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clvmtines · 3 years

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welcome aboard, clementine martinez, student #2. we are excited to set sail with you ! has anyone told you that you look like alexa demie? according to our records, you hail from florida, usa, prefer she / her pronouns, are a cis woman, and are here to study creative writing. we also see you received a spot on the ss university because of your online lottery win — we won’t tell anyone. during your first few weeks here, other students said you were + charming, + free-spirited, but also - restive. it sounds like you spend most of your time at the billiards room. upon checking your luggage, we noticed you packed a casino chip carried around for luck from home. hopefully your roommates don’t steal it!

hi friends! i’m very excited to be here. i’m jay (est, she/her) n i used to play astrid nyland a few months ago if anyone remembers bt i had to leave for personal reasons. i’m so glad to be back now that i hve life sorted and some free time for summer break <3 read on for some details abt this new muse of mine, clementine.

01. biography !

so ! clementine was born in florida. & yes, her real name is clementine. her mom thot it was the cutest name idea ever. clementine mostly goes by clem. she comes from the town [redacted] in florida bcoz i am too lazy to look up a specific town <3 but alas ! it was swampy and humid and she lived in a trailer park.

her parents got knocked up at nineteen. clem was born nine months after a particularly wild 1999 fourth of july. her birthday is march 26th and she’s an aries.

(TW: addiction, child injury) clem’s dad was a gambling addict and petty criminal—he wld steal credit cards n whatnot. he wld gamble away diaper money n it would cause constant fighting until her dad finally left. her mom took this very hard n began drinking a bit too often, leaving clem to to make cereal for dinner n fend for herself. once clem tried to make hot dogs on the stove and spilled boiling water on herself. got a p bad burn on her arm/shoulder and still has a big scar.

the soundtrack of her childhood was cicadas buzzing and stray dogs barking. the sizzle and pop of natty light cans. turning up her ipod to max volume to drown out the sounds of her mother fighting with her new boyfriend.

throughout her upbringing, clem’s dad was always in and out of the picture. he’d blow into town when he hit it big. he’d take her on these little “adventures” like staying in a motel 6 n renting movies at block buster n ordering good pizza nt the dominos shit she ate with her mom lol. ofc he was charging it all to someone’s stolen credit card. he’d always promise to, like, take clem away. n clem was a daddy’s girl so she believed him. the last time it happened was her h.s. graduation. her mom didn’t show ( "overslept” after a bender ) but her dad did and surprised her n said everything wld be different. bt then he bailed on their plans for the next day n when she called his cell, the number was disconnected. tht was the defining “i’m done” moment. clem promised to never be disappointed by her father again.

(TW: racism) her mother has mexican ancestry and clem’s always been called her twin. but clem was raised in a predominately white area and honestly ?? it was really hard without her even realizing it. she’s still unpacking a lot of things today abt her youth that jst weren’t okay bt she thought were normal. like microaggressions, stereotypes, being fetishized by boys in high school. gross shit.

as a kid, clem was rumored to be really poor bc she wore tattered clothes n got free lunch at school. once she invited a friend to her house & the next day they told everyone it’s in a trailer park. that reputation—the “trailer park girl”—was really hard to shake. and clem got almost desperate to shake it. she was endlessly trying to set her old self on fire and emerge from the ashes like a phoenix.

eventually clem became more “popular”. in school she was, like, a straight b student. very average although super creative and quick-thinking. she always had street smarts. problem solving skills. independence. more of, like, practical intelligence as opposed to book smarts because academia bores her tbh. she was like why am i reading these overrated boring books by dead white men or learning abt polynomials when i know nothing abt how to pay a mortage or do taxes. like...she saw the american education system as bullshit and put in modest effort because she didn’t believe it deserved her sweat and tears.

however, she entered the online lottery for the seas program on a whim and got in. so she’s studying creative writing now.

