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afrenomes · 11 months
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Does the idea of having to get a car in order to just survive give anyone else an insane amount of anxiety or is that just me
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magentapint · 3 years
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crenny brainrot
idk i normally dont post my thoughts here on tumblr but since im becoming active again i want to ramble on about my favorite crenny headcanons.
mostly because i have the agenda of embedding it to the crenny nation collective consciousness. i am a woman in a mission.
Disclaimer: these are literally headcanons with either 0 or the bare minimum canonical basis. its all for good fun pls don’t attack me for rambling about south park characters on main.
1. Kenny is an English gay, Craig is a Science gay || alt title: my craig is bad at english agenda.
I don’t need to explain myself but I’m GOING to explain myself. In the series Kenny is normally the point person whenever the boys don’t know the meaning of a certain term. That’s on rich vocabulary baybee! Ok but ALSO Kenny’s is legit good at English (e.g. When he wrote the boys a letter from Hawaii, His entire Princess Kenny cold open, his Mysterion dialogues)
And now Craig, sweet precious illiterate Craig. 
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need i say more? 
Craig as a science gay just makes a lot of sense to me, bc duh...space...and stuff. Leave it to Craig to calculate the rate of xyz when abc, but if you ask him to write 1 (one) single essay he will slap you. 
I love contrasting my Crenny bc that’s their primary appeal for me! I’m on that stem student x liberal arts student agenda.
2. Kenny loves his town! (Craig is on the Fence) 
It’s a really common crenny trope for them to hate the fuck out of South Park, which leads to countless runaway fics (which I ADORE, keep making them.) But you know when I thought about it, Kenny’s definitely the type to love South Park (and its inhabitants) from the Bottom of his heart.
Dude he literally took on the role of Mysterion to protect the town from the shadows (he’s been doing it for Months???), He sacrificed himself in the South park movie just to bring back things to normal. This man. Loves. His. town. 
I think Kenny’s the type to be all “Come with me, I’ll show you my secret spot.” Then have like 17 secret spots around the town. He definitely knows stuff like the quickest route to school or the best spot for stargazing. All that. 
Now Craig. I could see why he’d hate the town TBH. And that offers a nice counterbalance to Kenny (a comic is forming in my mind as we speak.)
I want Kenny to teach Craig how to love the town (kenny voice “you’re just not experiencing the town the right way!”) and I want Craig to call out Kenny (craig voice “maybe you’re just romanticizing the idea of the town because you’re scared of letting go of the last bits of your childhood”) AHAHAHAHA. Idk Man, it would be a nice dynamic to study.
lmao i just realized that most of my headcanons are just contrasting crenny. IDC!
3. manlet kenny and taaaaall craig
yall KNOW ive been on that short Crenny agenda since day 1!
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(behold my first rendered crenny art ever)
DAY ONE! 初日!Unang araw palang!
BUT! but! BUT! this goes deeper. because of course im going to ramble on about this. 
*clears throat*
Craig tries to occupy as little space as possible, Kenny tries to occupy the biggest space possible.
BAM! Visual and Thematic Interest! 
I can imagine it now, Craig keeping his limbs as close to himself. Kenny stretching out his arms trying to “take more sunlight and air!” 
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I like the idea of Kenny being small but no one really thinks he’s small because he carries himself like a large person. Sometimes he’d just stand up and Craig would see the top of his head and go “oh wow i forgot that you were a foot shorter than me for a split second.”
Fun stuff.
4. Mole placements because I’m a graphic design student and this is the type of shit that appeals to me.
As yall know I draw Craig with a mole under his eye and Kenny with a mole under his lip. Want to know why? Visual interest BAYBEE. Have i told you that I’m a graphic design STUDENT. 
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I like it because it leads your eyes from Craig’s face to Kenny’s face or vice versa. It adds a sense of movement to any of my crenny pieces. 
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Also I noticed how most crenny fics focus on how striking Craig’s eyes are and I think it’s just fitting to add a lil mole to accent it. 
As for kenny, I’m on that...........kenny kissable lips agenda.......I hc his mole to be less noticeable but MAN once you notice, it’s all you see. I can just imagine Craig going fucking crazy once he realize that there’s a mole under Kenny’s lips.
5. Craig and Kenny are innately perceptive || alt title: Crenny Bluetooth Couple
This is kinna one of my tenet headcanons. Like my entire crenny characterization hinges on this one headcanon. 
Okay get ready its DISSERTATION time. 
5A: The angst of it all
Craig and Kenny are both very perceptive. They notice. The different lies in the way they act on what they had notice.
Kenny’s an empath so he tries the best to subtly help the people around him when noone else can. Stan having a bad day? Kenny would stay with him. Kyle’s pissed off more than usual? Kenny would crack jokes he knows Kyle would laugh at. etc.etc.
