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Got a sudden burst of inspiration and decided to put together a general "Oh No, Bad Things Are Happening Right Now" @seekerquest fan theme. I let myself experiment a little with this one, aiming for more of a frantic, fast-paced feel where it sounds almost like the music's tripping over itself and your ears struggle to figure out what's going on now and then.

#seekerquest #things that were made by me #like i said this one was pretty experimental so i'd appreciate constructive criticism

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Re: God->man->God

That sublime awe (perfect words, thank you for them) is why I never understand Loveraftian horror.

I already know about the Thing that Should Not Be, bigger than our four dimensions can encompass and older than time itself

And They would recreate existence again to hear us say "I love you".

"Whom shall I fear" indeed.

My favorite cosmic horror has always been "It isn't that they are so large and incomprehensible that they do not care about us any more than you care about a single flatworm in the river muck of some Siberian woodland".

It's been "This magnificent thing which defies explanation and is so grand and big it refuses to obey such tiny concepts like physics and reality cares about us so much. It loves us. It is fascinated by us endlessly. It wants to bring us closer to it, to talk to it, to hold conversations. But it cannot understand us. And we cannot understand it. And so it is terrible and dangerous."

Cosmic horror where the haunted house loves you so completely that it creates a door to a perfectly black hallway in your living room. You can walk down it for five and a half chilly minutes. Cosmic horror where your lonely domicile is so grateful that you live within its bones that it grows new ones for you.

It flexes its wallpaper tendons. It splays its stony foundations out for you, home-liver. It takes itself and it builds a home from which you are safe from all the outside world which could harm and age you. Here in these eternal attics and parlors and boudours and stairwells, the house will love you so deeply that no one will ever see you again.

Horror which is scary because the incomprehensible doesnt care about you will always amount to nothing when you know about horror which is scary because the incomprehensible cares about you in a way which you cannot tell it you do not want.

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We’re experiencing severe technical difficulties on essentially every level with filming the next TLE episodes, from prop issues to location issues to the heat draining everyone’s will to do anything except sit in front of an air conditioner loudly complaining. No idea when the next episodes will be coming out.

#the lazarus epiphany #progress update

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Some of the lines from TtO:U are fucking great

Like this is one of my favourites

Tinera doesn't take shit

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Hey, is it okay to send you questions about The Lazarus Epiphany? If it is: are Neil and Vin more cat people or dog people?

Absolutely! Fair warning, if you ask me about spoiler things I'll be obnoxiously evasive about it, but otherwise I'd be happy for the opportunity to answer whatever people are curious about.

As for your question - Neil and Vin are both cat people, the main difference being that Neil at least knows how to be normal about it. Vin, on the other hand, is the kind of person who'll drop everything to play with someone's cat for five hours, and they'll hold a complex conversation with the cat the whole time.

VIN: -and so, if you think about it, deregulation with regards to consumer safety law is even harmful to you, because it lowers standards for the materials used to produce your cat food, cat toys like this one, and the like. THE CAT: Mrrp? VIN (SWINGING A CAT STRING TOY IN A WIDE ARC THAT COMES DANGEROUSLY CLOSE TO KNOCKING EVERYTHING OFF THE NEAREST SHELF): Ah, an astute point, Sir Pouncealot. Perhaps if there were regulations mandating curtains be made of stronger materials, you wouldn't have clawed those giant holes into your owner's favorite drapes that were a gift from their recently deceased grandmother. THE CAT: (very tiny, close to inaudible yawn) VIN (SNARKY): Yes, agreed, there's absolutely no aspect of your behavior you could've changed to help avoid that situation. THE CAT: (practically imperceptible eye flicker) VIN: Oh, don't you give me that. It's not like you have a monopoly on sarcasm in this household. Speaking of which, would you like to debate corporate monopolies in the modern U.S. economy? THE CAT: (total silence, no movement) VIN: What a concise, yet eloquent opening statement! Have you considered making a career of this, Sir Pouncealot? THE CAT: A! VIN: Good point, the media world isn't kind to anyone who strays from their farcical photogenic ideal, and they'd be too likely to infantilize you for it to be worth it anyway. Keep on freeloading (complimentary), kiddo. THE CAT: Mow. VIN: Yes, I did in fact just say "left parentheses-complimentary-right parentheses." What're you gonna do about it?