02. personality !

first thing you shld know abt clem is that she’s a compulsive liar essentially—she tells various stories to make her life seem better than what it was. to one person, she’s an heiress to a real estate company and grew up wealthy. to the next she was raised by nomadic hippies. some of her lies are small fibs while others are grandiose tales. she rarely talks about her actual upbringing. she hates talking abt her family or the v real trauma of growing up in a household where both parents struggled w/ addiction; the uncertainty, the broken promises, the fact that she had to grow up so soon and deal w/ so much. it wasn’t fair, and if she thinks about it too much, she feels this anger. anger at the universe. anger at her circumstances. she doesn’t know where to put this anger. she doesn’t know how to shrink it. so she avoids it.

despite her rough upbringing, though, clem is actually really sweet and kind. she’s adventurous, fun-loving, free-spirited, and bold.

bt ! she can also be closed-off, competitive and restive.

she’s seemingly tight with everyone? like she’s jst that girl who can get along with anyone tbh.

in her spare time you can catch her tanning by the pool, hanging at the bar, playing pool ( which she learned from her dad ), and socializing. she’ll never say no to hanging out with people.

she learned a lot from her little “adventures” with her dad, who was very good at conning others and often involved her in his dumb little scams. clem is suuuper good at pulling the ‘im baby 🥺’ card to get what she wants.

she can be a little selfish, because she grew up looking out for herself.

stubborn and dogmatic as hell !!!

she doesn’t do too many relationships but when she does fall, i imagine she falls hard and fast. she refuses to be made a fool of, tho. when she gets vulnerable she flashes back to being a kid, waiting all day for her dad to show up only to have him bail on her. again. she hates that feeling. so if she, like, senses a shift in someone’s energy she’ll b like, “i’ll break up with u before u can do it to me” and the person wasn’t even tryna dump her lmao.

has a lot of sex. too much ?? sex?? mayb. but she’s v sex positive.

her personal style is v late 90s. hair clips, big scrunchies, neon, fur trim, crop and tube tops, hoop earrings, chokers, patterns, platform shoes, biodegradable glitter cuz it’s good fr the earth *winks*. clothes from o-mighty.......actually jst google o mighty, pull up the images and That is clem. she dresses like a bratz doll. she’s dedicated to the aesthetic.

03. headcanons !

her item brought from home is a hot pink poker chip from a casino. her dad gave it to her. he said it reminded him of her because of the color; he got it during one of his winning streaks and said it was lucky. she has a complicated relationship w/ her dad n doesn’t even speak to him anymore, bt she will never go anywhere without it.

she’s a smol bean—only 5′4

an astrology girl and she reads palms ! she absolutely makes astrology tik toks that people only watch because she’s hot. her flirting technique is to ask you to read your palm.

she doesn’t typically drink to get drunk. but she does love a good sugary cocktail. to her, a drink is like an accessory. a blue fishbowl by the pool, a jack and coke as she stands around a bar. usually she'll nurse the same beverage for a while. if you see her wasted it usually means she’s going thru it emotionally lol. the one thing she does do is drugs tho

pretty much listens to exclusively female artists.

a bit of an activist. environmentalism, feminism and the like, she’s v outspoken. vegan for ethical reasons (TW: drugs) bt still does cocaine. she wears shirts with ‘my pussy my choice’ bedazzled on the front.

loves to rollerblade ! back home she didn’t have a car so she’d bike or rollerblade. now she still has her blades and she’ll use them when the ship docks.

03. wanted connections !

Friends, bffs, ride or dies, friends who are like siblings to her, maybe a friend with an unrequited crush on either side ??

an ex she dumped/cheated on/otherwise self sabotaged their relationship because she was afraid of vulnerability.

an ex friend who realized she lies a lot abt herself n felt betrayed. OH ! ESP if they opened up to her on many occasions abt intimate, personal stuff. imagine the betrayal they felt when they found that everything they thought they knew abt clem is a lie.

someone who she actually opens up to. a confidant. or, maybe, like, a stranger she drunkenly spilled her soul to and now she avoids them like the plague.

a rival. clem can be competitive.

her drug dealer

someone she knows she shouldn’t hook up with and… does it anyways. like a friend’s ex or smthing. spicy <3

i welcome anything !

#seasintro #addiction tw #alcohol tw #drugs tw

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chronicghosts · 4 years

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Scar for the ask meme GO CRAZY GO STUPID

oh man you’ve opened up pandoras box rn,, i have So Many Thots i am so sorry in advance

Sexuality Headcanon: gay demi babey,,

Gender Headcanon: okay ive been Thinking Some Thots and lowkey bro nb scar has many rights,, many Many rights

A ship I have with said character: SCARMILES listen look me in the eye.. and tell me not to Think About Them you can’t, the potential,, scar learning to trust again and being able to show miles ishvalan recipes and tell him stories and the places where he used to haunt while he lived there.. them cooking for each other and miles finally escaping the shitty briggs coffee what if we ,, restored ishval together,, and i rearranged my view of the world bc of you,, and we traveled together,, and we were both boys

A BROTP I have with said character: hear me out, olivier and him have the weirdest “we’re totally not friends” friendship possible, also obvs him and his brother?? foils to ed and al yall!!! he loved his brother so much and looked up to him so much.. also him and Al!! smth i wish they kept in brotherhood from 03 was the bonding him and Al got!! they’re foils they’re v similar when they’re put together and it shows andi love that sm!!

