thekristen999

[thekristen999]

Crimson Sky is already finished. With the Regents united, I could never send an army to Osaka. It would have meant certain death. So I sent a woman to do what an army never could. SHŌGUN | 1.10 A Dream of a Dream

#what an ending #this show was everything #shogun 2024

[thekristen999]

~"Flowers are only flowers because they fall..."

#shogun 2024 #lady mariko

[thekristen999]

The Accountant Dir. Gavin O'Connor • 2016

#oooh yeah #i really dug this movie #it scratched an itch

[thekristen999]

Ten days into my home treatment and it's so weird.

From the time I wake up to about 2pm in the afternoon I have a non-stop headache, brain fog, and low-key nausea.

But once the afternoon settles in, I feel normal. No brain fog or dizziness, stomach is normal, unless I do something like close my eyes and move--in which I feel like I'm on a boat.

Why?? I don't get it.

I'm making progress at my exercises. If I close my eyes, I can stand with my feet together for 60 seconds before I tip over. Up from 30.

I can stand on one foot for 20 seconds without falling over. Up from 10. Etc. etc.

I'm going to try to drive for ten minutes tomorrow. PT said the only way to know if that improves is to actually do it.

Why did this happen in the nice time of year? Why not the winter?

At my Physical Therapist to see if he can figure out why I have mild vertigo when I drive or when I lie down to go to sleep which goes away after half an hour. .urgent care said it could be a sinus infection but I'm here to rule out that I messed up the crystals in my ear when I turned over in bed kind of violently two weeks ago.

Never a dull moment.

#Going to keep posting about this because I have to keep a record

[thekristen999]

The Eddie having an orgasm at his naïveté being stripped away (the pink) is truly a thing of beauty - costume and writers I salute you 🫡🫡🫡

#jesus wept #911 spoilers

[thekristen999]

9-1-1 7x06

#i died #911 spoilers

[thekristen999]

eddie diaz is so fucking pretty all the time but drunk, happy, free, joyous, uninhibited eddie is just. he's radiant. he's gorgeous. he's the most beautiful thing i've ever set eyes on 🥹

[thekristen999]

every now and then 9-1-1 will be like btw eddie diaz IS the hottest sexiest person in this narrative and everyone knows it. don't forget that

#tim out there reminding the audience every chance he gets #lol

[thekristen999]

ryan guzman plays battered and bruised so insanely well. it’s never overdramatized but makes me squirm and want to look away from my screen in the best way. i’m always so impressed when actors for shows like this that are so tragedy and action packed are able to play injuries with such nuance and realness without making it corny or too sterilized. his movements, breathing, micro expressions, and voice control are so intentional and so thoughtful. i just want everyone to rewatch him in the hospital bed after he got shot, him talking to buck after he destroys his room, and pretty much all of eddie begins (waking up after the crash especially; he does this gruff, breathy, wheezy thing that sells it every time) and give this man his flowers

#everyone was obviously focused on buck telling eddie he wished it was him that was shot #but if you pay attention eddie was so barely able to stay awake after talking to chris #he was in obvious pain with labored breathing #and seconds away from passing out #he did not have the energy for buck's confession at m #which was why he saved it for later #also buck honey #maybe not drop that bomb on a guy who was only hours waking up from a coma

[thekristen999]

eddie sweetie we will get you out of the closet i promise

#this is everything #911 spoilers

[thekristen999]

(X)

#are they going to show all the shenanigans before the eppy airs? #although I'm more convinced the boys drinks were drugged #911 spoilers

[thekristen999]

WITCHCRAFT!!!!!!!!

#they are both very attractive

[thekristen999]

I recently had surgery, and at the time I came home, I had both my cat and one of my grandma's cats staying with me.

- Within hours of surgery, I wake up from a nap to my cat gently sniffing at my incisions with great alarm.

- I was not allowed to shower the first day after surgery, and the cats, seeing that The Large Cat is not observing its cleaning ritual, decided I must be gravely disabled and compensated by licking all the exposed skin on my arms, face, and legs.

- I currently have to sleep with a pillow over my abdomen because my cat insists on climbing on top of me and covering my incisions with her body while I sleep (which is very sweet but not exactly comfortable without the pillow). She also lays across me facing my bedroom door, presumably on guard for attackers who may try to harm me while I'm sleeping and injured.

That's love. 🐈‍⬛🐈❤️

[thekristen999]

Fuck it Friday-- Repost

Like others, I started reminiscing about fandom around the time of the shooting and decided to re-share my story:

Trying Hard to Remember, Trying Hard To Forget

This is thorough, painful examination of the healing process using the dichotomy of Eddie not remembering the shooting while every second was burned into Buck's memory. It's a brutal look at the slog-fest of injury recovery and emotional trauma.

Snippet:

The last bandage covered most of Eddie’s right side and Buck stood there studying it, his breathing a little harsher, his fingers trembling until he shook his hand to still them. “Sorry.”

“It’s okay,” Eddie said, leaning his left hand against the edge of the sink. He’d have to sit down soon, but he needed to see this through.

Taking a deep breath, Buck removed the tape, revealing an eight-inch line of staples running from below Eddie’s armpit to the back of his shoulder.

Eddie bit his lips, looking at them, imagining what the ER doctors had to do, swallowing against the sudden feeling of awed horror. “I was told the surgeon only broke one rib during the procedure. They managed just to spread the others without causing additional fractures.”