Craig is very pragmatic. If it doesn’t affect him, he won’t bother. But with Kenny he just can’t help but be so concerned. 
He notices it when somethings off with Kenny. He’d notice when Kenny’s disoriented (after dying and not knowing how reality warped or sum). He’d notice when Kenny’s tired (after working overtime at city wok). He’d notice how Kenny would look at his friends lunches.
What pisses Craig the most is how Kenny just, smiles through it all. Craig’s so frustrated with how Kenny’s own friends are too caught up with their shit that they can’t notice telltale signs. 
And so he finds himself gravitating towards Kenny. Inviting Kenny to join his Wide-angle lens show after he got rejected for looking too poor. Offering to be his partner during school trips. 
5B: craigs cold hard exterior = kennys happy go lucky attitude
Craig and Kenny don’t express their true emotions. 
But the difference is: Craig doesn’t show his because he doesn’t feel  the need to. Kenny doesn’t show his because he has to. 
BAM! Interest!
Kenny has to be strong. To not worry his siblings or friends. So he just pushes through and hides it all with his hedonistic facade. 
Craig’s just.....idk he just doesn’t want 2 show his emotions for funsies idk what’s up with him. 
I like how on the surface they seem like polar opposites but fundamentally they are the same. (bc theyre soulmates)
5C: Reading craig
Kenny’s one of the few people who mastered the language of Craiganese. Alongside Ruby, Clyde, and Token. 
Kenny’s skill was innate tho and it pisses off Clyde so much.
Clyde learned how to read Craig after years of being his closest friend. It took a lot of trial and error, but he’s proud that he can understand Craig’s mood and all that.
But then comes Kenny who can read Craig immediately! What the heck! Unfair!
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5D: Bluetooth couple
which leads me to the point. 
It’s funny.
It’s just funny I can imagine Crenny having entire conversations just by looking at each other.
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okay thats all.
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theconfusedartist · 3 years
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this goes a few places but i’ll try to stay on track
honestly, I’ve been thinking about this but like...
i kinda wanna write the arc in which the phantom thieves become better friends to the MC?
maybe this is a bit far fetched but like, the way the phantom thieves treat the main character isn’t the way you’d treat someone you care about. and like. this isn’t even coming from a place of me hating them either, bc i really really like all of them and i’m glad that they all get to move on and forward with their lives
like, the entire game the MC goes through making deals, shady connections, and dubious places to make sure everyone has what they need, whether its for weapons, items, or a shoulder to cry on, the MC is always there for them. and. i know that this is, in a game and narrative point of view, for the sake of getting the game rolling so the player can get supplies and doesn’t have to worry about waiting on other characters for things needed to assist in palace infiltrations. like, i get what it serves in a story sense, and why it needs to happen in a game sense
however
whenever i think of persona 5 as a writer, trying to write from the POV of the the MC, the phantom thieves, or any of the other confidants, it just kinda...hits me? the MC is a 16-17 year old that has managed to convince all these people that he has whatever they need to continue on with their work/life/well-being.
and for some, this makes sense, like Mishima and Shinya make sense bc in Shinya’s case its an older kid helping a younger kid with a bad parental situation using means that would keep him from getting arrested (which is when most people stop trying to help, for fear of retaliation from the parent) and with Mishima it makes sense bc he worships the phantom thieves to an unhealthy degree, while also keeping their image in his hands, and is also their only means of communicating with the outside world as the phantom thieves bc to do so otherwise would compromise their identities (not that yelling out their plans in the middle of a train station wouldn’t compromise them as well, but y’know) and that is dealt with by Mishima gaining confidence and learning how to be the hero he idolizes not only for others in distress but also for himself and continues to pursue his own creative pursuits
like, for all the phantom thieves, i have no real problems with their confidants
the only real issue is that, at rank 10, all of them declare that they’ll be on the MC’s side and help him through thick and thin. except.....they never do. and it’s not like it has to be big either, I’m not asking for any big dramatic scene either, just basic shit. like, you know what makes the MC a good friend? he reaches out, makes sure to listen, actively does what he can to help, and works with them to help them get through their problems. none of the other thieves do this, not once. and if you wanna make the argument that they all heard him out about his record, yes, that IS a great thing and i’m glad that they recognize that it was wrong.
but when i think of the rest of the game, i just think of them never talking to the MC. not even in the sense that the player has to see the conversation play out or anything, after all when you go on hang out spots with confidants but not for a link, the game says that the MC got closer to the character and you have the chance to give and exchange gifts. i really really REALLY liked that feature bc it makes it feel like the others are trying to get to know the MC and give him something he’d like.
however.
