#she would smile and laugh so much

[starflungwaddledee]

I'm just sayin', Starstruck and Kirby would be adorable. But also Starstruck and Meta-Knight might be the funniest thing you could possibly do. :)

hear me out: peter pan (2003) window scene

been staunchly avoiding typing too much on most of these but i have some thoughts about this one!

you know... i had actually never even considered kirby for the shipaganza. mostly because i think of him as holding such a strong and unique position in the hearts of everyone who knows him, in a way that is devout but also seems fairly romance-free. and i'm actually very interested in the complex relationships that he has with his friends! but i wonder if not considering him was maybe a disservice, because if anyone has an abundance of the capacity for love, it's him, right?

i think that kirby could eventually occupy a similar heart-space for starstruck as bandee, though it would take longer. i strongly suspect that bandee's love of kirby would rub off on her, if nothing else.

i'm not sure either of them... really understand the premise of romance or dating, so it might not be a typical sort of thing. but i think they could giggle and laugh together and shoot each other slightly smitten looks when the other one isn't paying attention, and be very invested in each others happiness.

he adds a pass by her window to his early morning flight, on the off chance she might be up to join him. she's always thinking of him when he's off saving the world, and distinguishes his star from all the others in the sky with ease. the irresistible allure of adventure vs someone who has never seen any of the wonders of your planet before. someone who finds as much unrestrained joy and delight in the mundane as you do. eating paper cups you find on the ground.

you know i could see it.

#my art #kirby #starstruck dee #🎀💖 #you know the scene where she's hesitating in the window and the music starts and he shoots her The Most infectious smile of all time #that one!!! #does anyone remember this movie? #i think if kirby showed up in the window offering a whimsical adventure and a charming smile nobody would think twice. #when i made this comparison i could NOT stop thinking about it. peter and wendy are a little too romo coded for my tastes in general #but there's a beautiful feeling of choosing freedom and delight in that scene. and i think kirby COULD be a little cheeky!! #the part where he blows the fairy dust all over her? you know i considered it. considered drawing the whole thing. barely resisted. #is this one canon to her? yes. i think so but not romantically. and this visit might be a special circumstance. #he's a busy little guy; he doesn't take her as often as he might like. certainly not as much as SHE would like. but i think... yes. #at least once. as a treat. #you know what i think could also be cute? kirby/bandee/starstruck triad. drop a braincell haver (bandee) in there. #three circles who are absolutely insane about each other in a surprisingly similar way. i think it could work? yes? no? thoughts? #<- prompt it if you wanna see it i guess! #also... starstruck and meta knight..... we'll come back to that! we'll circle right around. boy howdy will we circle back to *that*. #*laughs nervously*

[katierosefun]

no because this messed me up a little bit

#caroline watches kdrama #the glory #still thinking about this scene. wanting to lie down on the floor now #'those moments when you're allowed to like someone' JESUS CHRIST #thinking so much about how dong eun tries really hard not to smile or laugh at anything #because smiling or laughing at something would mean she'd get distracted from her main goal #and the way that she's laughing and smiling in this scene #but even then it's a little touched by something very resentful and sad #GOD.

[123pixieaod]

Inspired by this godly post which unlocked a part of my brain I didn't know existed, and solidly gave me complete and utterly brainrot until I wrote something

A thousand thanks to Lily for her wonderful help :))

"Does Kelly not mind you spending all your time with me?" Daniel asks, because she's Daniel and once she's thought something she can't keep her fucking mouth shut, even if she knows it's trouble.

Max looks up, pausing his set of weights, and blinks at her. Daniel feels her cheeks warm. One day, that mouth of yours will run you straight into trouble, young lady, her mum used to tell her, voice firm. Good girls know when to keep quiet. Daniel used to just laugh at the warning. Her laugh is loud and the opposite of quiet, but she used to know that everyone always loved her laugh.

"No," Max says after a beat and then continues lifting. Daniel hates the way her gaze tracks over him, lingering on the movement of his muscles, the ease with which he lifts the weight. Tawny hair brushed out of his eyes, cheeks dusted warm from the exertion. "Of course not."

"Why of course not?" Daniel asks. She wants to sew her mouth shut. This time, Max didn't look over as he answers.

