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#straight for the throat (it's accurate 😭)
yanlei-a · 10 months
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i think about this message every single day of my life
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hitomisuzuya · 2 months
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OK YAY, ASKS ARE OPEN
This is gonna sounds weird but uhhhh
Maybe Scara punishing a bratty reader who had been whiny, annoying and complaining abt everything the whole so Scara had enough and became extremely rough with her. Like, tied her hands and legs, blind folded her too so she wouldn't even able to tell what's happening
(I'm sorry if sounds weird, feel free to delete it if it's too weird 😭😭)
Scaramouche x fem!reader. Smut. Brat taming. Bondage. Blindfold. Degradation. Orgasm denial. Clit stimulation. Cunnilingus.
It absolutely doesn't sound weird. I love writing smut like this❤️
Scaramouche's hands ghosted over your skin, sending a visible shiver through your body that made him smirk. You looked so defenseless and delicate, your wrists bound above your hand to the headboard, your legs bound and spread apart for him. You only had sensation and anticipation of touch to go on.
You'd been such a brat all day.
Nothing appeased you, absolutely nothing. Every other thing out of your mouth was a whiny complaint. He'd had enough when you said you thought the sun was too bright and hot, so you asked for his. Only to give it back to him a few minutes later, saying to felt too heavy.
He retracted his hand for a long moment, drawing out your anticipation before he casually circled his finger around and around one of your sensitive nipples. Your breath hitched in your throat, a tingling jolt of pleasure shooting straight to your throbbing clit.
A whine tore from your throat, your back arching when you felt a pinch on your nipple. "Whine, whine, whine. That's all you have done all day," He hissed, flicking your nipple, "You can whine in a way that's more useful to me, slut. Whine while you beg to cum."
He drug his finger agonizingly slow, enjoying the way you writhed on the bed, straining at your restraints. Your walls clenched around nothing, his touches feeling twice as magnified due to the sensory deprivation.
His hand traveled down your stomach, goosebumps trailing in their wake. He parted the folds of your dripping pussy, his cock throbbing at the thought of pushing you to your very limits. "Bratty sluts need to be put in their place," He gave your clit a wet smack, nearly making your mind shatter as your hips jerked off the bed.
You mewled as the tips of his fingers started an assault on your clit. The more he stroked and pinched the sensitive nub, the more it swelled and throbbed. "Please Scara," Your first words of begging tumbling out of your mouth in a shaky sigh.
He suddenly plunged two fingers inside of you, making you gasp as he hooked them accurately into your sweet spot. "Oh? You think you are in a position to feebly beg and get what you want?" He antagonized, scissoring your walls apart before barely nudging his fingers into your sweet spot again.
Your hips bucked up into his fingers, his eyes drinking in the way you squirmed from his edging. "Scara, please. Please, I can't take it," You pleaded, squeezing your eyes tight shut behind the blindfold.
"Complaining now, are we?" Scaramouche smacked your clit again. You gasped, the blissful sting making your legs shake as you got wetter from his rough treatment.
"N-No, I'm not," You moaned. You could practically feel his glare cutting right through you. You heard the sheets shift, his warm breath fanning on your clit.
He silenced any further, whiny pleas with his tongue prodding against your clit. He groaned, slowly swirling his tongue. He smirked as he flattened his tongue, licking long and slow lines up your cunt.
Every lick and lap made your body twitch, proceeding to edge you just mercilessly with his tongue. He had this incredible ability to build your orgasm up little by little. It was making you lose the ability to even think.
He latched his lips around your clit for just the right amount of him, sucking until your orgasm was right on the threshold of washing over you. It seemed like hours had passed, his laughs only sounding crueler each time he denied you.
"Another one?!" You cried out, your hips bucking, frenzied into his mouth. He so wanted to lift the blindfold and see the tears welling into your eyes. "Please, just let me cum! Please!"
"Please, please, please," Scaramouche mocked condescendingly, his fingers squeezing into your thighs to hold your legs apart as you struggled to close them around his head. "You think that's good enough, whore?"
You saw stars as the tip of his tongue prodded at your entrance. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I'll be a good girl, I promise!" You choked back a sob of pleasure, the ropes binding your wrists rubbing against your skin.
"Cry louder, slut. It's amusing," He vibrated a moan on your cunt, "You'll cum when I am satisfied."
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multi-fxndom446 · 7 months
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Alejandro Vargas x Reader
Summary: you are taken into custody after working with Valeria and Alejandro practically begs for you to give him a reason why.
Warnings: angst, talk about blackmail, fluff at the end, a lil spicy at the end by not to much. my absolute shit show of Spanish (my resident Spanish speaker took 6 hours to respond and I don’t trust google.) IS THIS MILITARY ACCURATE OR POLITICALLY ACCURATE? NO BUT LEMME LIVE.
Word count: 5.1k
Also the very end was completely unnecessary and you can skip it if you want but I feel like it add another little happy ending cushion😗
Whaaaat another one so soon??? Crazy.
Genuinely this seemed better in my head but hopefully y’all still like it.
