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joz-yyh · 2 years
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Love Host - Chapter 3
SUMMARY: A prequel to my fic, “Good Boy.” Takes place during the final scene of the game and the journey home afterwards. Miles becomes the host and the Walrider intends to consummate their bond. No beta. Read at your own risk.
RATING: E (for graphic depictions of violence / gore / character death+rebirth / psychological torture / xenophilia / masturbation / handjobs / anal fingering / tentacle sex)
PAIRING: Walmiles (WalriderxMiles)
WORD COUNT: 3,349
Read on Ao3: Here
A/N: I swear this fanfic has a plot, we just haven't gotten there yet because we need to cover a lot of smut first (I am almost joking).
Also, if you haven’t seen it yet, you can check out the progress of My Wamiles Art, but be warned, it's NSFW!!
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It's early afternoon by the time Miles wakes up.  The sun is shining through the blinds, bathing the messy geometric contours of his modest, modern-esque flat in a golden glow.
Miles rubs the sleep from his eyes, yawning loud and wide despite having slept half the day away. He's stretching out the cricks in his limbs when the Walrider exits sleep mode and powers on, attune to it's host's internal clock.
The man recoils at first, startled by the dark, imposing figure, somehow forgetting the human-sized nanobot was still there despite having shared a bed with it, ensnared in the possessive hold of claws and tentacles.
The dissociation only lasts a heartbeat, his body remembering even if his jumbled mind took a moment to catch up, becoming calm again.
The brunette suppresses a chuckle as he turns towards his companion. This evil bio-weapon looks so out of place in the daylight, in the domestic setting of his bedroom, holding him like he's something precious.
Such a stark contrast to the Walrider that stalked under the cover of darkness, illuminated by neon emergency beacons and cold laboratory testing facilities. The same fearsome weapon that hunted patients, ripped out spines and spattered blood across narrow halls looked almost cute, charming in photographic filter of a beautiful autumn day.
Miles tilts his head, eyes catching the odd reflection of colors skittering over the obsidian skin, giving it the appearance of labradorite. He runs a finger over it, seeking the brilliance hidden underneath, his inquisitive tendencies getting the better of him.
He traces the jut of the Walrider collar bone to the curve of it's shoulder, rolling his palm over the joint there, the vibrant streaks of bio-luminescence shining like the trails of shooting stars.
The Walrider is more than happy to let Miles explore, an excitement decorating it's features as it's host dedicates himself to the task.
The brunette continues down the line of the monster's arm, sliding his hand over well-defined muscle, the same teal patterns spread throughout it's bizarre anatomy. Miles is in awe over it, of how it could change consistency, function and appearance, wondering if this iteration of it's skin meant it was left open, unarmored.
The Walrider was developed as a weapon after all and Miles could certainly see the advantages of a thick, abrasive exterior, but if his partner chose to convey it's trust by lowering it's defenses to show him this secret, well, Miles' heart twinges just a bit at the possibility.
The reporter guides his hand back up to stroke at the sharp angles of the entities' cheek, gazing into it's striking eyes situated behind the exoskeleton. The gentle caress of Miles' thumb along its jaw is lulling it's eyes closed, and soon the demon is leaning into it's host's bandaged palm, a chitter of contentment escaping through it's jaws.
Faced with such unabashed adoration, Miles dares to steal a kiss, the compulsion to do so proving too strong to resist. Pink lips purse against the side of it's mouth in not quite a chaste peck, but a firm lingering indulgence. The dark skin is warm under his lips, but it feels rubbery and plastic, an imitation of something inadvertently human.
"Thanks for staying with me," Miles says, a gentle smile on his face as he pulls away, blue eyes staring fondly at his handiwork.
His choice of his words is absurd really, ridiculous. The Walrider couldn’t leave him even if it wanted to. They’re both viscerally connected, permanent implants to each other’s existence, unable stray too far apart from each other without the consequence of death. Not that Miles had any concrete evidence to back this intrinsic theory up, it was really more of a hunch, and while his inheritance of the Walrider failed to come with a disclaimer or a user’s manual (he wouldn’t have read it even if it did), Miles wasn’t about to test the physical range of their limitations any time soon.
The machine is frozen and Miles swears he hears a cursed dial-up noise as it processes the kiss he had just given it and the man hopes the machine won't try to bite his face off in a misinterpretation.
Thankfully, it doesn't. Instead, it mimics Miles actions, claws outstretched to clasp the human's cheek in return. It leans forward, but without any lips of its own, all it can manage is a brush of teeth. The sharp points of it's canines sting only a little as they graze over his skin, sometimes chipping open a superficial mark.
A purr reverberates from inside it's throat as it rubs the softer sides of it's misshapen face all over Miles, a little too roughly in it's exuberance, the man's brunette locks of hair in total disarray.
"You're in a good mood, huh," Miles says with an amused chuckle, trying to push the Walrider's face away from his to gain some reprieve, although halfheartedly because he can't say he's had too many pleasant "morning afters" like this one.
The man doesn't know what prompts him to ask, or why he's hit with the sudden spike of anxiety, but the words are leaving his mouth before he can swallow them back.
"Did you enjoy last night, too," he asks in small, quiet voice that is entirely unlike him.
There’s an infinitesimal, but rapidly becoming larger part of him that wants the Walrider to have a choice in the matter even if Miles didn’t have one when it came to becoming the host. He wants to be a better master than Wernickle was, to honor Billy by being magnanimous in his mission, one that allowed the Walrider some semblance of free will and independence as unfathomable and ludicrous as that may be.
The Walrider squeaks with indisputable affirmation, pressing closer, smothering the human with the dense mass of it’s bulk. Their legs are tangled together, claws wrapping around his clothed back to bring them as close as they possibly could be and that should be enough of an indication to set Miles scattered mind at ease.
"Hey, hey, easy now, tiger!  We can't stay in bed all day! We're on the run from an evil corporation remember," Miles exasperates, prying the entity off before they spend another few hours engaged in some awkward rendition of coitus that involves a number of tentacles.
"No offense," Miles tacks on for good measure. Murkoff was it's creator and he didn't know if the Walrider had any lingering attachments to the private group that designed it however doubtful the probability seemed.
"We have a lot to do today and the clock is ticking."
We? Did he just say we? When did it become we? He chews on the word in his mind and it doesn't taste entirely unsavory, just different. Miles leaves the thought alone for now because he can always return to it later if he really needs to, but he has more pressing matters that don’t involve an existential crisis.
The Walrider seems to understand the situation all too well as it's lanky form deflates into the mattress, whining in annoyance as it mopes and pouts like a neglected pet. Miles gives his companion's slumped behavior an inquisitive brow, reaching over to pat the sulking dip of it's cranium in consolation.
"Hey, I'll try to be quick. A few hours tops. Just be ready if someone comes knocking," Miles tells it with an air of impending dread and the Walrider snorts at him dejectedly, not nearly as concerned with the threat of assassins as it was with the denial of cuddle time.
Miles sighs, dismissive, getting out of bed to go about his routine. He stops by the bathroom to brush his teeth and raid the medicine cabinet for some aspirin. His hangover isn't quite as bad as he anticipated it would be, but he could still feel it's lingering effects the moment he started walking around.
He cups his hand under the faucet, bringing the water to his lips as he swallows down the chalky white pills. That done, he decides to take a quick shower, thinking It might be the last opportunity he gets for awhile.
He leaves the bathroom door open and it's not long before he notices the Walrider curiously peeping in on him, it's dark outline huddled around the door frame as Miles stands behind the clear liner of the shower curtain.
Every now and then the reporter flicks his eyes over to it, watchful, wondering if it would try something to distract him, but to his surprise, the entity remains a respectable distance away, simply observing. By the time he steps out of the shower, the Walrider has disappeared, probably so Miles wouldn't catch him outright for voyeurism.
The brunette dries off, wrapping the towel around his waist as he heads in the direction of his dresser for a change of clothes. He fits his arms through the sleeves of a white collared shirt, smoothing out the wrinkles and yanking it into place.
A gasp escapes Miles as a rugged masculine form sidles up to his back, spooning him before he can finish fastening the first button closed. Claws glide over his hips, dropping the fuzzy towel down his thighs to fall to the floor.
The beginnings of arousal stir in his belly and Miles internally chastises himself for it, knowing he can't afford to get carried away again.
"We can't do this right now," Miles reasons, "I promise I'll show you more later, but we have more important things to take care of first."
The Walrider extracts itself by a few centimeters, digesting this information, but as it wrestles with the concepts of self-restraint and carnal desire, the newly awakened heat the human had perpetuated eventually wins out.
Miles finds himself pinned to the wooden dresser he's standing in front of, the machine roughly keeping him in place with the superhuman strength of it's body. Miles hisses, the metal pull handles of his dresser drawers digging grooves into his flesh. He cranes his neck around, glaring at the machine from over his shoulder for it's excessive use of force.
"Didn't you hear me? I said we have to go. There's no time."
The Walrider seems to think there is.
Instant and wild sensation, molten and all-consuming as a pair of clawed hands trap the reporter's half-hard dick by the hilt. Miles jumps, involuntarily bucking his hips into it's firm grip and he cries out in a broken moan, the machine squeezing around him just the right amount, stroking him to fullness in rampant succession. Miles' resolve is diminishing faster by the second, growing less and less important the more those gruesome claws slide over his shaft again and again.
This probably wasn't a good lesson for the Walrider to learn, that Miles would eventually give in with enough prodding and persuasion, but he can school the machine on the importance of boundaries and mutual consent later because by comparison, this shouldn't take nearly as long as a discussion on complicated human relationship dynamics would.
Tentacles are wriggling against his entrance now, pushing in, caustic and raw, about to tear him open.
"Wait," He begs, his legs shaking, "Fuck -- just wait -- you --you need to wet them first. It makes things easier, more enjoyable."
The tentacles in his ass cease their advances, retreating backwards. One fully withdraws, soothing around the abused muscle with alleviating touches while the other remains a few inches inside, biding it's time.
Another set of tendrils travel up to Miles lips, recalling what the man did with his fingers the previous night, seeking the wet crevice of his mouth.
Miles shudders, accepting one of them in, licking over the surreal, jelly-like appendage, studying the taste and feel with his tongue. He sucks on it, wanton, the round tip lashing against the the roof of his mouth then tickling the back of his throat. His jaw is pushed to open wider as the second tentacle sneaks inside, and he can't help the strings of saliva that drip down from his chin, practically drooling over the two phallic-like limbs.
Having been sufficiently lathered, the tentacles leave the warm sanctity of the man's mouth and Miles misses them almost immediately, his jaw feeling stretched and empty without their residency. As if reading his mind, more come to replace his supply, delving past his lips, dancing along his tongue and Miles is hooked on the sensation.
The spit-slicked tentacles return to Miles' ass, allowing the smaller one keeping him loose, acting as a plug, to slip out first. The reporter moans around the tentacles in his mouth, trying to still his trembling body as he's filled to the brim, his insides now slackened and offering little resistance to the bigger girth.
Thick roots come to wrap around his weak, buckling knees, sturdy and more fortifying then the others and Miles can't do much besides hang on for the ride, his hands clinging onto the tall wooden dresser for support.
The Walrider's claws abandon his erection in favor of toying with the pert nipples obscured by the open flaps of his shirt and Miles can't even spare a complaint because the tentacles in his mouth slither out to coil around his dick, shrinking and expanding in sleek, velvety transitions.
"Ahh aha aah, fuck," His voice is raspy, strained so, he swallows, wetting his throat.
"There! theretherethere -- ahhh, fuck yesss."
