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TOMMY VEGA 9-1-1: Lone Star | 3.09 - The Bird

#tommy vega #911 lone star

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I'm just interesting what's gonna be the result on Tumblr

#nope and I don't think I'll ever get one

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SHAMELESS | 5.06

#I don't post shameless often anymore but this scene always makes me insane #shameless #gallavich #mickey milkovich

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Fic: What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh?

summary: Actions have consequences; Carlos wears shorts so of course TK needs to sink his teeth into his beautiful thighs and worship every inch of his skin.

a/n: a year ago we started talking on here and I'm so happy to talk to you daily and call you a friend @herefortarlos. thanks @lightningboltreader for the beta and support <3

#love this fic!! and this art!!! #definitely needed more bottom carlos in my life #art #fic rec #911 lone star

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CHIMNEY HAN & ALBERT HAN SEASON 4, EPISODE 4

#chimney han #albert han #albert x chimney #911

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#tk strand #911 lone star

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Their friendship is so important to me 💜

also, I felt like monochromatic purples

#besties ♡ #art #paul x marjan #911 lone star

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MARJAN MARWANI & CARLOS REYES 9-1-1: Lone Star S04E12 | “Swipe Left”

#marjan marwani #carlos reyes #911 lone star

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#evan buckley #911

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my favorite madney scenes: [29/?] ⇢ What's Next?, 3.18

#madney #911

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More HenRen for the soul 🧡🤍🩷

#they look so good! #this art is gorgeous #henren #art #911

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jumping in at the last minute with a couple recs! credit to @guardian-angle22 for the lovely banner. and thanks to @thisbuildinghasfeelings and @lemonlyman-dotcom for the tags earlier this week! i've decided to go with push codas. because they're my very favorite.

our love will guide us home by @tellmegoodbye

a lovely look at carlos's headspace during this time, his anxieties, and the gaps we missed from the show. i read it this morning and i still owe a comment, but it's truly beautifully written. (bring tissues) recommend listening to the playlist as you read!

two bodies riddled with scars by @my-little-tilly

TK's pov, his first night in the loft. this is a beautiful story, showing TK's pain through the breakup, and the tenderness of the fact that he isn't alone anymore.

to be reborn by @reyesstrand

A gorgeous story looking at the time between TK wakes up and when he's moved into the loft. Gives all of those moments I would have loved to see on screen that we didn't get.

open tag since i'm so late. but if anyone has recs, please tag me!

#aaaaa thank you for including me!!! 😊 #I'm so glad you enjoyed it! And I'm so happy you liked the playlist as well! #push codas my absolute beloveds #I just finished reading them other two on this list and they're so good! Go give them a read ^_^ #fic rec #911 lone star

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For my gamer adjacent Lone Star fans, picture this:

I would love to see Carlos’ grief/revenge arc extend in a similar way to Ellie’s in The Last of Us Part 2. So I see Carlos confronting Gutiérrez in the garage as the typical going off the deep end and being on the revenge path that Ellie was on in the beginning of the game, taking down all the wolves with tunnel vision. But theres the end of season 4 where we kind of think that arc has ended and its been put to bed. Carlos hasn’t done the unthinkable and totally lost himself, he has TK, his job, he’s still him. But theres still a need for revenge deep down. And so we come to this point with Ellie and Dina in the house at nightime where Ellie feels she HAS to go to seek Abby out. I would love for a similar scene with Carlos and TK. Where Carlos’ revenge arc extends to a really dark level where he loses himself. And then maybe comes back at the end to find that TK has gone to say at Owens for a couple of days. And Carlos realises in the pursuit of revenge he’s lost sight of everything thats important, despite all the warning signs.

#oh I am so here for this #not only am I a sucker for angst but rafa plays it so well...like how could you NOT want more #911 lone star #text

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20 Questions for Fic Writers

Thank you @sznofthesticks for the tag!

How many works do you have on ao3?