Now where did this come from? Idfk don’t ask my I was gonna write for Gaz next 😭
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Your wrists hurt.
That was the only thing you tried to focus on as you stared blankly at the wall in front of you as if looking through the multiple men standing in the room with you, interrogating you.
They had your wrists zip tied together behind the chair. You couldn’t help but rub against the restraint from how tight they were, your skin becoming raw.
It made you wonder if they cuffed you tighter than was necessary. No, you knew they did. Maybe it was because it was Alejandro who restrained you and he let his anger for you bleed through slightly.
“You’re really not gonna talk?” Alejandro demanded, his hands splayed on the table separating the two of you. If you looked in his eyes you knew you’d see the anger he harbored for you but that’s not what you were scared of seeing, you were scared of seeing the confusion, the hurt that would also be there. “Why did you do it?”
He’d been asking you that for the last half hour and yet you still haven’t given him a reason for doing what you did. You didn’t give him a reason as to why you betrayed him and Rudy all those years ago. And why you did it again not even a week ago.
You were taken into custody with Valeria, who was in a separate room from you awaiting her own interrogation but for some reason they really wanted answers from you.
“Let's go. She won’t talk.” Ghost had finally said after a tense moment of Alejandro trying to get you to look him in the eyes but everytime he did it was like you were staring straight through him. “Maybe Valeria will talk.”
Maybe she would. Just to torment you further.
“C’mon Ale.” Rudy muttered softly patting him on the shoulder as he walked out of the room with everyone else.
Alejandro stared at you for a moment longer and in a split second of weakness your eyes flitted up to meet his. His breath caught in his throat but he forced himself to look away and follow the others out.
He was the last to enter the shipping container holding Valeria and after they got the information they needed from her some of the men left. Leaving him, Rudy and Price alone with her.
“Why did she do it?” Alejandro asked her but she tilted her head in mock confusion, legs crossed like she didn’t have a care in the world. “Don’t play stupid Valeria. She wouldn’t have done that on her own accord.”
Finally Valeria snapped, a humorless laugh leaving her lips. “And how would you know? You don’t know anything about her.” Alejandro just glared back at her.
“Can someone please explain to me the relationship between all of you?” Price finally piped in and it was then Alejandro realized he never really explained how he knew you.
Alejandro held his glare on the women before him for a moment longer before turning his head to glance at Price. “Y/n was part of Valeria’s squad. One of the closest friends Valeria had.” Valeria sneered in response.
“Maybe that was why she decided to join me. Ever think of that pendejo? Maybe she wanted to.” Alejandro just shook his head, he could feel his anger rising the more he spoke to her, he knew he had to calm down if he was going to get the answers he wanted. “She was practically my right hand man y’know? Did everything I asked without question.”
“There has to be a reason for it. She wouldn’t have just done that.” Rudy finally spoke up. “She was also my friend in the military. I did know her, she wouldn’t have just done something like that for no reason at all. She wouldn’t have betrayed us-“
“Twice?” Valeria finished, laughing when all three pairs of eyes snapped back to her. “You hear quite a few things when stuck in here. Did you ever think maybe it’s just in her to betray you?”
Alejandro scoffed. He clenched his jaw as he shook his head in disbelief, “no.” He stated as he slammed open the door and walked out.
Time was running out for you to confess your reasons to him. TF141 was already gathering supplies to take off shortly to go after the last missile and Hassan. He needed to know why before he put you in a prison so far away he would never even see a glimpse of you again.
You were still staring off blankly rubbing against your restraint when Alejandro came in again. So loudly it did cause you to glance at him but this time he held your gaze as he walked in closer.
“Explain to me.” He demanded his fists clenched tight. “Explain it to me! Why did you do it?” Your heart hurt at the way his voice had a hint of begging.
When once again he saw your lips were sealed tight he flung the only other chair in the room against a wall. “Puta madre!” He yelled but you didn’t move not even when Rudy and Soap rushed in at the commotion.
Soap had a hand on Alejandro’s chest to stop him from advancing which he just shook off. “Alejandro, maybe you should take a minute to calm down.” He said softly but Alejandro just shook his head.
He opened his mouth to respond when your voice stopped him in his tracks. “I won’t speak to you.” You said it with such conviction before nodding to Rudy. “I’ll only talk to Rudy.”
Alejandro looked between you and his best friend with a look you could almost decipher as hurt or betrayal. Maybe both. “What?” He muttered his gaze still flying back and forth before he took a deep breath and leveled you with a harsh glare. You wouldn’t talk to him then whatever happened to you was no longer his fault. “You don’t get to call him Rudy. Not after everything you’ve done. It’s Rodolfo to you.”
You resisted the urge to roll your eyes, “fine I’ll only speak to Rodolfo. No one else.” Then you went quiet again and shifted your gaze back to the wall. All three men looked at each other before Rudy looked to his friend, almost in question on if it would be okay for him to talk to you.
“Hijo de la puta.” Alejandro shoved soaps hand away as he put an arm out again. “Fuck!” Finally after a few more moments of him cursing under his breath he nodded to Rudy before he quickly made his way out, soap following close behind.