if they want to be good friends, they should also be able to do things that aren’t related to the phantom thieves. Haru, i give a(only a bit though) pass bc she joins the group so late that theres no way she’d know about all the ins and outs that the MC has to take care of as the leader, and by the time she would even get the chance, she’s dealing with her father, then the plot, then the final and Final bosses. she would’ve had no time to really learn the dynamics of the phantom thieves or the metaverse (and this is blatantly shown right before they first enter Okumura’s palace and right before they steal the treasure) and is rarely ever afforded that chance to bond with the group in game save for banter in mementos. not to mention, she actively gives some of the best boosting items in the game and also does her best to connect with the MC through their own shared similarities (Leblanc and her grandfather’s shop, always having to act a certain way for fear of reprisal, not knowing what she’s supposed to do but needed to act more mature as people don’t see her as a child but rather as a thing/tool for their benefit) that i didn’t really see in any of the other social links with the phantom thieves.
again, this isn’t saying that the thieves are being bad friends on purpose or that they’re going out of their way to be The Worst(tm) but if they’re going to claim that they want to help through thick and thin then why don’t any of the others ask about the MC? the only time i ever recall them asking the MC about things they like/dislike is during the summer Leblanc hangouts and it’s only about a specific topic. (examples being: Yusuke asking if they should make plans to go to France or buy a TV, Ryuji asking about the MCs favorite sports and preference in manga character tropes, Futaba asking if the MC ever built a laptop or dealt) i know this is a rpg, so i’m not expecting anything specific to come from the MC as the player is able to hc whatever they want about him, but even the game going ‘x asked me about y issue’ would’ve been enough. it doesn’t have to be detailed, i just want examples of the thieves that claim to be his friends asking about his hometown, his family, how the MC is doing bc rarely is that ever asked, or if the MC needs help.
like, yes, the praise about how cool and strong and awesome you are is great but if the MC has been running around Tokyo for a solid week talking to all these people, working multiple part time shifts for money, and doing xyz just to make sure the phantom thieves are operational then i (as a player) would also like that same sort of thing if this is supposed to be a team. honestly, though, it was fine for the most part bc the game was still really fun and hanging out with them (over all the other confidants like (Kawakami, Ohya, or Chihaya) is a gdamn BLESSING GOD dealing with them is stressful tbh) is honestly the highlight of the game for me bc they’re so colorful and full of life that i didn’t even really give too much thought about this save for once or twice, and that was only AFTER the interrogation room
why? bc up until this point, i had no reason to think that the phantom thieves were doing anything than what they said they would: sticking through thick and thin and lending their support. i simply attributed those moments that weren’t in the game to back up this claim as being shown during the non-confidant level up hang out times, that the things i talked about before were just not being shown to the player explicitly but it was still happening behind the scenes. but the interrogation scene with Sae kinda made that....fall flat on it’s face.
i mean, hear me out. even if, and that’s a BIG IF, there was absolutely no other way to get the police off their back, no other way to handle the assassin that was coming for them, and no way to do anything outside the metaverse.....................why was there no one there to make sure that the plan worked? like, there’s a camera inside the cell, so Futaba at the VERY LEAST should be able to tell whats going on inside, right? and even if you wanna tell me that somehow the cops were able to put that on a server that Futaba couldn’t access that still brings me back to the same point at before.
the phantom thieves, when explaining to Sae how they got their plan together, also have this nice little image of them going to the (was it the real or the fake one?) interrogation room and making sure that they COULD actually carry out their plan.
so. if they went to the physical place to make sure their plan could work, knew exactly where the MC was going to be and when, and knew there would be cameras, why did none of them have some sort of a back up plan set up? not even just in case?
like, i know that the ‘bad ending’ is the MC telling Sae the others’ identities and then dying but, the dude is drugged out of his mind! he’s been getting beaten for hours, if not an entire day, then interrogated by Sae! even if the MC had sold them out, it would’ve been a case of giving a drugged confession, bc the MC wouldn’t have been in his right mind.
yes, as a player, you can say no. as a player, you can easily say, ‘why would i give up my friends?’. it makes no sense as a player to let the characters who you’ve spent at least 40+ hours up to the wolves. but the MC? who is drugged out of his mind? who has been beaten bloody and knows that nothing he says is going to get them to stop? who then has to deal with Sae interrogating him and constantly reminding him over and over that if he doesn’t give her what she needs, he WILL die? yeah, of course the MC is going to say no, but if he did I wouldn’t hold that against him bc he’s not in the right state of mind at all. not only that, but then someone who was supposed to be a friend and ally is coming in to kill him, and the only thing to keep that from happening is starting up the metaverse and making him think he shot the real deal.
but even with that, what? did the thieves test out what would happen if someone shot what they think is that person in the other world while that same person is sitting in the same spot, at the same time, in the same conditions? bc if they didn’t, then why were they so sure this plan would work? and if they DID then why was there no one there to make sure the plan worked?
