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Feyre and Rhysand in A court of Mist and Fury by @therealsjmaas. I loved this scene so much and I knew I had to illustrate it someday. I am very happy with how the final piece came out, so, I hope you like it too.

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My mission in life is not merely to survive, but to thrive; and to do so with some passion, some compassion, some humor, and some style.

— Maya Angelou

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me when i get a taste of my own personality thru someone else:  GOD i can not STAND them

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rawest fucking florence and the machine lyrics in no particular order:

no more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone

want me to love you in moderation, do i look moderate to you?

this will be my last confession, ‘i love you’ never felt like any blessing, whisper it like it’s a secret only to condemn the one who hears it

because i am done with my graceless heart, so tonight i’m gonna cut it out and then restart

tenderest touch leaves the darkest of marks and the kindest of kisses breaks the hardest of hearts

but the loneliness never left me, i always took it with me, but i can put it down in the pleasure of your company

at seventeen i started to starve myself, i thought that love was a kind of emptiness, but at least i understood then the hunger i felt, and i didn’t have to call it loneliness 

the fabric of your flesh, pure as a wedding dress

it’s an even sum, it’s a melody, it’s a battle cry, it’s a symphony 

but i know it’ll have to drown me, before i can breathe easy

to the crowd i was crying out, and in your place there were a thousand other faces

and it’s over and i’m going under, but i’m not giving up i’m just giving in

in a moment of joy and fury i threw myself from the balcony like my grandmother, so many years before me

and it’s peaceful in the deep, cathedral where you cannot breathe

i know i seem shaky, these hands aren’t fit for holding

i’m not beat up by this yet, you can’t tell me to regret, been in the dark since the day we met, fire help me to forget

it seems that i have been held in this dreaming state, a tourist in the waking world, never quite awake

shower your affection, let it rain on me, pull down this mountain, drag your cities to the sea

and i did cartwheels in your honor, dancing on tiptoes, my own secret ceremonials

a year like this passes so strangely, somewhere between sorrow and bliss

in the spring, i shed my skin and it blows away with the changing winds

i swallow the sound and it swallows me whole until there’s nothing left inside my soul

and i want you so badly, but you could be anyone 

i was in the darkness, so darkness i became

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You left me baby, on the verge of tears

You left me baby, becuase the years

we spent together weren’t meant to last forever

You packed your stuff and off you went

And now the tears are all that’s left

And I’m sitting on front porch steps alone

Crying becuase I’m know your really gone

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There was an idea, Stark knows this, called the Avengers Initiative. The idea was to bring together a group of remarkable people, see if they could become something more. See if they could work together when we needed them to to fight the battles we never could.

The Avengers (2012-2019)

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prompt list #2

“I’m just trying to help.” “Well, I hate to break it to you, but you just made it worse.”

“Don’t I make you happy?”

“You’re going to get someone hurt.”

“I never thought you’d be the one to break my heart.”

“Don’t underestimate me.”

“You’re a complete mess, but I don’t care.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Did I just see you smile?”

“You’re dumber than I thought if you think I’m letting you do this alone.”

“If I could go back in time, I’d still choose you.”

“So… I might’ve been a little drunk.” “Only a little?”

“I honestly have no idea what I’m doing.”

“I can’t believe we’re dating.”

“Please don’t tell me you filmed that.” “Of course I filmed it.”

“What the hell is that supposed to mean?”

“I meant what I said, every word of it.”

“I can’t stay mad at you, and that pisses me off.” 

“Why didn’t you tell me this earlier?”

“I knew you’d overreact.”

“I specifically told you not to leave.” 

“You’re not as heartless as you pretend to be.”

“Stop hogging the blankets!”

“I’m not in the mood.”

“I know it’s the middle of the night, but can you come over, please?”

“You know I love you, right?”

“How did you find me?”

“That was a really shitty apology.”

“Not to be dramatic, but I think we’re all going to die.”

“I should’ve fought for us.”

“I love you, okay? I’ll say it as many times as you need to hear it.”

“Everyone wanted to give up on me, except you.”

“We have to leave the country.”

“Are you seriously still angry at me?” “You ate the last donut!”

“Come to bed.”

“Don’t touch me.”

“Just forget everything I said.”

“Seeing you smile makes my day.”

“You mean the world to me.”

“Oh no, you are not dragging me into this.”

“I know you’re trying to push me away, but I won’t let you.”

“The only person I need right now is you.”

“You look really good, by the way.”

“You realise this sounds totally crazy, right?”

“What’s my problem? You’re my fucking problem!”