Rudy watched his Colonel go, he knew how much this was hurting him. It was hurting him as well. You and him were pretty close when you served together, you told him everything and he you, so he truly couldn’t believe you would betray them without good reason.
“Alright,” he picked the chair up from the floor and set it down across from you, almost surprised that you met his gaze head on. “Explain.”
“I already know I’m dead Rudy.” He titled his head in confusion, choosing to ignore the way you called him by his nickname. “Either i get killed or i'm going to prison for the rest of my life, I have no reason to confess.”
“Other than to give us peace of mind!” He leaned forward. Rudy was never one who was able to hide his emotions easily, especially around people he cared about. But you were honestly getting tired of the pleading that was in the depths of his and Alejandro’s eyes. “There had to be a reason. The you I knew back then would’ve never left without-“
Suddenly he cut himself off almost like a realization hit him square in the face, chest caving slighty he took a deep breath. “Y/n..”
You could see it on his face, the knowledge he had just come upon. Your shoulders sagged as your cold eyes finally broke to reveal just how tired you were. “They threatened someone I care about Rudy.” Silence engulfed the room while he waited for you to continue. “Someone I love. If I were to ever reveal their plans it’s not my life at risk it’s his.”
“After all this time you still-?” His gaze and posture both softened almost immediately as the answers were slowly being revealed to him.
“Everyday.” You swallowed thickly. “I was never worried about my own life.”
Rudy shifted slightly to bring himself closer to you as if the two of you were gossiping. “Dime.” He all but whispered “Everything.”
You shook your head, “I can’t. The ones threatening him are still alive. I can’t.” You denied, your wrists rubbing tighter against the restraints as you grew more and more anxious.
“Valeria and Graves?” You nodded “y/n. Valeria is going away and graves is dead they won’t get to him.”
You shook your head again a little more forcefully, “I didn’t see Graves with my own eyes I don’t know that he is. And you don’t know Valeria, Rudy. Not the way I do. She has people on the outside. I can't risk it. So kill me, do whatever you want to me just keep him safe.”
“You know I can’t do that.” You could see the way his heart was breaking at even the thought of killing you. “I can protect you, we both can. Just trust me enough to tell me.”
You shut your mouth tight, already making up your mind that you were done with this conversation but Rudy wasn’t going to let you do that. Not after he just started getting answers.
“Fine. I’ll go speak with Valeria, tell her you told me everything.” Your eyes shot open at his words. You pulled tight against your restraints as he stood up.
“No!”
“No?” You shook your head. “Then tell me.”
You searched his eyes to see if he was really going to do what he said but you saw nothing but conviction in them and it made you realize one thing. He had no reason to make promises to you when you broke all of yours.
Sighing, you deflated in your seat. “Valeria, that day on the mountain, already had our squad on her side. I was the last to know because she knew when I found out I would tell you and Ale. She was my best friend. I had no reason to suspect her of anything. Until she held a knife to my throat and told me she would kill him if I didn’t join her. I told her to go ahead, that I would never do it.” The pain of recalling the moments of your betrayal was almost unbearable. “The one person I loved longer than I could remember. His life was in my hands. So the choice was obvious to me. Even if you both hated me in the end at least you both would be alive.”
Rudy took a deep breath as he took in all your words. “And Graves? Why did you side with him?” You gave him a look as if telling him he should already know.
“Come on Rudy.” You scoffed, eyes burning with unshed tears. “You know why. He took me into his custody soon after Valeria and I were arrested. I had information he needed and when I refused to talk he told me what he did to you and everyone else.”
You looked at him again, shaky breaths falling from your lips. “He had him, Rudy. I couldn’t just let Graves hurt him. So yes I told him what I knew in exchange for Alejandro’s safety. I don’t care if that makes me weak, I don’t even care that it means he hates me now. He’s alive. That’s all that matters to me.”
This time when the silence engulfed the room he knew you were well and truly done speaking. Your posture straightened as you sat back against the chair, your gaze back to staring at the wall in front of you.
Rudy let the silence settle for a minute before he rapped his knuckles against the table and let out a deep breath. He pushed his chair in and left without another word, knowing you well enough to know he wasn’t getting anything else out of you.
As soon as he was out of the room, questioning eyes were on him, piercing into his very soul. “Well? Did she say anything?” Alejandro asked frantically, his arms crossed tightly over his chest. But when Rudy stayed silent Alejandro’s shoulders fell. “She really won’t talk? She told you nothing?”
“That’s it Alejandro. We have to load her and Valeria up.” Ghost muttered while the colonel stared at Rudy for another moment, hoping he would say anything. But when he again didn’t he let out a long sigh before nodding his head.
“Sí, I’ll help you.” Alejandro and soap were the ones to go in and get you. Rudy watched from the doorway as the both of you seemed to put a brick wall between you. Neither one acknowledging the other as Soap yanked you up.
You winced slightly when your wrists rubbed against the zip tie again.