seriously, have someone hide out in the metaverse, right? then when the assassin comes in, that person can then verify that the MC isn’t fucking dead
what part of leaving a friend to act as a decoy, leaving him to deal with a police force that they have already been informed is corrupt and willing to do whatever they have to in order to get a confession (the same person that has already been brutalized by the police mind you!) by himself, to then ALSO deal with being interrogated, and then pray that the plan they came up with (that they also have no intention of making sure it worked) to deal with the assassin goes as planned, then ALSO HAVE TO PRAY that HOPEFULLY Sae decides to help him flee incarceration.
do you see my problem here? what part of any of this plan is solid? what part of any of this plan isn’t cruel? like, even with all the exceptions i was trying to give them, this is not acting as a good friend. hell, this isn’t even how you should be acting as a good ALLY, forget a friend.
and afterwards, the whole ‘yeah we’re so great we tricked akechi!’ doesn’t even feel like a good thing bc the MC can say he doesn’t remember anything and Sae can follow up saying that he shouldn’t have to remember what happened to him and
none of the thieves say a word. it’s just. glossed over.
like nothing ever happened
the bruises are gone somehow. the concern never appears. the thieves never ask.
welp! back to palace infiltration!
like?
what about that is being a good friend? and here’s what gets me: in the aftermath were the MC isn’t supposed to go outside bc ppl might see him--he’s still the one getting all the supplies.
what the hell? isn’t this the ‘thin’ they were talking about? hell, at this point i’m not even asking for them to talk about how the MC is feeling, i’m just saying they should be carrying at least some of the load if he is NOT SUPPOSED TO BE OUTSIDE
like what?
honestly, i wanna remake this post bc i ended up just making a bunch of word vomit but like. it is what it is
i love the phantom thieves but goddamn they are not very good friends. i don’t think they’re trying to be bad friends on purpose but they definitely are
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an open letter to howl/roy/pluto
@brynhildrking @brynhildrkink @expectaance @fef14leo @childoftomes
and their friends, if you please.
i will preface this post with a complaint to the fandom: i cannot believe that you are excusing this kind of behavior. you have been watching silently for months as you just follow @brynhildrking aka @expectaance​ / @fef14leo / @childoftomes and enable people like howl/pluto/roy to run rampant with their transmisogynistic bullshit, bullying minors and non-minors alike. half of you send your “ilus” when troye @shroudedvallite makes a post calling you all out on your silence but lmfao wyd? we can’t believe this shit still hasn’t sorted itself out since last spring. i don’t want to hear from any fucking apologists, so you’d better pick a god and pray if you insist on encouraging howl’s nasty behavior. the problem is that people who associate with howl choose to either turn a blind eye or kiss howl’s ass whenever they’re called out on something legitimately harmful as though howl is simply the victim of anon hate. do you know what you are doing? you are being an enabler. you are being an apologist. you are defending howl on principle alone.
this is not to say that you must demonize someone or drop them immediately when they're called out about something, but a GOOD friend and good person does not validate someone when they are clearly harming others. howl has only rejected the voices of victims while acting like one in turn. in response to valid concerns, howl gets defensive, picking and choosing which arguments to refute (with nothing but red herrings, at that) instead of acknowledging that they have hurt others. and you guys come to their defense. do you see how alarming this behavior is and why it needs to stop?
these issues have boiled to the point where they need to be exposed in rougher fashion. understand that howl has been approached before―not via catty anons but through private, civil confrontation. when asked politely by a friend to consider their problematic handling of xyz issues, howl tossed back a vague apology stating "yeah, i’m sorry about that, i can fix things", but at least howl had seemed receptive to the criticisms. however, they immediately lost all credibility by CONTINUING the same behaviors instead of improving where they had harmed others. in fact, howl proceeded to bully minors/duplicates along with perpetuating their misogynistic/transphobic practices. the point of this post is to stress our absolute frustration―callouts are a last resort. regardless of your inevitable principle to discourage “drama”, you should take this post seriously and not dismiss it as inflammatory anon hate. the purpose of a callout is to bring issues to attention and educate others on them once somebody is harming other people in the community and willfully refuses to listen. none of this is petty bashing against howl for the sake of bashing, and if you dismiss victims speaking up as “drama” or simply “arguing”, you need to reconsider your morals. furthermore, nobody should encourage anon hate or inflammatory behavior―we certainly do not.
howl, you listen up: i’m not as kind as mod green over there and my phraseology will not be as forgiving, but you WILL be receptive to the content of this post. i don’t approve of blind bashing nor anonymous hate, and that is not what i am encouraging with this curtly-voiced post. however, we have been patient enough with you only for your toxic ass to remain stagnant; you have only continued to harm others and willfully ignore your past mistakes/multiple callouts rather than learning from them. i will NOT go gentle into that good night; i will NOT pat your ass only for you to spit out another meaningless “yeah i can fix things” and i will NOT hear from any of your enabling friends who want to defend you on principle alone. if you want to refute, we can talk about the actual issues, but take responsibility for what you did and don’t even think about bringing another fucking red herring into my house.
