#yknow the uhh what was it called

[dailypearldoodles]

Day 569

So yknow the hermit hybrid swap things been going around and I. I am a sucker for any of the voidwalker ones. Very predictable I know so I really wanted to draw it lol

It also reminded me of uh @lunarblazes's fic, so she also gets to have her void cats :D This one go read it its good

#daily pearl doodles #pearlescentmoon #mod morph #yknow the uhh what was it called #leaping and hopping on a moonshadow? i think so yeah #good fic good fic #anyways yeah love me some #cosmic galaxy space void pretty blue purple stars mm yes gimme that please

[flareboi]

what if purple never calls him dad

#what if the word ‘dad’ is something purple doesn’t like. #what if it carries a bad connotation for them and a bitter reminder for mango. #family doesnt always have to look like one thing yknow? i dont think those two would have a traditional dynamic in that way #maybe purple does consider him their parent. they just dont call him ‘dad’ unless its in third person #and theyre fine with that and so is he #king is his father figure yes but he’s also a mom. a big brother. a sister. their dynamic just isnt captured in purple calling him ‘dad’ #maybe his name is the best way they can say it. the best way they can appreciate him #because for purple a father is someone who hurts you. someone who leaves you #i think ‘purple calls him dad on accident’ is a cute idea #but honestly it would make more sense if they called him mom on accident instead. or if it happened when they were afraid. not comfortable #(this is presuming orchid is his mother and navy his father based on the pronouns used in the react vids iirc) #because why would purple refer to someone he sees as a parent with the title of the one that presumably did not raise them? #and on mangos end #i think u can kinda tell who in this fandom has never lost a loved one in how they characterize him #guys. grief doesnt leave. it never leaves. #you just learn to live with it!!! #mango is not okay just because he has a new kid to take care of. i would know this my bio mom passed and i have a stepmother!!! #she does not fill that void and i do not expect her to because it cannot be filled. but she brings a lot new to ease the pain and is a #wonderful part of my life #the same thing here #mango will never ever just .. go back to how he was #he will never be the same since gold died. and thats okay #purple will not change that. they will merely add something new #their dynamic can be beautiful and nontraditional and a showing of how grief can change you #it doesnt have to be ‘replacement dad and replacement son’ #its so much more #oke. tag rant over #fett rambles #ava #uhh should i tag the chars

[dyketubbo]

its like nearly 4am my time but i am so desperate to know actually ive only met like one or two people who know about this but pleaaaaasseee tell me one of yall know about the fucking newscapepro minecraft undertale roleplays. shubble was in them she played frisk theres a whole channel trying to archive all the content related to it who else watched this. bc i remember being a kid and watching the whole series and being obsessed with it including the extra content too

#i also watched sam gladiator but not for yhs i never heard of that until last year #i watched his minecraft fnaf roleplays #i used to love watching minecraft minigame content #ik people still do escape room stuff but like i miss the insane hide and seek maps.. the umm #the version of hide and seek where you turn into an item i miss that one #also i miss when people could get by just playing on modded servers by themselves :( #i grew up with minecraft oasis and shadowcraft i do greatly enjoy smps but man. yknow? #i have to reminisce about oldschool mcyt every now and again its in my nature okay #also does anyone else remember uhh the two guys who roleplayed as rainbow dash and fluttershy. also in minecraft #there was also just a lot of players who used the mine little pony mod for roleplay it was funnnn #and theres also fucking. god what was the pack called #something about feed the beast? #YEAH IT WAS A FEED THE BEAST PLAYTHROUGH W MLP. godddd #that guy played mlp fangames too i wish i remembered his name #mask mews #mcyt

[hearties-circus]

It's telling you something really fucked up about space

[Milk: he/star/it]

#al art #al ocs #tf2 #team fortress 2 #tf2 oc #tf2 engineer #ive decided star does my thing of my like. whatd you call it? my fucking uhh. tappy fingers #what do you call that tapping movement when youre not actually tapping on a surface i swear it has a name #anyways. i do that so does milk #stars prolly talking about how like. supernovas would Really effect the earth at a close enough range #or maybe black holes or. crashing meteorites or smthn with enough gravity to displace earth in the solar system coming by #yknow? some really really interesting space stuff that would really freak you out #but milk is having a fucking blast #good for it #milk

[fairyoctopus]

found some kiddos that are related to a retired breeding pair of mine and I am very tempted to buy them... 🥺

#It makes me happy that the kids of that pair are still out and about #It was from 2018... yet those kids were only 2 months old that I found. Small world :} #I dont really need em since I have some kids from my retired pair. But... yknow #Distant uhh... niece? Twice removed? Idk what that relation would be #It's their sibling's grandkids #So whatever that would be #If I bought her id just call her their niece.