Rudy was going to leave it alone. He really was. But then he saw your eyes quickly scan Alejandro as if checking for injuries when he wasn’t looking. Then how Alejandro was still gentle when he grabbed onto your arm to escort you out.
“Colonel, wait.” Your eyes shot over to Rudy who couldn’t seem to keep your gaze. “She did talk. Can we speak privately?”
“Rudy.” You gritted out roughly and Alejandro’s hand tightened its hold on you. “Don’t.”
“Please Ale it’s important.” You swear if looks could kill Rudy would be so far underground. Alejandro looked between you, Rudy and soap before gesturing for soap to let go which he did. Alejandro sat you back in your chair and the both of them followed Rudy out.
“Rodolfo! Don’t you dare!” You screamed after him as the door clicked shut behind them.
You felt like you were going to be sick, after everything you’ve done to keep it a secret it was gonna be exposed just like that because you trusted Rudy. Which in hindsight maybe wasn’t the best idea but after so many years of not seeing a face you trusted your gut just told you to speak to him.
It was so quiet now in your cell. You were so tired, there was no more fight left in you. You followed Valeria around like a puppy on a short leash, doing anything and everything she asked you even when your morals told you it was wrong. One click of her phone had you scrambling to do what she asked.
You learned very early on of all the connections she had. If she wanted something done or someone killed all she had to do was press a few buttons and things would be done.
Alejandro’s life loomed over you even after all these years. Even after all the time you started losing sight of yourself, your anchor was keeping him safe. Maybe that was why it was so easy for you to give in to Graves. Like a good puppy trained, one threat and you were spilling everything.
It made you sick. You were trained harshly in the military to not give information so easily. To either get rescued or die. But..you couldn’t even consider yourself as part of the military anymore not after going with Valeria.
You could still feel the presence of Graves like he was still right behind you interrogating you. Like your hands were still tied to the chair, breathing through any punches they threw at you until you saw Alejandro being roughly escorted by the room you were in. He didn’t notice you but you noticed him and Graves noticed the drastic change in your eyes.
It took him less then a minute to finally understand what made you tick and immediately he switched his way of doing this. Any time you refused to talk, he would send one of his men to Alejandro’s cell just a few doors down. You’d be able to hear very clearly when he would grunt in pain or when he would fall to the floor and it made your heart ache.
You lasted them doing that only a few more times before you finally gave Graves everything he wanted. Then he left you there for dead, stuck in a room in between 141 and shadow company as both sides shot at each other. The stray bullets landing somewhere near you.
You hoped that one would bounce just right and take you out. But unfortunately the world wouldn’t be so kind and in the next moment Alejandro rounded the corner, stopping short when he saw you.
He had clenched his jaw tight then and grabbed a zip tie he found somewhere. He cut you loose but immediately cuffed your hands together and you couldn’t even put up a fight as he grabbed your arm tightly and started dragging you down the halls with them.
That’s how you ended up here you suppose.
You weren’t even sure how much time had passed since Rudy decided he was going to reveal everything to Alejandro but a few minutes later the door opened quietly and the man himself walked in, lips sealed shut much like yours.
He didn’t say anything as he walked over to you and pulled out his knife. You watched him carefully as he came closer and closer and just when you were about to be worried he cut the zip tie and let your hands loose.
You immediately brought them up to your chest so you could rub away the soreness and keep a close eye on him but he wouldn’t meet your gaze instead he stopped at the door, “make sure she doesn’t do anything. We’re taking Valeria into custody. We'll be back later tonight.” He informed one of his men who nodded sharply.
“Rudy told you everything?” You finally asked and Alejandro turned his head slightly to acknowledge that he heard you but never did respond. Just continued out the door which closed softly behind him. “God damn it Rudy.”
When he had said he was going to be back later that night you didn’t expect that to mean some god forsaken hour of the night. You waited as long as you could, pacing your small room after finally being let free but after a while there really was nothing to do but sit and wait.
And you waited. And waited.
Until your eyes couldn’t wait anymore. You rested your head on the table for what you told yourself would just be a short nap but then your eyelids continued to grow heavier and you slept until Alejandro returned.
When he did finally return he sent his own men to bed when he noticed the tired look in their eyes. He really needed to give them a day off soon. “You want me to come with you?” Rudy asked when the last of the men were gone.
Alejandro glanced between him and the door before shaking his head softly. “Nah. This is something I have to confront on my own. Get some rest.” Rudy gave him a short nod and parted ways while Alejandro quietly entered the room, noticing your sleeping form immediately.
It made his chest squeeze to see you so vulnerable. It made him wonder how long it’s been since you felt comfortable enough to even do something as simple as falling asleep.
He quietly moved the other chair closer to you and leaned his head against the table just so he could admire you in peace for a little longer. You really never changed in his eyes.
He watched silently while your eyes fluttered open, taking a minute to adjust to what was in front of you before your eyes widened and you sat straight up. Very much wide awake.
Alejandro let out a sigh as he slowly sat up as well, the once soft expression now wiped from his face. You glanced at him every few seconds as the silence consumed you.
