#today SUCKED MAJOR ASS

[luneariann]

Ok new rule for me and me alone! If i find myself staring at a screen despondently for more than two hours without enjoying even a single second of it i am to go outside and sketch onto a piece of paper

#today SUCKED MAJOR ASS #The boomer comics were right abt me specifically

[gordon-freeman-phd]

An almost Valentine

#gordon freeman #barney calhoun #freehoun #half life #half life 2 #ponderingradioactivedecay #idoindeeddraw #damn near missed valentines day #i fuckign didnt realize it was today until the day was more than half way over smhhhhh #had to rush this shit out man lmao #i missed a whoel ass event for today as well so i gotta make it tmr and post it late which mega sucks.. #so damn bad at remembering dates bruh major skill issue on my part

[soldier-poet-king]

Need to find someone who can meet me on my level*

* keeps accidentally calling non-standard descriptive terms & subject access points 'homebrew' instead of 'in-house'

#for legal reasons this is a joke #im living my best boring little life #almost called the non lcsh subject headings homebrew to my 60yr old white woman boss today #IN HOUSE. I MEANT IN HOUSE. AS IN. NOT PART OF A WIDER STANDARD ACCEPTED IN THE FIELD #i mean lcsh kinda suck major ass #but y'know. im not getting into the subject heading debate here. I'm tired #anyway yeah im ur weirdo boring friend who gets excited about metadata and database management #spreadsheets my beloved. hierarchical and relational data points my beloved. neatly ordered finding aids my beloved. #FACETED AND FINDABLE MATERIALS MY BELOVED

[ink--theory]

just a bit under pressure

#had the day off yesterday (and today) and so I used it to practice and get better at heavy edit :] #it's....a process rn #since im used to and better with stuff like hydra and suck major ass at faster splatlings 😔 #I feel like I'm getting better tho! just a tiny bit lol #splatoon #splatoon 3 #rainmaker #video

[evaunit-00]

tfw tomorrow i have to say goodbye to like 20 of my best friends and never ever see them again and they probably wont understand why i just suddenly disappeared because theyre 3 years old

#txt #it hurts so bad so bad so bad so bad idk how people just quit childcare no call no show #bitch ass sydney who didnt even come in for her last week #i just have so much real life love for these little babies :( waaahhhhhhh im so fucking sad #i cried in front of 4 different parents today (one brought me cookies and flowers and she also started crying) #sucks #suuuuucks #i hate that im so fucking good at this job and genuinely care so much #goddddddddddd i wish childcare wasnt so fucking underpaid and poorly run #im sure there are better scools than the one im at but . it seems that rhe majority are this way.

[syxnewt]

I finally drawn the big bad for the comic I've been dreaming up and he's so adorable to me so because we're friends promise don't show anyone else he's top secret

(Ignore the words I drew him on my homework)

#those weird ear flap things are because he is a demon along with the single huge eye #I'm thinking he can swap it out for a mouth if he wants to be scary but he mostly communicates telepathically #anyway I love him even though he sucks major ass #ALSO actually this picture is crunchier than a poorly made tuna fish sandwich so sorry about that #I couldn't get a clear image without zooming out a lot and I doubt you care about social media influencers that much #this is for economics so I'm not entirely sure why we're doing it #hopefully the teacher explains tomorrow cuz she wasn't here today #my art #LOOK AT MY POST BOY #shadowbuilt

[anti-transphobia]

When all you want is to find solidarity with other people with dementia but all you see is fandom bullshit

#look i dont CARE if her name is actually dementia or demencia idk i see it tagged as both. villainous fandom you have made an enemy today #obviously not the fandoms fault but unironically i shouldn't have to scroll through fanfics and aus and all sorts of ableist bs #every time i try to find solidarity in my dementia/amnesia #i have both! brain trauma will do that to ya #it sucks major ass and i do not have any solidarity #the closest i can get are people with family members with dementia and like its a valid thing to be fucked up about. its fucked up #but the experience of knowing someone with it and having it yourself arent even fuckin COMPARABLE #I've actually tried reaching out to support groups for people with family members with dementia #asking if they knew any support groups for people with the early stages of dementia #literally they just told me to get put in a home