"Kelly's very secure, she's not like other girls. And besides, she knows you."

It's strange. When Daniel was seven and Michelle eleven, they'd gone rock pool fishing. Michelle had been crouched over a shallow pool of water, her finger delicately brushing the tentacles of the anemone. Daniel had been scaling the rocks, wanting steeper, taller, more.

She'd found the shark first, nestled high at between the rocks, and for a beat she hadn't known what she was looking at. Just details, but nothing collective. Rotting smell. Shrivelled holes where eyes should be. Scales of silver lightning. Rubbery fish picked clean. The flash of bone, pearl white.

Then she realised what she was staring at, and screamed. Her father held her while her mother scolded her. I told you not to go climbing! It's too dangerous, Daniel. Why can't you just be good like your sister and stay by the shallow pools?

And then, later, ice cream. Her dad, beside her, explaining the horror away.

It's just nature, Dani. The waves wash them up, and they get stuck there. They can't get back to the sea, and then the sun dries them out.

They drown on air, Michelle helpfully pointed out, her feet kicking happily as she licked her 99. Daniel just just nodded, ice cream untouched. Every time she closed her eyes, she saw the sunken holes, the rotting flesh.

She hasn't thought about that moment for years, but suddenly it washes back over her. She feels simultaneously both. The child, staring at the carcass, frozen in shock. The shark, burning up in the sun, chocking on air.

"What does that mean?" She asks, and somehow her voice is normal, is fine. She's fine. She's not a girl or a shark. She's stupid and a fool and a gawky, ugly idiot, but she's fine.

Max manages to shrug, even with the 50kg weights. "You know. Just that Kelly knows you. She knows what you're like. And she knows me too, of course."

Daniel swallows. She nods. She hates everything about herself.

"That's sexist," she forces herself to say lightly because if the silence stretches anymore, Max might notice and set his weights down and look at her, and Daniel can't bear that. She doesn't want his eyes on her, taking in every blemish and imperfection. The boyish, ratty clothes she works out in and her curls gone frizzy with sweat and her inked skin, so different to Max and Kelly's pale, perfect complexions.

"What's sexist?"

"Saying she's not like other girls," Daniel tells him, setting down the weights she been doing. Instead, she goes to grab the skipping rope, just for something to do.

Max laughs. Daniel's glad she's turned away. Her cheeks are burning again.

"It's the truth. You, of course, Daniel, are not like other girls either." He says it lightly and ends with a chuckle, as if it's all just a joke. Daniel drags a sweaty hand over her cheeks. Burning, burning, burning.

Apparently, in Max's mind, she and Kelly are the same; both not like other girls. Kelly, with her faultless makeup and wonderful daughter and classy dresses and perfect feminity. One end of the scale. Daniel, the other. Barely even considered "a girl." Always one of the boys, only woman in f1 for a reason.

"Thanks," Daniel says. She wants to make it sound humorous, like she's in on the joke too. Instead, it's too cold; muttered as if she actually gave two shits about the conversation anyway. She has an F1 season to prepare for, she's too busy to care about stupid shit like this.

There's a beat of silence as Daniel stretches out the rope, feeling the plastic flex and give. Then, Max exhaling, the gentle bump of his weights against the floor, the workout bench shifting as his centre of gravity changes. Daniel keeps her back to him, ignoring it all.

"I did not mean it as insult," Max finally says, stubborn. Daniel forces a laugh, turning to give him a smile, all teeth.

"Of course not Maxy. I get that." Voice light and blithe. One of the boys.

She thinks he'll drop it, but instead, his frown only grows. Pinched brows, thin lips, cheeks growing blotchy. Blue eyes regard her, intense and unyielding. She burns from the inside out.

"I've upset you," he says, in that blunt, genuine way only he can do. Daniel barks out another laugh.

"Don't be stupid. You're not important enough to ever be able to get under my skin." She gives him another smile with only teeth. She feels insane. Her mother tells her good girls stay quiet.

"I'm sorry," he tries again, growing frustrated now, "I did not mean -"

"I told you, you didn't upset me," she drops the skipping rope without actually using it. "Anyway, I'm bored. Wanna get lunch now? Or are you still trying to pump those muscle with more testosterone?"

