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risingofjupiter · 1 year
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𝑾𝑨𝑵𝑵𝑨 𝑩𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹𝑺... - 𝑜𝑢𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑒 ❦
𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ | .ꜰᴇʟɪx x ꜰᴇᴍ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 | felix cheated on you. your boyfriend.. cheated on you. how are you ever going to forgive him?
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 | talk of cheating, felix is a douchebag (my b 😔), fowl language, angst with no fluffy ending
𝐚/𝐧 | i hate this but i’m posting it anyway 😭. this has been in my drafts for ages so sorry about that 💀. also are my masterlist links working bc they aren’t for me :,) and should i make a part two with a happy ending? 🤭 (or a sad one)
(peter pan was defeated, never killed felix and you’re all living happily ever after in storybrooke, yay!)
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“what?”
the first thing you recognized in felix’s body language was the twitching. as if he was dying to spill a secret that never should have been spoken.
“i didn’t sleep with her! i swear! y/n please, you have to believ-“
“leave.”
“y/n, you aren’t serious. i still-“
“i said fucking leave felix! not wander around aimlessly and make excuses!” you shout, tears starting to run down your face.
“y/n-“
“godammit felix! would you just walk out the fucking door already?” you yelled as you walked over and pushed him back.
“y/n!” felix gripped your shoulders, forcing you to listen, “i love you. i really, really love you. i am sorry. so terribly sorry. so much guilt has filled me and i have no fucking idea how i’m going to make it up to you.” hearing him say he was sorry was all you needed to confirm this was real. he actually cheated on you. fucking bitch.
“i hate you.”
confusion adorned his face for half a second, until he fully understood what you said was spoken with all honesty.
“you don’t really mean that.. right? we’re in a relationship for christ’s sake!”
“i fucking hate you felix.” your shoulders trembled under his tight grip, “i hate you! you loved me! said i was your’s and you were mine!” anger filled your entire being as you grasped onto the reality of it, he had cheated.
as soon as the thought filled your head, your hands were clenched into fists, pounding onto his chest to release a minor amount of the anger in you.
“y/n! y/n- godammit!” you pushed and pounded with all your being, needing him to get out - away from you.
felix suddenly grabbed onto the doorframe, to stop your shoving and spoke, “y/n, i am begging you. please do not toss me away.” he rested his hand on your cheek, thumb wiping away some of your tear tracks.
“get the hell out of my house.” shoving felix one more time, you closed the door, leaving him out in the cold.
sliding down against the door, sob after sob ran through your body. shivering, you wrapped your arms around yourself in attempt to feel comforted. you felt as if you were mourning for your own heart. felix had quite literally ripped your heart out of your chest and stomped on it.
the only thing crossing your mind was felix. how he had sweared loyalty to you. to only love you and no one else. he lied. it was all a lie. you felt as if you had been betrayed. an uncomfy feeling began settling in your stomach.
felix lied to you. felix had given his love to another. felix had betrayed you.
you couldn’t care less about the girl he did it with. another cry ran through your body at the thought of him pleasuring another. thinking back to when felix and you had been intimate - believing it was so romantic, no other love like this one. felix was all yours.. or he used to be.
you cringed at the thought of you and felix making love. it felt so disgusting now to think about. his body might as well be tainted.
you wailed at the thought of the past. at your naive self for committing to this relationship, only to be hurt.
as you started to calm down, you stood upright - pushing some of your weight against the door for balance. an unsettling feeling gathered in your stomach again, except this time it was nausea.
you laughed out loud, anger finding it’s way in you again. you were so pissed at felix, you wanted to throw up. throat parched, you walked into the kitchen and grabbed a glass from the wooden cabinet. placing the cup in the water dispenser on your fridge.
inhaling a shaking breath in, you leaned against the counter - slowly sipping on your cold water. focusing your eyes on a vase full of flowers, you turned towards them, eyeing them fully. wracking your brain for any memory of them, you realized.
felix had gotten you those.
felix.. the fucking cheater.
before you knew it, you stormed over to the vase full of flowers and threw it across the room. hitting a wall with a loud crash, you started to cry again. you yelled and cried, begging a higher power to remove any memory of felix - just so you could rid of this pain.
you slowly slid down the side of the island, in the middle of your kitchen, feeling numb, “damn you, felix..” you muttered to yourself, as you rubbed your eyes, fatigue taking over.
