#shh i'm speaking

[gochokeyourself]

masturbating isn't enough I have to hack someone to pieces with my dick inside them and then eat their corpse

#shh i'm speaking

[xitsensunmoon]

My brain can't handle the burden of public speaking so it's time to dissociate and daydream about blorbos all day long (I'm dying I'm dying I'm dyi-

#xit shh #i HATE public speaking #even if it's two sentences I'm gonna have a mental breakdown inside from anxiety #crying screaming throwing up

[beaft]

on a less miserable note, i'm watching "dungeons and dragons: honor among thieves" right now and it feels like soup and crusty bread in movie form

#i've never played a forgotten realms dnd campaign so my only point of reference is baldur's gate #they mention waterdeep and i'm like 'i know that place! my friend gale lives there :)' #i was kind of meh on it until it got to the “speak with dead” scene and then i was like oh ok this rules actually #be shh now

[atlasllm]

i once had an idea for a cyberpunk fullmetal alchemist-inspired version of the titanomachy and honestly the only fun idea i had is that cerberus is 3 puppies named sir, bear, and russ

#atlas speaks; #also something about cronus i'm reusing for my sexy moon prince oc in another story but shh

[storfulsten]

oooh my gloomybear corpse collab shirt arrived today aaand a new corpse song dropped fuck yeah today was a good day <3

#it's not even my birthday yet I feel so blessed heck yea #saying today as if it's not almost 6 in the morning the day after for me but still #I haven't slept yet since getting the shirt yesterday afternoon so still counts as same day shh it makes sense don't worry #anyhow #new music heck yesss #speaking of the song my fav part: the last few seconds #just listen to it and you'll know yessir #one of my fav sounds ever and uhhh ngl the simp is strong atm and I apologize #he just has a really nice laugh though simp or no it's an undeniable fact ok you're lying if you disagree tbh #but realtalk the whole song is good af and will be on repeat for the rest of the week at least #~if pain is beauty I'm a pretty bitchhh~ #that line just tickles my brain for some reason I love it ha #anyways enough rambling #will try to motivate myself to draw something soon hopefully fingers crossed #something bombeep related hopefully or maybe more corpse who knows we'll see I guess ha #stream 'CODE MISTAKE' on spotify bc dope af music and also the giggle bc ye serotonin #and or click the youtube link heck yea music #anyways laters bye

[gideonisms]

social interaction went Well and that's like somehow the same amount of stress as if it had gone badly? give me a break please I am trying

#like?? #hello?? #get excited about similar interests & that also feels like failing the interaction? even tho the evidence indicates i did not? #sometimes i feel like every time i speak the god hypothetical who lives in my brain goes haha you failed!! #like i'm a video game character who keeps tripping over things and dying for no reason #hm. every day i come on here and reveal weirder and weirder neuroses #when will she try therapy again is what everyone in my life is no doubt wondering #and the answer is when i find a type that doesn't reinforce the institutions that make me need therapy #unrelated this guy on the bench across from me has the butchest sweater i've ever seen someone who presumably isn't a butch wearing #and i need one exactly like it #i say that today while wearing a pretty blouse locket pearl earrings nail polish. all of which *would* match with that butch sweater shh

[unproduciblesmackdown]

another specific scenario nice & simple like winston "isn't allowed to have a 'correct' cishet(tm) gender n sexuality anyways" "keeps immediately latching on to the nonbinariest people around him" billions goes yolo mode after going [just endlessly weather it at the sunk cost factory] firmly established itself as a shitshow and decides like i'm gonna hook up with a guy fr (has not already happened, in this specific scenario) and then does so, congrats to him. however, with all the precedent in the world, it's like here's your big anxiety about any autodidactic sex ed beforehand. here's your big anxiety about just general surveillance & malicious handling of it afterwards. no way anyone could have completely founded hangups about everything even further just indefinitely now. bonus points though he still goes to math meetup has real math friends over there who have Really provided the [yeah it's not actually a popularity contest here] arena & he's known them for years & let's say has at least One amicable person who talks with him out of it, maybe even two. congrats to him canonly for getting out of there, sure hurt him as much as they possibly could on his way out though, was legitimately the goal

