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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#SO TRUE #unfortunately #literally spent most of my time on tumblr not interacting with anything to not leave a mark #can’t be seen even online #therapist put a gun to my head and told me to start posting #and be social #grateful to her fr #its still a struggle irl tho

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Yakuza girls!! To follow on from my boys

#queens #yayoi i miss you everyday you will always be famous #same with hana-chan we were ROBBED #cant believe they made seonhee such a dork love rgg for that #love the expressive artstyle op uwuwuwu

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#threw a blue sock in the washing machine along with the suit #never recover from this #chairman why are you screaming?

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@gulgulhx is it?

#anyway lets not drink that #unless the goal is to die #death by nalewka like a true slav

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roommate….

@gulgulhx is it?

#ily uwu #i did not *try* my grandma’s nalewka #or maybe i did

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@gulgulhx is it?

#i believe #❤️

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Crazy how Defiant Charm absolutely does not sound like it came from a Yakuza game

#a bop fr tho #vibin #always have to repeat it a few times when listening to the ost #mm how the soundtrack has evolved over the games #rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza #yakuza 8 #like a dragon #like a dragon infinite wealth #infinite wealth #ost #SoundCloud

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#wolf’s rain being there as an option warms my heart wow #my animal special interest got me into so many different things lmao #creatures….

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Prime example of Post Yakuza Clarity and achieving enlightenment

even though i was mad at the writing in yakuza kiwami 2 in regards to how the romance and sayama's character was handled now that ive cooled down and rewatched that clusterfuck of an ending scene, ive bursted out in laughter and cant stop since

this is comedy

#rgg goofy as hell

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the littlest guy…

@nochangeintheplan [design credit ofc] wanted more Creature content and I’m happy to oblige u_u

Eso come get your ungulate son he’s shedding both fur and scales

#got out of bed for gatorade tribute #he deserves it

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@nochangeintheplan [design credit ofc] wanted more Creature content and I’m happy to oblige u_u

Eso come get your ungulate son he’s shedding both fur and scales

#i love the little bugger #gives me an excuse to draw a 4-legged subject too #which i’m a-okay with #rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza #like a dragon #dojima daigo #yoshitaka mine #kirin mine #kirin #art #fanart #doodle #teisuart

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what abt yoshitaka mine that attracts the tohru adachi freaks

something something the world is a cruel unjust place where humans live only for their own benefit even at the cost of others. dojima hot at least.

#dojima hot at least #👌

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[[ comm for @funghettoo - tyvm for workin with me :]] ]]

Commission Info (April 26th, 2024)

#gsjdhs the fucki ng ponytail #the fishnet top #touch my heart booba being in the way is not a problem #thanks both of u for making this a thing u_u

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beloved patriarch (inspired by the lower mv)

#gdjdhdbd ugh the colors i love it #arakawa family could be a tragicomedy sitcom all on its own

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yeah

#the holy trinity of my 3ds

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he seems like he would

#he rly would #adacher being as obnoxious to men as he is to girls #bi king grandpa bless #adachiwagi #true old man yaoi rep

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#wow a crossover episode #my brother hates omori memes and also has to suffer me spamming him yakuza ones #so this was hastily drawn in his honor #hope he hates it too #rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza #yakuza 3 #like a dragon #omori #omori sunny #yoshitaka mine #mine yoshitaka #art #fanart #teisuart #omori spoilers