been a wallflower, he's always had a pretty strong backbone and seems to stick to his principals, its not really new.

#even silly shit like bringing up drinking even tho staff has clearly told him not too #like yeah its silly but its still sticking to his guns of being like we arent actually children anymore thanks #the food thing too like in an old 2 kids room he said something about not being able to eat on his bday bc they were filming so evidently #there was a moment in time when he caved to the shitty diet obsession kpop had but ever since hes never really said anything like it again #instead hes telling everyone to eat well and reminding people to have dinner or lunch every other day #even the comment about growing his hair out but then being like lol the stylist probably wont like me saying that or whatever #and like the yeah im going to the gym but im not lifting. dont expect me to bulk up. im doing it for stamina<< that made me cackle #bc i did see people on twt being like but what if seungmin got buff tho omg hed be so hot 🥺 Well him bein buff isnt what this is about #so he went and made sure people were realistic. not everyone needs to be noticeably cut yk #idk maybe bc i watched most all the skz content all the way through #and now i go back and gif stuff i notice patterns more easily than if youve been here for longer and havent watched older stuff #for a while- maybe? idk its just funny but i also see takes a lot and have to stop myself from going No <3 #anyway this is my obligatory insane ksm tangent of the week. see you in 5 minutes. #🐶

[evilkaeya]

being depressed sucks ass because there's so many things I wanna do but I just can't

#in my mind i want to work on my assignment #not should but WANT #I WANT TO FUNCTION LIKE A REGULAR PERSON IN SOCIETY #but it's so hard. even bringing myself to shower or eat is like. so much work #anyways i finsihed derry girls #cheers to that #it was amazing #deserved more seasons #I'm going to watch bes next #maybe not starting today but i will #is it even depression because I'm not sad #I'm just not doing things that normal people do normally #and while i feel shit abt it it's not making me sad #right now for example I'm only having pomegranates and a scrambled egg for dinner

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

oh waow maybe having friendly neighbors is a Good thing (said in the voice of a guy who just received free cookies)

#ough theyre so soft and theyre pumpkin w/ cream cheese frosting... #they will be Gone by the end of the day i cant stop eating them #ive been a little worried bc yk. small town. neighbors tend to be nosier #and i am a nervous person! i would like to be left alone! dont perceive me dont knock on my door dont look in my windows! #but hey. tasty homemade cookies. maybe this is all right #god theyre so fuckign good what the hell did she put in them... #absolutely unprompted #today is a Decent day #nice weather. hauled wood. got cookies. went for a lil walk & saw some cool moss and sap. gonna have some tasty beef for dinner #and there was a new casual geographic to watch! & a new wendigoon video for tonight!! yippee! #and im drafting fresh scribbles for november since im doing repostober #things are decent and ill take it while it lasts. even if im perpetually cold because this house is fuCKING FREEZING- #oh heated blanket we're really in it now

[mikesoup]

mike soup was an old man....he shouldve been at applebees getting the senior discount

#HE SHOULDVE BEEN THERE AT 4 EATING DINNER #he can be at the club too ig. dont break a hip tho old man #he probably has metal hips lbr #if your mike soup age hc is not that hes a geezer dont even talk to me /j #wow tumblr user mike-soup talking abt mike soup again. maybe pigs will fly..... /s #hotdaga #mike soup

[kickassfu]

me not being home and having ppl in my fucking room without even knowing pisses me off. like damn dude. i get that u decided to show up all of a sudden. but at least stay out of someone's bedroom if the person isnt home. ESPECIALLY if it's a mess. i didn't even make the bed. seriously. it wasn't enough that they invited themselves for dinner. but this too? goddamn.

#i'm just so annoyed. got out of work at 7pm to get home to this #just wanted to rest #maybe eat dinner with my mom while watching a tv show #fuck all yall #family sucks sometimes #so fucking entitled #i dont get the idea of showing up to someone's house uninvited and going into someone's room without the person even being home #thats insane behavior

[ghosts-of-love]

is it cringe that I put daffodils in the room for our new housemate

#she said she didn't want anything from the shops but she's coming from a whole different country and idk i thought if i cant get her food #i can get her something to make the room feel homely #aaaaa idk i know she'll be way more nervous than us because shes coming to a new country and living with strangers but also its just me #in the house for the next few days and i feel like i need to be a good host but im also very awkward and dont like eating with other people #so cant even suggest dinner together. maybe ill brave it or maybe she'll be okay

[neverendingford]

skyglow:

(alternative title: photo dump of a midnight desert run)

#photography #Ford's Art #color says shit #it was either go on a twelve mile run or re-download grindr and get absolutely blasted so I went with the more responsible option. #b because damn I'm feeling it tonight. or at least I was before the run. I need to shower and then I'll cook dinner and go to bed satiated. #I did also jerk off under the bridge and then piss on someone's flowers on the way home. gotta get those animal instincts out somehow right? #anyway I've successfully vented most of my manic energy and a cold shower will finish it off and then we're good. #the mood meds have been helping a lot. last time I got hit with this kind of a mood I came out of it with huge bite marks and chlamydia. #and I haven't been feeling it nearly as bad this time so that's nice. more like a restless dog and less like a caged wolf thirsty for blood. #yes I'm making references to Call of the Wild again deal with it. #anyway sorry to anyone who sees this from the tags and not because you follow me. you didn't sign up for this lmao. #also. this is why I can't be a binary trans woman. this night photography shit is the most gay-man thing ever and I enjoy it. #I was doing it before my last boyfriend but he got me even more into it. #anyway bye I'm gonna go shower and then eat food. I've been hungrier more recently. #between the meds and the hrt my appetite is bigger and I'm gaining weight with the hrt fat redistribution which is cool and good. #I want to be a healthy weight and maybe even a lil chonky? we'll see we'll see.

[sweetdreamspootypie]

Wish I had read more historical literature stuff. I need some etiquette scripts.

I slept from about 04:45 to 07:30

So about 2 hours

Want some quiet time and watch Netflix while I eat breakfast before I do big socializing

But the thing is we are here specifically to have quality time with my grandmother

And the kitchen is the core place people spend time here

So can't exactly just sit on my phone

I don't think there is actually a polite way to not want to socialise yet

Also don't know if it's socially acceptable to want to just have a day to wander around and explore by myself, when we haven't done 'enough' bonding yet

But at some point I'm going to have to? Don't need my dad to say whether it's the plan or not

I'm just going to have to get up regardless

how do people live with their families

Idk. Just that conflict of interests between feeling like I'm supposed to 'be here' for Dadi Vs I need to do my own thing and explore. just here as a tourist Vs here as a helper.

I think also doesn't help that because the normal family home is rural, I'm accustomed to feeling like if I'm at a family home then I can't leave

But there's a bus stop right outside here.

#Liveblogging life #Maybe I should be sending this to you as a message #But I know you'll read it so effectively the same? #11am. Hungry. Is it an ED relapse to be squicky about eating in front of other people? #Being hungry makes it worse #It's been 16 hours since dinner #But I'm gunna get judged for eating too much regardless #Maybe it's more an external environment relapse #More than an internal thing #But we're here for a month so I'm concerned about it leaving a mark #I'm venting a lot #There has been good things #It's been great #But yeah fundamental discomforts still need venting / processing / acknowledging #I am not accustomedmto living with people any more #Or specifically my dad #He's been fine #But obviously there are just specific 'minor' things that are just major sources of friction even when things are going fine #My life #My posts

[bunnihearted]

📓🖊️

#maybe maybe one day i'll be ok?? #maybe i'll manage to get my high school diploma #maybe i'll get a student housing apartment in another city. maybe i can study to become a pre school teacher... #(not my dream job but the only job that seems possible for me) #maybe i'll be able to work on my anxiety and avpd and become more calm #maybe i'll be able to exercise the way i want nd become physically strong #maybe i'll be brave enough to try apps to make girl friends i can hang out with??? #maybe i'll get back into writing nd posting it. maybe i'llhave more fun w insta and taking photos again?? #maybe i'll fix my relationship w my sisters nd talk to them again?? #maybe if im lucky i'll meet someone who i fall in love w who falls for me too? maybe someone will one day choose to be with me?? #maybe i can get a real apartment nd have a job? maybe i can even live w a partner one day? and maybe i'll have friends? #maybe i wont be all alone forever?? maybe i wont feel this alienated nd isolated for my entire life?? #maybe maybe maybe my life can be alright....? can it really be? #i dont have much hope. but maybe??? plz plz plz let it be so let it be so #and maybe for now.. as im lower than i've ever been before.. #maybe i just need to be able to eat more normally again. then i can have my coffe chocolate moments w youtube #and i can watch kdramas nd have dinner. which are two moments that make me feel ok nd calm #<<< i feel ashamed abt it but comforting eating is a thing for me. im gnna be alone 4ever anyway so might aswell just accept thats how i am #so yeah maybe maybe i'll start feel a bit better when i can disconnect from everything nd just get immersed in a kdrama nd have dinner lmao #idk. i just dont feel like i'll ever have a real life. i'll never have what i dream abt (which isnt even much. just love.. just love lmao) #so then i can daydream nd live by reading books nd watching kdramas nd tv shows nd also write a lot #but ofc in my freetime bc i need a job w a stable income nd my own apartment. even if i dont love my job i need one that i can be ok with