Miles' howls of ecstasy spur the Walrider on, fueling it, accelerating it's movements, driving harder, pumping faster, matching Miles voice with a guttural thrum of it's own.
The demons makeshift tongue licks Miles' ear, his cheek, stroking down the side of his neck until it' jagged circle of teeth sink into the juncture of the man's shoulder, ruining a perfectly good shirt. Miles screams, feeling the rivulets of blood pour out from the love bite.
The man let's himself go, somehow finding the sense to warn the Walrider of his release.
"I am -- I am coming," he groans, muffling his words into the cuff of his wrist as he convulses, splattering the tentacles and the dresser in hot, sticky fluid.
Miles is attempting to catch his breath as a cum-smeared tentacle bumps the curve of his bottom lip and the man can't say he’s keen on the taste of himself very much.
"Eck! You can clean them yourself, you know," he grouses, batting the soiled tentacles away.
The Walrider applies this recommendation, tasting it's host's seed and Miles can't deny the blush that dusts his cheeks as he ogles the machine drinking up what's left of the milky white on it's tentacles.
The brunette shakes his head, clearing it, remembering what he was doing before he was so rudely interrupted.
"Fuck, now I have to change and clean up again." 
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It takes him about another few hours to pack, to condense his entire existence into four black duffel bags, the lot of them placed conveniently near the front door.
He'd sent out about a dozen encrypted emails to what reliable connections he had, shared all the notes he'd kept of his experience at Mount Massive, about Murkoff's dirty little secrets. He made copies of what he could salvage from his glitchy camera footage, plans to drop the snuff film in the mailbox of every local news station and then some.
As a final hurrah, a eulogy for what was once a normal life, Miles is having a smoke, leaning his elbows on the pane of his open window. He takes in the details of the neighborhood, the concrete jungle of domestication and cramped run-down buildings that he had never really cared to appreciate before. The only reason he finds himself doing so now is because he doubts he will ever lay eyes on this city street again after today.
The Walrider was tame, well-behaved and non-invasive while he worked to sort though his files, the baggage both figuratively and literally so Miles doesn't mind when it approaches him from behind with claws wrapped around his waist, teeth nuzzling the back of his neck.
"I made copies of everything. I going to tell everyone," he tells it solemnly, "I don't know what's going to happen after that. I don't know what's going to happen to us."
The Walrider growls low, showing it understood, offering encouragement to it's host.
Miles makes a sardonic smiles at that.
"Yeah, I hope we'll be alright too," he says, reaching an arm up to curl around the demon's neck, giving it a small peck on the cheek.
There's only trace remnants of tobacco left in the filter of his cigarette, but he takes a long, lame drag on it anyway. Most of it had been wasted, burned off in tiny clumps of ash because he had been too busy being lost inside his own head, but he still liked the feeling of it in-between his fingers, the comfort the familiarity brought.
He snuffs out his cigarette on the window sill, dragging black streaks across cracked paint before flicking the butt down onto the sidewalk below.
He shuts the creaky window, latches it closed.
“Hey, when we’re outside in public, please try to be discrete. The last thing we needs is someone calling in a cryptid sighting,” Miles remarks, turning around, beholding the ominous form of the Walrider.
Obliging, the Walrider dissolves into a mist, thinning out until it becomes nothing at all.
Miles takes one last tour around his apartment, trying to take a mental picture of the memories he'd made over the past few years. He's leaving so much behind, but he can start over again if it means giving the world a better future by bringing Murkoff down.
Locking the door behind him, Miles descends the blocky stairs with two heavy bags on each shoulder. He takes one final look up at the building that he called home, focusing on his third story window before he rips his gaze away and faces forward again.
It's then that he recognizes the suspicious silver Audi parked in his spot, right out front on the sidewalk.
Holy Shit. Was he an idiot? How did he not notice it here before?
This was Trager’s car. It had to be.
Miles tries the door handle. It's unlocked. He tosses his bags into the back seat and then slides into the driver's side, looking for the car keys. Nothing in the ignition, but he keeps searching, a distinctive metallic clack resounding in the interior when he opens the fold-out mirror and they fall to the mat by the break pedal.
Fucking. Score.
Just for the hell of it, Miles takes the keys and bounds around to the back of the car. He opens up the trunk and just like he knew there would be, an expensive set of golf clubs and caddy are laying there to greet him, neat leather toppers, no doubt painstakingly chosen for each one of the ritzy driver clubs. Miles is going to use those later, but whether it's to pawn them, use them in an act of vandalism or put them to recreational use, he has yet to decide.
He slams the trunk closed and he can't believe his eyes when he sees the word, "BUDDY," inscribed on the rear goddamn license plate. He offers a chuff of disgust, rolling his eyes on his return trip to the drivers seat.
He turns the key, revs the engine and just takes a moment to breathe it all in, hands gripping the steering wheel to reiterate the fact that he had jacked Trager's motherfucking car and had brought it home with him, thinking that it must've been during one of his many mental blackouts. He doesn't know if those catatonic episodes are going to be an ongoing, reoccurring thing, but he hopes the answer is less and not more. Either way, Miles is not the type to kick a gift horse in the mouth.
Forget any thoughts he had about bittersweet departures. They're all replaced by giddy spouts of laughter because this feels like revenge, like he's pissing on Trager's grave and it's motivation enough to lay on the gas and do a burn-out, speeding straight towards the nearest news station.
{End Chapter 3}
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joz-yyh · 1 year
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Love Host - Ch. 5 Preview
SUMMARY: A prequel to my fic, “Good Boy.” Takes place during the final scene of the game and the journey home afterwards. Miles becomes the host and the Walrider intends to consummate their bond. No beta. Read at your own risk.
RATING: T (PREVIEW ONLY for swearing). The rest of the fic is rated E (for tentacle sex / xenophilia)
PAIRING: Walmiles (WalriderxMiles) WORD COUNT: 2,562
A/N: Miles meets up with Waylon at a diner and their tentative alliance is off to a rocky start. Also, the Walrider misbehaves a bit. The Murkoff goons that Miles has been avoiding are going to rear their ugly heads soon and it’s not going to be pretty -- unless you like bathing in red.
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The door to the old-timey diner rattles open, clanking against the glass, causing Miles to look up from his rumpled newspaper. A man dressed head to toe in denim walks in, a bow-legged swagger befitting the cowboy hat and boots, his bull-rider belt buckle glaring with a polished shine. It's definitely not the person Miles is waiting for so, he returns to nursing his coffee and keeping tabs on everyone who passes through.
"Need a refill," the waitress asks, coffee pot poised in her hand.
Miles turns towards the young redhead dressed in a vintage diner uniform and white apron, a dreamy look captivating his eyes at the promise of more caffeine.
"Sure, Becky," the reporter says after glancing at her name tag, holding out his cup for her to top it off.
"Is there anything else I can get you," she asks sweetly.
"I am good for now, thank you. Waiting for a friend," he smiles at her, charming when he needs to be, and she gives him one to match.
"Just holler if you need anything," says the twenty-something year old gal before she excuses herself away from his lonely booth in the corner, her curled bangs ponytail bobbing along with her.
Miles hears the trademark jingle bells of another patron entering the outdated decor of chrome and checkered tile, following the telltale sound with his eyes. With one look, Miles is convinced -- this man must be the notorious whistleblower he's been reading about. The man reeks of nervous energy and ripe paranoia, definitely the nerdy, introverted type judging by the dyed blonde hair and the casual flannel shirt with blue jeans.
"Waylon," Miles calls out from his booth, waving him over with a raised hand above his head.
The skittish man visibly flinches, deer caught in headlights, an absolutely priceless reaction. Waylon's giving off the distinct impression that he's about to make a run for it and bolt right back out the door and if so, the edgy reporter is going to handle things in the same vein as the Walrider and chase his scrawny ass down and throw him inside the trunk of his car for a little one on one chat.
Thankfully, Miles doesn't have to resort to such crude tactics because the blonde treads further inside, albeit cautiously, offering up remorseful pleasantries to the surrounding guests for disturbing the peace. The timid man bows forward in an effort to make his height appear smaller, apologetic, pacifying the assortment of stares he encounters with friendly gesticulations.
The techie's procession of moral posturing is excessive in Miles’ opinion, but the lumbering gait in which he does it is the most compelling detail. It tells of an injury, probably recently obtained by his guarded menial limp. Seems like the blonde is still not used to walking on it, one sneaker shuffling across the linoleum floor as the other takes the majority of the weight.
The engineer wedges himself between the table, his gimp right leg carrying him dutifully as he sits down in the seat opposite of Miles, his cute facade dropping into a reproachful death glare now that they're in a more private, face to face setting.
"Did you really have to announce it to everyone," Waylon mutters, fidgeting in his seat, making the cushions squeak, "I am trying to keep a low profile."
The nonchalant journalist shrugs, slouching back against the polished vinyl seat cushions, cigarette held between his bandaged fingers.
Miles is sizing up the other male, having been looking forward to meeting him in person, and the "adorable kitten that wouldn't harm a fly" exterior is concealing a feral side of teeth and claws, however modest and nonlethal they may be.
"Figured you wouldn't see me here all the way in the back. Thought, I'd make it easier for you," Miles explains, a generalization disguised as a courtesy. Now that he's seen just how easy it is to get under Waylon's skin, the investigative reporter finds sadistic appeal in the sport of ruffling this guy's feathers.
Waylon cringes at the apparent thoughtfulness, trying to err on the side of politeness, but the visage is brittle at best.
"Thanks," the grimace that takes over the blonde programmer's face makes it look like it physically hurts him to say it. "Do me a favor and be a little more tactful, please."
Miles takes minor (and by minor I mean major) offense to the beseechment. He can be tactful – he could make "tact" his middle name if he really wanted to. It was simply a matter of personal preference that he chooses not to.
"Can't say how nice it is to finally meet you in person," Miles remarks, a bite of sarcasm to his words.
Injured hands fold up the spread out newspaper taking up space on the tabletop, tossing it in Waylon direction before the blonde can say anything else that might be considered offensive (namely about his missing fingers).
Waylon looks down at the newsprint, skimming the text. It's a press release about Murkoff corp. They claim no direct involvement or knowledge of the crimes of their subsidiaries. A spokesman assures that the company is just as distraught and disturbed by these recent events as anyone and in an effort of goodwill, they'll be donating to the affected families and a few select charity projects.
Waylon laughs louder than he intends to, catches himself midway in the act, glancing around self-consciously at the other clientele before quieting down.
"Can't say I expected much else," Waylon sighs, exasperated. He's pulling at his short, choppy bangs, lobbing the affronting newspaper back at the one who served him with it.
“And I still can't believe you came today," Miles says, cigarette caught between his lips now. He catches the folded up pages as they slide across the smooth surface of the table, tucking it inside his jacket pocket for safe keeping.
"Same to you," the techie says, "When Peacock told me Miles Upshur wanted to meet with me, I thought for sure it was a trap set up by you know who, but then I saw the news broadcast and I needed to know what happened after …" the blonde chokes up, a scowl weighing his head down. "You never would have been there if it wasn't for me…," the guilt-ridden man whispers to himself, almost an octave too low for the other to hear, hands clenched into fists.
Miles is silent for a long minute, his cigarette dangling along his bottom lip in a frown. He takes a deep inhale, the strong hit of nicotine making his brain tingle, blowing out the second hand smoke towards the other's face.
"Can you put that out," Waylon grits, trying not to gag. He pinches his nose shut and fans away the fetid fumes from his face.
"No," Miles declares matter-o-factly, looking very smug about his decision to antagonize the other. He even goes so far as to accentuate the little flicks he gives to the filter, dabbing the burning end into the ashtray before going in for another long drag.
