thepy

[thepy]

walking and living a life

Hi! it's me again. I come back here.

Woah, life is getting pretty tough, ya? and yes, adulting is giving me such a lesson. the most important about the lesson is how am I supposed to do everything alone, by myself, just me. hehe

Actually, I don't know what I'm going to write here, just feel glad that here is where I come when I'm alone and need to talk while I have no one to.

About life, hmm.. I never imagined I would be the one who holds the burdens. the same question keeps hunting me like the sound of a bee army. yap, "Why me?" Whatever it takes me to find the answer, never satisfied.

In the end, there's always something guiding me to the door called "Safe". But again, it never stays long. It's always taken from me.

Yap, I know. It's getting unclear. time to go~

see you when I'm being a better me! xoxo

#life #home #alone #universe #Spotify

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been a while..

something is missing from me.

and that something I wish I could reach without hurting anyone..

or, hurting me instead..

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She was born to be a lover, to make other people's lives better, and to chase sunsets. -Sylvester McNutt III- 📷 by : @manaphotosrvc

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Apa kabar hari ini? Lihat tanda tanya itu jurang antara kebodohan dan keinginanku memilikimu sekali lagi

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"Aku benci titik, kamu tau kenapa? Dia tidak berseru dia tidak bertanya tapi dia mengakhiri." (at Somewhere on Earth)

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“tapi sebelah mataku yang lain menyadari gelap adalah teman setia dari waktu waktu yang hilang”

almost a year. you see my existence.

sebelah mataku yang lain menyadari bahwa berhenti juga merupakan sebuah opsi. tapi tidak. aku tidak punya pilihan lain selain kembali. aku tidak punya keinginan lain selain menunggu. karena sebelah mataku yang lain menyadari gelap adalah teman setia dari waktu waktu yang hilang. jadi, aku tidak sendiri membangun harapanku menjadi sebuah kenyataan. karena gelap bersamaku.

16 Jun - 28 Mar

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please don’t take my sunshine away

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are grey You never know, dear, how much I love you Please don't take my sunshine away The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping I dreamt I held you in my arms When I awoke, dear, I was mistaken So I hung my head, and I cried I'll always love you and make you happy If you will only say the same But if you leave me to love another, You'll regret it all one day Please don't take my sunshine away

#copeland #supermonster

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IF YOU

He is leaving And I can’t do anything Love is leaving Like a fool, I’m blankly standing here

I’m looking at him, getting farther away He becomes a small dot and then disappears Will this go away after time passes? I remember the old times I remember you

If you, If it’s not too late Can’t we get back together? If you’re struggling like I am Can’t we make things a little easier? I should’ve treated you better when I had you

How about you? Are you really fine? Guess our break up is setting I should forget you but it’s not easy

On days where thin rain falls like today I remember your shadow Our memories that I secretly put in my drawer I take them out and reminisce again by myself

Why didn’t I know About the weight of sadness that comes with breaking up?

#IFYOU #BIGBANG #supermonster

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HOW

Something always brings me back to you it never takes too long no matter what I say or do I still feel you're here till the moment I'm gone you hold me without touch you keep me without chains I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

whether I dont know or I really cant go I dont know how I dont know why all that I know is that you were the only one, you are the only one, and you will always be the only one.

I'm not that great to know how to come back I dont know how to go I dont know why I should go how hard I was trying to go away from you, it always ends up on you bcz I believe no matter where I go or whoever I live with, my destination is always you

should I go? Or should we try again?

my minds run away to you with the thought I hope you’ll see can’t see where it’s wandered to but I know where it wants to be I’m waiting patiently though time is moving slow I have one vacancy and I want you to know you’re the one designed for me a distant stranger that I will complete I know you’re out there we’re meant to be so keep your head up and make it to me

#supermonster

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Malam

Birunya langit berganti dengan merahnya senja Seakan memberi peringatan, "cepatlah bersiap. Gelap akan segera datang" Aku tersenyum, menyadari bahwa sebuah proses dimana merahnya amarah senja harus menjemput gelapnya malam Detik terus berputar Mengiringi lembar demi lembar kegelapan malam yang mulai mengisi Apakah aku benar tenggelam dalam gelap? Ataukah hanya merindukan kehangatan? Ya, aku pernah merasakan hangatnya malam Bolehkah aku merindumu, rembulan? Seakan aku tak diberi sekalipun kesempatan oleh semesta untuk menikmati keindahanmu Malam itu, kamu berbisik tegas ditelingaku "Takkan kulepas cahayamu walaupun kamu beranjak redup" Haha, benarkah? Rembulan, bolehkah aku bertanya pada bintang? Apakah kamu bisa merasakan hangatnya malam? Aku belum bisa Untukku, malam akan selalu terasa sangat dingin disaat tak ada rembulan disana Kembalilah, walau sebentar Aku merindukan kehangatanmu

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😇😇😇😇 with Zaim – View on Path.

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Listening to Shadow of the Day by Boyce Avenue

I close both locks below the window I close both blinds and turn away Sometimes solutions aren't so simple Sometimes goodbye's the only way And the sun will set for you The sun will set for you And the shadow of the day Will embrace the world in gray And the sun will set for you.. – Preview it on Path.

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Listening to The Only Exception by Paramore

Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts. And we've got to find other ways to make it alone or keep a straight face. And I've always lived like this. Keeping a comfortable distance. And up until now I have sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness. Because none of it was ever worth the risk. – Preview it on Path.

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Web. Almost.... with Axl, Weiby, and Astri Narulita – View on Path.

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fussily totally agree!!!!

totally agree

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HIGH HOPES

Broken bottles in the hotel lobby Seems to me like I'm just scared of never feeling it again I know it's crazy to believe in silly things But it's not that easy

I remember it now, it takes me back to when it all first started But I've only got myself to blame for it, and I accept it now It's time to let it go, go out and start again But it's not that easy But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again High hopes, when it all comes to an end But the world keeps spinning around And in my dreams, I meet the ghosts of all the people who have come and gone Memories, they seem to show up so quick but they leave you far too soon Naïve I was just staring at the barrel of a gun And I do believe that, yeah But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again High hopes, oh, when it all comes to an end Now the world keeps spinning Yeah, the world keeps spinning around High hopes, it takes me back to when we started High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again High hopes, oh, And the world keeps spinning Ooh, yeah, this world keeps spinning How this world keeps spinning around

please, don't kill the hope. that's the only thing that makes you alive. makes me alive. makes our dream alive and reachable.

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#text #song #kodaline #supermonster #hope

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Graduation.