man every piece of new information about endfield i see makes me less and less excited. it really is starting to look like a cash grab. i might stop playing arknights after 4.5 comes to global and stop posting about it for now cus if i have to deal with another ‘honkai 3rd sharp writing quality decline’ incident i will be so distressed lol. best to distance myself from it now, although i guess i’ll wait till 4.5 or endfield release and see what the cn reception of new content is like. sadge
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thinking abt how i’m already a chronic maladaptive daydreamer w a sensitive sidereal pisces moon in the 8th house and having access to klonopin is like a forcefield of protection for my brain and body it’s only times like these i feel safe enough to come out of hiding and glide around the real world for a little bit before the drugs wear off and i dive back into my other multi universes and try to experience life through them instead except but lately it’s gotten harder and i think it’s because i’ve been so out of touch with reality for so long that i got stuck in this weird state of writer’s purgatory i used to be able to draw so much inspiration for my characters and story plots from the real world but now it’s blanks ……..i need 2 go outside n touch grass or smthing how do i feel connected to myself and the world again i don’t want to but i think that’s the reason why i can’t write anymore as much as i try…i spent >17hrs a day trying to organize 4 different stories at a time my brain is scattered im losing hope and motivation all over again …. alllll over again!!
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