#varian asmadi

[discountdps]

Me and @pumkinbones are getting married! If any mutuals want to attend and you have a Brynhildr alt, let me know and we'll be happy to get you an invite! The ceremony is on Friday, October 27 at 8pm Pacific.

Even though pants are optional, we'd like guests to arrive in a nice glam so we can take fancy pictures. Then during the reception, people are free to put on cursed shit or Halloween costumes so we can get pictures of that too!

Thank you @bnuycula for the invite image!

#ffxiv #oc: ransestsu shikibu #varian asmadi #i'm so excited

[pumkinbones]

Our Lunarcon date in a nutshell!

We both took pictures of our boys hanging out at some of the venues. The Cryptid Cafe, an art party at the Greystone Cellar and Tavern, and then we finished with a night on the beach. Honestly one of the most fun days I've had in a long time.

The handsome Au Ra is @discountdps and you should check out his gpose and blog as well. <3

#ffxiv #varian asmadi #viera #ransetsu shikibu #au ra #gpose #lunarcon 2023 #look at these cuties #perceive them

[pumkinbones]

A heated "duel" between friends :3

#ffxiv #my art #spicy art #varian asmadi #zenos yae galvus #wolzenos #so proud of this doodle

[discountdps]

When my husband has to leave me to do a job quest u_u

#ffxiv #screenshot #oc: ransetsu shikibu #varian asmadi

[pumkinbones]

I'm keeping you forever and for always We will be together all of our days Wanna wake up every morning to your sweet face Always

#ffxiv #gpose #varian asmadi #ransetsu shikibu #engagement photos #getting married in game! #I am so happy #I love him so much #I can't wait to share this moment with our friends

[discountdps]

I had an idea and I couldn't rest until I saw it come to fruition.

#ffxiv #gpose #meme #screenshot #oc: ransetsu shikibu #varian asmadi #varian belongs to pumkinbones

[discountdps]

The eternal bonding ceremony with @pumkinbones was so lovely and beautiful. I really wasn't expecting this many people to come. And thanks to @bnuycula, we even got a local Brynhildr celebrity to show up! It was so nice having all of our friends there to celebrate with us. One of our friends even resubbed just to attend!

We both also wrote a speech to deliver. Without even planning it, they ended up being pretty similar, which is exactly what Varian thought would happen lmao. I'm including mine under the cut just to save it because I did work pretty hard on it.

I'm normally a pretty private person, so making a big public speech about how much you mean to me feels way scarier than it probably is, especially since we're surrounded by friends. But I also know how judgemental our friends are, so maybe being a little scared is understandable.

From the first time we met, I knew you were someone special. I never really get into a voice call with people I don't know, but we sat for hours and just talked. I was happy to make a friend that I shared so much in common with. I can't remember everything we talked about while we were hanging out, but I know you sat down and sketched me a picture. It was the sweetest thing someone had done for me and I still treasure that sketch to this day.

You were always pretty busy so I didn't always get to hang out with you, but when I did, I found myself having a lot of fun. I'd look forward to putting on FC events because it generally meant more time hanging out with everyone, but especially you. There was a long stretch of time, though, that you just weren't around. I was pretty bummed when events would come and go and there'd be no sign of you. I just kind of shrugged and chalked it up to you moving on like people have done before and tried not to be TOO upset about it.

But then you came back and things just felt different. Not in a bad way, but I definitely felt like I wanted to spend more time with you because I didn't know if you'd disappear again. Whenever I'd see you hanging out in Discord, I'd do my best to find some free time to join in and hang out with you. You'd listen to me fuss about things while you were drawing or Gposing and it was just really nice to vibe again.

I don't know when those platonic feelings turned into something more. I tried to deny it to myself for a lot longer than I realized, but even if I didn't, I wouldn't have acted on it out of fear of ruining our friendship. I wasn't sure if you felt the same way, so I just kept going on the assumption that we were just friends. Even with the extremely-obvious-in-hindsight clues you were dropping.

And then you invited me out on an adventure and it was all over for me. I knew from that moment on that I had to tell you how I felt. I tried to play it cool and kind of joke about it, but then you asked if you could call me your boyfriend and all pretense at being calm was lost. I had never been anyone's boyfriend before, since all my other relationships were pre-transition. But I especially loved the idea of being YOUR boyfriend.

So I jumped in feet first and I haven't regretted it. I don't have any other way to really describe how I feel about you other than you feel like home. You fill in the parts of me that have felt incomplete. You're my paramour, my partner, my person. And I promise to be a partner that you can rely on, through the good and the bad.

#ffxiv #screenshot #oc: ransestsu shikibu #varian asmadi #I would have taken more pictures of the actual ceremony #but Penumbra decided it hates the cutscene and everything was vanilla and unmodded #so my beautiful husband doesn't have his actual hairstyle lmao #l

[pumkinbones]

We did it! It happened! @discountdps and I got married!

I will be going through the pictures and editing them for viewing pleasure. But for now have these. We loved them so much they are now matching icons.

I am beyond happy. And you guys will definitely be hearing more about it later. <3

#ffxiv #varian asmadi #ransetsu shikibu #ceremony of eternal bonding

[pumkinbones]

"I love you more than you'll ever know."

#ffxiv #gpose #varian asmadi #viera #ransetsu shikibu #au ra #being cute with my boyfriend #i love him so much

[pumkinbones]

Varian climbed the steps into the cozy attic office looking for his friend in hopes to steal him away for a small adventure. "Ran, I was hoping you could help with-" His voice trailed off as he saw the Au Ra dozing in his chair, breathing softly. Varian chuckled softly and shook his head.