[numbaoneflaya]

@summer-solemnly-swears sometimes yeah :/ I’ll imagine or write cute little scenes and shit but eventually again I’m like hmm.. well what if she was going through the horrors again . Anime monologue in the tags as usual

#jilly #no bcs literally actually fr #she gets the epic high and lows of being in a relationship w a man literally nicknamed pisswolf #though funnily enough I’ll usually make my sweet stuff canon (like awww they are on a rollercoaster look she’s making him eat sushi) #and the worst of it (what if he cut off both her legs or gave her permanent brain damage etc etc) does not get canonized #so yes jilly DOES get to have dinner at 7 pm sometimes and cuddle her man to sleep but there’s also yeah. the horrors. #the horrible complicity of being stockholmed into genuinely loving the person who has hurt you more than anything else in the world… #and then sticking around and being willfully ignorant as he continues to do terrible things to living people…. #his blood money is paying for her xxl panda plushies #but I mean not like she has any choice but to stay lmao. like he wouldn’t kill her if she tried. would he? #still? is she afraid that he would or that he wouldn’t at this point? #ferret and pisswolf #does she even want to be taken off the leash at this point or would it make her come face to face with that she’s stayed this long? #that she’s liked staying? #and what can he say besides he’s sorry when it’s already too late for anything else #maybe all he wants is for her to be the one to kill him even though he’d kill her if she tried. or atleast sometimes he thinks that that #would be best #other times he thinks anything is possible and it’s just because of her. the girl he tortured and the love of his life

[keeps-ache]

this is just really funny to me. spegatti timee

#just me hi #i like to watch black n white stuff while i'm drawing and this scene was so so funny to me #they're going to Die and this guy's like. You Guys Want. Spaget. ? We're Having Dinner Now #(my interpretation jfvhaksfhv) #and the other two can't even eat and he's just horfing it down like HBVHSDV #/there was another funny thing in here but i. fordagor. so sad hfshabvs #/'[hard stare]' '[having a breakdown]' '[absolutely horfin that spaeget]' #//oh i like the taxi driver in this episode :) #a little bummed that he prolly won't be in the next one lol #him and his.. wife and seven kids! or i mean eleven! wait no. seven! s- maybe seventeen!! #:D #//edit: i'm just staring at it now and hsbvhsdbjvHBSJDAv #it's SO funny idk whyyyyvfhsbhvfaj

[that-was-anticlimactic]

no but it kills me how ritsu is such a people pleaser like... this boy got so scared of making his brother upset that it kind of manifested into his other relationships as well, so he's just constantly wearing that fake smile and asking people what they want, what he can do for them, doing what he thinks others want... this boy spends so much time pleasing other people that he made himself so miserable and bitter and he doesn't even realize he's miserable and bitter ough

#he says 'you desire nothing bro' but ritsu... what do You desire? do you even know? #and just thinking about how it would take awhile for him to even realize that he's always pleasing other people #'oh we can eat wherever you want' 'i don't care what we have for dinner' 'whatever you want nii-san' 'i don't mind either way shou' 'uh you #can choose teru' just. AHHHHHHHHH idk maybe someone points it out to him #like reigen would prolly notice tbh and i feel like shige would start to after the ???% arc and tbh dimple too #like ritsu just genuinely has no idea he does this he can make logical decisions like for student council or school but ask him to make a #personal decision or to say what he wants and he freezes for a split second and defaults to 'whatever you want/like' #idk i just. have feelings. #ritsu breakdown tehe #such a character i: love he #mp100 #ritsu kageyama

[itwoodbeprefect]

i wrote some keeley/roy/jamie fic while watching the finale! it's a fix-it, a missing scene, or just slight canon divergence, depending on your take of things in said finale, but in all three of those cases (or any special fourth you can come up with), it's 1869 words and if you want, you can read every single one of those here on ao3:

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Honey honey, how you thrill me (Honey honey, nearly kill me)

Or: Roy and Jamie ask Keeley to make a choice, take two.

