#who knows what will happen to this idea sjjsjsjs

[like-the-rest-of-la]

Temptation Tuesday

I was tagged by @destielbuddiepipeline and @rewritetheending for Temptation Tuesday 💖💖 thaaaank you!! Also, I swear Morgan, we must've shared a braincell today bc I kept thinking about an AU very loosely based on 'My Best Friend's Wedding' and the first couple of sentences basically wrote themselves 🙈 anyway... that's basically my temptation bc I actually wanted to write the cursed!Buck fic or the vet!Buck fic... yet... here we are.

Eddie knows that people who are on the brink of death sometimes have an out-of-body experience. He didn't. When he was lying there on the asphalt, bleeding out—dying—three and a half years ago, he just saw Buck. He remembers reaching for him, looking at him, and then… nothing until he woke up in a hospital room.  

But in this moment, right here, right now, he feels like he finally gets what these people are talking about. 

One second he's ribbing Chimney because of his continuous lack of solitaire skills. Out of the corner of his eye, he's keeping track of Buck ushering Hen, Bobby and Ravi in their direction, towards the table in the firehouse loft. 

The next, Buck—with his cheeks bright red and a nervous grin edged to his features—clutches the backrest of the chair on Eddie's right so hard, his knuckles are turning white. The words die on Chimney's tongue and he quirks a questioning eyebrow at Eddie. Eddie shrugs.

The rest of the team takes a seat and Buck rocks back and forth on his heels. The chair makes an unpleasant screeching noise and he stops, gulps audibly and then starts to stutter, "I-uh, I have some exciting news to share." 

And even before he gets the next sentence out, Eddie feels like he's no longer present in his own body—instead, free fall and then standstill. Disconnect.

He knows he's sitting here, he knows he's got his head turned to the side, looking up at Buck (who doesn't look back at him) and... he knows. But somehow, he's not really there. He's a sideline-spectator, watching from across the room. 

"I, umm, well, Kelsey asked me last night," a disbelieving laugh stumbles out of Buck's mouth, "and it was a bit of a surprise, but, umm, I said yes, and-I-I'm getting married. I'm getting married, guys."

And in this moment, Eddie finally feels like he gets it, because hearing Buck say, "I'm getting married", feels a lot like dying. 

I'm gonna tag @mellaithwen @princessfbi @theladyyavilee @buckactuallys @capseycartwright @renecdote @spotsandsocks and @nymika-arts if you want to and haven't already 💖💖💖

#who knows what will happen to this idea sjjsjsjs #eddie diaz #evan buckley #buddie #lisa writes #au shenanigans #fic excerpt #the my best friend's wedding au 🤵‍♂️👰‍♀️🤵‍♂️

[karasunology]

✒ tagged by @sweetlysugawara

╰ thank you for tagging me, love !! <3

✒ rules: make a new post, name 10 characters from 10 different fandoms that you like, then tag 10 people

➜ sugawara. [ haikyuu!! ]

╰ i fucking love him, ( second plays goes to goshiki, yachi & all the pretty setters. ) ik he has his doubts on being a good enough player since he was "replaced" by a first year as a setter yet still does his best on wanting to catch up and improve, while not idk, having any negative feelings towards tobio. ( i just love him ok. )

➜ remus lupin. [ harry potter. ]

╰ literally love him!! he doesn't deserve being treated like a plague just because he's a werewolf and the fact that he lost his job ( or ya know, forced himself to quit. )just because of it, infuriates me. also the fact that harry potter didn't name his child AFTER HIM is ridiculous, because instead he names his child after severus snap, the person that contributed a lot of trouble and trauma in his life???

➜ haru kato [ fkbu ]

╰ this won't be long but ,, just love him ok?? he's a hardworking boi, and i love that about him. just shows how dedicated he is in his job ya know?? can't wait to see more of him in the future!

➜ felix [ wmmap ]

╰ the first manhwa i have ever read !! ngl it was supposed to be lucas here but like ,,, felix; ya know?? HE'S SO FUCKING FUNNY OK?? especially with his reactions in the background lmao lmao. ughh ,, & he's so idk i love him ok.

➜ lauren [ purple hyacinth ]

╰ kym is second place in my heart ok; i just love lauren. SHE DESERVES SO MUCH MORE, LIKE ???? THE GUILT SHE HAS BEEN   C A R R Y I N G   FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS JUST UGH. & WITH THE THING WITH DYLAN?? BITCH I WAS CRYING A RIVER ON THE SEASON FINAL EPISODE WTF. SHE !! NEEDS !! LOVE!! SHE HAS BEEN HURT WAY TOO MUCH IN HER LIFE. and that's on what?? my sleep deprived ass rereading purple hyacinth for the 52526 time.