Waylon's pained expression only serves to elevate Miles' good mood into a great one because he prefers to see the software engineer's angry side instead of a mopey shell of what he assumes to be his former self and he's certainly accomplished that much.
Borrowing Waylon's words since he put it so eloquently, "You know who is on clean up duty. We’re on borrowed time and I need to know that I can trust you."
"I mean, I don't get it," Waylon's eyebrows arch, looking utterly perplexed by the enigma that is Miles Upshur, "Aren't we in the same boat here? What would I have to gain by turning you in?"
"Immunity," Miles says off-handedly, not really meaning it, just messing with the blonde a little, wanting to see how he would handle a pitch thrown out of left field.
Waylon grits his teeth, his shoulders bunching up as he bristles, the intensity in eyes a proponent story of doom and gloom. He slides his forearms across the table, chopping through the air with the seriousness of what he’s about to say.
"We’re their personal playthings, the whole goddamn world is. They treat their own employees like drones, experimental lab rats when it serves them. They did the same to me when they found out what I was doing and you think I would risk working with them again? For God’s sake, they're all psychotic bastards Miles. They have no conscience, no morals, no loyalty. Everyone is expendable to them, including me," Waylon is doing his best to sound convincing, putting all his shoulda-woulda-coulda emotions into the delivery of his little speech.
"Fair point," Miles agrees, a little too quickly for Waylon's taste, the other man expecting him to put up more of a fuss.
"Sorry, if I seem a bit testy," Miles continues, "I am what the military affectionately refers to as, ‘FUBAR.’"
“Yeah, I’ve heard of it,” Waylon laments, averting his gaze as he wrings his hands on the counter, “For what it’s worth, I am sorry…”
Miles feels a pang of guilt for teasing the blonde, not expecting the apology. The fellow asylum survivor knows he should probably return the sentiment, contemplates doing so, but a grudge of self-righteous anger impedes him and he’s stubborn to offer one.
Maybe the brunette was being petty, but he couldn’t get soft, not when he needed to strip away the socially acceptable veneer to see the bare-bones hidden underneath, dissect and analyze what really made Waylon tick -- his personality, his character -- a necessary interrogation tactic he learned during the war.
Karma seems to bite him in the ass in the next instant because Miles breaks out into a cold sweat, his eyes nearly bulging out his skull when he sees the full-form of the Walrider involuntarily manifest itself beside Waylon.
FuckFuckFuck. What is happening right now. He told it to stay out of sight.
The demon's claws are playing with the overgrown splay of blonde hairs near Waylon’s ear and the man brushes a hand through the coarse strands to dismiss the odd itch, totally unassuming.
Miles' inner voice urges him to remain calm, to act casual, but it's hard when the Walrider is loose, twice as deadly as a rampaging bull in a china shop and the host can only pray that it doesn’t do anything too extreme that might compromise their whereabouts or identities.
The brunette shifts his gaze, checking his surroundings, hoping that no one else can see the menacing creature that is being very naughty right now. There's no blood-curdling screams, no ensuing hysterics or chaos, just business carrying on as usual so, maybe everyone really is blind and completely oblivious to the nature of the company that they're in.
Likewise, even the unsuspecting engineer hasn’t noticed the addition of a third wheel to their group, too busy trying to figure out the reason behind the sudden change in the journalist's demeanor. At first the blonde attributes it to the sensitive subject of his apology, but Miles is the picture of a nuclear meltdown so, the techie follows the direction of Miles' stare, and yeah maybe the room seems a little darker, ominous now that the sunlight is fading, but there's something else that's different, he just can't tell what exactly.
"Does it feel colder in here to you," Waylon asks, shivering from the eerie vibe that’s circulating around him.
Miles is getting just a little jealous because he can’t believe the Walrider breached the sanctity of his skin just to fucking play with Waylon like they're old fucking friends. (Though admittedly, Miles was at fault for having started this game. He's been picking on Waylon since the start of their meeting so he can't really condemn his companion for doing the same).
"OK, so don't freak out," Miles gripes, attending to his headache, eyes clamped shut so he doesn't have to meet Waylon's eyes.
"Miles …” Waylon warns, impending dread creeping into his voice, “what are you saying? Freak out about what?"
"Alright,” Miles sighs heavily, tormented by breaking a vow of secrecy, " it’s ... it's the Walrider."
"The Walrider," Waylon echoes distantly, tilting his head just slightly, one eyebrow arched as he searches for the context of what that could mean.
As if on cue, the programmer feels another ghostly touch start near his temple and realization hits him like a brick to the face.
The blonde flounders in his seat, knees hitting the underside of the table with a loud clatter. His frightened eyes dart around the room in a panic, looking for the source of the touch, coddling the side of his face that was violated.
The machine releases a pleased growl at this reaction and Miles can tell it's having way too much fun with the size of it's toothy grin.
"I told you not to freak out," Miles grunts, annoyed by the fact that everyone is refusing to listen to him today.
Waylon shuttles himself into the dead-end wall of the booth, redirects his gaze back at Miles, his lungs looking like they're going to burst out of his chest because he wants to scream, but he's trying his best not to.
"Holy shit," the distressed man curses, keeping his voice down, clutching at his shirt where his heart is beating frantically, "It's here? Y-you ... you have it with you?"
"Where else would I keep it, genius," is the brunette's terse reply, his headache getting worse, “it needs a host, remember? Didn't you help design the thing?"
Waylon shakes his head, "C-code… I helped code, but I didn't know ... I-I thought that..." Waylon trails off, unsure if it would be wise to say what he's really thinking.
"Fine, whatever – just calm down. It's not gunna hurt you,” Miles says, trying to reassure the other man that he wasn’t in any danger, "If anything, I think it likes you."
“Uh, I am not sure how to take that, actually.” Waylon answers honestly, a nervous laugh escaping him as he unfurls himself from the terror-stricken ball he’s contorted himself into.
"Wow, rude," Miles remarks flippantly, " You could at least have the decency to say, 'hello.'"
Waylon looks toward the faint outline of a dusty, abstract shadow, his brief session in the morphogenic engine still imbuing him with a tattered link to the weapon of mass destruction.
"Oh. Right. Uh ... " Waylon mumbles, trying to get his brain to un-panic itself, “H-hello?"
The Walrider seems to buzz happily, trilling at him and Waylon is settled enough to sit properly in his seat again, his shoulder still pressed against the wall to distance himself from the other side of the booth where the entity resides.
"Are you telling me it's friendly,” Waylon whispers suspiciously, trying to mask his words from the AI by cupping a hand around his lips.
"More than friendly," Miles declares with a seedy grin.
Waylon doesn't want to dive too deeply into that insinuation, white-washes the thought with another question before he can think too hard about the atrocities Miles committed in the name of xenophilia.
{End Prieview}
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Love Host - Ch. 6
SUMMARY: A prequel to my fic, “Good Boy.” Takes place during the final scene of the game and the journey home afterwards. Miles becomes the host and the Walrider intends to consummate their bond. No beta. Read at your own risk.
RATING: E (for tentacle sex / xenophilia)
PAIRING: Walmiles (WalriderxMiles)
WORD COUNT: 3,616
READ ON AO3: Here
A/N: Miles experiments with the Walrider’s cloaking abilities. 😋 Waylon makes contact and the journalist finally gets the thanks he deserves. It's an emotional exchange to say the least.
Happy Valentine’s Day y’all!! 🖤 💗 🖤
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When insistent claws latch onto his hips, yanking him off-balance, Miles squeaks, an emasculate high-pitched sound that he hates himself for.
His mismatched hands fly around the machine’s neck to steady himself, tumbling into his partner's chest, his leaking dick pressing against a dark, chiseled abdomen. The man holds his position there, too dizzy with arousal to trust moving himself, the sensation growing stronger now that he's lost his bearings.
Miles won't say it out loud, but he likes being manhandled. The coveted shocks of pain remind him that he and the Walrider are both solid and alive (at least in some capacity) and the brunette loosens his grip to stroke along the cords of the machine’s neck, his touches alternating between light and firm.
"I … I want to fuck myself on you," the host confesses into the hinge of the creature's jaw, where the juncture of an ear would be. "With those tentacles of yours," the brunette adds for clarification, a flood of embarrassment serrating his voice, making it tricky to vocalize. 
Miles is shaking again, just from sharing this dirty little secret (which wasn't much of a secret to begin with) because in truth, he's been meaning to do this ever since their first night at home in his apartment. 
The Walrider's eyes stretch owlishly at first, invigorated by the rush of adrenaline coursing through it's host, the revelation causing the man's heartbeat to quicken, the blood roaring in his veins. 
Rapturous claws squeeze harder onto sharp hip bones, slotting their bodies together,it's mystical, silvery gaze pinched into fine-cut slits as a fabricated tongue licks at the human's neck, caressing over a thumping pulse point. The manmade demon matches the frantic vibrato it finds with a deep and bassy growl, a thick reverberation that trickles down into a purr against soft, porcelain skin.
Out of the corner of his eye, Miles can see dark tentacles phase into existence around them, a commune of phantoms ready and eager to carry out his wishes. 
Miles hisses through his teeth, bucking his hips as tendrils stroke along his back in gentle, sanguine coils, his stomach muscles pulled taut as he bends into an appreciative arch.
The brunette considers letting his partner take control, to get lost in the thrall, but he can't, not yet. There's something he has to take care of first.
The journalist anchors himself around the Walrider’s neck, bringing two pale fingers to his lips, wetting them with his tongue.
"Watch me get myself ready for you, in the mirror," Miles tells his partner, reaching down to press slick fingers inside himself. 
The ambient tentacles withdraw from around their host, lingering just beyond his reach, giving Miles space to stretch out the tight ring of muscle hidden between his legs. 
The claws hooked to his sides roam down, grasping around the flesh of his ass cheeks, stretching them further apart, seeking a wider angle of the human's core as the host grinds down against his fingers. 
"Mnn, so how's the view," Miles asks in a sordid tease, "Like what you see?" 
The Walrider growls in blatant accord, praising it's host with kisses. It's long tongue skirts against the human's lips and Miles groans once the appendage slips inside his mouth to tangle with his own.
 When the machine pulls back, it's to dip twin claws into the man's mouth, mimicking it’s host’s actions as it so often does, their presence tenuous and sharp, but that doesn't stop the journalist from lapping at them greedily, satisfied only when they're left sopping with spit. 
Those decidedly sharp digits leave him to trail downward and Miles feels a trickle of fear in his gut, knowing their intent, but it's overshadowed by the swell of heady anticipation.
One such dagger-like point slides inside to join his own blunt fingers, raising the number of foreign objects in his ass to three. Their phalanges twist against each other, pushing in at different momentums, a friction of textures that curl against his sweet spot, making Miles moan, long and deep, his head tilted back.
"I– I am going to take mine out …," Miles pants, feeling a little less full as he does, the Walrider following his movements, permitting just the keen edge of a sharpened nail to remain inside.
"No, wait," the brunette says, growing tense, eyes screwed shut. "It's … OK, you can keep yours in. Add the other one … please."
A second claw moves with cautious, calculated increments, minimizing the potential for error should it inadvertently damage it's host by implementing them too quickly.
"That's it," Miles groans appreciatively, panting breaths aimed toward the ceiling when those claws insert themselves up to the knuckle,"do … do that thing you showed me. Make them disappear."
The Walrider obliges, cloaking it's claws in fractals of light, their appearance practically invisible. 
"How does that look? Can … can you see," Miles asks, peering over his shoulder to get a glimpse of himself in the mirror.