[verycoolsnails]

YAYYY MISHA THEME!!!

MISHA 💖💓🩷❤️💕💖💓🩷💖❤️💖💓💓💖🩷💓

#i loevev them so much did you know that #currently saving up for him and it is HELL after spending it all on sparkel .so many quests and not enough timw ......... #and . ouhhh havent had the chance to talk abt . shit what is it called . lemme go see real quick . #A CHILDS DREAM . yknow that one map with the text on the walls and the melted clocks and stuff . #that was done . SO incredibly well it makes me INSANE........... #so like . im 100.1% sure the speaker (who talks abt mikhail a lot) in that room is misha. #like that IS her voice right . im not going insane #its just . auuh... the dreams (or at least golden hour) in peacony are so childlike .... like . some of the puzzles are jigsaw puzzle ; #turn into a small cartoon character ; and help the cartoon character find his cartoon gears . #and then you get to clockie . who can only be seen by someone w a childs innoence (or smth around those lines) #and that misha can see clockie . which like . cool right ? yeab. UNTIL YOU GET TO A CHILDS DREAM .. #where theres something just ... sososo off . #and its ... its just gotta be misha . its gotta be . idk if theres anything outside of main story im missing (there probably is) #BUT . augh . auf even . #childs dream still has these childlike qualities to it (the paper birds; walking on walls) but just ... more warped #(the general atmosphere of the place; the monsters even .) #the music having a music box to make the tone of the song more distressing ... how its so much more smaller than golden hour .. #aughhhhhh ... its just such a good parallel..... i could talk abt it all day really . #anyways . i WAS going to tell u abt my misha theory (which may or may not be confirmed) bu t i got DISTRACTED. #uhh anyways . my theory is that misha is somehow trapped in peacony . #when misha goes onto the parlor car they mention that theyve never been outside of peacony before and that she can t stay for long . #which i imagine is very normal! BUT its this combined w her lock motif (pupils; most of the doors in childs dream) thag make me suspicious #i mentioned before that golden hour has a very childish quality to it. and that misha has that childish quality. #okay well . what if mishas being kept there so that golden hour can keep on being a dream for other people? #and so that would make golden hour mishas dream. (or part of his dream? could be more people the familys keeping) #and that would imply that childs dream is . well . mishas nightmare . #uhm . i think thats it ..? if i come up w anything else ill . ramble abt it somewhere . definitely not the most eloquent but #i hope i got the point across <33 #i think its an understatement to say i love misha . i LOVE MISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[skrunksthatwunk]

so im fostering my friend's turtle now. yippee :)

#i have no idea how yhis is gonna go but she seems pretty low maintenance. i mean. shes a turtle yknow they dont do much #as a snake haver i get and respect the do nothing grindset #ive never taken care of an aquatic fella before though so im a little nervy. but my buddy's had her for 8 years and so far #her instructions have made sense #fascinating situation to be woken up to though (we'd been discussing it and uhh apparently she'd been calling me whilst i was napping my ass #off. oops) (also the deadline for her getting the turtle out of her parents' house was today and we'd been talking about it for a while #but it's still a little silly to me. in a good way in a fun way #anyway she showed up at my house and was like heyy. you werent picking up sooo uh. whats the verdict #anyway yeah. dribble the red eared slider joins the family (temporarily(?))

[scarletiswailing347]

getting back into the swing of things

#mine.art #trafficshipping #c mumbo #c martyn #c lizzie #c cleo #ahasbands #uhh cleo and lizzie can be seen as ship too if yall want #whats their shipname even??? #i mean if we go by my standards theyd be called #shadowrose #but like idk lol #anyways uhhh so while making mumbo's spirit clothes i wanted to base him off the bleeding heart dove cause well yanno the whole grian thing #and apparently its from luzon which is pretty cool but was very much not intentional on my part #so i went yknow what im gonna design someone off something from mindanao #so i went with singkil for lizzie #uhh for non filipinos 'singkil clothes' are actually maranao clothes so pls dont call them singkil costumes lol thanks #i actually wanted to design her outfit based on the umbrella bearer (queen's/princess' first maid) cause i lowkey like it better #but hey she's a queen so queen's clothes it is #also was planning to have cleo do the whole umbrella bearer thing but it doesnt really fit into their relationship lol #it does fit ren tho so maybe i'll draw that #uhh just realized i forgot lizzie's wings #i am a sham #i'll figure it out ig #Siren of The End AU

[wabblebees]

thought id update to say; i survived opening night!!! and not only that, it went REALLY fucking well, and people seemed to REALLY REALLY like it omfg... god this is so crazy

