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⟢ ∘ 。 gif psd. ⦂ june 2023
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hey cuties , this psd is designed for gifs but i'm sure it works just as nicely on static images . u may have to edit some values depending on skin color and / or lighting . u are free to use this psd however u see fit but do not claim as ur own . please give this cute lil post a like and a reblog if u wanna show me some love or if u plan on using !
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models used on preview : juliana nalu ( black , brazilian ) , kara del toro ( white ) , sofia jamora ( pacific islander )
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"Push."
Today was the day! It was finally here! The day Kimberlina had been looking forward to since accepting the fact this was actually happening and she was going to be a mother.
"Push."
"I can't... I'm so tired."
"Yes you can just one more big push and you can rest."
After today she could finally start shopping and preparing for the little one. Today was gender reveal day. The day she had been waiting five months for. Kimberlina was far too impatient to wait until the birth of her unborn child to know the gender. All the moodiness, nonstop morning sickness and unbearable cravings would be worth it. Finding out the sex of the baby meant she could finally start shopping and decorating the nursery. There was something about infant size clothing that made her hard shell melt, it was fashion in tiny size and her child would definitely be the most well dressed.
However today everything would not go as planned. Today was not an exciting day, today was the absolute scariest day of her life. A type of fear Kimber did not know was possible to feel. It was the kind of fear only a mother could ever know. Truth was she never lacked the motherly nature, she had it all along. It had just lied dormant because nothing activated it until the moment Dr. Porlanda informed her that her baby's heart was failing. A 3D ultrasound would show that baby kenzo had a heart valve that did not work properly. The strain was causing her unborn child to slowly go into cardiac arrest. He or she was dying. It was made clear that Kimberlina could choose to carry the baby to term but the heart will give out before then. The second option? Dr. Porlanda could break her water to cause her body to go into premature labor, the baby would be only be a little more over a pound and live in the NICU for the next four to five months with essentially a battery pack keeping his or her heart pumping.
She did everything right, she let go of selfish addictions and habits, that was not easy cold turkey but she did it. So she never imagined that today would turn into her lying in a hospital bed in labor. Her body felt every contraction to the fullest. Due to the heart being in failure she could not go under for a cesarean section. The baby's heart was too weak for two surgeries. The device that would be connected to the baby's heart will require surgery. There were so many factors and specific details without any guarantee of baby kenzo's survival. It was a lot to take in with very short time to make a decision. In another words Kimberlina did what any mother would do in her situation and pick the option that at least gave her child a chance. Labor was labor even with a premie when the labor had to be natural.
That final push, the last hoorah should be the most joyous moment for expecting parents but not for these two. The last push and arrival of baby kenzo was followed by silence. No cries of a baby entering the world just the doctors and nurses scrambling around the room. Was it normal? Maybe? She had absolutely no idea this was not a normal full term birth. She surely was not tired anymore. Kimber's eyes immediately locked on Lorenzo who was watching in the same horror of worry that she had been. She squeezed his hand and for a moment she found comfort in his eyes when be looked down at her. A second of comfort that gave her a hope that would quickly fade away with three words.
"Start chest compressions."
Her heart sank hearing that flatline across the monitor. It was the most horrific sound she could have ever experienced. What only last for a couple of seconds felt like hours. A faint heart beat returned and the incubator was rushed out of the room for surgery with the entire medical team in her room except for Dr. Porlanda. A million questions swarmed in her head but she just laid there in a silent daze still gripping Lorenzo's hand who had no issue finding his voice. Could anyone blame him? His loud tone was purely fear and the bantering questions was a concerned parent hoping for an answer for everything is going to be alright. But in their case neither of them were not going to hear that from Dr. Porlanda or any other doctor. Everything is going to be alright is a promise that no doctor could currently make to the two.
"Listen I know you are both worried but your son is in the best hands for this procedure and right now we need..."
"Son? It's a boy?" A smile had found it's way to those pouted lips of hers. "It's a boy!" Her hand released from Lorenzo's to touch her stomach. For a moment she had almost forgot be was not in there anymore.
Dr. Porlanda rested her hand on the side of Kimberlina's arm, "I'm gonna have a nurse come in and switch out these IV bags. It's time to take care of you right now. I'll get some meds ordered and I promise to let you know as soon as I hear anything."
Little did they know an update would come before the doctor even made it out the door of the room. Kimberlina might have been wrong, the worst sound she had ever heard in her life was the sound of Dr. Porlanda's phone ringing. His heart stopped all together before the procedure could even begin. And though Kimber knew this was a possibility none of that medical jargon could have prepared her for the amount pain that came with such loss. Her silence broke with cries of despair, the ache she felt in her chest made it impossible to breathe. It all felt surreal, she did not want to believe that any of this was real. It couldn't be. She did everything right. Nothing made sense. This should not have happened. She took her vitamins, avoided unsafe food and didn't use. But still this happened... There was no comfort to ease a pain like this one. The tighter Lorenzo squeezed her the more she wept, the more the loss of their son hurt.
Today was not the day.
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