Max gives her one last, searching look before standing. They're almost the same height. She wants to shrink to nothing.

"That is not how testosterone works, Daniel," he says with the air of an overworked teacher. He looks at her with a smile, uncertain but genuine. She laughs, allowing him to move the conversation on.

She walks out of the gym first but holds the door for him. He grins, relieved. His fingers skim hers as he takes it and she lets go. A chill runs through her. Cold like scales, cold like ice cream untouched.

Follow up here!

#whole lot of internalised misogyny to unpack here #in my head Daniel is looking like Tash Sultana in the music video for “Jungle” #Max just meaning :))) Kelly knows you and she knows me :))) and she knows we are both two good people who would not cheat :))) #while Daniel just going into an existential crisis of #:((( Kelly knows Max and I :((( and I am zero threat to her because I must be utterly undesirable :((( and not Max's type at all :((( #maxiel #girl!Daniel #for the first time ever lol #my fic #ending involves the tension between them growing and growing #and Kelly watches them share a podium and sees the way Max wraps his arm around Daniel's shoulder and hugs her tightly #and the way Daniel laughs so happily and loudly everyone can hear her #and suddenly Kelly realises she had been wrong and Daniel was a threat #and basically gives Max an ultimate to choose one of them and stop all contact with the other #somehow Daniel finds out and just locks herself away from the world during summer break because it's not even a question who max will pick #and their story ends with Max knocking on her door with looking annoyed with a bunch of drooping flowers #and before Daniel can even say anything he's stepping into her apartment and getting a vase from her cupboard #while complaining about how he ordered the flowers that morning but the florist fucked up his order and of course the flourists in the #Netherlands are much better and soon he will take Daniel there and pick proper flowers like tulips for her #she stares at him in pure disbelief and then starts to laugh. and Max looks over and laughs too and they're still smiling when they kiss #:))))) #apologies but I'm a sucker for a soppy cliched ending lol

[youngpettyqueen]

there is something very sad about Peg just wanting to tell BJ about her day to day life, the mundane things in the house that need to be fixed and the funny things that happen to her, all things he would've enjoyed hearing about or would've handled with her if he'd been there, and having absolutely no idea what effect these letters actually have on him

#mash #peg hunnicutt #bj hunnicutt #hi I need to be in my feelings about the Hunnicutts #because I keep seeing posts about Peg's letters acting like she's deliberately setting him off somehow and they annoy me #she is literally just describing her day to day life she is filling pages with mundane chores and tasks and encounters #telling him every little thing that happens that made her laugh #because she loves him and misses him #and she wants him to know everything that's happening while he's away #she has absolutely no idea that BJ loses his goddamn mind over some of these #how would she know how he gets over the gutters? the kitchen flooding? #those are day to day things that just happen #all she's doing is rambling on in letters because she has to tell him every little thing every day because she loves him #she's writing these things thinking he'll just smile maybe have a laugh #because thats what he would've done when he was home with her #and thats why its so sad #she doesn't know these things dont make him smile #she doesnt know how much he's changing #she doesnt know how much he's already changed

[the-eclectic-wonderer]

@\hecatesbroom (not tagging so I don't annoy you lmao) has been teaching me how to make gifs, and I'm happy to report I've been using this power for the greater good (to make gifs of beautiful women)

Bonus under the cut:

Three little Elizabeths because I couldn't resist her charm 💙

#these are not very well made lmao but i dont really care all that much. im having a great time #actually ngl im having the time of my life #nothing better than staring at beautiful women for hours <3 #im noticing now i've only picked gifs in which Dorothy is not smiling. criminal on my part #but in my defence i've been captivated by her hands #that gif where she crosses her arms... i would like her to... #no... i shan't say... #rose is *so pretty*. so pretty!! good heavens!! #(as is elizabeth lmao betty white really was that girl) #literally incredible how she manages to make confusion look so beautiful she's magnificent #and blanche. oh god. where do i even start. #her smile is. agh. how do i even tell you all i am literally in love with her #look at her in the top left and tell me you're not DESTROYED like #she makes an inappropriate joke. waits to see rose's reaction. and then brightens up in the cutest laugh in the world #i would literally unironically do anything for her #(to say nothing of bottom center. ooohhh that nightgown. the poise. i am but a wee lesbian and she's everything) #ok im done rambling in the tags. thank you alys for giving me this power i shall not misuse it #the golden girls