#i was literally holding the script in a bigass binder for almost the entire show (sparing only the parts where i had to BULLFIGHT) #(bc i needed two hands -- one for the cape & one for the banderilla.)(yall i had to learn how to BULLFIGHT TANGO & SWORDFIGHT. in TWO DAYS) #but the audience said afterwards it was like i wasnt even on-book; they hardly noticed it was there??!! #yall this is my real life rn. im failing my classes but yknow what?? #i can pull it together enough to emergency understudy in a highly physical show 2 days before opening even with a script ive never SEEN #and apparently we made people fucking CRY. HOLY SHIT!!! HOLY SHIT #this playwright is just. incredible. the script is INSANE. BEAUTIFUL & CLEVER & HILARIOUS & TERRIFYING & VILE & TENDER & TECHNICALLY PERFECT #and apparently our production is like. only the eighth time this show has EVER been produced. for real #but god EVERYONE should know about this playwright's work. fuck i actually think tumblr would really love her. holy shit. #maría irene fornés is her name -- she was a queer cuban-american playwright+director who made radical heartwrenching magical theatre #im so grateful to be doing this & SO fucking sad for the original performer im covering for... god. bc this is just such lifechanging work #this play is queer in EVERY sense. its off-putting loving repulsive peculiar passionate holy and GAY AS HELL. its real its farce its SO CAMP #((IRENE & SUSAN SONTAG DATED. SONTAG AS IN 'NOTES ON ''CAMP''' SONTAG. ITS FUCKING GORGEOUS.)) #its gorgeous its gorey its glamourous its also literally the first part ive played that i think might truly fit my casting type exactly lmao #which is INSANE. bc the character is literally just described in the script as ''ISIDORE: an androgynous clown'' LMFAO #but honestly what could be more homoerotic than 2 ''men'' locked in a room together dancing tango+talking abt beetles+stabbing each other #hmm. maybe its the fact that after i stab the other guy i call him ''saint sebastian'' and then we LITERAL ACTUAL GAY KISS #which is crazy bc we only practiced that ONE TIME before opening #and youd think this shit cant get Any Gayer BUT. IT DOES. bc my scene partner+the director are gay+together irl... and uhh. #ive literally been their third. like. more than once. #ISNT THAT FUCKING INSANE. THIS IS MY REAL LIFE?? THIS IS MY REAL LIFE #ANYWAY #so now im headed back out to rehearse more before we perform it again tonight lmao #i hope it goes as well as it did last night #that audience was fucking incredible i really hope the next two like it as much as they did🤞🤞 knocking on wood #so. if u read this far. u should go find+read ''tango palace'' by maría irene fornés. mwah okay bye #bee speaks

[whomturgled]

:^(

#feelin like a big lonely loser tonight teehe ^__^ #thought maybe i had plans but then not n everyone else i asked didnt answer or had plans w other ppl too #n i had suggested a plans with stef but she never rlly confirmed or denied but i figured not plus im kinda sick now too but #also called her just to be like hi n i miss u bc idk im SICK n i hate being sick n the way she sounded was weird AaagghGGHHHHH #n im just now realizing maybe she also ended up doing plans w other ppl #just feels like nobody likes me i GUESS which is dramatic but . aagggghhghgh #to be fair a bit of a 180 from i love u so much lemme say it 50 times last night to i call her n say ilu n shes like uhh ok haha #anD I FEEL LIKE EVERYONES GIVING ME RLLY SHORT ANSWERS N LIKE #but i dont know if i have the energy to give a lot of. energy. ?? to expect it back? but its like #an endless cycle of feel bad so less energy or want to bug less so then deserve less in return anyway so feel worse #its kinda feeling like isolation time which i havent done in a hot minute but i tried so hard to get out of it but like . for what yknow #i got to talk to some ppl some more n meet some ppl but at the end of the day i still feel alone n alien teehee #but maybe im just bejng dramatic bc sick. and rsd with the Tones and ppl having Plans With Others #like its perfectly reasonable to have forgotten or just idk had better options or maybe bc i didnt say anything sooner buT . IDK. 😔🥺 #im sick n i hate being sick n i want someone to take care of me ugh #instead i just kinda sat here. played some OW. got mad at OW. ordered pizza to engage in basically food self harm LOL n watched some #of a show ive been meanjng to watch. jts neat so far. but yeah now i just feel like shit i guess #idk how to like. not be insane. or like. ask ppl for like. idk. reassurance or smthn or. share feelings. without feeling like i am.... bad #for doing so or itll end poorly or its excess or burdensome or unreasonable. bc it kkinda is unreasonable but idk not entirely ig yknow #and i really need to shower but i especially dont want to now that i ate food bc id rather die than look at myself naked but yea #YEAH. IDK. i feel. like shit. and garbage. and i can almost see this as being the turning point to me sabotaging my ownnpotential future #whatever ive been slowly building that i just. end up giving up now. #god i wanna call stef or pidge or someone n... ig not even talk abt this bc i dont wanna be a bother but. just hear ppl. u_u #feel like i am wanted in the world slepflsjhggbjwjr #It's My Blog I'll Use It As A Diary / Thought Organizing Thing If I Want To !!!!