this post was a long time coming. in it i will be directly quoting your past response to mod green’s earlier callout. and i’m sorry i have to do this but i cannot tolerate transphobia, misogyny, transmisogyny, bullying, theft, incest/pregnancy/lactation/do-i-need-to-go-on fetishization, and Hypocrisy to boot so you know what? @ either of the writers of this post if you need someone we’re Money Face @munifice and @voidsung from spring 2016, AKA two of the many people who have had to softblock you on NUMEROUS occasions until fucking hardblocking you because your ass kept refollowing and breaking our rules by sending memes/liking starter calls/etc. but you didn't address that part, did you? in fact, you don't address a lot of things. if you're going to make a statement about your previous callout you can't just cherry pick your arguments and sweep the rest of your wrongdoings under the rug. but looking good and presenting yourself as a victim matters more than owning up to your shit, right?
"i tried to be mature about this and move on" you're implying that You're Mature, howl? this classic zinger from problematic folks is 9/10 an arrogant, thinly-veiled copout when you don't want to deal with your shit biting you back in the ass. a better translation: "i want to ignore people i have hurt with my actions instead of acknowledging what i did." don't act as if you're on some pedestal just because the newer/unknowing people in fates came to your defense out of principle or because callout culture is demonized by the ignorant half of tumblr.
-- i cannot tolerate when someone has gone through old posts that do not reflect me now.
you try really fucking hard to sound relevant by stressing timestamps as if we’re being sneaky, but we know you didn’t post any of those things recently and those receipts were not posted to imply immediate correlation with your previous callouts but to expose the harmful things you HAVE done. to reiterate what @voidsung mentioned, you think we had the fucking stomachs to sift all the way back through your blog lmao but these caps were taken and stashed as the posts/content came out; the thing is, people have been fed up with your shit since AT LEAST june and you know what? WE were the ones who let it go until we heard you were still being fucking nasty and therefore these receipts are still relevant to an extent.
i’m being fair with you by saying to an extent because everybody makes mistakes; a year is a great period of time and many of us have bettered ourselves since 2016. do some of these receipts not reflect who you are today? okay, let’s talk about it. here are the issues:
INCEST
i’m going to take a snippet from mod green’s callout:
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and here is your response to it:
i am completely compliant to tag things, and honestly, i have refined my blacklist to catch most things that would trigger me into a panic attack so other people do not have to worry about tagging things. i honestly do not mean to forget tags but it occurs from time to time, but i am typically very good at remembering triggers and approaching triggering content.
this is not really my problem with you. you said you’d tag things so that’s fine; tbh i didn’t really perceive your tagging policy as harboring an aloof attitude. my beef is the incest. i think THIS is where you are arguably too passive considering the subject content. if we call incest an elephant in the room, this implies that the issues of shipping it are understood, but it still seems like you don’t understand the gravity of what you’re playing with for the sake of your m/m.
i hardly ever mention leo’s infatuation outside of dm’s for coping reasons, i hardly ever mention leomarx period; and if it even appears on this blog outside of my /ruleslong page, it’s tagged with #incest cw 
leo is my only muse that i would ever write incest with, and it is because leo is messed up and dealing with trauma and it would be me coping by writing it, but chances are, i will never write leomarx on this blog.
you say “chances are i will never write leomarx on this blog” with the implied “so it’s okay” as if that wishy-washy bs absolves the real problem here. THE PROBLEM LIES IN THAT LEOMARX IS EVEN A THING LMAO and do you think that just because you also want to justify yourself with “leo is the only muse i’d ever do this with” it makes everything fine? you have to understand that this doesn’t mean anything to other people. do you think that vaguely crying “coping mechanism” makes everything fine? people like you cheapen this term for abuse survivors by slapping its label on harmful practice and expecting the rest to be a picnic in the park. excusing yourself by saying that leo is “messed up” is both an invalid defense and an ableist one. trauma is nothing to take as lightly and as sloppily as you have been doing in your writing. if shipping incest really comforts you, that might be fine for you, but understand that it is still harmful; you cannot force this on other people nor react defensively when they call you out on it. 
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you like to jeer other victims who are upset with your romanticization of these things, and i just wanna ask why you think that’s okay? you do this in some condescending ass manner by saying “i’m an adult; i can tell between fiction and reality” which is really fucking funny because you seem to use your leo id as an excuse to VAGUE AND BULLY leo duplicates. you only detach yourself from your muse when you are called out on problematic handling so that you can play the old “muse=/=mun” record. YOU VAGUE AND BULLY ANYBODY WHO CLASHES AGAINST YOUR PERSONAL INTERESTS WHILE CALLING YOURSELF AN ADULT. but we’ll further elaborate on the bullying later. back to the incest: if you just pull out excuses for your incest ships and act all fucking catty about the offended audiences, you are not truly acknowledging the problems with the content and are therefore unfit to be handling it. you are being insensitive and harmfully careless, which is the recurring problem in your blog management.