He just watched you and you were starting to wonder if he was ever going to talk. After a long silence that seemed almost like a challenge you finally broke first when you could no longer take his piercing eyes burning holes into you.
“Why didn’t you take me into custody with Valeria?” You knew you could usually hold out longer but it was him staring at you. It was easier to ignore when more of the men were in here because that way you could feel all eyes on you. But his alone was starting to hurt.
Alejandro crossed his arms and leaned back in his chair. “Because I’m not taking you into custody. Rudy did tell me everything.” You looked away from him, nodding. “I can’t accept what you did even if it was you protecting someone you love.”
Your brows furrowed in confusion slightly at his choice of words. “What?” You muttered softly.
“The things you did. Do you think the person you loved would forgive you if they learned you did all of that in the name of protecting them?” Your throat dried as you stared at him. “You killed innocent people.”
“I never killed anyone.” You snapped and his eyebrows raised. He uncrossed his arms to lean against the table again, motioning for you to continue. “Valeria had men for that. I was in charge of moving the shipments. To keep her identity safe.”
Alejandro was quiet and you could see the way he was trying to process your words. “I was put on the front line, my life was at risk but I never killed anyone. How little do you think of me?” At this he glared at you and opened his mouth as if he was going to argue but he just shook his head and stood up to make his way to the door.
“I’ll be sure to let Rudy know.” He stated while he reached for the handle.
“What the hell does Rudy have to do with this?” You demanded as you stood abruptly from your seat. “Did he not tell you everything?”
He paused, “he told me you were doing it to protect someone you loved, he didn’t tell me who. But you only wanted to speak to him so I put two and two together.” You stood there in utter shock. You felt like wringing his neck.
How clueless could he be even after all this time?
“It wasn’t because of Rudy I did all of that.” You clenched your hands tightly at your sides and Alejandro finally turned to you again but didn’t say anything. Another challenging silence fell between you before your anger got the best of you. “How stupid are you Alejandro?”
“Que?” He rounded on you quickly gripping onto your wrist when you tried backing away. He cornered you against the wall closest to you, caging you there as he leveled you with a harsh glare. “You think you can talk to me like that?”
You were almost positive your heart may just stop beating all together. He had your wrist in one hand pressed against the wall and his other gripped your upper arm making sure you stayed there.
You opened your mouth to respond but no words would come out. “Come on, you had so much to say just a few minutes ago.” He sneered, bringing his face closer to yours to where you had no space left. His entire body was practically pushed against you and you could feel every muscle on his body.
You only stood in shock for a second more before you returned his glare. “Yes because what makes you think it was Rudy?!” You felt his hold loosen just ever so slightly but his glare never let up. “Why for all these years have you continued to be blind?”
“Then help me see. Just fucking tell me the reason.” He pushed against you slightly like he was trying to shove you into the wall more
“Rudy already told you everything.” You spat bringing your face just that much closer. “I can’t help you see something that’s been right in front of you this whole time!”
Alejandro tsked before his body was gone and he was already several steps towards the door again but he didn’t pause at the handle, it looked almost like he needed to put distance between you both.
“I want to hear it from your mouth!” He shouted, throwing his hands up in exasperation. “Why is it so hard for you to tell me? Haven’t you trusted me before?”
“This has nothing to do with trust.” You rubbed at the wrist he had in his grasp. “I’m doing it to protect-“
“Protect who?!” He took a few steps closer to you again
“It doesn’t matter-“
“Who did you do this for?! Who did you throw your whole life away for?!”
“I did it for you, pendejo!”
Your breathing was heavy as you stared at him. The confession was like a bomb going off in the middle of a battlefield. Something that was so loud it left your ears ringing from the aftermath.
Before you could even register, Alejandro had crossed the space again in a few steps. He wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you into him while his other hand went to cup the side of your head, hands entangling in the strands of your hair as he brought you to him.
He kissed you heatedly, keeping you tight against him when you made a noise of surprise. Even still you couldn’t help but notice how kissing him in real life couldn’t ever compare to all the dreams you’ve allowed yourself to have.
You felt the roughness of his beard against your own face as you brought your hands up to his chest where you could feel his heart beating just as hard as yours.
He pushed you back against the wall as he moved from your lips to leave heated kisses down your neck forcing you to arch into him with a moan. The hand on your waist wrapped around the small of your back to keep you in that arch against him. You could feel the heat of his palm through the layers of clothes you had on and it made you want more.
“Ale.” You whimpered and immediately felt him stop. He pulled away slowly to look you in the eyes which you were sure were hazy from the moment. “What?”
He had a look in his eyes you couldn’t place. Something so much deeper than you were expecting. He took in a shaky breath, “I didn’t think I was ever going to hear you say my name like that again.” He whispered almost breathless.
The hand in your hair moved down to cup your jaw softly while the two of you kept eye contact. “Rudy told you everything didn’t he?”
Instead of answering he kissed you again this time softer before pulling back only an inch to mutter his next request against your bruised lips. “Stay with me. We can protect you.” He felt you take a sharp breath. “I can protect you.”
“Ale-“
“Let me protect you mí amor.”
