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if there were two girls on the moon and one kissed the other warmly and tenderly would that be beautiful or what

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Vintage women being badass. You’re welcome.

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I promised I’d never be like you. That I’d never find myself in your position and I did great. I went on in life not getting married at 15 or getting pregnant at 16 and I went through 10th grade without dropping out. Then I met this boy and I thought he would kiss my scars away. I thought he would...

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I'm real sorry that I've been posting less and been typing real depressing, it is a hard time for me at the moment, very stressful, but thank you all who are still here.

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Do you regret letting people in that you thought would be in your life forever, but that suddenly changed? Do you regret your former close friends?

Sometimes, I feel like I do. I feel that maybe it's an anger or resentment towards that person because a lot of the time, they have left me behind and i feel abandoned. 

On the other hand, I feel that without that person, I wouldn't be who I was today or where I am at, because despite it all, they were a big impact on my life if they were a close friend. People drift and  change, and it hurts a lot.

I tried to keep this as short and to the point as possible, I hope I helped in any way, try not to build your walls up to high though, it's good to have them but it is pain for others to try and break them down and may be frustrating for everyone... I love you!

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I feel worthless... i dont know... I'm tired of feeling like this... and no one seem to get that I can't just simply say "Im not worthless!" and everything will be better.... It's not that easy.... It never has been....

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I'm just... starting to feel like i'm no good at anything really.... like some people are great with things like they know a lot about certain things or categories but then there's just me here..... who doesn't know much, who has no talent really, and it just makes me really depressed and sad

#sad #good for nothing #ugh #no talent

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Isn't it like, every story is a cliche in some way? Someone dies, the main character is either a nobody or a somebody that we either hate or love, someone learns an important life lesson, the monster jumps out from the corner or a friend pretending to be the monster jumps out, it's all the same, really. There seems to be no creativity at all. not in this world anymore it seems. Maybe it's just my immense writer's block but I don't know. Is it even possible to write a book that seems to be an everlasting run on sentence full of the pure nothingness of life? Maybe that's what a bog is. It's nothingness. It's one's inner most thoughts that are so disconnected that it only makes sense to the writer because they know all the bits and parts whereas the reader, they only get fragments of certain things. Maybe it makes sense, maybe it doesn't. It could be as simple as going down a river or.... or well I don't know I guess driving down a bumpy road. I mean, I guess for me, this typing of my life is so damn simple because of the simple fact that this is all meaningless. It's my life and no one cares enough to read it all. So I'm fine with typing the inner most thoughts of my mind and try and release the complexity if it all into these symbols that we call letters that form these things we call words that we're able to form into comprehensible things. 

Now my problem is that although I want to type so badly, I want to type the most horrendous, hair-raising, demented and delicious thing that this world has ever laid eyes on. But..... I'm stuck. I can't type. I can't think. I  can't brainstorm. and it really hurts. Think of it like a dog. When she has puppies, her breasts fill with milk and she NEEDS to release the milk or else she will be so uncomfortable and in pain, and that's really how I am. I'm in pain and it's annoying that I can't type a simple story. 

#brainstorm #thoughts #brain #type #write #blocked #This life as a teenage girl #TLAATG

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The problem with a blank screen with the flashing cursor is that I really want to type a story, yet I just can't. I think i've hit that block in my life where I can't do anything. I'm drained of ideas that are creative and it's kind of sad because it's all I want. I just want to do something meaningful or write or create because it helps ease the pain but I can't. It's a writer's block that just won't go away. I guess it's a major rut. I just want to be creative.

#writers block #stuck #can't think

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To This Day Project - Shane Koyczan.

Painfully beautiful. I cried so much and replayed this so many times. 

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things that give me anxiety

being late

things i said five minutes ago

things i said five years ago

people touching me

being around a ton of people

being yelled at

wondering if people are talking about me

every action i do

and just about everything else

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The only thing that has changed about me in the last five years is the vessel that houses my soul. I’m not ashamed of how I used to look, and I’m not ashamed of how I look today. 

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Reblog if you care.

Always.

If you don’t reblog, you have no heart. It wont kill you to have this on your tumblr.

Today, 17 teens will take their own lives due to bullying.