but you know what? there’s even more behind this. when i was on @munifice i distinctly remember an unpopular opinion meme circulating around, during which you had sent others the corresponding unicode symbol + the optional topic to discuss, regarding (in verbatim) “the blatant incest in fates”. this implied beef with kamui/royals, which i had actively been writing and posting on the dashboard. you were rather vocal about kamui/royals and kamui/azura. i quoted one of your posts in verbatim below:
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further testimony on this from others: keep in mind that all these skype logs are not some sort of recent salt fest but scattered from multiple people at the times you exhibited the mentioned issues. if you really want me to dig back for the specific stamps i can, but i don’t think they’re relevant.
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in response to leo/marx:
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(if i have two different colors in one screencap it’s to represent different people within that screencap--i just want to make clear that overall these testimonies are not just two people represented by black and red)
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so lmao you diss kamui/royals but will ship leo/marx. don’t be a hypocrite. furthermore, i want to point out that not only did you proceed with leo’s jp incest implication, but you modified this so that instead of CAMILLA, a woman, leo’s crush would have been on MARX, a man. this is really fucking shady considering your abhorrently misogynistic history with fates women, which i’ll touch on later.
so i’m going to ask you: along with being an incest apologist, why did you bend everything for the sake of leo/marx? because to a lot of people, it comes off as m/m fetishization.
you also claimed you would write the “blatant incest” between leo/kamui. however, this is clearly limited to MALE KAMUI because you love to fucking bash femui in your free time.
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and i’m really fucking tired of your misogyny, you disgusting m/m fetishist.
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by the way, you have written leo/xander as well as leo/m!corrin. i’m sure we can find more receipts if you’re not willing to admit to this, but some of us distinctly remember you writing nsfw content about leo/xander as well as A “GENDERBENT” XANDER LMFAO
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[The particularly explicit NSFW parts have been censored]
TRANSMISOGYNY
 you didn’t cover this enough when it was addressed.
leo is pansexual panromantic but has the umbrella label of gay. my typing style has gone from past tense to present tense, and one of the screencaps ( again, without a date, nothing from my blog is accompanied by a date to when it was posted ) is from a past tense, [IRRELEVANT RED HERRING] as well as on the callout post that was made by a fun little blog [isn’t it? the blog wasn’t my idea but i think it’s a cute approach to exposing transphobes and the like] dedicated to calling me out contains internalized transphobia against himself. talking about leo’s internalized transphobia towards himself ( a man in a woman’s body - that is leo talking about himself, not leo talking about a transgirl/woman )
the way you have handled your trans portrayal has offended so many other trans people that it should have been a red flag. if a marginalized group is hurt by your actions, it is not up to you to decide that you haven’t hurt them; it is up to you to educate yourself and respect what others of the group are saying. inter-group issues Exist. being trans yourself does not preclude you from doing transphobic/generally harmful things and it most DEFINITELY does not exempt you from being called out because of said behaviors. you pass off all of your transphobic receipts as “leo’s internalized transphobia”, but this is not an excuse to take it ooc. your ooc behavior and your rules had suggested that YOU AS A MUN did not consider trans women as valid women. you are seriously all over the place with misogyny. occurrences below:
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you ask people to tag cishet ships and bash any ships involving cis women shipped with men solely because they are cis women, as you did in the above tweet.
you asked @vilebrand to tag their azura/leo--not out of valid ship discomfort but SOLELY BECAUSE AZURA IS A CIS WOMAN. yes howl this is fucking misogyny
you repeatedly pestered vilebrand, encroaching and making a Vague Post directed at them (and possibly others) by saying “i can’t really see leo with a woman” yet you shipped your (then) homosexual portrayal with trans women. you wrote in your rules that your leo was gay but “wouldn’t mind a trans girlfriend” and stress that you only care for “het” ships if they’re trans, as you did in the one of the above tweets. do you not see trans women as “real” women? do you only care about their genitals? do you only care about ships where there’s dick involved? because that’s exactly what it looks like.
you litter your writing with gendered slurs like c*nt and so on, consistently dehumanizing female anatomy but always fetishizing it, as well as other female bodily functions such as lactation, pregnancy, etc. for the sake of m/m smut.
you change the jp incest from camilla to marx. and yet:
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you have supported “genderbends”, which are inherently transphobic. see here if you need to educate yourself on why.
this is all inexcusable transmisogyny that transcends whatever you want to pass off as your muse’s problem. there is only so much that you can pin on ic=/=ooc. your muse’s internalized transphobia is one thing, but the way that you as a writer are handling it is hurting trans people. you need to fucking reconsider your authority on these things.
