#staycation is a go 🤪

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Hotel lighting amirite 😌

Also, being able to walk to/from my home gym while living in the area for two days (and not just walking over from work) >>>>>

#ore no kao #staycation is a go 🤪 #also this very cute guy and i noticed each other as i walked to the locker room and he was leaving #gave me a cute smile and he had these nice blue eyes and he was looking back at me from the stairs as i rounded into the lockers #and he was a redhead 😩 #hopefully i'll see him if i go back on Saturday after checking out of my hotel lol #anyway #[also ngl a bit tempted to grindr a guy over while i'm here 😅 except not tonight since it's 2am and i want to do stuff tmrw lol] #[so shy about it though lol it's been so long] #[guess we'll see 😅] #bye #gay

[jamesheartupdates]

Surgery postponed again (just a day after my last post 🤪)

We just got the call from the surgery team's nurse practitioner that two babies were born who need heart surgery, so our surgery won't be happening this week. "Maybe next week," she said.

I don't think I need to even say it, but this is incredibly difficult. So much stress before the main event even happens and our lives are on hold.

We've had and will continue to get help from the grandparents as we continue to wait and pretend like this is all normal with our kids. (We've told them we're having another "staycation" like we did in the fall, for "fun"). In my last post, I mentioned we were going to tell James soon. Fortunately, we haven't yet. He is a sensitive and inquisitive kid. He'll have a lot of questions.

It's not lost on us that our delay means someone else's crisis (whether it's a newborn needing heart surgery, a child needing a heart transplant, a child dying to supply that heart). Life is hard, let's remember to be kind to one another.

The surgery team has a meeting every Wednesday, so they will discuss our case in a couple days, and we will maybe have a little more information after that.

We also decided to postpone our pre-op appointment tomorrow. On the one hand they said we could still do it since they prioritize cases that have already done pre-op. On the other, there's a risk we would have to do pre-op twice. We don't want to make James go through pre-op twice.

That's all for now.

❤️ Nina & fam

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#charlotteToh is thirty two monthsary young today! ❤️⁣ ⁣ Today is also the first time the three of us headed over to USS! ☺️ Also, it’s the first time both of us go on a 1hour mother-daughter date (Post picture later) before the impromptu USS Trip. 🤪 This girl has really started to talk so much. She really can express herself quite well now. You will be amazed how much she can talk. 🙂 She had her first staycation with 外公外婆 too. 😁 She had her seventh haircut 💇🏻‍♀️ last week too. My sweetheart, please continue to grow up healthy and PapaToh & MamaToh love you always. 😘 https://www.instagram.com/p/Che6EAcvKda/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#charlottetoh

[vermosu]

If anyone asks what I'm doing now..........

I'm still learning with enthusiasm both on/offline, practicing ice hockey twice a week, busy playing with friends, wrestling with my cats, cooking for dinner, also go to therapy to relieve my depression. I'm doing great.

Let's quick updates

I'm getting taller. If last year I was the shortest kid in the class now I'm almost on par with them.

I dyed my hair darker rofl. No special reason I just want to look fresh. I did it on my birthday, on my bedroom with Jihye imo. Not only my friends, Ibu and Samchon were screaming hysterically and said it suited me perfectly 🧒🏻

I've dared to take the train out of town by myself. Of course Ibu dropped me off to get checked in and Samchon/Samchon Appa picked me up at Busan station. It was an interesting experience for me because I met new people sitting next to my chair, they were all very kind.

At my new age I learned to be more sincere to let go of things that I can't control. My psychiatrist said that instead of being sad alone, I better focus on what I can do now, just be present. Not yet Because they don't necessarily want to know what's going on yourself.

I have a new cousin his name is Wasa! Congratulations to Paman Bagus and Nari Imo. I have a Taurus bff now! I'm glad that Niyang and Kakiyang will be staying here while Nari Imo is on maternity leave 🕺🏻

Apart from Eid which coincides with my birthday, this month we are very happy because we are going on vacation. Ibu with 93-94 line, Samchon with 88-89 line also with his dance crew. Me? Staycation at Busan with Mapo gang 🤪 This is my second time going on vacation without parents, the first one was last winter with my ice hockey team.

This month was my very first interview for a small job. I was so excited then makes me couldn't sleep for 2 nights and on the D day my body dropped and went to the clinic in the morning. just eat, sleep, take medicine and repeat hoping that in the afternoon I'm feeling better but it's said no hahahaha. However the interview went goodl, what I learned in the morning was predictable. Ya you know, I'm a fast learner - it doesn't take me long to proceed what I'm learning even though i'm not feeling well - but it takes me 2 days to prepared my mental. Sick.

I managed to play the saxophone after learning auto for 2-3 months. The saxophone belongs to Samchon Appa, still in good condition but rarely played. Mom always gave up on playing wind instruments but I did it this time! Achievements unlocked!

We as a family are not fans of romantic dramas until the scene of Park Jungil and Koo Ryeon in Tomorrow made us scream loudly. Not infrequently we parody it irl. AAAAAAAAAAA its so strange, isn't it? How could we change just because of those ancient romance scenes 😬 But that still doesn't apply to other dramas. We just love Park Jungil's Koo Ryeon couple!

Unlike Ibu it turns out that I like Eid cakes, especially kue putri salju. We made it once it tasted worst even scorched and looked like a lunar eclipse 🌚

I used to close myself when my depression symptoms started to show but now I dare to open up and my friends always support me and accompany me anytime. THANKS A LOT Samchon for changing me better. Thanks Ibu for introducing me to Samchon. Thanks Mr. Woo for not give up when I often ask for a break or not even notify at all. Jihyuk hyeong, Donggu hyeong, Sejeong, Inha Noona - Mapo gang, thanks for being here 🖤 I may feel tired but those around me are definitely more exhausted, I really appreciate you guys. You all are more than enough for me.

끝 for now.

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And how are you pals?

🙂

Untuk yang sedang berbahagia selamat ya you deserved that.

Untuk yang sedang sedih nangis aja di kamar just release your emotion, write journal, drink more and sleep. You're not alone, I'm by your side.

#mosurecovery

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Pantone 188 color match.

Helicopter seeds pod of Drummond red maple tree #acerrubrumdrummondii

They’re also called Samaras.

This week was Spring break for my kids. We didn’t travel anywhere and decided to just do staycation 😊 My husband & I took a day off on Monday to go to the Houston Zoo with our kids. Or at least that was the plan. The zoo was “like a zoo”! 🤪 The line was so long because all the school districts in the greater Houston are doing Spring Break on the same week this year 🤷🏻‍♀️ So we decided to just hang out at the nearby park, got some vegan gelato, and rented a pedal boat. It turned out to be so fun and relaxing! We had a gorgeous day with a cloudy sky and lots of cool breeze. On the walk back to our car, I saw this tree that was completely covered in what I thought were red leaves. Turned out they were red maple seeds! Never saw this type of tree in Houston before. I took some for this color match. It was a truly lovely day 🥰

#pantone #tiny pantone objects #tiny pms match #pantoneuniverse #cute #seeds #maple tree #houston