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#violence (or war aka genocide) breaks out again in bosnia
halinski
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7 months
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#me: being in the mental ward on suicide watch and in the bpd clinic was horrid and traumatizing
#also me: what if i romanticize it with my fave ships and make them fall in love there 😍😍😍
#my 1am delusions: this must mean i miss it
#mentally ill experiences tend to be a double edged sword don't they
#when they're not plain horrible
#like i guess i wouldn't be alive without my stays there but am i randomly triggered by just casually thinking back to them
#yeah
#absolutely
#ignore me
#also also me after being triggered by my parents today: what if...
#all my life im just being prepared to mentally endure to step in and be in the midst of (probably when and not) if
#violence (or war aka genocide) breaks out again in bosnia
#what if i'm meant to heal and not want to die so i can go and actually survive fighting for my life in real life life-or-death
#and then use my now kinda first aid knowledge to help too
#i'm falling back into *hackles raised* fighting to my last breath instinct no thoughts panic tonight
#but i am aware so we can work on processing that
#are we tho? probably not
#delete in the next 5 mins probably
#bc im being a whiney bitch
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