[thebuttsmcgee]

literally got the most mad I've been in a bit

idk why the character creator decided "let's give them daddy issues on MAX LEVEL" when I was being made

#the butts chronicles #idk. felt right tho #like I hate feeling lost. this felt. idk. correct ig cause #shit that happened lol #anywaysss #today just also sucked major ass anyway #bathroom ceiling finally busted open and I spent the day having to deal with that #it hopefully is over for now #still something left to do tomorrow but tbh idgaf Im major tired and gotta spend tomorrow in misery anywy so ✌️ #ah well. necesito leche tbh

[maxemilianverstappen]

Toto, I hope Christian makes you pay for all the shit these idiots are saying about Redbull like they are all your mouth pieces.

Also, please do everyone a favor and stop watching this shit if all you can do is parroting a hateful fuck's gossip just because it fits your hateful agenda.

#today sucked major ass not just at f1 but about other shit

[simiasung-a]

Yeah i did not feel better

#𝄢 · 𝐧𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐞. ✦ ( ooc. ) #vent* #( today sucked major ass and i know i shouldnt say this but. that anon did not help ) #( i'm gonna try to sleep it off but just. today was bad thing after bad thing ) #( i'm just so tired. i dont know what to do. )

[h20]

*collapses in a heap under the weight of very menial but very tedious and stress inducing tasks*

#we’re very bad at socializing we’re so sorry but god this week has been such a blur #it went by so quickly mostly under the hypzxual haze (thing not to use the tag so we don’t literally trigger self back into it lol) that we #didn’t even do all the things we wanted with this time or watch half the things we wanted to on our own away from our partner and todays the #last day we’ll be in NJ :[ we’re going to NY for the next few days to see mom / our own cats / step dad (screams cries dies etc) and it #really does feel so disgusting to have spent the majority of this time being such a goddamn ***** and hating ourselves the whole time lol #traumaversaries and the holidays always suck major ass but at least we’re surrounded by animals #hopefully we’ll start feeling like real people again soon #sys.txt

[soldier-poet-king]

My feelings toward Midnights are mostly eh, largely bc I'm not generally a straight vanilla pop music person (partially my audio processing issues meaning I can't follow lyrics and I'm an insane themes and lyrics person and partially bc I vibe more with pop that's adjacent to/pretending to be another genre, pop punk, pop rock, indie alternative etc)

THAT BEING SAID

midnight rain really does just 100% capture the vibe of : you're the only person in your tight knit friend group that went away for school or ever really left the place you grew up and you came back and everything is changed it maybe you are, but either way you haven't talked to those people in nearly a decade after being inseparable and yet they've simply all grown closer in your absence and they're all marrying each other and buying houses and you're the outsider looking in on their social media and you think of them but do they ever think of you with the same sense of grief and sorrow and loss? And despite that you know your decision was for the best and if you could go back you'd make the same decision again but that doesn't make it hurt any less

#franposting #alas im neither rich nor famous #ive achieved no dreams #and im back where i started in my parents basement #desperately afraid of running into these people in the places they still frequent #i mean. im not poorly off. im starting my career. have a greay entry level job #it just sucks that said job happens to be in the city i never wanted to return to #that my small town grow upneed to leave place is in fact a major city #with tons of job opportunities #not my lonely ass sitting on the subway today on my way back from work being like #bitch u CANNOT cry abt ppl you havent spoken to in years #you needed to leave. even just temporarily #i grew so mucu as a person. im happier wnd more secure in myself. i finally got mental health diagnoses #i wouldve fkin killed myself without a doubt if i hadnt left and got that distance and perspective and help #i NEEDED to leave #and even now im back temporarily. for finances and covid..not to stay. im more whole now #AND YET #anyway. im just. :))) #i have tmrw off bc medical appts but i will still have a lot of free time in the afternoon and i get to sleep in #so yes i AM going to go play wotr and be emo alone in my room #like the sad pathetic sop i am #i need to move out but i am paying off SO MUCH of my loans by spending this year in my parents basement #itll be worth it #my frequently played tswift albums are rlly only red folklore evermore plus select songs #im just #aHhhhh