➜ joon lee [ devil no. 4 ]

╰ bby boy has my heart and uwu. LIKE LOOK AT HIM IN HIS GLASSES ?? my second-lead syndrom is acting up y'all.

➜ daiki mamura [ daytime shooting star ]

╰ ok before any shishio sensei stans act up, YES I HOLD SENSEI CLOSE IN MY HEART & I'M VV HAPPY HE GOT HIS HAPPY ENDING ( THOUGH IT MAY FEEL FORCED. ) BUT PLEASE, I READ THIS SHIT FOR 26727W TIMES AND I'M STILL STANDING ON MAMURA'S LANE. like HE'S ALWAYS THERE FOR HER LIKE?? baby boi is such a flustered cutie, and the fact that he isn't holding suzume from going to sensei when she heard something happened. BeST FUCKING BOI AND I STAND BY THAT.

➜ hook [ days of hana. ]

╰ watch me rant here because HOLY SHIT THIS WEBTOON MADE ME DEPRESSED AND CRYING ( lowkey couldn't breathe. ) at literally 4 am in the morning and i bad to immediately read another webtoon/manhwa because i couldn't sleep after reading the ENDING. listen here and listen well, HOOK DESERVED SO MUCH MORE, HE SUFFERED SO MUCH THROUGHOUT HIS LIFE AND ONLY EXPERIENCED HAVING A FAMILY AND HAPPINESS WHEN HE WAS OUT WITH HIS (SPOILER ALERT) BROTHER HARU AND HANA. & the bastard that a abused him throughout his life, lmao lmao you deserved it when u died ngl.

➜ haru [ how i found it in july. ]

╰ i just noticed i cursed too much, um,, anyways. HARU, OHMYGOD. THIS MANHWA FUCKED ME UP SO BAD LMAO, CRIED SO MUCH. many thoughts, head full of tHE FACT THAT HARU KEEPS FORGETING ABOUT DANOH. i waNNA CRI SM RN SJJSJSJ.

➜ sharpay [ hsm ]

╰ listennnn, my GIRL SHARPAY DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG. & if you wan't evidence i'll gladly link a video explaining and expanding further with the idea.

this is so long lmao, i don't wanna bother anyone by tagging them so maybe just anyone who wants to do this ya know?

#i just love manhwa/manga/manhua #i noticed that i love making myself depressed lmao #get to know about me #jwyneth rants

[markleetrashh]

A letter

by @jontotherescue my love, to the one who's reading this

*warning: this was a huge brain toot so it’s not good but it’s genuine sjjsjsj yes*

You are what makes me happy, my light, my brightest. I think of you every second, waiting to hear from you, to see your delicate features or to hear your soft voice.

I’ve been worse, I know I have, but you’ve come along. That’s what changed part of me.

I’ve become attached.

I’m trying to speak emotion with words of ink but the fluidity escaped out of reach. Every word I write, I feel could have been more potent written last night.

I missed my opportunity.

But I didn’t miss you.

I took my shot, introduced myself, never thinking what would start off like that would continue like this. I had sworn to myself to be more careful putting myself out there in the open, but something about you just felt right. Reading this back I ponder… all of you did.

So I trusted you. I opened up to you, yet I still have a long way to go. I let my feelings sheepishly slip out ever so often, in hopes you’ll notice my idea flying around and you’ll reach your delicate hand to catch it. Not analyzing it, but sensing my soul through it.

I talked to you, putting how I feel into written bodies I kept hoping you’d read with the right intonation.

I vented to you, happening at times I’d feel low and alone. You’d listen to me intently, yet I’d still end up cutting my own words off, not wanting to bother you.

I saw you, and you felt like comfort, a soul I could look at forever.

I heard you, and your voice was the music I kept hoping to hear.

I thought of you, and you lightened me.

I wrote of you, and I felt free.

I hoped of you… and I stopped.

I felt sorry.

Sorry for maybe moving too fast, or not moving fast enough. For talking too much or sharing too little. For complaining about my road, but not asking enough times if you’re loved along yours.

You make me happy, but I might not mean the same to you.

Yet I hope. I really do. Since you’re great, and you should know. You are loved, don’t forget.

I know it gets hard, but bare with me.

You’re my reason and hope; the one that makes me know good is still out there in this filthy place of a world.

I’ve been worse before, and I don’t deserve such a beauty as you. But I’ll try and be smart. I’ll use my scars and limps to pave the safe road for you.

We root from the same nature: caring. Cherish that.

A pure soul,

A young hope,

You’re the right.

#this is great joanne!!!! #yall should read this aw #sparked a few emotions in me ahh!!! #submission #💖💖💖 #mutuals