He's greeted by the sight of his gaping hole, probed and violated by strange translucent shapes, a mirage of movement, mercurial and oily.
With a predominantly red face, Miles swiftly turns back around.
"Haha, y-yeah, you can definitely s-see," he comments dryly, trying to steady the horrible stutter invading his voice.
That had affected him more than it should have and Miles can't get the image out of his mind, not even when he closes his eyes. The Walrider nudges it's dark, vaulted cheeks against its host, coaxing him open with smooth, languid preparations and the human finds he is hastily approaching his limit.
"You can t-take them out-t. I-I … I am ready, " the brunettes says, his intermittent breaths coming in quick, little rasps.
The Walrider ignores him, thrusting its claws inside its pliant host more vigorously than before, loving the way the human shudders with barely restrained pleasure.
"H-hey! Y-you're – you're not listening," Miles whines, his grimace of anger at war with the arousal on his face," If… if you don't stop … I am … I am going to come." 
The machine doesn't understand why it's host is so opposed to the idea. How could an orgasm be such a bad thing, especially since the resourceful bioweapon could provide the man with several more in swift, consecutive order? That is, if his stubborn mortal lover would allow it.
Miles continues to whimper, squirming around in protest of the Walrider's defiance, making it more difficult for his partner to maneuver without the risk of hurting him. It was hardly any reason to be irate, but the reporter felt something akin to shame, ineptitude, at having circled the brink without so much as a single hand stroke to his aching dick.
Soon enough, thanks to all the insolent tossing and turning, his delicate insides are injured, catching the wrong side of a sharpened nail against soft tissue. The human jolts, having felt the sting of discomfort like an electric current and the Walrider pulls free of the assailed heat before it can cause any more devastating wounds.
Miles deflates in surrender, head resting on the machine’s shoulder. His hips jerk forward, desperate for contact, needing to be filled again, whining for the return of those diligent claws rather than their absence, the bloody hypocrite. 
A tentacle squirms into his mouth and even in his delirious state, Miles knows enough to slick it with saliva. The tendril doesn't linger once the task is done, relocating to where the human wants it the most, claws on either side of his ass keeping him spread. The phallus slides in much easier than it had during their past experiences, thoroughly coated in improvised lube.
Miles cries out, too loud for the thin motel walls, enough for the adjacent rooms to hear him. He slaps a hand over his mouth to keep his moans in check, remembering that there were other people around that might complain about the noise. At least he had enough foresight to leave the, 'do not disturb,' placard on the doorknob and if it really came down to it, the Walrider could turn them both invisible if their love making became raucous enough to warrant a room inspection 
"Let me ride you," Miles says, meeting the Walriders' mystical eyes, cupping a stygian check in his palm.
The machine gives a subsequent growl and the man in his lap starts off with a few experimental thrusts, setting the pace as he rocks up and down, his whole body tingling with heat.
The Walrider’s fastidious growl falls an octave lower as it nips at the man's neck, marking the smooth, unblemished skin with a series of love bites. Miles sucks in a breath, groaning as teeth pierce into him, razing his delicate flesh into a gleam of red jewels.
"Oh god, it fucks me up so good when you do that," the host rasps, still reeling from the aftershocks of being suckled and bruised, clutching tightly to the Walrider's sinewy shoulders.
The machine offers a knowing, possessive grumble, hot mechanized steam blowing over the abused spot like simulated breath. Just as well, the machine enjoyed branding it's host, pleased that both sides of the human’s neck now matched, indented with teeth marks, one pink and healing while the other was glistening and raw. 
These facets were no less a symbol of their bond and to further signify this, talons rake down the expanse of his back, leaving branching rows of crimson streaks in their wake, an impression of folded wings dragged across his spine.
The Walrider flips the man around, the brunette now facing forward, the two pressed back to chest because it’s the human’s turn to watch them in the mirror, to behold the unseen force parting him down the middle, fucking his ass ragged. 
His research papers are falling to the floor, his laptop will soon meet the same fate if he's not careful, but Miles can’t say he cares too much about that, not when more tentacles wrap around him until he’s consumed, smothered, overindulged
The Walrider bites at his ear, a guttural purr making Miles’ head spin, innocuous tentacles claiming every outstanding limb he has to offer, stroking and squeezing him to completion. The man can't speak with a tentacle in his mouth, not coherently anyway, gagged, but no less vocal, his whole body trembling as he spurts his release all over the reflective surface of the mirror and he’s too far gone to think about how obscene that is.
The reporter crumbles against the Walrider's chest, head resting against his partner’s collarbone, entirely spent. His tightly clenched hands finally let go of the death grip he held on the sheets, his unwound body growing incredibly heavy.
The apparition withdraws it’s tentacles, choosing to hold the human with it’s claws alone, nuzzling the nape of an abused neck, buried in the sweaty strands of midnight colored hair. 
Miles watches in the mirror as the Walrider lifts the shroud, unmasking itself, happy to see the demon's shadowy form grace his vision once more, the miasma swarming as it curls around him in a comforting embrace, as easy as breathing.
Succumbing to his euphoric haze, Miles stumbles upon the insane notion that the machine might just love him in return.
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That following morning, Waylon contacts Miles through an encrypted email. 
Inside the message is a series of numbers divided by periods and semicolons, a blueprint of latitude and longitude as well as a specific time to meet.
The prearranged destination turns out to be a normal enough looking place – a rustic small-town with a few shops parsed with suburban homes, street lamps and trees.
His Audi is parked along the sidewalk, outside of a hardware store, having gotten there early to stake out the surrounding area. There’s not many people about, not even a token jogger out for a run and the few contemporary cars strewn across the block probably belonged to employees of the adjacent businesses.
Miles takes a sip of his coffee, the styrofoam cup a remnant of the motel’s continental breakfast.
OK then. All quiet on the western front.
He doesn't have too much longer to sight-see, the ring of a nearby payphone commanding his attention and the brunette has the distinct impression the call is intended for him.
After a few shrill rings, Miles exits the car. He clamors into the antique-looking phone booth, the door a bitch and half to open, surprised it still worked by all the glaring signs of urban decay.
He answers with a casual, "Ya'low?"
"Miles?"
"Speaking," the journalist affirms, the cheekily devil.
"Hey, it's Waylon."
"I know. I was hoping you'd call," the brunette smirks.
"Cut the shit," the ex Murkoff employee snaps, grumpy and sleep deprived.
Miles keeps his degenerate mouth shut, knowing that he was just one snarky remark away from forcing the high-strung runaway into hanging up on him. Self-restraint proves to be the right move.
"Right, so anyway,” Waylon continues, “it's not a lot to go on, but I think I might have an idea of where your damn jeep is."
Miles' face splits into a wide grin, positively giddy at the news. "That's great, Way," he cheers, "Thank you."
"Yeah, yeah, don't go thanking me just yet," Waylon grumbles with a sigh, probably nursing a migraine by the sound of it, "You ready?" 
"Lay it on me, Way baby," Miles sings, nudging the receiver into the crook of his shoulder, digging into his pockets for his trusty notebook and pen.
"Isn't it too early for us to give each other nicknames," Waylon gripes, irked by the buddy-buddy attitude the reporter has affiliated him with.
"Nah, now's the perfect time," Miles counters, passively, “Not hearing those coordinates.”
Waylon sighs,“Fine, it’s …”
Miles scrawls down the address, grateful for the techie’s verbal cues, a considerate pause break for each new line. The journalist gives his penmanship a quick read over, nodding in approval.
"Thanks again, Way! This really means a lot,” the reporter says, elated, his tone a bit more heartfelt as he segues into his next question, "Hey, have you given it any more thought, you know, about the other thing I mentioned?"
The irritable groan that follows is paramount, Waylon's less than perfect mood tipping further towards sour and resentful. He was probably hoping Miles wouldn't ask.
"Don't push it," the cranky engineer warns, "I still have some things to sort out, but I'll let you know if and when I decide to go along with your insane plan."
A quiet interlude hangs between them and the reporter wonders if this marks the end of their conversation, of what Waylon’s delayed breaths could mean.
"Miles," the computer nerd drawls, his tone a bit too soft and foreboding.
The journalist quirks a brow, suspicious of what the blonde is about to say next. 
"Yeah," he prompts.
"Be careful," the groggy engineer exhales, a strain of aggravation, "You know who might be monitoring the location I gave you."
It's Miles' turn to sigh, "Yeah, I figured that was a possibility. Not that I don't appreciate the concern."
"Are you sure there isn't anything that I can say that would convince you not to go?"
The brunette's brows knot in contemplation, his hand curling tightly around the receiver.
"No," Miles says flatly, the undertone of his voice grim, but steadfast, "this is just something that I have to do."
Waylon relinquishes another pointed sigh and Miles supposes he owes his newfound friend some cursory elaboration on this ongoing, “dude where’s my jeep,” saga. 
"Waylon you should know, that jeep ... it isn't just a jeep to me," Miles begins, the subject matter a tender one to discuss, "This isn't about money or principal  -- it belonged to someone important. It's all I have left of them. I can't leave that behind."
Waylon makes a noise of acquiescence, a light exasperation that says he understands Miles' motivations a little better, but no less agrees with him.
"Yeah, OK. I get it." Waylon says, most likely running a hand down his face judging by the garbled tone, "But if shit starts to go sideways, promise me you'll get the hell out of there. I am sure whoever it is that you're doing this for would want you to come back in one piece."
"No promises," Miles jives with a morbid chuckle.
Waylon laughs along with him, although the occasion is short-lived, an important recollection taking precedence, "Hey, hang on for a quick second. There's someone who wants to talk to you."
Briefly, Miles wonders who it could be, a crackle of static dominating the call as Wayon passes the phone over to the supposed mystery guest.
"Hello? Miles?"
It's feminine voice, one that the journalist fails to recognize no matter how hard he wrecks his brain. 
"Yes," he answers after a long, drawn-out pause, slightly nervous about who this woman could be and what her involvement in this mess was.
"You don't know me, but my name is Lisa. I am Waylon's wife. I just wanted to thank you for saving my husband," she explains. 
Ah, now it made sense.
Admittedly, Miles is touched by the sentiment, awash in emotion. This amazing woman had a backbone as tough as wrought iron.
It's nice to meet you Lisa,” the brunette tells her in a hedge of breath, “And, you’re welcome. I am glad I could help."
"Noah, Michael, c'mere you two," she calls, her lips pulled away from the receiver as she rounds up the two individuals in question. 
Miles listens as the speaker volume crinkles, curbed by Lisa’s heft of exertion, probably from lifting something that was far heavier than it looked.
"Ah, there we go," Lisa praises with a soft coo,"Now sweetie, I want you to say thank you to the nice man on the phone."
Silence follows, more crackling white noise.
"It's alright,”  the motherly figure coaxes gently, “Don't be shy.”
Miles is starting to get the picture of what must be happening on the other side of the phone and the realization makes his stomach slam into his throat, the ground torn out from under him, free falling from a thousand foot drop.
"Lisa, it's fine! Really! You don't have to --," Miles insists, but the rest of what he was going to say dies in his throat when he hears Noah speak.
"Fanku mishter,” comes the lispy voice, a child doing as he’s told even if he doesn't wholly understand the request.
There's a kissing sound, Lisa most likely rewarding Noah with a peck on the cheek, "that's my boy. Michael, now it’s your turn, honey."
"Thanks for saving our daddy," remarks Micheal. He sounds a little older, much more confident and aware. Miles had to give him the kid credit. Despite their lamentable situation, it took bravery to stand tall in the face of danger, to protect rather than cower.
Miles thinks he might cry, no matter how hard he tries to hold it in. He certainly cannot contain the sympathy from doctoring his tone.