[trashmainblog]

oooh I'm feeling real burnout right now. i know i am bc i just. keep snapping at people at work. snapped at the executive chef. snapped at another bartender in the group chat. good gd.

#i feel rly bad about it but im gonna wait til the morning to apologize so I'm not blowing everyone's phones up at midnight #I'm just so tired and I've had a splitting headache for hours #and i am tired of people asking stupid ass questions #but thats not an excuse to snap at peoplr #especially in a public forum #it doesn't help that i was part of a Major fuck up at work today in which a liquor was sold at a Very Wrong price point #and i slammed my finger in a door at work #my day was so good until i got to work #gd burn out sucks #how do i fix it without quitting my job #personal #pls dont reblog lol

[the-acid-pear]

I wanna branch out and listen to new songs so I can kick my feet and think of new scenarios but i hate anything that isn't my carefully handpicked songs

#luly talks #today i did hear the IT'S BEEN A LONG DAY WITHOUT YOU MY FRIEND and i nearly throw up /pos #how i miss the days when anything w that song was automatically the most soul wrenching creation ever #i should do an AVED amv to it /j #I COULD MAKE A GIFSET THO.. i know my gifs suck major ass but 🤫 i can learn better #i dont care about anything but that line it's like the im coming home song that has that melodic bit then rap #anyway if any of you has songs to think of animatics to lemme know i wanna see if i can see too

[silverislander]

i can't be trusted to take breaks bc i'm now on day 4-5 of "doing no school work at all" since it's the winter semester break and i said i'd take monday off for myself. i have the second section of my essay technically due tomorrow and i'm absolutely not going to be done on time. fuck me man

#the problem is im not doing awesome rn. im gonna be ok but yk its february it happens #so i said 'ill take a day off see if that helps. no work for one day and then back at it tomorrow' #but i didnt get back at it. bc my stupid fucking adhd ass brain hears 'do no work' and will then refuse to turn back on #i NEEDED a break genuinely. but i cant turn my attention/focus on and off like everyone else so now its fucking. broken #i have shit i need to get done!! #and make it worse bc i wasnt doing great to begin with now that im not doing anything i feel guilty for that which makes me feel worse #and makes it harder to do anything at all #the only options for me are working until i drop which is bad for me or taking a break and getting completely off track #levi.txt #vent tw #its not even that i dont WANT to work bc i like what im doing. i just cant make myself fucking do it #doesnt help that bc im on break my routine is all fucked up. i always start to work idly during class between taking notes #it helps me focus and not get bored and then i can work up to full focus hard work after class in the library #and since im not going to class this week... i dont start work #whoever came up w the idea that school breaks were for finishing/catching up on work: youre fucking evil #what do you think a BREAK means #companies arent allowed to make me work on my lunch so why are you giving us a 'break' and forcing us to work through that #anyway. im going to try to finish a paragraph of my essay today and email my supervisor to tell him itll be in late #fucking sucks but yk. im really not making this deadline. id have to get like 10pgs done today plus major revisions

[raininyourbedroom]

my morning routine upon waking up the day after an eras show:

1. check weather for the day

2. check @cages-boxes-hunters-foxes blog for the surprise songs and fun details

3. check my news app to see if anything major happened in the world while I slept

#its cold as fuck here today #but TVFN!!!!!!!!!! and labyrinth on the piano!!!?? #and nothing major besides world governments sucking ass per usual