[hella1975]

sometimes i think about the fact my grandparents literally overnight just cut us off and im like. how did u even do that. does it torment you

#eeaao's 'how did you let me go so easily' moment. like i dont let myself even THINK about this too often #bc i immediately beat myself back with the 'if it's hard for you then imagine how hard it is for mum. her PARENTS cut her off' #but like. idk. my nan i couldn't give less of a shit about which is something i always find so interesting #bc even as a child with NO basis for it or any understanding of her behaviour both past and present i still wasn't Comfortable around her #like children are smart actually. i just Knew her vibes were off and i Knew my mum was weird when she was around #like i truly dont think i ever loved my nan even when she was a very frequent part of my life #but my grandad? i ADORED him. id see him multiple times a week and he's the kindest man ive ever met #and hannah what i told you about my mum saying certain people have magnetic auras THAT WAS ABOUT HIM #like i cant actually put into words what it was about him but people just wanted to know him and spend time with him #but he was weak and let my nan walk all over him and when push came to shove he chose her and now ive not spoken to him in 3 years #& i KNOW he loved me. he thought the world of me like it's a bitter unspoken thing between me & my sister that we KNOW i was his favourite #he used to buy me egg butties at agricultural shows when my mum said no and specifically ask for two eggs #he used to sit and eat his soup with me when he came over to do work at the house #he used to play with me. he used to smile all the time. i can so clearly hear the way he'd go ''iya [my name]' with his proper rural accent #or how he'd tell anyone who would listen 'she's tough as old boots that one' #and i could make him laugh like NO ONE else could and he'd light up and go 'give over' and he genuinely enjoyed my company #i KNOW HE DID. and i havent spoken to him in 3 years. he'll be dead soon #and i cant talk to my mum about it bc it's her DAD it is so much worse for her and i cant talk to my sister about it #bc she wasn't close with him like i was and she just shuts the conversation down and those are the only two people #who know my grandad and know what he meant to me so im just here like. he literally stopped speaking to me overnight #i stopped hearing from him i stopped meeting up with him im so so angry with him the love is still there i dont know where to put it now #why couldnt he stay. why did he pick her when she's a loveless void of inhumanity. why werent we enough #hella goes home #my grandparents on my dad's side are also not in the picture funnily enough but idgaf about them. she got that grandparentless swag

[bumblingbabooshka]

Workforce Tuvok is my cringefail babygirl

#why are you a Vulcan suffering from dysphoria syndrome?? So you can get held down by other men??? #I really want to know what 'humorous anecdotes' he had to share.....I love him so much #I love that without his Vulcan discipline he becomes even more clearly annoying <3<3 explaining a joke TO the guy who TOLD IT to him #+ laughing SUPER hard at someone else being 'humiliated' #Also Janeway looooves being romantically quirky in an old romance movie way and idk how else to describe it #Neelix: If I had a tarynian nickle for everytime I had to rehabilitate a friend who'd lost all their memories I'd have two nickles #which isn't a lot but- #st voyager memes #bea art tag #OH! Janeway seems like she's two seconds away from swinging herself around a lamp post in the rain with a dazzling smile on her face #Workforce Tuvok (and thus normal Tuvok) contains so many multitudes...he is SO friendly he is VERY annoying he is SCARED of needles #he is OFF putting and PUSHY and he is KIND <3 #He seems like if I made a mistake he'd VERY loudly laugh and point it out but also help me correct it while telling a story about himself #Literally a CRIME that Tuvok and Neelix didn't interact in this ep they would've become buds #another crime is that Tuvok does nothing in the second half of the episode v_v not even a little 'ribbon scene' at the end #Janeway: Thank you so much Chakotay and only Chakotay for helping get us all out of there <3 #Tuvok in the background: .......................................................................................... #the 'ribbon scene' would have been between him and Seven - she completed the research he started v_v

[ratmans-notebooks]

guys when they find a disorder that literally describes their enture life experience