"You're welcome kids. Be good for your Mom and Dad, OK? I know it might be scary right now, but listen to what they say. They love you a lot."
"Hokay," Noah yawns, probably scrubbing away at his drooping eyes. Poor kid sounds like he's ready for a nap, just like his father.
There's shuffling noise, the receiver slipping out of someone's hold. 
"It's alright. I got it Lis," Waylon says from a distance, picking the line back up.
"Hey, Miles. It's me again."
"I noticed. Cute kids," Miles remarks with a curved brow, his lips equally quirked into a wholesome expression. 
"Thanks," Waylon says, a bit more chipper when it comes to the pride and joy that is his family, "Maybe if you survive long enough, you'll be able to meet them one day."
"Yeah," Miles breathes emphatically, his chest filled with warmth, "I'd like that."
"I am sorry I wasn't able to say it before, but just so you know, we're all really grateful for everything," Waylon tells him, sounding more spirited than Miles probably has ever heard him, "I would have never been able to see my family again if it wasn't for you."
The brunette struggles to maintain his steely composure, the candid flow of words spilling out of him before he can tailor their sincerity into something else, "I'd do it again in a heartbeat."
The genuine laugh from the programmer catches Miles off guard, the flute of his mirth filling the reporter’s ears like a bell."Well, that's good to know," the engineer says once his humors settle down, "Not sure, if I could say the same."
Waylon is actually teasing him and attempting to be playful. Miles likes that.
"You'd better," the reporter quips, taunting the other, hoping to nurture more of those carefree interactions into existence.
"Yeah, we'll see. Anyway, good luck out there. I'll contact you again soon, alright," Waylon says, about to sign off.
"Let's hope. Be good, Waylon. Take care of yourself."
"You too."
Miles hangs up the phone with a clak, pausing there a moment with his hand on the shiny plastic handle, letting the mixed bag of emotions fully sink in. 
He knew, right then and there, that everything that had led him up to this very moment, all the sacrifices he made, had been worth it. 
The brunette's long withstanding vendetta against Murkoff had cost him more pain and suffering than he could have imagined, but it was justified, validated even, if meant Waylon and his family could have a happy ending and by God, he was going to make sure they got one.
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Love Host - Ch. 5
SUMMARY: A prequel to my fic, “Good Boy.” Takes place during the final scene of the game and the journey home afterwards. Miles becomes the host and the Walrider intends to consummate their bond. No beta. Read at your own risk.
RATING: E (for tentacle sex / xenophilia)
PAIRING: Walmiles (WalriderxMiles)
WORD COUNT: 5,8392
READ ON AO3: Here
A/N: Miles meets up with Waylon at a diner and their tentative alliance is off to a rocky start. Also, the Walrider misbehaves a bit. The Murkoff goons that Miles has been avoiding are going to rear their ugly heads soon and it’s not going to be pretty (probably next chapter). PS. Sorry to cut off the love scene like that, but this update is already hella long so I am going to continue it in the next one. On another note, I feel like it’s important to point out that Miles and Waylon will eventually be bros, but you gotta give the characters time to develop y’all, they’re not going to like each other right away.
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The door to the old-timey diner rattles open, clanking against the glass, causing Miles to look up from his rumpled newspaper. A man dressed head to toe in denim walks in, a bow-legged swagger befitting the cowboy hat and boots, his belt buckle glaring with a polished shine. It's definitely not the person Miles is waiting for, so he returns to nursing his coffee and keeping tabs on everyone who passes through.
"Need a refill," the waitress asks, coffee pot poised in her hand.
Miles turns towards the young redhead dressed in a vintage diner uniform and white apron, a dreamy look captivating his eyes at the promise of more caffeine.
"Sure, Becky," the reporter says after glancing at her name tag, holding out his cup for her to top it off.
"Is there anything else I can get you," she asks sweetly.
"I am good for now, thank you. Waiting for a friend," he smiles at her, charming when he needs to be, and she gives him one to match.
"Just holler if you need anything," says the twenty-something year old gal before she excuses herself away from his lonely booth in the corner, her curled bangs ponytail bobbing along with her.
Miles hears the trademark jingle bells of another patron entering the outdated decor of chrome and checkered tile, following the telltale sound with his eyes. With one look, Miles is convinced -- this man must be the notorious whistleblower he's been reading about. The man reeks of nervous energy and ripe paranoia, definitely the nerdy, introverted type judging by the dyed blonde hair and the casual flannel shirt and blue jeans.
"Waylon," Miles calls out from his booth, waving him over with a hand above his head.
The skittish man visibly flinches, deer caught in headlights, an absolutely priceless reaction. Waylon's giving off the distinct impression that he's about to make a run for it and bolt right back out the door and if so, the edgy reporter is going to handle things in the same vein as the Walrider and chase his scrawny ass down and throw him inside the trunk of his car for a little one-on-one chat.
Thankfully, Miles doesn't have to resort to such crude tactics because the blonde treads further inside, albeit cautiously, offering up remorseful pleasantries to the surrounding guests for disturbing the peace. The timid man bows forward in an effort to make his height appear smaller, apologetic, pacifying the assortment of stares he encounters with friendly gesticulations.
The techie's noble posturing is excessive in Miles’ opinion, but the lumbering gait in which he does it reveals a most compelling detail. It tells of an injury, probably recently obtained by the careful, menial guard he keeps over the limp. Seems like the blonde is still not used to walking on it, one sneaker shuffling across the linoleum floor as his left side takes the majority of the weight.
The engineer wedges himself between the table, his gimp right leg carrying him dutifully as he sits down in the seat opposite of Miles, his cute facade dropping into a reproachful death glare now that they're in a more private, face-to-face setting.
"Did you really have to announce it to everyone," Waylon mutters, fidgeting in his seat, making the cushions squeak, "I am trying to keep a low profile."
The nonchalant journalist shrugs, slouching back against the polished vinyl seat cushions, cigarette held between his bandaged fingers.
Miles is sizing up the other male, having been looking forward to meeting him in person, and the "adorable kitten that wouldn't harm a fly" exterior is concealing a feral side of teeth and claws, however modest and nonlethal they may be.
"Figured you wouldn't see me here all the way in the back. Thought, I'd make it easier for you," Miles explains, a generalization disguised as a courtesy. Now that he's seen just how easy it is to get under Waylon's skin, the investigative reporter finds sadistic appeal in ruffling this guy's feathers.
Waylon cringes at the apparent thoughtfulness, trying to err on the side of politeness, but the visage is brittle at best. "Thanks," the grimace that takes over the blonde programmer's face makes it look like it physically hurts him to say it. "Do me a favor and be a little more tactful, please."
Miles takes minor (and by minor I mean major) offense to the beseechment. He can be tactful – he could make "tact" his middle name if he really wanted to. It's simply a matter of personal preference that he chooses not to.
"Can't say how nice it is to finally meet you in person," Miles remarks, a bite of sarcasm to his words.
Injured hands fold up the spread out newspaper taking up space on the tabletop, tossing it in Waylon direction before the blonde can say anything else that might be considered offensive (namely about his missing fingers).
Waylon looks down at the newsprint, skimming the text. It's a press release about Murkoff corp. They claim no direct involvement or knowledge of the crimes of their subsidiaries. A spokesman assures that the company is just as distraught and disturbed by these recent events as anyone and in an effort of goodwill, they'll be donating to the affected families and a few select charity projects.
Waylon laughs louder than he intends to, catches himself midway in the act, glancing around self-consciously at the other clientele before quieting down.
"Can't say I expected much else," Waylon sighs, exasperated. He's pulling at his short, choppy bangs, lobbing the affronting newspaper back at the one who served him with it.
“And I still can't believe you came today," Miles says, cigarette caught between his lips now. He catches the folded up pages as they slide across the smooth surface of the table, tucking it inside his jacket pocket for safe keeping.
"Same to you," the techie says, "When Peacock told me Miles Upshur wanted to meet with me, I thought for sure it was a trap set up by you know who, but then I saw the news broadcast and I needed to know what happened after …" the blonde chokes up, a scowl weighing his head down. "You never would have been there if it wasn't for me…," the guilt-ridden man whispers to himself, almost an octave too low for the other to hear, hands clenched into fists.
Miles is silent for a long minute, his cigarette dangling along his bottom lip in a frown. He takes a deep inhale, the strong hit of nicotine making his brain tingle, blowing out the second hand smoke towards the other's face.
"Can you put that out," Waylon grits, trying not to gag. He pinches his nose shut and fans away the fetid fumes from his face.
"No," Miles declares matter-o-factly, looking very smug about his decision to antagonize the other. He even goes so far as to accentuate the little flicks he gives to the filter, dabbing the burning end into the ashtray before going in for another long drag.
Waylon's pained expression only serves to elevate Miles' good mood into a great one because he prefers to see the software engineer's angry side instead of a mopey shell of what he assumes to be his former self and he's certainly accomplished that much.
Borrowing Waylon's words since he put it so eloquently, "You know who is on clean up duty. We’re on borrowed time and I need to know that I can trust you."
"I mean, I don't get it," Waylon's eyebrows arch, looking utterly perplexed by the enigma that is Miles Upshur, "Aren't we in the same boat here? What would I have to gain by turning you in?"
"Immunity," Miles says off-handedly, not really meaning it, just messing with the blonde a little, wanting to see how he would handle a pitch thrown out of left field.
Waylon grits his teeth, his shoulders bunching up as he bristles, the intensity in eyes a proponent story of doom and gloom. He slides his forearms across the table, chopping through the air with the seriousness of what he’s about to say.
"We’re their personal playthings, the whole goddamn world is. They treat their own employees like drones, experimental lab rats when it serves them. They did the same to me when they found out what I was doing and you think I would risk working with them again? For godssake, they're all psychotic bastards Miles. They have no conscience, no morals, no loyalty. Everyone is expendable to them, including me," Waylon is doing his best to sound convincing, putting all his shoulda-woulda-coulda emotions into the delivery of his little speech.
"Fair point," Miles agrees, a little too quickly for Waylon's taste, the other man expecting him to put up more of a fuss.
"Sorry, if I seem a bit testy," Miles continues, "I am what the military affectionately refers to as, ‘FUBAR.’"
“Yeah, I’ve heard of it,” Waylon laments, averting his gaze as he wrings his hands on the counter, “For what it’s worth, I am sorry…”
Miles feels a pang of guilt for teasing the blonde, not expecting the apology. The fellow asylum survivor knows he should probably return the sentiment, contemplates doing so, but a grudge of self-righteous anger impedes him and he’s stubborn to offer one. Maybe the brunette was being petty, but he couldn’t get soft, not when he needed to strip away the socially acceptable veneer to see the bare-bones hidden underneath, dissect and analyze what really made Waylon tick -- his personality, his character -- a necessary interrogation tactic he learned during the war.
Karma seems to bite him in the ass in the next instant because Miles breaks out into a cold sweat, his eyes nearly bulging out his skull when he sees the full-form of the Walrider involuntarily manifest itself beside Waylon.
FuckFuckFuck. What is happening right now. He told it to stay out of sight.
The demon's claws are playing with the overgrown splay of blonde hairs near Waylon’s ear and the man brushes a hand through the coarse strands to dismiss the odd itch, totally unassuming.
Miles' inner voice urges him to remain calm, to act casual, but it's hard when the Walrider is loose, twice as deadly as a rampaging bull in a china shop and the host can only pray that it doesn’t do anything too extreme that might compromise their whereabouts or their identities.
