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STAY SAFE!! [ID: the Gilbert Baker pride flag with the words “Happy pride to all those who are unable to celebrate openly and safely. You are loved and seen!” in all-caps black text over it. /end ID]

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if i was in a book i'd be considered bad representation for all communities im part of

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When your ED says you have to get to a lower weight before you can start recovery

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when i was a teenager it felt very revolutionary to be cruel to myself. like some kind of slow passive protest against how much everything hurt. i starved myself of sleep and food and tenderness because it felt right. it felt sharp and angry and radical and i wanted to be those things. adulthood is the realisation that the world is already working to cut into you well before you learn how to do it yourself. caring for yourself and others is the real protest

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i cant write anything poetic about the way im hurting right now

fuck

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☆*:.｡. reminder .｡.:*☆

Body dysmorphia is VERY real. Don’t forget that your self image may be distorted.

Your flaws aren’t visible to everyone. Love yourself even if it’s hard.

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Dear body

Dear body

Thank you

You've been through a lot

Congrats on making it through

I'm not going to

List all the things I've done to you,

Tragic and sob-worthy,

Eulogize eating disorders.

I'll just say it's been a wild ride

And I'm glad you're still here.

It is through you that I feel the repulsive and superb presence of mud between toes,

Hear jar jar binks' voice and laugh at it,

Taste butter drips on a microwave popcorn bag.

Without you I wouldn't be able to move

Or blush, sweat, orgasm, play guitar.

Because of you I know what it's like

To get goosebumps from really good songs

And have a personal fashion sense

And be high on indica

And roll my eyes when someone's being dumb.

Thanks.

#original writing #original poem #my writing #my poem #writers on tumblr #poets on tumblr #ed recovery #tw ed stuff #tw ed recovery #tw ed related #recovery #ana recovery #bed recovery

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Having a rough day bc online restaurant menu had calories printed on it😍😍

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I love being honest. I love being vulnerable. I love wearing my heart on my sleeve. I love telling people how I feel about them. I love sharing my uncensored thoughts. I love not holding back. I love double-texting when I have something to say. I love letting people know when I miss them. I love calling just to hear someone’s voice. I love giving straightforward answers to complicated questions. I love to be embarrassingly open. I don’t care if it makes me look like a fool, I love living my truth. I love letting the people I care about know that I care about them.

— alhwrites

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my best friend once told me i'm "easy to get mad at" and we like never fought 😍😍😍 Dont think i'll ever forget that

I’m sorry if anyone made you feel like you are hard to love

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Things you don't have to do

acknowledge all of your mistakes before anyone else can as a form of preemptive self-defense

Things you do have to do

remember that youre allowed to take up space and move on after messing up

#self love #self care #mental health #positive mental health #mental heath support #reminder #self care reminder

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do i miss it?

Sure. (less and less as time goes on, but still sometimes)

Missing something doesnt mean u want to go back to it.

Missing something doesnt mean u want to go back to it.

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Anyways I wanna be in love with someone who is equally as in love with me and I don’t want it to just be love I want us to be best friends and to adore and respect each other and to fit together like puzzle pieces and tbh I have faith I’ll find that

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Me: I am going to consume this new content in reasonable amounts at a reasonable pace

Me, 5 minutes later:

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