#this was an art study then i decided to use ellie's fic as the inspo hehehe

[caelanglang]

『 Is it bad if we’ve grown older, and decided that a world without the person I love is not worth the fuss? 』

In Loving Memory, by @blindblossom

made fanart for that one fanfic that shattered my heart :,)) Here ya go Ellie!

followed some of Yumingli's art tips for this one! here, here, and here.

#tw hanauso #tw blood #slight body horror #woohoo to the angst #finally collected enough confidence and self-esteem to share this #thank you ellie for hyping me up ;w; #this was an art study then i decided to use ellie's fic as the inspo hehehe #the angst is so good #PLEASE READ THE ONE SHOT #the way i didnt even read the tags bc it's written by ellie and I just know its gonna be so so good #AND BOOM ANGST OWWWIEEE AAAAAA #yes the choice of making chuuya look like he's fading is yes #i wanted the hightlight to be on the red stuffs-- the stuffs that are killing him #hehehe did you notice the rose thorn noose ehehehehe #bsd chuuya #nakahara chuuya #skk #soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #chuuya nakahara #roses #i love love love flowers #flowers #my art