The brunette shifts his gaze, checking his surroundings, hoping that no one else can see the menacing creature that is being very naughty right now. There's no blood-curdling screams, no ensuing hysterics or chaos, just business carrying on as usual so, maybe everyone really is completely oblivious to the nature of the company that they're in. Likewise, even the unsuspecting engineer hasn’t noticed the addition of a third wheel to their group, too busy trying to figure out the reason behind the sudden change in the journalist's cavalier attitude. At first the blonde attributes it to the sensitive subject of his apology, but Miles is the picture of a nuclear meltdown so, the techie follows the direction of Miles' stare, and yeah maybe the room seems a little darker, ominous now that the sunlight is fading, but there's something else that's different, he just can't tell what exactly.
"Does it feel colder in here to you," Waylon asks, shivering from the eerie vibe that’s circulating around him.
Miles is getting just a little jealous because he can’t believe the Walrider breached the sanctity of his skin just to play with Waylon like they're old fucking friends. (Though admittedly, Miles was at fault for having started this game. He's been picking on Waylon since the start of their meeting so he can't really condemn his companion for doing the same).
"OK, so don't freak out," Miles gripes, attending to his headache, eyes clamped shut so he doesn't have to meet Waylon's eyes.
"Miles …” Waylon warns, impending dread creeping into his voice, “what are you saying? Freak out about what?"
"Alright,” Miles sighs heavily, tormented by breaking a vow of secrecy, " it’s ... it's the Walrider."
"The Walrider," Waylon echoes distantly, tilting his head just slightly, one eyebrow arched as he searches for the context of what that could mean.
As if on cue, the programmer feels another ghostly touch start near his temple and realization hits him like a brick to the face.
The blonde flounders in his seat, knees hitting the underside of the table with a loud clatter. His frightened eyes dart around the room in a panic, looking for the source of the touch, coddling the side of his face that was violated.
The machine releases a pleased growl at this reaction and Miles can tell it's having way too much fun with the size of it's toothy grin.
"I told you not to freak out," Miles grunts, annoyed by the fact that everyone is refusing to listen to him today.
Waylon shuttles himself into the dead-end wall of the booth, redirects his gaze back at Miles, his lungs looking like they're going to burst out of his chest because he wants to scream, but he's trying his best not to.
"Holy shit," the distressed man curses, keeping his voice down, clutching at his shirt where his heart is beating frantically, "It's here? Y-you ... you have it with you?"
"Where else would I keep it, genius," is the brunette's terse reply, his headache getting worse, “it needs a host, remember? Didn't you help design the thing?"
Waylon shakes his head, "C-code… I helped code, but I didn't know ... I-I thought that..." Waylon trails off, unsure if it would be wise to say what he's really thinking.
"Fine, whatever – just calm down. It's not gunna hurt you,” Miles says, trying to reassure the other man that he wasn’t in any danger, "If anything, I think it likes you."
“Uh, I am not sure how to take that, actually.” Waylon answers honestly, a nervous laugh escaping him as he unfurls himself from the terror-stricken ball he’s contorted himself into.
"Wow, rude," Miles remarks flippantly, "You could at least have the decency to say, 'hello.'"
Waylon looks toward the faint outline of a dusty, abstract shadow, his brief session with the morphogenic engine still imbuing him with a feeble link to the weapon of mass destruction.
"Oh. Right. Uh ... " Waylon mumbles, trying to get his brain to un-panic itself, “H-hello?"
The Walrider seems to buzz happily, trilling at him and Waylon is settled enough to sit properly in his seat again, his shoulder still pressed against the wall to distance himself from the other side of the booth where the entity resides.
"Are you telling me it's friendly,” Waylon whispers suspiciously, trying to mask his words from the AI by cupping a hand around his lips.
"More than friendly," Miles declares with a seedy grin.
Waylon doesn't want to dive too deeply into that insinuation, white-washes the thought with another question before he can think too hard about the atrocities Miles committed in the name of xenophilia.
"It hasn't hurt anyone since we've been talking, has it?”
"No, no one," the reporter declares as if the demonstration of civility was fair and ample atonement, a repentance that absolved a killing machine of all it's past sins.
Waylon starts, bleaching a shade lighter as he leans over the table, boring his steadfast gaze into Miles' icy blue eyes, "Just because it hasn't yet, doesn't mean it won't.” The blonde throws his hands up, sinking back into the booth, looking sorely defeated as he scrubs at his face, “Fuck, Miles this is some serious shit."
Waylon is practically glowing neon with the way he’s radiating anxiety, a hair's breadth away from making a beeline towards the exit when the redheaded waitress conveniently intervenes to block his escape route. 
The Walrider disperses, as if contesting Waylon's point, and Miles is even more grateful for the impeccable timing.
"You boys ready to order," she says, her smile fading when she looks between the clash of personalities, stuck in the middle of their personal dispute.
"Why yes, I believe we are," Miles gushes, over-selling the 'we’re best friends and everything is fine,' show and dance, "I’ll take the special, please."
The journalist turns to his less than exuberant counterpart with a saccharine expression, "Waylon, tell the nice girl what you’re having." 
Waylon attempts to keep the tremor out of his voice, but faking emotions doesn’t come as easily to him.
"As much as I appreciate it, I am not hungry," he grits out, forcing a smile.
"Aww, c'mon," Miles jeers, "I insist! My treat."
"Fine," Waylon relents, giving into the peer pressure of an audience, "I'll have a coffee."
"And a slice of pie," Miles adds, his amputated pointer finger held up for emphasis.
The waitress jots it down in her ticketbook, her pen drawing heavy circles around one particular note, dotting it with a period. She leaves them with the dated phrase of, "Be back in a jiffy," before scurrying off towards the kitchen.
Waylon fixes the infuriating brunette with another death glare that borders on morbid fascination.
"What," Miles drawls, smirking at his very mature reasoning, "everything's better with pie." After a moment, the brunette deviates into looking resigned, folding his hands together in a mock steeple formation. "There's something else I've been meaning to ask you. It's about my jeep. Do you know what happened to it?"
Waylon gawks at him, waiting for the punchline of a joke to relieve the fear in his stomach, but Miles isn't kidding around.
"You mean, you don't know?"
"Uh, No," Miles deadpans, "I've been having blackouts, gaps in my memory. I was hoping you could help fill in some of the missing pieces."
Waylon waxes apprehensive, looking down at his hands and keeping silent to buy himself some time to think before goosestepping through a psychological minefield.
After a long, drawn-out pause, he simply says, "You saved me."
"You wanna elaborate on that," Miles clips with apparent cattiness, knowing there was more to the story than what was being said.
"Blaire … he was about to kill me. Then, you showed up to save me before he could finish the job."
"I did," Miles asks dubiously, blinking his blue eyes at the blonde, not wholly believing this recollection.
Waylon nods solemnly, "It's true Miles. Let's just say, Blaire is not somebody we have to worry about anymore." 
A small smile appears on the engineer's lips, grateful for Miles' sacrifice. He really does owe the journalist his life.
Miles shouldn't feel proud about having a list of people he's killed, even more so now that it's grown one name longer, but the ex-Murkoff CEO was a scum bucket and probably deserved whatever barbaric demise that was coming to him.
"And ... I ditched it."
Having been distracted by moral relativism, it occurs to Miles that Waylon is still speaking.
"Say what now?"
Waylon is looking ragged, running a hand through his two-toned hair, a man provoked, "I couldn't keep driving it around! I had to ditch it."
"You, what," Miles hollers, pausing for effect before pressing the other man with a firm, "Where?"
"I don't know! Somewhere! Look, I even torched my house to keep them off my ass. Of course I wasn't going to hang on to your stupid jeep."
The two asylum survivors' have successfully made a mutual commotion, their raised voices and unruly behavior drawing a crowd of neighboring eyes.
"Waylon Park, you are helping me find my jeep and that is final," Miles commands much too cryptically.
Becky the waitress returns with their order, forcing the two men into a temporary stalemate.
"Here you go, boys," she announces, setting down a burger and fries combo in front of Miles that’s been drenched in a sea of gravy. 
The brunette’s eyes glisten with a hunger that he didn’t know he had, "Looks great! Thank you!"
“And for you darlin’,” the young girl chirps, delivering Waylon a mug of black coffee with a side of milk.
Waylon recoils the moment the words leave her mouth, going stiff as a corpse.
"You alright," she asks gently, trying to understand the uncanny response.
"Oh, don’t worry about him,” Miles chimes in, “He’s had a rough night, not enough sleep. The coffee will do him good.”
Her friendly smile returns, nodding her acceptance, "Sugar is on the side there if you like it sweet."
Miles waits until the girl is out of earshot before he lets the worry show on his face.
“Yo Way, you OK man,” he asks, trying to snap Waylon out of his catatonic state.
“Huh,” Waylon mutters, a sleepwalker waking from a dream, “Oh, yeah, it’s nothing. Sorry.” 
The sensitive man is quick to hide his face, his knuckles attempting to carry the unwieldy heaviness of his mind. 
"Like I was saying, you know who is never going to stop," Miles tells him, "you ... me ... we can't hide forever. We need to keep up the pressure on them, bring the fight right to their doorstep – sabotage their next project, eradicate their base, names, places, I don't care – anything that will knock them down a few pegs."
"Easy for you to say, you have the goddamn Walrider living inside you. How would I even defend myself if they decided to shoot at me?”
Waylon knows his words are brutal, enraged by a million other tragedies he’s endured, but he’s too far gone to care if Miles is insulted by it. He takes a drink of his coffee, gripping the warm mug with both hands to occupy the palpable restlessness. 
They sit in awkward silence, Miles regarding him with understanding, waiting for the stress to dissipate before he continues.
"Look, I saved you once before, right? I can protect you, but only if we stick together. A job this big, we’re going to need allies, more people we can trust."
"I … I can't promise anything. I have a family Miles and I … I have to go. We've already been out in the open for too long."
“Alright, alright fine,” Miles relents, “Should I contact you the same way as before, then?”
“Leave the contacting part to me,” Waylon asserts with a certain finality, sliding out of his seat and feeling the strain on his mental state becoming that much lighter for it, “I’ll find you when I am ready.”
With no time to lose, Miles wraps up what's left of the meal in a series of napkins, stuffing it inside his jacket pocket. Similarly, he pays for the tab, leaving a considerable tip behind for their astute waitress as he hurriedly follows Waylon out into the parking lot. By the time he catches up with the blonde, the exhaust of the techie’s brown station wagon is already fuming, the red brake lights glowing as he backs out from his parking space.
"Wait, Waylon,” Miles implores, flagging him down with a flash of hands in his rear-view mirror.
"Yeah," the blonde asks, rolling down his window and forcing himself not to slam on the gas pedal and leave the man in his dust.
"I know this is a lot to ask and I am sorry to bring this up now, but would you consider taking a look at the Walrider for me? I have some questions and since you worked --"
Waylon interjects him with an aggravated sigh, one that reads like he's being heckled to his wits end. "I'll … I'll think about it. Maybe we could run some diagnostics, but for godssake wait for my call. Don't move, don't do anything before then."
"Sure thing," the brunette says, his tone less than convincing. 
"By the way, here's some free advice: switch cars," Waylon advises with a jerk of his head, indicating the gaudy felony on wheels Miles is boasting.
"I plan to, just as soon as you get me the coordinates to my jeep," Miles retorts, abundantly cheek about it. He waves goodbye as he watches Waylon drive off, the other man avoiding eye contact as he passes by.
"I think that went well, don't you?" Miles says to the dark shadow manifesting next to him, watching as the vehicle disappears around the corner. 