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the floor was almost vibrating, as if someone was stomping around inside. opening your eyes, just slightly, you definitely saw someone. you blinked rapidly, hurriedly trying to get your eyes to adjust to the light.
you saw a broom sweeping what must have been the broken glass from the vase last night. you then looked at their shoes and recognized the boots almost immediately.
felix.
you jumped up from your place on the floor, frozen in a pool of mixed emotions. angry that he was back, confusion as to how he got inside, sadness that this was probably one of the last times you could ever bear to see him.
“why are you here?” cursing yourself for the little tremble in your voice. felix turned around for a minute and gave you a once-over. in all honesty, you looked wrecked - hair disheveled, eyes red and puffy.
in a second, felix had rushed to you and pulled you to his chest, pressing you tightly against him - his chin resting atop your head.
you felt as if someone was playing with you. pulling a prank, laughing when something awful happened. you couldn’t forgive felix, you never would. and yet, you wrapped your arms around felix’s waist, sobbing into his chest.
“my sweet girl..” felix shushed you, smoothing your hair down, soothingly.
“f-felix.. i’m sorry, so sorry.” you couldn’t care less about the trembles and voice cracks falling from your mouth now. all you wanted, all you needed was to be held in felix’s embrace. all the pain and anger seemed to just wash away as each sob trembled your body.
he stepped back a bit, hands still on your biceps, “do not apologize, y/n. you have nothing to apologize for,” felix took a shaky breath, before continuing, “i’m stupid, so.. so stupid. i hate myself for the pain i caused you to have. i want to take it all back, remove myself from that situation. but i can’t. and i am so very sorry. i love you so much.” by the end, you could very clearly see the tears in felix’s eyes.
against your will, your delicate hand moved to cup felix’s cheek, slowly rubbing your thumb across it. felix let out a small sigh, putting his hand over yours and closing his eyes.
you two stayed like that for a moment more, before you broke the comforting silence, “i can’t trust you anymore. i want to trust you felix, you’re-,” you paused, correcting yourself, “were my everything. now i’m not so sure.” you let your hand drop back down to your side, avoiding eye contact.
felix seemed to be at a loss for words. he wasn’t your everything anymore? hell, how could he be asking himself that. of course he’s not, he’s not even sure if he can still call himself yours anymore.
“i want you to trust me. i want you to need me still, y/n. i still want to be the person you confide in when you’re at your lowest.. i still wanna be yours.” felix looked like a kicked puppy. he practically had a tail between his legs.
without saying a word, you moved forward and took his head in your hands - giving his forehead a delicate peck. you removed yourself again quickly though, much to felix’s dismay.
“i still want you felix.. i’m just not too sure if i need you anymore.” with that you walked yourself to your bedroom, leaving felix standing in the middle of the dining area.
though, you seemed to have missed the single tear that ran down felix’s cheek, tainting his pretty skin.
“but.. i still need you.”
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little-lee-froggie · 2 years
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Hello! It’s me, back with content for the first time in a verrrryyyyy long time, but I’m finally back! I wanted to post this fic for awhile, but it’s not from one of the fandoms I normally write for, so I didn’t, but I figured I might as well post it after coming back from hiatus since no one will know I posted it if it sucks, so with that, let’s start my first Maximum Ride fic!!! Let’s get into it:
WAIT!! First I need to share with you the picture that made me want to write this fic, cuz bestie- the Fucking ler vibes 🥲
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(Page 200 of volume three of maximum ride)
Ok, now let’s actually get into it:
_________________________________________ Warnings: Swearing (if I’m missing any, please let me know)
Ler: Fang (rip his long hair 😔🤚)
Lee: Reader
You and your six friends were absolutely inseparable. You all lived together on a beautiful peace of land. Not to mention that your wings aloud you to fly all around it, all spending time together.
But you’re relationships with five of the six couldn’t hold a candle to the one you had with Fang, one of the oldest people in the flock. Back when you and the rest of the flock were still in the school, Fang was always the one who took care of you. You told him everything, and he would always listen. You both cared very deeply for each other, and he could read you better than you could even read yourself.
It was around 11:30 am, and you still weren’t awake. This wasn’t uncommon, but it also wasn’t Fang’s favorite thing. He was glad you got rest, but wished you slept more at night then in the morning. However, he couldn’t blame you. After all, after you, he was the one who was the most nocturnal in the house.
Never the less, he always woke you up about an hour after he woke up, and that time was now. The rest of the flock was out on a fly, and Fang had told them the two of you would go out and meet them after you woke up. He finished brushing out his long hair and tied it up in his classic ponytail, and went up to find you.