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this isn’t about invalidating identities or anything like that. however, your authority on the situation is to be questioned. first off, it is entirely possibly for members of a marginalized group to be racist/misogynistic/___phobic to their own group. this still doesn’t make it okay, and being trans does not make you a monolith. individuals and their varied experiences are valid, but the simplest concept is that you are not supposed to hurt other people, howl. if multiple trans masc. people have been discomforted by your handling, why have you not stopped to even consider their concerns? you are not a monolith. please note that we are not trying to voice for trans people themselves―with the express permission to convey their dismay, we’re including multiple testimonies.
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as for your latest disgusting drabble in which you deadname Leo repeatedly and use his abuse by his mother and his dysphoria as fodder for your oh so romantic ship angst, 
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“sarcasm for the last part” lol. sarcasm whenever you respond to people who disagree with you, including victims, and passing it off as anon hate.
“leo’s trans status and my ships are not related” you literally used his deadname and trauma as the entire Basis for a ship drabble, but okay. you literally fetishize his anatomy in your nsfw content so often it makes people sick, but okay. your romantic little drabble triggered and disgusted people - Trans people, such as the trans masc. person who sent this ask (who we know personally but did not incite to send the ask -- they did this of their own volition after being infuriated by your drabble). i don’t appreciate that YOU assumed they were assuming you’re not trans. unlike YOU, howl, they actually read people’s pages, so your hypocritical ass may want to calm down with the attitude in the tags.
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-a message from @vilebrand, a trans person who writes trans leo WITHOUT fetishizing him and using his trauma for ship fodder and also someone you’ve harassed and Copied. The former accusation was touched upon in the section regarding your misogyny and resultant vagues and the latter accusation will be expanded upon in this next section.
COPYING /  MISTREATING DUPLICATES
Hi, @voidsung here. While I did not participate in the writing of the first callout on this blog, I did mention in the tags when I reblogged it that you copied a friend’s icons. Apparently this alone was enough for you to put my url under “users you need tagged” on your blacklist, as well as yotou who You were harassing and vaguing. Is that all it takes to get on your blacklist? Lucky for you, I’m giving you a Real reason to feel anxious around me now in co-writing this callout. Back to the matter of copying icons --- your response to my accusation was to claim the following:
the psd I’m using was a gift, i can’t remember from who at the moment
Actually, no it wasn’t. It was vilebrand’s psd. Despite the fact that vilebrand Did post their psd as a resource for mutuals, most people who used it Asked first and changed it up bc theyre, y'know, Original. You however did not ask at all and just Took it and slapped it on your own icons and didn’t even bother asking if vilebrand was okay with it (news flash: they werent !) and, to a Lot of people, you switching to the Same icon style, in addition to the fact that you made a trans leo after they’d already gained popularity as a trans leo, made it look a Lot like you were trying to copy/piggyback off of their leo. That’s not to say anyone owns trans headcanons, of course, but considering you not only copied from vilebrand but also followed them and then started sending them messages despite them not following back, pressuring them in to returning the mutual, in addition to the fact that you accused dastardking of copying from you simply for having a similar headcanon, this hypocrisy cannot be overlooked. 
A comparison for those who need it [top: vilebrand’s icons; bottom: howl’s]
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and yes, you have very recently changed your icon style but this was the style you used for months and does not excuse the copying.
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the only decent trans leo stuff is what You’ve written, huh. Saying what you’ve written for trans leo is Decent is really flattering yourself considering it’s disgusted and upset so many trans people in itself, but also fucking bullshit since you copied from and harassed an Actually decent trans leo resulting in them becoming uncomfortable on their own blog.
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once again, you really have a fuckton of vitriol and mistrust towards duplicates despite blatantly ripping off and harassing a leo when you started your blog. the hypocrisy never ends ! 
VAGUES / MISTREATING OTHER USERS / USING MENTAL ILLNESSES AS EXCUSES 
the user i vagued about was yotou, a ryouma that long since left the fandom. back when i first joined the fandom, i was still fighting to get somewhere in terms of writing. they had a leo that was inactive at that point in time, and i assumed it meant for ships, which i was not seeking at that point. when i first started to write for leo, i did not ship leoma - leokumi was my main ship and i wanted to develop leo with a potential friend, but instead of even looking at an au, i was declined any interaction all together and therefore vented.
lmfao it’s about time you outright admitted to vaguing @yotou considering you kept gargling gigi’s name in your mouth.
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if you think you have any room to complain about gigi when you didn’t fucking read her rules, think again. “i wanted to develop leo with a potential friend, but instead of even looking at an au, i was declined any interaction all together” why are you making yourself sound like the victim here? we saw your half-assed apology and jsyk if you’re going to apologize to gigi for “dragging her into drama”, first you need to acknowledge what you really did: YOU VAGUED HER and YOU SHOULD NOT JUSTIFY THIS AS “THEREFORE VENTING”. IT DOESN’T MATTER WHERE YOU WERE IN TERMS OF WRITING. FURTHERMORE, YOU NEVER READ HER RULES AND OVERLOOKED THE DETAILS SHE HAD SPECIFIED.