“You make me a better person.”

“Don’t give me that look.”

“Okay, but consider this: I don’t care.”

“Oh, thank God you’re awake.”

“That’s an order.”

“Promise me you’ll come back.”

“You had another nightmare, didn’t you?”

“We have to look out for each other.”

“You’re going to get yourself killed!”

“Just stay away from me, okay?”

“No one can know about this.”

“The only place I feel safe in is your arms.”

“We’re done.”

“Don’t get used to it.”

“Do you ever regret it?”

“At this point, you’re the only thing keeping me sane.”

“I love it when you laugh.”

“If we’re going to do this, we’re going to do it together.”

“We’ll make it work.”

“Do you ever think about running away?”

“I can’t lose you.”

“You deserve someone better than me.”

“Come here, I want to show you something.”

“You’ve got to be more careful.”

“You’re actually pretty cute.”

“I’m so tired of feeling like this.”

“What did I do wrong?”

“Why does everything always turn to shit?”

“You shouldn’t have done that.”

“I’m a monster.”

“I don’t understand.”

“Can I freak out now?”

“What did you expect? For everything to just go back to normal?”

“I just needed to hear your voice.”

“What I’m about to do is totally crazy, but just roll with it.”

“I know you don’t care, you don’t have to pretend.”

“You owe me.”

“Of course I was worried about you.”

“How much time do we have left?”

“You look different.”

“How could you even think that?”

“Let me out of here!”

“That’s a good picture of you.”

“Give ‘em hell.”

“Get out of my way.”

“You want to know what I really think?”

“It’s about time.”

“You can’t keep ignoring this.”

“I hope you burn in hell.”

“I could think of worse ways to die.”

“Too late.”

“Can we start over again?”

“How do you always manage to look so perfect?”

“I didn’t know you could do that.”

“Run.”

“You love me?” “Of course I do, you dork.”

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He said I was perfect and that’s how wrong he got it.

Perfect he said while he traced my face with his finger.

Perfect he said while he kissed down my spine.

And I didn’t say anything because when a child finds a piece of glass and mistakes it for a diamond, you don’t ruin the afternoon with things as harsh as the truth.

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Sleep is a drug

Sleep is a drug

Stronger than cocaine

That helps most people

Get through the pain

Sleep is a drug

A method to avoid strife

A way for the population

To escape from their life

#my writing #poetry #my poetry #life #sleep #just ignore this

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Sometimes I just want to hear “Congratulations” or “I’m so proud of you” more than anything else in the world

#underappreciated #sad #ramblings #random #ignore me #ignore this #relatable #😭😭😭

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A harbinger of death

The most devestating sound

One could ever hear

The wind carries the whispers

Brushing past your ear

The heaviness of the sound

Will chain you down

And it’s weight will push you

Into the cold hard ground

The most devestaing sound

The sound of a last breath

Is nothing but a harbinger

A harbinger of death

#my poetry #cant believe i still post this #my writing #utter trash #sad #sad poetry #i suck #death #ugh #this is so bad

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hi! my current dash is almost devoid of any of my actual interests, and i desperately need some new content to get me out of my tumblr slump. many of the blogs i follow have been quite inactive lately (around 150), so i’d like to find some new people to follow + new mutuals, maybe? :D

sooo, please, reblog this if you post about some of the following topics:

the foxhole court / all for the game

six of crows

the raven cycle

the secret history / the goldfinch

ya lit (e.g. harry potter, tgt, ari & dante, svthsa, etc.)

classic literature

movies & tv shows (parks & rec, b99, the office, shameless, etc.)

photography

poetry / quotes

aesthetics / art / fashion

i’ll check out the blogs asap. if you want to specify your blog’s content, you’re welcome to do that in the tags of this post :)

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So I know I say I love you

So I know I say I love you

But you never say it back

And I feel like I’m drowning

In this darkening lake of black

So I know I said I love you

But I’m not so sure anymore

My heart is still in a million pieces

Because you wouldn’t pick it off the floor

So I regret saying I love you

Because while opportunities flies by

I still am thinking about you

And all of your vulgar lies

So I hope I can say I love you

To the person that matters most

In spite of some boy that never cared about me

But still ruined all my hopes

#my writing #my poetry #ugh i hate this #poetry #breakup #sad poetry #sad quotes #sad poem

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“People need to be encouraged. People need to be reminded of how wonderful they are. People need to be believed in—told that they are brave and smart and capable of accomplishing all the dreams they dream and more. Remind each other of this.”

— Stacey Jean Speer