Buck swallowed, his voice low. “To repair the lung?”

“Bullet nicked the upper left lobe after it damaged the thoracoacromial artery going in.” Eddie swallowed, looking at Buck in the mirror, suddenly understanding what the chaos of the scene had to be like, knowing the procedures that had to be performed to save him. “You must have gotten to the ER like in….”

“Four minutes,” Buck said with a shuddery breath. “We got there in four minutes.”

Eddie swallowed, because it hit him now, how close it’d really been, how even a minute or two later and it would have probably been too late. He’d had a hemopneumothorax and suffered a great deal of blood loss. Or that was what the doctor told him. Because anytime Eddie tried to think back to it all….

He stared at his reflection, at all the healing wounds.

“Thank you, Buck.” It sounded so damn inadequate to Eddie’s ears.

“There’s nothing to thank me for.”

Eddie stared at Buck in the mirror, at the sincerity in his eyes, the rawness there making Eddie’s heart pound. “I’m here because of you.”

..

tagging those who might be interested or have words to share:

@exhuastedpigeon @hippolotamus @diazsdimples @dangerpronebuddie

@cafecitoeddie @elvensorceress @elenaazra @homerforsure

@mellaithwen @spotsandsocks @operationbigskye @deedo2313

@the-likesofus @spaceprincessem @thebestbooksaround

@eddiebabygirldiaz @epicbuddieficrecs @shyaudacity @andavs

[thekristen999]

; o ;

#i'm almost done with season 1 on my rewatch #this show is so good #elementary

[thekristen999]

does he love you better than i can?

buddie | rated T | 10.8 k | outsider POV | character study

Summary: He can’t fault them for that, though. Evan has known Eddie for the past six years. Tommy has only been in the picture for about a month, give or take. Nothing has ever happened between us, Evan had insisted. You have absolutely nothing to worry about, Eddie had told him unequivocally. There’s no reason he shouldn’t take them both at their word, Tommy thinks, decisively. or, buck and eddie insist that there's nothing going on between them. tommy wants to believe them. he really, really does.

[read here on ao3]

tagging a few people under the cut:

@tawaifeddiediaz @bieddiediaz @athenagranted @therapized-eddie @911-on-abc

@chimchiminie98 @bucksbisexualawakening @edmundodiazz @caroandcats @akapotatogirl

#fic rec #this was a great read! #buddie

[thekristen999]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

I was tagged by @hippolotamus, @spotsandsocks, @exhuastedpigeon and @diazsdimples. Thank you!

How many works do you have on ao3? 110

What's your total ao3 word count? 1,384,560 and a another 700k on other platforms

What fandoms do you write for? Currently 9-1-1

Previously: ER, CSI, SGA, H50, Daredevil

Top five fics by kudos:

Beneath the Trident (Hawaii Five-0 (2010)) 

Reluctant Allies (Or the Time Frank Had to Bring Home the Devil) (Daredevil (TV), The Punisher (TV 2017)) 

Shadowboxing (Daredevil (TV), Captain America (Movies),

Alone In The Dark With You (9-1-1 (TV)) 

Navigating Domesticity (Hawaii Five-0 (2010)) 

Do you respond to comments? Yes! I try to atleast. Even if it takes me a bit.

What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? All my stories tend to have happy or hopeful endings. I believe in catharsis.

The Hoku  was a McDanno future fic, post-apocalypse story. So, it had a hopeful ending despite the very bleak world it was set in.

What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Recently? my Buddie fic We’ve Got Fun & Games

Which was if the 118 did a local Amazing Race competition for charity. It was a hoot!

Do you get hate on fics? I’ve gotten people who try to argue with me or leave unpleasant comments in the bookmark section.

Do you write smut? On occasion

Craziest crossover: The Killing Game Daredevil, The Punisher, Jessica Jones fusion with the Predator.

Have you ever had a fic stolen? Yes, a few times.

Have you ever had a fic translated? Yes, a few.

Have you ever co-written a fic before? Yes. I had a co-author for a few CSI and SGA fics back in the day.

All time favourite ship? Buddie

What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will? I tend to finish all my stories because I write one fic at a time. Occasionally, I’ll write a one-shot in between longer stories, but I typically don’t have a WIP file. Just ideas that wait until I'm ready.

What are your writing strengths? Descriptions, tone, action scenes, world building.

What are your writing weaknesses? I’m mildly dyslectic so word order and weird grammar. It also takes me forever to write.

Thoughts on dialogue in another language? Unless it’s alien in sci-fi, I don’t tend to use it.

First fandom you wrote in? X-files

Favourite fic you've written? I'll stick to recently. All these are Buddie.

We Found Each Other (Over There)  Epic WWII AU.

Hold the Pain, Release Me  Eddie tries art therapy.

Buddha's Arrow  Buck helps Eddie deal with chronic pain.

Trying Hard to Remember, Trying Hard To Forget  A nitty gritty look at healing and recovery after the shooting.

... tagging a few people who might want to play:

@renecdote @homerforsure @mellaithwen @andavs

@elvensorceress @the-likesofus @goddess47 @eddiebabygirldiaz

@ronordmann who could apply this to her cover art!

@steadfastsaturnsrings @wildlife4life @dangerpronebuddie

#writer asks #buddie #fanfic asks #911 on abc #daredevil #kristen999writes