#squeaking #last time i tpld a therapist about my #hyperspecific delusions nd magical beleifs #she was like wow ive LITERALLY never heard of that IN MY LIFE #youre SO crazy i cant even assign u one of the premade Crzay Disorders. psychotic disorder not otherwise specified for you! #but like. Erm. Schizotypal is right there #feeling presence of absent people ?check #magical beliefs/superstitions (such as that people can read my mind)? check #other magical thinking #such as that god is real & hates me and that im actually immortal? ccheck #also the flat affect #and the inappropriate emotional response (laughs + smiles when angry and its really fucking frustrating #-brcause it means people dont take me seriously) #i fucking hate eye contact so much #i hate pursuing close relationships #im literally so paranoid like i KNOW people dont care about me. i KNOW they would throw me under the bus at the slightest chance #but i stay silly #Lol! #szpd #schizospec

[tillbonesshow]

Hey everyone back on another episode of why the fuck is my mother like this?

#ok rant time #i was thinking about enjoying a movie since i haven't in a long time and she was sleeping #i turned off the lights and sat down to watch it but she woke up and got into the room asking why I'm in the dark multiple times in an- #-aggressive way and turned on the lights #she then started asking 'what are you hiding from me you would only be in the dark if you're hiding something' #she ruined the whole mood and my night and then fucked off to sleep again #i can't enjoy a movie or really anything anymore cause she's glued to my fucking hip #if i smile at my phone she asks what I'm doing if I'm texting with my phone she asks who I'm talking to if I'm laughing she asks what I'm- #-laughing about if I'm watching something she asks what I'm watching if i woke before here she asks what i did and what i ate before she- #-woke up #stop just fucking stop i don't want to see your stupid fucking face anymore shut up get away from me I'm a fucking adult leave me alone #I'd be happy with her being annoying if she wasn't a terrible fucking human but she is i fucking hate this so much just shut up shut up #i fucking hate this house so much i want to burn it down with me in it #why the hell do i have to live with her constantly annoying me venting to me taking out her anger on me but my siblings can have their own- #-lives outside of this #this isn't fucking fair i never fucking asked for this any of this why why the hell is it always me that has to suffer #why the fuck is it me that got bullied and hit by my eldest brother for years but then i got threatened to be kicked out of the house by my- #-mother i was a fucking child why the fuck do she always side with anyone else that isn't me then has the fucking nerve to demand i treat- #-her like a friend she will fucking never be my friend i won't forget what she did and what she does she will never be my fucking friend

[icharchivist]

I went on a stroll and was stopped in the street by a lady who informed me i should really visit a nearby chruch because there is like a miracle happening there and if you go there Jesus will enter inside of you and all, and i had to politely nod and smile as if i wasn't coming back to an askbox full of people discussing how to best take the demon Belial, and Avatar (Satan in Japanese) inside of you, wink wink

Like ma'am im sorry but im like a walking blasphemy are u sure

#fucking bonker #when she stopped me i thought she was going to ask for some help or something #and i didnt want to be rude so i just nodded and smiled #but then at some point it occured to me 'god why is it happening to me. icha 'belial fucker' archivist.' #and then i had to gather all my strength not to laugh aloud #the woman then said that i had a pure soul so of course jesus and god would be accepting me and it was them who put her on my path #and im just. pinching my lips. #while also listening to my mystery blorbo playlist right before and had still the music blaring in my earpods in my hands #and it was a song about how fun murder was. there's song about accepting demons inside of you in my playlist also. #and i was just oh god please. #im not a believer or anything i just wanted to be helpful ma'am i do too much blasphemy for this #did she see how my soul was tainted or something. #goodness. #i talk about killing god too much on here for this. #ichatalks

[kiokesu]

the cup of coffee i ask my father to make never tastes quite like the one he made for me when i couldn't walk from the pain