10. I used to have around 30, but I orphaned a bunch of my old stuff recently.

What's your total ao3 word count?

112,750

What fandoms do you write for?

Shameless, 911 Lone Star, and hopefully 911 in the future? I really want to but I don't have any ideas atm.

Top five fics by kudos:

I excluded fics that I cowrote, so this is all completely my own writing. These are all more recent too, so this is much more representative of my current writing style.

shut the door and let go

lover, please stay

when all is said and done

our love will guide us home

will the pain stop (if we go deeper)

Do you respond to comments?

I try to respond to as many as I can! Sometimes I run out of words to say (communication has never been my strong suit) but I read every single one and they always make me smile.

What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

will the pain stop (if we go deeper)

This is the most I have ever projected my personal experience onto a fic. I was going through a breakup at the time and not handling it very well, and writing a breakup fic really helped me cope with it at the time.

I'm doing much better now, and my ex and I are on good terms. Even though the ending to the fic itself was angsty, I'd like to imagine that the characters are doing better now as well.

What is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Most of my fics tend to have happy endings, but if I had to pick the most satisfying happy ending it would be lover, please stay.

Most of this fic is pretty angsty, but the ending makes it all worth it I think!

Do you get hate on fics?

Thankfully I haven't received any nasty comments. I did receive a kind of weird comment once, but I completely forget what it even was.

Do you write smut?

I never did before I got into the shameless fandom, and then I kind of went crazy with it after that.

Craziest crossover:

I've never written a crossover before. It's not something I've ever considered or even know if I would want to do.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Hopefully not!

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Many times with my ex, back when we were still dating. It was a lot of fun and definitely something I'd like to try again in the future! I've always enjoyed collaborating with other people.

All time favorite ship:

Favorite ship I've written for? Tarlos. Favorite ship I've never written for? Tiva, aka Tony and Ziva from ncis. I also love Densi (Deeks and Kensi) from ncis la.

What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I have not written a chaptered fic in years and it is something I would really like to do. I have several ideas including a detective au that I've floated between two separate fandoms, but I still haven't been able to make any progress regarding those wips.

What are your writing strengths?

Angst and introspection! I love getting into a character's head and psychoanalyzing them (I am a psych student, after all 😂) and I also love writing sad shit. I'm a sucker for pain, it seems.

What are your writing weaknesses?

Transitions. We all know them, we all loathe them.

Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

If it makes sense for the situation/characters, of course! I wouldn't go overboard with it though, since I don't actually speak any other languages myself.

First fandom you wrote in:

Minecraft youtube, but like the old school kind. Around 2014-2015ish. And I physically wrote everything down in little journals. Fanfic was only something that existed in my head at the time until I discovered the likes of ff.net.

Favorite fic you've written:

My most recent fic always becomes my favorite, and that holds true today too!

My push coda, my baby, our love will guide us home.

This is something I'm incredibly proud of, and it's also my longest fic to date and something I wasn't sure I would ever be able to finish. I'm still kind of in disbelief that it's finally real.

Tagging (with no pressure ofc) @strandnreyes @carlos-in-glasses @freneticfloetry @welcometololaland and @lemonlyman-dotcom

I do remember this tag going around a few months ago so if you've already done this, you can either do it again if you want to or just accept this virtual hug from me. 🫂

#har rambles #tagged

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Evan "Buck" Buckley 9-1-1 | Season 1

#evan buckley #911

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if I forgot your favorite subgenre or misclassified a band feel free to argue in the replies 👍

#progressive metal!! #I grew up on bands like dream theater and porcupine tree #nu metal is definitely up there too with linkin park being my favorite band and all #but in terms of the most captivating music I have ever listened to...I've got to go with prog #go listen to scenes from a memory by dream theater #you will not regret it...it's an AMAZING album #music tag

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“Grief is a nasty game of feeling the weakest you have ever felt and morphing it into the strongest person you will need to become.” -Windgate Lane

#tk strand #911 lone star