The Walrider grumbles in affirmation, the nanite creature's disembodied head shrouded by a dark mane of wispy swarm clouds. The host strokes a hand against his partner’s chin, scritching it affectionately and the entity rolls it's head so that the human can reach all the right spots.
"Yeah, seems like a good kid to me too," the man remarks, a snarky curl to his lips. 
Much to the creature's disappointment, the petting ceases.
"C'mon, time to go," Miles calls, beckoning the stagnant creature over to him as he opens the car door of the stolen Audi, clinging onto the silver frame, balancing his other arm on the roof before climbing inside the driver's seat.
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Fresh out of the shower, Miles falls flat onto the mattress, face-first, with all the finesse of a wooden plank. 
God, it felt so good to lie down on a bed again. How did he think staying at a motel was a bad idea? This was a great idea. One of his best.
His haphazard landing and strewn about limbs are creasing the stray piles of documents he'd left out on the blanket cover, but he's so comfortable and warm he doesn't want to move, even if it means a few disheveled papers.
He's not tired enough to sleep, his mind is too alert for that, but it still felt good to do nothing, to simply allow his body to exist and take up space.
Ten minutes tick by before he hears a familiar sound, a purr that can only belong to his notorious pet as it starts up from somewhere behind his ear, a placating resonance that makes him melt further into the bedsheets. 
Miles can sense the other's presence, heady as it thickens the air with it's teeming mass, doesn't resist when claws curl around his shoulders, pressing down just hard enough to knead out the tension in his muscles. Ghostly hands dip lower, trailing down the length of his back, weaving intoxicating patterns into his skin as they go about working him free of knots.
"Mmmm," the host hums into his pillow.
Miles has no idea where the Walrider earned it's credentials to practice massage (a cultivation of dredging inside his memories most likely), but the brunette is enjoying the heavenly treatment too much to interrupt with a question that he knows he won't get an answer to. He'd rather count this among his blessings for as long as it lasts.
Twin claws continue their journey down, rubbing along the contours of the man's waist, just over the ridge of his narrow hip bones, repeating the action until they reach the small of his back. Bony palms attempt to conquer the stiff oblique muscles, but they’re more eager to scale the precipice of the man's ass, taking a handful of supple flesh between nimble fingers and squeezing roughly.
"Mmph," Miles groans, trying not to squirm as blood rushes to fill out his rapidly hardening dick. "What do you think you're doing," the man huffs, hardly an accusation when it's tattered with wanton desire.
Miles can feel the guttural chitter that the AI makes rattle deep inside his chest as if it were spoken from his own throat and there's something exhilarating about their soul-bound connection, how they can feel each other's pleasure.
The brunette is positively trembling as the Walrider rubs his buttocks ragged, molding and shaping him over and over again, sometimes plying apart the voluptuous folds, but never delving inside. His nerves are starting to fray, being worn down by the dark fingers that refuse to quit teasing him even after he's red and sore from the friction of the fabric against his skin.
For once he wasn't even thinking about sex, but now it's the only driving force his body can focus on. Had he known this earlier, he would have loosened himself up in the shower – which reminds him, he really needs to buy lube so they don't have to keep substituting it with spit.
"Mm'not sure if I should let you. You were kinda bad today," is the weak, overly diluted excuse he comes up with.
The Walrider growls, contesting the human's flimsy pretext no doubt, abandoning the lazy path it's been tracing along the seam of his sleep pants. 
The brunette holds back a groan of desperation, resisting the urge to raise his ass up for the machine to rip through the fabric and strip him open, berates himself for the thought because it hasn't even been that long since he got off and he shouldn't be this needy for it.
Miles turns around slowly, sitting up in bed, the Walrider shifting to accommodate the impromptu change in position.
The man reaches for the meddlesome machine, gripping the onyx divots that line the sides of it's cheeks, giving it the most stern look that he can manage considering the circumstances. 
"If I tell you to stay hidden, wait for me to tell you it's safe from now on, OK," Miles scolds, staring into it's misty white eyes, "No more coming out on your own or … or else."
Miles doesn't know what "or else' entailed, only that he wanted it to sound threatening and that he would fill in the blank with some sort of punishment later.
The apparition finds Miles’ hand on it's face, wrapping stygian claws gently around pale fingers. It guides Miles' hand a slight distance away, allotting space to press their palms together. The journalist's eyes go wide, watching as his fingers turn hazy along with the shape of claws, a trick of light that can adapt and change to reflect their surroundings.
Milles understands now. There was never any risk of being seen, not when it can camouflage, the stealthy bastard.
“Kinky. We’ll be putting that to good use,” Miles spouts flirtatiously, a spell of arousal coloring his face because he can’t stop fantasizing about just how many special functions his mechanized lover has, makes it his long-term goal to try out each and every one.
Miles tightens his grip around the Walrider's claws because he feels like he might float away into the ether, disappear into another dimension without the strong tether of his companion to hold him down. He curls his other hand around the matching set of claws, needing another physical link to ground him. 
"Lie back with me," he breathes softly. 
He tugs on their joined hands, pulling the Walrider along with him as he collapses backwards onto the pillows. Their foreheads bop each other comically as they meet against the barrier of the mattress and Miles laughs at the sappiness of it because this could be a scene from a fucking romcom movie. 
And OK, maybe he does feel something for the Walrider. Love is the word that he wants to use, but he's afraid to admit it, even inside the murky gray matter of his mind. 
Can he love a machine? Of course he can, but was it right to? Could they have a relationship like any other couple? He's heard of people loving stranger things than robots, but maybe he's beautifying the forced assimilation between them, trauma bonding because he's certifiably delusional and this is the only way he can cope.
If his feelings were all based on a projection, a syndrome, would he be falling this hard, even harder when he learns something new about his partner, even more when they strip each other bare? 
He's buried in the thorny brambles of over-thinking when the Walrider's wiry tongue flicks against his jaw and up to his lips. Miles gasps, the opening it creates enough of an invitation to allow the slithery appendage access to his mouth.
His thoughts are pushed away by the long encroaching tongue, by how it makes his whole body shiver, drowned out by buzzing white noise and the enveloping rhythm of their mouths. He's smitten with the idea of the Walrider initiating a kiss, wants to reward the AI with enthusiasm so he loses himself in the heat of it for as long as he can.
"Can we try something," Miles breathes as they part, scarlet blooming across his face. 
The Walrider detects the tremor of nervousness in its host's voice, knowing it's a dead giveaway to something new and exciting, having witnessed this behavior pattern before.
Miles licks his lips because he can't seem to decide on which he wants more: to keep making out or to commence with the vague "something" he mentioned just a moment ago. Deliberating this, he strokes his thumb along his partner's rigid jaw, the structure a beautiful amalgamation of ethereal darkness. The Walrider narrows it's eyes at its host, growling with impatient approval. With that being the deciding factor, Miles gives his devilish companion a quick closed-mouth kiss before unhooking their combined grips.
"Let me up," he says, pushing gently on impassible shoulders, imagines the Walrider would probably be a lot more difficult to sway if it wasn't already complicit to his desires. 
The journalist leaves the bed to stand on shaky legs, holding out his hands for the Walrider to latch onto. 
"Come over this way," Miles instructs, "let me move you."
The Walrider cocks it's head at it's host's curious intentions, obeying like any good pet would as the man poses the entity to sit on the edge of the mattress, directly in front of a serendipitously placed vanity mirror that the motel room just so happened to be outfitted with. 
With the nanite creature in place, the man lets go, leaving the claws to return to their owner, imploring his partner with the command of, "sit,” and,“stay."
The Walrider does so without protest, watching as the human disrobes. It's nothing titillating or sexy, just another step to get out of the way as Miles pulls his shirt up over his head and steps out of his sleep pants.
Even so, the host is a glorious sight to behold, as strikingly pale as moonlight, a life-size bisque doll that's been smashed and glued back together, haunted and broken inside. Not just his physical body, but the human's mind as well, so tormented and hopeful, convoluted and surprising, a beautiful juxtaposition, a labyrinth inside a Rubiks cube.
Naked, Miles climbs into the creature's lap, knees bent onto the mattress, thighs landing astride black tourmaline hips in a shy descent. The nanomachine is unable to resist touching any longer, pulling the man in closer whether it receives a harsh reprimand for the transgression or not.
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Love Host - Ch. 4 Preview
SUMMARY: A prequel to my fic, “Good Boy.” Takes place during the final scene of the game and the journey home afterwards. Miles becomes the host and the Walrider intends to consummate their bond. No beta. Read at your own risk.
RATING: T (PREVIEW ONLY for kissing / suggestive themes). The rest of the fic is rated E (for tentacle sex / xenophilia)
PAIRING: Walmiles (WalriderxMiles)
A/N: Miles spends his first night on the run in a trail park. He’s not taking it too well, but at least the Walrider is there to keep him company.
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The entity makes as pitiful, injured sound, sharing in the man's pain, the feeling amplified when it's host attributes it's presence with fear and rejection.
A set of claws extend to wipe the man's tears away, but Miles intercepts it, holding up a forearm defensively to block any further advances.
"Hey, uhh ... m'sorry I am such a mess. This ... this is taking a lot out of me," the man sniffles, inhaling sharply, "All the waterworks are probably grossing you out."
He dries his tears with sleeve of his jacket, trying to avoid looking weak, helpless, frail. He's forcing a smile, a mask of cynicism, trying to act strong and he doesn't even know why. Old habits die hard.
The Walrider is the last person (was it right to call it a person) that he should be hiding from because as much as Miles wants to tie a pretty ribbon around his frayed ego and call it whole, this creature knows his true self both inside and out. It -- they -- are the same being, a caduceus of blood and soul, and Miles needs to trust that all the devotion and loyalty it's put on display for him thus far won't waver due to his depressive episodes, that Murkoff doesn't have a secret switch somewhere that will turn his biogenetic partner against him.
As it has from the very beginning of their unholy union, the Walrider seeks to comfort it's host. Bony hands cup the man's face and Miles doesn't try to resist it's touch this time.
A makeshift tongue licks at the remainder of tears blotching his pale cheeks, lapping up one side, then the other. The Walrider purrs, the specific frequency of vibrations set to help the man to relax, nanites exuding a pleasant aura of heat to quell the incessant shivering invading it's host.
A whorl of nanites card between the button folds of Miles' shirt, caressing his chest, stroking along his abdomen and the patterns with which they do feel more suggestive than ergonomic.
"Trying to warm me up, are you," Miles laughs, arching a lucrative brow. It shouldn't be this easy to cheer him up with a few soliciting touches, but it is.
The man blinks, a lone tear escaping down the right side of his face and he remembers reading some theory online about the significance behind that.
The machine hums in agreement, mewling, it's festering eyes creased into convex crescents as it rests their foreheads together, rubbing against the human's hairline just enough to ruffle his skewed bangs.
"Hey, c'mere," Miles says, tilting his chin up, urging his companion face to become level with his. Their gazes align, pupils shifting as he stares into it's glowing cerulean eyes with unfaltering admiration.
"I want to show you another way that humans kiss. I am going to use my tongue this time, just don't bite me ... please," the last word comes out strained, a cry of mercy.
He suddenly feels like such a teenager, telegraphing his every move and naturally he's just a little embarrassed when he speaks the words aloud, hesitates a fraction, waiting for some sort of signal from the Walrider.
The entity growls in acknowledgment, idle, awaiting it’s host's next move. Miles starts out small, drawing his tongue along the protrusion of mandibles tentatively, licking a wet stripe over the sharp contours. The machine's jaw slackens at this, opening a breadth wider, a chitter causing it to rattle.