#does he do it because he loves me or does he do it because i asked? can it be both? can it be neither? #does the sigh he lets out when i tell him he makes it better than i do sound like irritation? #will i ever be able to tell without watching his face so carefully that he can feel me staring? #what happened to that brave little girl that he called his daughter? where did she go? #i killed her some ten years ago i think. when i couldnt handle being me anymore and even my closest friends thought i was too much. #i think she would cry if she knew who i was now. #or maybe she wouldnt. #maybe she would smile a little bit wrong like she always does and ask me if i still play minecraft (i do) #maybe she would laugh when i told her i wasnt a girl and say “me neither” with the confidence only she could have #maybe she would draw a dragon for me and add a little curl at the top of its head to represent mine. #maybe her hands would shake a little too much when i asked her if she knew how much her parents loved her. #i dont think she did back then. i dont think she knew. #it doesnt make it okay. what happened to her couldnt be excused or pardoned just by saying they loved her. #but maybe it would sting less if she knew it wasn't out of hate. #my father gets out of bed at 8 every morning to feed the dogs because i cant. #does he do it because he loves me? or because he has to? #my mother takes off of work to take me to my doctor's appointments. #does she do it because she loves me? or because she has to? #my sister chipped in on the cost of my birthday present. #did she do it because she loves me? or because she has to? #i thought i was so mature when i was 12 years old. now that i'm the age i lied and said i was when i was 12 i have never felt so small. #at age 10 i thought i wouldnt make it past 13. and now i dont know what to do with my life. #vanilla if you see this somehow. if you find this and you think “ah. theres my girl. hello caroline.” i hope you're in a good place in life #i hope your streaming career goes well. #i hope you graduated and that you got into whatever thing you wanted. #i hope you forgive yourself. because god knows i will never forgive you. #i was just a kid. why? why trinity? #i had to tell my therapist that he was the first one to ever know about the full extent of what you did to me. #i hope you can live with what you've done. i still can't. #i dont think ill ever forget what alex said about me.

[dawningfairytale]

currently fascinated with the concept of unrequited blackrose as per usual

#rtc #ride the cyclone #blackrose rtc #blackrose #also to be clear i am not villainising anyone who has unrequited feelings or is unable/unwilling to reciprocate unrequited feelings #i mostly think of it in a constance -> ocean way but ocean could have unrequited feelings for constance #i think either way the feelings-haver would feel so guilty. this is her friend and she’s corrupted it with stupid romantic desires #constance would bury it down deep. she knows ocean has no interest in relationships. she listens to all her words and remembers each one #and yeah ‘the truth sets you free’ but not if it traps the person you love #who is loving you back in every way they can #it’s so personal to me actually #if oceans having the feelings she tries to breeze past it. forget that thé thought ever came across her mind #but she cant. every look that constance gives. every smile that lets her personality shine through. every laugh that lights up her heart. #makes ocean think of holding her and kissing her and being her strongest defence from the cruel world. #but she can’t. #ocean has heard constance’s rants on the idea of settling down and how much romantic love is pushed #and she doesn’t disagree. far from it. that’s why she knows - for once - to shut up and let constance’s feelings dictate the duo’s actions #either way they stay friends. of course they do. and one never reveals the stupid crush she had on the other. because that would crush her #again! not villainising those who can’t/won’t reciprocate feelings. just looking at the guilt and confusion that comes from loving someon #e who can’t return it and what constance and ocean would do in such a situation #you’d think i’d be able to get over her more easily. wouldn’t you.

[vickyvicarious]

I wonder what kind of dreams Mina is having...

#dracula daily #i cant stop thinkinf about how much time she spends asleep #she's closer to dracula's influence except sunrise/sunset #is she dreaming of him? #is the sleeping part of becoming a vampire or some subconscious attempt to resist #what if she knows how to lucid dream. would that be a similar enough state to hypnotism in some way? #i imagine mina dreaming horrible wonderful things #she dreams of dracula's assault #of lucy's end #she holds jonathan's hand as she falls asleep and has a GOOD dream of the two of them together and happy and no dracula anymore #and then dream!mina is kissing him and his neck and then bites down and -drinks- and jonathan is still smiling and relaxed #she drinks so much that he's pale and trembling but he laughs and kisses her again and now there's blood on his mouth too #and she feels so GOOD so alive and strong and closer than ever with his lifeblood pumping through her veins and it's such a happy dream #until she wakes up. #(even then. horribly it takes a few minutes. jonathan sees her smile upon waking; answers it with his own. and it takes a while to realize) #or maybe sometimes mina doesn't think she dreamed at all and she is so grateful for a peacefuk sleep #nothing but darkness and the feeling of the train's movement lulling her #and it's fine it's good there's nothing at all and that's such a relief now #but then. come sunrise. when van helsing hypnotizes her. for just a brief moment in between entering the trance and surrending #all her own awareness and control - for just a single moment - the darkness feels so familiar. the movement not of a train but a ship #she doesn't have time to be certain. was she dreaming of dracula? was she *dracula* in what she thought were her few moments of peace? #there's no time to be sure before her mind surrenders under the wave of van helsing's intent. #before she subsumes herself and her Self becomes *him* again. she feels what he feels knows what he knows because they are one and the same #and when they separate it's a kind of mercy that she doesn't remember. but it means she forgets the maybe-dreams as well #mina murray