A NOTP I have with said character: fucking K*MBLEE IM GONNA GET MY DAMN GLOCK, also istg if i ever see scar and mei im gonna delete my fucking blog do you HEAR ME,, also him and olivier is smth i see a lot of and? im sorry i. i dont get it

A random headcanon: i have so MANY THO,, like he eventually needs glasses but he hates wearing them because he looks more like his brother and it aches in his chest,, or how he isn’t just a cat person he love all animals bc they’re gentle and sweet and he likes feeding them :”), or how he looks way older than he actually is due to trauma and not taking very good care of himself but when he finally starts to heal and eat and sleep better it’s like a completely different person it’s like he loses ten years off his age overnight,, he and mei are penpals and when he’s finally (probably forced) to take a break from building in ishval he visits her in Xing and also HE WALKS HER DOWN THE ISLE WHEN SHE GETS MARRIED FIGHT ME and probably cries more than she does,, listen mei and scar has the sweetest relationship okay,, also this is incredibly specific but! i feel like he has chronic pain in the arm his brother gave him for.. obvious reasons and also he’s lactose intolerant but that won’t stop him from putting milk in his tea because he’s not a fucking coward miles

General Opinion over said character: my absolute favorite,, he was right and people sleep on him and his character arc and status as both a justice seeker and morally gray character and how finding out about the ishvalan towns and meeting miles rocked his world and how he literally rearranged his current view of the world because of them,, i will say i Really Wish They Didn’t Have Him Kill Winry’s Parents i understand WHY but i still greatly dislike it bc it doesn’t,, click well to me in the writing i rlly feel like it should’ve been a state alchemist or military personnel like it was in 03, also ik he stabbed kimblee but tbh he deserved to deck him at least once,, stan scar ALSO FUN FACT BUT SCAR WOULD ALSO BE CONSIDERED A CHIMERA (WHICH SCIENTIFICALLY ISN’T THAT RARE IF YOU’VE EVER HAD A BLOOD TRANSFUSION YOU’RE AN ARTIFICAL CHIMERA) BECAUSE OF HIS ARM SPECIFICALLY HE’D HAVE MICROCHIMERISM DUE TO THE SPECIFIC PLACEMENT OF HIS ARM AND HOW IT’S ONLY IN HIS ARM AND ALSO ARTIFICAL CHIMERISM BC IT WAS TRANSPLANTED TO HIM

#scar fma #fma scar #fma #fmab #ask me things!#can we tell who my fav is #gansbeee

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jeanmoreaux · 3 years

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Hi, this is one of the anons that brought the discourse to your blog (sent the link to the og post and specific quote) I just wanted to say sorry I brought it here, just seeing it all over my dash has been exhausting and I can't imaging people bringing it to my inbox.

I'm not personally emotionally invested in all of this is it canon debate because to me, as a demi person, I can see myself in neil and whether he "canonically" has the label or not doesn't change that. I absolutely understand that's important to other people, and why everyone might be up in arms about it, but that's just my perspective. I mostly just want people to be kind to each other, which I'm not seeing a lot of throughout this whole thing.

Thanks for being so respectful and not hostile in all your posts re:discourse, and I hope you enjoyed your time with your family. Best wishes!

heyy sorry it took me a while to answer this but i was quite busy the last week! (i also just realized i accidentally deactivated asks so in case you or someone else wanted to drop in my inbox they couldn’t. i didn’t deactivate asks bc of the discourse or anything tho. Ajust to let you all know. they should be on again now!)

you’re actually the second person to apologize to me for bringing this discourse to my inbox and that’s so sweet of you!! it’s really thoughtful and kind of you to check in with me! thanks! i am doing great though, and i had a wonderful time with my family, thanks <3

i mean tbh i answered the questions and engaged in the conversation so i think that additionally encouraged people to keep sending ask which is by no means your fault! so i don’t have any hard feelings towards anyone who sent a message. it’s all good :) i have to admit thought that the discourse was a little exhausting just bc it felt like some people did not wanna talk about it in a productive manner. but some did and that kind of balanced the more annoying people out. i think that if you discuss media you have to be willing to listen to other interpretations, even if you disagree with them. it’s what gives life to art and fandoms! hostility has no place in these discussions since it only ever leads to more harm. you can disagree and still treat each other with respect.