Your hands clenched against his chest and looked away from his intense gaze. “Your higher ups wouldn’t allow that to happen.”
“If you’re worried about 141 and Sheperd don’t. Shepherd is AWOL he can’t tell me shit on what to do with you.” He informed and you could feel his hand start rubbing your back soothingly. “You gave up everything to protect my life. Let me do this for you now.”
You searched his eyes looking for anything that would tell you he’s lying but there was nothing but love. “Okay.” You said softly and could practically feel his grin before he closed the gap once again and brought you to him.
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Months later you would find yourself in his room on base while he was away training. He practically forced you to stay with him and by that you meant he held you tight in his embrace anytime he was with you and it made you never want to leave. And he never made you.
You found out that Alejandro loved you as well, since the beginning. You remembered when you finally broke down in his arms one night when he admitted that he never stopped loving you.
You apologized over and over but he just cradled you in his arms and whispered sweet compliments in Spanish until you calmed down and he carried you to the bed you shared and held you even closer for the rest of the night.
He wasn’t lying when he said he was going to protect you. He did everything in his power to protect you even from your own mind.
It’s all you could think about as you roamed his room, wearing one of his shirts while you cleaned. You were so lost in thought you didn’t hear his door open and close softly until arms wrapped around you and you were pulled into a sturdy chest.
“Hola, mi amor.” Alejandro kissed your neck softly, smiling when he felt you melt into his arms. “Is this my shirt?”
You felt his hand grab onto the hem of the shirt while he continued kissing you neck. You titled your head away to give him more access and gave him a small hum in confirmation.
“You should wear it more often.” He murmured against your neck while he laid his palm flat against your stomach to pull you closer to him. His lips traveled up to the shell of your ear where he whispered, “come to bed with me. I’m so tired.”
You laughed softly. This whole thing felt like a dream. You didn’t know how you got so lucky for him to let you stay like this.
Though it was a slow process and he was still working through forgiving you for everything and you were working through everything you had been through you truly don’t think you have ever been happier.
“I’m cleaning.” He groaned when you started unwrapping his arms but he just grabbed your waist and twisted you around so you were facing each other. “Ale.”
“I’m just relishing in your presence Princesa.” He smirked while trailing his fingers down the side of your bare thighs.
You chuckled again and kissed his lips shortly, smirking when he chased after your lips for more. “Well you can relish in it still by helping me.” You stepped away and he groaned.
“Okay okay.” But he still couldn’t keep his eyes off you the whole time.
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strwbrryblues · 2 years
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5, 6, 17 🙏🤩
 5. Do you prefer to read/write long fics or short fics?
I actually depend my mood and time on this one 🥴 for reading that is. If I have more time for myself and am not busy, I tend to read really long fics. I love staying for the plot and development of things 🤭 if i’m short on time, or like really not in the mood and my mind floats elsewhere, i read shorter fics 😢
As for writing, I try to write longer ones because there’s so much I want to add to the story 😭 my only problem is that, I either stray away from the plot because of it, or my brain is not exuding enough creativity juice 😭 (and when this happens I go straight to having a writer’s block 💀)
6. When did you start reading and writing fic?
I started reading fics around when I was 13 I guess?? and at that time I also started writing. but since english is not my mother tongue or first language, i wrote very shtty pieces 💀 and since I was also still young, I wrote really childish stories that were TOO cliche tropes 😭 *punches the wall* istg i don’t want to look back to those days 😭 good thing I deleted those fics 😥
17. What are your top 3 favorite tropes of all time?
*cracks knuckles* Let’s start from 3rd to last, shall we? 💃
3. Fantasy, Medieval, Royalty, Historical AU
*sobbing* I live for the drama in some of these. Especially the historical and royalty ones 😩 ig especially historical ones?? I mean I’m not really good with history 💀 but like sometimes it’s really fun to read, and I learn things from there sometimes (although I do take it with a grain of salt, since history can never be really portrayed accurately in stories) but it’s really just *chef’s kiss*
2. FwB to Lovers, Idiots to Lovers
ladies and gentlemen, I present to you idiots in love 💃 FwB please 😩 just say you’re in love with the person you bang and go 😩 no need to be an oblivious idiot about it 😩 (but then there’s also angst 😔 and i live for that 💃)
Lastly, *clears throat*
1. Enemies to Lovers, Mutual Pining
ladies and gents, I present to you another idiotic couple, with so much sexual tension they go for insulting each other instead 💃 and then there’s also mutual pining 😩 oh the perfect combo 😩 and THERE’S SO MUCH MORE ANGST IN THIS TROPE FGNNGSJFNSFG I LOVE IT 😭 words cannot express bestie. words cannot express. 😭
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HAPPY ATEEZ 4TH WIN AND ON PRINCESS WOLFGI BIRTHDAY! AND HAPPY 5TH WIN OMG
*Felix's voice: I'm soooooo ssssick* not in a good way though. It's not c-word, but I have bronchitis 😭😭😭😭 feeling very old rn because I go to sleep at 9-10pm...
