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Ya boys now art club officer 😎

#art club #artists on tumblr

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The funny thing is I find an odd sense of comfort in destroying my body, I didn't want it anyways

#depressing shit #tumblrsh #gender dysphoria

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Melody And Jakitty Designs (melody and mayhem)

#indie horror game #analoghorroroc #melodyandmayhem #gamedev #Oc #sketch

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Melody And Jakitty Designs (melody and mayhem)

#indie horror game #analoghorroroc #melodyandmayhem #gamedev #Oc #sketch

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Everyone in my family plays undertale. I just realized something today.

My Dad: Asgore

My mom: Toriel

My sister: Asriel

Me: Flowey

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Going to finish the undertale pacifist route pretty soon, what else should I play? I need new games :P

#game recommendations #undertale

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When your computer dies while you were trying to type an essay

#haha fml

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*Human falls down*

Toriel: Oh my child, are you okay? Here let me help you.

Asgore: Hippity Hoppity, your soul is now my property.

#undertale #toriel #toriel fight #asgore #asgore fight #hippity hoppity #jokes

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I hate being neurodivergent.

I want to rant about shit without I like without feeling like people are waiting to leave or just putting up with me :/

#walten files

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I hate geography class so fucking much oh my godddddd

#high school

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Life is strange comes out on switch today lets let's goooooo

#life is strange

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I come back to Tumblr after Queen Elizabeth and Sans was voted the tumblr sexyman... what an interesting time to be back

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Drew this in like an hour, to be honest i’m kinda proud of it! This is the best i’ve ever drawn undyne haha!

#undyne #alphys #undertale #undertaleship #alphyne #undynefanart #alphyneart #undertalefanart #digital fanart #artists on tumblr

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The cuphead show made my love for Cala Maria so strong aH-

#cala maria #cuphead

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How is everyone today? 

#mentalhealthcheck

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Heros Can Cry- Alphyne Fanfic

TW- Suic*de implication

She disappeared without a word. 

She disappeared with little trace. 

I hadn't slept since she left.

Papyrus and I searched her lab, Nothing.

No notes or footage, I'm so close to giving up.

My mind wanders into the darkness. It's searching for worse case scenarios quicker than I can switch for answers.

 My demons that I've pushed away for years are quickly rushing back. 

They let me know that I should've protected her, but I failed. 

They let me know that I should've talked to her more, but I failed. 

They remind me that I'm a terrible 'friend'. 

They remind me that I should've told her 

how I really felt. 

 I walk through the waterfall, my mind is blank. 

I come across an echo flower with a familiar sounding voice. 

"U-uh. Dear Un- Undyne," It says, timidly.

I sit down just as nervous. 

 "I- I'm sorry. You're probably really worried right now, as you're the only other person I know who would be. 

You're the only other person aside from the human who knew my woes.

You're the only other person who cared. 

You're the only person who loved me for me, even though I was an absolute mess." 

No… 

 "I suppose I owe you an explanation… and a huge apology. 

It was Mettaton. H-he pretty much broke and so did I. 

He and I were both- beyond repair.

It's just so hard to explain in words. 

I-it's stupid. I was overwhelmed. 

Aside from th-that, I've never liked myself. I've always wanted to feel special but all I've ever done is screw things up. Like the chance to tell you how I felt. The chance to tell you that I love you… 

I- I'm so sorry. 

You're probably really angry at me right now, and I don't blame you. 

It's- it's better if you forget me, okay? 

Just like the trash in the waterfall, I'm forgettable. 

However, I'll never forget you.

Again, I love you.

Stay strong. 

Sincerely, 

Alphys." 

Her words broke me, but I was trying my best to stay tough. 

I marched to Papyrus and Sans's place, anger building and tears, desperate to fall. Pap saw me first and greeted me. He noticed something was off. 

"Undyne? You seem a little- oh… oh dear." 

I collapsed and broke down. Tears fell like they had never fallen before. 

Pap's caring hand rested upon my shoulder. 

"Undyne, get your shit together. Hero's… don't… cry." I told myself out loud. 

"You know crying is okay, right? Hero's can cry and still be… well heros." 

I'll never get over the feeling that I could've saved Alphie. 

Ever.

Nothing can bring her back. As powerful as I am, I don't have the power to go back in time.

#undertale #undyne #alphys #sad #fanfiction #fanfic #wrote this instead of sleeping #alphyne #papyrus

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Gonna be deleting some stuff with my face