#if you have a cat don't invite vin to your house because you WILL be completely ignored the entire time they're there #the lazarus epiphany #comedic #asks #long post

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You can consider this a “the making of” video of sorts for the first season of The Lazarus Epiphany, I guess.

#the lazarus epiphany #things that were made by me

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I run a very simply-planned and well-organized horror-comedy ARG (lying)

#in all seriousness #season 2 planning is going great actually! #the filming schedule got rolled back because of smoke in our area #but it shouldn't affect things too much in the long run #i'm really excited for s2 because there'll be a lot more opportunities for the audience to affect where the story goes #more interactivity y'know? #the lazarus epiphany #the lazarus epiphany behind the scenes #things that were made by me

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Yeah, I could see them having an exchange like this.

(Text from here.)

#the lazarus epiphany #reblog

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Big fan of when non-binary characters' AGAB is kept hidden. It's great, audiences don't need to know that shit! And we don't want to.

#we will be doing this with vin in tle #you don't need to know their agab and you never will

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“denied the catharsis of punishment” is an underappreciated but hugely effective narrative consequence imo 

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Wrapped up Season 1 of The Lazarus Epiphany yesterday! It honestly feels a little surreal that we managed to see this thing through, but I’m really excited to show off where we’re taking the series next. There’s going to be a bit of a gap before Season 2 starts rolling out, so if you’d like to catch up before then, there’s a full series playlist here and an in-character interactable blog for Neil Sherman here.

#the lazarus epiphany #things that were made by me

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“Do not ‘we’ your food crimes. This is your filth, and you alone have wallowed in it.” [1]

Citations

[1] Lastname, Vincentivized. “In Response to My Father Putting the Runniest, Nastiest Egg You Have Ever Seen Inside an Untoasted Blueberry Bagel, Eating It With Visible Enjoyment, Then Asking Me ‘Shall we have another?’” My house, May 20, 2023, 11:55 A.M.

#i don't know or care if this is a correct citation format i'm doing it from memory #me #shitpost

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I just explained my issues with executive dysfunction to my dad and holy shit he gets it!

I described it like this: 

Imagine you’re back at AllPro(where he worked) with fifty phones and they’re all ringing. You want to answer them all because they’re all equal priority. That’s an environmental cue– phones are generally a ‘respond immediately’ cue.

Picking up a phone is a simple thing. You know it’s as easy as deciding which phone to answer and reaching out to pick it up, but your brain is saying “I must answer all of them!” The phones are ringing, and you can’t make your body reach out to pick one up because you don’t have fifty arms to reach out, you don’t have fifty ears to listen with, you don’t have a brain that can process and respond to fifty conversations and you don’t have fifty mouths that can all say different things all at the same time. 

Either you do it all simultaneously or nothing will happen. You can want to do it so bad it makes you cry, and you can’t make a decision because no choice seems like the right one. So the task stays unfinished and you get frustrated every time somebody reminds you to “just do it, it’s not that hard!” Because yes, it really IS that hard.

Now, if you had somebody who could point to which phone to answer, you can do it fine. That’s a prompt. Prompting removes the ‘middle man’ thought that says ‘do it all at once’ and gets you to focus on tasks one at a time instead of seeing them as some towering insurmountable mess.

Dad looked at me for a couple of seconds and said something to the effect of, “I didn’t know doing things were that hard for you.”

This is a major, major, major breakthrough between us because dad had it in his head that I left things messy because I didn’t care. While that’s crappy of him to assume, teaching him how that’s not the case and having him really understand it is a huge deal.

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This image has become my default response to every weird video my little brother takes it upon himself to send to me.

#yes i'm aware there are very thin white lines at the top and bottom. i added them to be visually annoying #humans b gone

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“NTs are such aliens for assuming aggression into every question and treating it as self centered to ask for or offer information!”

*NT asks a question and offers contextual information*

“You MONSTER how dare you be so AGGRESSIVE and SELF CENTERED!”