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context: the aforementioned meme was a ship meme asking for a list of pros/cons regarding a romantic relationship between your two muses. but honestly is this finally enough?? to tell you?? that gigi had been looking for revelation interactions?? your leo is post-birthright. you asked for threads between the two kings, not any au. it is natural that she would decline and you are in no position to act as if you have been wronged for neglecting to read blog policies. time after time you act so entitled and you don’t care if you hurt others for it as long as YOU get what you want. someone on anonymous had even called you out on this after you posted a bunch of positivity for selective blogs. you did a 180 and preached “it’s okay to be selective!!!” etc to defend this right for your blog, but hadn’t you just thrown a fit at gigi for it?
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GIGI HAS BPD TOO, YOU FUCKING EGG. GIGI ALSO KNOWS HOW TO OWN UP TO HER ACTIONS AND APOLOGIZE FOR ANY SQUICKS. AND GUESS WHAT!!! ON TOP OF ALL THAT, GIGI ALSO READS OUR RULES PAGES!!!! Because gigi is ACTUALLY the adult that you like to praise yourself for being despite your immature ass behavior. bpd doesn’t give you a get out of jail free pass to be fucking vile towards others. neither does anxiety, which you’ve also used as a scapegoat to justify your harmful actions. this is not me invalidating whatever mental illnesses you have, but rather a wake-up call: you need to stop hiding behind MIs every time you wrong people and actually take responsibility for the things you have done, because this insults ALL people with mental illnesses. you do not own up to your actions and instead have consistently blamed it on "my bpd's a bitch" or "sorry that i had a fucking anxiety attack but ___" in response to being approached by people you have bullied/harassed. if you feel as if your MI may impose a serious problem to your relationships, you really need to help yourself. you cannot be so entitled as to think others are responsible for everything you do/inciting your reactions by not giving you what you want. this savage anon summarized your ass in less than fifteen words and had us all jumping for joy.
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there’s your beloved timestamp, by the way. we can only hope that you’ve learned from your mistakes by now, but given all the recent testimony and receipts, that doesn’t seem to be the case.
DISCOMFORTING MINORS AND BREAKING PEOPLE’S RULES
among all the things people have called you out on, this is something else you must have forgotten to address. because you’re trying to focus on timestamps and maturity, right?
most minors will reveal that they are such in their rules. naturally this is for everyone’s safety. i don’t know if your policy is any different now, but you yourself had said that you would not follow anyone under eighteen. many minors began complaining that you followed them despite this rule, which was one of the first indicators that you did not read rules pages.
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PEOPLE HAVE CONSISTENTLY COMPLAINED THAT YOU DID NOT READ THEIR RULES. what’s worse is that YOU KEPT REFOLLOWING EVERYBODY EVEN AFTER THEY HAD SOFTBLOCKED YOU. but lmao “[we] should just shut up and block [you] if [we] have a problem” with your fucking transmisogyny and incest?? WE HAVE. some people have had to deal with this 3+ times.
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and lmfao don’t even think about blaming this one on “trying to get somewhere with my writing” because THAT DOES NOT GIVE YOU LEEWAY TO PESTER PEOPLE FOR INTERACTIONS. you’ve sent so many inbox asks to non-mutuals and liked their starter calls. you’ve made minors uncomfortable whether it’s by re/following them or sending them nsfw/writing it in your replies to them. YOU DON’T READ OTHER PEOPLE’S FUCKING RULES. you just blatantly break them and still think yourself entitled to interactions and the like?
i suppose you’ve changed your blog policies by now, because i hear you’ve been bullying/affiliating with minors in particular. now we get into the newer dirt, which i’d also like for you to explain. you and other group chat mods have been ganging up on people who politely express their opinions if they should so contradict yours; you proceed to take your tantrums to the dash and vague them. what makes you think that any of this is okay? apparently there have been multiple callouts and occasions where people have tried to confront you about your harmful actions. however, you have not acknowledged these previous callouts. you have still not taken responsibility for your actions nor have you made ANY visible effort to change, to correct your mistakes.
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also watch me use trigger tags !! right now!!  grow up, come forward and talk to me privately if you have a damn issue with me.
lmfao no howl, you fucking grow up. stop painting yourself as some victim for two fucking seconds and actually consider the criticisms that others have been offering. if you want to solve the problem, stop dismissing the people you’ve hurt on the premise that this drama tires you or that your mental illnesses do not allow for you to change your harmful behavior. nobody is fucking asking you for anything more than some acknowledgement, proper apologies, and modifications to your behavior.
If any others would like to come forward with receipts/anecdotes about how howl has harassed them, bullied them, and/or otherwise made them uncomfortable, the ask/submit boxes on this blog are open to them.
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