#and no way could winston already have founded hangups abt anything to just be added to here. we would just Know if he did #(unserious remark there....) #speaking of ''it's basically like bitter exes clashing except they didn't even get to have the actual relationship(tm)'' #winston gets to anytime; all the time; be on edge abt ''what if someone was intently stalking me re: what i'm doing or what info i'm #potentially leaving'' like that is what happened & not like anyone would clarify here's what we did; here's what we're now Not doing #or like that would feel (or in this case: be) trustworthy anyways #billions is all but certainly going ''oh he's fine lol. he has always just been fine lol.'' #with the logic that he's fine b/c if we don't think it matters how he's affected (& we don't!) then the Reality is: it doesn't matter #dehumanize your local autist: a billions story #winston billions #and all the discussion like ''wags' Kys Data on winston is like [buy pants] [mundane handy lookups]'' like uh okay #but it's like As Though winston just could Never have looked up things So Wrong for correct cishets like ''am i gay? quiz?'' lmao #or as though wags wouldn't throw that kind of thing at someone. do we assume everyone else there would suddenly Disapprove if he did #winston evidently cast as AnyNerd in the whole saga while wags is lovingly cradled in billions' arms shh you're so epic #with any viewers who also don't get / decline the memo we're supposed to understand winston is less of a person going like Uh. What #doesn't add up with anything but aren't we all just having a delightful time w/wags as always

[smol-tired-binch-blog]

It baffles me sometimes how Yakuza 0 is about the weight of taking a life and how death and killing is a big deal and then the rest of the series it's like lol no.

Female character? Kill her off with little fanfare and development. Helpful side character? Dies for the protag. Antagonist? Have them off themselves.

Characters whose deaths could've and probably should've carried more weight but we don't get enough focus or development on their character. Potential is often squandered. And yes, there is something hard hitting about losing a character before they truly had the chance to flourish, but when it keeps happening? We can't build on character bonds, that'd mean cutting down on substories!! What do you mean we've done this one before it's different now!!!

Not to mention when the franchise decides that completely fatal wounds Are Fine Actually They're Alive And Well All Along. And, y'know. The Heat Actions. Akiyama has kicked many men to death and you won't convince me otherwise.

Idk I like the franchise but I feel there's a bit of lack of tonal cohesion here and there. Notably.

#smol speaks #smol plays yakuza #you are free to disagree but i cannot take the idea the franchise treats death with weight seriously #every one so far has ended with an antagonist who's actually really interesting and could have so much more done with them only for them to #fuckin kill themselves whilst taking out the ACTUAL villain who is far less interesting and basically always just 'Bad Man In Suit' #just Dude Who Wants Power. which yeah in a franchise about yakuza makes sense but they're not interesting about it despite being the REAL #mastermind or w/e. and then Yakuza 4 switched things up by not even giving us an interesting secondary antagonist so very brave move there! #and of course wasting Yasuko's potential but that's fine I'm not bitter. and before you go 'but what about Sayama/Makoto' they get shipped #off to the States and Hana-chan got made skinny so shh. There's a greater pattern at play here and we can talk about the #writing for female characters another time. i'm just saying there gets to a point where death in the franchise doesn't shock me #it does often disappoint me though. if it's not Kiryu or Majima or Haruka or some other protag don't get too attached cause even if they #don't die you likely won't see them again. also they likely will die because fuck you actually. or rubber bullets. as a double fuck you

[catboykilljoy97]

Sometimes I feel guilty for not being more of an overachiever, like I could be doing something more useful to society but I'm just too "lazy". And, like. Yeah. Maybe I am. Maybe that's fine. There's 8 billion of us here on this damp cosmic marble, maybe the world can handle a few more slackers. I've never been ambitious and I never will be. I'm here in this world to sample from the rich buffet of life, my purpose is to participate in the wonder of existence. Life is a tee-ball game and I am still my five-year-old self picking dandelions in the outfield. There is yellow dust on the tip of my nose for the rest of the day. Which team won? Who's to say?