[scattered-winter]

Have you ever seen the Young Justice cartoon? It’s one of my favorite animated series of all time.

young justice was what got me into dc comics, actually! I've since kinda moved on to other hyperfixations but there was a time where this blog was fully dedicated to yj lmao <3 I have some (unfinished 💔) yj fics on my ao3 that haunt me daily

#i stopped watching around........season 3? or 4? i dont remember when #it was. after conner died and before nightwing faked his death i think. i dunno #and i dont remember Why i stopped watching tbh #iirc all the mental health stuff in that season was getting kinda boring for me ?? like every episode read like a pamphlet #id get from the therapist's office lmao and it was getting kinda old #BUT they were teasing jason todd in the league of assassins and ngl. im tempted to come back For Him..... #also for kaldur the literal actual genuine love of my life #kalroy KING of rarepairs and so very close to my heart...... #god. blast to the past i have an unfinished unposted kalroy single parent au that was literally Peak. #<- kal helping will w lian #god. god god god i should get back on that huh #also yeah im still upset at wally dying :[ #when will my boy return from the speedforce as a much more powerful metaphysical force of nature....... #also i miss dick's gremlin laugh. nightwing why dont u laugh anymore. u got nothing to smile about in ur life now ??? #and ARTEMIS UGHH #i would literally marry her on sight. aroaceness aside. she's theeeeeeeeeeee character of all time #she and wally were the BLUEPRINT. the PINNACLE. #(i like rivals to lovers ok.......sue me......) #anyway YES i love yj just seen it in a while. this was a huge nostalgia hit for me lmao ty #xpegasusuniverse #dc #young justice #<- i probably have lots of stuff in that tag still 👀

[rosielav]

Wishing desperately I could be normal about people I enjoy

#This goes for my blorbos my baby girls and for irl people #Someone asked me if I was in love w my best friend bc of the way I described her and how she made me felt #Bc most people can't separate platonic and romantic love I guess? Idk that's what they said #And then also like there is a streamer I find very attractive #One of the few people I find attractive in the way I find him #And it makes me yuck myself lmao #Every time I see a Pic of him I'm like wow so handsome what a great Pic what a great smile #But I never say these things bc first he doesn't thonk he's attractive like that so he doesn't really accept compliments #And secondly and more pertinent why can't I think normal things and not wow he's hot #I love his content and I watch every single stream #He genuinely makes me laugh so so so much #And yet the only thing I keep thinking is wow he's hot when I see a Pic of him #I have a Pic on my phone saved of him??? Bc he did a thing and it wasn't perfect but it was perfect for me #I ditn really wanna go into detail bc if I did everyone would know #Anyways I wish I could just be normal about things gaga

[autistic-speedbump]

goddammit

it happened again.

one of those dreams where you fall in love with someone, but then you wake up and it wasn't real but you still remember what it was like to love them.

#she had light brown skin and white hair and was deaf #she taught herself to talk by reading lips #she had two dads and one of them was also deaf #her birthday was coming up and she wanted to teach everyone signs for it #she made these little booklet for everyone that had instructions for signs and useful tips for the games she wanted us to play at her party #greek mythology rustled her jimmies for some reason and her reactions when it came up were always hilarious #she was a great listener even though she was deaf #she always made sure she was able to see my lips when I was talking and never interrupted me #she was kinda dumb but really nice #she was the kind of person who could laugh at herself when she goofed #i think she would do it on purpose to make me smile #i don't remember the last time anyone made me laugh as hard as she did #i miss her so much #i wish i could remember her name