When he got to the room you slept in, he came in quietly, and shook you gently. “[NAME], it’s time to wake up, we need to meet the flock. They’re already out on a fly” he said, shaking you again. You mumbled something incoherent and pulled one of your pillows over your head.
He sighed, smiling fondly at your attempt to stay asleep. “You’re really going to make me do this, huh?”, he said, his smile turning ever so slightly into a smirk.
He lifted his wings up slightly and brought them to your neck, gently letting them drift along it. He could make out some muffled giggles from under the pillow as you lifted your shoulders to try and protect your sensitive neck. After about thirty seconds, he took the pillow off your head and put his hands on your ribs, lightly squeezing there, leaving his wings at your neck. “You wanna wake up now?”, he asked teasingly, raising his eyebrow to emphasize the question, despite the fact that your eyes were closed and you couldn’t see it. 
“Nohohohoho, IhI’m tihihirehed!!”, you giggled, kicking your legs out, your smile as bright as the sun. Fang smiled as well. He couldn’t help it, you’re smile was contagious. “Well then, I guess I’m not going to stop till you’re ready to wake up” he said, moving his hands from squeezing your ribs to using his blunt nails to lightly scratch all over your stomach and sides, making you squeak and arch you back. “Fahahang!!! *squeak* Mehehahahan!!!”, you giggled, trying to push his wings out of the crook of your neck, not realizing you just gave him the perfect opportunity to get your worst spot: the skin in between your armpit and elbow.
Fang had been tickling you for enough of his life to know this was your worst spot. It didn’t make you laugh much louder than any other spots, but in sheer sensitivity, it beat everything by a landslide. He wasn’t going to pass up the opportunity.
He quickly used his wings to pin your arms in place and let you catch your breath for a second, and hovered his hands over the spot as a warning.
“Okay [NAME], I’m giving you a choice; either get out of bed now, or I’ll make you~. Which will it be?”, he asked, a wide smirk plastered on his face. “Thahat’s an ultimatum, not a chohohoice” you said, giggling both in anticipation, and from the previous attack. “Same difference” he said. “Noho ihihi’s nohohot! A choihice is whehen you hahave two options, wherehe an ultimatum is whehen you don’t hahave any choice in the mahater cuz you can either do whaht you wahant but something unfavourable happens, ohor you’re forced intoho something unfavourable”
Fang smirked, and whispered right in your ear “Well then this isn’t an ultimatum, cuz we both know you love this~. So what’s your answer then little brid~?”, he said, flustering you quite a bit, and blowing a bit of air in your ear to make you squeak.
Two words. That’s what spelled your demise. And yet, those were the words you chose to say. 
“Make me.”
His eyes flashed with a slight hint of mischief, narrowing his eyes at you. “Okay, you asked for it!”, he said as his hands made contact with the soft skin, making you loudly squeak and giggle hysterically. “*SQUEAK* Ahahahahahaha Fahahahahang nahahaha!!! Dohon’t!!!!!!”
Your reaction only made him want to tickle you more. He loved mornings like this, and he loved to make you laugh, and he knew you enjoyed it as well. But he also knew he had to stop at some point. After all, he had promised the flock that he’d bring you to where they were flying after you had woken up.
“Okay [NAME], I’m going to have to make you a deal since we have to go meet the flock. If you get out of bed now, I promise I’ll tickle you more later today. Deal?”, he said, slowing his attack a bit so it’d be easier for you to answer. You thought about it for a moment, but eventually nodded. Fang smiled, finally stopping his attack completely, leaving you to giggle at the tingling sensation left behind. 
He opened the door and bowed dramatically, making you laugh a bit, and let you go through first. When the two of you started walking to the place where the flock normally started their flying, you had trouble feeling fully awake. 
“I’m tired, I wanna go back to sleep…” you said, walking slowly slightly behind Fang. “Don’t forget our deal” he said, lightly brushing his wings in your neck again, making you squeak quietly and flinch, smiling. “If you go back to sleep, then you won’t be awake when it’s time for me to do my part, and you wouldn’t to miss that, now would you little bird~?”, he said, knowing how to fluster you all to well.
“Sh-shut up..” you said, hiding your face in your hands to cover the blush that was slowly creeping onto your face. “You should watch what you say [NAME]~” said Fang, suddenly now directly behind you, playing your ribs like a piano. “Hehehey, Fahahahang!! Nahaha!”, you giggled, trying to continue walking, but you were all curled up on yourself. Fang then let go of your sides and continued walking, side-eyeing you with an evil smirk. “Don’t fall behind now little bird. I would hate for you to get left behind~” he said as you continued to giggle slightly. 