i am personally not that invested in whether people read neil as demi or not either (to each their own and all that jazz), but i have an issue with people taking ‘this specific word is not in the text so the entire concept that is represented in the text is not canon’ to it’s extremes as if critical thinking skills and inference are not the biggest part of literary analysis. it’s one thing for people to personally not subscribe to a certain idea about neil’s characterization , but it’s a completely different thing for people to erase it for everyone by claiming it’s non-existence just bc one (1) word isn’t in the text. some harmful statements were made and i was happy to weight in and tell people that a random person on tumblr is not the authority on the definition of canon. it also kind of reminded me of the good old days of aftg discourse.

#what honestly bugged me the most was the comparison with jkr saying dumbledore is gay like that just really rubbed me the wrong way and i am #actually happy you sent that quote bc i was glad it gave me the chance to explain why it’s a bad comparison #hope you’re doing great <3 #thanks again for this kind apology! it means a lot and ireally appreciate it!#fandom would be so much more chill if most people were like this #neil discourse #answer #anon

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roses-and-oceans · 7 years

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How would chocobro react if their s/o was a demisexual?

So upon doing research, I realized, that I, myself, am demisexual???? besides being bisexual and stuff. or well… like how do i label myself now that i know this about myself?? im still very, very new to this so im sorry if none of this make sense or it reads wrong, i am so so so so so very sorry just please let me know if i messed up.idk but ima shuddafuq up before i say something stupid. yay demisexuality!!!!!

p.s. thank you for sending this in!!

Noctis

tbh, i feel like he is as well. Like. he a shy boy, he doesn’t really fool around because of the royal title and self-preservation and all.

but he likes it, it makes everything all that more special. He’s a very sentimental boy.

Also, when you get intimate, he’ll just be so much more in love with you. its amazing.

Also i feel like he’ll be wanting to do the do alot??? Like as long as you’re okay with it lol.

but of course from the very beginning of the relationship, i feel like it will take him a while for him to initiate the intimacy, once you’ve decided the bond was strong enough. Again, with the responsibility of being the Lucian Heir. Also, he really won’t date. like at all.

YOU SNAGGED HIM UP GOOD.

But he’ll be understanding of everything. He’ll go at your pace, and honestly, he’s considering the demisexual label too, help him with some resources

Prompto

You’re gonna have to explain a few things to him, but other than that, he’ll understand just fine.

lay down some ground rules and he’ll be good.

sweet sunshine has so much love to give, but he won’t be forcing anything on you.

I think he’s prone to make things sentimental.

OH MY GOD YOUR FIRST TIME TOGETHER THO.

Baby boy is gonna go all out, make sure its romantic, make sure its perfect.

remind him to cool down though, if its not gonna be the first time ever, you’ve done this before, relax him, love him

Gladio

He’ll take a few times, but he’ll get it through his head. dis boiiiiii

But he will never, ever, EVER do anything to hurt you, you’re his buttercup.

but he’ll make many euphemisms. SO MANY.

“when i get you up to my room-” Throw a shoe at him.

but all kidding aside, he understands. he’ll admire you for it, he kind of keeps it in mind as something special. Remind him gently its not a choice tho, lol, you literally cant just bone someone

Also, he’s a very sentimental guy, a pure romantic at heart. so he’s very cool with it!

Nothing will ever change the way he feels about you, when the time comes, when you’re ready, its gonna be absolutely explosive.

Ignis

“Actually, I’ve considered myself a demisexual. What a coincidence.”

(well i hc him as demi if you don’t das cool too ignore the above)

So he’s more than capable of understanding. He only wants whats best for you.

He’s also not that worried about how things will go. As long as you both are getting along magnificently, have good conversation, you’re doing just fine.

he understands sex comes after a level of trust and comfort, after an intense connection. more so for you. (or both bc hc above)

He’s never a man in it for sex. He always has you and your comforts in mind and you will both decide on a good enough time.

A romantic as well, he considers it a great honor when you decide to get intimate with him. you’ll be catching him smiling for weeks, his cheeks dusted with the lightest pink.

#ffxv #ffxv headcanons #Noctis Lucis Caelum #prompto argentum #gladiolus amicitia #ignis scientia #noctis x reader #prompto x reader #gladio x reader #ignis x reader #demi!reader

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