Miles prefers to keep his tongue attached so, he slips it back into his mouth until he can gauge the other's reaction, it's body language, which is damn near impossible when it involves an uncategorized phantasm of floating pieces.
The Walrider growls at him, eyes narrowing, goading him to continue with a playful snap of it's mouth.
"Yeah, OK. Let's go again," Miles swallows, licking his lips as he separates the meager distance between them, a drop of fear curling in his gut.
Nervously, he slides his tongue past the jagged rows of teeth, finding the demon's artificial one hidden inside. He gives it a few nudging little licks, convincing it to move, to meld with his own.
The Walrider grips it's host, pulling him closer, taking him deeper. It's glowing tongue curls around his, twice as long and twice as big, overtaking him easily. Miles can taste the pulses of energy flowing through it, the thousands of vibrations as the entity kisses him back with frightening intensity.
Every so often the sharp daggers that pass for it's teeth cut into his tongue, little nicks of minimal consequence as Miles gets carelessly swept away in the thrill of it all, but it's not enough of a hindrance for him to stop. What does cause him to turn his face away and break them apart is his need to breathe.
As Miles attempts to regain his stolen breath, the Walrider’s claws find the collar of his jacket, peeling it down so that it can get closer to the man's neck. It does the same to the reporter's shirt, tugging it away to graze it's teeth along porcelain skin. It lingers over the faded red marks it left on Miles' shoulder, biting down right above the welts to make a duplicate impression of punctured, bloody rings.
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Love Host - Ch. 7 (Preview)
SUMMARY: A prequel to my fic, “Good Boy.” Takes place during the final scene of the game and the journey home afterwards. Miles becomes the host and the Walrider intends to consummate their bond. No beta. Read at your own risk.
RATING: T (for preview only!! / depictions of violence / swearing)
PAIRING: Walmiles (WalriderxMiles)
WORD COUNT: 1,152
A/N: The fugitive reporter is reunited with his jeep, but things are never that easy, not for Miles Upshur.
This chapter is dedicated to @is-gw! :3
Thanks again for all your support! I know you've been waiting a long time, but I am finally getting around to writing this again. I hope you like it so far!
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The reporter runs his hand along the jeep's frame, taking note of the various scratches and dents dealt to the paint that he can't remember being there before. So much had changed in just a few short days and neither of them, man or machine were quite the same as they once were.
“Hey, remember me,” Miles says to the oversized keepsake, getting a little choked up by the reunion, “I can’t believe you're still in one piece.”
His bandaged fingers slide over the red door frame, following the dark seam of interlocking parts down to tug at the door handle. 
It opens. 
The seats been moved, a noticeably tighter fit as he wedges his legs inside, adjusting the position so it's more comfortable to his height. 
His flashy press pass is right where he left it, dangling faithfully from his rear-view mirror. 
The reporter smiles sadly, turning the flimsy ID in his hand, his grip growing heavy, enough to strain the integrity of the four corners of plastic.
Miles lets the reality of this moment sink in, folds himself over the steering wheel in an awkward hug, a horrific memory of the past coming back to haunt him in full color.
Miles wouldn't be here now if it wasn't for O'niel – just another civilian reporter assigned to the same mission he was, caught in the crossfire, blown away by the bombs of war. 
It could have just as easily been Miles who died that day, years ago during his tour in Afghanistan, but it wasn't and now he's stuck reliving the event, watching the rookie from behind the viewfinder of his camera, there and then suddenly not, taken by an explosive wave of dirt and smoke, no body to be found, nothing left of him except for his rundown jeep.
He'd seen so many lost souls, innocent lives sacrificed to feed the campaign of wealthy politicians but this young man's violent passing hit different, stayed coiled around his heart like barbed wire.
He hopes O'niel is proud of the work he's done, that he's watching from somewhere, that he knows how close Miles has come to nailing the vile corporation that started it all.
There's a tug at the back of his mind, a treatrous dark sea, not quite his subconscious (he's learned to tell the difference), but the Walrider – it wants his attention, warning him of a threat.
“What is it," Miles asks dazedly, looking up from his crossed arms, wiping at the melancholy sting in his eyes.
His symbiotic partner supplies him with images, black combat boots and swat gear flickering across his eyes as a tactical team makes a perimeter around the woods.
The hairs in the back of his neck are standing on end, his nerves firing like pistons, his stomach dropping.
"Oh God," Miles whispers, nanites skirting his vision, "they’re here, aren’t they."
The reporter is losing it, becoming a frantic, irrational mess as he rambles to himself, “I knew they would be, I knew, and I still couldn’t stay away. What … what does that mean,” the host laments, feeling his emotions breakdown, going through all the stages of grief one by one.
“I am sorry for bringing you out here," Miles tells the machine, convinced that this was their last stand, that he had to make some poor amends for all his mistakes, "I am sorry for everything.” 
The Walrider manifests itself, its bony phalanges gripping it's host's tear-stained cheeks, forcing the man to look it straight in the eyes.
Miles stares back, searching the dark abyss, the Walrider trying so hard to convey an emotion that it’s not equipped to express.
“How many,” the host asks, his tone a terrified reservation.
The nanties bristle, an urgency, it's optical lenses oscillating.
“Oh God," Miles breathes, the dread building, his voice doused in ice water, "too many.”
“What should we do,” the host asks, feeling so fucking helpless and pathetic for having to rely on his demonic counterpart for guidance.
Sighing painfully, he holds the machine in a similar embrace, stroking along the creature’s cheek, joining their heads together. For whatever reason, it helps him to think, clearing away the panic.
They needed a plan, some means of escape. The jeep was a possible exit strategy, but that's if it can make it out of the ravine and he's not even sure if it will turn on.
A word flashes before the human's mind, the Walrider offering an idea. 
“REVENGE.”
Miles understands it all too well, his own intimate connection to the exact moment in time when he lost his life and became the undead monster he is now. 
His blue eyes harden, bordering on arrogance as an influx of strength hits him.
“Alright," the rebel declares, seeking the entity's affirmation, "you ready for this?" 
The Walrider trills in his head, the nanites bursting from his veins with heady anticipation.
It's good enough for Miles, his lips pulled back into a toothy grin.
"Lets show ‘em who they’re fucking with," Miles growls, eyes drowing in a sea of onyx, his irises burning rings of gold.
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joz-yyh · 2 years
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I finally reached the NSFW part of my Walmiles fic after writing 1000+ words of exposition and I just had to rant about it for a sec because I am kinda excited to experiment with their interactions a bit.
Like for real, I am kinda just making it up as a go along and letting the story write itself, but I am pretty sure I will be sticking to a hurt/comfort sorta thing?
I know that’s kind of unexpected for this pairing, especially this early on, but trust me, it will make sense! I just really need/want lots of cutesy moments where the Walrider is learning how to be human alongside Miles and Miles is learning how to be more bloodthirsty and the two of them being this super unstoppable power couple that you absolutely do not fuck with.
Some more teasers under the cut
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Claws cradle Mile’s bruised face, stroking over the cuts on his cheeks, his busted lips, healing them almost reverently. The Walrider seems to want to comfort the man somehow, but lacks the answer, searching inside the cells of his human host for the knowledge of what would bring him relief. The Walrider lingers there, waiting for the nanites to collect more data on the undead reporter as they circulate through his bloodstream, assessing the feedback of his re-constructed nervous system.
The machine is given one word: REVENGE and the machine does as it's host commands, almost eagerly.
In the distance, beyond the veil, Miles hears frantic gunshots. Screams decapitated by the gurgle of blood as claws cleave through layers of tactical armor and straight into vulnerable flesh. Miles is not sure which part of him, human or demon, is reveling in delight as he listens to the demise of his enemies.
When the reporter finally regains consciousness, he's standing inside a ring of dead bodies, their formation laid out like beautifully plucked carmilla petals. The men who shot him down are no more, smeared into a horrible mess of death across the floor in a grisly love letter. His demonic guardian angel had utterly annihilated them out of existence in an act of devotion, to satisfy his thirst for retribution. He's drunk on the potent cocktail of pride and power boiling inside of him for having punished the ones responsible for wrongfully dispatching him and Miles has to wonder if this is how Billy felt when the Walrider killed. 
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TITLE: Good Boy
SUMMARY: Post-game domestic fluff/smut. Miles takes a gig out in the boonies, something green and wholesome to escape the strain of his last scoop. You could say his relationship with the a man-made killing machine has gotten better since then (or more obscene, depending on who you ask).
RATING: G (FOR PREVIEW ONLY!). The rest of the fic is rated E (for tentacle sex/ xenophilia)
PAIRING: Walmiles (WalriderxMiles)
A/N: I am dedicating this to on galmdog on tumblr because their art is amazing and because the world needs more Walmiles. No Beta. Read at your own risk.
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Miles turns off of the main road into a gravel driveway, putting his beloved red jeep into park and turning off the engine in front of a line of wooden fence posts.
He was happy to have his trusty vehicle back, now with a clean VIN and a fresh change of plates. He could have easily traded it for something new, less conspicuous, but he was a superstitious fool that couldn't bear the thought of parting with it.
Survivors of gunshot wounds keep bullets as lucky charms. Victims of violent animal attacks wear necklaces of teeth as protection. This jeep was Miles good omen, his ward to expel the evil he once paid witness to and despite the risk, he was going to keep it.
The reporter grabs his files from off the passenger seat, tucks the papers inside his jacket, shielding them from the sudden downpour of rain as he exits the car. He takes a few hurried strides towards the safety of the cabin, an old rangers station converted into a rental home, secluded in the wooded mountains overlooking the nature preserve.
"Shit, that storm came out of nowhere," Miles scoffs, shutting the door behind him.
He sets the folder down on the kitchen counter, a few droplets of rain managing to soak the paper. He empties out the rest of his pockets, setting the tape recorder and camera down on top if it, followed by his car keys.
He no longer goes by the name Miles Upshur. He writes wildlife articles under a new pseudonym now. His research helps protect endangered species, advocates for saving the national parks and rainforests, things of that nature. After exposing Murkoff, he needed a break from people and the corruption for awhile, to do something off the grid and so far, this tree-hugging gig seems to be working out for him.
He returns to the corner of the entrance, hanging up his jacket on the coat rack to dry. He tries to shake the rainwater from his shirt, but it's no use, the white fabric sticks to him like a second skin, showing off the ripple of muscle underneath.
The reporter heads to the bathroom, grabbing a hand towel from the pile to pat himself down. He wipes away the dampness from his face, wringing out his bangs and pushing them back into place.
When he looks up from his spot near the sink, he notices a black cloud coalescing out of the corner of the mirror. His blue eyes watch as the inhuman skull takes shape behind him, staring at it's mesmerizing mechanisms through the window of glass.
"Shower now or later, what do you think," Miles asks.
The Walrider hisses, displeased at the threat of any more water and dissipates back into the air to avoid it.
Miles chuckles, "Yeah, you're right; shower first."
The Walrider has never liked being wet. Maybe it hates the idea of it's circuits being fried, ironic considering much it drenched the Earth in blood, but either way, Miles thinks it's an adorable quirk and teases the entity with it every chance he gets.
Miles strips down, not bothering with being neat. He tosses his clothes to the floor and turns on the tub, testing the temperature with his hand. His symbiotic companion is a fevered cloud, head appearing and disappearing over and over again in agitated spurts of smoke, unable to decide whether it should stay or go.
Miles chuckles again.
"Hey, calm down, it's not so bad. See?"
The reporter flicks his fingers free of dampness in the direction of his devilish consort, watching as it's bright, burning eyes narrow at him.
"I take it you're not coming in here with me then," Miles jokes, already knowing the answer when he pulls the pin on the faucet and turns the shower on.
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