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A few hours later, they’re at her door again, looking somehow even worse for wear. “Have you both gone completely mad?” she asks, because this time they actually rang her out of bed, and she was having a really hot dream about Katharine Hepburn.

“Please just hear us out,” Jamie tries, at the same time as Roy says, “Can we please come in?”

They turn to each other, Jamie shrugs, Roy frowns, and then they’re back to staring at her. She does it back to them for a long moment, just to leave them hanging, the way they deserve.

Then she lets them in, because they did both say please, and there’s always the slim chance that this time they really did rescue a puppy.

read the rest on ao3 ->

#i also. maybe. possibly. spent nearly all of yesterday working on this fic #and was left with one (1) sentence that didn't make it in. which spurred a DIFFERENT fic that i've spent all of TODAY on #which is currently at 2.3k and nowhere near done and made me forget to eat dinner #which (among many other things) i should definitely have been doing instead. so that's how things are going over here #i didn't even hate OR love the finale it just flipped some secret switch in my brain and now i can't stop writing keeley/roy/jamie fic #* #ted lasso #my fic

[filthyjanuary]

feeling sad :(

#sorry this is such a dumb thing to be sad about im a grown ass adult but like two thirds of the people i invited to my birthday #either cant come or said they would then bailed and like #some of them have legit reasons but some of them i'm kind of like :/ ok well i put in so much effort for yall would be really nice #if a crumb of that was reciprocated #idk i dont ask for much on my birthday i just want to have a nice dinner with my friends #and i have friends who like throw the biggest tantrum fusses about their birthdays and make it this entire spectacle #and people still humour them so it's kind of like #idk #do i really suck that bad that you cant make a saturday evening work to like eat good food #idk maybe next year i just wont plan anything #and everyone'll be like BUT SIMA IT'S THE BIG ONE and i'll be like well! i wish it werent! #bc it'll suck even more to have people not come lmao i dont actually think i've ever had a milestone birthday people just dont give a shit #this includes my parents idk like they are nice to me on my birthday but like no birthday was ever like hashtag special #and like the holidays already sucked so bad this year they did not feel like the holidays half the people i got presents for #didnt get me anything which is like fine i dont give presents to get them back but it kind of sucks to not even get a card? a thank you??? #idk this is so stupid i am turning 29 i pay taxes this should not be a big deal #maybe it's bc i feel like half my 20s were pandemic years so it kind of sucks that theyre basically over and idk im just feeling sad and ol #and lonely and just kind of shitty and unlikeable #AND IT'S DUMBBBBB TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST IDK WHY I'M CRYING FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

being sick as an adult sucks. wdym my mom won’t just automatically make sure I eat food instead of exclusively drinking Gatorade all day. wdym I have to ask my roommates to make me dinner. I have to Venmo a friend money to buy me more Gatorade?? I can’t focus enough to do homework??? I hate this.

#this is a silly haha humor post but in all seriousness. #COVID rly is just making me stare all the internalized ableism in the eye #yes worth isnt defined by productivity and disability and the idea of being a burden is part of being human and isn’t shameful at all #until I have to minorly inconvenience people to meet my basic needs #I really want to eat dinner but that would require asking my roommates to make me dinner which is just. 5 kinda of mortifying. #even though if someone I knew was sick I would not be upset about making them food! sick people need to eat! #my parents ordered me chipotle yesterday bc they were so concerned bc of how I sounded over the phone #and my friend went out and bought me juice and Gatorade and popsicles and took me to the doctor #the support system Exists I just feel bad about having to use it T-T #I just want to be hugged and read to and reminded to eat food but I am an adult now and not at home #lonely TT-TT #it’ll be okay I’m probably just emotional bc I’m sick and hungry #I also just am struggling so hard because I want to catch up on my classwork Right Now #but I can get through maybe one assignment before I’m too exhausted to keep sitting up #and I have to lay down and close my eyes and sleep or do a light activity like playing candy crush for the fifty bazillionth time #I’ve gotten through like. 100 levels this week. #I’m losing my dang marbles. I am gonna be so behind in ASL Susan is gonna be so disappointed in me #I feel like I have all this energy when I’m laying down bored but as soon as I sit up I feel like I’m floating and about to fall over #so. so tired. why can’t I be healthy already and do homework T-T. #I’m choosing to take this as a lesson to slow down and not overwork myself so hard. instead of being mad at myself for getting behind. #<- is trying and failing not to be mad at herself for getting behind