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cvrdncvts · 5 months

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Hey hello prefacing this my saying I’m so sorry for this trust me I feel incredibly stupid for this but I’m gonna try to get past that.

So I’m really close to being able to start HRT, which is incredible to me because when I initially came out I wasn’t even sure my parents were gonna let me keep living here. So the fact that my mom is fine with this is amazing.

However my insurance unfortunately doesn’t cover testosterone which is an entire other tangent I could yell about but whatever. Pretty much we’re going to be paying for it out of pocket which is not cheap as testosterone gel can be between 200 and 500 dollars every 3 months.

I completely understand if you’re not in a position where you can donate and it’s fine, I get it. If you do decide to donate I literally cannot thank you enough seriously I don’t have the words for it. Even if all you do is reblog this I’d still be over the moon happy about it. Thank you so much

This is the link

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cvrdncvts · 5 months

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I need an actual opinion plz. Is 122lbs fat for a 5’4” 13 year old girl? if not then what am I? cause it’s certainly not skinny.

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cvrdncvts · 5 months

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guys i need thinspo but not pics cause my moms starting to get to me by saying i need to make sure i’m not anorexic and that stuff. i need to get motivated again

#s3lf harn #tw self destruction #tw selfhate #help #personal vent #someone help #self h@rm #mentalheathawareness #panic attack #mentally unstable #thinspø #thin$po #thinner is better #just girly things

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cvrdncvts · 5 months

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I’m down to 127.4lbs it’s not terrible, but i have far to go. i’m so mad at myself i got cocky and ate 324cals. now that i look at it it doesn’t seem like much, but i just weighed in at 131.0. did i gain? or will the number be back down tomorrow? i dont know,

#s3lf harn #tw self destruction #tw selfhate #panic attack #personal vent #self h@rm #help #mentalheathawareness #mentally unstable #someone help #i’m falling apart #its getting me

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cvrdncvts · 5 months

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plz interact with this post.

i don’t know what’s happening. i don’t have an eating disorder because no matter how hard i try i don’t loose weight, but i’m also not okay because i’m always thinking about my weight? i don’t know plz someone tell me if they relate or know what’s happening.

also i don’t think my scale works and either way i keep bringing it into my bathroom cause i need to weigh myself before i shower and my mom already asked me if i was weighing myself. does anybody have an idea for excuses as to why i need a scale in my bathroom or why we need a new scale?

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cvrdncvts · 6 months

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cvrdncvts · 6 months

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i don’t know if i have an ED or not. recently i’ve been really worried and kinda obsessed with my weight and i weight myself daily and stop eating lunch. i dropped ten pounds in a week but now i’m kinda gaining it back because i can’t stop myself from eating. is that an ED?

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cvrdncvts · 6 months

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vent

i had a pretty bad panic attack in gym the other day and i was really like shaky so i asked to go to the bathroom then i just yk stayed in there and freaked out for like ten minutes but then my friend came in and got me and i feel so bad cause i was probably just annoying her and i don’t wanna be like this. i hate always being this thing that people have to take care of.

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cvrdncvts · 6 months

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can i get ur honest opinions on smth? and i’m rly not trying to be mean but if you have an ed you might be biased on this subject so plz don’t respond, love you all tho!

tw: weight

is 141pds, or 63kg fat for a thirteen yr old girl? plz be honest

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cvrdncvts · 7 months

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GUYS!!! I DID IT!!!

#mentalheathawareness #someone help #s3lf harn #tw self destruction #personal vent #panic attack #help #self h@rm #tw selfhate #mentally unstable

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cvrdncvts · 7 months

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i got a C+. On a test. I’m so stupid. I’m such a failure. I’ve never ever gotten that low of a grade. i hate myself so much. that’s pitiful. i’m sorry. i’m so sorry.

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cvrdncvts · 7 months

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Reblog this to give the person you rebloged it from a good, binge free day tomorrow 💜

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cvrdncvts · 7 months

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omg yes anytime

REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.

Please.

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cvrdncvts · 8 months

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hey. it’s getting bad again. but still clean at least

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cvrdncvts · 8 months

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a week clean. again.

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cvrdncvts · 8 months

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its not worth it

put down the blade

put down the lighter

put down the gun

you will be okay

you will have a day where you finally are glad you woke up