I saw the BP tour dates and it's actually a WORLD tour?! Wow YG you did something right. Is there a Canada date I think Hamilton, right?
Also new Kibum album, ahhhhh looks creepy and Married to the music inspired <3 yeah, love when my hags interact! Jessica, girl sometimes I just can't defend you, ahhaahah. True Krystal <3
Btw hags, I'll not forgive some stans (Atinys especially) talking shit about miss Nicole Jung and Sunye while waiting for Ateez to perform on music shows, the chats are always straight from hell 💀 they're like "who even is this girl" and???? Omg also Seohyun got COVID so no SNSD on music shows 😭 talk about luck
I'm not watching anything rn, because death is approaching, but I started BM and it seems promising. Don't do Yoona like that.....😭
I'm glad I could be the one breaking it to you (but also I'm sorry ajdhkadjssvgs), maybe a Mandela effect happened and it convinced you Noddy was a girl 😅
I was saying their Ulsan fits looked like edgy security officers, though Yeosang was kinda giving Ciel Phantomhive. But BODYGUARD HWA OMG THAT'S MY BOYFRIEND 😳 (I have a fever, ok)
Chelsea... thin line, but sort of acceptable, but BARCA?! Do not get me started 🔪 how some of my fave players betrayed me and played there, they're dead to me. Fabregas, Griezmann... not to mention I used to be a big fan of Spanish National Team - I still kinda am, with some exceptions 🤡
I'm gonna send you RM merch bestie, I will fix you
Sunmi noona was so happy jshdusbwjsuduehshs. He mentioned Showterview and I flexed that I'm seeing Sunmi soon and he was jealous, I told him he literally met her though lmao. Then he was like "you need to see Ateez too" booooooy I tried 🙃
Well I might need his driving service soon, so be ready Tae the driver!
Barricading all my pcs in my room as we speak. Also first batch from my GO is coming tomorrow...
Nooooo this is so accurate. Also the original. I bias lego obsessed boomers
We talked about the drinking show and apparently SanHwa are at the bottom of alcohol tolerance, I need them drunk now. I will carry them home afterwards (or call my uber driver)
Seonghwa saw all the "STEP ON ME KING" comments and decided to really STEP with his stompers
Someone tell my guy Soohyuk this airport runways aren't for modelling because...
Omg hoping for your Y/N moment soon! Maybe find your Mr Park or something
The sad thing is, I don't really remember my dreams recently. The good thing is, being sick makes me sleep like a log, I don't even wake up throughout the night :o
HE. Also the way Hwa spammed with kaomojis two days in a row ヽ(♡‿♡)ノ he's the cutest AND THE ADORABLE SELFIES I'M GONNA SWALLOW HIM WHEN MY THROAT FEELS BETTER - DV 💖
hi hello!!
HAPPY ATEEZ 4TH WIN AND ON PRINCESS WOLFGI BIRTHDAY! AND HAPPY 5TH WIN OMG
HAPPY 4TH WIN !!! ITS ATZ'S TIME NOW 😭😭😭😭 THE SHOCK ON THEIR FACE AND SEONGHWA???? 😭😭😭😭 DESERVED JHFDF WOLFGIS BIRTH, YES HE LOOKS SO FINE IN THIS CB ESP W THAT HAIR I FELT THIS REACTION
*Felix's voice: I'm soooooo ssssick* not in a good way though. It's not c-word, but I have bronchitis 😭😭😭😭 feeling very old rn because I go to sleep at 9-10pm...
NAURRRR 😭😭😭😭 BUT THANK GOD ITS NOT THE C WORD AT LEAST I HOPE U FEEL BETTER SOON 😭😭😭😭
I saw the BP tour dates and it's actually a WORLD tour?! Wow YG you did something right. Is there a Canada date I think Hamilton, right?