#cbkj speaks #shh i'm trying to hype myself up

[mentalmeles]

Currently trying to do Good Things(tm) for people and Astarion just keeps getting mad about it and I really wish there was a way to tell that twink to SHUT UP

#baldur's gate #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate playthrough #the only reason I have him in my party is for his dope rogue shit #that and he's kinda funny sometimes #other than that I want him to SHH #i'm DOING THINGS #the star child speaks

[altruistic-meme]

i love subconsciously doing things in my writing it’s so fun :)

#im only sorta beng sarcastic skhgskhfd #in this case it was just me realizing 'hey laurent has been calling him the prince a lot and i had been usng the akielon earlier' #and then i realized it was bc laurent was moved to an akielon camp so like. everyone around him is 'the akielon' which means #in order to differentiate that he means damen then his title would be the easiest way to do that #i didn't realize i did that until it hit me sdljfslhf #anyway he should start using damen's name soon i'm about to that scene #:) #tho likely when speaking to him he'll still use his honorific #and bc i have THOUGHTS about akielon's and their small names he'll also be calling him by his full name #:D #i have THOUGHTS and FEELINGS ok #anyway #it's soooo late and im soooo tired but i think im gonna try and hold out one more hour #i'll go to sleep at 4am #just to try and build back my schedule #i have until monday to get it fixed #on monday night i have work and i won't have a choice but to stay up all night :'))) #ANYWAYS #shh ac #wip: laurent stabs damen

[angelwonie]

ITS COMING I PROMISE

#— lia speaks !! #layout isnt finished shh #ALSO ITS NOT GNA BE 7.5K THAT WAS THE PLAN BUT I'M FEELING CLOSER TO 10K LMAOOO

[neverbesokind]

What are your top 3 references/parallels to past eras on The Eras Tour? 💖✨️

For me it's gotta be the Speak Now dress 🥺💜

But I also LOVE the debut vibes of the surprise song outfit/guitar/piano and the folklore cabin... with smoke in the chimney and everything

#I'm a Speak Now girlie first and forever #shh gilly #ty for the fun ask!!! #a-mercurialhigh

[atlasllm]

i used to feel like entre and swag were gonna be #final girl of truffula flu: camp entre

#i dont remember 100% of my reasoning but #one + rocky are confirmed deaths (technically swag too i think but shh) #i dont think ted would last long (recently remembered rocky said 'if i'm around i wont let you die') #72 goes through withdrawal which idk if Fatal but i think he wouldn't be in the right headspace to last as long #idk about bean and audrey but they never felt like long lasting survivors either #i honestly forget who else is in the camp #but like #i always felt if it did continue swag and entre were gonna be the final girls #(do zombie medias have final girls??) #because i love the dynamic of two people left at the end of the world knowing that it's 100% one of their faults #atlas speaks; #truffula flu; #oncie;

[leejeann]

My brain has been stuck in that “I have an appointment in 6 hours so I can’t do anything else until then” mode off and on all day except the “appointment” is literally just Young Royals season 2 and it doesn’t even come out until like 2am help

#like mondays are my day off #so aside from schoolwork there wasn't any productive thing I HAD to do today #(and i didn't do any schoolwork either but shh) #so I spent half the day fighting the urge to just do nothing while I waited lol #i don't have to go to work until 2pm tomorrow #so you BET i'm staying up to watch at least the first couple episodes #or to binge all of it at once while sacrificing part of a full night's sleep #depends on my self-control at the time #and my fear of opening twitter tomorrow at work #and being spoiled by one of those ''You might like'' tweets #lee speaks #young royals

[sapphicshav]

aaaaaaaand i almost forgot about my valentine's day event 👍🏾

#🦋 — ꒰ shh...let me speak! ꒱ #creating as we speak #i'm think some good ol' appearance matchups #a sfw alphabet prompt #and some moodboards :D