With a whisper the Viera leaned in close, "You must have had a long day already..." He smiled and moved closer to press a warm kiss to the ivory horn. "Let's get you to bed."

#ffxiv #varian asmadi #ransetsu shikibu #gpose #au ra #viera #these boys melt my heart

[pumkinbones]

Some boys having a tender moment <3

As always Ran belongs to @discountdps

#ffxiv #varian asmadi #viera #ransetsu shikibu #au ra #gpose #perceive these boys #this is the unofficial kissing corner

[discountdps]

We are paper boats floating on a stream And it would seem We'll never be apart

I will always find you Like it's written in the stars

#ffxiv #screenshot #oc: ransetsu shikibu #varian asmadi

[pumkinbones]

Ran had come over to the Mist per a very adamant request from a certain Viera over linkshell. Varian had finally finished moving in and wanted his friend to admire his decorating. To which a small tour was in order.

It didn't take long but Varian insisted there was one more thing. He moved the Au Ra to the one bare spot against the wall instructing him not to move. Ran obliged with a raised brow and a smirk, leaning against the cool stone pillar as the other ran off in search.

"Ah ha! See here, I think you'll appreciate this." Varian said as he carried over a lalafellin step stool and placed it at his feet. He swiftly jumped on top and leaned forward, his hands clapping against the stone on either side of Ran's head.

At first Ran desperately wanted to laugh, but he found the close proximity rather distracting and his face mirrored this, only finding focus in those bright green eyes. "Yes, I do... But why not just make yourself a little taller?" He swallowed thickly.

"Actually... I may have gotten smaller so I could do this." Varian leaned closer, hovering just above his lips. His soft face fitting perfectly between the pale horns.

He wanted to linger and tease but that was not in the cards. Ran seized his chance and closed the distance with the lightest touch. Varian pressed back into those heather lips, full of desire, yearning for this closeness. How he wished for this moment.

For a real kiss.

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Ran belongs to @discountdps

:> <3

#ffxiv #varian asmadi #viera #ransetsu shikibu #au ra #gpose #hex writes #don't let the sweet mini fic fool you #This was meant to be a dumb joke #The lala stool still has me laughing #but the boys are being sweet #Also this is what happens when your top is the short one #you gotta get creative lmao

[pumkinbones]

@discountdps and my eternal bonding ceremony! It was gorgeous and so much fun. It was honestly the most special thing to me. I will treasure this moment always. I love you so much.

I will put my speech below the cut. It's similar to my partner's but we practically have same brain. It made me tear up writing it and then I did actually cry for Kitsu's speech. <3

Now before I start mine, I will preface that I bet Ran that our speeches would be almost the same. So you get to hear it first from me you nerds.

The moment I met you, I knew you were special. That night we sat in Ren’s café and talked for hours about lord knows what, I felt a connection. Even though you were this mysterious cool guy I just met, I felt like, hey I need to talk to this guy more.

As the years slowly passed I found myself wanting to be in your presence more often. All because you made everything in my life a little bit brighter. So, I’d always try to attend farm parties, Jagd events, or even idle in front of the market board to strike up a conversation if my schedule allowed it. Then when I could catch you in a voice call, I made it my mission to get you to laugh. Because it’s honestly one of my favorite things about you.

These small moments made me happy. And when we got separated, I felt devastated. I felt like I left a part of me behind. Though I dismissed it as I miss my friends in the FC. Although it was true, when I looked a little deeper, I was mostly missing you.

When I finally had enough and did come back, you were still there by the bell, and greeted me with a /dote. My heart swelled with joy.

When I was going through hard times, you were there for me. Talking me, listening to me… I felt seen and heard. That’s when I knew you were my missing piece, but I did not want to ruin what we had.

I could never stop talking about you before and it totally got worse despite wanting to maintain balance. Always leading with a “My buddy Ran-”. Convincing myself we are just friends. Ignore the fact that we started spending more time together in call. And that I plastered art of him all over the FC discord. And that we should totally ship our characters “for fun” and you agreed. Ahem…

We finally stopped dancing around each other when I was at Tyr’s convention, after a little adventure. My shy guy told me how he truly felt. Everything screeched to a halt, and I was flabbergasted and elated, unable to believe this was truly happening. You made me the happiest person in the world that day! I would have never bet on you being the one brave enough to say something first. And I am glad you were.

Since we’ve been together I have learned so much about you! I can confidently say you are the biggest nerd and goofiest guy I’ve ever met. Not this suave cool dude, as I initially thought. (As you tell me, you never claimed to be cool.) But you know… I wouldn’t have it any other way. This just made me love you even more.

So today I will tell you all that I found my person, my gerblin, my gay little treasure that I want to hold dear for as long as I am able. And I vow to do whatever it takes to be the partner he deserves.

I love you Ran, with all my heart.

#ffxiv #varian asmadi #ransetsu shikibu #ceremony of eternal bonding #this was so fun #and it meant so much to me #also dancing Thancred was there #he is either photobombing or still a little in frame #it was the perfect amount of cursed energy

[discountdps]

I took @pumkinbones out on a date to the Eorzean Aquarium on Malboro tonight! I've been a bunch of times, but he had never gone, so it was a real treat to look through the rooms and see all the fish together. We got about halfway through, which coincidentally ended up in the Prism Lake room. Our gay little date was truly blessed by the Warden!

#ffxiv #screenshot #oc: ransestsu shikibu #varian asmadi

[pumkinbones]

Withdrawn.

#ffxiv #varian asmadi #viera #my art #vent art