Sam. Neurodivergent. 23. They/Them. Trying to be creative sometimes.Currently hyperfixiated on: Various fictional queer ships🏳️🌈, SPN🪦, Peaky Blinders🚬 , Six of Crows🐦⬛ & Cillian Murphy⭐️
Behind Cillian Murphy's success,there is a sacrificing family. More often than not it is either his wife or kids or both that are the prime invisible movers. Congratulations, Cillian 😭👏
I got a haircut that I don’t know if I like. I saw a cute guy at the library, but I didn’t have the guts to go say hi to him and now I feel like crying. I’m a coward. My hair and back is itchy and I want to go home and sleep for 40 years, but I have a doctors appointment in an hour. I have to talk about my anxiety, and I’m scared to go by myself, I wish my mom was here to go with me. I feel vulnerable. My skin on my neck is breaking out and it makes me feel insecure. My stomach is hurting and I’m feeling bloated. Today I haven’t felt like I’ve connected with people, and it makes me feel lonely; disconnected. From people, the world, and myself. I feel foggy and frayed, as if my skin is stripped from me, and everything hurts even more. I should have just stayed in bed, but I have too many responsibilities. Bought a ticket to go see a movie on Sunday, and could only think of two people I wanted to take, but they are both on holiday. I feel pathetic. I feel left out. I feel … exhausted