yes. in ontario, an hour away from toronto. not where i am at all. on the eve of my birth. life feels so good right now. ha. ha. (NO BC NOW THAT'S A WORLD TOUR)
Also new Kibum album, ahhhhh looks creepy and Married to the music inspired <3 yeah, love when my hags interact! Jessica, girl sometimes I just can't defend you, ahhaahah. True Krystal <3
YES I SAW AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT,, HE ALWAYS HAS SOME GREAT TRACKS ESP IM GONNA BE AND CHEMICALS  😩 😩 😩 😩 SO EXCITED FOR HIS CB hope he gets jinki on a track NO YEAH DHHHFDHFH i liked her debut a lot! and followed her after her leaving but w that tyler kwon guy 🔫 🔫  krystal forever so superior, she made that ice queen title so the new idols today could be inspired
Btw hags, I'll not forgive some stans (Atinys especially) talking shit about miss Nicole Jung and Sunye while waiting for Ateez to perform on music shows, the chats are always straight from hell 💀 they're like "who even is this girl" and???? Omg also Seohyun got COVID so no SNSD on music shows 😭 talk about luck
BRUH??????? those are def the 4th gen fans bc ain't no way u don't know miss girlie pops right there, sunye looked sp pretty i almost mistook her for boa in the better era,,, YEAHHH I SAW I WAS SO EXCITED TO SEE THEM PERFORM I HOPE SM STILL LETS THEM PERFORM WHEN ALL TOGETHER EVEN IF PROMOS OVER
I'm not watching anything rn, because death is approaching, but I started BM and it seems promising. Don't do Yoona like that.....😭
LMFAOOOOOOOOOBVJBDS I WATCHED ALL THE DRAMAS W YOONA IN IT K2 AND BIG MOUTH ARE DEF SUPERIOR omg do u rmr when the prime minister and i drama dfjhgajfghgf i wanted to right a fic on it with mingi during thanxx era bc he wore those hot ass glasses hbjhgghf
I'm glad I could be the one breaking it to you (but also I'm sorry ajdhkadjssvgs), maybe a Mandela effect happened and it convinced you Noddy was a girl 😅
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IM STILL SO VERY SURPRISED MAYBE IT WAS THE MANDELA AFFECT OR THE WAY IT WAS DUBBED BY A GIRLIE OR SOMETHING
I was saying their Ulsan fits looked like edgy security officers, though Yeosang was kinda giving Ciel Phantomhive. But BODYGUARD HWA OMG THAT'S MY BOYFRIEND 😳 (I have a fever, ok)
SEXIEST BODYGUARDS ON DUTY IM CONVINCED THEIR STYLIST IS A MOOT and yunho??????????? he's been on my mind everywhere i go,,, im currently on. a vacation in my own city fhgfh and everywhere i go i be imagining a fic moment and writing that in his fic on spot,, bestie this will destroy me cjhgg b FGBADFH IS THAT??? WB THAT CEO GUY ???? WHERE HE GO
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Chelsea... thin line, but sort of acceptable, but BARCA?! Do not get me started 🔪 how some of my fave players betrayed me and played there, they're dead to me. Fabregas, Griezmann... not to mention I used to be a big fan of Spanish National Team - I still kinda am, with some exceptions 🤡 /// I'm gonna send you RM merch bestie, I will fix you
LMFAOOOOOO BARCA IS NICE OKAY HJFGHGHSFH no bc isnt pique leaving barca now 🔫 🔫 🔫 🔫  tho the biggest shock was when messi left and i just stared at the screen so emptily fgagbrgb LMFAOOO RM MERCH BESTIE BRING IT ON
Sunmi noona was so happy jshdusbwjsuduehshs. He mentioned Showterview and I flexed that I'm seeing Sunmi soon and he was jealous, I told him he literally met her though lmao. Then he was like "you need to see Ateez too" booooooy I tried 🙃
OOOOOOO U ARE????? HE MET HER AND SHOOK HANDS W HER AND THEN DANCED WITH HER???? MF NEVER HAPPPY HUH LET US LIVE OUR FANTASIES yeah bff u need to see ateez too 🔫 🔫 
Well I might need his driving service soon, so be ready Tae the driver! //// Barricading all my pcs in my room as we speak. Also first batch from my GO is coming tomorrow...
HES AT UR SERVICE ALWAYS,,, FIRST BATCH???? HOPING FOR THE POLA SO BAD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Nooooo this is so accurate. Also the original. I bias lego obsessed boomers //// We talked about the drinking show and apparently SanHwa are at the bottom of alcohol tolerance, I need them drunk now. I will carry them home afterwards (or call my uber driver)
LMFAOOOOOO they BOTH LIKE ONE OF THOSE WHATSAPP MOMS PLS 😭😭😭😭 omg omg YES THEY NEED TO BE ON THAT SHOW HOPEFULLY THE SHOW REACHES OUT oh oh call ur uber maybe more the merrier <33
Seonghwa saw all the "STEP ON ME KING" comments and decided to really STEP with his stompers //// Someone tell my guy Soohyuk this airport runways aren't for modelling because...
LMFAOOO LITERALLY I BET HE'S GONNA BUY SOME MORE JUST NOT THOSE PRADA ONES PLS DBBVSD nO BC WHAT IS UP WITH THIS GUY HIS VOICE?????? BFFF IM MELTING ON THE GROUND OVER THAT 'M A N N E R'
Omg hoping for your Y/N moment soon! Maybe find your Mr Park or something /// The sad thing is, I don't really remember my dreams recently. The good thing is, being sick makes me sleep like a log, I don't even wake up throughout the night :o
i do be hoping too bff ,,,, with svt in the town might go walk by the downtown bC THEY ARE STRIPPING 😭😭😭😭 nAUUR i hope u get better soon bc that sounds so painful to endure 😭😭😭😭 but good sleep!!!
HE. Also the way Hwa spammed with kaomojis two days in a row ヽ(♡‿♡)ノ he's the cutest AND THE ADORABLE SELFIES I'M GONNA SWALLOW HIM WHEN MY THROAT FEELS BETTER - DV 💖
NO LITERALLY gonna eat him and no ones gonna stop us,, PLS THOSE ARE SO CUTE HIS CHEEKIES 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 NEVER EXPERIENCED MORE GDNER ENVY
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