When you eventually caught up to him, he wrapped his wing around your shoulder, chuckling at the way your subconsciously went to protect your neck. “You’re so mean” you said, wrapping your arm around his waist since he was much taller than you, so there was no way you could put them around his shoulders. He chuckled again and said “I’m not mean, you’re just to easy to fluster, how could I not?”. You blushed again, hiding your face in his wings.
He just chuckled, and put his arm over your head and rested it on your shoulder, every so often poking your ribs, or fluttering his hand in your neck.
As much as he teases you, and even though he can be a bit mean when it comes to flustering you, you were so glad to have someone like Fang in your life. You wouldn’t want it any other way.
       ꧁༺To be continued༻꧂
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That was the fic! The second part is in the works, so look out for that (in like a month or some shit cuz I’m not productive :D)! I hope you enjoyed! This fic was very self-indulgent, so I don’t expect it to cater to everyone, but then again, what does? I hope you have a lovely day/night and take care of yourself, byeeeee!!
-Froggie :p
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auto-correct · 1 year
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TROLLSTUCK RANT HERE WE GO NOW CONTAINS: ACTUAL CONTENT! ART! LOGS! INSTEAD OF JUST VAGUE KEYSMASHES
THIS AU IS WITH @whydontwebegin and also some recent additions who URLS I don't know (if u want me 2 delete/private this like immediately after i post this hmu)
first off:
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Figure A: The Fishboi
(CONTINUES:)
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^ Figure B: The Fishboi But Bloody
Okay so yeah that's Hal But A Troll (Halwyr)
He's a fuchsiablood psionic (is this a bit overindulgent of me? idk who gives a fuck) and technically HIC's heir though condy is not exactly keen on the idea of him ruling anything
(Spoiler alert he was brainwashed (to be more compliant less rebellious and not defy HIC all that fun stuff he's a psionic so he's Slightly More Of A Threat) as a Leetol Guy but Troll Dirk (Deirik) (the moirail ever!!!!!!!!) was like 'Hey that tiara you've got there is a bit suspicious actually ' and broke it and it was all very emotional oh just read the fucking log it's down a bit further)
How is he a psionic, you ask? Genetic experimentation!! WHEEEE
So technically Deirik is his ancestor because I couldn't come up with a better way to imitate their relationship in canon but eh fuck canon these two are So Pale For Each Other. No murder attempts here :) besides the one time :))))) (brainwashing induced to be clear (Halwyr stopped himself bc The Power of Moirallegiance <><><><>))
n e ways
yeah I will now dump some more of The Content
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smol. Absolute bby of a man
he gets v tall eventually bc i am trans and if i can't tower over everyone and everything then By Gog He Will
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okay I maaayyyy go back and edit this post later once I edit the logs to polish them a bit (*shakes my fist* pesterchum online my nemesis)
But I don't feel like doing that rn
Anyways Deirik is played by the wonderful and amazing @whydontwebegin and Halwyr is. Played by me😔
yeah ok more art now
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deirik fr <<<<3333
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^this one looks shitty but u know what? who gives a fuck i just needed to figure out what his eyes looked like at the time
ALSO ALSO ALSO THE FACT THAT A) TROLLS HAVE CAT BEHAVIOURS INCLUDING BUT NOT LIMITED TO PURRING!!!! AND B) I DON'T REMEMBER I FUCKING FORGOR!!!! wait maybe i was about to talk about the bone stealing thing yeah Halwyr ripped out someone's bones telekinetically once bc they had Hurt His Moirail (Big Mistake) it was sooooo funny im not sure that was it but ohwell
I also might've been about to mention that Halwyr gets called little over *cough* pesterchum *cough* trollian a lot even tho he's like. 6'5 6'4 but he gives the fuck up on complaining eventually
there's SO much more lore than this really this is mostly just me gushing over Halwyr and the moriails generally 2 start with
I also may have maybe been about to mention smth else uhhhh
This AU also has several appearances from @whydontwebegin's Eldritch Hal!!!! *Gestures neurodivergently to their blog* Go!!! check out their Decay AU!!! Fuckin do it!!!!!! right now!!! i wasn't kidding I love eldritch hal sm so go fuckin absorb and interact with The Content!!!!!!!!!!! do iiiiiiitttttttttttt 3:<
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