[sillyfaggot]

been thinkin a lot abt comin out to my parents as trans and liike. Its Safe i can do it id only be annoying becuase id have to deal with like minor transphobia

#not.anything too bad just the annoying stuff #id tell them to just use legal name and pronouns tho i think them calling me moss would be weird thats what my Friends call me yknow #theyre leaving for a week long cruise tomorrow tho... and ive been thinking about throwing a sort of..gender reveal party for myself #like the day they get back #i have it all planned in my head #i wanna .bake a cake #ITS SILLY BUT ITD BE SO FUN and theyd take that better than me being like..uhh hey guys...so uhm uhm im like a Boy #YKNOW? #baking and decorating a cake all by myself would be fun too #mossy's mumblings

[valerian-riverheart]

Anyone else up thinking abt how the anthros in W101/P101 are designed

#ive been thinking for so long #okay so. i wouldnt call them rules ig theyre more guidelines but from what i understand #on a scale of looking like an animal-human it leans a lot more to animal #but they like. act 99.98% as humans i cant rly think of times youd say they behave like animals at all #the .02% is maybe a animal related joke like the marleybone cats and milk #but back on design i notice that leg wise everyone seem to have more legs resembling their animal #but for arms/hands it kinda differs? especially when gloves are involved #horses/unicorns have hands but cows/pigs have hooves/whatever pigs have for example #some birds like the companions from mooshu have a kinda wing/hand sorta look yknow what i mean #(or maybe all birds? i havent remembered enough to know the crows) #anthros are usually shaped and sized like their animal in some way #there are some exceptions. mice/rats #unfortunately there is the 'men and women designed different' thing i am too tired to explain #uhh thats all i eepy

[summonhouse]

ok sorry does anyone remember being a child like a whole child in school and being shown clips of 9/11 and graphic videos of school shootings??

#remembering coming out of a school shooting 'informative' uhh whats a fucking meeting like that called fuckinhg sobbing and nearly wailing #AND i had to go home i think because i wasnt ok after yknow. listening to children screaming and such #AND I HAD TO GO TO THAT FUCKING MEETING TWICE

[4giorno]

LEAK WARNING actually wheres the ballerina fontaine character????

#actually since theres only one male character (or maybe two??? is lyney a guy??? idk) #let make the second male fontaine character the ballet dancer #my wishlist for occupations for fontaine characters: ballet dancer. steambird reporter. lawyer. #uhh factory worker (if youve seen the images yknow which). blimp/airboat driver #i would have said magician and actor but looks like lyney and lynette are that #and the archon is a judge so theres that. also one of the ugly girls that leaked looks like a train conductor #so i didnt say that either #OMG WAIT CLASSICAL MUSICIAN and like an uhhhh...... #i cant remember what its called in english its kapellimestari in finnish #the one that leads the orchestra !!!! #omggg there has to be ppl in a circus. if lyney and lynette are the magicians and actors at a circus #there has to be like an acrobat character in the same circus #and the ring leader.

[thebrightgreenscream]

perhaps it is a mistake to open up the Harry Potter worm can but I can't help but sideye the *many* people who have just been crawling out of the woodwork to insist that "The Books are Very Problematic" and "You Should Feel Bad For Ever Liking Harry Potter, Clearly You Hate Minorites". Not that its untrue that the books are full of author prejudice, but that it's overwhelmingly people who never gave one (1) singular fuck about the subtext in hp before it became a socially acceptable method of being a shithead to other people.

#uhh you know those posts about using the language of social justice to obscure real bullying/harm/harassment/abuse #that basically is what im trying to say here #it is frustrating. please use your brains and stop putting high horse ranting about how ur Morally Superior for never reading them or w/e #especially if you're explicitly targeting queer hp likers. you're just being a dick #the lighter green #quick tag edit: this in response to a big ol text post i saw that called hp 'ethically mean spirited' while viciously attacking anyone who- #liked hp. particularly in like.... a pretenious ableist way. #not an exact quote but 'i am forced to assume [ppl who like hp] have a fourth grade reading level' kinda shit yknow #talk about hp being mean spirited all you want but at least try not to be a raging hypocrite in your own post

[530862]

trying to explain one of my habits to my brother by saying it’s just how I was raised like he wasn’t also there

#numbers mumbles #he said I’m weird for uhh. wait I don’t know what it’s called in english #yknow that thing where you make a cross father son holy spirit on yourself #anyway any time I see someone do it I also do it outta habit #I’m not . really religious I just kinda do it sometimes #anyway it’s how WE were raised he just managed to break the habit